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goshdangronpa · 1 year ago

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This is super old and has been in my drafts for who knows how long, but let's break these down one by one

Teruteru: Well, this would definitely be a change of pace for DR's rather sexless protags (we love to hc Hajime as irresistible and Kaede as ladykiller, but based on in-game portrayals alone, these guys ain't fuckin). Imagine that each time he likes someone, that person immediately dies, like THH Ch. 1 repeated across an entire game, until he likes someone who turns out to be the killer? Also imagine his reaction to Giant Junko. Okay, I've talked myself into supporting this just for the funny

Mahiru: Did you know she was originally considered for the protagonist role? I guess a lot of you did, or yall just really like her, and/or yall have read Danganronpa MK2. I'm not personally convinced that she'd be all that interesting a change, seeing that she plays just as much of a "serious person surrounded by kooks" role as Hajime. That said, she's much more of a take-charge type, which could take the story into intriguing new places.

Peko: Underratedly spicy. For one, she actually has someone from her own life to protect, upping the stakes of the killing game. For another, her obsessive protectiveness lends itself naturally to a leading role in investigations and trials ... and a lot of angst over each new death. Plus, shit like the Shining Justice gambit show that she's creative in a pinch and terribly persuasive. She could commit to something crazy like that in every trial. Like Kokichi if he wasn't an asshole. Whoa, did I really just compare those two?

Ibuki: I think it's a great idea!

Hiyoko: Honestly, who is better suited for a coming-of-age narrative than Hiyoko Saionji? She hasn't even had her growth spurt yet. There are good reasons why quite a few fans think she should've survived. Starting off as a far less friendly protag than Makoto, she could gradually grow into the hero they all need. As for trials, she may make up for her lacking investigative brains with her sheer intolerance for bullshit (what horrible things would she say instead of "No, that's wrong!" ...). Plus, imagine her in the last trial, coming back from the brink of despair, memories regained, WITH HER GROWTH SPURT. The symbolism!!

Mikan: It's funny: besides Hajime, the real hero of the first trial is arguably Mikan. Her testimony as the medical expert saves everyone from falsely voting Nagito, and Teruteru's inability to recall her indecent tumble seals the killer's fate. With Hajime dead, she could easily emerge as the go-to girl for solving murder mysteries. That said, it's hard to believe the Ultimate Nurse would go through the Despair Disease crisis without getting infected as well ... but what if she IS, and someone else commits murder before she can, and we spend the rest of SDR2 with a protag in Junko's thrall? Mikan might be the next-best MC for illustrating the story's theme of finding hope even in despair's greatest worshippers.

Nekomaru: The first chad protag AND the first IBS protag? Representation! But really: Nekomaru's a smarter guy than he lets on, he knows people well, he cares deeply about everyone in his group, and he would sacrifice himself to save them all - a killer combo for a DR main character. Plus, the dude's all about supporting other people from the bench. It might be nice for him to get the spotlight for a change.

Gundham: Well, he already thinks he's the main character of the universe ... I complain sometimes that when creators have more fun with a side character than the main character, they should just make that side character the main character. That said, and as much as I love the guy, it may be better to get Gundham's giant personality in trickles than through a fire hose, you know? He's a fun dude, but maybe only in moderation.

Fuyuhiko: The survivors have an advantage over the victims in this thought exercise just from having a complete character arc. Of course, there's a whole lotta game before that, and you barely see Fuyuhiko in Chapter 1. Hey, wouldn't it be fun if you play as him, don't even get the option to do FTEs, miss the party altogether, then become the lead investigator when things go murdery? You'd have to piece everything together without having even been present. There's potential in this Protag Fuyuhiko concept.

Sonia: It must be said: a Westerner going to Japan and becoming the leader and hero of her group may be, perhaps could only be, white savior-y. Humble origins are also important for making DR protags relatable, so her royal status would clash with that, too. Those are my only objections, really - Sonia's smart, tough, caring, a true leader, more fun than some would credit, just a good darn character - but they're big. This isn't an attack on the voters who drove her to 3rd place (!), just something worth considering ...

