#and why I need to learn to drive
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faxxmachine · 2 years ago
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And I shan’t be having the expensive stuff I was going to order. I’m ordering the whore pasta and fucking off to the bottle-o to take a nice tempranillo or malbec back to my resort unit and have a long chat with mum. Got earplugs for the (my home town) derros that checked in yesterday too so I can attempt sleeping again.
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faunandfloraas · 1 year ago
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Honestly I think a lot of people who have never made a gif for tumblr don't get that it does actually take time and effort, its not just rip it from a video and post it- you have to download the video, in my case I have a video player installed that grabs continuous caps, figure out what parts you need, you have to open those in photoshop or gimp, depending on where you got photoshop you might be paying for it every month and then on top of that is actually sizing, cropping, colouring, sharpening, adding text, etc. etc. like it is something that takes time and effort for which the only real reward is creating something that makes you happy and hopefully people reblog it with a nice or funny tag, so maybe keep that in mind the next time you think gif makers are being mean or unfair for being upset about reposts. It is its own little artform that is fairly unique to this website, and that's a big aspect of why I have always loved tumblr, if all the gifmakers stopped posting things would be a lot more boring around here.
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aetherograph · 6 months ago
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Idk if this is a controversial take but I think you should be able to take a test to prove you have the relevant knowledge for a degree and if you pass the test, you get the degree. They do that for high school, why is college any different?
Like let's not kid ourselves, school is for credentials and literally everything that needs credentials that are entirely just 'do you have this core knowledge' can be dealt with this way. Anything that has practical elements can just have the practical elements as classes you can take piecemeal, like CPR training already is, and then you also have to pass a written test.
There's very little reason we need to stick people in a company town (university campus) and pay them in scrip (grades) and make them buy from the company store (tuition) other than to erect unnecessary and inhumane and unjust barriers to knowledge.
If four years of high school can be expressed in test form, then four years of university can too.
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chussyracing · 14 days ago
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He's not a Lando fan. He hates him and McLaren which is why we became friends in the first place. But he's a Max fan which well. Ofc Max is good, but I guarantee you he wouldn't survive the Ferrari experience from 2021-24 and come out with 4 titles at the end of it
to be fair, nobody survives that - hence why the drivers changes left and right in that seat. oh but wait, one driver survived through all that and you will never guess who it is 😁
#anyway i am using my permit crab to say whatever i want this morning and i am saying thos#lando is a flop i do not care about oscar sadly i am trying but he is just. plain bread. i will eat if if i cannot afford anything else#max cannot race wheel to wheel and has been lucky af most of his career and he has anger issues#lando is the one plastic bag that flies in the dirty city centre and than catches on the tree in the park looking sad and wet and disgusting#lewis will get there but he needs a lot of time dare i say more than expected#charles is a fucking chameleon he will sit his cute little butt in a machine and immediately start looking for its limits#alonso should have retired after winning his two only championships and he is not the mastermind that deserved way more#daniel ric oh i never liked you and your nose is NOT quirky and funny. also careful with the hairline#lowkey think someone is pulling max's balls in the cockpit because why is he throwing thosw high-pitched hisses behind the wheel#george is a fugly slut. no this one is harsh. but can he fucking not. i am tired of his hamlet monologues.#he would bend backwards to get an advantage and i will go as far as saying he is a snake and if i had to rank drivers based on how much#i would trust them he would be at the bottom of the chart#kimi. please finish the school and come back i promise the sport will still be there.#isack i like the lewis fanboy in you and how quickly you learned to watch charles with the heart eyes. i am mildly impressed with your#driving. but above all i still see the things you did in f2. sorry. i do not fuck with that.#yuki. baby get it together i do not wanna see you thrown into the bin like others. alex you are good. here for the good time.#carlos. no notes. everyone who follows me knows. but c2stan username will always be iconic. him not so much. OVERRATED!!!!!#lance 😐😐😐😐😐😐#yea. maybe if he was nice to my comms. i could like him more. the wheel throwing is not it. spank him. l#ollie. my child. is he a prodigy ferrari was waiting for? no. but he is good and needs the experience in a bad team.#este. you keep going up in my rankings. i do admire the dedication to being a nerd and having whimsy. go on.#pierre 🤢🤢🤢🤢 back in the sink with my dirty dishes you go i cannot look at this any longer#franco ((slut))#sorry. but not really.#jack. you were there for a while. that's it i think. you weren't even good in f2 tbh. i still remember what u did in monaco f2 race#nico. he sure is there. he is not bad. one of the most impressive junior careers in fact. i just think he might be better of making babies#rather than racing in f1#is there anyone else? oh wait lawson. says a lot i forgot. maybe he should stay in super formula#he was better when his only contact with f1 was watching the cars movie which has nothing to do with f1#sorry for the rant :)
