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Arc 3 but it's just the Tree-o finding N'than and he just becomes their kid


#the dragon prince#soren#tdp soren#terry#tdp terry#corvus#tdp corvus#tree-o#tdp tree-o#tdp tree o#n'than#tdp n'than#yes soren does call dibs on being the mom#why? because he wants the damn title and will fight terry and corvus over it#corvus and terry dont wanna be the mom#theyll just be the dads#n'than does not mind this outcome#theyre much nicer than the drakeriders#accidental child acquisition#like this was not the outcome they were planning for#but no one is complaining#however this does raise questions once the tree o returns#the questions will be ignored#soren was taught to never answer questions if the answer is illegal#corvus doesnt know how to explain it#and terry doesnt even know how it happened#giveusthesaga#continuethesaga#give us arc 3
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am i an asshole for not wanting my dog to get lost or hit by a car
#racing!#my sister keeps letting him out on accident but .. never tries to come out and get him ..#i had to throw soap and detergent on the ground to break into a dead sprint to try and catch my puppy#bc she opened the door and just waited for him to move so she could go inside . like she does when trying to enter a bedroom#and hes sitting in the doorway and she doesnt want to touch him.#so ive effectivrly re sprained my ankle chasing after him#and i told her shes allowed to not want a dog but if she purposely tries to get rid of mine im actually gonna crash out#she could at least pretend to try to catch the dog. even my brother has talked to her about this bc shes done it twice before#he had to catch the dog on his own both times bc she didnt even bother putting shoes on#she keeps pouting whenever either of us tell her to knock that shit off..#i really do not know how to get through to her. she hates animals. she absolutely would just let terry run away forever and not feel bad#ive threatened to take her ipad away and restrict her phone but it just doesnt stick#ill talk to her again in the morning about it but im at my limit#she cannot keep doing this#one of these days i wont be lucky enough to catch him before something happens
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thinking about the specific moments where the berzatto family falls in love with sydney (because of course they do, everyone does).
for richie, it takes the end of the beef and right up till the opening of the bear to happen. he is full of contempt and grief when he meets her and all he knows is that when he looks at her face he is afraid. he doesn’t like that feeling. richie is not a man who finds himself fearful a lot, but she is everything he is not and nothing that he is and he hates himself for it. if she is what it means to be passionate, then what is he? is he nothing but an empty shell of mikey, stuck on earth to shake his fist at passing clouds, because how dare they move and continue on like mikey was nothing to them, as if he wasn’t the very point that the earth revolved around? everyone is leaving him behind, and she is proudly leading the pack. it’s not right. but then— he gets it. he talks to garrett and jess and chef terry and he sees sydney in every corner of that restaurant. the fear slowly is replaced with respect as the week goes on and he realizes that just because she’s good doesn’t mean she’s out to get him. that’s the berzatto upbringing in him doing the talking, but it doesn’t have to, because shes a berzatto now, maybe not officially (not yet, but mark his words, she will be) but she is, and that’s not how she does things. so, he lets her lead them into the future to something good and different and better.
for sugar, it’s instant. she was born to a mother who is triggered by her very existence, and it has hurt her all her life. she is full of love and the one person she wants to give it to the most doesn’t want any part of it. she was born to give but is surrounded by those who are afraid to even take it, to reach out their hand and meet her in the middle. and if they cant take then they themselves have nothing to give, so she gets used to being the one who has to force feed her love down their throats, because if no one does, if no one shows them that they are worthy of good things, then they will crumble (“if i just talked to him more—” “no, nat—” “if i had just—” “it’s not your fault, honey. it’s never been.”). but when she meets sydney, it’s like looking into a mirror. she sees her bright eyes and soft smiles and careful but strong hands and instantly recognizes her for what she is: a giver. and sugars heart swells with even more love than she thought possible, because finally, she’s not alone— there is someone else there to slowly, albeit subconsciously, take care of her crumbling family, to show them that despite what their mother may have taught them, its okay to not be okay (she tries her best not to cry when syd asks her if shes okay, but she does. and syd doesnt grab her face or yell at her or call her stupid. she makes her a meal. and sugar cries some more).
for cicero, the love isn’t instant, and it’s not even entirely love. she is strong and she is assertive, but that also makes her naive and a very expensive risk. she makes him curious for what’s to come, intrigued by the way she doesn’t back down from carmy whose voice so often mimics the berzattos that came before him (“you’re better than this, kid.” “i don’t know what i am.” “whatever it is, it’s not this.”). she's self assured and knows her place in the establishment and is unafraid to let people know it. it’s a refreshing change of pace from mikey, who often resorted to intimidation to get his way, or carmy, who’s anxiety envelopes him and distracts him from what’s right there in front of him. but she is not them. she is focused and on track and is willing to put in the work to get what she wants. he doesn’t visit the bear often, only drops by once in a while to deliver bad news or to fulfill a favour or to just enjoy some good food, but when he does, she is always there, dedicated to ensuring that carmy and michaels, and now, her dream stays alive. she is good for his family, and he trusts her to keep the berzatto spirit alive.
for michelle, it’s quite simple. she always looked out for carmy, their little bear, so when she meets her it’s a family thanksgiving party at the bear and syd stumbles out of the kitchen, obviously frazzled and a little sweaty (“carmy, im not ready, i didn’t even change yet and the turk—” “don’t worry, tina will take care of it, you look great, they’ll love you, they just really wanted to meet you—”), but she’s smiling. she’s a little awkward when she introduces herself, and michelle finds herself endeared by her nervous ramble (“it’s, uh, really nice to meet you guys. sorry, i didn’t know that i was going to be pulled out of the kitchen so soon. uh, im sydney. yeah, i guess carmy already told you guys, huh? um. im sorry, how are you related to the family again? i mean, i dont want to offend but it’s just. uh. well, you guys are just very... normal?”) and she’ll laugh and look at stanley and the two of them will think to themselves, good job carmy, she’s a good one, before telling syd something dumb and nonsensical about a genetic mutation and richie interrupts to tell michelle it’s not a genetic mutation it’s called being boring and syd will laugh and michelle will too, truly happy that their little bear found someone normal, a breath of fresh air within the smoke of their family.
