#aughhh I hate tagging

[mreowfm]

RAGGHHH ART DUMP AGAIN!! But small 🤤

[instantpansies]

cannot BELIEVE clarissa suzanne fumbled a dyke so hard. couldn't be me.

[basaltdelta]

I just finished full metal alchemist and im literally not normal at all. I havent drawn fanart in so long but im about to crack and do it anyways

I need something Alphonse centric, like, im obsessed with living your formative years in a suit of armor and how much that ingrains into you and your habits in a way that I can't find anything focusing on. Do you think he still ducks under doorways too much? do you think he reaches for things and misses or misjudges how large his hand will be? Like how used is he to just Letting Himself bump into things, or vice versa- being extremely careful not to break anything.

I'm Extremely Transgender so maybe its the transhumanism love in me talking when I wonder these things

[rarelydigital]

"if there's not enough fics for ur ships why don't you write them yourself?" nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

[fraternum-momentum]

I CANT I CANTTTTTTT I WILL LITERALLY EXPLODE RJIKNHGKRSBKFUCKNHJHFBNJEA JFHBAEJHBFJHBHBHBHBHBBAZHJDBAJHDBAJKHBDJKNA????A//////!?!!!!!!!!??!!???!?!?!??!! I CANNOT I LITERALLY NOT THE CAN I CANTTTTTT RAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[plinktastic]

these guys suck I love them so much

[shine-n-bright]

Apologies for dissapearing, lowkey hating life rn :/

Also currently in huge artblock and I'm slowly losing interest in OMORI which sucks because that's kind of the only thing I post here

Idk what I'm doing so I won't be posting as much as I used too but I'll try to keep this blog alive

Here's a reminder that my askbox is constantly open and I'm more than happy to answer questions or just interact in general <333

[lesbian-motherf--ker]

Someone (Me) Told me pixel-art will be good for my art style. here's a sneak peak of art um... I kinda hate the hair but I'm trying. Covid makes a person tired more easily!! :D

[berryblu-soda]

oh so today is an *off day* off day-

[leafatlaw]

I have so many fucking thoughts on fanon grian and I will not say any of them short of being held at knife point

[sunnibits]

moodboard of me after listening to this actually

A tribute to Faroe. Part 45 The Fire made me sob and I wanted to make something showing Arthur's guilt, sorrow, and love for her.

[ratatoier]

oh god i have to go to work in like 30 minutes im so tempted to call out to watch the rest of the stream

[quehecke]

bllk character u hate the most and the bllk ship you hate the most?

i hate igaguri ig

and for the ship i hate, RINSAGI GOD RINSAGI IS SO AWFUL IT MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM AND RIP OUT MY HAIR I WISH RINSAGI WAS NEVER MADE EVERY TIME I SEE RINSAGI ON MY FEED IT FILLS ME WITH UNBRIDLED RAGE IVE TRIED TO FILTER IT OUT BUT THERES ALWAYS A FEW MFS POSTING RINSAGI WITHOUT TAGGING IT SO I CAN NEVER ESCAPE FROM ITS CONSTANT TORMENT GAHHHHHHHHH I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MY RAGE FOR RINSAGI BECAUSE USUALLY I EAT ENEMIES TO LOVERS UPPP BUT THIS SHIT IS NOT IT ❌❌❌ AUGHHH RINSAGI ACTUALLY IS SO GRGGRRGGHGAGAHHAGGAGAG

obviously if someone ships it thats fine because its not like problematic or anything.. but eughh i hate it sm 😭

[natsmagi]

tbh you should just sexualize your fem Tsumugi more. I'm talking full on fetish hentai style. Put her in the open boob sweater. Have her accidentally flash while leaning fowards. Have her slip and show pantsu. Full kink with no breaks. Please shut these anons up. People trying to police your creativity like it has some sort of reflection on your morals or beliefs. I also wish you would stop answering them? or at least tagging it as anon hate because it's so sad to keep seeing people be so mean to you over and over when most of us just want to enjoy your big brain takes and drawings. Maybe I'm getting parasocial bc I get so sad seeing people hate on your Tsumugi I love her she's just like me fr!!! All that matters is that you enjoy how you draw her and I hope you don't feel pressured to change your headcanons.

