#bc... really should've had that as a tag for a bit lol

[mikkolas]

hey this isn’t meant to be pressuring or demanding an update so apologies if it comes across like that!! Genuinely curious after the whole events of this series and stuff are you still planning on finishing ur mattdrai fic?? V v not meant to be a pressure for an update, (it’s literally been such a short amount of time since u posted the first bit) it was just that I rlly enjoyed it, so if it was going to be unfinished I was just going to accept that now lol

it doesn't at ALL don't worry 🫶 and yeah haha no I do plan on finishing it don't worry! (: chapter two is at like 13k right now, two sections are just giving me major grief (funnily enough the final section being one of 'em!) — the series is SO funny overall because I started her in early march? so tail-end of reg season but very much before people starting clinching shit, and I don't think I'm the only one who never could've fucking imagined this being the scf outcome, lol. due to how I want to end it (and because that section is already 6k and I'm [not] rewriting its entire plot, unforch), we will be experiencing some hashtag canon-divergence, as my attempt to be Ambiguous with who won bit me in the fucking ass, apparently!

a screenie or two be upon ye <3 wip wednesday tuesday if you would.

[vaguesxrrow]

can u plsss write one about charles with an american reader? like the inspo is the olivia rodrigo song so american lol. like maybe him making fun of her accent and her doing the and back and like the differences between the two cultures?

ACTUALLY INSANEEE bc right before seeing this i was singing that song in my head (i dont listen to olivia but i probably should tbh). alsoo i wasn't sure if you wanted a fic or hcs, so i kind of made a 2 in 1. hope you dont mind! xx

a/n: im not american nor british and ive never been to the usa or the uk... so excuse any inaccuracies pleaseee

tags: g!n reader, american!reader, alive!reader

you shivered and exhaled sharply, your breath misting out in front of you. the moment you stepped outside, you knew you should have piled on more layers, but edwin had been eager in whisking everyone out the door to carry out an investigation for your current case.

you burrowed closer to charles. obviously, he couldn't provide any real body heat, but being near him was a boost in morale to keep going despite the temperature.

"alright?" he asked, putting an arm across your shoulders.

"i should've put on more layers," you grumbled.

charles laughed as he kissed the top of your head. "you can have my jacket."

shaking your head, you declined. "it's fine, it's not that cold. and besides, i wouldn't want to strip you of your british glory and your british coat."

charles snorted. "so it's my british glory, now? who was the one making fun of my accent literally just yesterday?"

"litch-rally," you parroted, grinning. "why is it that all your t's turn into ch's?"

"hey, you're one to talk - what is it you were ordering at the restaurant yesterday? a glass of wa-der, was it?"

"bite me, charles."

he raised his jacket up and engulfed you with it in a bear hug. you shrieked with laughter and wriggled in his hold, but didn't protest when he demanded you hold your arms out so he could put the jacket on you.

"what are you, a soccer player? i thought i was your [boy/girlfriend/partner], not your competition," you teased.

"soccer?" he mocked, outraged. "soccer? it's football, mate."

"mate?" you scoffed incredulously, although you were smiling. "way to friendzone me after months of dating."

"oh, come on, you know you could never get rid of me." charles pulled you in again, this time by your hand. "and for the record, you look cute wearing my clothes."

a few beats of silence, in which you two looked at each other with similar expressions of fondness and exasperation.

"yeah, okay, now get away from me, you victorian fossil." you shoved him playfully, and sprinted away to catch up with the other three. niko waved you over, giggling at charles, who was jogging to keep up.

"victorian fossil? i grew up in the 80s!" he exclaimed. "you know this!"

⌦ ---

- you do know very well that charles grew up in the 80s - you frequently ask him what it was like back then, because naturally, you'd take an interest in your boyfriend's life

- however, charles loves how you're genuinely interested, and get how watching times change can feel a bit lonely for him sometimes

- you're a great listener when it comes to this (which you think you should be greatly accredited for; charles' good looks can be very distracting at times)

- imagine: you and charles in your room as he looks around, inspecting the decor you have on display as he rambles about life in the 80s

- he tells you about a huge movie premiere he went to:

- charles: "get this, right - a ridiculously long line outside the movie theatre. the weather is absolutely miserable, and so are the people. no one's talking at all. i think everyone was just hungry - i saw this lady have tea delivered.

- you: 'i keep forgetting you have stuff like tea times. and did everyone really have the patience to wait for that long, in silence?'

- charles, with a fake american accent: yeah, dude. in silence.

- you throw a pillow at him.

- you also like telling hilariously bad jokes relating to his accent

- you: psst. charles.

- he turns towards you, already expecting another jab at his british-ness

- you: what day do british people eat the most?

- charles, in a deadpan: what day.

- you: chewsday, innit-

- he yells 'NOPE' and walks through the wall, leaving you to wheeze-laugh on your own

[lordichamo]

sayama. and ryuji too if you wanna add him or if the answers eventually mention him

ooo yay!! the sibs :3

How I feel about this character

Kaoru: I LIKE HER . A LOT. i really want to delve into studying her a bit more but like. grrrr. grrrrrrrr. i am rotating her in my brain quite frequently. i s2g someone get me a kaoru cutscene compilation on my desk by tuesday i neeeeed to analyze her properstyle (<- /j ill skim y2 myselfffff. someday. when i have time.)

Ryuji: rips off my dragon themed shirt and my Insert Coin Ryuji Goda Jacket to reveal my dragon tattoo . i respect his grindset immensely i too would fight someone over a shared fursona also i love stupid men. yes i WOULD put him on the kinlist .

All the people I ship romantically with this character

Kaoru: shrugs. no one...? idk nothing reaaaally hits for me atm BUT she's also not a character i've claimed for the aros and/or aces (yet.) (it keeps happening. but its also the highest honor so-)

Ryuji: I've claimed him for the aroaces!!! no one!!! YIPPEE!!

My non-romantic OTP for this character

BOTH: ok well tragic siblings sweep numero uno I always think about what would've happened if they got to spend more time together. like i just KNOW 5 seconds after the novelty wears off they're gonna be bickering nonstop bc they are quite literally polar opposites ASDJKGHEQWT

Kaoru: HM. Good question! I don't know if i have a dynamic ive delved super deep into w/ her but like. honestly? it'd be interesting to see what would happen if she interacted w/ some of the ichigang girlies like saeko & seonhee...

Ryuji: WORSTIES! I love thinking of his dynamic w/ Mine its so funny to me (and like. entirely made up lmfao). i will also give a shoutout to his rivalry thingy w/ Daigo. high school bully... shoving that emo kid in a locker.........

My unpopular opinion about this character

Kaoru: shes a woman in fandom i'm sure the list could be 9 million miles long. uhhhh i guess i just wish more ppl drew/wrote stuff w/ her? i think she's neat and i'd like to see her around in the tag more often (<- though this goes for other female charas as well. like hana. or yayoi. or mikiko. or-)

Ryuji: uhhhhhh . [taps the aroace sign] i don't ship him ig? granted thats also another thing thats always an unpopular opinion lol. ig in particular i moreso prefer his dynamic w/ Daigo non-romantically???

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

BOTH: THEY SHOULD'VE HAD MORE TIME TOGETHER............. insane to me that the ending of 2 is just "we're siblings" "woah cool. [dies]" "oh that sucks :( im gonna go make out with my crush" like GUYS?????? its so dumb its hilarious but also please . please. interactions. please. cries.

Kaoru: I wish we got more stuff that wasn't tied to the romance plot...... i thought some of the tidbits from IW were fun (like her lil pivot in her career path) but like.... there's such a big focus on the romanceeeee i want more general infoooooo

Ryuji: dead souls canon real stop lying rgg i know the truth. in that vein though if we could've gotten him trying to find out where she went (bc i dont think anyone told him about the america trip) + like. trying to reconnect ... idk it'd be fun i think......

