#back into my dark corner I go
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Poses sourced from @nordidia ‘s dtiys! I love this red box 😔💜🟥
#rottmnt#tmnt#rottmnt raph#doodle#nordidiadtiys#illustration#does a little jig#back into my dark corner I go#beep boop baby#hope ur having a good day#red square#is my favorite#square
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FUNNY OLD WORLD, ISN'T IT? 😈
#I AM BACK BACK BACK BACK BABY#who knew that good omens will be the show that pulls me out of my dark unmotivated corner#alexa play dont stop me now by queen#good omens#good omens season two#good omens spoilers#crowley#good omens edit#good omens s2#go s2#gos2 spoilers#good omens season 2 spoilers#good omens season 2#good omens 2 spoilers#my gif#my go gif#I love his stupid little arrogant face so much
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Forgive me, forgive me. I ask, I beg, I pray, but it never comes.
You know I find it incredibly bewildering to see just how much kalki reflects myself in him like YEAH Duh of course he does, he’s my little guy it’s like his full time job. But at the same time he is a fully functional facet of my being and he is at the mercy of my whimsies, and whatever he discovers in his arduous journey of self realisation is ultimately a reflection of what I discover in the real world. It’s also incredibly funny because ffxiv lore for dark knights is really baked into the idea of (re)discovering yourself amongst the bloodshed and continuing to live and love and thrive despite the world working against us. who would have thought such a raw message could come from an mmorpg side quest about edgy emo boys of all places
also adamantite armour of fending i would lay down my LIFE for u
variant + phone bg version + ID below the cut
tch as if you guys are actually going to use artwork of my little guy as your phone background. i know. how dumb. let a girl dream. i should make an alternate version but it's of Fray and Myste
[START ID: A picture with a red background focusing on the character's bust that is placed to the left of the image's centre. He is coloured with a dark blue overlay, contrasting with the red background. He has brown skin, long black hair that falls over his shoulders, and is wearing blue and gold armour and earrings. He is looking at the viewer, right eye dark brown and the left an glowing unnatural red, with an expression that looks determined and angry and yet bitter and forlorn. In the foreground and on the right side of the piece, a miniature version of the character stands coloured in a light blue overlay and wearing the same blue and gold armour, looking as if he is glowing. He is facing towards the left of the piece, or perhaps at the character bust, his expression unreadable. Above the miniature character's head is the symbol representing the FFXIV dark knight, coloured in gold. END ID.]
#the burst of creativity that shot through me is indescribable. i can only hope this is a sign that i am FINALLY out of art block#but OF COURSE my creativity comes back right when gamsat is around the corner. it's always a fucking exam. i fucking hate myself#maybe this piece is supposed to be vent art at how I CANNOT MANAGE MY SHIT AND I AM JUST. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT !!#and i tell myself it's fine but maybe it's NOT fine? i told myself i'd work on it but nothing is getting worked on#nothing productive at all. not even for uni nor for myself. nothing is happening at all. it's just going through the days#waking up. wishing i'd slept more. stare at my laptop for hours. youtube. watch 10mins of lectures. then a nap. then the laptop. then sleep#but i dont and it pisses me off because nothing is working. i'm like if linguini lost his rat and i'm staring at the kitchen catching fire#maybe go to class if it's on for that day. scrambling notes together. pretending i DO have my shit together#i COULD put out the fire. but i'm not. i could and i can but im not. the extinguisher is in my hand. fire's not going out. i'm still here.#maybe. maybe that's why drk resonates with me so much. at the end of the day. maybe i am just a stupid bastard#-who can't get their act together. who actively shoots themselves in the foot and bleeds all over the place trying to make something happen#only this time- this time the perpetrator isn't someone i can point at and demand answers from. it's me hi i'm the problem it's me#and i can- i SHOULD find a way to make this all work. to make this whole Living My Life business work. but the extinguisher's in my hand#wow okay that was really heavy anyway uhhhhh TAGS TAGS TAGS TAGSSSSS#ffxiv#ff14#ffxivwol#ffxiv wol kalki#ffxiv dark knight#artoftheagni#and the fire keeps going#tw eyestrain#cw bright colors#idk the red is really bright and it;s nice for my eyes but idk for anyone else
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Guyyyyysssss stop it. \(//∇//)\
Please I don’t need Chan finding me. I’m so down bad for his son Lee Felix. Like I don’t need them judging me on my fics 😖 I already know they’d have the restraining order paper work submitted.