for donna, it’s weird. it’s tense. they don’t meet for a long time. they don’t meet at the bear when it first opens and not at the bear even when it has found it’s footing, but by chance. they are somewhere mundane (a grocery store, a park, or maybe just the street) and there is no other family member around when syd meets the berzatto matriarch. she only knows what donna looks like from photos at sugars house because carmys apartment is devoid of any actual sentiment (although that has begun to change since she made him get an actual dresser and he dedicated one of the drawers to her stuff). she calls out to her by her name, and donna turns around startled. she doesn’t recognize syd, of course, who introduces herself and informs her of who she is to the family. when donna smiles it’s not a real one, and syd knows this, but it doesn’t deter her. she tells donna that her kids love her (“even after everything, nat?” “she’s our mother. its all that we can do.”) and that her kids are great (“carmy, you are not broken.” “im a little broken.” “no, listen to me, the fact that you are still here, means something. its something.”) and that there will always be a table for her at the bear (“chef, someones calling in for a reso for 1 but we’re all full up… except for—“ “yo, dont finish that sentence. table 7 for ms. berzatto is an indefinite booking. is that understood?” “yes, chef”). donnas smile fades and her chest fills with anger but just as she’s about to explode in typical berzatto fashion syd interrupts her. she has faced the bear many a time before and has handled herself with grace and dignity everytime, so this is no different. she smiles brightly and thanks donna for listening to her and hopes she considers coming in, because she’d really like to cook for her. she looks like she needs a good meal. she deserves one. she turns and walks away. donnas stomach growls. that night, table 7 is occupied for the first time since the bear opened its doors.
and carmy? well, there isn’t an exact moment. its a culmination of awkward partnership (“i don’t want to be shitty.” “okay, then dont be.”) and flawless teamwork (“the menu needs—” “already on it, chef.”) and nights unwinding at the bar down the street (“of course you drink an old fashioned.” “what’s that supposed to mean?” “nothing, it’s just very… tortured-chef-from-the-slums-of-chicago of you”) and spontaneous phone calls just to hear the others voice (“why are you whispering?” “i… don’t know. my dads home. its a habit.” “you’re 27.” “and you’re white, you wouldn’t get it.”) till they’re just inseparable (“cousin, wheres carmy?” “with syd, duh.” “why'd i even ask?”). and then, sydney and carmen become something else. something tender and sweet and terrifying and beautiful all mixed together into… something. there’s no word for what they have. but it feels so right; to the guests who taste their food and recognize that the hands who put it together are full of love and care; to the staff at the bear who see the unspoken communication, the lingering touches, and their soft eyes that seem to always be on the other; to the berzatto family who notice that carmy looks a little brighter, and shakes a little less. yes, its love, but its so much more. it’s syd and carmy. it always has been, and always will be.
(“can i ask you something? something corny and lame and gross?” “always.” “when did you, like, know?” “know what?” “like, when did you know that you loved me? like, not as a chef or a friend, but as... y'know.” “that’s very middle school of you to ask.” “shut up, i did warn you.” “…” “so?” “its, uh, i don’t, i don’t know.” “well, that’s rude.” “no, i mean, i can’t say its one moment because... it was all of them. together. like, one moment you’re staging and then everything happened and, and, keeps happening but the next thing i knew you were there and you always were there and i just knew that i never wanted you to not be there.” “that’s…. really, really, disgusting, and frankly, a little unprofessional.” “oh, fuck off.” “no, like, i knew you were obsessed with me, but wow, that is a whole new other level.” “fuck you, get off of me, don’t touch me.” “no no no, please—” “i let you into my family—” “let me?” “into my restaurant—” “i think you mean OUR restaurant—” “only for you to humiliate me in my own bed? how dare you.” “…are you sulking?” “…” “…carmy?” “syd?” “me too.” “…heard, chef. now come back here.”)
(and it’s unspoken, but everyone knows that michael would’ve loved her too. i mean, she’s sydney fucking adamu, she conquered the bear. how could anyone not love her?)
#this is just a love letter to sydney adamu#because she is everything right with the world#she’s got that dawg (re: bear) in her#the bear#the bear fx#the bear hulu#sydney adamu#ayo edibiri#carmen berzatto#jeremy allen white#richie jerimovich#natalie berzatto#cicero the bear#cousin michelle the bear#donna berzatto#michael berzatto#sydcarmy#sydney x carmy#carmy x sydney
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a return to the monsters and mommies au designs, this time properly lined and in color! :D posted in the middle of the night just like last time though because i have problems <3 there are some small changes to these designs, but for the most part i was pretty happy with them so this was mostly just to give myself a color reference for them all lol
gonna ramble about small decisions i made below the cut, but its not necessary at all to understanding the designs! just wanna dump my thoughts somewhere :P
for the most part, the kids' designs are the same as i do them for normal canon, but there are some small differences. i've never really done a proper reference for their kid designs either though, so i guess no one would even notice LOL
freeman family: well, firstly - nick's last name is freeman in this au LOL but its easier to refer to him as nick close so people know who i mean as opposed to nicholas foster. usually, i draw nick close with blue hair (i think he goes through a range of colors, but blue is my default), but i do this because he does it to honor morgan. since she is alive here, instead, his default is pink because thats his favorite color to dye it! morgan and nick both have various bead jewelry because i like to have the headcanon that morgan is really into pony bead jewelry; this is also why all of my nick and nicholas designs have the same trans pride necklace, morgan made it for him :] both nick and morgan wear glenn's old clothes, both of them are wearing his shirts in this piece. aaand morgan has subtle heterochromia as a reference to the split timeline! she always has it, it doesnt just magically happen or anything, but its just a small nod to that.
wilson family: its real important to me that grant got his dad's exact coloration except for his gray eyes, which are all carol. why is this important? i dunno! its just interesting to me. also, carol doesnt usually leave her top buttons undone, but upon entering the forgotten realms, she unbuttons it because otherwise her shirt will pop open while she's doing things (to be honest, as a person with a larger chest myself, her shirt probably still pops open but it does help-!). usually i draw grant with a gay pride necklace, but since he doesnt come out pre-forgotten realms in this au, i tragically had to drop it. i miss my rainbow grant. please come home, baby.