[sugarsnappeases]

tag game

okay showing up so late and likely with a lot of rambling but thank you so much for the tags @fxreflyes and @static-radio-ao3 love seeing little insights into ur lives <333

fave colour: red/pink!!

last song: i've had chappell roan's album, the rise and fall of a midwest princess, on repeat all day to try and somehow magically imbue myself with the strength to write my essay (which i've done now! mostly! gonna look it over tomorrow but it's basically done!!) but the specific song that's playing as i hit post is femininomenon!! a classic and a banger

last film: i rewatched pirates of the caribbean 2 w one of my friends (who had never seen it before can you guys believe that?!?!) and it's still as brilliant as ever, four and a half stars on letterboxd (there's no rhyme or reason behind my star system on letterboxd like i do it on the vibe in the moment and am now wondering why i didn't give it five stars??)

currently reading: okay so boring answer is 'the decameron' by boccaccio, i'm studying him for the second part of this term and really shot myself in the foot bc i didn't realise how fucking long it was (nearly 700 pages) and i have NO time ever so it's gonna be a little miserable over here in roughly two weeks when my first essay on him is due.... seems interesting tho i've read like 40 pages so far.... more exciting answer is anna karenina!! started reading it in the holidays (when i should've been reading the decameron lol) and have only read like one part and a bit so far bc i never have the time for fun reading during uni :(.... gimme like three months tho and i'll get back to you guys, i really enjoyed the bits i have read and will absolutely have some marauders-related thoughts once i have the full picture (incapable of not linking all media to them)

currently watching: i just finally started watching the sex lives of college girls, which was soooooo long overdue, i've watched two eps so far and am loving it a lot, think it's gonna be slow going tho bc. busy :(... i also rewatched the first two eps of new girl a couple days ago bc sude and i were talking about it and i felt it had to be done... wanna do a full rewatch bc it's been so long but alas, again, time is of the essence, and also i'm always very slow at tv shows... anyway

currently craving: like. spare time. ig?? no more essays?? that's the main thing that i think would make my life exponentially better.... we're at 3/8 now tho so like... slowly crawling through them.... also every time i've gone to tesco recently i've been eyeing up the raspberries, just waiting for them to go on some kind of clubcard deal so i can pounce, raspberries are my fave fruit but they're always so fucking expensive the world is so cruel to me

coffee or tea: tea!!! always!!! can't stand the taste of coffee and i think that much caffeine would send me into like cardiac arrest or something. but also i'm not huuuuuge on tea either (not very british of me ik) like i only ever drink it when i'm w other people who are drinking it or when i'm writing an essay and need some willpower/energy/to procrastinate a little... like i'm not a cup of tea at all times of day kinda gal at all

not sure who's been tagged so soz if u've already done it but no pressure tags for @quillkiller @themuseoftheviolets @stillagoodwitch @inevitablestars @sixlane and whoever else wants to <33

[the-kr8tor]

“no one brought up where hobie’s powers are”

okay but i literally reread everything because i was like “was that person right?? was that gwen??” and i was so confused specifically about how he was lying about getting tired of holding r like “wait is r just assuming he’s lying or is he actually lying? is he just really good at hiding spider-punk stuff or does he have zero powers in this? but wait it’s tagged as spider-punk so??”

then literally that day the chapter where he gets bit published and i was like “ah, there we go”

@thesevenofhearts

HI, ANGEL!! Im gonna reply to your other comments here too if u don't mind ❤️

Welp 😅 i should've hinted it more in the earlier chapters. I wanted Hobie to undergo some kind of change too since R has one, him getting bitten was perfect for it. Oh and omg you've read it twice?! Oh my heart ❤️ thank you 🥺

YAYYY Im glad i translated that scene well in writing! The suspense was a hundred percent my intention. LMAOO 🤣 IMAGINE THO! She's scratching her head wondering how the pants are so small on him, meanwhile Hobie's having his second puberty 🤣😂

YEP YOU'RE SO RIGHT ABOUT THAT! It's kinda impossible for his body not to also change physically so I had to add that tiny detail ☺️ I had r react like that bc it would be my same reaction if my bestie (loml) would suddenly lose weight lol she would most definitely be concerned but definitely she would go "ooohh abs" when she finally sees Hobie without a shirt and explain it to her. Poor Hobie having the most stressful week of his life after he got bitten 🤣😭

Thank you, Gorgeous!!! I love hearing your thoughts ❤️ o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o

[localkiss]

Screaming for attention!

manipulative brothers best friend re4!leon kennedy x fem!reader

cw: DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT!! Mentions of past grooming by leon, age gap(~8 yrs), manipulation, guilt, dirty talk, p in v, afab reader, noncon creampie, slight anal/talks of anal, codependency, slapping, daddy kink, pet names, depressed thoughts in the beginning, chubby/thicker reader, manhandling, praise kink, degradation kink, talks of pregnancy (just a bit), oral (f receiving), virginity talk, controlling leon, obsessed leon, slight size kink if u squint!

note: hhh... read the warning lol before you comment. I was going to put more of leon being so fucking weird but erm, decided not to. not proof read btw!! but i do want to say i am a victim of SA and i used to heavily think about him and wished that he went further. lol idc what people say, i still struggle thinking like that, but ik it's wrong. so yes that's what this fic is loosely based on -_-

wc: 3.1k! tags: @xoxostarlet, @fairry1 bc I love u :33!

Maybe it's for the best. No more surprises. This is nothing new. All you can hear is deafening silence, swallowing you up in a warm cocoon, suffocating you like a million years of guilt and thousands of weights on your throat and chest. 

You can't help but wish he had done more. Maybe he would've if he could see your thoughts. Maybe he would've stayed.

But those sleeping pills really did a number on your body. You tried to overdose on everything you could, even your antidepressants. Yeah, it was dumb. But it was all just killing you from the inside anyway. 

All you can do now is just sob violently into your pillows. Claw at the sheets and at your scalp, so pathetically. No wonder he chose you. So fucking easy to manipulate, to knead into someone he can use. No wonder he said he only loved you like a friend after he finally got caught in the act.

Whatever it was that he said, you can't remember exactly. You just tuned him out. White noise oozing into your eardrums like water does when you stand underneath the showerhead. He didn't apologize. Didn't explain. Didn't even try to. All you did was cry and plead for him to stay. 

"Please don't leave me, Leon. Please, I can't live without you! I love you! Please!" You sobbed into the phone because, yeah, he broke up with you over text. It's not like you guys were even in a relationship. The age gap was too big and illegal to even be considered a real relationship. 

You knew he was so much older than you. Liked it. Knew it was wrong, yet went forward with it. He should've stopped it. Should've. But he didn't, though. 

You still love him deep down in your heart. He was your first love. First 'boyfriend'. First person to grope your body. You asked for a kiss, and he pressed his chapped lips against your forehead. He asked you for ass pictures, and you gladly sent them. Giggling happily whenever he complimented you and your body.

He's still your ideal type. A cuddly, tall, muscular brunette. 

You wish you could stop yourself from comparing every guy to him or hoping they won't end up like him. Using you and throwing you away as soon as they got what they wanted. 

But, now that you're legal, he reached out to you. Said some nonsense to try and get back into your heart. You didn't even care what he said. Just wanted to feel alive, to feel loved, and to be loved again. Even if it meant being loved by your abuser, you would let him drag you through hell and back if it meant he would love you like he did in the past. If it meant you could feel happy, free, and weightless again, you would march into hell with him.  

As messed up as you are, you would do anything to make him stay. So that you can feel full again. Happy again.

"Wish you would've taken all of my firsts," you pouted as he pulled away from your lips. Swollen and red, so pretty.  

Leon grinned and raised an eyebrow at your statement. "Really, baby girl? Damn," he bites on his lower lip, and his thumb brushes across the apples of your cheeks. 

Taking in the way you look different but still the same as you were years ago, just a bit fuller in your hips, thighs, and stomach, he remembers when he gripped your thigh with both of his hands. Couldn't even manage to grab ahold of all of the fat. A few inches away from completely grabbing your thigh with both hands. 

