#bLOG

[incenseandcookies]

Triple crown, if one night at a call center counts.

[aquariusgirlblog]

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[3liza]

a friend recently came back from a tattoo appointment and informed me that not only did the tattoo artist recognize their problem glyphs tattoo, but that they had a copy of my book IN the shop AND said that the shop used it for reference for their work all the time. this is the ultimate compliment an artist can ever receive and it validates all the work i put into the glyphs that i intended to be realistic/identifiable/accurate depictions of human, animal, and symbolic forms. all those times i was up at 2am google image searching "SPRINGBOK 3/4THS HEAD" and thinking "this is so stupid no one is going to notice or care if its right or not" i was fucking wrong

[mymyarchives]

[shorting-circuit]

"Hey im trans" - ok

"I'm coming out gay but my parents are homophobic :[" - ok

"I'm a therian" - ok

"I'm a furry!!" - ok

"I have BPD" - ok

"I have autism or ADHD" - ok

"I struggle with SH/ED" - ok

"I have a disability" - ok

"I'm [any skin color]" - ok

"Hey im trans" - I still love you.

"I'm coming out gay but my parents are homophobic :[" - I still love you.

"I'm a therian" - I still love you.

"I'm a furry!!" - I still love you.

"I have BPD" - I still love you.

"I have autism or ADHD" - I still love you.

"I struggle with SH/ED" - I still love you.

"I have a disability" - I still love you.

"I'm [any skin color]" - I still love you.

[shorting-circuit]

thinking about a caldre au where theyre online friends that met on an edgy forum…..

[norbezjones]

CONTENT WARNING: DISCUSSION OF SEXUAL ASSAULT & NSFW/ADULT WORKS IN THIS POST.

Of all the games itch.io chose as a reason to suspend me . . .  They didn't choose the NSFW erotica.  They didn't choose the ones about kink.  They choose the one that depicts a man's disbelief & pain over being sexually assaulted.  What.  The.  FUCK. (Twitter) (Bluesky)

So, in case you missed it on the above sites, itch.io (the indie game site where I host my projects) has decided to ban my 2018 release Bi Lines (they say "suspend", but it's not a decision you can fight/reverse, and it's a restriction that lasts forever, not for a limited amount of time).  

Currently, itch.io has delisted all NSFW/erotic projects on the site, and is banning certain ones in order to adhere to payment processors' stricter rules on what content they'll allow (which they have done thanks to a group in Australia called Collective Shout).  itch.io has made a statement on all of this here.

However, Bi Lines is not a NSFW game, nor is it meant to be erotic.  It's a game about a bisexual journalist in the 1980s who is sexually assaulted.  As the player, we experience his turmoil, conflicted feelings, and trauma.  In no way is this game meant to arouse.  But it was banned anyway.  The picture at the beginning of this post is the main part of the email I received about that.

I decided to respond to the email today in the hopes that the game can get unbanned.  Here's what I said:

So, that's already frustrating enough, but it doesn't stop there.

Like I said, all NSFW/erotic projects on itch.io are delisted.  This has affected my NSFW account's projects on there, and destroyed discoverability for the time being.  That account makes about half of my income atm, mainly through Patreon subscriptions to access games.  If my NSFW games on itch.io get banned, that is going to destroy my livelihood; I'm terrified of that happening.  I discuss this in more detail here.

I know a lot of people are very worried right now, and that includes me.  Payment processors should not be able to wield this much power over our purchases, and they shouldn't be able to be pressured by some conservative group.  Those kinds of organizations are ALWAYS gonna push the goalpost further once they get what they want.

If you want to help, sign this petition, and contact the payment processors--they are directions on how to do so in this article by my friend Radiant.  Also, here's a writeup on DoktorHobo with some insight on how calling helps.

Thanks for reading.

[bluehairedspidey]

spamton calling tenna [Trash heap] after he'd been living in a dumpster for god knows how long. no matter how much he tries to convince himself he hates tenna part of spamton still thinks of him as "home"

[infinitydivine]

10 𝐒𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐀𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 (𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞)

Before you read:

Just putting it out there that this whole thing is based on my personal spiritual journey. It might resonate deeply with you, or maybe only bits of it will. Take what feels right and leave the rest for someone else. Also, if you ever feel called to go deeper or do things your own way, go for it. Spirit speaks to us all differently.

I’ve honestly felt this inner “pull” inside me ever since I was a kid. Like I knew there was more to life than what I was being shown. But things really started shifting when I was around 17 or 18. That’s when the real awakening began. Looking back now, I realise… this path was always inside me. I was just slowly remembering it.

