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When uni is being hell, what more can you do but sketch emo boys in ways that are absolutely šÆ a result of years of repressed teenage emotions
#mainly horniness#i have other ways to express those now tho. so. i can concentrate them in a more normal way#at least compared to before#virginity rocks but sex boulders#silver rambling
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Going off from what I said before in the last post, Leo's early opinions of the rivals
Victoria - I remember saying once Leo tried to force himself to have a crush on her lol. I don't think that's necessary, not anymore. Going off from what I previously said I think he...wishes to be more like her, honestly. She's like the ideal he strives for, someone who is kind and tries to do the right thing just because they can. I think he admires her from what he's seen of her, and maybe a bit envious of how "good" she is.
Cain - Cain brutally reminded Leo that he was very much in denial about his sexuality, lmao. Though for their first meetings, it was actually easy to ignore how he felt about a guy flirting with him so openly and just play along. This won't always be the case, as time goes on Cain is practically at war with Leo's internalized homophobia, but right now, Leo honestly thinks Cain is fun. Forward, but fun.
Fern - It feels like looking into a mirror and he doesn't like it. Learning that Fern, too , has a successful older sister just makes it worse ( though he hates how Fern talks about her. Leo would die if he talked to Raya the way Fern talked to Florina). Leo isn't really combative with Fern, not yet anyway. If anything, because of how he sees himself in Fern, he tries to be more patient( again, he's trying to be a better person + Fern kinda makes him uncomfortable). Maybe even be a bit nicer than he should have. Though, both him and Fern have egos and both seem to get annoyed with each other by simply existing. But they're not combative. Not yet.
#it's interesting to see how i changed in terms of early dynamics here#vicky and fern are notable changes. vicky reminds leo of raya and fern reminds him of himself- at first.#so i think bc of that he should treat them differently.#at least compared to before#i think leo should always be annoyed with fern but was trying his best to be patient and kind#it's like looking in a cruel mirror.#i think it gets worse after You Know What.#and by that point i think Leo just hates the guy#vicky is interesting. i also think bc he remind her of his sister he starts to project onto her#and so when Vicky really starts to spiral and show her emotions that are separate from suraya he's kinda. taken a back.#like oh wow you're an actual person not my sister who was more like a mom to me#mind you i don't think this mindset is on purpose. leo means no ill will#just that he is going through it from the jump and his usual emotional rock isn't there#and despite wanting to be independent he can't help but look at the person who is like her the most#it's also interesting foreshadowing with him and suraya's relationship i think#though ironically i think it would be the reverse#leo being a bit more independent and suraya struggling with that fact#okay ramble over#oc: leo āØ
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A fortunate ending???
HAHA SUCKED IN
APRIL FOOLS!!! don't worry tho, the real final part to this arc will come about in the next few days, this just felt right at this moment.
#noco family au#total drama#total drama noah#total drama cody#total drama noco#total drama mike#total drama dave#total drama raj#total drama sierra#total drama harold#An Unwanted Replacement? (OMG! Two Codies!!!)#but yeah just like I said before the real final part will be out in a few days#I mean Australia is ahead of time by like MILES compared to the rest of the world so#I mean its still April 1st in like. Most of the world still#mostly in the US and Canada#that's what matters#I love having adhd I love only feeling motivated when I'm in a constant state of stress and give myself fuck all time to do large tasks in#some parts look a lil sloppy but that's mainly cuz I finished this at like 4am#but hey#having shit time management has its moments#you start off doing a halloween special sorta thing#and finish off with an April fools joke#double whammy#oooh this is gonna go down well methinks#at least it'll be interesting idk
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I wanted to draw teen Sidon and Bazz hanging out in Sidon's room, so it was a good moment to finally plan out said room study (that is just a part of his quarters).
It's actually Dorephanās old quarters, repurposed after he outgrew them. He's responsible for like, half of the clutter, the rest is all Sidon.