oak-garcia family: i always forget to do mercedes's tattoos in my sketches because tbh i never know exactly what to give her. but! but. this time i just went for it. these tattoos arent necessarily set in stone, but i think theyre cute. the tattoo hidden by her skirt is an oak leaf for henry :] her gem necklace is also the same color as his eyes! her skirt is supposed to be, like, tie-dye or maybe more bleach washed, but i dunno how to draw that so whatever. the twins are, like, 100% the same as usual, i just gave sparrow a pink bead necklace instead of the multi-colored necklace i use for my default canon design lol. also, i think i drew the twins slightly too tall here, which is funny because theyre the only ones who are notably shorter than their mom HDFJKGHK
stampler family: i struggled a lot with what colors to give samantha, because i wanted her to have a bright color palette but not anything garish or patterned. originally she was gonna have a white shirt, but then i realized that would make it so all the moms had white shirts and i just couldn't have that LOL so i ended up landing on red for her! it matches with terry junior, so i thought that'd be cute :] terry's design is probably the most different from my default for him? which still isn't a lot but i swapped his dark blue flannel for a black undershirt instead. i cannot explain why i did this. it just felt right in the moment. i gave him a sweet revenge shirt instead of the usual black parade shirt i give him because... well. if you know, you know. and finally, terry gets a little concert admission bracelet!! i always do that, but i just wanted to point it out because i think continuing to wear an admission bracelet for ages after a concert is a very teen thing to do. i always felt so cool doing that in high school hehe
#monsters and mommies au#dungeons and daddies#dndads#morgan freeman dndads#carol wilson#mercedes oak garcia#samantha stampler#nick close#grant wilson#lark oak garcia#sparrow oak garcia#terry jr stampler
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replaying lisa on phone and ive been enjoying it a lot, i wonder how many times ive played lisa maybe like uhhhh 11 times? lol, but it's been helping me through this a lot, ive been using all the companions as i get them and it's been a lot of fun to train and befriend them all now that ive grown fond of all of them in different ways! also i waited til i got fardy to fight the road scholars and using truck slam on them was very satisfying lol, i love making fardy useful and boosting his self esteem (the last part probably maybe doesnt happen but i like doing so regardless)
also because i just watched both things i cant stop thinking about what it's like watching the rick event and the second buzzo encounter with both terry and mad dog in ur team.. as in what goes through their minds, what does this mean for them. especially since for me both events are very different from eachother, in one of them you see brad mercilessly beating his ex friend and in the other you see him sacrifice a limb for this person he just met (in this case it was rooster! i wanted to see his dialogue) is it confusing, threatening? does terry ever feel uneasy about brad's actions? i rly like the thought of it but hes probably so blindy infatuated by him, thinks when something horrible happens it was probably neccesary and that brad is good deep down, and in mad dog's case does he see it as brad's potential?? and a little softness he still has to get rid of? i dunno, i dont even know if they get to see the rick part but it's hard to think they wouldn't. btw this is the 2014 vers cuz idk how would the definitive edition be emulated, but the changes of perspective it gave are still present even if it's the old version and i do like thinking about it! now i'll do the motorcycle part and try to not lose anyone in the roulette (time to reload a lot)

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Young and Alone When She Had You vs I Don’t Want To Be Alone Again: Initial Post About ST & TFS vs All You Zombies
Thinking about what James has said re: Patty’s eerie resemblance to her mother versus something I’ve been looking into lately- the parallels between ST and All You Zombies (especially Patty-related parallels) and the idea of Patty being her own mother/being her own child (and possibly her own father too, but that’s a topic for the actual bigger post about this), and how TFS Henry describes Patty’s mother as being “young and alone when she had you”-

-versus Patty being “young” in TFS (being a freshman in highschool) versus her also using the words “lonely” and “alone” to refer to herself.
Like, not only does she talk about being “lonely,” in the very beginning of TFS-

-but she also talks about being “alone,”/how she “doesnt want to be alone again,” during that exact scene where Henry says that her mother was “young and alone” (Henry tells her about how Mr Newby stole her and then Patty starts crying about not wanting to be alone after Henry tells her that she’s “nothing”):

It’s also extra interesting that Henry says that Patty’s “always known it” re: Mr Newby lying to her about her mother/about Patty being stolen:

It’s interesting because how would Patty know? Sure, I guess she could suspect it, but there’s not really a set precedent re: “Patty just non supernaturally suspects that Mr Newby stole her”, it’s not something that gets brought up prior & Mr Newby treats it like some huge deep secret that Patty doesn’t know about- however it would make sense for Patty’s mom to know about it because she lived through it! And so then, if Patty’s her own mother via time travel, that would explain how Patty “always knew”. Because she lived it as her mother.
Especially since in the screenshot from earlier, Patty says that she doesn’t want to be “alone again”- which, while on the surface, this seemingly connects to her not wanting to lose Henry, it doesnt really fit in that context because the whole context of this discussion is about Patty and her mother and Patty being stolen. So, Patty saying that she doesnt want to be “alone again,” might instead be a reference to the idea that Patty is her own mother and was “alone” when she had herself & it’s like a loop (which, the idea of this whole thing being like an individual person loop is something im going to talk more about in the bigger post about this), and Patty doesn’t want to repeat that loop/doesn’t want to become her own mother again/doesn’t want to go back to being alone.
Patty, quick, are you your own mom??
And did something similar happen with Terry and El/Jane (keeping in mind what James has said re: El and Jane being separate)- is Jane her own mother? Is that where Jane disappeared to & why we haven’t seen Jane, just El? Did she time travel and become Terry the same way the main character of All You Zombies (who is also, hilariously, named Jane) became her own mother?
(staring at Patty being referred to as “Jesus” in TFS/Mr Newby’s stolen baby Jesus vs him stealing baby Patty vs Jesus & immaculate conception vs Patty’s never-mentioned bio father & El’s never-mentioned bio father & Terry “not knowing she was pregnant”…)
(And even with the Henward-El father stuff, I’m talking about how on a surface level, it’s so weird that the topic of El’s bio father just… isn’t brought up IRT to Terry. Becky never mentions it, Jim and Joyce never ask when talking to Becky, Terry never shows El a memory of her bio father, nothing. Just like how it’s never even brought up at all with Patty.)
And I’m also staring at alllll of this/the idea of going through time & becoming your own mother/your own daughter & seemingly “immaculate conception” resulting from that vs all of the time travel stuff with NINA & the TFS NINA stuff vs Becky talking about how the tank that Terry was in was like a “bathtub”/horizontal, like a NINA tank, rather than an upright tank….
And all of this vs then connects to another draft I have re: how Becky makes constant references connected specifically to Patty when she’s talking to Jim and Joyce about Terry & Jane, like how Becky says that “it’s all make-believe,” re: Terry talking about Jane vs the Its Only A Paper Moon “it wouldnt be make-believe if you believed in me,” line that plays when Patty reunites with her mom and how Becky says that Terry said that Jane was “special,” vs Bob calling Patty “special” in TFS…
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Alright after your amazing Terry ask, I gotta know. How would your Roo's react to the Toon Patrol coming onto THEM?? I have to know for research XD
FOR SURE XD
Kingston: ah yes, our beloved token straight XD
Greasy: *trying to keep a neutral face and not laugh. He wants to see how far Greasy will take this, this is hilarious*
Psycho: pal, uh... sorry but... you're not my type... *trying to be delicate and not get his skin mauled*
Stupid: ... you're gonna haveta show me what you got down there, and I'll consider it. (Someone slap him 😅 He does like pegging, so he truly is considering it (he can ignore the fact it's a guy), but h o n e s t l y Kingston?? Be respectful!! 😅😂🤦♀️)
Smartass: *deep breath. Puts a hand on Smartass' shoulder* ... if only you were a girl. -No no no wait! Come back!! You'd really be perfect, I'm not fucking with you on this!!--
*earnest, calling at Smartass' retreating back* I wish you did. But you do nothing for me!!
