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the audible damage to a whumpee's voice from the harm that's come to them... hoarse and quiet from being choked, or from screaming until their voice gives out, or from crying so hard for such a long time. the raspy way everything is forced out, the way their voice cracks and squeaks, the way they wince and cringe and swallow hard before trying again. it hurts to listen to them.
#gav gab#whump#whump prompts#had this queued but just decided to post it now#bc of a convo in a server
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ok but jayrosetim
bc rose did hit on tim and i can see her looking at how weird her bf is about tim and just be like
"so you want to rail that twink too?"
and then poor tim never knows peace again😔
OOOH. i like this a lot. also phrasing the absolute chaos that Rose pulled on Tim as her just hitting on him is so funny. bc the panel of Rose in Tim's bed, clearly wearing Robin panties will never leave my mind, she was unhinged about him. honestly in a very similar way to how Jason was too, now that you point it out. how have comics never addressed that-
think it's so funny if Rose tries to be Normal about Tim when she gets with Jason. bc she expects *that* to be a complicated can of worms she's not sticking her hand in, she knows too much about fucked up family dynamics. because she does really like Jason and wants to actually see where this relationship goes. Jason is the first person who hasn't tried to change something about Rose and seems to actually like her for who she is. she's not used to not having to change herself for people and it's a comfortable feeling to know he wants the ugly sides of her too. and Jason pointedly avoids conversations about Tim so she avoids it too. everyone's slept with everyone in the hero business, an old crush where she maybe went too far (she regrets nothing, only that she didn't go farther-) doesn't need to ruin this thing she has.
but then she and Jason actually run into Tim and Jason is *weird*, but he's not "cain instinct" weird. he's more "flowers in the attic" weird. and hey, she's *into it*. Tim does not seem into it, but her mind is already concocting plans of how to talk him into it. bc it didn't work when it was just her, but her and Jason on a united front? absolutely. like, for me i'd love leaning into this ship being outright dubcon and coercive in nature. the minute Jason and Rose are alone she takes one look at him and says the above and Jason is clocked both by how forward she is about it, and by *the fact she wants to rail him too*. because now this guilty obsession/crush he's been hiding feels a *lot* less guilty.
something about Rose and Jason trying to pull Tim on their side, both in a vigilante way and in a romantic way is so fun. it's "be my Robin" and Rose getting into Tim's bed naked but dialed up to eleven. Tim does not know peace. i'd love fucked up shit like leaving dead bodies as courting presents at his doorstep. putting a tracker on him but *also* giving him the coordinates to trackers they're both wearing bc hey, this is a show of *trust*, Tim. see, it's not weird bc now it's equal. you have us, we have you. fair. making sexual comments about him, sending him outright videos of them fucking and saying his name. the more Tim tries to push it away the more they up the ante. instead of videos, they just break into Tim's home to fuck in his bed and either he walks in on them or comes home to the obvious evidence of sex. they corner him on nearly every patrol he goes on, forcing him to get rescued by them in scenarios they clearly orchestrated. by the time Tim gives in it's bc he has no other options and he's been love-bombed by them so hard he's starting to believe all these promises about how they're the only ones who *get* him and that he'd be loved and taken care of.
the first time they have sex they nearly break Tim in half. Rose and Jason are secure in their own relationship but they've both been waiting for Tim for so long that they're nearly clawing at each other to touch him and fighting over who gets the "firsts" like, first to kiss him, first to ride him, first to fuck him. Tim makes the mistake of trying to get in the middle of it and ends up catching a few punches and is sternly told he's not a part of this conversation. it's objectifying and a little humiliating and by the end of the sex Tim is in *pieces*, a little bloody and so fucked out he can barely move. he realizes that if sex is like *this* every time, he's basically doomed. and he is, bc Jason and Rose are never going to be normal about him now that they have him. they're just going to claw for more and more control until they're the only people who matter to him.