#botw#sidon#bazz#zora#loz#zora architecture#Sidon having that much -stuff- is doubly impressive seeing how average zora has like#maybe three personal items that are not weapons#jewelry or tools#bazz looks at all this and all he can think of is three centuries of nonstop fight with mold#the desk is swithed for a bigger one every 20 years or so#luckily they have a bunch of progressively larger desks and chairs from Dorephanās growing times#there's no doors or windows since zoras arent too worried about privacy#if sidon really wants there are folding screens and seaweed tarps that can be set up for some extra coverage#they're also used during strong storms to block out the rain from damaging the study#also!#bazz compares the study to his (and Segginās) house and i wouldnāt have included it if i didnt have it at least roughly sketched out#its much more normal for a zora living space#just a bit bigger#but before i post about it i have to make up my mind about the general housing policies in the domain#caring about fictional politics makes my life so hard
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for the past few months i couldn't stop thinking about how only nya remembers skybound's events now... and it hurts every time i think about it aaaaaaa
#im pretty sure someone said this before BUT I JUST CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT#LIKE THAT SEASON WAS TRAUMATIC ON SO MANY LEVELS#AND AT LEAST JAY AND NYA HAD EACH OTHER LIKE HEY REMEMEBR THAT ONE ADVENTURE THAT ONLY WE REMEMBER AND NO ONE ELSE????#WHERE SHE FUCKING DIED? WHERE HE GOT LITERALLY TORTURED FOR DAYS????#it's everlark all over again to me#and i like comparing these couples they remind me a of of each other to some extent#robin talking shit again#ninjago#ninjago jaya#ninjago jay#ninjago nya#ninjago jay walker#ninjago nya smith#ninjago nya jiang
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for ruis birthday i gave him 4 seconds of attention
#i like this design a lot actually#encore au#robonene maybe a little less#my art#project sekai#rui kamishiro#robonene#does robonene have a tagā¦?#this one probably turned out so well bc i properly warmed up before i started the sketch#also because sheikah clothing is fun as hell#they popped off with this palette#iām probably going to redo robonene at a later date i want her to look more robotic#sheās basically the ancient oven/cherry but with more capabilities#also sheās definitely subject to change because nene herself is subject to change designwise#her outfit is so simple compared to rui+tsukasas#emu might also be sort of simple but also sheās gonna have a lot of flowers lol#and seams on her dress probably?#iāll have to pull out the art book for nene. her outfit is supposed to be a bit of a mix between her own casual and the outfit zelda wears#when sheās out#sheās also the one i have the least to draw off of because her role is more flexible than the others#nene and saki are gonna be the ones giving me the most trouble. augh#and toya..but i have put so little thought into toya that idek where heās going at this point all i know is that heāsā¦.dead#iām mostly set on everyone elseās roles though. vbs is the easiest and the hardest because i had the others set in stone#from basically day one#and then toya i have not been able to come up with anything for.#whoops#my aus
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While browsing Vogue magazine, SĆ©bastien Mitton found a photograph of Ruby Aldridge from the CĆ©line Fall 2011 fashion show. He said, āBoom! We have the direction!ā Her beauty and her unsettling gaze drove the first concept art for Emily.

#dishonored#emily kaldwin#arkane studios#ruby alridge#i thought this was pretty interesting in terms of backstory#esp compared to some of the earlier sketches#especially given how little they deviated from that silhouette and hair!#even her final character face is barely different#i hope someone's like. thanked ruby alridge for this at least#i've had a pic of me used as art reference for a large public thing before without my consent lmao its like. THE backhanded-est compliment#anyway frustratingly when I try to add proper links in here tumblr has glitched. but the quote is from the bethesda site#Celine pics from Vogue#and the gorgeous pic of aldridge from an article about her band diet choke which I will try to link tomorrow. Tumblr why
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DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN | 1.09
Frank's entrance.
#Daredevil Born Again#Frank Castle#Matt Murdock#ddba spoilers#Daredeviledit#Daredevil Spoilers#Not Revolution#Mine#GIF set#I f**king love Frank#They made me watch a whole pointless episode about a bank robbery and I'm still not over it#and it kind of killed my buzz#and they could have had Frank and Karen for more episodes and chose not to AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT?#If I had to recap this season it's - Fisk becomes mayor. Matt pretends he doesn't want to be Daredevil (again). Frank and Karen show up#just when all hope is gone that this season had a point#I think they really should have kept Foggy around at least 3 episodes (this show didn't make me cry and it should have). He should have#started to recover or looked okay and THEN BAM he's gone and Karen and Matt drift apart and a year passes and then we can roll into whateve#the rest of this was#If you compare it to the original show it's missing heart and soul and... IMO a point... a reason for being that expands Matt's character#that expands the universe and builds on what came before#This was a foundation season. And I did read that it was supposed to be that before I started watching but still.#ANYWAY. I love this entrance by Frank. I LOVE that KAREN SENT HIM. I LOVE THAT HE SHAVED.#Matt knows where he lives. He knows where Matt lives and Karen has everyone's numbers in case of emergency.#AND FRANK ANSWERS HIS DAMN PHONE UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE.#I doubt he has voicemail. And I wish we could have seen that conversation. Him rubbing a hand over his chin as Karen asks if he has plans.#Peering into the smudged reflective surface of the nearest metal object and grimacing as he raises a hand to his head.#āWhat time is your flight?ā
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Still thinking of AUs where Frisk and Chara exist in Deltarune and what that might actually entail. Like imagine you're Kris and the second human you've ever met has arrived in town and sure they're a kid and you're a teenager but screw it you need to vent because your only other experience with humans is Chara "Olympic level Hater" Dreemurr.