Akane: Fun fact: early in development, she was supposed to be the rival for Hajime, her reliance on gut feeling rubbing against his deductive reasoning. She's literally designed to be the opposite of a DR protag: quick to act on emotion, reckless and combative, not the brightest candle in the menorah. That may make her the coolest and most interesting choice in the whole bunch! I love the idea of Akane as Junko's nemesis, an analytical genius ultimately losing to a girl who knows it's better to be kind than smart.

Kazuichi: He was happy for once. Scared of girls, scared of his dad, scared of the world ... and now he's on an island resort with a bunch of hotties his age! I'm greatly amused by the idea that he'd fight not for hope or the world or anything grand but for his chance to enjoy a sweet vacation. It'd prove futile soon enough as he learns to be scared of his friends, then himself ... which would make it all the more beautiful if he, the cowardly creep, can find it in himself to become the Ultimate Hope. Just saying, don't dismiss his potential as an interesting protag just because you find him a little cringe!

#teruteru hanamura #mahiru koizumi #peko pekoyama #hiyoko saionji #ibuki mioda #mikan tsumiki #nekomaru nidai #gundham tanaka #fuyuhiko kuzuryu #sonia nevermind #akane owari #kazuichi souda #if you feel differently and voted/would've voted differently then I ain't judging #I just thought it'd be fun to consider all the options in detail #sdr2 has such a fantastic cast that could make for so many interesting stories beyond what we got in the game #I love them all man. yes even that one

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eggs-can-draw · 2 years ago

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mikan and mahiru friendship would be sosososo wholesome, just as long as you keep pre tragedy hiyoko away from mikan lol, but after? its full steam ahead with friendship with mikan! and yeyeyeye nagito can do the friendship thing really well! he just needs teaching! remember chapter 1 from the beginning of game to the trial? him and hajime could hold proper convos and were attached to the hip, and thats why nagito going off the deep end HURT so much with hajime lol

have a lovely rest of the day/week! : D

They’re beeeeeeeeesties!! Mahiru helps Mikan and Saionji come to terms with things they are a trio in my head I need this to be known

(also just Saionji maturing and self reflecting and realizing that she was kinda sorta an asshole, growing up yknow?)

Also just. Explodes a bit at the mention of ch1 Hajime and Komaeda. Combusts. Goes kaboom. Commits nuclear fusion.

I have so many thoughts about ch1 Hajime and Komaeda and it mostly just boils down to me infodumping about my takes on Komaeda as a character lmao. I don’t think he lost it or went crazy or anything, I think that a Killing Game is a high stress environment that shows off a lot of different facets of a character. That moment in ch1 wasn’t him losing it, it was just everyone else noticing another side of him that they might not have seen otherwise.

Also I think he’s just ridiculously ill equipped at reading social situations and with reading other people in general. Not saying I think he’s like. An asshole or anything I just think he’s very neurodivergent. I could probably go on about this longer but I can’t think of anything atm

#eggs can answer #Yin #mikan tsumiki #nagito komaeda

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kaito-is-baby · 4 years ago

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DANGANRONPA 2 MASTERLIST

DR2 CAST

DR2 cast with an S/O with sleep paralysis part 1

DR2 cast with an S/O with sleep paralysis part 2

DR2 boys propossing to their S/O who thinks they are cheating

DR2 girls hear their selectively mute S/O speak for the first time

DR2 cast with an S/O who was a burn victim

DR2 BOYS

Hajime Hinata

Hajime Hinata with a S/O with anxiety

Fuyuhiko, Hinata and Mondo with an S/O who has suffered a hate crime

Hajime, teruteru, kazuichi, gundham, nagito, and twogami's with a shsl detective male S/O who has Shuichi’s personality

MONDO, LEON, HINATA AND KAITO WITH AN S/O WHO HAS STOMACHACHES FRQUENTLY

Nagito Komaeda

Nagito Komaeda with a moody S/O who is pregnant with twins

Nagito Komaeda with a crazy S/O who only leaves their house to do bad things

Nagito Komaeda having fun with his S/O

Relationship hc's with Nagito and Chihiro (separately)

Mondo, Leon, Souda, Fuyuhiko, Komaeda, Kaito and Rantaro with a ultimate wanderer S/O who fell asleep on a ship and ended up in Russia

Kiss prompt 47 Nagito

Kiss prompt 17 Nagito

Hajime, teruteru, kazuichi, gundham, nagito, and twogami's with a shsl detective male S/O who has Shuichi’s personality