#necrotic answerings#jayrosetim#jaytim#jayrose#rosetim#I say I don't know rose well bc my familiarity with her is moments like this where she was in tim's bed naked#which likely is a bad representation of her character#*but* if I leaned into it for the sake of it#by God it would be fun#*adds to the list of wips*#Tim stuck between two ppl who have been canonically obsessed over him in fucked up ways is SO good#god bless your mind#also the “flowers in the attic” bit is 100% referencing a convo we had in the discord server#still need to get my hands on that book.#anyway this makes me want to read more of rose's comics so I can write her well enough to pull this off.
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at this point i have made sooooo many posts about Lucanis between meta and jokes and ramblings that even my own specific tag for them is no longer easily navigable and i'm considering just making a masterpost for my own reference lmao
#went to try to find a specific one and it took me FIFTEEN MINUTES of scrolling. how did this happen#the brainrot has been Intense.....#i think bc i dont really have any close friends actively Into It to talk to via DM's or discord anymore...#the only DA discord i was really in has mostly died down and mel/ebeth didnt even play VG so i cant just howl at them unlike with dai#so all my thoughts most go Onto The Blog this round instead#AND BOY HAVE THERE BEEN A LOT OF THOUGHTS#whoops#ramblings#jade plays dav#and now if i tag this as#lucanisposting#i will just be cluttering it up even more and making the problem worse but Oh Well#sometimes i wish i was in more direct convo fandom spaces but i tried joining like One new server and it went toooooo fast so rip#have to accept actually im old now and have too many things going on to be as insane with free time as i was post DAI anyway on the ol BSN#dragon age: veilguard
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the one thing i really miss is how there was a fan run dsmp wiki where they live updated during lore everything that was happening and interwove all the povs. That shit was the only reason I could understand what had happened
#i distinctly remember despairing when i found out the ls wiki was just who was in the server and like actually nothing else#i really feel you new members joining ls s6#the threshold for understanding lifesteal is not only way higher bc s5 but s4 alone was like three times longer than all of dsmp#it is absolutely worth it though#also omg i just realized i went “binging dsmp isnt even that hard” as if it wasn't like 100 hours.#and like binging a season of tv is sooooo light work. like 9 hours? bro that's not even a long zam vod#my perception of content consumption is so skewed omg#but if you never watch everything it really isnt the end of the world you just maybe dont get the full story behind some inside jokes#but you'll be able to gather the gist just by watching the current stuff#but also the number of lore heavy vods in any season i'd say is like 50 hours max. like there's a lot of setup and small convos that matter#but in terms of conversations that moved the lore forward it's not that many
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people who grew up online, teenagers especially, need to learn the difference between "trauma" or "ptsd" and being uncomfortable. generally speaking, fictional media most likely did not actually give you ptsd. you saw sex or gore on accident, maybe when you were a young child? yes that can be scarring, jarring, horrific. you probably will remember it. it is still not the same as a trigger.
#keri chats#i will never forget being in danganronpa servers and seeing largely 13-18 year olds ask to blacklist canon characters#bc they are Triggering. like no you dont get to walk into a bar and ask the bar not to serve anyone brandy. gtfo#you Dislike the character and are Uncomfortable discussing them or what they did. not the same#obv this doesnt take external factors into account but by and large society has co opted psychology terms#to justify censorship under the guise of protecting children and others via Normal views#cant depict sex or abuse or violence. itll permanently traumatize the children and the women and the christians an#get comfortable with the fact that some things make you uncomfortable instead of pathologizing and weaponizing your discomfort#inspired by a brief convo i had with nof this morning. love u noffie
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talked w/ a friend about this and wanted to post something similar yesterday after a convo i saw also
about people criticizing ttcc / ttcc fans for just... being cog fans? being cog centric? usually coming from people who only like the toons.
and everyone likes what they like! it's okay! but saying that people who like the cogs are horrible and support the bad things they do, is just blatantly wrong. i thought we knew that enjoying villainous and morally Bad / grey characters is... okay? it doesn't mean you support what they do. it's interesting to explore these topics.
i've seen many people just... paint anyone who likes the cogs as horrible because they're "apologists of x and y" and... i dunno. rubs me the wrong way! you do have a point and recognize the cogs do bad things, but liking them as characters means nothing about who you are as a person.
and this is not to say that people who are in toontown for the toons are bad. hell! they are right this IS toontown. i may be on the cog liker side but i like the toons! maybe ocs more than the npcs - mostly because i like my friends and the sheer creativity the toons can bring out!!
