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I will continue being gone for a few days, sadly my original al plan of releasing the newest chapter of The Consequence Of Imagination's Fear has also been delayed. My apologies
Can't go into detail because its hush hush not-legally-mentionable stuff but today is my fifth 12 hour no-break work day. I'm also packing to move too in a fortnight (which is a Big Yahoo!! Yippee!! I'll finally have access to a kitchen!! And no more mold others keep growing!!! So exciting!!!)
#syncrovoid.txt#delete later#OKAY SO! this makes it sound like i have a super important job but really we are understaffed and ive barely worked there a year now#graduated college a few years early 'cause i finished high school early (kinda? it's complicated)#now i am in a position where i am in the role of a whole Quality Assurance team (testing and write ups)#a Task Manager/Planner#Software Developer and maybe engineer? not sure the differences. lots of planning and programming and debugging ect ect#plus managing the coworker that messed up and doing his stuff because it just isnt good enough. which i WILL put in my end day notes#our team is like 4 people lol. we severely need more because rhe art department has like 10 people??#crunch time is.. so rough..#its weirdddddd thinking about this job since its like i did a speedrun into a high expectations job BUT in my defense i was hired before#i graduated. and like SURE my graduating class had literally 3 people so like there was a 86%-ish drop out rate??#did a four year course in 2 BY ACCIDENT!! i picked it on a whim. but haha i was picked to give advice and a breakdown on the course so it#could be reworked into a 3 year course (with teachers that dont tell you to learn everything yourself) so that was neat#im rambling again but i have silly little guy privileges and a whole lot of thoughts haha#anywho i am SO hyped to move!! I'll finally get away from the creepy guy upstairs (i could rant for days about him but he is 0/10 the worst)#it will be so cool having access to a kitchen!! and literally anything more than 1 singular room#(it isnt as bad as it sounds i just have a weird life. many strange happenings and phenomenons)#<- fun fact about me! because why not? no one knows where i came from and i dont 100% know if my birthday is my birthday#i just kinda. exist. @:P#i mean technically i was found somewhere and donated to some folks (they called some different people and whoever got there first got me)#but still i think it is very silly! i have no ties to a past not my lived one! i exist as a singularity!#anywho dont think about it too hard like i guess technically ive been orphaned like twice but shhhhhhhh#wow. i am so sleep deprived. i am so so sorry to anyone who may read this#i promise im normal#@:|
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sometimes I'm surprised John was like "i tried to kill Oscar and it was a manifestation of my guilt" bc prior to that bc of the timing I had assumed John heard Oscar talk abt trying to do an exorcism on Marie's husband and had thought "this guy CANNOT learn abt my existence or hes gonna do that to ME"
That’s honestly so funny to image that John actually thought an exorcism would work on him. like yes there’s probably a way to actually do that which resembles an exorcism. But John,,, honey,, you’d think an exorcism? from a catholic priest? would work? after living inside the head of Christianity’s number one hater and nonbeliever??? cmon now
#ask#I mean I can see the train of thought taht could lead you to believing that lmao#like ?? are we under the assumption that god and Christianity are really real in the malevolent universe?? cus if so then yes an exorcism#**AREN’T really real#wouldn’t do anything. HOWEVER. if it’s like. a t y p e of god. if there theoretically is God. just not how you’d think. then maybe Oscar#Could perform an actual exorcism#you get what I mean right ??? Like in possession movies that kinda faith has to exist otherwise there’s no basis for the horror.#WHAT AM I EVEN SAYING#JOHN WAS JUST SCARED AND HE HATES CUTE PREISTS THAT IS ALL
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The ever so illustrious (and badly scanned) sketch page, as promised :3 @orion-archives


Ngl, hilarious to me that every time I do a double full page sketch for these dudes, I basically unlock a new character (this time it’s Bumblebee). Not much planned for him rn beyond “I think it’d be Really funny if Bumblebee got bitches and is the same age as Optimus”. (You can see I Struggled at first with him till I sat down and Stared at some reference pics and then Immediately deviated away from it). Also a bit of Elita which I expanded upon in my fav format, meme :)
Also Ngl, I knew she showed up for like 0.6 seconds before being Blasted, but when using her comic ver. (Used Tfwiki which was surprisingly mean? About her? Felt bad) I realized she looked Very bird like (you can hear me evil chuckling in the distance as I keep infusing more animal traits like it’s my job). Also ended up keeping her ability to move around on one leg bc Ngl having her brandish one of her legs at you while going Mach 5 is Very Funny.
