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psa if any of u notice that im not drawing megumi or nobara w their canon scars as often its bc a. im sick of tagging spoilers when the manga is no longer ongoing b. atm im mostly drawing silly sketches and fashion pieces that i don't think necessarily warrant them all having their battle scars included and c. im sick of tagging spoilers hope this helps
#hina.txt#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#trying to keep my art accessible for those not caught up w the manga fr the most part#obv if i do a symbolism heavy painting odds are i will include everything to reflect canon#but fr things like them modeling clothes i am like. it's easier keeping them shibuya era#rest assured i Know and it is a calculated informed decision designed to get maximum engagement#regardless of whether or not someone has read the manga#is that sellout-y of me probably idc i am a fanartist lmao
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Ok so I’ll basically just be crying forever now
#sorry just one more with slightly off quality. finally have access to screenshots again so rest assured better quality posts soon#i once again just right away had to express: oh man my eMOTIONS#sxs generations#sxsgenerations#sxsg spoilers#sonic x shadow generations#shadow generations#shadow generations spoilers#sxs generations spoilers#sonic generations spoilers#sonic x shadow generations spoilers
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yipppeee I’ve had a fun few weeks being silly on here with ace attorney live-blogging and such but I’ll be away for the next two ish weeks!! Inshaallah I’ll be able to check in every day or so to check messages but otherwise consider this a mini hiatus…. kissiessss 💕🫶
#ewbie.txt#love u guys#by all means I love being DM’d and asked stuff so feel free to hmu while I’m goneeee 🫶❤️ esp w AA stuff if yall want me to see it#I have a queue going that’ll post but that’s it#be safeeee 💕 rest assured I hope to return with more thoughts and fun inshallah 🥳🫶#also moots w my discord that’ll be more accessible for me so if yall wanna chat there works 💕😭
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I think "whatever a woman chooses to do is feminist on account of the fact that she's a woman" did awful things for the movement. I really do.
#for one being a woman does not equate to being a feminist#there's a lot of unlearning and deprogramming that goes into being a feminist bc we really do#live in a patriarchal society. like i don't think you guys understand it's not just a buzzword the world really#is androcentric. so it's like is every choice really inherently feminist bc a woman made it?#is it feminist to go through with an unwanted pregnancy bc the woman chose so (she had no access to safe abortion)#is it feminist to choose prostitution (she's an eastern european woman who signed a contract in german not knowing#prostitution was going to be in the requirements because she was assured of a good job and doesn't speak the language)#is it feminist to choose to spend $$$ and time on often painful beauty rituals (she feels like she is not presentable without having done#them and feels self-conscious and distracted as a result)#like think with your brain a little deeper sometimes and ask yourself where this choice comes from#and ask yourself how come so little men choose the same if your choice is so empowering and awesome#because remember kids! if something in this world is truly empowering - men will make it a male-dominated area soon#it happened to IT already and now suddenly it's considered women are incapable of it as if women weren't pioneers in the field
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contacted the worker from the dv center I was trying to meet bc I'm planning to make my police statement about .ah well you know. core reason I am like this. think it's been so hard lately bc if I do that, that makes it real and I'd rather have actually made it all up .initially reached out to her after maddys last violent episode but im going to see if either she can or if she can refer me to a service for sexual abuse survivors specifically someone who can go with me when I make my statement .uh oh it's all real
#sa ment#dont even get me started on the whole police is the only way i have even a hope of assuring safety and justice for a lifetime of trauma.#seriously dont :)#i need a paper trail to move forward w accessing disability supports instead of just give them to me bc i am disabled
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Asked my mom if she'd give me money for breakfast since she said that she'll pay for my breakfast on days I'm going to therapy, she refused, said she never said that, a few minutes later asked how much money I needed, I said $10, she balked, saying "$10?!?! That's a lot of money", as I was cuddling with my dog I could hear her and my dad talking shit about my diet (admittedly bad) saying how I'm wasn't gonna buy anything healthy, a few minutes later she offers me $5 which I decline because I can't even get a Wawa smoothie (the healthiest fast food I could get) for $5, she than precedes to make disparaging comments about my weight, says "that is weird" I tell her that the many doctors I constantly see have never mentioned it, admits that she's weird about weight like it's no big deal, leaves for the gym saying "Have a good therapy session, I gave you a lot to talk about!" Like it's a fucking joke
#“That's the farthest thing from healthy” bitch I can assure you it's not#I have gained weight but she has been making these comments since fucking middle school#“You clearly get enough calories” thanks for the fucking support dad#And like there are some days where I barely eat anything because I don't feel like cooking#So excuse me for taking advantage of days when I'm out of the house and have access to ready made food#Straight up? She's not allowed to ask about or comment on my therapy anymore#My therapist is a student so it's free so she has no right to know anything about it#“I think you should be going to therapy 3 times a week” How about you go to therapy once in your goddamn life or shut the fuck up
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like yesterday was So Much happening. that job "interview" made me feel like a hollowed out husk, and then my friend fell down stairs. like cmon man...
