#basically im really snobby and pretentious

[marsbotz]

OK GUYS. SERIOUSLLY. when i get home i WILLLLLLL post my inho playlist AT SOME POINT i just am insane and want to do a load of art for it first

[6queerducks]

Had a dude last night explain to me why everything I believe when it comes to spiritual and metaphysical shit is all 100% wrong because hes apparently the "most woke dude" my best friend knows. He told me you cant clear or cleanse a crystal to change the vibe of it you can only 'mask' the original energy, which is bs Ive cleared a lot of crystals for not only me but a lot of friends. My last ex gave me a couple for Christmas and holding them made me feel sick. This dude tried saying they werent ment for me but Ive had crystal that no longer where ment for me and holding them didnt make me feel sick it just felt like holding a rock but after clearing and cleansing the crystals I got they dont make me sick. But while thats apparently impossible according to this dude, the only reason I can clear the negative energy (which he also said is impossible for a crystal to hold because they all clear energy themselves) was because Im a 'messenger' and he didnt even try to explain that to me. But he just. Wouldnt stop contradicting himself??? Years back me and Blake went to a crystal shop near my house to check out one of their lessons. This person that was there was doing Spirit Aura readings after the lesson and Im a curious dude so I did kt. When told about this my friends friend wouldnt even let me finish before saying it was all bs cause the peraon had cards to help show and explain what they looked like and what it ment. Apparently you cant SEE a spirit aura. Mine was apparently scarlet red and looked like an Aurora. As soon as I mentioned Auroru Borealis he was quick as shit "Oh well if it looked like and aurora then youre for sure a messenger. Notice how I said you were before you even mentioned the aura??" And its like okay. But you. Just said it was bs cause you cant see an aura???? But now apparently you can cause it proved he was right about me being a messenger. I learned most of my shit from people who have been doing magic and all the fun spiritual shit since before this dude was even a thought. Im gonna fucking lsiten to them and not some dude who laughed in my face when I said I clear my crystals and when I said I dont 100% believe in chakra cause I havent really dont anything w it personally. Like Im sorry but Im not gonna believe something just because a lot of other people w similar beliefs do. Im very science driven and like to test the shit myself. But apparently thats hottible and I HAVE to believe in EVERY SPIRITUAL THING in order to say Im spiritual??? No offense to anyone but Im so tired of these New Age people taking things that were parts of various other belief systems for centuries and trying to tell me Im full of shit and "not woke" just cause chakras??? You do not have to believe everything to be spiritual I do not care what you say. But I also never said charka isnt real I just said I had been able to do anything w chakras to make me believe like Ive tried the whole put crystals on the chakra points but it didnt really do much and kts something Im looking more into but until I get it Im not gonna say its 100% real cause I like science too and I like to be able to prove stuff in at least someway but Ive also been doing some of this shit since 7th grade so what do I know I guess. But fuck man I never thought Id have a dude mansplain spiritualism and shit to me. Oh he also laughed at me when I said my friend is prolly an empath, cause she had just said "Sometimes I can feel other people emotions but I have a hard time telling it from my own" but thats not an empath because "emotions, vibes, and energy are all different" and yes emotions are but they help drive your vibe and shit to me and most people I know "vibes" and "energy" are basically the same thing right its the feeling you give off. But he laughed at me and then went on to say empaths are litterally what I just said. He wants me to trip w them but I wanted to punch him after only hour he was such a pretentious snobby asshole and I hate it dude wasnt "woke" he just did a fuck ton of drugs and read some wiki pages

[gg-astrology]

How could i predict next week in astrology? Im going to send my curriculum and i want to know if theres anything i can know about next week. Is it transits?

Aaaah a couple of different ways! 💕The first thing that comes to mind is that If you have a specific question it might be a good idea to apply horary astrology to it (*note: it takes time to study but since we’re always working on studying astrology anyways, might as well try learning new things?)

[Below Cut: Intro and References into Horary Astrology + Predictive Astrology]

First off: sorry for the links galore! (I hope tumblr doesn’t delete my account sdkjfn)

If we’re starting completely new/fresh like ‘what is it?’ new, here’s a good basic introduction that modern astrologer can get behind for once (that isn’t pretentious/elitist god some people are unbelievable). Here’s also  a great ‘how-to’ from eighthousesun. And here’s an example step-by-step from divinetimeastrology. If you’re willing to go a little snobby, here’s a “notes” kind of thing (*but view with ur own discretion, some astrologer says you can ask multiple questions focusing in a certain subject at one time, and other says you can’t.) – And if you want some reference/terms/study further that ones from astrology.org.ua

You can cast a horary chart (traditionally) by using the date/time and place (*refer to links above on the ‘reference’) of when you cast the question–kind of like a birth-chart. This way, you can read the manifestation of when it’s going to happen (usually when you cast it for someone else, you might have to take into consideration the time-frame in which the answer is going to come.) 