Also, here’s one I like I call “Sentinel screaming at the matrix to pick his son (Oppy) as the next High Leader” (also context: going with High Leader as a replacement for Prime as that’s a frame type here instead of “king chosen by god” archetype)
Also. Some bonus pics from my Discord :). Very little context beyond friend telling me to draw Oppy in Shinji pose and it Immediately devolving into the art (that I made) on their wall (it would be 2 Oppy v 1 Wally darling) and then I made the second at 2am in a fit of inspiration. You can tell it was 2am.
#my art#transformers#bayverse transformers#transformers bayverse#bayformers#bayverse#optimus prime#sentinel prime#megatron#elita one#bumblebee#Ngl I Really need to see some media of Elita One bc internally I keep just#Fusing her with Arcee#they’re too similar on a conceptual outsider level#also be nicey about the 3 humans#I simply think it’d be funny if bumblebee pulled what can I say#also. Why was Sam (OG movie) 16 dating a (not specified) 20 year old?#wh. why?#changed here bc i Do wanna keep a majority of the elements the same even if the execution is dif#and I’m just not chill with a 16yo dating not Just a 20yo. but also a dude who’s existed longer than humans have had sapience#this is My sandbox you Have to be niceys about my decisions#also also. about the sentinel screaming one#as you can see on Oppy I ended up deciding that he gets to keep his baby fangs! forever!#also Ngl Orion. lil surprised you didn’t respond to my past response? unsure if u saw or not :p oh well#also Ngl it’s kinda funny that ur username Orion with a megatron picture. switch the birth names of the two it won’t have a dramatic effect#says sentinel before being ripped in half by Megs (Optimus)#also. guess I should tag Wally?#wally darling#context for That is friend was saying how they should duke it out whilst I knew body and soul that those two would go cloud gazing while#Wally paints an apple (or a cloud shaped like an apple)
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I am NOT beating the furry allegations. Anyway I wonder what my favourite cosmetic is.
#trypo-p#trypo.png#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#medic tf2#furry art#furry#hundkopf#tf2 furry#cw gore#kinda? it’s an anatomically correct heart I’ll tag it just to be safe#remembering that gaussian blur exists is an absolute lifesaver when it comes to line art#it makes it look SO much better#the improvement in my art is gonna be drastic I swear#line art#lineart
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A space to coexist
#lies of p#lop#pinocchio#carlo#fanart#being the clone advocate i am#naturally i am drawn to them#and just kinda want them to be able to exist together happily
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drawn ref for a flowey wof cbc (mine i made six months ago)
#wings of fire#wof#undertale#flowey#premaposting#this is the uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#this is the fourish/fifthish wof oc thats a cbc#character based character#p much means i made an oc to be like another existing character but in the form of another media. first learned it from a pmd arpg#the last ones have been less obvious than this#p much freedom core but if freedom also had foresight and could comb through different futures and was the brain of the plant#and theres no cottonmouth. leaf/rain/night my first tribrid like ever#i used to not like tribrids bc id think that theyre genetically impossible?#like that trying to show especially all the traits would be near impossible and would just produce a weird looking dragon or a dragon that#has just slightly off traits from their main tribe.#like if sunny was a tribrid of sand/night/ice how she looks is how exactly i thought a tribrid would look. mostly sandwing. some nightwing#features. probably just paler.#but yeah theyre only like 2. just dead for longer. oh yeah theyre dead. freedomcore#kinda how wof flowey is. apart of the plant but using another dragon's body as a new identity. but og self is hooked to the plant.#oh yeah last wof cbcs have been based on nine from sonic prime. pomni. yes. pomni. uh shadow kinda moreso ultimate lifeform danger to all#core. and then like. uzi or moreso nori. i still need to color in that ref. workwing oc named ashsparker who uses her fire to pvp hivewings
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Okay but what if I believed in 'Angel-hasn't-actually-come-in-years' supremacy?? Huh???? What then???