Wheezy: ... alright, what'd you have in mind? (I think wheezy just turned kingston- )
Rena: the short answer is yes-
Greasy: ... you're that little club girl's toy, aren't you? ... drop your pants. Mhm, yeah right here, I'm not joking~
Psycho: *looking him over* ... alright, you got me hooked. I'm intrigued. Yes, lets do its. Where do ya wanna do it? Whadaya into, little freak?
Smartass: Ohhhhhh no. No. Your little guys are all on the fucking olympic swim team, and I'm not going through that again.
Stupid: 😏 Let's go, baby boy.
Wheezy: ... love to, daddy, but I feel like this is a trap. (SHE REALLY DOES. SHE CANT SHAKE IT XD Like, he's so hot?? But he's one of t h e m, and a sneaky unassuming one at that. So... it pains her, but its not gonna happen 😂)
Ryan:
Greasy: Nope, get out of my face Creepy. ("It's GREASY") No, it's not.
Psycho: (Psycho can follow him around as much as he likes, Ryan doesn't mind XD But they ain't fucking. He'll just be going about his business when Kingston asks, kinda fucking concerned, why the scary spiky one is following him, and Ryan just? Like? Shrugs??? 😅😅😅😆 He doesnt care XD And now Kingston is on edge XDD And ontop of that Rena keeps FEEDING THE CREATURE- )
Smartass: ... Thanks for the offer, but nah.
Stupid: (Similar to Poppy, Ryan will totally fuck Stupid! He'll show Stu what he should be looking for. Ryan is like training wheels *cough* and no he doesn't mind. He already had the love of his life, he ain't looking for anyone else special. Maya was all the special he needed)
Wheezy: Sure. (Doesn't even think twice. Wheezy's hot and they're friends.)
And *cough* well y o u k n o w which of the toon patrol lottie would be with. Although, since Shiny became a true oc of yours and Greasy's mate I've been exploring a Wheezy train of thought (like, instead of greasy getting jealous when lottie comes home from the navy, its wheezy but he doesnt do anything about it. Its wierd between them for a lot longer)... but I also love them just being a close family duo. And I still like Grottie ^^
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Ok so I'm still here. Apparently. Floating around in all your art and metas and fanfic. And it's wonderful and angst-inducing at the same time.
Some thoughts I'm mostly writing down and sharing to try to help them escape the confines of my tired, tired head. Maybe then I can have some peace? Probably not but still.
1. I dont like assigning blame or taking sides between our ineffable idiots. Love isnt a competition. People are what they are and sometimes choice doesnt come into it. Sometimes everyone loses. Sometimes people can be absolutely made for each other - absolutely 100% destined and perfect, and just what the other needs. But their pasts and their presents and their emotional needs and external ties are just too far away from each other in a moment in time. It doesnt - cant - happen. Incompatible operating systems. Sometimes things work out later. Sometimes never. That's a real life outcome people have to live with sometimes, folks.
2. Those guys are dorks. Look them both. Look at their hair style choices. Look at the angel's magic show and tartan compulsion. Crowley's ridiculous snake belt and fondness for ducks. I love them so much. I bet almost all of us can see a bit of both of them in ourselves. I'm an Aziraphale operating system with Crowley software.
3. I'm in team they both consciously know they're in love with each other at least as far back as 1967. Probably in 1941 (I really hope there's a part 3 to the London Bliz meeting in s3). Maybe Crowley knew by the time he was asking for holy water. Maybe much earlier. In some ways I think the exact moment of realisation matters less than the fact that by S1 they def know and are both already used to repressing it. Pretending has become so second nature as to be everything. Part of their lived "us". And where do you even start unpicking something that's part of "us"?
4. Whether they both have the same concept of what it is to be "in love" is an interesting question. My own concept of love has changed so much over time just during my couple of decades of adult life that I imagine 6000 years could take you to a lot of places, especially layering in the complexities and realities of queer love through history.
5. I am certain they're both living in a state of absolute terror at the implications and risks that such love creates - but in different ways. Crowley's experience of losing God's love, and the reality of the physical and mental torture that came with that and what that's done to him as an individual will hit much differently than the angel's maybe more abstract, but perhaps more encompassing fear for himself and for Crowley. Aziraphale has lost less and so has more still to lose. But the demon understands, anticipates the reality of loss much better. Perhaps it's not surprising that Crowley's default is to run away and defend what he has while Aziraphale's is to reach desperately for the outcome that maximises what he can keep (i.e. please can I keep heaven/God/Earth and Crowley?!)
6. I'm looking forward to seeing how S3 gets them through all this and to their happy ending. Because I dont believe Terry and Neil would leave those two with anything else in the end.
Kudos to anyone who managed to read to the end of this nonsense!
#they really need to put an addiction warning on this show#repeatedly taking pyschic damage#good omens#ineffable husbands#go2#aziracrow#aziraphale#crowley#good omens s2
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!DNDADS S2 EP37 SPOILERS!
im a bit late bc i was at work all day but time for ep37 reactions!! i cant believe its already here
- now ive heard everyone talking about the intro i bet its gonna be a rickroll or some shit
- ITS FUCKINF ALL STAR. I KNEW THEY WOULD PULL SOMETHING LIKE THIS
- A TEENAGE GIRLS PARENT JUST GOT SHOT AND KILLED AND UR PLAYING ALL STAR.
- hermie mention in the intro im so calm and cool and chill about this /j
- "ur enough as u are" AINT NO WAY UR ABOUT TO MAKE ME START CRYING OVER A PARODY OF SMASH MOUTHS ALL STAR. WHY DID U HAVE TO PULL OUT THE BIG GUNS
- I DONT WANT THE TAYLOR VOICE CHANGE GOD NO
- MATT IM SCREAMING
- WILL CAMPOS U ABSOLUTE MADMAN. i already knew he was gonna find a way around using revivify but THAT WAS WILD
- are people gonna start drawing normal w that piece of jewelry now. bc i wanna. i already like drawing him w bracelets
- oh god what is beths fact gonna be.
- "i just keep meeting all the right people at all the wrong times" BETH MAY U ARE EVIL. THE PLOT OF THIS EPISODE HASNT EVEN STARTED AND IM ALREADY EMO
- ITS STARTING. OH NO
- NICKY BETTER FUCKING SHOW UP im curious to see what they actually decided on for the reason for him not being there last episode
- HERMIE WAS REMEMBERED giggles and kicks my feet
- TAYLOR AND LINCOLN ARENT AWARE THAT TERRY IS DEAD RN.