Now, he probably couldn't even make it so that there were a few inches between his hands; it would be a bit of a distance. That's how much you've grown width-wise. Length wise, you haven't really grown much. 

"Yeah, daddy," you preen under his attention, shifting your weight from your heels to your toes, and back down flat on the floor. "I mean it." 

He lets out a soft chuckle, and his calloused hands softly grab onto your shoulders, rubbing small circles into the fabric of your shirt. "Wish I could've taken all of your first too, baby. I know I would've made it all special for you. For my special girl." Leon coos, his head dipping down to lick into your mouth.

Hot spit trickles down the back of your throat and onto your chin. Making you squeeze your doughy thighs together, moaning as his hands squeeze down to your ass. Pressing you up against his built body. His hard-on throbbing against the confines of his skinny jeans, onto your soft, pudgy tummy.

He groans as you tug at the hair on the back of his head. Pulling back and squishing your cheeks together, and then tapping your face as you try to press your lips on his. His blue eyes darken as you moan when his hand makes contact with your face. 

"Fuck," he grips onto your chin, forcing your mouth open to let a wad of spit hit the edge of your tongue, letting it slide down into your tummy. "Daddy knew you'd like that. I've got a slutty little princess, huh?" 

It's a rhetorical question, but you answer with a few quick nods.

"Yeah, daddy, I'm your slutty little princess." Always so quick to repeat what he said. What he drilled into your brain years ago obviously holds up. You still want to make him happy, even if he ruined you for anyone else. Ruined you for life.

The corners of his lips quirk upwards, his hands giving your ass a quick squeeze before he pushes you down into the bed. He climbs on top of you like a hungry animal, licking his lips at the sight of his prey.

A whine escapes from your throat at the sight. He's gotten even more attractive and bigger, and it's making your brain all mushy. Shooting directly down to your core, feeling it gush out slick onto the gussets of your panties. 

You lick your lips and wrap your legs around his hips. "Please, Leon." 

He lets out a low growl, his veiny forearms coming up by the sides of your head. Firmly planting them on the mattress as he rocks his hips into yours. His bangs fall into your face as he teasingly grazes his lips against yours. Panting hotly against your lips. 

"Relax, baby," is all he says before he moves his mouth, making a wet trail from the corner of your lips down to your jawline. 

"Let me love you." Leon murmurs into your skin as he sucks a hickey underneath your ear, making you gasp and squirm beneath him. 

You become pliable, easy to bend, and easy to please. Brain too foggy to clearly think straight. Leon's marking up your neck like you'll try to run away from him. It's like you're his property now. God, you've always been his, ever since that fateful day, right?

Just a few words, and he can do whatever he wants with your body. Maybe one day you'll let him take your first time with your other hole. Who knows. 

"So pretty, fuck," his tongue dips between the valley of your breasts, hands grasping at your shirt to push it up, exposing you to his hungry eyes. His knee slots between your thighs, making you squeak and squeeze his leg involuntarily. Pressing your tits together to swipe his tongue across your perky nipples. 

Bathing your tits in his spit, he suckles on them like a madman. Enjoying the way you mewl and gasp, using his teeth to draw out more noises from you. Obsessed with every single part of you, even the not-so-pretty parts. He has you mapped out in his mind, his sweet, supple princess. 

"Has anyone ever eaten you out?" Kissing your areolas, soothing the small bite marks he left. He looks up at you through his eyelashes, brows furrowed in concentration. He's doting on you like it's the last time he'll ever see you again. 

"No," you say, pressing your lips together in a flat line. Feeling your stomach tighten up with butterflies and hints of nausea. 

Leon likes that. So much so that he smiles into your stomach, softly gnawing on the pudge around your belly button, earning some soft squeals and pats to try and push him away. He wants to make you crumble under him, submit to him, and never leave. Never want another man. Always comparing someone to him, wishing they did it like him. He wants to plague your mind and control you from the inside out. 

He wants to tie you up in his bedroom and never let you leave. Live your own life? No. Leon wants to drill it into your brain and body that he owns you, no thoughts about anything else but him and his body. 

He pulls down your shorts and panties in one go, watching the string of your arousal stick to the gussets of your panties. His large hands pry open your legs, pushing them up to your chest and holding them down with his weight. 

"Remember this," he spits onto your pussy, watching it swim down to your holes. Squeezing your legs when you squirm a little too much for his taste, deciding to spit once more to make sure you'll have his DNA in you for the next couple of days. 

Pressing chaste kisses on your clit because he knows it'll make your mind go all fuzzy and only think of Leon, Leon, Leon. And how good he's making you feel. Nobody else but him.

He dips his tongue between your folds and begins to languidly make out with it. Thrusting his tongue and swirling it upwards as his upper lip continues to make contact with your clit. Drawing out all sorts of pathetically cute noises from you. 

Wishing he was recording this so he could show it to his friends and brag about how he has molded you to be his perfect girl. You're not a woman until he fucks a baby into you. 

"You like that?" He suckles on your clit and gently bites down on it. Watching the way your face crinkles up and how you squeeze your eyes shut. Everything you do amuses him. 

"Daddy, mmh... god, yes!" You grasp the sheets as you feel a warm, fuzzy feeling in your lower abdomen. Toes curling as Leon fucks his tongue into your drippy hole. 

He shakes his head, pressing his nose into your sensitive bundle of nerves, trying to get you to cum quickly. 

Your hands desperately try to reach for Leon for comfort as you stumble into an orgasm. "Daddy... Mmphh—fuck!" 

Legs kicking out and vibrating as he coaxes you through your orgasm. Slowly swiping his tongue through your folds to slurp up all of your cum, he presses soft kisses all around your pussy. "Such a good girl," he sighs. 

Leon spreads your legs, kissing his way up to your face. He licks his way into your mouth, forcing you to taste yourself on his tongue and gulp down some of his saliva. "So easy." He puts his hand on your neck, lightly applying pressure as he goes back in for more kisses. Make sure you never leave this cloudy state of mind, so he can do whatever he pleases with you. 

"Maybe I can even eat you out here," he says, letting his hand wander down to your asshole and lightly tracing the rim of it. Feeling you tense up brings a sly smile to his face. "No? Okay. Maybe next time." He chuckles and pulls back to unbuckle his jeans. 

Slowly undoing his belt and putting it next to you on the bed. Unzipping his fly as he makes direct eye contact with you the entire time. He makes you gulp nervously as he finally pushes his jeans down his muscular thighs.

Your eyes immediately jump to his hard-on. How does he even keep that thing in there? It's begging to be freed, and quite frankly, you want to run away out of nerves, not believing his cock can even fit inside of you! What the fuck did Leon even eat for it to even have grown that big and thick?

Leon sees the cogwheels turning in your head as he steps out of his pants. With each step he takes, it bounces against the slightly stained, striped fabric. "Baby, don't be so nervous. It'll be alright." His voice is soothing and convincing, almost hypnotic in the way it makes your body buzz and your mind go blank. 

It is a bit terrifying to think about the effect he honestly has on you, your mind, body, and soul. 

"Are you on the pill?" He asks, although he already knows the answer. 

"No, I'm not." You mumble shyly. Embarrassed to not be on some sort of birth control.

Leon reaches down for his wallet and pulls out a condom. "Good thing I always come prepared, huh?" Chuckles as he pulls down his briefs, stepping out of them as he tears open the condom packaging. He slipped it on his drippy and flushed tip, sliding all the way down to the base. 

Slowly kneeling on the bed to lead his dick to your hole. Sliding through your folds to gather more fluids to make the first push easier on you. 

"Ready?" He grunts as he teases you by tapping himself on your swollen clit. 

"Uhuh, 'm ready," you whine as he slowly eases himself into your pussy. 

Moaning as you helplessly flutter and tighten around his shaft. Watching your face carefully as you scrunch and tense up. Stopping halfway and grabbing ahold of your hand, his other one grips the fat of your hip so tight it'll leave a bruise the next day. 