I'll tell you what then. It means when he admits that to Husk, the cat makes a bet with Angel that he can change that
#huskerdust#angelhusk#angel dust#look okay he's a really REALLY good actor#its just second nature#but. as we know. husk sees right through that kinda bullshit#and it's not an easy task okay. between the drugs the desensitisation and the dissociation Husky boy's got some work to do#and i believe he'd be more than happy to do it#if this or anything like this already exists as a fic P L E A S E send it my way I Beg
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you say they can’t put telepaths in marvel rivals, yet we have some very credible leaks that jean grey and emma frost are gonna be in the game soon.
that being said, jean has telekinesis (and the phoenix force) and emma has her diamond form. telepathy is all charles has, lmfao. odds are pretty low for him, but maybe not zero if they give him telekinesis!
if yall have me say he got psionic blasts one more time i am going to scream HE HAS MORE THAN TELEPATHY . LIMITED BUT HE HAS IT <- he has gone against sentinels and disabled armies with it before HE CAN FIGHT I PROMISEEE
and technically they did give him telekinesis in krakoa (and very weak telekinesis sometimes before krakoa) so .... not my fave move but he does have that ...... and ig they give him a gun sometimes ........ last resort type shit but he has options ..
#snap chats#area man gets too passionate about charles xavier more at 12#also did i not say emma had her diamond form or did i delete that tag#omg no i deleted the tag fuck my life. please believe me i did say emma had her diamond form i didnt think anyoned care tho#but with charles. as i said before. he has more than telepathy ...#limited but .. it exists options exist ... he can also Arguably control machinery#i say Arguably cause im still figuring out how he controls machines he says he does with his mind#then he can Also read like ??? SOME kinda waves in sentinels ??? that was a thing im p sure#BUT YEAH NO LISTEN this is what im saying when i say he could be a support character and not a duelist#as if anyone was contemplating duelist charles ........#lol i love how i call 'vanguards' tanks and 'strategists' supports but i stick with duelist for damage. sorry duelist better#anyway let charles be support it'll never happen because this game hates me but i can dream#listen im just saying maybe charles can have a move that disables machinery or something#like punisher or iron man... maybe like a temporary lock on weapons... just one target#lmao wait im just thinking of sombras ult from ow arent i. yeah fuck it why not he can have a disable-all-skills ult idc vejRLKAERJE#sounds bout right for how sneaky he is sometimes .....#his left and right clicks could lit just be psionic blasts of varying strength and speed#doesnt even have to do physical damage ... mental damange .... what the difference right the brain sayin There Is Pain anyway..#maybe charles could have a sonar ability that lets him (maybe nearby allies too) see through walls for like. three seconds... 50M range....#like yk what i mean he can sense where people are thats my idea...#LIKE LET ME COOK MARVEL LET MEEE IN <- dont ill make him busted or horrible there is no in between
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Doing Natlan quest right now and honestly I really hoped these characters would be better
and the fact that nobody requests them makes me feel like I'm not the only one who thinks that xD (for example, the second fontaine was out I had requests with Fontaine characters- okay maybe not exactly but it's been a LOOONG while and I'm yet to see someone from natlan in my inbox)
rant in tags, not fully spoiler free
#im on the newest part rn and so far it feels like everyone is p much the same#citlali and kinich only stand out to me#rest is just 'for natlan!' and that's it.#I mean#I'm not saying they're REALLY like this and there is nothing else about them#but it's just that they don't give me anything cool to pay attention to#it's like their characters don't exist without their nation#and for an archon it's an okay thing#but for others? makes it kinda bland to read#OH and also when I said that citlali stands out the most?#I mean it in a bad way#REALLY bad way#I'm so disappointed in the direction they went with in her dialogue#and her drinking problem is handled VERY poorly and I hate how it's treated like a joke#I just wanted another cool old woman she WISHES she was Faruzan#I did also kinda delulu myself and made up my own citlali and that's why i pulled for her btw