Since horary astrology is a type of predictive astrology, there are traditional western reading and other ones as well (nadi astrology is another type that uses predictive/horary casting for example). You can try some useful help about traditional horary astrology here (kind of helpful, view with your own discretion but the “faqs” are better than the one linked in the above paragraph)

If you don’t have time to do all that (I know, it’s a lot) Transit will probably serve you the best considering the time frame. But progressed chart can also be beneficial to how it affects you (compared to transit that can be general). If you want to know more about progressed chart, here’s a good link. 

Also: keep in mind that although horary astrology has been here for so long, modern astrology is about taking alot of traditional ideas for a spin in a lot of different experimental ways (can be good or bad depending). Adaption/change on how to use horary astrology in a way that might be more applicable to modern-day culture/usage/current pace might come through. So just– keep that in mind.  Especially since traditional astrology takes years upon years to study, adapting to modern change will help with ‘quick-fix’ kind of deal but won’t have the depth traditional astrology has. For the modern day person, it might come in handy to just plan ahead of time/set aside some time in advance.

*Further research on horary might be necessary, because it’s absolutely ancient a lot of astrologer has a lot of different opinions on how to do it properly (you might want to cast it using vedic astrology etc.) so you might need to do the necessary study while casting it. 

**ALSO: with any kind of astrology just be careful of what you’re doing and what you want to know ok. Use your own discretion for the sake of yourself. 

***You know what’s popular and just might be a good alternative if you REALLY don’t have time to learn something new in advance/gotta dash fast? Tarots. Just. Think practical. 

[mytaggss]

7.21.16 (first)

4.11.17 (second)

1. Are you good at apologizing? i guess yeah- sure

2. Do you prefer your looks or personality? both- both tbh

3. Are you confident? not really- eh, sometimes i can be, but lets be honest here

4. What are you most confident about yourself? idk- my body size, i like that i look kind of small but not too skinny

5. Name a few songs that reminds you of someone, and who it remind you of. idk haha- haha i have some but 

6. What is your favourite colour combination? i like a lot of them, i can’t pick a favorite off the top of my head.- maybe pink and white? idkkk

7. Define your “aesthetic”. basically someone who takes care of themselves all around.- casual and athletic probably

8. What is sex to you? something that two people who are really into/love each other and it is something both want to do.- two people who are comfortable with each other and have some sort of sexual tension and are both into it. there can be love involved or just lust

9. Do you have any kinks? What are they? not really- nah

10. What are some of your biggest pet peeves? people who scream randomly- when i can hear people eating weirdly oh god

11. What’s something that automatically turns you off of other people? bad odor/breath, dirty clothes/hair (all the time, not like after sports or a workout lol)- same and boring people

12. What song always makes you sad/emotional? idk- without a word- birdy and fallingforyou- the 1975 and juke jam- chance the rapper (sometimes lol)

13. How many people have you dated? How many of them do you still have feelings for? none- none technically

14. How are you with moving on? idk- eh get hurt but i move on to the next one pretty easily because i haven’t had a true bf so

15. What’s a philosophy you agree with, but fail to live by? idk- live life to the fullest everyday

16. What’s something you don’t like about yourself? myself in general kind of lol.- lol my height, i wish i was shorter

17. What’s something positive happening in your life right now? i am going to start college soon.- i am actually doing good in school other then math but i am withdrawing from that class so

18. Are you truly able to admit your faults in relationships to yourself? idk?- sure

19. Is it important to you to be a good person? yes- yes

20. Are you a good person? i think so- yes i think so

21. How could you become a better person? i could compliment people more, and be happier for others.- same 

22. Would/have you ever pierced your genitalia? no- no

23. Have you ever been in love? If so, with how many people? no- nah

24. Do you believe in love at first sight? nah- same

25. Which social science interests you more; psychology (how the mind effects a person), sociology (how society affects a people) or anthropology (learning about culture)? Why? psychology, idk.-- psychology 

26. Have you ever orgasmed? no- nope

27. Have you ever made someone else orgasm? no- yes

28. During sexual interaction, what is the most important thing to you? that they really want to do this me, and that there is emotion connected between us and we are really into it and each other.- that they are into it to, i love someone who initiates it first because then i know they want it. also comfort and trust, those are extremely important, it may be something you hear over and over again, but it seriously so important, i didn’t realize until after i did it. 