HWEISUHRUHKDHG I SHOULDDDDDDDDD I SHOULD UR RIGHT ive been too prudish as of late. need to be insane again. Tbh ive made some art that was made purely bc i am a freak and insane but i feel like its never the art people would expect it to be. And thats really funny to me. like my more explicit stuff is just drawn for fun But if uve ever looked at a drawing of mine and gone "this seems kind of freakish conceptually even though the execution isnt super weird" Well thats probably bc it actually is freakish. sorry. My suggestive art is usually just for the vibes tho i DID also like. yesterday?? discover a twt acc that will sometimes post various lingerie fits SO!! MAYBE ILL DRAW SOME SOON 💪💪

AND AUGHHH I KNOWWWW in the beginning i thought itd be worth replying to people bc i was like "well this is all kind of niche. im sure they have good intentions so we might aswell talk it out" But as things progress its been made clear thats doing me or anyone else no favors. i love having discussions, so i reply to most of my asks! but i do hope that ive made myself clear enough and that we can all just continue doing our own things im sorry to hear its made you sad though!!!!! rest assured its not something that demotivates me, nor is it something that makes me feel i need to change how i draw. i do what i do because i enjoy it! and i know others enjoy it too! i will never be able to appeal to everyone, and that has never been my goal. i like having fun with others though, which is why i enjoy hearing why others might think differently than me!

but yes! i already feel ive said my piece on the whole discourse thing by now and i hate walking in circles, so even if i get negative asks about it i likely wont answer unless i feel its warranted. but! if that does happen, ill be sure to tag it! you can mute "#discourse tag" ahead of time incase i ever end up using it

[ren-cerati]

WOE, mutuals who have read Memento Mori. I subject the highlights/my thoughts of my old notes/drafts on you.

@astro-nomaly @highbookwormofthecentury @mother-spore-missa @flirty-anon @shadow-dwelling-anon @reading-burning-books <(I forgot you read but yeah!! Some thoughts. Im also not evil now thank you kindly for your concern. If youd like I'll start tagging you in memento mori chapters/they're all in my pinned post :3)

'Mithridatism' the fact this is still plot relevant

'Elliott is so fun to write!' WHO IS HOLDING ME AT GUNPOINT? Elliott was NOT fun to write back then.

Oh look who got inspired by that one kite scene in hxh for this >:/

Being gay could definitely stop you from succumbing to demonic possession ngl.

I dont like Valerio and Elliott. They're too down bad for each other what in the name of yaoi is this (WDYM VALERIO WAS FLIRTING??? Brother he is not capable of eating an egg for breakfast what makes you think he can pull up with a rizzful grin.)

AUGHHH I KEEP FORGETTING TO DEPICT VALERIO WITH HIS SCARS. hits myself on the head with a lamp.

'I hate writing romance, so I won't ever date or do marriage.' egg cracking. I love how writing it was a reason though. No imaginary wife I would not write us ballads I hate writing romance. We could not be together.

Okay well this is still mostly accurate and im glad I noted it down

'Akasora does the nervous sort of laugh he does when I ask him where our rations have gone, or if hes sober enough to do anything.' WHY WAS ELLIOTT COMING FOR HIM HERE??? AKASORA GET BEHIND ME 😧

They were bullying my boy so bad (they love him to bits and pieces though)

'The pink trees remind me of your pink hair.'

'Gods, where is the merriam websters dictionary when I actually damn need it?' Implying the merriam websters dictionary has shown up various times before, but when it wasn't needed.

AUGHJH I HEART WHEN CHARCYERS SHRUG OFF AFFECTION BUT LIKE. IN THE WAY THAT THEY JUST NEED A MOMENT AND TOUCH ISNT GOOD RIGHT THEN. pls pls pls normalize wanting affection and comfort but like sometimes your skin is crawling and you have to wait for it to stop.

'I shake my head. "I hated English class."' Elliott the man you are (he flunked highschool.)

Interesting how i changed cherry to honeysuckle, but i like how powdered honeysuckle sounds more.

Im glad that im sticking to most of my lazily concocted outline! No spoilers, but i am very glad I put the arc where they meet Valerio where I put it.

Omg go queen!!! Kill people

Past Ren is right ngl Rie could defenitely be grounded if someone asked her about soup recipes. She really likes soup.

Overprotective rie they could never make me hate you. Women who aren't the best at emotions nor comfort but will claw their way out of hell for those they love.

LESBIANS LINKING THEIR PINKIES TOGETHER ARE REAL?