"Almost there, baby girl, doing so well for me," he presses a soft kiss to your forehead as he drives more of himself deep inside of you.

You look down at your stomach and tighten around him as you notice the bulge from his cock being so big and deep inside of you. His tip is brushing against the opening of your womb.

"Nnh, Leon, too big," you gasp as he rolls his hips against yours. Legs squeezing against his waist as he slowly starts to thrust shallowly.

"Baby, relax. Can barely pull out of you," Leon rasps in your ear, sending chills down your spine as you try to force yourself to relax around him. 

"Mnmph, sorry, Daddy. Please—" you pout, squeezing his hand tightly. Trying to signal for him to start pounding your needy cunt already.

He nibbles on your earlobe, slowly shifting his hips to thrust in and out of you properly. Soft plap, plap, plap, of his body hitting yours, making sure that he hits your g-spot. 

You swallow a whine as he lets go of your hip to lazily rub his thumb on your swollen little button. Hearing the way your breath hitches and seeing the slight curve in your spine makes all his administrations worth it. Slowly speeding up his movements as he squeezes your hand, groaning low in his throat when you clench around him tightly like a vice. 

"Tight cunt all f'me," he thrusts harder and harder, making it difficult to keep quiet. Soft punched-out cries leave your lips alongside Daddy, Daddy, Daddy's. "Fuck, daddy's gonna make you cum so hard around his cock, might even make you scream." 

Leon slowly pushes your legs up, putting you into a mating press as he drives himself deeper into you. Fucking into your womb, which craves his thick cum. Ecstatic with the idea of 'accidentally' slipping the condom off and cumming deep in your womb. Get you pregnant and finally be his woman. 

"God, wanna get you pregnant so bad, baby," he pants, bangs falling into your face with each harsh thrust. "Would take care of you and the baby. Mmhh shit—would suck the milk outta your fat leaky tits." 

Drools into your mouth as he kisses you with fervor, teeth clashing as his dick continues to fill up your sloppy pussy. 

"Leon, please, 'm so close," you hiccup as he vigorously rubs your clit in tight circles. Your legs brush up against his head as you feel that familiar warm coil in your stomach. 

"Cum for me princess." Leon's eyes darken; pupil's swallowing up his iris as he watches you unfold before him. Because of him. 

Your body tenses up and convulses with each swipe of his thumb on your sensitive nerves. Letting out a silent scream, your eyes close tightly as you try to hold onto Leon as best as you can, feeling his hot breath on your kissed, swollen lips. His fat cock is hitting all the right spots, almost painfully good as he fucks you deeply. Constantly pressing up against your womb, making your toes curl. 

Slowly rutting through your orgasm, he feels his own start to creep up on him. "Fuck, hold on, baby. Gonna pull out for a sec," he pants, pulls out of your heat, and discreetly pulls off the condom, letting it fall on his jeans. 

He quickly puts it back in before you can notice, giving you a spine-chilling smile. Giving you a few pecks on your lips and on your forehead as he uses you like a fleshlight now. 

Letting out soft whimpers and moans, he puts his head on your shoulder. The sounds of sex are his favorite sounds. Your crying is his favorite sound in the entire world. Nothing can top you crying out for him while moaning like a total slut. 

"So fucking hot, Jesus Christ," he groans, hips rabbiting into your pussy. Your insides are so warm and so wet, he feels like it's the first time he's going raw ever. Orgasm on the fence with each thrust. That and you're making all these noises, it's hard for him to concentrate on not cumming so fast. 

"G'nna cum, babe, holy fuck—" He lifts his head off of your shoulder and kisses you feverishly, spitting deep into your throat. Putting his forehead on yours, his nose touches yours as he grunts, pumping his cum into your pussy. Sticky white ropes straight into your womb. 

Panting and whimpering as his cock slowly ruts into your messy cunt. "Fuck... So good," he chuckles lightheartedly. 

Your pussy quivers around his shaft as it softens up. It feels so hot and sticky, and your mind is too fuzzy to even process that he came inside. A dumbfounded smile plastered on your flushed pink face makes his heart swell up. 

"Such a good girl. My good girl, right?" Leon nuzzles his nose against yours. Driving the fact that you'll always be his. Even if you move across the country, he'll always follow. Always in your shadow. 

"Uhuh," you respond shyly, giggling at the affection he's giving you. His eyes soften up, and you take in his face. The light stubble, small acne scars, and the way his hair is fading from dirty blonde to brown. "always, daddy." 

[jimothystu]

Top Ten Fic Game! share your top [10*] fics by Kudos! drop the links so people can read them! bonus: do you agree or disagree with the readers on these being in your top 10? tag some homies who might want to do it too!

thank you @milf-arteta!!

10 better than in my dreams [cole caufield/nick suzuki]

agree/disagree?

this is one of my personal favourites, so i'd say i agree that it's one of my better ones. though i feel like more of my recent ones are better in general re the writing style, the plot, etc.

9 later [juraj slafkovsky/arber xhekaj]

agree/disagree?

oh yes. this was my first xhekovsky fic and i fucking love it lmao. it was so much fun to write and also @donttelltheelff helped me with it so that made it extra fun. idk i also just enjoyed the like, not quite edging but the teasing of them almost getting time to be alone together but things keep coming up. but they do, eventually, get their alone time in the second chapter lmao.

8 you're my instinct [auston matthews/mitch marner]

agree/disagree?

meh. this was one of my first hockey rpfs i think, and maybe the first one i wrote for 1634 so i don't feel like it's my best work.

7 they're not glass slippers but they're close enough [tim stutzle/brady tkachuk]

agree/disagree?

i love me some crack mixed with more serious stuff, and this has pretty much everything - crack/fun, smut, and fluff. i also just find the idea (shoutout to @may-the-puck-be-with-you) to be hilarious - timmy seducing brady with crocs lmfao.

6 the bitterness upon your lips [juraj slafkovsky/arber xhekaj]

agree/disagree?

i am a sucker for angst. writing and reading, and i also like how i was able to have various hab players in it, not just slaf and arber. and it was fun to play with the jordy/arber roommate thing a bit!!

5 paper thin walls [auston matthews/mitch marner]

agree/disagree? neutral

i liked the idea i had for it (4 times auston heard mitch through the walls + 1 time he joined him) and it was fun to write for the most part, but idk reading it now i'm not super proud of the way it was written ig, or i feel like i should've added more maybe

4 the secret truth off your numb lips [tim stutzle/brady tkachuk] ignore the title similarity to number 6 i named it without remembering and then just couldn't think of anything better

agree/disagree? neutral

this originally went down a different path and was going to be pretty angsty, but i changed the second half of it and while i do like how it turned out and i liked writing it etc etc part of me still wishes i had finished the angst part. but i did save the angst i'd written so i'll probably write a different fic around it

3 don't break the dam or you might drown in the current [tim stutzle/brady tkachuk]

agree/disagree

this fic. this 12k fic. this is one of my favourite fics i've written. it was very self indulgent and i 1000% projected onto brady so that in and of itself was therapeutic lol. but i'm also just really proud of how i wrote the emotions and how i conveyed everything. and how i was able to write so much!! it's the longest fic i've written to date

2 intoxicated [tim stutzle/brady tkachuk]

agree/disagree

hell yeah i love this fic. writing it was so much fun and i do go back and read it (bc if i don't want to read my own work then why bother writing it). it was just some dumb idea i had one night while trying to get to sleep and it turned into a crack/fluff piece that i enjoy a lot

1 je t'aime [thomas chabot/josh norris]

agree/disagree

okay this is also one of my favourite fics i've written. chabby and josh grabbed me by the throat and i just had to write something about them. i'm actually shocked and really happy that this is my top fic because i didn't think there'd be that many people who'd want to read about this rare pair! but i love it, and i am tempted to make a part 2 at some point!

tagging @saintknightcowboys and any other writers who'd like to do this!!