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the froglets are peeking out in case of snacks ^
#i love them so much😭😭#it's kinda crazy how like these guys and the shrimps and the guppies who were just born yesterday and#who are so small they barely exist are still as alive as i am. the world is so cool#p
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i.roh was such a good parental/familial figure... wish we’d gotten that in book 2: spirits 😔
#i know the nwt is characterized as being all formal and kinda snobby#but why make korr.a’s family a theme if you’re not going to use it effectively.......#make the transition between beginning and end of season meaningful pls (<- what did i mean by this. no idea)#i love my man but i’m writing him because he was written badly :’)#𝐔𝐐𝐀𝐋𝐔𝐓𝐔. 『 ooc. 』#okay 5 years later looking through my drafts... this is still true#listen. shitty family members exist. un.alaq is not a good person! he's unwell and way too goal oriented! but... he didn't have to be like#this isn't negative at all i'm just yapping :P i still love tl.ok it's my weird baby
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(synchro nonnie)
goodra be out here chilling in the wetlands while so many things are going on with the gang
bro(neutral) may not know the full thing but something definitely happened with them
Goodra really does just face change wherever they go. I guess it's a part of their arc in a way; to grow is to change, and to change is to be fluid and be exposed to different experiences until you are almost unrecognisable to who you were before. After basically scaring half the wetlands when they first came around, it was about time Goodra experienced change from the other side as well heh.
When they first came in as a Goomy, there was a newly evolved Frogadier and an Ash on the run with a happy winning streak, Serena having just committing to her dream of Showcases and free from burden with her mother but not entering one yet, and Clemont barely coming to terms with being a Gym Leader. When they left to protect the wetlands as a Goodra, they had left Ash learning to slow it down a little (a very tiny little that he forgets very quickly but still), Braixen newly evolved now with friendship and Serena renewing her conviction after a devestating setback, and Clemont rejoining the group after training for the most epic battle between friends ever. An okay level of growth, all things considered.
When Goodra comes back for the League, well, there is now:
Talonflame and Greninja (having evolved from last time). Apparently Talonflame fought Moltres? Greninja now has an alternative form that strangely resembles Ash...
A fully grown Noivern. Out of the blue. Talonflame is also coparenting with Hawlucha taking most of the work. This is compared to the fiercely independent Wrestling Pokemon that was at odds with the small bird. This Noivern evolved after fighting Zapdos, which may run in the family at this point.
A squishy blob that stays in the bag with Dedenne. They're roomies? And the blob is also Dragon-Type too.
They did watch it (somehow???), but it's still an unbelievable feat for Serena to have won 3 Princess Keys and get to the Master Class finals considering where they left off. Also a full blown Sylveon exists as well now (luckily Goodra has outgrown their fear of Fairy-Types).
Just the utter bewilderment they must be going through after all of that lol. It's kinda sad that Goodra didn't get to stick around that long or for us to see Goodra interact with the others, because that would've been so precious. Both Goodra and Sylveon used to be shy guys, but now that they're more open I'm sure they can be friends! Goodra connecting with Noivern over their Dragon typing and having an epic battle would've been so cool to see! And also just reconnecting with everyone else as well. It's the curse of XY to not give too much time to many things, but I felt like we really missed out on an amazing bonding session with Hawlu and Goodra in the wetlands. I mean, two strong Pokemon being anointed protecters of the weak in a wild Pokemon-only place? If we can't get it a bit before then definitely in the two-parter before they leave. And again, gives Hawlu some of that softness to be able to get along with Noibat later on.