- were getting terris reaction rn i cant believe this is happening
- IM starting to feel sick godddd
- i bet im gonna see art of the lincoln and taylor piggyback ride hehe
- OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD TERRIS ASLEEP THIS MEANS WERE GONNA GET SCARY BACK. ALSO IS SHE GONNA SEE WILLY OH NOOOO
- NO NO NO NO NONONO
- "theres my girl" STFUUUUUU
- DOES SCARY REMEMBER ANYTHING??? DOES SHE KNOW WHATS GOING ON????
- "just wake him up" I. HATE. THIS EPSIODE
- SCARY GETTING CHOKED UP I CANT DO THIS
- TERRY DIDNT EVEN NEED TO DIE FUCK THIS
- "whoooa shit thats fucked up!" anthony burch i know u are just so incredibly pleased w urself.
- SCARYS STILL PRETENDING LIKE SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT TERRY. JUST FEEL UR FEELINGS GIRL GOOD GOD
- "EMBARRASSING"??? FOR A KID TO BE UPSET THAT ONE OF THEIR PARENTS GOT MURDERED???? WILLY STAMPLER WTF IS WRONG W U
- there was never a more obvious lie than willy saying hell revive terry
- 19 INSIGHT LETS GOOO
- THATS RIGHT SCARY. STAND THE FUCK UP TO HIM
- NORMAL DESPERATELY TRYING TO HELP AWWWW MAN :[[ I HATE THIS
- PUTS MY HEAD IN MY HANDS. THIS IS SO DEEPLY UPSETTING
- WHEN WE SAID WE WANTED MORE SCARY AND NORMAL INTERACTIONS WE DIDNT THINK ITD BE LIKE THIS!!!
- THE TWINS ARE HERE NOW OMG
- beth is out for fucking blood this episode. god she is so good at making the audience feel for her characters
- SHES TELEPORTING TO GRANT?? IM NOT READY YET
- "hes dangerous! get away from him!" THE FACT THAT THIS IS LINCOLN SAYING THIS ABOUT GRANT BREAKS MY HEART
- SCARY HAS A GUN FUCK YEAH!!!
- FIRST HERMIE SPEAKING LINE OF THE EPISODE YIPPEEEE
- halfway through the episode now. cant wait to see what could possibly go wrong next!!
- i love whenever anthony allows a fun rulebreaking idea to work
- IDK WHY THE IDEA OF THE KIDDADS HAVING A GC IS SO FUNNY TO ME
- rons status remains a mystery....
- "we could do a whole scene w just hermie and all the other ones" u joke matt but i enjoy every scene w hermie no matter how unnecessary and drawn out
- as always linc and taylor are such a funny iconic duo
- WERE FINALLY GETTING ANGRY NORMAL??? FINALLY????
- WILL WITHDRAWING HIS COOL MOVE LMAO
- i just realized WE STILL HAVENT SEEN NICKY!!! GODDAMN!!!
- "the gayest fucking mecha of all time" swiftli fans do u like the new ship name /j
- ig i cannot deny it anymore swiftli is practically canon atp
- NICKY!!!! NICKY!!!!! I SHOT STRAIGHT UP IN MY SEAT
- NICKY AND HERMIE ARE FINALLY INTERACTING. PRAISE THE LORD
- i thought nicky got all his limbs back?? did anthony just forget
- btw ive probably been waking up my whole house w how hard im laughing over swiftli this episode
- LINCOLNS GONNA PUNCH GRANT WHOA. WHOA
- "so what are u gonna do, ur gonna kill me?" as i said before. i hate this episode.
- SCARY OBLITERATED PAPA JOHN SO FAST WHOA.
- THE DUNGEON SETUP VS THE TONE OF THE EPISODE HELPPP
- i just had such a weird thought/prediction. but i will hold my tongue. bc the last time i said something like this it came true and i do not want this to come true
- IS SCARY GONNA BREAK IT W LOVE FOR TERRY. I CANT DO THIS
- "i love u and i hate that u made me love u when u are who u are and u knew it." I WISH U COULD SEE MY FUCKING FACE RN. HOLYYY SHIT THATS DEVASTATING
- oh. my. good. lord.
- GUYS????? I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW. HOLY FUCK. THAT WAS HEAVY AS SHIT
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bestie we are finally at the oral in my fic, which means ch2 is almost done, which means coming off anon to share with the people. slipping in hints of Joe’s subbiness while i’m at it
i am so tired, this week is so dumb. would anyone who follows you like to volunteer to write my dissertation for me? i just wanna sleep and have horny thoughts
also i have both plot and porn thoughts
plot! in canon, thinking about Joe when he first got there, i feel like they whitewashed him. like he was UC as this super rich influencer and was always wearing suits. even his accent was less pronounced? he was also just generally… brighter? and a protege of McGrath, poised to move up in the world? but then those girls from Juarez got trafficked and it’s like they flipped the Latin switch on him and suddenly he’s a stereotypical Mexican former gang member, maybe a dirty cop, on Benson’s bad list, and McGrath doesn’t know who he is anymore. idk i obviously LOVE Joe but i feel like they did him kinda dirty by not knowing what they wanted his character to be initially
porn! how do we think Terry likes to receive? like in what position? i feel like he’d like being on his back, bc as i have said i think he likes eye contact, and making out, and i think he’d like to have his arms and legs all tangled up around whoever is fucking him. but i think esp if he’s being dommy, he might like to be on his front, pillow under his hips, arms folded under his head, just relaxed and throwing orders over his shoulder about how to make him feel good. i can’t see him being into being bent over something
it is! ~t h e w e e k e n d~
YeeeeeeAAAASSSSSSSSS. I cannot wait. Obvi pls tag me! 🙏🏻
This week WAS dumb, jfc. Here’s to next week being better🍻
Oh they TOTALLY did!! I think they didnt know which way they wanted his character to go & were just winging it. It’s also totally understandable that maybe he was SO deep under for so long that he lost a lot of himself. (This is also a GREAT thing to plot play with 👀) like im pretty sure he had been working UC for a super long time, maybe not always the same gig/“character” but bouncing around from uc role to uc role, never having enough time to decompress & debrief before having to dive right in again.
Then he gets pulled into svu & finally has time to breathe & the UC mannerisms & personality finally have a chance to slowly slip away. He’s still on guard & keeping his walls up, he’s slowly letting grace in & we see that teasing & playfulness. The juarez case happens & he’s JOLTED back into that life, remembering all he’s been through & shit that happened, likely even a lot of trauma he’d boxed up or his brain had made him forget.
He starts to see McGrath for what he really is (and likely cannot stand him once he finds out mcgrath has been abusive to his family) and sees how the rest of the squad hates him (and why) and chooses to change sides/evalutate his opinion.
