#and keep going

[xonyxox]

horny but so sleepy. wish someone would fuck me to sleep :(

[aykoza]

her şey benim elimde değil. bitti. bu kadar. lisede arkadaşım artık inanmadığını inançsız biri olduğunu söylediğinde bunun sebebinin de ona iyi örnek olamamış olmamdan kaybaklanabileceğini düşünmüş ve kahrolmuştum. elimi ona uzatsam da yetişemediğim için. ben kimim ki ya? cidden. kimim ben? benim yarınım belli mi? Allah bana merhamet etmese ben inanabilir miydim hâlâ inanıyor olur muydum? bu her şeyi ben hallederim hali çok büyük kibir sanırım. ya da mükemmelliyetçilik. belki de ikisi birden bilmiyorum. ama yapamıyorum. yapamadım ve yapamayacağım çünkü ben Allah değilim haşa. estağfurullah. yapamam yani kalpleri ısındıramam aramızı düzeltemem hem tüm ipleri elimde tutup hem de sana sarılamam yani. olmaz. fıtratıma ters ya. noksanım ben. eksiğim. acizim. muhtacım. benim bir tamamlayanım var. ben yarımım. her şey benim elimde değil. fren olmayı tampon olmayı hava yastığı olmayı bırakıyorum. makine değilim asla da olmayacağım. trum trak tak. yeniden ve bu kez ilah olmaya çalışmadan yalnızca merhametine muhtaç aciz bir kul olarak,

b a ş l ı y o r u z.

[dollya-robinprotector]

So yeah the b-day girl can't afford to have time drawing for herself but wanna celebrate nonetheless. So let's throw back this full-color piece I did last year and be proud of it once more!

I achieved a lot of things this year, and even though I'd never had enough tolerance to love this weak and hopeless self, just for today I will give me a word of encouragement and a hug for all the achievements that I had to struggle to achieve.

For only one day let's hope I'll be gentle with myself, to brace myself for another year of struggle to come.

✨✨ Cheer! ✨✨

[townofcrosshollow]

Give me your worst Give me your insults So I can pretend they're worse Than what repeats in my head Give me your darkest desires So I can pretend my heart Still holds some innocence Give me cuts and bruises So I can pretend yours Are the cruelest hands to ever touch me

[aquitainequeen]

Harris-Walz campaign chair Jen O’Malley Dillon did a very upbeat interview with Jen Psaki on MSNBC yesterday. “We are very confident we are going to win this thing.” Here is a clip from the interview and a partial transcript released by the campaign: More from the legendary JOD:

Jen O’Malley Dillon: It is okay to be nervous and to be anxious, but don't be freaked out, because we feel very good about where we are. We are very confident we're going to win this thing. And it's not just because we want to win. It's because what we're seeing in the numbers and the early voting that you were just talking about, what we're seeing with this extraordinary enthusiasm everywhere we go, we are seeing signs where we look to make sure that we are on track to win a very close race. This is going to be a close race. We've known it the entire fall. We're very focused on that. We've built for these moments right now, and what we are seeing from turnout to our volunteer operation to the enthusiasm growing, is exactly where we want to be.”

Read more!

[museenkuss]

Not to paraphrase Breakfast on Pluto but I have to ignore everything that’s happening because otherwise I might cry and never stop.

[hangmanssunnies]

I love drafts. If you're not a multidraft writer, especially for bigger projects, I highly suggest trying it. Sometimes when you feel stuck where you are, if you multidrafted, you can go back to where you started. It's so rewarding to see how far the story has come, which can feel motivating. Other times you may realize something you really liked in an early draft got lost, and you can bring it back in the current draft to make things flow better. Having multiple drafts cuts down on the chances of accidentally losing or completely deleting a fic. So! much! good! in! drafts!

[opera-ghost]

[marcusbrutus]

the worst part about ocd and ocd-like tendencies is that you think hyper-analyzing your thoughts and constantly psychoanalyzing yourself will fix you but that's actually part of the disorder. it's the disorder. disordering.

[byjove]

[ravenbloodau]

Never stop learning!

Want to learn something new in 2022??

Absolute beginner adult ballet series (fabulous beginning teacher)

40 piano lessons for beginners (some of the best explanations for piano I’ve ever seen)

Excellent basic crochet video series

Basic knitting (probably the best how to knit video out there)

Pre-Free Figure Skate Levels A-D guides and practice activities (each video builds up with exercises to the actual moves!)

How to draw character faces video (very funny, surprisingly instructive?)

Another drawing character faces video

Literally my favorite art pose hack

Tutorial of how to make a whole ass Stardew Valley esque farming game in Gamemaker Studios 2??

Introduction to flying small aircrafts

French/Dutch/Fishtail braiding

Playing the guitar for beginners (well paced and excellent instructor)

Playing the violin for beginners (really good practical tips mixed in)

Color theory in digital art (not of the children’s hospital variety)

Retake classes you hated but now there’s zero stakes:

Calculus 1 (full semester class)

Learn basic statistics (free textbook)

Introduction to college physics (free textbook)

Introduction to accounting (free textbook)

Learn a language:

Ancient Greek

Latin

Spanish

German

Japanese (grammar guide) (for dummies)

French

Russian (pretty good cyrillic guide!)

[overcaffeinated-aro]

ok not to be that guy but like. labor rights and working class rights can coexist with 24h services and late amenities. its certainly hard to do so without worker exploitation in this political and social environment, it’s not a conflict likely to resolve overnight. but 24h services are important and especially valuable to those of us that are disabled or are on a different circadian rhythm. in fact more professional, health, and government services should be available or at least possible to work on asynchronously (if applicable) during late or odd hours, while workers also get sufficient pay for their labor and proper consistent scheduling. this would be much easier on the workers with night schedules if the entire professional world didn’t grind to a halt at 5pmEST

[carsonjonesfiance]

“This thing is legally dubious and therefore technically unenforceable.” Is not a “useless liberal gotcha” it’s how legalism works in this country. Tying up stupidly worded EOs in court is the quickest way to keep them from being implemented. It is the definition of “doing something.” But it doesn’t usually involve much tweeting so of course a certain type of leftist feels obligated to mock it.

[godtrauma]

kinda fucked how a full-blown mental breakdown/ugly sobbing crying episode is supposed be like, all good for your soul and whatever but it always comes with insane headache/congestion shit. like yeah i scream-exorcised a rotting part of myself but at what cost.