Okay, now here’s what my journey looked like in stages -

1. The Nudge

I didn’t even know I was awakening, okay? 💀 There was just this weird inner feeling like… “Something’s off, something’s missing, and I’m not meant to stay like this.” It wasn’t loud. More like a soft pull. Like the Universe tapping me on the shoulder.

2. Wait… What’s Happening to Me?

Suddenly I was noticing everything...my emotions, my thoughts, random patterns. I couldn’t just ignore stuff anymore. I was getting real reflective, real fast. It was like my inner self was finally like, “Hi, babe. I’ve been here the whole time.” 😂

3. The Chaos / Dark Night

Okay, this part? A mess. Everything felt heavy. Emotionally drained, crying for no reason, overthinking everything. I thought I was going backwards but actually, I was clearing so much old energy. It was like a detox for my soul (ugly but necessary).

4. The Deep Dive

I became a full-time seeker. Books, tarot, energy videos, 1111s, angel numbers...you name it. I wanted to know WHY I was feeling this way and WHAT was happening to me. And the more I learned, the more I was like… “Wait, I’m not crazy. I’m actually remembering who TF I am.”

5. Signs Everywhere

Yo, the signs got wild. License plates, dreams, people saying weirdly timed stuff, cards flying out. It was like Spirit was putting up neon boards going: “YES, BABY, YOU’RE ON THE RIGHT PATH.” And I’d just sit there like “how the hell is this even real.” 😂

6. Feeling Deeply Connected

Suddenly, silence started to feel nice. Nature hit different. I wasn’t scared to be alone. I started feeling this deep connection to the universe, to my own soul, to something higher. Like... “I’m not alone anymore. I was never alone.”

7. Random Emotional Releases

Out of nowhere...boom!!!Tears-Laughter-Peace.(As I call them...the holy Trinity) Then tears again.(lol) I’d be journaling or just sitting with myself, and old stuff would rise up. But it felt safe to feel. It was like I was giving myself permission to finally breathe.

8. Everything Shifted

The things I used to chase? Not interested. Fake friendships? Can’t do it. Performing for people? Over it. My priorities changed. I just wanted peace, authenticity, and things that felt real.

9. Living Differently Now

I started being more intentional like, even the way I drink water or speak to myself. I wanted my whole life to feel like a ritual, not a rush. And I’m still learning, but I can’t go back to autopilot anymore.

10. Wanting to Share It

Now I just want to help others feel what I’ve felt. Not because I have it all figured out, but because I get it. And if my words, energy, or presence can help someone feel seen or held, then that’s enough. I’ve become the version of me I needed when I was lost.

Also, For some people, I absolutely do not have the premium subscription of Divine Netflix, and as much as I love knowing what and how exactly things are coming to/for me, it's not always 100% possible.

✨ To end this softly…

This path is never linear. Some stages loop back, some happen all at once, and some don’t make sense until way later. So be gentle with yourself. Let it unfold. You’re not late, you’re not behind, you're exactly where you're meant to be. And if no one’s told you this yet today: You’re doing better than you think. Your soul knows the way. Trust it.

Sending you so much love and calm energy wherever you are in your journey. You’ve got this. You always have.

With Love,

Infinity

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[3liza]

i was checking to see if anyone has done the "does long covid make you crash your car more" study yet (i keep expecting someone to do it but cant find one) but did find a lot of studies sort of skirting around the issue with "well we tested REACTION TIME using simulated Dutch cyclists shooting out in front of cars and that was Not Good" and also a weird one that showed that old people in particular got into a lot more and a lot worse traffic accidents specifically *during* the early phase of the pandemic. not sure what to make of that. change in routine messes old people up p bad so it may have been that + cultural stressors. the paper didnt have data on which drivers were actively infected with covid-19 of course, and the paper's authors were being extremely coy and not making any guesses about possible causation

[mymyarchives]

[blueprint-9376]

09.07.2025 [😁]

📚: 새로운 책 읽기/ I’ve started reading a new novel this week.

[senhor-do-escuro]

I try to call people out to hang out but none of them is into "hanging out". So mostly i just go out by myself.😒

hot take: i don’t believe that social isolation is a bad thing for everyone. some people are just wired to require more solitude/less interaction than others. and society pushes having tons of friends and having a busy schedule as the norm, but quite a few people just don’t function that way. you accomplish nothing when you tell an introvert to “just talk to people” or “you’ll die faster if you’re always alone”.

[obsessedwcandynecklaces]

some back to school shopping 🛒🩷