Also I just wanted to say more text babbles to come on my undying love and unhealthy obsession with Lee Felix and Skz….. I never claimed to be a sane woman.
…..if you wanna know…..there was this fan meeting video I saw of Lix dancing in a Demon Slayer corp. uniform and guys I want a Demon Slayer Lix fic now 😫 but I suck at writing fics like that so if I do I’ll probably show you guys some drafts but keep it locked up on Patreon. I’m too embarrassed to post that shit publicly…. If there is ever a draft or notes I promise you I’ll post it in a fic ramble or skz text babbles……
Who tf am I talking to man ???!??😫no ONE SHOULD BE READING THIS
#writing#stray kids#fanfic#straykids fanfic#i’m sorry i’m like this#skz smut#writing ideas#smut wip#distant sobbing#mafiaskzromance#guys fucken ok i got permission to not censor. i’m sorry i’m trying to be realisticand respectful but it’s so hard#guys this is getting out of hand.#i think i went too far down the delulu hole. 🕳️ it’s dark in here guys#felix please all i ask is one chance. i’m not as firm as changbin or as pretty as hyunjin but i promise we be the bestest friends#please stop looking like the fantasy love of my life that i created in my dreams all those years ago#chan please don’t find me#please tell me you hate it so i can quit :')#lord please don’t let them read my shhit#how are you so beautiful and can i please just one squish#but i cant stop im sorry if you wanna stick around and read it you can#chan please don’t find me. i will die if you do#stray kids please dont fucking find me i will cry#i will go die in the back corner now#also I feel like I should mention the next tag is one that I wrote when I saw that video of Lix getting all pissy when he was losing a game#c’mere baby i will praise you at how good you are at games.#i’m not sorry#felix if you find this i am sorry#lee felix please just reject me already#lee felix you have to reject me and tell me its never gonna happen other wise im gonna keep wriiting fics about you#i am asking nicely
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Have you ever been accidentally in frame?
No, the jerks I work with INTENTIONALLY put me in frame when I don't know they're filming me and then INCLUDE it in the finished product and TEASE me for it.
Once after a 17 hour shoot, the third that week over 12 hours. I looked like a wreck.
I found out they'd filmed me at the IMAX premiere of the documentary. They thought giving me a full page producer credit would ease my wrath.
It didn't.
#they also gave me the credit because out of 42 shoots for the documentary i was on 38 of them#and the other joking reason they gave it to me was i filmed 3 nights of the vagina monologues#because they knew one night was going to be in ASL with an interpreter but not which night so they kept sending me back#not because i was the only girl but because my final semester of uni one of my classes studied it so i was more familiar with it than them#but SPOILER ALERT it was useless anyways because the 'interpretor' was a dude sitting in a dark corner at the back#just reading the script in a monotone with no light or mic on him so video was pointless i already had it in ASL from 2 other nights#my revenge was that i was put in charge of picking the part from the ASL show to put into the adjusted edit before it went to broadcast#because the IMAX premiere was more of a test audience#and so I can proudly say I'm the reason they unwittingly aired a documentary that prominently featured#someone signing 'muff muncher' in sign language#i'd like to thank every member of the ASL community who saw the documentary for not reporting that bit#oh i should say at one point the documentary was about a huge theater festival in the city lmao#ask
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I shouldn't let a group of individuals influence my actions and/or approach towards something, not even if they take up a majority of the community. Especially if I hold it this near and dear to my heart. But I really need to slowly distance myself away from the Brsrk community altogether over the next few years. For my own good.