SO what i wanna say... i dunno. let's not point fingers...? let's have fun in a goofy cartoon game together??? also complaining about people liking VILLAIN ROBOTS on TUMBLR is kind of funny to me. do you realize where you are. but then again a lot of this i see on discord and in-game as well since i avoid things on tumblr... i am a sensitive little fella i avoid misty fight bc of One Really mean "Critic" guy i saw there and i have been shivering in my bootsies since. so you get me
but like yes ttcc is more cog centric but... that's okay? things could be written better and i still wanna speak on it, and i do thing the toons deserve attention and better writing... but the fact it focuses on the cogs isn't... bad? if you don't like how con centric it is you can go play ttr...? god forbid people have fun and explore the villain's side of things...? i'm not saying either toontown server is better or worse than the other... and everyone can like their own things!!
but like... people will just like the cogs and that's okay and it doesn't make you bad. let's all be friends okay? both sides may be going at each other's necks in-game and the cogs in fact do horrible things - but it's what makes them fun, and it gives the toons things to do in the game!! but we don't gotta !!!!!!!! i may be really sarcastic and sometimes mean in private but like that's me just privately sassing, deep down i think people should just... y'know..? enjoy things.
so yea that's the guzma / cathal thought of today. toon people cog people both people are all awesome as fuck and you keep doing what you're doing i love you toontown isn't toontown without you
#anyways omg god forbid ppl are cog kissers on the robot kissing website /silly#but like!! tt/r may not be for everyone and tt/cc may not be for everyone and THATS OK!! ur not gonna like everything!!#like i accepted tt/r isnt for me but its mostly bc they dont show cog health specifically and i struggle with these things but !! i#heard they are updating that so i might be able to play without getting bored / frustrated again ^^ i havent played properly in yeaaaars#i will still prefer clash bc fixation and?? i LIKE ROBOBTS....!#but tewtow is tewtow its all swag. the least toony thing u can do is bully someone for Liking Robobt. be niceys#like ya i admit im not perfect i also dont like people andhave so much one sided beef and i am sensitive to so many things and i complain#in private but at the end of the day its to make myself feel better and i KNOW to not engage and look away and work on feeling better#bc this stuff does Heehoo upset me bc Mental Health Probulem. but i know everyone should and can do their own thing and have fun#i may complain about (redacted ship) all the time and i dont get it at all but...? bro... just have fun... be free. im not here to stop you#im just not gonna interact as i should. good for both of us! joyous world! happy that ur happy!!!!#why complain abt ppl just Enjoying Cogs like that though................................................ do you not like fun#this is not at anyone specific#my friend did show me tags of a post anonymously#and i vague a person whos name i dont know ingame like A YEAR AGO#and a convo what happened in a server a while back. but its not anyone specific i just wanted to like. speak my thoughts#lets be frense... and if not thats okay lets not argue either then we all stay in our lanes
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so how does it feel to have 100k notes mr bone
weird
#one of my friends in a discord server apparently had a convo with someone irl about knowing me#bc this irl person knew me and was a fan#and like. damn. i guess i have incredibly niche microcelebrity status. sure doesnt feel like it#anyway i need more power. i must make another 100k post sometime#'how the fuck are u gonna do that' man idk shut up#in the meantime i will continue to trick people who came here for science into being shown fandom content
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i will say i genuinely do really love when a new adaptation of a very very old piece of media comes out and people get into it who dont know Anything about said old piece of media because then you have to decide if youre going to tag spoilers for something thats like thousands of years old and its really really funny. this post is about epic the musical