Then he loses amanda(you cannot tell me they wouldnt have been besties or maybe even fuck buddies if she hadnt left/been taken), loses grace, loses what little friendship he was building w toni. Olivia & fin are his only constant in life (cause we know he doesnt really have friends, tries to date & that went horribly) we found out in this season how much he feels like a stranger in his own neighbourhood. And with Liv/fin being his constant he doesnt have a true trusting relationship/support cause live was such a cunt about the chilly thing & we all know fin is her ride or die.
I think he started to slip into the solo-ness, being on his own. OH, ive also talked about this before, but i do think he has a dependency on alcohol. We see him out on his own in bars drinking, he seems to use it to loosen up & be less of an introvert. I dont think he’s an alcoholic but like one bad case, a full on suspension or just him being isolated alone not working could easily lead him down that road.
ANYWAYS, i like to think some of that is why there’s a personality switch & why we finally start to see some more playfulness come out again when terry’s around & he knows he can be comfortable around him, trust him & that he’s not a superior officer so theyre on the same leve professionally.
BUT YEAH, its much more likely that the writers just had no idea what they were gonna do with him & ruined what couldve been a super good character arc so hopefully they rework it.
(Tbh. I think alex cabot has the best and likely only good full character arc on the show lol)
That got away from me…. Sorry not sorry. 😂
PORN!
Okay, i like your ideas! Esp on his back, he likes to remain in control, and its easiest that way rather than being bent over cause i dont think he’s gonna be into that AT ALL. (Esp considering the tragic backstory we got this season 🥲) he’s gonna want to be arms wrapped around, gonna want to be kissing & biting skin, leaving marks whenever & wherever he can! 👀
Yaaaaaaayyyyy! (AND im 90% sure i do not have to work tomorrow! 😭🩷🩷 its WRITING TIME!)
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no because obviously they werent going to show the entirety of hsm3. so why did they pick the scene where gabriella's saying she wants to stay and troy's telling her to go. and why'd they stick a rina cue over it. if it wasn't meant to directly parallel ricky and gina's issues at that point in time!!!
knowing the immense time/location/financial crunch s4 was under only reinforces the fact that i think the finale was really supposed to be about gina deciding to go or not, not … her keeping secrets and assuming he'll be okay with it even though it's exactly what both of their last partners did to them and they know how much that hurts first-hand … but for lack of time or whatever they just cut out all of her introspective stuff and made it seem like she was 100% in on the new zealand plan. but originally that's not how it was supposed to go im absolutely convinced of it.
like imagine –
gina gets the job offer at the end of 4x06 and accepts immediately assuming it's in SLC. ricky knows about this.
quinn breaks the NZ news the morning of opening night and she has to go to school early to sort out things because now the press conference has been moved up and in all the craziness she doesn't tell anyone except miss jenn
and then freaks out when she sees ricky and cant tell him and also she doesnt want to go on this trip anyway (and she needs a new contract so shes not obligated to)
and it's obviously eating her alive (cut to scenes in the girls' dressing room between the trio + emmy because we were robbed of those too)
but anyway ricky can tell theres something off and he assumes it's that he hasnt said ily yet LOL
terri breaks the news to ricky etc
cut to ricky going back to the dressing room and telling the guys what happened and then boys are back happens w red and carlos in the wings watching and they're all going through shit but there for each other as they should be (can you tell i miss the group dynamics lol)
ricky tells gina he knows about her leaving right at the end of intermission and she tells him it was last minute
gina and ricky talk about it in between scenes/during scenes and hes trying to be a good boyfriend and get her to go but she's obviously visibly conflicted
basically, there's no "i was hoping he'd fight for me but now my choice is clear" bs because like. she knows why hes doing that. because she knows him and knows his history and knows his thoughts right now. what the hell.
and pretty much all the big scenes stay the way they are?? just that ricky isnt completely heartbroken because it's sudden news to them both and he knows she's also having a fierce internal debate with herself???
the ej scene is ej telling gina it's a shit situation but it's not her fault and also shes allowed to take agency in her life and he wishes he stood up to his dad sooner and now she has the opportunity to do so because the one useful thing i learned from my dad is that nothing's final without a contract in hand *wink*
i just. i know this show is over the top and campy and dramatic but this was an unnecessarily A Lot idk
#s4 fic prep#tim f*derle release the og script please because it doesnt make sense!!!#this is a fic outline basically now lskdjf
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Homestuck, page 3,675
John: Read note.
John!!! One more thing... This rabbit im sure youve noticed is armed to the stitches! Hes got all four of the funny little weapons i mentioned thatre all deadly as the fucking dickens but that doesnt mean they are meant exclusively for the paws of mr terry kiser. (That is the name i call him.) Heck no. You see i adapted terry with some doodads you may deem practical. An infinitesimalator which i used to littlefy them down in the first place as well as a monstrositifier for when you would like to hugen them up and wield them yourself! Hes surely got enough juice in him to make them enormous if you wish. But thats silly what would you even do with say a magic needle the size of a skyscraper for instance? Preposterous! I borrowed this technology from my grandmother who had quite the way with manipulating space. Legend tells she was something of a witch with the stuff! Once she was a brave hero like you and i john and the stars themselves twinkled in her cauldron. I would like to tell you who my grandmother is i really would. But i cant. I think i have trouble keeping secrets. I like to be honest just like you and a lot of secrecy after a while gets me feeling a bit jaded. Heh heh. Green means grow red means shrink! See you soon pal. J.
Author commentary: Jake returns, unfortunately. If we can tolerate surfing through more than two sentences of his corny ebullience, we see there are some actually intriguing things here. First of all, he reveals he had his own name for the bunny (remember how everyone always has different names for the same pets and such). If you bother researching Terry Kiser, you'll find he's the guy who played Bernie in Weekend at Bernie's, a movie in which some dumb bros spend all weekend parading an old dead guy around as if he's alive, to facilitate some sort of ruse. And we know Jade happens to keep a dead, stuffed old man propped up in her house. So this is another signal about Jake that screams "GRANDPA" and keeps us scratching our heads over what his actual deal is, considering we're now beginning to suspect he is somehow both Jade's grandson and grandfather. But then, we also just learned a few pages ago that the Scratch is a hard univeral reset, booting up reality again with "different starting conditions." So maybe we're on to something here? We are SO CLOSE to understanding everything, and yet the full explanation remains elusive. Jake also subtweets Jade a little there, but presumably the Jade as an old woman who taught him this spacey stuff. One thing he doesn't allude to is that Calliope was involved in this bunny-making collab, which in hindsight maybe causes us to raise an eyebrow at the red- and green-eyed design. Speculating about cherubs at this point would be getting way out over our skis though, so let's chill out. Honestly I'm still a bit shook from that Armageddon bullshit from a couple pages back.