#worms words#andd i got my period so even if i Had Wanted to do Anything produvtive today. thats totally hindered#and its another reminder that without this job i wont be able to get back onto hrt ahahaha#i have the prescruption. its just now like 75 bucks per month! cause i dared to get gel!!#and i Have enough to pay for at least two months. but theres no saying that ill continue to have enough. and money.....#like my parents might need it and id be screwed!!#i already have had this months of access versus months without that i dont want to continue doing that#i just Want to be assured that i have a means of saving up and continuing to pay for it Myself#and the interview...... i wasnt even asked any questions.... i Prepared and everything. honestly i feel confident that#if i was asked questions i wouldve had great answers.#i Do feel strongly about cleaning i Do want to clean and i love helping ppl like!!!#but i drove 40 minutes away with no ac Trying not to b sweaty Just to go over basics of my resume and#preliminary questuons i had already answered#truly diabolicsl#BUT ITS FULL TIME AND PAID TRAINING even though i have cleaning experience so its like!!! i could adapt soe asily!!!#i just feel like i was immediatley discarded man#whatever. i have to finish a transcript. if anyone knows any idk youtubers or podcasters that would pay me to transcribe...#and IDK HOW MY FRIENDS DOING IM CONCERNED MANNNNN augh#i hate that all but one of my friends live so far away from me cant even feasibly Get there to do Anything im so mad#also flies in my room
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I think you might find ‘Black Lives in Alaska’ by Ian Hartman an interesting and very informative read. While often overlooked there have been Black populations there since long before it became a state. Hazel may have been one of the few Black children in the town but certainly not the first person. Mining, fishing, and construction were opportunities that drew Black men in as laborers (and later Black servicemen stationed there during WWII and the Cold War). An Anchorage NAACP branch was founded in 1951 (which had only 3x the population of Seward at the time) so it certainly had a sizable enough permanent Black population by then
thank you for the recommendation, and the correction. i'd wrongly assumed that seward was smaller/much more insular than it actually was. but you're correct; they would not have been the only black people in the town, and definitely not in the region since they were less than a day's train ride away from anchorage which had a black community in the city. after doing a little more research specifically into seward: there was a black restaurant owner who lived there from the late 1930's-1950's named elnora jones, and the alaska highway that went by the town was constructed in the early 1940s by black engineer corps.