Kris: And they were convinced ever since I joined the family that being human made me evil! Like it took them years to let down their guard! They thought eight year old me was going to stab everyone in town and kill them. That's crazy right? What kind of older sibling hates a baby that much?
Frisk:
Kris: I mean look at you, you're around eight years old and you don't feel the urge to kill anyone right?
Frisk:
Kris: Right Frisk?
Frisk:
Kris:
Kris: Frisk that better fucking be cocaine on your sweater.
#Deltarune#Undertale#Kris dreemurr#Chara dreemurr#Frisk dreemurr#Ut rambles#Dr rambles#Chara would be so vindicated by frisk's existence and kris would have an identity crisis and wonder if maybe they are evil#Meanwhile frisk is just mildly confused like guys the monster attacked me. I killed it. My bad#Now I know they're just bad communicators and that they're super fragile compared to us I won't do it again#Kris please stop crying. I think your older sibling is about to murder me if your goat brother doesn't hold them back#This isn't a frisk is pure evil post it's a frisk is operating on undertale rules which are different from deltarune rules post#And if you think about everyone who went into undertale blind... Statistically at least one monster died before they figured out pacifism
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Roscoe the extraverted party animal (and some info about his arthritis treatment) (watch pt 1 HERE) ā via adventuresindogtrainingās instagram stories
#f1#formula 1#lewis hamilton#roscoe hamilton#roscoe#british gp 2025#video#oh roscoe⦠Iām glad he enjoys the attention he gets at silverstone lol#also re: his limping i knew it was being treated/managed but wasnāt sure if it was (partially) due to arthritis or not#itās hard to watch him walk so slowly compared to before but theyāre doing a lot for him to manage it at least
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Why do these grown men give off lesbians-in-love energy so much?
#ian hecox#anthony padilla#ianthony#lesbian#lesbians#lately ive got myself into smosh binging#especially in the anthony-is-back era#and it SHOWS#i will accept somone saying they arent in relationship but I WILL NOT tolerate the slander that is implying they dont love each other#at least in bff way#ian compared before vs after is a different person#idk what else to tag here#relationship#i dunno#my post#they are the most important people in each others lifes and I WILL STAND BY IT
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Itās heavy
Erm its a small thing about wanting to carry Umeās burdens ig that ive been thinking about (even though i ended up going a whole other direction than i originally daydreamed. When i first thought about it, it was gonna be like stand in the rain dramatic but.)
its sfw and theres no cws i think except itās kinda spoilery from recent chapters (not in depth tho) Also I read through it once but you know how it goes with proofreading owo)/
"I didn't know it would feel that heavy," Sakura says, mid bite into his lunch.
"Whatd'ya mean?" You swallow your own food before getting a drink. He's talking about Umemiya.
"The resolve to fight. For the town, the people you...love," he grits out the last word, still unused to verbally speaking about affection, but he's been getting better. "The weight of everything on your shoulders makes it hard to move sometimes" Your eyes widen at that. At the change in demeanor since he first came to town. He's really improved since you first met and honestly the change is for the better.
"Is it...a bad feeling?" You wonder, food forgotten now that the conversation has turned serious.
"Not bad, just annoying. And comforting? I don't know how to explain it." He's flushed now, embarrassed by the inability to find the proper words to convey just how it is. It's one of those things you have to feel for yourself to really grasp.
"Exhausting too I bet," you say more to yourself, thoughts suddenly going fully to the white haired man. Two bi-colored eyes look your way as you twirl your fork in your hands thoughtfully. He turns even redder when he sees your dazed look, knowing you're ruminating about Umemiya. You take out your phone, shooting out a text to see where he's at. When he texts back that he's on his way to the cafe from school, you decide you'll meet him halfway, telling Sakura you'll be back in a bit and that he can have your leftovers.
You're jogging really, not caring about pacing yourself when an urge has overtaken you. The anxiety spreads in your chest to your arms and hands, prickling at your fingertips. Nothing's wrong, but at the moment you feel like if you don't see his face soon, you'll never see it again. Logically, you talk yourself down knowing those thoughts are just your brain screwing with you, but the feeling won't go away until you get to him.
The sun warms Hajimeās face as he heads to Kotohaās, wind blowing the chimes as they clink daintily. He's got an easy walk going, not surrounded by people for once.