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Never Have I Ever ...
Over analysed a TV trailer and its subsequent stills (Devi x Paxton heavy)
Previous theories here and here
For @seeyoumondaydevi @kcollgewoman23
3x01 - NHIE ... been slut shamed
Spoiler alert if you havent read the s3 e1 table read >>> Most of the trailer comes from episode one.
We have the Daxton entrance; the mean girls slut shaming Devi in the bathroom; the girls in Devi's room talking about (who's not) having sex; Devis boyfriend party session with Dr Ryan; Daxton make out sessions at Devi's and a failed one post date at Paxton's garage.
3x02 - NHIE ... had my own troll
The popularity that Devi had longed for isn't all it's cracked up to be, as the hate and jealousy of others start to trigger her buried insecurities and traumas.
The Gossip Girl blasts from Lady Whistleboy are coming it hot.
Will we finally find out what the anonymous text means? My bet is still it being Paxton's biggest fan, Trent Harrison.
I think the "we don't make sense" conversation happens early in the season as Daxton navigate the roller-coaster that is their first serious relationship. They reconcile and survive their first bf/gf fight ... but it starts going down down in an earlier round (will they go down swinging?)
3x03 NHIE ... had a Valentine
Hoping for some love all round in the form of Treleanor and Kamanish (is that what were calling Kamala and Mr K now? Idk you tell me).
Anyway, Paxton makes her dinner and it's too cute. The little things. Like ya know he got those roses from the garden and put it in a beer cup cause he couldn't find a vase.


However, it doesnt end well as per Devi’s expression pictured right. Nalini busts them (finally, cause how long can Devi get away with him in her room). As memory serves, she does not approve of Paxton.
Nalini starts running interference with a goal to set Devi up with whom Nalini hopes to be her future SIL - Super hot, Stanford bound, Des.
Devi is in big trouble which is why she has conditions to attend next episode's party.
3x04 - NHIE ... made someone jealous

So now it's confirmed this is when we are first introduced to Des, and 100% not an uggo.
Raise your hand if you felt personally victimised when it's revealed who she was really looking at with wide eyes.
In the same episode theme, this could also be a possibility of Aneesa's jealousy rising. Please don't do my girl dirty, she deserves the world too.

3x05 NHIE ... been ghosted
The fallout of ep 4 ... oh dear, looks like we may have a character arc backslide by P.H.Y in this one. Let's hope not. My soft boy deserves growth. Protect at all costs.
Maybe this is when we'll have more Treleanor to balance the drama. If the play is Romeo and Juliet ... so help me God. I love it but also a bit on the nose?


3x06 NHIE ... had a breakdown
"What do you have to lose? Certainly not your dignity."
Her mind.
She's is absolutely going to lose her mind and shit.


3x07 NHIE ... cheated
I thought I read that he appears in ep 8 but for now I'm going to assume it's 7. Deacon Phillippe will appear as Parker, Devi’s debate team rival from a well-funded private school, he’s able to coast through debate tournaments thanks to his school’s advantages and is always down to party.
I assume Addison makes their appearance in the same episode ❤️ played by Terry Hu, a non-binary person from the local private school, bringing more than impressive trivia skills to the group.


Please Mindy and Lang >> No physical or emotional cheating. Idc if it's academics, debate, or even board games!
Lets not do the old once a cheater always a cheater.
3x08 - NHIE ... hooked up with my boyfriend
In the words of Poorna herself:
🍆 + 🌶 = s3
Same nerds. New Drama.
Like I said, we get it. The D's V card gets swiped.
And in my favourite twist, it's revealed Paxton is also a virgin.
3x09 untitled / 3x10 untitled
So as I've written this, I've realised Daxton will experience some relationship obstacle or challenge each episode.
Pressures of sex, feelings of incompatibility, family members that don't approve of you, jealousy and insecurities of other people that you think your partner likes more, lack of communication, shutting down / shutting out, having a partner that is not in a healthy state of mind, general cheating, actual intimacy.
The last two eps will address the outcome and also whether we see Paxton graduate this year.
And from here it will go one of two ways:
1) Endgame.
2) First love, but not last love.
#excuse my rollercoaster analysis#nhie#observations and theories#never have i ever season 3#never have i ever netflix#devi vishwakumar#paxton hall yoshida#eleaner wong#trent harrison#nalini vishwakumar#aneesa qureshi#fabiola torres
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Soon hype for your Patty post because I have been desperately looking for evidence of Patty but don't know all the specifics to her from The Play so it's been slow sailing. ♡♡♡♡
OMG THANK YOU!!! <3333 Im so excited to finish the post (and a bunch of other Patty posts I’m working on), and god yeah that would totally make it difficult/slow sailing!!! Hell, even with the specifics from the play it can sometimes be difficult to find certain pieces of evidence connecting to her beyond the more obvious “patty vs patrick” stuff & patty’s parallels to suzie bingham etc etc etc because the S1 papers that connect to her only show up very briefly/not nearly as close-up as the other S1 papers show up!
But anyway THANK YOU!!! Im always so happy to come across fellow Patty enthusiasts because a.) I adore her and b.) she’s hands down one of the most mysterious & interesting characters in the entire show.
Like there’s the obvious odd stuff about her (ie Bob in filmed canon never mentioning a sister, Patty seeming to have some sort of powers in the play, all of the references to scenes being Patty’s dream/at least partially Patty’s dream, all of her parallels/connections to The Matrix, her DND parallels re: Miss Mystery vs Mystra from DND, the scenes where things seem a little too perfect for her like when Mr Newby apologizes in the hospital or when she reunites with her mom in a ‘is this even real??’ way and 1536484648 other things), but then there’s also the more subtle stuff like the fact that there just absolutely zero mention of her biological father whatsoever.
Like, NO mention at ALL by ANYONE- Patty talks about her mother at length but doesnt even mention the IDEA of her biological father at all, which makes me wonder a.) what she’s been told about him, if anything and b.) who he is. It reminds me a lot of the cloudiness surrounding El’s father (setting aside El and Henry/Edward being related, i just mean in the context of the surface level pre-s4 narrative re: el’s parentage) with how they solely focused on Terry as El’s mother & didn’t bring up the father/if Terry had a partner whatsoever. Like not even Becky mentioned the father- all of the crazy stuff happening with Terry claiming her daughter was kidnapped & then breaking into HNL and the supposed father of that daughter is just NEVER MENTIONED EVEN ONCE????? Like i’m not expecting him to show up or even have a NAME, but they didnt even do a single line just referencing “Terry’s boyfriend,” or ANYTHING like that?? Especially with how Becky says “she didnt even know she was pregnant” like HUH??? (staring at you, Brenner) And so, it’s suspicious here/re: El and with Patty’s father, especially considering the unending parallels between Patty and El.