#not talking about any of the few brsrk mutuals i have on here#been a part of it since 2020 but URRGGHH how things have fallen apart since miura passed away#i just wished i was a bit older back then so that i'd understand it like I do now#(not that I didn't understand it pretty well for my age back then)#maybe I would've made a few friends that'd ACTUALLY LAST#then go all “bravo six going dark” and just converse with like 2-3 fans that Get It Like I Do.#sure there were always bad corners. what community doesn't have them. but they were easily avoidable if you knew what you're doing.#now they're inevitable to come across even if you just dip your toes into these waters#it's ridiculous to call them corners anymore they're straight up the entire room#99% of the cases it bottles down to a mutation of the dudebro stereotype or a pseudo-intellectual#and that 1%? All digitally dead or moved on from the manga entirely or just barely willing to talk about it anymore.#i think i'll probably end up in that last category as well in... 3 years give or take?#i'll still think about it and it'll continue to influence me just as much‚ but i'm likely to give up on sharing those thoughts#and just keep them to myself unless filtered through another work.#em yaps
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#I was talking to some buddies about lies of p and sekiro and how LoP’s defense as offense mentality helped get into sekiro#but then how sekiro overwrote that mentality with its own “offense is the best defense” mentality#or “hesitate and you lose” as Grandpappy isshin would say#and how the switch for the change for me was genichiro who I think is one of the best designed bosses in gaming#you CAN’T play too defensively with him because he’s happy to pepper you with arrows from a distance#and then the moment comes when you realize your sword interrupts his bow attacks sekiro truly begins as a game#lady butterfly is also a good fight but all her moves bring her to you so there’s less incentive to be as aggressive#vs genny baby who will back off and fire off his bow if you let him#this isn’t even like a video of me playing perfectly but I LOVE getting my feudal edgelord corner stunned and just bursting him down#I kinda hate the owl shinobi fight bc he hits too hard and his attacks just aren’t interesting to react to#but it’s also possible to corner stun him and just go to town on his health bar#owl father and inner father are much better fights and I actually really enjoyed inner father a lot#but the Ashina family fights are absolutely stunning achievements in game design imo#perfectly balanced to be difficult but fair and visually stunning to boot#even if there is a layer of artificial difficulty in the final battle with the flowers obscuring their swords when they’re crouched#but the animations are solid enough that there are enough other more subtle differences like how hes shifting his weight#if he’s centered he’s going to lunge but if he’s angled he’s gonna sweep#I had so much fun with LoP and sekiro 🥰🥰🥰 I crave more…#I can’t say the combat in Elden ring gorilla gripped me like these two games have but I like HAVE to play dark souls I know this#sekiro#tsuchi plays games
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i am so tired right now that i barely speak english let alone irish, all my thoughts are very far apart from each other and i'm struggling to put them together, and i have a 4-hour car journey tomorrow with someone whose irish is more fluent than mine so they will probably not want to talk in english. so that'll go well
in fairness they are sparing me a 5.5 hour bus trip so i really can't complain and at least if i fall asleep in the car i won't wake up in busáras having missed my stop and thus probably my flight. but
#we might arrive in dublin at like 2.30 and i can't go through security until like 5#bc i don't think i can drop my bag off more than 3 hours before#so in that case i'll probs go into the city for a bit#but if i'm still this tired i will not. i will just sit in the pre-security part of dublin airport#yes it's awful yes i hate the entire airport. but.#i am so fucking tired#maybe finding a dark corner to sit in with my book is in fact the best option#rather than using extra energy to do Activities that I won't enjoy because Big Tired#however it would be nice to call into a couple of dublin bookshops if i can#so idk. we'll see.#is the setanta wall back up yet or still in storage#dublin people lmk