#talk tag#i really genuinely tagged smth as spoilers for the odyssey in a discord server once in a convo abt epic#and then IMMEDIATELY after sending the message. took a step back and looked at what i had sent. and started laughing really hard#ITS INHERENTLY FUNNY. AGAIN IF PPL WANT TO GO IN BLIND THATS AWESOME BUT IT IS INHERENTLY REALLY FUNNY#TO SIT THERE AND BE LIKE. OK. THIS MESSAGE CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR THIS MEDIA GHATS LIKE! THOUSANDS OF YEARS OLD!#this wasnt smth ppl Asked me to tag btw i did it bc i was like. well maybe ppl dont know. and then realized the inherent comedy of it all#legitimatley no judgement to ppl who Dont know shit abt the odyssey or other super old media btw. lucky 10k and all#just to clarify ajdhdksjsmsj#also reminds me of that one aita blorbos post that was like. yeah we arent tagging odyssey spoilers#bc the person submitted it before the (normally required) month had passed since ithaca saga was released#again. inherently funny no matter which way u go with it
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all the silly goofies I drew on @minophus's whiteboard :] as is tradition for me it is Mostly Zadkiel DSNKJFNSDKJ
#eden.png#ultrakill#ultrakill gabriel#ultrakill minos#ultrakill sisyphus#ultrakill ferryman#ultrakill v2#you have no idea how happy seeing that lovey Gabe manifest next to the zad made me. flappy hands like a fool DSKJNFKJSDNSK#also yes a closeup bc I drew a lil guy on his shoulder hehehehe#a lot of these were based on convos we were having on the brainrot server! maybe someday i'll actually do some writing to match#also. for something I drew entirely with a finger. I did a pretty banger job I think LMAO
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Notes are cool but when u start talking to me...thats worth 50 notes babey
#dont get me wrong thou its def still worthwhile seeing my shenanigans get acknowledged w likes#like oh!!! it is not dead in here thanks you for seeing me :)#i appreciate that very much#redstrewn talks#meta#not touchstarved-specific tangent in these tags. but semi-related meta stuff#naturally one would assume i prefer a chatroom like discord server bc that's convo#and of course that allows for longer back and forths#but theres a sort of...temporal lock to chats? like to reply to an old conversation no longer works since its buried by new ones#i dont get that sense with posts. at least on tumblr. i know instagram and twitter has that weird culture of “wHy arE yOu sCrOlling sO fAr#baCk mY pOsts yOu STALKER!!!“#but on tumblr its normal to get back to posts that are a little old. even maybe really old#and what happens is conversations dont get locked by time. if someone finds an old post with ideas: they can revisit it and rekindle#those ideas. and maybe continue expanding on it. a conversation gets made where it would have been lost to chats#and imo theres less of a sense of cliqueish fear. like a blog is public to everybody. whereas in a chat it might feel daunting or#intrusive to join a conversation. especially between regulars. no matter if its a public server
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reaching out to you scary
im just a little kitty cat..... i dont bite... come closer
#ask#if anything im hard to maintain a conversation with i worry thats what makes ppl think im unapproachable....#its just bc im bad at DMing ppl!! thats WHY i have a server its easier to keep up a convo n say whatever when theres more than 10 ppl#to me at least
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thank you for bearing with my purgatory posting and i'm also glad to see i'm not the only one who still has this fungus eating away at my brain matter. seeing other purgatory posting in the tag makes me feel better lmfao.
i'm not done btw, posting will (probably) continue as i revisit vods. wanted to extend a thanks in the interim, since i know how contentious the event was in the moment. i kinda thought the general consensus was most people hated thinking about it, but there's been a weird amount of engagement and yknow other people talking. makes me happy to know i'm not alone here!