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scionshtola · 27 days ago
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good morning. thinking about one of the things i love most about shtola which is that she really just wants to learn and know and understand everything for the sake of it. she’s just so curious and loves learning and that’s what motivates her
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beeduoo · 1 year ago
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originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins
#origins smp#i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals WHAT EVEN HAPPENED i was only there for the first one😅#beeduo#otubbo#oranboo#beeduo fanart#i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY#DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM#IR WAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE and they were being really Funny thay shit h#ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its#been wayyyyyyy too long#BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise#bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹#had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop#yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭#ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really#wanted to share ok i love you bge#WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED#RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like#water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT#ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I#VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB#OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be#Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON#SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub#lic had to say.... ok Now bye
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superloves4 · 4 months ago
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Me trying to explain to my very confused dad that I need to do a 8 hr trip to rome today for ceasar
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thatfriendlyanon · 3 months ago
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your friendship is a beam of sunlight in a cold room.
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itspileofgoodthings · 2 months ago
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there is something about the fragmentary nature of teaching that I hate so much but I think I have to make my peace with because it’s probably where a lot of grace is working/things are operating that I can’t see. In good ways as well as hard ways.
#by fragmentary I mean like. I’ll have a great day and specific hard to reach kids will be moving with the novel and learning#and then the next day they’ll be GONE. for f***ing tennis or WHATEVER#and it annoys me soooooo much#not to mention doctor’s appointments illnesses and other legitimate things#and of course their stupid little attitudes play into this#sometimes they’re so excited to learn and other days they’re like ‘no I don’t think I will’#and all of this drives me up the wall because it just feels so discouraging and disheartening#and it feels like there’s no way they’re getting anything out of it#because they keep INTERRUPTING THE JOURNEY#and my own aims of building on my lessons and fitting things together in a beautiful organic and complete way#but I think some of that is just how it feels#because I was talking to my mom while I was teaching Copperfield this year#and I used the (kind of overwrought) metaphor that teaching it felt like bringing the kids to a banquet where the tables were simply loaded#with good things—honey and sweet things and real food and there were flowers and lights and autumn leaves#because dickens at his best is an Abundance of Good Things Poured out#and my mom said ‘and some of them will only want a taste’#‘but that doesn’t mean they aren’t hungry and don’t need to be fed’#and it made me cry a little bit because I have such an adult’s appetite —and both my heart and mind are very stretched to capacity#a capacity that’s always growing all the time#at least in the areas where I am doing the work and the literature I teach is such a huge place where I’m constantly doing the work#(which is also why I don’t have a lot of extra time to be taking things in especially Other Reading)#(because that IS my reading)!#but anyway the point is—I was reminded that their capacity is different than mine#they’re at a different stage. but just because they’re not locked in for all of it doesn’t mean they aren’t getting something#and they may need breaks in ways I can’t see. or they may need to miss it so that they can MISS it you know?#that may be a more important part of their journey than being there for what I perceive to be an amazing lecture or lesson#it’s still disheartening when kids are gone often. physically or mentally#and I am sick to DEATH of extra curricular culture and all the havoc it wreaks on kids’ ability to learn#and be present. and I’m sick of other unnecessary interruptions but also. the work is still happening. I have to believe.#teaching tag
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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wavesoutbeingtossed · 8 months ago
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autisticlee · 9 days ago
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I never had someone say "you don't look autistic" so must be obvious i'm "different/weird" which makes sense why everyone acts so weird towards me immediately. sometimes can notice it right away. i'm asked a question. I take couple extra seconds to react/respond and they make *the face* (subtle uncomfortable face where they realize somethings "wrong" with me. like their eyebrows twitch a certain way because i'm looking at them to pretend i'm doing eye contact)
only had a couple times someone said "you cant be/are not autistic because you can do ___" so I must act very autistic and no one is surprised. I must have "autism energy" since i'm not a genius or good at much, not useful in the way is expected in society, and bad at masking.