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ogey, adding "digi!ren" (nickname tbd) -- a desktop buddy / ukagaka / shimeji au for ren -- to the f/o list! even if he eventually leaves the top romantic category, he's kyoot :) his tag is 💾 [ live in parallel. ] , and here's his key song lala (his true key song is smth else but. no good lyrics for his tag :/// )
#ALSO! going thru my drafts! i'm just gonna answer outstanding asks without fumbling around how long it's been hhhhh#bc we're all already aware ;;; and i know i'm still gonna be in and out of here while my health is like [gestures] This.#i just want to make the first moves to get things going again ^^ right now more than ever i miss being part of the little#corner of the community i'm in. and thinking about that is a shining light while things seem so dark right now.#also once i'm back in the swing of things here i'm gonna go back and really pare down my carrd. i think i enjoyed selfshipping more#and stressed about it less when i didn't feel like i had to stick to a strict 'plot'. yknow? i'm becoming more aware that i've been#putting artificial writing / organizational pressure on myself here + on the Other Selfship Blog + on the ren blog.#this is for funsies. no anxiety only smiles. (joking but also this is supposed to be fun... not Duty... ;;;)#anyway. again. no promises on anything anymore blah blah i always doom myself when i promise smth while my body is#turning to dust hhghghgh but i'm Starting!!! i love all of the art and writing y'all have posted and ppl WILL see it!!!!#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]
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the fact that todo isn’t real and we’re not together is purely the work of dark reunion.
#duck mumbles#JUDGEMENT KNIGHTS OF—#JUDGEMENT KNIGHTS OF THUNDER#literally me and like everyone#I do love me some aoi todo#I like my men big- a little dumb- and complete simps#todo aoi#DARK REUNION STRIKES AGAIN!#anyways i’m gonna go back to my corner#mdni#jjk todo#😫😫😫
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does anyone wanna unfollow?
like a week ago I got rid of more than half my followers but I still feel like I have too many, so if you've been considering unfollowing then here's your sign to do it 👍
#the only reason i don't wanna do it myself is bc i kept everyone who's like. a regular mutual or who appears in my notifications a lot#so i don't wanna softblock anyone who like. wants to stay following me or anything#but yeah i just wanna get my follower count down bc this blog has just become me rambling into the corner of a dark room#except behind me there are still other people in the room who can see me and hear everything i say#and I'd rather ramble into the void with less people watching if that makes sense#i can't describe it#i guess it's like i'd rather be mentally ill in private but this blog is where i go to be mentally ill. idk i can't be bothered to say word#anyway. if you unfollow i won't be offended and you can come back anytime if you want to 👍#ramble
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@blindbibliophile
pushing daisies really was a modern retelling of orpheus and eurydice in which they knew they wouldnt make it out of the underworld so instead they simply built a life together on the stairs
#well. this. explains. so much about my obsession with this show#(all my obsessions eventually circle back. to the people who will fight together despite the odds#who will follow each other into hell and back out.and in this case#if they can't get out. they'll just cuddle in the darkness and bring some friends and snacks along because why not?)#(it's amazing to look at. all my formative#romantic relationships in fandom through this lens: for RPF there's Elizabeth I/Robert Dudley. literally becoming life-long allies in the#hell of The Tower of London as kids and then Robert. dutiful hunting wolf. following her into the hell of court.#there's Dworin. where they follow each other through the hell of exile. and then Dwalin follows Thorin into the underworld of the quest.#where all the shades of their past as represented by Azog come and haunt them#there's Rufus Scrimgeour/Gawain Robards. with Gawain following Rufus through the hell of two wars as dutiful arm for the falcon to return t#who would quite literally go beyond the veil to bring Rufus back given literally the tiniest crumb of a chance fuck the consequences.#and then Holland/Vor. wading through the impossible hell of saving a city that maybe can't be saved. ok. I'll just be over in the corner#gnawing on my new fannish revelations.)