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#shut up vic#block game brainrot#it also provides me the opportunity to get a new perspective on some moments as well#like watching the jaiden spawnkilling thing the first time i missed some nuance in bbh's tone when he offered to walk her to her body#rewatching i heard them :D#i'll probably rewatch his conversation with slime from the same day at some point to refresh my perspective on that#but i think i'll wait on that; that convo makes me super biased lmfao#i'm aware of my biases at least :D and dw i won't bring old discourse back#tbh i never rly posted discourse much to begin with? just that one list and analysis of time stamps LMFAO#but yea i won't be bringing that back to the tag even if it's back in my brain#i PINKY SWEAR; i'm not one to start fights on posts or blogs that aren't mine#i block and then if i REALLY have something to say i shittalk them into my bathroom mirror#bc i know neither of us are gonna snitch >:D#long tags#it's also nice to look at with the benefit of hindsight and reflection#bc i know everything that happened; i was there watching it live#bolas are unreliable narrators#i'll probably see about going through some of the other team's povs as well just to see#it's interesting is all! and i finally have the time to sink my teeth into it properly#since we aren't having to keep up with like six streams a day#it's been so long sinve this server took a proper breather i'm appreciating it for all it's worth#((yes i wish the circumstances were better but they aren't; we take what we can get lmao))#ok anyway love u byeeeeeeee purgatory posting will probably continue#i'll tag as appropriately as i can; lmk if there are further tags i should add#i prefer people don't block Me if they hate these; i'll make u a tag to block if u ask i promise <3
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#i feel that anyone might find me too awkward or annoying to chat with bc i struggle to make new friends or they dont feel connected to me.#and 99% of the times i look at convos in servers like they had prestablished friendships and vibing. i feel me being there would ruin thing#so yeah... think i have to mute servers but not bc of seeing people in voice comms. its ok if people dont want chat with me in dms.#anyways... enough of woes is me. you guys had enough of seeing me post about my vents lately. sorry.#edited: sometimes im kind of jealous that my own ocs Jazz and Ania have friends who never ditched them bc they're deaf and have love lives.
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Self-care is making references in my upcoming Dadrius week fics that literally either only make sense to myself or to my friends because they're about nothing I have posted
#personal#first one is from my human ears hunter fic#second one is from the horrifying convo with terra in the dadrius server about. organ thieving AKSFHJKDSJG#it's just funny to me bc of how people were like 'i'm sorry you were talking about WHAT?' when we were like 4 hours into the convo#i'll write that fic someday
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ok but what if we made a discord group chat to specifically only call in when we do aggie....
#spice.txt#spice.ososan#is that... would that be evil? would that kill me?#it might...#i cant do discord servers bc#*shivers*#the bad time#and im also worried if we make a server for us that... we wont engage on tumblr anymore#i dont want convos to move straight to discord#i want things to be out in public bc its funny ...#but also .... i dunno#i just wanna call with people but servers are SO SCARY#and i know its my fault....#im sorry ill shut up now#ive just been thinking about it....#*wipes my scared little teary eyes*
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sorry if you've ever tried to message me anywhere ever and I come off as off-putting or otherwise stale. you have to raise my affection level to get me to talk like a normal person.
tldr for the tags ; I'm holding back in convos and it's probably detrimental more than anything
#yikes.txt#/lh for the most part#its 8 am and im doing some thinkin rn#here and like in servers are where you'll see me like.. at my most genuine#but one on one im ngl i kinda put up a front bc i feel like i have to be. a listener first and foremost and a person 2nd#if that makes sense.#i love listsning to ppl/reading messages dont get me wrong#but i also try really hard not to talk about myself too much.#it probably doesnt work as much as intended but. idk.#after convos with new ppl if i feel like ive overshared i genuinely feel. awful. and selfish.#which isnt how human interaction works.#hell this even happens with some of my irls too.#im in a constant state of feeling like i talk too much and/or ive talked about myself too much
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