But also you are on to something though: would Goodra notice how things are going on within the gang itself? For Goodra, life in the wetlands has been a lot of managing relationships with all inhabitants and making sure that everyone is safe and happy, along Florges and her gang. Coming back with all these new changes is going to throw Goodra off, and with not much time to be with the others (especially since League and Ash's mentality itself currently), I don't think Goodra is going to be able to pick up on much. Maybe hear a few stories and catch a few glimspe of the form change, but nothing concrete until idk maybe after the Crisis? And considering how Goodra is staying back after everyone goes back and all that, bro is probably still going to have contact with Clemont + Bonnie (with Dedenne!) since Lumiose is close by, along with Greninja and the blobs once in a while I imagine. Maybe then they can share stories and come to an understanding. But yeah, very much in confusion and raised eye emojis for the longest time lol.
Also btw I've got your two asks and to conserve space I'll just put them up under the cut here to conserve space (not too much to say but just to make it look neater):
And my responses: Cool signature (butterfly!!!! 🥺/pos)!!!! Will definitely remember you by that from now on (though I'll still call you synchro for ease if that's okay) and yah, we're really starting a party with all these anons heh! :D
#once again thanks a lot explosion anon. you've been real :)#yeah... laptop vs phone for emojis lol#wait omg goodra doesn't even know sawyer lol#coming out to that battle must be so strange fr. like why is my trainer having beef with this guy??#i expected not knowing alain but yeah that's so funny. also doesn't know about pumpkaboo evo as well#i'm giving so much credit to xy rn. i am pretending that we do get a lot more than in canon for the sake of this#like tbh goodra left so dang early. barely existed as it was :(#and i mean at least it went through an actual battle (unlike noivern) before the league but still. kinda sad ngl#goodra deserved more (real hashtag and real protest)#it's funny because clem barely changed from when goodra left and returned#which is also a sad fact in and of itself but i won't linger on it#does anyone else wonder why keanan (wetland guy) watch the master class? and with pokemon no less?#it's sweet but also goodra has not interacted with serena beyond the first ep it came. seriously#i doubt it knows what she's doing at all. i doubt it knows much about serena full stop#and this is why we need more pokemon time! otherwise i get so confused with things like this#even though i do want to pretend it's real. eh i'll just make it real in the au#more goodra in this au??? more likely than you think heh :P#goodra moisturising in the wetlands as greninja is dying to the vines post xy in the bg: this aint about him#but yeah i bet they became closer through that time. it's a safe haven and goodra doesn't ask questions + healing water#grenin and the blobs do leave whenever clem and bonnie come around though#also do you think that talonflame + hawlu + noivern fly by kalos once in a while? because they totally can#it would be hilarious but also oak. now that's just giving me ideas of them trying to disguise their exits#bribing bulbasuar or dragging the other mons into it#them getting lost at sea and ending up in different regions#WAIT imagine them meeting the other ash mons lol. imagine them finally finding primeape. lost media for sure#i need a fic on this *am a fic writer*#diancie delivers#deoxys arrives
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genuinely HATE that because of some stupid internalized mental health bullshit i have to limit my intake of sunao fuchi. bc thats like 90% of the fanbase anymore
#kiwi is eveposting...#sorry bit of a ramble post here :p#also i dont expect anyone to agree with me bc this is just personal to me and me alone. if you disagree thats fine#but as ive said before. fuchi makes me nauseous#its not just seeing the mvs hes in. its genuinely whenever i see him at ALL. i have no idea why#but because of that i kinda dont interact w as much eve media anymore because i dont like being nauseous--#-- or being reminded of all the things he represents as a character bc that shit is PERSONAL to me. it hits me HARD.#and even though im glad there are new people in the eve fanbase that are being introduced to his music and everything#im sad that im kinda sabotaging myself and forcing myself to be stuck in a past era that doesnt exist anymore#im still on my tobirei shit and i never left. but it feels like that knk fanbase isnt nearly as big or as vocal as it used to be#and also ive become part of the fanbase bc of knk nearly 5 yrs ago#so its sad to see ppl move on. even if im happy for them#sorry this rant was SOOOOO selfish and self pitying... gaah#ik i can probably just. go to therapy and fix my fuchi phobia or whatever#but its still kinda depressing a little to watch a fanbase drift away without me#not that i expect EVERY eve fan to cater to me specifically. im not saying that lol#anyways ignore me yelling at a wall here :3c just my silly stupid thoughts
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Some doodles as I try to work out/cement in my head what I want Camus to look like. He’s a half moon elven sorcerer/red dragon disciple | draconic-bloodline sorcerer of red dragon ancestry (I believe they’re also called dragonsouls?). He’s getting wings because screw whoever decided we couldn’t have them anymore after giving them to us in NWN1, and also horns and a tail because they’re cool and I can. I’ve written a few fics with him which can be found over on AO3—currently there are two each for NWN1, NWN2, and BG3.