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🎵 it's one-a those nights 🎵
#threw everything off my bed and have made a nest on the floor in the corner of my room 👍#put on a candle bc i dont have a nightlight but the flickering is fucking annoying so i might go back to the darkness#my entire body is gonna hate me for this but at least i didnt do anything bad B)#its sad boi hours 💪💪#its called vague posting for a reason#moss' madness
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rattling my cage bars
I NEED A BIG BROTHER BOYFRIEND. BONUS POINTS IF WE LOOK ACTUALLY RELATED PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
im on my HANDS AND FUCKING KNEES. PLEASE. IM BEGGING. PLEASE.
I NEED TO BE UR WEIRD LITTLE SISTER WHOS LIKE..NOT A GIRL HUT ALSO I??? AM NOT A LITTLW BROTHER.
AND ONLY MY HOT OLDER BROTHER BOYFRIEND WILL UNDERSTAND BC HES THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN UNDERSTAND U FEEL ME????? UGH. UGHHHJHGHHGGH.
#👑.txt#need a boyfriend that plays pretend with me!!!!!!! fuck!!!#LETS GO PLACES AND PRETEND TO BE SIBLINGS AND THEN KISS IN A DARK CORNER!!!!!! PLEASE!!!#but i also need my hot older brpther boyfriend to ne okay with me being an older brother probably not to him hut like. foldsnuands.#life is interesting when ur identity is spliced to fuck and back idk take it up with my PARENTS.!#the real ones.... we could find a fake daddy if hed like...... inwouldnlove a daddy.#OUGH. BROTHER BPYFRIEND WHO CAME BEFORE DADDY HOYFRIEND NOT WANTING TONLET DADDY BE DADDYING#STARTS SEIZING#i need sleep okay gnight all 12 of u
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how did i stay like awake enough to finish reading that tho
#i shud go to sleep :|#i put babeI on my ig story why am i overthinking an instagram close friends story like im in high school lmao#but i do feel like im back into reading like in early high school again and it makes me want to put it on my ig story like in high school#LOL#i’m just always fucking overthinking anything i put on social media it’s so annoying at least this time i was able to go thru w it LMAO#im so sad ;-; if i think abt babeI and think abt those characters alsjdjdhjdjhdhjebbxjdjdhdjzjd#good thing i did this now when i have jack shit to do during the day lmao#i just wanna read more that will make me feel shit akdbchjrhshfhd#and i love that in a . darker way 😀#i went to my apt buildings book club this month which no one else went to lol but the moderator was like#she’ll try to find a lighter book for this month bc their last book which i didn’t read bc i just got here#was super dark#and i was just thinking in the back of my head like yeah yeah totally i don’t love / maybe prefer reading darker stuff lo#like i don’t think i have experience reading like DARKKKKKK dark stuff idk how much i would like that#babeI was kinda dark ig :|||||||#but i feel like there’s other corners of dark that i haven’t touched lol#but anyway i just feel like i would def gravitate towards smth that is not just lighthearted#now that i like say that im like yeah ofc i dont think that even rly exists right lmao#like a story has to have ups and downs#Anyway it’s 4:30 :| sigh good night 🫡#jeanne talks
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Quick! Go Hide
in which you prank the sleeping jjk men by telling them, 'You need to hide; my boyfriend's home!'...saw it on tiktok heh
Satoru croaks, “Oh, shit. He is?”
Groggily, he clambers out of bed and hides in the bathroom, bare feet padding. In the dark, he waits. Seconds pass and he shows no sign of realising what games you’re playing. When you go to collect him, you find him asleep, standing with his forehead pressed to the cold tile, drooling.
“Is he gone?” He asks, voice raspy, shaken awake once again. You nod, biting your lip to keep from laughing. “Good ‘cause I’m too tired to fight anyone…I’d win though.”