#replies#prequel fic#<<< tagging for my reference#if i still had jstor access i'd be reading this right now. but rest assured i will be getting that login from someone else
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idr if i've ever posted this here, but it's the second best photo of me in existence. i am straight vibin and my dad is peak early 90's
#ashface#i don't have access to the best photo of me but rest assured it's a banger#also dad why the trucker hat in the pool? idk. he's the type to wear socks with sandals so
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My beautiful, sweaty, giant, perfect, blonde, blue eyed king 🥰🥰🥰🥰
#the way i am so obsessed with this man 🥰🥰🥰#the way i find myself giddy and giggly whenever he's on screen screaming and arguing 🥰🥰🥰#the way i whisper 'daddy' whenever he shows up 🥰🥰🥰#the way i'd sell both of my kidneys to rub my face on those tatas 🥰🥰🥰#the way i'd sell half of both of my lungs just to *scratches out gag on his fingers* hold his hand 🥰🥰🥰#the way i would give up access to my spleen just to nuzzle his nosie 🥰🥰🥰#the way he'd slap me for writing all this stuff if he ever read any of it 🥰🥰🥰#Kasper Schmeichel#king thicccness#big daddy 😩😩😩#girlblogger is positively absolutely irreversibly in love with a man she'll never meet#and there's nothing to be done about it#he's MY EVERYTHING#like... girlies i take comfort in the fact him and i have the same forehead wrinkles... like...#he makes me feel better about things i hate on myself because i love them on him#he brings me a level of comfort and safety that i've NEVER seen anyone else exude..#listening to the podcast? he could teach me ANYTHING and i'd never struggle understanding a word again..#he's so intelligent he's so articulate he's so.. **charismatic**#this is the most charming the most irresistible the most self assured man i've ever seen#AND I WANT HIM#GOD WHERE'S **MY** CHANCE?? HIM GROPING **ME** WHEN?? HM???
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#ok i promise it isn't hypochondria but something is fucked up.#like im hoping its some sort of vitamin deficiency and when i get my blood test results back then i will als be given a easy solution#but unfortunately the far more likely answer is that ye this is all the things i think it is.#which im not thinking tumour or organ failure or anything extreme.#im thinking insensitivities and hypermobility and other common comorbidities with pre-existing diagnoses#the problem is the years it takes to get a doctor to take me seriously and rule out everything else before they admit i could be right etc#and then also that things can get worse in the meantime and that there arent always effective or accessible treatment/ management options#like everything aches every day and im so worn out#and im not even feeling especially pessimistic right now. im just in pain.#but also like the trauma in me wants to gaslight myself into believing its not that bad and maybe its even all imagined. yeh ik. fucked up.#anyways. worst case i go back to over using .v ali um. bc at least if im asleep then I'm not in pain.#fingers crossed a doctor takes me seriously before i have to resort to that#but pls assure me that im not being paranoid and a hyperchondriac.#like i can list a dozen very real symptoms.
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I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT
#she looks so sassy i love her#this is probably how she stands and looks at caleb when he says some dumb shit#i don't have access to internet again rn so my bestie has been sending me pictures of the charms#but rest assured when i am able to play i am speeding through that rift so i can unlock the premium track with the same 1000 cells I've been#recycling for the last 2-3 years#she will be mine#also her and carmina's outfits are so pretty#I've actually thought about playing Carmina again so unlocking that outfit might be the incentive i need#I'm a spirit main but i did play carmina for awhile after she released and got pretty good at her but then i stopped playing her#her crows were so much fun but I'm not as good with them as i used to be#trying to learn a new killer is always a battle with my inner gifted kid#ana rambles
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Hey, y’all! I just had a quick question about the names of the Red’s and how they’re used because I was kinda confused.
Is “Fire” Yuuji called Red by the other characters in the story because Red Tajiri is absent/missing, or is he just universally called Fire?
["Fire" will be referred to as Red by others within the story, yes! The only ones who may call him by his nickname are Blue and "Glitchy." On thr flipside, in terms of people aware of his existence, "Glitchy" would only be referred to with his nickname by Leaf.
I know having multiple major figures with the exact same name can get a little confusing, admittedly, which is why in ooc stuff we tend to put their nicknames first ^^" we're considering color-coding their names when it's necessary (ie Red, Red) or just using their full names (Red Tajiri, Red Yuuji). It's a bridge we'll cross when we get there, but we WILL write and present things as best we can to ensure it's clear who's who!]