29. Are you comfortable being sexual with lots of people? nah, just one is good enough for me.- well i mean i would like to have different experiences with other people, but not a lot all at the same time. 

30. How do you usually get people to be interested in terms of romantic relationships? And sexual relationships? And platonic relationships? uh, i never have had one.- they have always come to me, i don’t really do anything tbh, i just reciprocate if i want to

31. What’s your favourite song to sing a long to? idk, i have lots.- not about angles- birdy

32. What’s some “embarrassing” music you listen to? uh, none that i think is embarrassing. sometimes i’ll listen to old love songs cause i think they’re cute. idk if thats embarrassing, but yeah.- lol sometimes i listen to kpop if its good.

33. What are you most snobby/pretentious about? haha, nothing really.- lol nothing really

34. How do you express sad emotions? And happy emotions? uh, not really. i like being happy of course.- i express my sad emotions usually through free write poetry and my happiness just through my everyday life. 

35. Do you use Skype? FaceTime? none of them really. rarely FaceTime. no Skype.- nah

36. How do you feel about phone calls? i only like them with close friends, if not i get really nervous about them and i will like get all worked up.- only if i absolutely have to

37. How do you feel about texting? i like it- its nice

38. What are your thoughts on LDRs? um, idk think they work out well. i think they should take a break and if they are both still up for it when they get back, then they can continue.- i think it can sometimes work and sometimes it can, depends on the people. 

39. Have you ever cried over a piece of visual art? What was it of? Why do you think it made you cry? no- nah

40. When and why was the last time you cried? when i got lost across town and my phone just turned off lol.- i don’t remember 

41. What’s something you love that you never do anymore? Why don’t you do it? read, because it takes up too much time and i don’t really have any.- write my fictional stories/books, i used to love it, but i just stopped because i didn’t have time and i was getting burned out. but i wan’t to start again soon. 

42. Are you afraid to die? only if I’m young- i think i am too young to die right now, so yes i am

43. If there were no limits; who and what would you be? idk really…- an astronomer

44. Are you more likely to be sub or dom during sex? sub- sub

45. Describe your fashion sense. brandy melville sort of, but a little bit more casual then that. i like short clothes and crop shirts. I like cause lear to be honest. stuff that i won’t stand out too much, but people will still think I’m cute.- casual and athletic or beachy

46. Do you have stage fright? only when i am alone speaking yes.- in public speaking yes 

47. Did/do you ever put your hand up in class? sometimes… not really though- eh not really

48. Are you more of an open or closed person? both- open definitely 

49. What’s the worst thing that ever happened to you? And the best? the worst thing, idk really… and the best probably when i got dancer of the year.- same

50. Are you a theist? (Not necessarily in the way of “guy in the sky”, maybe just believing in any higher power) maybe yeah.- same

51. What are your top three places you’d like to travel and why? china/korea, paris, and brazil. they are pretty.- scotland, spain, costa rica

52. What’s something you thought would be really scary/bad, but was actually fine when it happened/you did it? putting a tampon in lol, sorry.- lol same haha and sex

53. When you sleep at friends houses, how often do you sleep in their bed? overtime basically, unless there are a lot of people over.- almost ever time unless there are more people there and we can’t, i always get the worst sleeping accomidations i swear lol.

54. Can you sleep facing someone? idk yeah. as long as they aren’t like looking at me.- lol samme

55. Do you ever get in slumps? If so; how often, and how long do they usually last for? yeah, not for very long.- yeah i do a lot haha and usually not more then a couple days

56. Do you like being alone? yes, sometimes.- not really

57. Are you social? yes

58. How do you feel about parties? i like them, i’ve just never really gone to them, cause I don’t know many people that go to them.- i like them actually, i really like parting with my friends and being a little crazy, like its really enjoyable for me haha. even though my best friend isn’t always super into them haha.

59. Have you ever hosted a party? How did it go? no- nah

60. What question(s) do you love to ask people? idk- questions about love and sex and just deep stuff about them, it’s really interesting. some people are really open and cool about it.

61. What question(s) do you love being asked? personal stuff like this- personal questions, im such an open book

62. Are you confrontational? Does it make you uncomfortable when others are? not really, and yes haha.- nah and it can be lol, i just like to keep the peace