[wexhappyxfew]

Omggg hiii

About the director's cut... is there any part with Toye and Natia that you didn't keep in?😩 I love both of them omg

AH HELLO! [thanks so much for stopping by :D] Toye and Natia (cue me absolutely screaming bc these two are my tragic duo that deserved better). I am BEYOND ecstatic to talk about them (ESPECIALLY, scenes that I didn't keep in or conjured up!). Thank you for loving them :) they deserve it and I hope *somehow* with postwar I can achieve that for them!!

There were multiple instances where I had scene ideas for Toye and Natia together but ultimately, it never came to fruition (which I look back on now and I go 'darn I should've kept it in' or 'should have done it this way', anyway lol!). There were a multitude of scenes that I feel I could have added, but for the way I wanted to form Natia and her story, they just weren't needed I felt and I could form those types of conversations into later conversations ultimately [so that was sort of the thought process].

I'll be honest Toye and Natia came out of left field for me because I went into Landslide not even sure if I would have Natia even being interested in anyone; Natia's story [now that it has grown more complex] was ultimately the entire plotline and goal from day one that I wanted to write on and develop and so a *relationship* in some way on top of it was sort of just, if I can make it happen I'll have a stab. And so Toye and Natia really came from that, just to clarify it first LOL.

There are two specific spaces that I can envision in my head as places where more scenes could have existed: 1 being Bastogne mainly. Bastogne really gives a lot of open space to really create some scenes that are important for characters and such I feel. I found myself with a lot of open space in those Bastogne chapters and so I really tried to construct things that worked within that space and most importantly, were important to Natia's story. The 2nd place I feel goes to Holland (likewise to Bastogne). There were a few spaces of time I skipped that I kind of regret skipping - ie, Natia in Holland is one of my absolute favorite 'Natia eras'. So, most definitely, that was a space I wished I worked into a bit more (it's just one of my favorite bits of writing!)

So, specifically talking with Holland - I made an attempt at this at first, but I pulled it last minute because I couldn't get it to fit properly but - there was a specific scene from one of the multitudes of Band of Brothers books I've acquired that focuses on Joe Toye and how he goes out with a few Privates or something to capture some of the enemy (this is not at all correct, I'm going off of memory I'll be honest, it's been a bit) and he comes back with the captured enemy and it was sort of shown as this moment that really showed who he was and his character and I REALLY loved it, I really did.

Natia and Toye ultimately stepped off on the wrong feet with each other (and each had their reasons iykyk) and so that really was something to juggle and figure out and ultimately, push forward with and resolve. So having this sort of scene in the fic I feel would've aided with some of their conflict they had with one another in a way - Natia would better see Toye's character in a light that wasn't what she had previously scene and Toye would get to show who he was ultimately, and that was a good solider. I tested the waters with it, but I pulled it last second and might consider turning it into a deleted scene once writing for the entire fic is over!

As previously mentioned, Bastogne makes for plenty of 'openness' I've called it, with writing and making up scenes altogether. There were a few times I considered scenes with Toye and Natia; a possible two-person tag team patrol, where ultimately a few conversations existed, a possible encounter in the early morning where they run into each other, more foxhole sharing (possibly one or two more of scenes like that), and this sort of famed final spoken words before what happens to Toye was at first, going to be quite different. So really, I had a collection of ideas that never really fully came to fruition with Bastogne. [And these may also become deleted scenes in the future as well!]

My main thing with Natia's story though was really to focus on her - she has a whole lot of crap happening throughout and it is stuff that she has to deal with, she can't ignore it - and so I didn't really want to overcomplicate what her and Toye could have. I made it this sort of (not entirely simplistic) but somewhat simplistic, people figuring out who the other is and finding a connection in that, in a way. I wanted it to be drawn out, and I wanted it to take its time and develop as I felt it should. I didn't want to overdo it, I'll be honest, but I wanted to show that it was a constant that Natia had until Toye got hit. And I feel it was really represented in the way it was!

I am more than happy to continue talking about these two with any future questions you may have!! <3 They are quite honestly such a tragic duo that deserved better!! Thank you so much for sending in such a fun ask, have a great day! :D

[ditchedxxx]

21 questions

I'm late I'm so sorry vslndjwndks.

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Nickname: Katie. Sometimes Kates?

Zodiac: I'm not sure if you mean starsign or the chinese year thing, so I'm doing both. I'm a libra, born in the year of the dragon lmao

Height: 4'11 and 3/4 shut up i'm tiny

Last movie I saw: Bleach, the Diamond Dust Rebellion lol. My dad just downloaded it and I had nothing to do so.

Last thing I googled: Uh. A recipe for afritada bc my dad wanted that for dinner.

Favorite musician: ooohhh that's so hard I listen to a lottttt of artists. I think rn the answer is Jojo, because I've loved her music since I was little! Too little too late was my jam as a kid, and god, did I love her newest albums. Oooooh and the updated old ones? The 2018 versions of leave (get out) and too little too late... so good.

Hm. I gotta add tho bc Sara Bareilles and Michelle Branch are right up there with her. 3 year old me could sing Michelle Branch's Breathe, and i still throw it on when i feel senti. Sara bareilles music makes me feel soooo much and i love her.

Song stuck in my head: Ghost of You by 5SOS. It inspired an angsty fic that I'm gonna plot tonight, and probably shelve for future use after I finish my zine piece and my other chapterfics.

My other blogs: oof okay. @apieceforthewrongpuzzle is my studyblr. I don't use it much and mostly reblog, just for resources and helpful tips. @themundanebeautyproj was for a school assignment and I haven't deleted it bc i use it to save posts i want to find easily since i dont use it as often-- ergo, less reblogged shit to scroll through. And @haikyuutales-a-collection is the blog for my haikyuu folktales zine! I'm currently taking a short break from the PR since I don't have discord access, but follow that blog if you wanna be updated about the zine's progress and see sneakpeeks and stuff later on in the creation process!

Do I get asks: I've had a few. Some on anon, most from friends. I wouldn't mind more though!

Following: uhhhhhhh 524...? Whoops

Followers: 80! Wow that's a lot. Thanks guys!

Amount of sleep: usually 8-10? All i know is almost always, regardless of what time i fall asleep, i wake up around 9ish. Recently, anyway.

Lucky number: i've always really liked 7.

What I'm wearing: an "okay? Okay." Shirt that has two sad little cuts in the bottom left from who knows where and black and green sports shorts-- yknow, the weird holey ones.

Dream job: teaching, or something involving museums or libraries. Editing would be nice too.

Dream trip: honestly? Anywhere. I'd love to visit more asian countries tho, especially japan and korea!

Favorite food: bacon or chocolate! Also rice. Fuck yeah rice is great

Play any instruments: i briefly tried to learn guitar but soon gave up. So no. I sing tho.

Languages: English is my mother tongue, obviously, it's what I grew up speaking, but I have a pretty decent grasp of Filipino (mostly comprehension, my grammar is shit). I also know very very basic Mandarin. Not a lot. Briefly tried to use duolingo for french so i have a smattering of vocab in that language. I also once had a phase where i tried russian. I remember like. 2 phrases and nothing of the alphabet. Uh. I know some ASL? Like. 5-10 signs and fingerspelling only tho.

Favorite songs: ..... don't ask me this. I listen to a Lot

Random facts:

I'm Catholic, but not super devout

I sometimes write poetry

You can't see them unless you're rightttt up in my face, but i have some freckles on my nose and cheeks. They're hidden by my dark-ish skin tho.

I like to lick my lollipops slow and whatever idk, and i only eat orange ones

I studied STEM in my last 2 years of hs and hated it, my whole class knew I should've gone humanities bc that's where my passion was

I discovered I liked writing in 7th grade a week after I turned down an invitation from the writing club to join the invitational science club instead. I didn't have much fun. (Seems like foreshadowing....)

I was once in the top 24 students for math in my grade level-- out of 280 students give or take. Only for 4th and 5th grade tho.

Uh. My SAT score was 1440?

Lol they're all acads related bc i went to visit my old school today and have no idea what else to say.