They ended up looking yellowish, but his eyes are supposed to be pale jade (with the little golden flecks that apparently moon elves have, according to the FR wiki).
Original pen sketch under the cut:

#dungeons & dragons#camus rashenevryn#dnd#ocs#ebw.op#drawing#pen#colored pencil#i also should figure out how to properly draw his scales#instead of just random circles and squiggles…#no but seriously the wings were the entire reason i fell in love with the class as a kid#i was so disappointed when i started playing nwn2 recently and found they'd been retconned already#it's basically the worst parts of nwn1 (no visible scales; can't fly) and bg3 (no wings)#at least you still get a breath weapon and fire immunity#why'd it get changed to conditional resistance??#i don't even care that it's not full immunity just give it to me straight-up#anyways yeah the chances of me ever getting to play a proper game and thus him existing outside of fic#(and approximations in video games)#are very much approaching nil#so i'm just doing whatever i want with him with little regard for rules written#basically my criteria are: 1) is it cool; 2) does it make sense to me#hmm i should design adrian too#all i know so far is he's average height; average build; and average looks#but i kinda wanna give him thick eyebrows#i like thick/heavy eyebrows#but camus is very 'thin/sharp/angular/long/narrow' so they don't fit him#he's like. a CLAMP character. (xxxholic's artist specifically)#(tho ofc some of them have thick eyebrows i'm p sure but.)
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heres my weird fringe theory about tadc anyway:
the amazing digital circus, as a game, doesnt exist and never did, because its a cartoon
idk if this makes any sense but im gonna try to word it. basically the idea is that the show is operating on whats gonna be a double-fakeout. we all know the characters are trapped in a game. and thats true enough for the characters. but they werent ever technically actually outside of it. because they are cartoon characters. and their backstory IS being humans. theyre not npcs (who are characterss in the cartoon that were also created within the fake game itself) and theyre still alive- but its not a game theyre trapped in, its a show
theyre all trapped in a show about being trapped in a video game, basically. they still technically 'were' humans in the sense that they have backstories built into them that they remember
my main 'evidence' for this (if you can call it that) is 2 things: gummigoo, and the shows official description
gummigoo as a character, in my theory, is going to mirror pomni. pomni does not know she is not real. but not npc not-real, which would be two layers of not real. shes just one layer of not-real. and her having gotten to know gummigoo serves as foreshadowing to her finding that out about herself
and then, theres the description of the offical tadc episode playlist:
"The Amazing Digital Circus is a psychological dark comedy about cute cartoon characters who hate their lives and want to leave 🎪😀"
basically, the theory just takes this INCREDIBLY literally. that the characters really are... just cartoon characters. and i guess 'trapped in a cartoon' isnt 100% fitting bc w this theory its less that theyre stuck in a cartoon and more that theyve always been a part of it. its just their life
that said the lore in-universe still exists- the game operates in this or that way, the only difference is that its not really a game doing that- just a cartoon based on games
and if this were the case, i dont think any of them know, not even caine. except jax
caine responds to an audience because he assumes theres a person on the other side of the computer. and maybe there is, if the cartoon included one. but jax, somehow, gained the knowledge that this was all a cartoon, and has decided to embrace it. he knows theres viewers, and doesnt care about hiding that
pomni just happens to be the 'newest character.' but in this theory im not actually sure if the show truly existed before she joined. maybe for like 51.5 seconds. or for trailers. but thats it. shes just the newest in their backstories and nothing more