Soon after, in bed, he continues sleeping. And it’s only in the morning that you find him grinning and prodding your puffy cheek. “That was really funny, babe. Ten out of ten. No notes.”
Suguru's brows furrow. Without opening his eyes, he mutters, “Nice try.”
“No, really. You gotta go; he’ll kill you.” A curse emerges, large and foreboding, just watching in the corner of the room. Shivers wrack your body. It doesn’t move, doesn’t blink, nor utter a single sound. Still, the message is clear. You roll your eyes and cuddle into your boyfriend’s side. “You’re no fun.”
He tucks you in close. “Try again in the morning, pretty girl. I’m sure I’ll be more fun when I’m not half asleep.”
Choso startles awake, bloodshot eyes widening. “Oh no. What should we do?”
He lets you shove him into the closet, shirtless and hair a mess. There he stands patiently, shuffling on his feet and holding his breath. Then, when a minute passes, he has a moment of realisation. Creaking open, the closet door widens to reveal him – he looks unimpressed…and pouty.
“I’m your only boyfriend; why do I need to hide?”
You giggle. “Sorry, Cho. It was just a joke.’
“I don’t really see what’s funny,” he grouches as he gets back into bed with you, wrapping his arms tight around your body and tucking his head in the crook of your neck, quickly forgetting your prank once his senses are overwhelmed with you.
Toji peeks one eye at your faux panicked face. He shoves it away, grumbling under his breath about how much of a brat you are and shifts into a different position; he’s got his back turned to you now. Undeterred, you shake him one more time. “I’m being serious. You gotta hide, Toji.”
“Leave me alone, woman. I don’t wanna deal with your shit right now.”
You drape your entire body over his. His beefy arm comes around to keep you steady, in case you fall off the bed with your clumsy ass. “Okay, but if he beats you up and takes me away, your loss.”
He grunts. “I’d like to see anyone try.”
Then, to keep your mouth from disturbing his sleep any longer, he suffocates your face in between his pecs, a hand on your ass, groping it for compensation.
Kento jolts, hands grabbing you to push your body behind his. He scans the room, then the door, waits for the intruder, ready to defend. Only when he hears your stifled laughter does he truly process what you told him. He sighs, hand rubbing down his face. “Can’t sleep again, darling?”
“No. The baby keeps kicking me.” You smile when his warm palm caresses your stomach.
Leaving a kiss on your forehead, he mutters, “I’ll give them a stern talking to; no child of mine hurts my wife. Now, would you like a midnight snack or should we stay up and watch the stars again?”
Lifted out of bed, he carries you in his arms, intent on keeping your bare feet from touching the cold floor. Even as sleep still courses through his veins, he’s determined to meet your every need – Kento couldn’t fall asleep again knowing you’re wide awake anyway.
Sukuna doesn’t awaken. He’s as still as a corpse. You try again. And again. Nothing. When you pout and smack his chest, one of his four arms snatches your waist and slides you onto his huge body. Your ass is being patted, as is your head, and with another arm, he rubs your back.
Calmly, his chest rumbles with his words. “All your previous partners are dead. No one will disturb us. Sleep.”
“Okay, Kuna…wait…no, they aren’t.”
He doesn’t reply, leaving you to wonder when he had the time to hunt them down one by one since he spends so much time never leaving your side in the first place. No answer comes to mind; his body can be so persuasive in pulling you to the land of slumber with him. Though, you are certain he whispers, ‘They will be,’ once he thinks you won’t hear. Try and follow up the next day however and he’ll shrug off your concerns with a, ‘I have no idea what you’re talking about.’
#Jjk x reader#jjk fic#Jjk fluff#Gojo x reader#Gojo fluff#Geto x reader#Geto fluff#Choso x reader#Choso fluff#Toji x reader#Toji fluff#Nanami x reader#Nanami fluff#Sukuna x reader#Sukuna fluff#jjk crack#gojo crack#geto crack#choso crack#toji crack#nanami crack#sukuna crack
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