It’s also extra suspicious considering the paralells between Patty’s adoptive father/Mr Newby and Brenner’s biological father/Captain Brenner and how they a.) never tell us Mr Newby’s first name OR Captain Brenner’s first name and b.) Captain Brenner’s whole disappearance into Dimension X & the fact that he was under a gag order (which he broke when talking to Brenner Jr right before he died), so I’m like. What’s up with the identities of fathers being concealed in ST??? Especially with all of the NDA/gag order stuff??? It’s so weird.
ANYWAY SORRY FOR THE TANGENT LMAO <33
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ive been thinking abt It and dndads (and stranger things kinda) for hours now its like. the monster has always been here and has shaped your life in ways you cant even perceive and you want to outgrow it but you cant and you never will. and the monster is a living breathing creature but it's also your parents and grandparents and it's also You and youre just continuing to act it out. nick leaves taylor like glenn (kind of) left him like bill left him and so on. eddie and bev marry people just like their parents. lark and sparrow literally have the doodler in their bloodstreams. augh
LITERALLY. it refuses to leave my head. The paralleling in these stories ahhg! Dndads and it (two of my favorite things in the world) hit the same thing!
Gawd just. Everything about these makes me go insane. The way the cycle repeats. You cant stop the monster that ruined your childhood from ruining your adulthood too. You are that monster. You cant move on past what happened when you were a kid. You the exact same kid you were when it happened except you're nothing like that kid at all. You can never change from the shit you went through and you'll never be that kid again. You became your parents without even realizing it.
Its about the generational trauma!
Also. Grant parallels Darryl by talking about things too much instead of too little. When he said the "we'll talk about it later" in the recent ep I lost it. The fact that they were all so irreversibly changed by that happened to them as kids that they cant change back to who they once were. He is not the boy you knew. I'm never over how they dealt with the consequences of episode 1 by grant becoming a fundamentally different and unrecognizable person to avoid that curse thing. Like that fucked up his whole shit forever man.
Lark and Sparrow are SO like henry whether they realize it or not. The Lark and bill denbrough parallels <3. They both feel insurmountable crushing guilt over something they think was entirely their fault. They were just kids. They make amends for this in the worst way possible. By trying (and failing) to kill the creature they're guilty for (insert obligatory fma03 ed and sloth reference). They let their guilt consume them. If they cant kill the horror they made whays the point of them living though it
I'm not assigning rigid roles to each character, just noticing the parallels. But I'd say the potential for sparrow and stan to be similar is so interesting. They both try as hard as they can to lead a normal regular life in spite of everything that's happened and yet they fail on that.
I realized immediately ep 1 that nick was like glenn and bill and ect ect with the not being there. But not by choice! But the cycle continues none the less! (I dont know if we'll be able to find nick and have him be reunited with the others in s2 or not. I think they all need to be there and alive to defeat the doodler, to end the eldritch horror that took their world. But if hes not there how do they kill it?)
The concept of nick needing an inhaler but never using it because he doesnt want to be lame in front of his dad vs eddie not needing one but continuing to use it because his mom says he needs it! (Smth smth the unconscious and conscious power their parents have on them smth smth)
Terry holding everyone together like mike is so chefs kiss yes! Terry and (maybe) ben being the most well adjusted of the groups. And well adjusted is very loosely said here because are any of them really? Terry being the researcher and the one to find the spells and the one to try so hard to save everyone he can (like mike).
Instead of just them forgetting the events like in it, they remember it all but the rest of the world forgot. How fucking lonley that must be either way.
Off topic but. One thing about it I adore is the 90s tv miniseries, where out takes place in the 60s in flashbacks and 80s/90s in present time and then in the new movies it take splace in the 80s and the present is the present! The exact 27 year gap between them is insane when you see the production for it had been in production hell since the 2000s!
I'm going to be thinking about these stories for the rest of my life I think...
Feeling the shrimp emotions about this rn.
#dndads#it (2017)#it (movie)#dndads s2#b.text#i could go on abt this forever. so many thoughts. so little time.#just!!! i lose it about this! aaaaaaaa#today has already been such a Day. to this is giving me so much joy <3
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alrighty part two.
So I try to laugh about it // Cover it all up with lies
this one fits. so well aghhh… okay so this one is a view into the car w/ susan (rons mom) driving and ron in the backseat. IN THIS ONE THEYRE LITERALLY COVERING IT ALL UP WITH LIES….having to lie to willy for safety and such.
I try to laugh about it // Hiding the tears in my eyes
this one is a family portrait of ron and his parents. i think its sort of representative of how he kind of brushes over his past and pretends everythings alright a lot of the time.
transition into adult ron time!!
'Cause boys don't cry // Boys don't cry
this one is going to mirror the one right before with a family photo of ron samantha and terry. (terry will NAWT be looking happy….). the lyrics i think sort of represent how the shit willy instilled in ron still carries with him and his ideas of manhood and such
I would tell you that I loved you // If I thought that you would stay
this one will be the oatmeal scene. now, it is a pretty silly scene but to me it does have like. deeper meaning. the lyrics sort of represent both of them here. ron, with having trouble caring for a kid because his dad never cared for him, and terry having trouble loving ron bc hes still mourning his dad and doesnt like ron
But I know that it's no use // And you've already gone away
this one is. sort of a boring one to me but its the purple robes. the lyrics kind of represent how. like how willy taking terry just prevents the chances for ron and terrys relationship to get better
Misjudged your limits // Pushed you too far
this one im actually not set on smthn yet! im thinking maybe ron holding terry srs head bc. yk. pushing it a bit far there
Took you for granted // Thought that you needed me more, more, more
this one is on top of the tower with them hugging. im ngl the lyrics dont relate a ton however. its sort of to represent how ron is getting better at communicating with terry n such. growth!
Now I would do most anything // To get you back by my side
cutting back to willy stuff…. this one is gonna be the scene with willy and ron at the table with willy eating fish. this one is sort of how even though. yk. willy is willy. ron still cares for him and still like. had a sliver of hope.
But I just keep on laughing // Hiding the tears in my eyes
ron and lil ron hugging after willy death scene. how ron, even through all that happened, is still sort of. hdiding. but also in this i want the laughing ro be a bit different. this one is a bit more positive. theres growth, and hes healing.
'Cause boys don't cry // Boys don't cry
ron crying. showing that yes, boys do cry, and his dad was wrong.
Boys don't cry
lil ron crying. same as before, but also showing how willy makes ron feel with the toxic masculinity shit.
sorry if this makes no sense kt is late and i am on the hyperfocus grind rn
do u want to hear about a ron stampler animatic im making….
omg yeah 👁️👁️
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