Kokichi, K1-B0, Makoto, and Nagito with an schizophrenic s/o

Makoto, Shuichi, Nagito, and Kokichi finding out their S/O was abused as a child while arguing

Kazuchi Soda (Kazu has so many omg, we love souda on this blog lmao)

Kazuichi’s S/O pinning after him while he is a remnant of despair and during the killing game

Reader with a crush on Kazuichi while he’s obsessed about Sonia

Kazuichi Souda with a touch starved S/O

Kazuichi’s S/O defending him when Sonia is rude to him

Remnant Kazuichi x Remnant reader headcanons

Celestia, Mondo and Kazuichi proposing to their S/O

Mondo, Ishimaru, Leon, Kazuichi and Gundham’s crush (SHSL Musician) confesses to them with a song

Makoto, Leon, Mondo, Kazuichi, Fuyuhiko, Kaito, Shuichi and Rantaro with a trans male S/O

Mondo and Kazuichi helping their S/O who is having a sensory overload at a party

Mondo, Leon, Souda, Fuyuhiko, Komaeda, Kaito and Rantaro with a ultimate wanderer S/O who fell asleep on a ship and ended up in Russia

Byakuya, Sakura, Kazuichi, and Fuyuhiko catching their fem!S/O singing to herself

Kiss prompt 15 Kazu

Kiss prompt 40 Kazu

Kiss prompt 27 Kazu

Kiss prompt 30 Kazu

Kiss prompt 39 Kazu: Kissing your tears away

Hajime, teruteru, kazuichi, gundham, nagito, and twogami's with a shsl detective male S/O who has Shuichi’s personality

Kazuichi with an easily flustered oblivious S/O

Kazuichi’s S/O is the ultimate satanic

Kazuichi’s short and adorable S/O is insecure about their height

Kaz, Fuyu, and Ibuki huging you

Kazuichi and Gundham with a s/o who has a emotionally abusive family

Rantaro, Makoto, Kazuichi and Gundham finding their s/o asleep on top of them and hugging them

Kazuichi Souda with an S/O who is just like him

Gundham Tanaka

Fuyuhiko, Gundham and Sonia with an S/O terrified of them for what they did as the Remnants and learning to trust them again after the killing game

Mondo, Ishimaru, Leon, Kazuichi and Gundham’s crush (SHSL Musician) confesses to them with a song

Hajime, teruteru, kazuichi, gundham, nagito, and twogami's with a shsl detective male S/O who has Shuichi’s personality

Gundham, Kokichi, Fuyuhiko and Shuichi with a S/O on her period

Mondo, Gundham, and Fuyuhiko calming down their S/O

Sonia,Kyoko,Gundham and Fuyuhiko's meet the Fem!Ultimate Tyrant

Gundham with a shy and clingy S/O

Kazuichi and Gundham with a s/o who has a emotionally abusive family

Gundham finding his S/O cuddling and kissing his devas

Rantaro, Makoto, Kazuichi and Gundham finding their s/o asleep on top of them and hugging them

Gundham autistic S/O fidgets with somebody else’s fingers and gets bullied

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryuu

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryuu's birthday with his S/O

Fuyuhiko, Gundham and Sonia with an S/O terrified of them for what they did as the Remnants and learning to trust them again after the killig game

Fuyuhiko, Hinata and Mondo with an S/O who has suffered a hate crime

Makoto, Leon, Mondo, Kazuichi, Fuyuhiko, Kaito, Shuichi and Rantaro with a trans male S/O

Mondo, Leon, Souda, Fuyuhiko, Komaeda, Kaito and Rantaro with a ultimate wanderer S/O who fell asleep on a ship and ended up in Russia

Byakuya, Sakura, Kazuichi, and Fuyuhiko catching their fem!S/O singing to herself

Kiss prompt 40 Fuyuhiko

Kiss prompt 3 Fuyuhiko

Kiss prompt 22 Fuyuhiko

Gundham, Kokichi, Fuyuhiko and Shuichi with a S/O on her period

Mondo, Gundham, and Fuyuhiko calming down their S/O

Sonia,Kyoko,Gundham and Fuyuhiko's meet the Fem!Ultimate Tyrant

Kaz, Fuyu, and Ibuki huging you

Nekomaru

Sakura, Mondo, Ishimaru, teruteru, Nekomaru and hiyoko dealing with a S/O that has trouble sleeping