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#yeah ill put that in the tag#ftr i dont think this theory is true#the evidence is flimsy and it is probably an extremely strange direction for the show to take#but i think about it sometimes#normally i dont like 'everything is fake twists' but i think if the events in the show itself#still existed to the characters in terms of it being an experience they had its not as annoying#like ftr even in this theory they still have effectively experienced everything#whether its a cartoon or a game theyre trapped in the experiences are still the same level of real to the characters#that part wouldnt change#its just the context surrounding how they got here that really changes#alternatively maybe they all have been trapped in the cartoon for a long time and pomni really IS the newest character#but that bends the theory in a strange way#but yeah. gummigoo is an interesting character in the show for what he can theoretically represent#im p sure it has more to do w giving pomni reassurance over whether or not something 'technically' being fake even matters#if you have people with you who care about you#but at a diff angle gummigoo could represent a much different change#anyway. this theory is weird#ask to tag#ig cus the theory itself is stemming on kinda existential stuff but idk how id tag that#existentialism#maybe?#but yea sorry for being matpat over here ik its a silly theory i just sometimes think about it for fun#i dont do anything w it its just smth i bounce around my head on occasion#also its silly but another reason im posting it is cus#i dont think this is true. theres def way more likely theories out there that arent this#but in the extremely small chance this ends up being true i wanna have proof that i guessed it early#circus discussion
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ooh okay. lemme just say, i was onto something with the weakness chart idea??
#a lot of us counter each other. burden's need to shoulder every responsibility vs evie's hold on our chronic pain making it hard to do that#songbird wanting to create vs chamomile wanting to sleep. distance's need to isolate vs juliet's want to love our friends. yknow how it is.#whimsy opposes jaded (<- this is so funny to write in third person bc we're both co-fronting lmao hjglkj) which is self explanatory.#none of us directly oppose faucet. yearning kinda? but she still abides by [ ] mostly lmao and faucet will let her through sometimes#scotts just wants to be affectionate. faucet doesn't like the vulnerability involved but [ ]'ll concede. 🏵️ is a whole different story#🏵️ is. faucet does not want him to form for a reason‚ i'll say that much :/#faucet has a lot of mixed feelings on him actually. it's so fucking complicated. the rest of us are unsure about him too?#maestro's also kinda mad at the guy but that's mostly because we've been a neat and tidy ''24 and a Core'' for a while hjgklgj#<- guy who hates things that break his organized status quos lmao#well. if he exists we can't make him stop existing just because faucet doesn't want him. still. yeesh.#fun facts!! 🏵️ is brainmade as usual (i again remain da only introject :P hjglk) he uses he/she/they pronouns! he's... not a facet??#i don't know if they're actually a part of the main system... whats the word... floater? straymate? i dunno!! shrugs??#he has a name. we can't use that name. but she doesn't want another name (we've tried offering some). so we're just calling them 🏵️.#arugh. complicated. anyway!! she's also just. so sad. so constantly inconsolably sad. holy shit man hjglkj.#he's also cryptic as FUCK he talks like he's reciting prophesies lmao??? but i think he has to be vague to get faucet to let him speak.#oooh this sucks!! we are a conflicted enough system as is so this is gonna be interesting to say the least!!#if she sticks around we'll make an sp thing for her even if faucet doesn't want us to. it's only fair...#💫#🍂#okay. going to actually get food for the day. we've been huddling in bed this whole time until someone decided to put our sweater on hjglkj
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