The look on his face when he spots you is one of delight, slowly switching to concern from the way you're running towards him, cheeks flushed.
"Hey pumpkin, what's with the running? Somethin' up?" He asks before you plow straight into his chest, arms squeezing around his waist. You shake your head, tightening him in your hold knowing it's not gonna hurt him in the slightest.
"Can I carry it sometimes?" you mumble from his chest after a minute of breathing in his scent, sweat and deodorant mixing into a smell that was so him it calmed the frayed nervous that had been unraveling. When he asks what you'd be carrying, you lift your face to lock eyes with him.
"You? Everything you're carrying? Not all the time, but I don't want you to be the only one shouldering so much weight. I'm not that strong, but," you're suddenly self conscious about it, looking down at your feet for a second before forcing yourself back to look at his face. "but I can do it for you. Whenever you need me to." You finish, waiting on his response. He breathes deep and ponders it for a second, the look on his face a mix of hesitance and adoration at your declaration. For once heāa speechless, but heās not surprised itās you whoās rendered him as such.
āā¦I love you,ā he says simply, eyes wide. Like he just rediscovered the fact despite his almost constant mission to let you know that with his words and actions on a daily basis.
āThatās not what-,ā
āI know. I know, but I just wanted to say it I think. Or I couldnāt help it.ā He kneels down to your level, holding both of your hands in his own, a look of resolve in his cloud grey eyes. āI can tryā¦letting you carry some of it. Itās heavy.ā
āThatās fine,ā and you release his hands before grabbing his face. āIāve got you.ā
Atlas was punished to hold the weight of the world, but Hajime isnāt Atlas and he has you.
You both drop the subject for a bit, a ghost of the conversation still stays lingering in both of your heads. It's easy to say he'll rely on you like that, but the truth is putting it into practice is remarkably difficult.
He's still wondering how to work this new part of your dynamic when you decide to take the bull by the horns. He wakes up and shoots a text to Hiragi, telling him he'll meet him at the bakery to help paint the new sign, but he receives a text back saying it's been taken care of. Well that clears things up a bit, he thinks. So he goes to Kotoha's knowing she's been needing someone to do a supply run...only to find the first years already carrying the groceries over, and when he tries to help put them away? He's blocked from them, Nirei stuttering that they can handle it on their own.
His sister chimes in, though, that she thinks you really needed help with something over near the park. He thanks her, figuring his two main task for the day were complete, albeit almost immediately without him lifting a finger. By the time he makes his way to you, it seems you've been sitting for a while, passing the time on your phone wearing one of his old hoodies.
"You needed help lovebug?" He's asking, a hand running rough his hair, breath taken at the sight of you. You don't look any way different from any other day, but the feeling he gets in his chest when he sees you has yet to fade and he doesn't think it ever will.
"Yeah. It's a tough job. Think you can help?"
"Anything for you." You can tell by his voice and the look on his face that he means it.
"I want my boyfriend to relax for the day. Do you know how I can make that happen?" Faux innocence filling your expression. A few things click in his head at once. Throughout the week, his schedule seemed to be getting freer and freer no matter how many people he'd heard needed help with something. Every time he checked in with the person, someone had already taken care of it vehemently denying a need for any more assistance. Even today, the two things he planned to do were quickly swept up and deposited for someone else to do.
The look on your face, and your question have the last puzzle piece fitting into place. He'd smack himself for taking this long to notice if he wasn't flushing a bit right now. You were around less during the week or at the very least on your phone a bit more than usual, but he chalked it up to it being a busy week for you. He never would've thought you were working behind the scenes to lighten his load.
He'd gotten more done for himself this week than he had in a while and he had you to thank for that, even though it took him a while to figure it out. He thought briefly about thanking you, but realized this is what you wanted to do, no thanks necessary. So he shrugs before answering your question.
"I could've sworn he said something about really wanting to kiss you right now. He's around here somewhere I think," he's walking closer, hand on his chin, looking around as if to search for himself.
"Great, when you find him, let him know I've got a pillow and blanket fort set up at home with a stack of movies near the TV." You dodge him, twisting out of the way to head in the direction of your place. He huffs a laugh before running up to your side, arm wrapping around your waist, and drawing you in a close hug. He presses a big kiss to the crown of your head, and releases you just enough to keep walking. He feels lighter than he has in a while, and if you'd been asked, you would've told him the same thing.