#MN QnA#admittedly the color coding might not work as im trying to keep everything screen reader accessible..#its specifically why we're typing responses in posts rather than putting them in text on our drawings#but yes rest assured we'll try and keep things clear!
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I will continue being gone for a few days, sadly my original al plan of releasing the newest chapter of The Consequence Of Imagination's Fear has also been delayed. My apologies
Can't go into detail because its hush hush not-legally-mentionable stuff but today is my fifth 12 hour no-break work day. I'm also packing to move too in a fortnight (which is a Big Yahoo!! Yippee!! I'll finally have access to a kitchen!! And no more mold others keep growing!!! So exciting!!!)
#syncrovoid.txt#delete later#OKAY SO! this makes it sound like i have a super important job but really we are understaffed and ive barely worked there a year now#graduated college a few years early 'cause i finished high school early (kinda? it's complicated)#now i am in a position where i am in the role of a whole Quality Assurance team (testing and write ups)#a Task Manager/Planner#Software Developer and maybe engineer? not sure the differences. lots of planning and programming and debugging ect ect#plus managing the coworker that messed up and doing his stuff because it just isnt good enough. which i WILL put in my end day notes#our team is like 4 people lol. we severely need more because rhe art department has like 10 people??#crunch time is.. so rough..#its weirdddddd thinking about this job since its like i did a speedrun into a high expectations job BUT in my defense i was hired before#i graduated. and like SURE my graduating class had literally 3 people so like there was a 86%-ish drop out rate??#did a four year course in 2 BY ACCIDENT!! i picked it on a whim. but haha i was picked to give advice and a breakdown on the course so it#could be reworked into a 3 year course (with teachers that dont tell you to learn everything yourself) so that was neat#im rambling again but i have silly little guy privileges and a whole lot of thoughts haha#anywho i am SO hyped to move!! I'll finally get away from the creepy guy upstairs (i could rant for days about him but he is 0/10 the worst)#it will be so cool having access to a kitchen!! and literally anything more than 1 singular room#(it isnt as bad as it sounds i just have a weird life. many strange happenings and phenomenons)#<- fun fact about me! because why not? no one knows where i came from and i dont 100% know if my birthday is my birthday#i just kinda. exist. @:P#i mean technically i was found somewhere and donated to some folks (they called some different people and whoever got there first got me)#but still i think it is very silly! i have no ties to a past not my lived one! i exist as a singularity!#anywho dont think about it too hard like i guess technically ive been orphaned like twice but shhhhhhhh#wow. i am so sleep deprived. i am so so sorry to anyone who may read this#i promise im normal#@:|
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new small idea for the authors moonscorched form. its got smth akin to one of those zip up leather puppy play masks for a face and takes a turn or two struggling to unzip the mouth before really laying on the hurt
#and idk if it is entirely period appropriate but i like the name silas for him. its silly#two vague encounter ideas as well. night1 at the old town lakefront where he asks how you would best like to die and then realizes how--#--that sounds + rushes to assure he isnt threatening and instead just being morose. and mmmmmaybe morning3 or whenever where him+marina--#--are getting into it and if u stand by marina will push him down a set of inner city prehevil stairs and kill him#^ since silas would gravitate towards the bookshop as well and get more and more freaked out over the approaching end of the festival and--#--end up starting something with marina specifically bc he is THE most cowardly guy alive. specific staircase in mind is the one opposite--#--of where u meet pocketcat u know#using talk u could offer red wolf a bottle of beer. if its gotten its mouth unzipped itll drink it up and get a defense debuff or smth#idk abt recruitment circumstances yet though. the night1 scenario seems way early and WAY accessible
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i love reading reviews of my work purely bc i love calling them out for being wrong
#its really entertaining#‘there were no lifts’ there is a lift susan and i assure you if you actually bothered to ask someone we would have shown u#anyways clearly they didn’t look hard enough for said lift#also i confess its not the most accessible place in the world but like we have a lift and accessible bathrooms and it will not kill you#to ask#and ngl it can be Bad#but i am laughing over no lifts
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