Bonus-- describe yourself as aesthetic things: polaroids and old letters, open notebooks and fountain pens, calligraphy inks in bottles lined up on shelves. Sunsets through windows and a girl with her arms spread wide in the rain. Also fairy lights and lanterns. A single knife blade. Headphones.

Okay! Tagging is hard. I tag!!! @mooifyourecows @sugaandyams @i-am-a-bit-of-a-crank @rootnjoons @lovetinted @cheetahleopard @tentaclebubbles @tendous-satoris @that-one-guy-in-naruto @onceabluemoonwrites @tottwriter @raincloud10 @satans-little-rabbit @cathxstra @glitch-writes @icannotbebotheredanymore @kenmagoesblep @cubistemoji andddd idk im out of ideas for who to tag wow ok.

Just do it if you want!!!!

[feuqueerfire]

Tomorrow Live Blogging

Thought I'd watch a cute GL or BL after finishing Alice in Borderland since that was pretty high stakes and stressful but here I am a few days later, once again starting a high-concept show. There's no romance tag on MDL, so I hope that's at a low

Ep 1: (May 25)

I don't know if I like this beginning. It's a bit cringy and I know this ~threat of death~ to people who are suicidal is supposed to be cool but it doesn't work for me

lol rip our mans (Choi Jun-woong) losing to nepotism

pls this fight to stop this guy from committing suicide

bro why are the grim reapers so cringy

Do I want to watch this show with this much over-the-top humour...

damn these managers are all so annoying

I like Jun Woong and Jade Emperor Director's interactions

oh, is the writer somebody who bullied that interviewer woman?

the memory part feels like I should feel some sort of urgency but I just don't

the epilogue is also cringy

Ep 2: (May 25)

okay you know last episode I was like oh her crying kinda sounds like laughter but now I realize it's supposed to be like that

man i didn't sign up for a school bully storyline rip this is terrible

ah Eunbi having to even transcribe the interview poor girl

So the other guy is looking for something and that's why he always leaves on the dot

I'm just not a fan of her yelling at the victims and then blaming them as a way to dissuade them

so cringy the way she had Eunbi fall and then caught her

Junwoong bringing someone Eunbi used to like is funny/cute

the revenge part of this is also kinda cringy rather than cool

the hell backstory of Kuryeon could be cool

lolol the epilogue of how Junwoong got the mans to come to see Eunbi

Ep 3: Forest of Time 1 (May 25)

I shouldn't be starting this new ep truly, I haven't done much since work ended but oh well

aw Junwoong's father's death anniversary

wait friendshipppppppp yes, Junwoong and Jaesoo friendship since high school and now he's gonna have to save Jaesoo

woah friendssss Junwoong knew what to send to Jaesoo to get him to come out and Jaesoo literally raaaaan to see Junwoong in the hospital because of it T.T

the straw in the caaaan

aw shucks he's gonna get his insurance money if he dies

man this is so fucking sad, I guess I should've been prepared but seeing this poverty suddenly is really just

oh by the way what happened to interacting with people in the last episode vs this one?

ah the life insurance

plsss this epilogue T.T both Junwoong and the Grim Reaper serious man getting conned by cult members because of the mention of Director

Ep 4: Forest of Time 2 and Tree 1 (May 25)

I'll finish up this episode for today and then stop since these drama episodes are in pairs

predetermined predestined chicken by Jumadeung

ahh Jaesoo saying Junwoong sent all of you, right?

friendship T.T

aw Jungwoong making sure his younger self gets to see his dad for the last time before he goes away on business and dies

the problem is I think the next storyline is starting... but I shouldn't watch that now

Kuryeon and the grim reaper man's history

bro this lady and her stalking her husband into liking her lol they're kinda cute though

Ep 5: Tree 2 probably? (May 26)

I was going to just stop watching this and go to ep 15/16 and finish up but I looked at some reddit on-air threads on r/kdrama that said ep 6 was soooo good, so I'm gonna watch ep 5 on 2x speed and get to that

some sort of Reaper's Guarantee of Responsibility

I'm sure this story was good but i didn't care

Ep 6: A Soul Becomes a Star (May 26)

ah finally this is so touching, this old man T.T

old man as young volunteer of the korean war

this man's sad-ass life T.T I can't

(Linguistics) also Dongchil using informal you and banmal with the old man even though he's his hyung bc he's so mad

I know Escort Team Leaderwill show up in hanbok and stuff to escort the old man out but it's funny that he also asked Jade Emperor to give him a peaceful death right before she did

we'll never escape the cringy fight scenes

ohhhh Escort Team Leader was also in the same Korean war troop as this man? I thought mans was a lot older? Or actually I think he was there to take some people's souls from that war and saw him then

This whole Escort Team and Jade Emperor coming from this man is still cringy but at least it's touching this time

old man's name is Lee Young Chun

I still have half a mind to just drop the show but ig I'll just watch the episodes I think are good and 2x + skim the rest

Fave Ep so far

Ep 7: (May 26)

I'm gonna skim through this because I don't feel like watching an ED case now and also the on-air thread said the recovery/ending part of this was badly done

it seems like a fun episode with a lot of humour but I don't actually care and the humourous clapback to weight stuff is still

Ep 8: (May 26)

oh the on-air thread mentioned stuff about Kuryeon and Joong Gil but I didn't expect it to be the first thing of the episode. I too am curious about their history

wait I like this, an inside job type of thing. Jun Woong infiltrating a suicide pact group

oh wait was that man Betamale actually the Grim Reaper or something? or in kahoots with the reaper? he was indeed the one who got everybody drunk and was the only one who didn't leave

oh I really am more of a fan of these thriller sort of storylines with a fucked up people and villains and scenarios than the regular slightly fantasy where the mission is to save people

oh betamale grim reaper killed some of these people as well? or is he trying out a new thing by attempting to kill Junwoong with his own hands?

becoming disabled as a source of punishment i don't like it but it's common

how much do Kuryeon and Joong Gil remember about their past and the nightmare that Joong Gil has?

heh the epilogue with the business card consequences

2nd Fave Ep after ep 6

Ep 9: Someday, Because of You (May 27)

I know this is about pet stuff, so I'll just skip through those and watch parts that are about the lore or group dynamics

oh so they each remember their last life but not previous lives, so Kuryeon and Joong Gil know each other from an earlier life - which is Joong Gil's nightmare unless she's lying

ahhh Junwoong having to learn his mother is sick and his sister is taking time off school to secretly private tutor kids to make money. oof seeing them go trough a hard time but not being able to do anything

aw he had to save his sister, no wonder he ran to protect her

aw poor dog :<

oh the dog has regrets too

ohhh he found the person he was looking for? past love

Kuryeon also remembered Joong Gil in a past life

Ep 10: Breath (May 27)

oh so it was indeed them in their last life? "you killed the person he loves" and she committed suicide?

I just remembered that ep 10 deals with a lot of victim blaming according to reddit

i hate this i hate this i hate this kill him kill him kill him

I was already thinking that although her family wants to punish the guy, it shouldn't be against her wishes and force her to endure everything that comes with it but now we know they yelled at her and blamed her first so just fucking fuck all of them fuck you

"instead of doing a 1-person protest and seeking revenge, go to her side and tell her you're glad she lived" like literallyyyyyyy

so is the woman who Ryung Gu keeps following around is his mother from centuries ago who killed herself?