SHSL Imposter/Twogami

Hajime, teruteru, kazuichi, gundham, nagito, and twogami's with a shsl detective male S/O who has Shuichi’s personality

Teruteru

Akane, Tenko, Korekiyo, Teruteru and Kirumi with an S/O who has anorexia

Hajime, teruteru, kazuichi, gundham, nagito, and twogami's with a shsl detective male S/O who has Shuichi’s personality

Sakura, Mondo, Ishimaru, teruteru, Nekomaru and hiyoko dealing with a S/O that has trouble sleeping

DR2 GIRLS

Chiaki Nanami

Chiaki and Ibuki confess to their crush who tried to commit suicide

Chihiro and Mikan confess to their crush who tried to commit suicide

Chiaki, Ibuki, Kaede and Miu with an ultimate Voice Actor/Actress S/O

Aoi, Celeste, Akane, Chiaki, Kaede and Tsumugi and their S/O's honeymoon

Chiaki and Chihiro's friendship hc's

Miu, Ibuki, and Chiaki S/O is obsessed with Superhero films

Kyoko, Mikan, Chiaki and Kaede taking a nap with their fem!s/o who has a very bad sleep schedule

Mikan Tsumiki

Chihiro and Mikan confess to their crush who tried to commit suicide

Mikan and Sakura with an S/O with period cramps

SHSL theatre actress coming out as aromantic to Chihiro, Mondo, Mikan and Ibuki but still wanting to date them

Kyoko, Mikan, Chiaki and Kaede taking a nap with their fem!s/o who has a very bad sleep schedule

Ibuki Mioda

Chiaki and Ibuki confess to their crush who tried to commit suicide

Chiaki, Ibuki, Kaede and Miu with an ultimate Voice Actor/Actress S/O

Kiss prompt 40 Ibuki

SHSL theatre actress coming out as aromantic to Chihiro, Mondo, Mikan and Ibuki but still wanting to date them

Miu, Ibuki, and Chiaki S/O is obsessed with Superhero films

Kaz, Fuyu, and Ibuki huging you

Sonia Nevermind

Fuyuhiko, Gundham and Sonia with an S/O terrified of them for what they did as the Remnants and learning to trust them again after the killig game

Kiss prompt 22 Sonia (fem!S/O)

Sonia,Kyoko,Gundham and Fuyuhiko's meet the Fem!Ultimate Tyrant

Hiyoko Saijonji

Hiyoko Saionji teaching her S/O basics of japanese calligraphy and traditional japanese dance

Hiyoko and her autistic Fem S/O who likes to bounce her legs a lot and gets bullied

Sonia,Kyoko,Gundham and Fuyuhiko's meet the Fem!Ultimate Tyrant

Sakura, Mondo, Ishimaru, teruteru, Nekomaru and hiyoko dealing with a S/O that has trouble sleeping

Peko Pekoyama

Koizumi

Akane

Akane, Tenko, Korekiyo, Teruteru and Kirumi with an S/O who has anorexia

Aoi, Celeste, Akane, Chiaki, Kaede and Tsumugi and their S/O's honeymoon

Ships

Owamiki daughter has a secret admirer

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aj28gaming · 4 years ago

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Nagito's diagnosis?

Okay hear me out, what if the only mental illness Nagito has is extreme paranoia or Nagito is just really paranoid about death?

Now listen

Listen

I get that this is gonna be laughed at a lot and probably treated as a joke

but hear me out

So, regarding Nagito's dementia, I already made these posts https://aj28gaming.tumblr.com/post/650577508025155585/danganronpa-messing-up-nagitos-character-cuz

https://aj28gaming.tumblr.com/post/650633399392944128/nagitos-dementia-and-misuse-of-information

But to be sure, I basically explain how and why Nagito has almost none of the symptoms of Frontotemporal Dementia, he might still have it tho, just not the symptoms

But think about this, the only time Nagito has actually acted "crazy" was when the killing game starts. Before that, all we get is a paranoid, self-deprecating boy used to trauma due to his abusive luck cycle. A boy who also has flawed beliefs in the talented and untalented due to the society of Danganronpa. A boy who fears murder and the death of others more than most.