I love agony. It's just such a lovely word. Take a shot of vinegar every single time I write intense or extreme pain and dont put an agony somewhere. Lacing. Reverberating. Radiating. I really like lacing like cmon LACED WITH AGONY? hell yeah

I cAn sEe a fLasH oF anGer fLash acRoss (names) fAce

Not of the same blood, but of the same book. (This line kinda cooks but out of context its so odd)

I can't yap about too much else because of spoilers but while cringe and embarrassing my old writing is still interesting. (Also glad to finally have confirmed the name of a certain character.)

[doomednarrative]

My bestie @catgirladjacent tagged me in a little "20 questions for fic writers" ask game so :3

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

12 currently

2. What is your AO3 wordcount?

29,178. I mostly write one shots lol

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Currently I have on my ao3 published fics for FFXIV, Pathologic, Resident Evil, Borderlands and Gotham Rogues. I don't really actively write for any of those except FFXIV and Resident Evil these days however, along with various Kamen Rider shows and some BG3 stuff.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

God this is gonna make me cringe cause it's all older stuff I don't like as much anymore lol except for the RE ones

Help Me, Heal Me - 191 kudos

I Think She Knew Everything You Are - 196 kudos (nice)

He Always Held Him When He Cried - 98 kudos

No Sleep - 93 kudos

You Are Yourself - 77 kudos

5. Do you respond to comments?

Usually yeah. I rarely get them so it's nice to see when people do actually leave them

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Surprisingly as much as I Love writing angst, none of my published fics actually really end on an angsty note. The closest would have to be "Doing Your Best (And Still Failing)" because it was written about my WoL A'cera after losing his first fight with Zenos during Stormblood, so it's a bunch of his raw emotions from the encounter.

7. What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Probably "Just Exhale", which is my personal take on the end of the MSQ for Endwalker with my WoL Alyx after they land back in the Ragnarok following the encounter with Meteion.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Nope, never have

9. Do you write smut? If so, which kind?

Only in my rp's with Tibby lol, or Occasionally something that won't ever get published that's just for myself. Usually it's oc/canon stuff that's just self indulgent for the sake of it ~

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest crossover you’ve ever written?

No lol it takes a Lot for me to enjoy crossovers unless it concerns toku stuff since those actually happen in canon

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Nope

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not that I know of

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Hmm sort of? I hash out ideas with friends sometimes but I do all the actual writing for anything I publish myself

14. What’s your all-time favorite ship?

If we wanna go solely by what I've actually Published? Hades/Hythlodaeus/Azem or Wol, I really like writing my personally FFXIV stuff when I'm in the mood. If we wanna go off of unfinished wips by number tho? Hoffstrahm and Chreon by a fuckin mile, those two fucked my brain up for long spans of time

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

There's a few honestly:

"Kiss me baby with your hapsburg lip," one of my many Hoffstrahm wips in my au verse shared with Tibby about Peter having to sew up Mark's face after the bear trap incident, only in this au it's much more comedy than horror

I have at least 5 different Hellhopper fics in my drafts, I would like to finish ONE of them at least someday

My fuckin multichapter Hotline Miami BikerJacket fic aughhh. I havent given up hope with it for how much of it I actually do have plotted out but god it'd take so long to write

I have a whole little various connected one shot series I was working on as a fix it series to the OOO 10th vcine, would love to finish them but I would have to rewatch OOO to pick the character voice back up for it

16. What are your writing strengths?

Dialogue, it's the thing everyone always points out to me that they enjoy in my writing and it's usually always the starting point for my fics

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Prose lol. I struggle so hard sometimes with connecting scenes and describing whats happening when people aren't actively speaking. I've gotten better at it but it took a lot of conscious effort to learn it

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I rarely do it, most things I write are in my native language media already, but whenever I do it I usually just italicize it, write it in English and make mention of the language switch in the paragraph somewhere so the reader knows it's happened

19. First fandom you wrote for?

DRAGON BALL Z BABEYYY I'm not ashamed of that I still love DBZ so much. I was so shameless and wrote my own oc to be Vegeta's cousin in one of my first fics and I had fun doing it. They've long since been deleted, not because I Wanted to do so but for other reasons I don't feel like going into rn.

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

"Help Me, Heal Me" by far out of my published ones. It's my most solid out of them and I feel like I really nailed Chris and Leon's dynamic well in it, it's the one I'm most proud of ~

Hrmm let's see, I think I'll tag @silenthillmutual, @lunar-gl1tch, @skajador @adrianicsea and @stickers-on-a-laptop for this one ~