Ep 11: West Sky (May 27)

Having one episode of it last episode was fine but I'm already tired of the visceral hatred of women and sexual violence storyline compounded with family accusing and demeaning the woman like I'm done idc fuck off i know he's a child but I'm tired of these storylines

agh fuck she killed herself over it fuck

I'm also tired of sexual violence against women being a story about the men related to them

ah yes fuck her she should die if she's a willing prostitute, it's only terrible if was raped and deserved if she wasn't, huh? blagh man I'm so done

oh yeah i am also annoyed that suicide is a sin here and that most of the people who committed suicide go to hell

the nose picking explained

bro we're doing this next ep too? his mom's gonna be suicidal and they're gonna have to help her? like bruh let's be done

Ep 12: West Sky 2 (May 27)

I've decided to skip most of this episode because idc, except for the team and dynamics stuff

fuck ass dream interference, this show is just irritating

ah sad meeting of parent and child for just a moment where the parent will soon forget and the child will go on being a reaper forever

okay so it was indeed not Joong Gil's last life, which is why he cannot remember but it was Kuryeon's last life that's why she remembers

Ep 13: Spring (May 27)

I know this is about comfort women and that's important but 3-4 episodes in a row about sexual violence against women is too much and I don't care about this show and certain aspects of how they handle things put me off, so I think I'm gonna mostly skip this.

damn, fights during war among the afterworld too

aw shucks, despite saying I probably won't watch, I'm watching cuz it's good

Yuni T.T oh noooo

I can't remember the new girl's name but I assume it's Yuni? Since she apparently died as a kid during Joseon vs Japan war

naurrr this ep and these girls' interactions and the meeting of Yuni again made me cry

New Fave ep, very good

Ep 14: Wildflower (May 27)

more Kuryeon backstory

who's the celebrity woman? Was she her friend or enemy? or wait is that her servant lady in waiting person? but idk Kuryeon seemed to be a bit resentful of her or something?

lol past Kuryeon and Joong Gil are cute but I wish they didn't look about 14 so that I could be more invested in them lol

oh yeah in the previous iteration of this flashback I was like oh interesting she still wears the red eyeshadow

why are they gossiping about her? just because she come back alive and they're assuming she had sex/was raped by the barbarians?

oh damn i keep thinking gop-dan betrayed rukyeon but she hadn't yet but maybe she was the one who spread the rumours

oh but she is protecting Rukyeon from the rocks, so I guess not?

I think that in a different show, I would've been annoyed like uhh why is this show veering away from the premise of saving people from suicide into a random Joseon era romance tragedy but here I don't care about a lot of the cases and think a lot of the stuff is cringy, so the cringy young love was par for the course and the tragedy of their married life was intriguing

Ep 15: Circus (May 27)

I'm not supposed to be watching this now cuz it's 12:20AM on May 28 but oh well, might as well

oh yeah Joonwoong is just being told all this without Kuryeon's permission lol

Joong Gil is just way too cruel about suicide man

idol storyline

oh Joong Gil really had wanted to forget his past life, damn

ah fuck

Joong Gil is just terrible

how will they wrap everything up in 1 ep?

Ep 16: Threads of Fate (May 27)

ah fuck it I guess I'll just finish it

ah, so he'd been reincarnated twice since his life with Kuryeon

kneeling tied up and beat up beautiful man <3 I don't like Joong Gil but I know a man in an attractive situation when I see one

oh yeah idk how I feel about Joonwoong and the idol Gon-dap like I guess they could be cute? but I don't feel anything toward them

aw he doesn't remember anything about the grim reapers D:

so are we assuming joonwoong and the idol fall in love?

man idk sure it's fine ig idk

Overall:

There were some episodes that were sooo good and others where I hated how they handled things or were just cringy or were boring. idk if the ending was satisfactory or not - I guess it kinda was? At least I wasn't mad about the ending. I skipped/skimmed some parts but also ep 13 made me cry because it was touching.

Rating: 6/10

[cheollipop]

About "love you goodbye"..

I was crying too like the other anon. A bit angry like "You can just wake her up, why not!! Imagine what she feels when she woke up and you're gone..😭" And then crying again lol me and my emotional thing.

Well that's mean your writing is goodd, simple story with detail explanation. I love it

I'm so sorry about the tears omg 😭 if it helps, I was sobbing writing it too sjdksbdk

I'm so glad I'm getting feedback on this fic despite the tags not working bc I really wanted to talk about it 🥹 -- I'm going to put a small cut here bc I'm just gonna rant for while dhiwhde

for the most part, I addressed reader's pov about seonghwa leaving, but only briefly mentioned how seonghwa felt at the end. I think it's hard as it is realizing that leaving meant the end of a relationship he's had with someone he loves so dearly, but knowing that his partner is suffering just as much (even though they suggested the breakup) makes it even more difficult. however, seonghwa realized too late that he'd been neglectful towards reader, and should've been there for her rather than ignoring the issue at hand. he wasn't the only one hurting, but he chose to disregard that because he didn't want to accept that the person he loves with every bit of his soul is suffering just as much as he was.

I think the way he broke down after he had her for the last time was the final goodbye he needed, and stretching the pain out even more by waking her up only to see her crumble once more... it's probably not something he would want to see. perhaps he wanted to preserve this peacefulness she must have been feeling in her sleep, even if it's only for another couple hours.

it's sad, yes, and probably quite unfair to reader, but I hope you kind of understand where he was coming from.

phew, sorry for the long rant hahaha. thank you so much for taking the time to send me an ask, I appreciate it so so much! I hope you have a lovely day/night annoniee 😚<33

[trappedham]

YES YES YES PICK MY BRAIN PLEASE ITS YOURS I'VE GOT THE SHEI BRAINWORMS NOW

oh, I went through most (i think) of your au/characters tag. I have Thoughts.

Your original idea for how Shei dies, getting bitten by a giant snake(?). Gives me Great Devourer vibes... and not to shamelessly steal or anything but uhh... we all remember Malice, right? Corruptive substance, incurable (save for like Triforce Powers but I assume we havent really unlocked those yet)

Well.

Malice isn't your traditional venom- but Shei isn't your average Hylian either. He literally has the Essence of the Goddess, which is technically one of the counters to Malice, right? But I also think you said he doesn't have the best handle of his powers bc he's The Last Of The Royal Bloodline give or take a thousand years (a legacy of a millennium lol) and he wasn't exactly Born With The Power, so it wasn't meant for him(?) i think? maybe?

ok but the Thing- He and Shei encounter Giant Snake Thing That Is Trying To Kill Them and they react accordingly. I think it's also worth mentioning that this isn't Shei's first encounter with Malice- because wasn't Ganon also literally sealed under the castle? and when the queen died, the malice (and the Goddess Essence) started pouring through roof and ceiling? I think it'd be cool if the Snake Thing like spat Malice at them so they have to dodge projectiles and puddles of evil slime- I also think it'd be cool if there were like Malice ChuChus or something and other Malice variants meant to overwhelm you and distract you. So they both have their hands full dealing with That.

small tw for a little bit of bodyhorror (nothing too mad, not like actual maiming but like. Just To Be Sure) and maybe poisoning?

They defeat the monster, and much to their relief they leave the dungeon with their loot and their lives and set out to find camp for the night. They celebrate their shared victory over a well-cooked meal and candies before turning in for the night. Shei tosses and turns, unable to get comfortable. His arm itches like it burns that he almost thinks fireants made home in his bedroll- but when he pulls up his sleeve to check, it's far worse than that. On his forearm lay the cursed Blightmark of the Malice- it writhes like shadows, shapes without form.

Shei glances up to Link's form, already knowing they're fast asleep. Well... he's not technically dying, thats not something worth bothing to wake them up over, is it? He should let her get her rest, they've had a long day... The next morning, Link notices Shei has fabric scrap wrapped around his arm and starts to worry- was he hurt? is he okay? However, despite these concerns, Shei brushes them off and is quick to change the subject- don't worry about it, it's just a rash, royal skin is sensitive, you know?

Link isn't stupid. She wants to be mad- she is mad.... but fine. Let Shei keep his stupid boy-secrets. He has cooties anyways. Gross.

Link rolls her eyes with a scoff, brushing off Shei in return as she goes to pack up camp so they can move on. They should be heading back to home base to properly recuperate anyways. And then a real celebration is in order. Maybe, Link dares to hope, Shei will have sorted out his priorities by then.

Timeskip bc i dont know what to make Happen after that-

the blightmark's spread mid-bicep, but there's also a spot blooming on his hip- which means it's no longer concentrated to the one limb and is now Goddesses knows where else. Should've cut off the afflicted limb. But even then, would that really have saved him?