Now, remember, he only gets crazy (I AM ONLY GONNA TALK ABOUT SDR2 BECAUSE THE LATER ITERATIONS AND GAMES AND ANIME ADAPTATIONS THAT PORTRAY NAGITO PORTRAY HIM INCREDIBLY WRONG) when the killing game starts

A killing game

A game of murder and death

And what does Nagito fear the most throughout the first chapter of SDR2 and throughout Island mode? What does he keep making sure doesn't happen? What does he keep asking Usami about while being extremely scared and paranoid about it?

WHAT DOES NAGITO FEAR THE MOST?

MURDER

HE HATES MURDER

HE CONSTANTLY TRIES TO GET HIMSELF DEAD OR KILLED TO ENSURE NO ONE ELSE DIES

Now imagine having a person who hates murder, who fears the possibility of death surrounding him and is constantly paranoid about it

Now put that person in a killing game, you know, A GAME FULL OF MURDER AND DEATH

So you get someone who fears having death and murder around him, and you put him in a place that is full of that, a killing game

YOU GET THIS

THIS

THIS (also keep in mind, NAGITO SAID IN ISLAND HE LAUGHS WHEN HE GETS SURPRISED, NOT BECAUSE HE IS HAPPY OR HAVING FUN)

See the pattern now

If you trap someone in a place full of everything they hate and fear for their entire life

They go crazy

Now remember the links I sent at the start? In them, I explain how his extreme paranoia causes a lot of his actions to happen

One, his coping mechanism

His coping mechanism is hope

He is constantly in denial about his mental state, about the people dying around him

Not saying he doesn't believe people are dying, I mean he struggles to accept that people around him are dying

He needs to find a reason for all of this despair

For why everyone has to experience despair

Nagito is a person who finds reason for everything, basically constantly tries to find order in his chaotic world

Makes sense since literally and figuratively due to his luck cycle, Nagito lacks control in his chaotic and traumatizing life

So he tries to find a reason for everything despairful that happens to him

Basically, "There has to be a reason for my suffering, right? RIGHT?"

So what does he do? He clings to hope

HOPE /hōp/

noun 1. a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen. "he looked through her belongings in the hope of coming across some information" Similar: aspiration, desire, wish, expectation, ambition, aim, plan, dream, daydream, pipe dream, longing, yearning, craving, hankering 2. a feeling of trust. "our private friendship, upon hope and affiance whereof, I presume to be your petitioner" verb want something to happen or be the case.

KEEP THOSE DEFINITIONS IN MIND, TRUST ME WHEN I SAY NAGITO IS TALKING ABOUT THE ACTUAL MEANING OF HOPE, NOT SOME SUPERFICIAL VERSION HE CREATED HIMSELF

So this makes sense right? A person is in a stressful situation which is basically their personal hell, so they cling to hope

Literally

And we get this a lot of the time in real life and in tv shows and movies where people in stressful times cling to hope

So it really isn't a surprise that Nagito does this

So, Nagito isn't worshipping Hope like it's a god, he is clinging to an ideology. He is clinging to positivity, a bright light amidst all the darkness

He is quite literally clinging to hope in a despairful situation, which a lot of people do and most likely the same with you and me.

And again, no, his views on hope aren't due to his own personal opinion of what hope is. The hope he believes in is the literal definition of hope.

Hope as in light amidst all the darkness

He truly does have heroic and good intentions and truly does understand the hopes and despairs of others

He knew Teruteru wanted to continue the culinary legacy and help his mom, that's his hope

He knew Imposter would want to protect everyone no matter what, that's his hope

He knew Mikan killed for Despair, that despair being Junko Enoshima

He knew Fuyuhiko's hope is Peko and that both of them care about each other very much

He knew how similar he and Hajime are and how they are both bystanders and lovers of Hope, for Hajime that Hope being Hope's Peak academy itself and/or having talent

That's why he wants to help everyone's hope. He doesn't want them to escape to "spread their hope to the world," he wants to help them because that is generally everyone's hope in the killing game, to escape and end the killing game. That's why he is also fine with helping the blackened because if he knows all the blackened wants to do is escape

All Nagito wants is for him to be the victim instead of anyone else so no one else has to die if someone must commit murder.