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mbat · 12 days ago
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im so serious by the way, seeing videos of the no kings protests made me finally FINALLY understand what patriotism feels like. to finally feel proud of my country, hopeful and joyful for what could come in our future.
i saw a video of a kid playing the national anthem on a trumpet at one of the marches, and it was the first and only time i have EVER understood what i was supposed to feel like when i heard that song. ive only ever heard it basically out of obligation, just cause its What You Play during certain events. but this time... i finally understood what its supposed to feel like.
it was like our country, maybe even the world cause i know other countries had protests too, was all singing the same song in unison. just once, we were all aligned. and it was so beautiful
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shepcdr · 1 month ago
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thinking again about how easily moulded shepard can be esp if you catch him pre-mass effect 1.. thinks about how good he is at surviving and Enduring more than anything else... the complete irrationality and extreme limits he will go to when it comes to those he has handed his loyalty over to (for better or for worse). Finding friendship and faith in the Normandy crew and to people like Anderson made his story and narrative a good one and kept him in line but this was all coincidence. it could've easily been a miserable and horrific story
#t.ron uprising verse is very much an example of this (shep being loyal to the Wrong ppl) but luckily clu doesnt have a personal interest#otherwise shepard could become something very very scary. he has massive potential but often it takes another person to sculpt it into smth#if he had had better guidance and better emotional development as a kid it might not have been this way but the reds made him And ruined hi#pre-me1 shep closing himself off from the world is a cautionary measure to protect himself bcuz unfortunately...#he is prone to being manipulated and then bonding on a deep and codependent level with a manipulator bcuz he sees them as a Part of himself#if he had been the one to be indoctrinated he would've been so fucked .. like yeah mentally hed resist Very impressively at first but.#once nazara got in there and figured out how this fucky humans brain worked. i think it could build an insane and truly twisted bond.#i almost think indoctrinated shepard would almost be more dangerous than s.aren. he'd just be Willing to do more and to be pushed further#anger and impulsiveness and a fucked up sense of justice are what drive yishai. but you get a Lot out of him when you unlock devotion/love#which is why he drives it deep down inside himself and hides it for a whole decade. its dangerous stuff. unhealthy.#its also why shep is a huge fan of killing yr abuser but is wholly incapable of doing so himself. bc that's still Part of him. it Made him#thinks about the post citadel coup scenario im cooking with dax's brief cameo in me3...#yishais is rly at his core built to be a follower rather than a leader; forcing him to lead as cdr shepard does a lot for his growth but.#at the same time he is a follower in terms of absolute devotion to the crewmates and people he loves#his morals are tricky. but all u need to know is that morally he prioritises whats best for his buds and reshapes himself around them!#to be deleted.#at the end of it all hes mostly thinking about his friends. the war crimes were bad but he regrets those less than like. making garrus sad#hes a big weirdo who didnt ever learn to have a normal rship so now hes tying his identity inextricably to the people around him..#try finding that on government paperwork. \` * file: HEADCANON.#another day in yappersville ☀️ \` * file: OOC.
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satanic-fruitcake · 1 month ago
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its not funny anymore i NEEDD irl trans friends it’s imperative at this point i can’t do this shit alone!!!!!!
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aropride · 1 year ago
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sorry for the rant i am reaching a breaking point 👍 (cis person asked me why i dont "just change my name" and seemed baffled when i said i live with my parents. what's not clicking girl draw your own conclusions here.)
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