(We're continuing under the assumption that Link is Aware of the Blightmark (and probably Impa for Shei and Impa bonding reasons. Idk why I just. Really need a fond dynamic between the two of them. I Like Them A Totally Normal Amount.))

With Malice corruption being an undoubtedly. Unique condition, it is not an affliction easily cured by ordinary remedies. In that vein, I think it'd make a funny amount of sense if the Goddess Essence and Malice were natural counters to each other- and similarly to how they reacted in that cell, the Goddess Essence seals the Malice inside him to keep it at bay- maybe a tricky little bit of foreshadowing that MAYBE THATS WHAT THEY'VE BEEN DOING ALL ALONG??? 0w0 all things need a vessel after all...

Unhinged angst thoughts go brr

Link makes promises she can't keep (Shei's words? 👀👀👀👀) and promises Shei that they'll find a solution, a cure to his affliction- this becomes a point of contention between the two. Link is Upset that Shei doesn't make finding a solution to his blight a priority. She thinks he's just sitting there feeling sorry for himself. Part of her is upset she Let Him Get Hurt. She was supposed to protect him... Shei is upset she still keeps pressing the issue- he knows, he know he fucked up. Bad. She doesn't need to keep rubbing his nose in it. He thinks she's actually genuinely mad at him.

There's barely a moments peace between the two and at some point, Shei starts avoiding her altogether before they can start arguing again. He'd at least like to maintain some dignity... the problem comes when he bumps into Generic Resistance Fighter with Link hot on his heels. Generic Resistance Fighter tells them they're glad they bumped into each other, because they could sure use your help.

(Probably use this sequence to repair their relationship, fun little side quest that makes them put aside their angst and make them work together- I'm pretty sure I'm missing a key member of their team, Stella, and I'm not entirely sure their age range and there wasn't a lot of info when I looked so this is based on what I could find- but they kinda sound like little kidish to me, not like little little but yea- so maybe they ran away from home base bc of Link and Shei's arguing and decided to Live Among The Trees (fun little skullkid nod) for all of 10 mins before breaking down and crying.... unfortunately, that did attract some attention so you gotta fight some baddies while you track them down. Idk I just thought it'd be fun and cute. Maybe Link and Shei have a moment of Understanding.)

Another timeskip!!!! ANGST ANGST ANGST LETS GOOOOO

I can't decide if he goes quietly or. Dramatically or something. But I'm a dramatic bitch soooo....

It's Shei's final moments. He can feel his connection to the Goddess Essence waning, smothered by the Malice within. It's safe to say that he can't use his Goddess powers- it's not worth the energy. Still, the Malice festers and grows, and try as he might it still... affects him.

Blood moons are the worst of it. He feels it, the beckoning of the beast... it calls to him. He must obey his... master.

It calls to him other times as well. Voices. His reflection talks back to him. He should kill the hero. She wasn't up for the task anyway, you're sparing her. A merciful death.

The Mask of Truth does wonders to banish those thoughts. ((I kinda just threw that in there for Impa reasons bc I figure she'd watch him during blood Moon's so he doesn’t cause too much trouble... God I just love sheikah tech ehehhe))

Mayhaps Link has a Bad Dream on one of these blood moons- what if Shei loses himself to the Malice? *cough* dark link fight *cough* (I'm. Such a sucker for dark link content I djdjfkf Love That Shit A Lot. Okay but you remember when Zelda was corrupted in twilight princess and you were made to fight her. Yeah that kinda but like a mix with dark link maybe. It's. So fucked up and personal and I think thats fun. Bonus points Shei fucking dies but comes back like. Fully Corrupted, you have to fight him to get the Goddess Essence or something but you were completely blindsided by this fight and it feels like a gutpunch. He's dead, but he's here- and now you have to kill him. Hylia, how cruel is that. Bonus bonus points for mindfuckery the entire fight, both landing pretty good hits- and maybe throwback to old times when they were training, Shei still makes some of the same mistakes and Link takes advantage of those openings, the better swordsman. She is the Hero's Spirit, after all.

I assume by now, Link has the Master Sword so for funsies I guess it can dispell Malice- tho I think it probably already does its been a minute since I brushed up on my Zelda lore. But anyways, figuring this perversion of Shei's character would disperse into wisps of shadow when she runs him through with her blade, she's quite surprised to find he turns out to be pretty solid.

"Oh," Shei says simply, because that's what you say when you've been stabbed in the gut. "I've always wondered what that... felt like." He coughs, spewing blood and Link shrieks, realizing her mistake. Shei's knees buckle, forcing her to brunt his weight- but they're both slowly going to the ground all the same. Shei wheezes through his breaths, gasping, but there's only a smile on his face. Link is desperately trying to figure out what to do, to pull the Sword out, put pressure on the wound, something anything- just to save him.

Link feels something poke her leg, and glances to find that it's Shei's hand. He turns it over, open palmed and seeking comfort. "I, uh... can't lift it. The best I could do..." She can't deny him this, so she takes his hand in hers and lays beside him, hands clasped together. There's a lot of silence between the two, thinking.

"...is that the master sword?"

"..."

"Stop smacking me, I have a right to know what I've been stabbed with! You do have impressive aim though, did Impa teach you that?"

They can't spend too much time catching up, however- and over time Shei becomes less talkative. One of Link's least favorite moods...

"I don't suppose you have one of those fairies in a jar handy, do you?"

Link shakes her head.

"Hm. You can have your dingy back... You don’t have to... watch this, you know?"

Again, Link shakes their head. She holds his hand tighter.

Shei smiles, rubbing a thumb over Link's knuckles. "I had fun... I'm glad I got to meet you, Link."

Ddjjfjf and maybe some more heartwrenching stuff for funsies✨

Sorry for the delay, my brain functions like. Died or something. Permission to invade your inbox with thoughts? As in. Headcanons and blorbo stuff. I literally love Shei so much I am Attached djdbdjjd

I've been DYING to send something about Legacy of a Millenia for AGES and fkdbjfd

Shei. I like him. Alot. I also know like Not Shit about him bc I didn't do my research so this is completely put my ass-

He likes flowers. He can play the harp or a magical stringed instrument or something and it's cute. Can sew- makes him great for patching up MC's wounds. (I don't know her name bc I'm horrible and terrible I'm sorry sifjdif I promise I went back and looked for it but I didn't know if referring to her as Zelda was okay or not bc of the link thing and I'm. Djdbdjbdjdbd)

I can't wait to see their dynamic 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

Especially if MC is like. Overthrowing the current government but still not completely divorced from them yet 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

And bc she saves(?) Shei at some point- that's gotta count for something, right? I desperately want a push and pull can we trust each other are we enemies are we friends I don't trust you i can't trust you i trust no one else but you imperial scum filthy wretch slow quick burn arson anarchy crimes best bitches dynamic ehehehe

Unhinged Words

Anyways. Them <3

Also headcanon Shei looks something like Anakin Skywalker or a mix with Shiek from OOT

For funsies✨

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM SO SORRY TUMBLR DELETED MY ANSWER ILL RECREATE IT TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY

*ahem*

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MARS I WAS LITERALLY HANDFLAPPING FOR TWO MINUTES WHEN I SAW YOUR ASK EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

AND NOW IM DOING IT AGAIN THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OKAY ANYWAY

100% flowers and harp and sewing and stitching up wounds are his VIBES YOU GOT IT

MC is named Link bc shes the Link figure and Shei's the Zelda figure (ty!!!!!!!!!!)

And I'm sorry to disappoint you but these two bitches are literally the sweetest pair in all of Hyrule. They're too tired for chaos <3 my lil babeys. although an enemies to lovers arson arc would definitely be fun im keeping them cutesey especially since she loses him tragically halfway through the game >:)

i am. So glad you like them i am Vibrating out of my skull rn.

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thats certainly an Interesting look for him but im sorry hes mixed Chinese with ankle-length hair 😂 great vibes though

again THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING THIS IT MADE ME SO HAPPY YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE IT