#urgh i feel like i write the same thing all the time and its so repetitive#mari writes#umemiya hajime x reader#wind breaker#after this its strictly my one WIP i refuse to write a thing till its done because at least its something DIFFERENT#throws this in the ocean with the rest of my stuff im not satisfied with#my number one goal in life is to take care of umemiya hajime like he takes care of everyone else#and ive compared him to atlas before so?#em was my beta reader of sorts#she hypes me up i love herrr#im exhaustedddd#on vacation? its more likely than you think
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actually, posting the little commentary clip where alex talks about gideons origins because I want it on my blog haha
#this is the clip I was on about in the doodle post. about gideon being a Weird Kid#like I know they dont ever SAY he has albinism but he totally does in my world and thats his like#his physical Weird Trait. like ford has his finger. dipper has his birthmark.#something that makes it difficult to 'hide' that all three of them have. they actively stand out#which gets them singled out in life and they seek a sort of kinship in this weird magical stuff going on#and its fun comparing the three journal owners and how they respond to that power! ford and gideon go down darker paths#dipper has at least the decency of being a pretty nice dude and having a support network to stop the worst of his#but i love that they all had the potential to be villains. and they all have the potential to NOT be too#.. i shall stop myself before i go on a tag ramble.#i love drawing parallels between the three original journal owners so much ok haha#gideon gleeful
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can i get on his shoulder if im being annoying enough
#wow i think i actually tried#i mean the rendering and the body and stuff#probably the most exposed character i've drawn#you know#compared with basically any other characters i draw that doesn't even show an inch of skin#oh well at least you gotta start somewhere#seriously i should learn / practice something about art now because i just finished my fucking horrible monthly meeting yesterday-#-and i SHOULD have some time for that kind of stuff now#by āshouldā i mean there's a high chance i will spend that time on other games#also i bought ror2 btw#it was on sale so i bought the main game#idk when i'll get around to it but i bet im gonna crunch through another game's wiki before even touching the game#just like basically any other games i played#don't ask me why i do that i kinda just do#risk of rain 2#ror2#ror2 commando#mithrix#my art
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I know Faulkner's ever increasing body count is a running joke as if it's something he's purposefully racking up but Rane's murder is such a stark contrast compared to every other one that's come before. And that difference marks such a monumental shift in Faulkner's character.
Like, he runs from the hotelier immediately after sainting him (I know his whole I'm going to make you a saint mirrors what he tells Rane this episode, but he still ultimately runs), he can't bring himself to use the Withermark at Marcel's Crossing, and Mason and Thurrocks' deaths were done in a fit of rage, the horror evident by the time he comes to his senses. Even Daggler's was caused by the Angel Faulkner summoned, not something Faulkner committed to up close. And I imagine however Charlie drowned, well. There's a lot of ambiguity in how it could have gone down, something we'll never really know the scope of, purely because Faulkner is such an unreliable narrator.
Then there's this.
I would argue that Rane's death is much more violent than the ones that came before purely for the fact that Faulkner seems to revel in their suffering as he does it. He needlessly pulls them back up to get a breath of air before plunging them back in the water. He strikes them with his staff so hard that it breaks. And he does this all while laughing and mocking at them. He's needlessly cruel to the point of terrifying. This part was so well done and it really shows just how far Faulkner has gone.
I'm so hesitant to say there's no way back from this simply because of how TSV writes its characters but my knee-jerk reaction as I was listening to this the first time is that there isn't. This was him, fully aware, crossing over the threshold.
#also worth nothing that compared to everything else before which were mostly improv or spontaneous#rane's death was planned. he locked the door to ensure they couldnt leave. and convinced them into the water#or at least. he knew what he wanted to do by the time he locked the door#the silt verses#tsv spoilers#pls ignore my midnight thoughts#i keep thinking how faulkner wanted to kill mason long before he actually did#and I can't help but wonder how he would have chosen to do it if he had a say in it#edit: added an extra bit about charlie's death bc my sleep deprived brain couldn't find the words#but the patreon episode commentary validated me
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I am going to cry, thanks very much!
#STTOPPPPPPPPPP WHAT THE HELLL ššš#GOD HIS TEAM LOVES HIM SO MUCH#the imherent idolization of having Fernando Alonso in your team#bcs literally eveyrone either grew up watching him or remeber watching him or at least know abt his achievements#its just at this interesting point where astom prob feels like: ...we have a historical figure on our team....#also speaaking of that ^#nando's other story post w the autosport post!!!!!!!#comparing 2003 vs 2023 grids and hes the only one in common š¤§#and he put the: ššš#one day ill post my thesis thing abt watching generations die out in the grid#its fascinating to me how hes the only one left who debuted in the early 2000s#and how he and lewis are the only ones to have debuted before 2010 wow....#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso
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