And tbh Nagito has only done 2 things,

One was when he orchestrated his own death so no one else dies during the first trial, but this fails due to his luck cycle

He knew someone would die eventually, and if he didn't do this then either Teruteru would've still murdered someone else or Fuyuhiko would've murdered Mahiru with Peko like in trial 2 due to the next motive

Someone would've died regardless, Nagito just wanted to be the victim to save everyone else. And he needed to make sure only HE BECOMES THE VICTIM which is why he orchestrated it

But alas, his luck screwed it up and Byakuya dies instead.

Second thing Nagito did was try to get everyone killed when he found out everyone were a bunch of terrorists and remnants of despairs. Do I seriously need to explain why anyone would've done this? Especially someone as paranoid as Nagito?

Hell, Hajime almost did way worse because he almost did the complete opposite, he almost pressed graduate so Junko can take over the dead bodies of their classmates and spread despair AGAIN

HOW THE HELL IS NAGITO WORSE THAN THE OTHERS?

HAJIME ALMOST CAUSED DESPAIR ONTO THE ENTIRE WORLD AGAIN AND EVERY OTHER MURDERER MURDERED FOR THEIR OWN SELFISH MOTIVES LIKE TO ESCAPE OR GET REVENGE

NAGITO SERIOUSLY JUST WANTED TO BE THE VICTIM SO NO ONE ELSE DIES AND WANTS TO ELIMINATE DESPAIR

HOW THE HELL IS HE THE CRAZY ONE?

So now I explained how Nagito's paranoia of murder caused him to have a desperate belief in Hope as a coping mechanism in a very despairful situation

Now let's see how extreme his way of coping became. Seeing that he is in his actual personal hell, I would expect it to be pretty extreme.

And it is, a lot of the time.

Even to the point that he uses it to explain the deaths of his classmates and how to cope

Knowing Nagito, he has a habit of trying to find a reason for everything, like a prophecy or reason for his despair like I said before

And how exactly does he do that with the dead bodies of his classmates? He goes and treats them like stepping stones for hope

Basically saying, "Yes, our classmates are dead. But we shouldn't give up, because these deaths, this despair, it's all a stepping stone for an upcoming hope. A future good ending waiting to come, RIGHT?"

I added the right at the end because throughout the game, Nagito doesn't really seem like he only believes in hope. It's almost like he desperately needs and clings to hope.

So no matter what, he has to believe in hope

Because then, what is there left of him to believe in

He is trapped in his personal hell, forced to see classmates getting killed left and right, already experiences and fears the possibility of death and trauma on his normal day to day life, and what's worse is he constantly blames himself due to his luck cycle

He clings to hope, the possibility of a good ending happening in the end

Because what else can he believe in, what else can he live for at this point?

You seriously don't need dementia to explain his actions

All you need to do is remember that all of them are in a killing game

So of course people will go crazy

And knowing Nagito and how paranoid he gets, no wonder he reacts way worse

Nagito isn't crazy, he isn't a lunatic. He is just a paranoid kid who hates and fears murder and despair more than anyone else but is constantly forced to witness it and be subjected to it due to his luck cycle

And to be honest, anyone would've reacted the same way he does, and Hajime is proof of that

Also stop calling him the Joker wtf

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s-serendipit-y · 4 years ago

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getting rejected by the danganronpa cast

synopsis: you confess your feelings, but they’re unrequited

characters: every character from the danganronpa cast - excluding hifumi

notes: nothing this was just plain fun :)

s/o: “i really like you, let’s go out?”

trigger happy havoc

makoto: “oh i’m sorry s/o, i don’t feel the same way we can still be friends though”

byakuya: “why the hell would i date a plebeian like you?”

celeste: “never in a million years dear.”

sakura: “sorry i don’t feel the same way.”

aoi: “i already have a committed relationship with donuts”

chihiro: “is there a program to say no?”

sayaka: “sorry a relationship is the last thing i’m looking for right now”

leon: “yeah�� no”

kyoko: “i already knew, but it’s unrequited”

mondo: “i can’t promise a relationship with you”

kiyotaka: “i only have room for my bro in my heart”

toko: “d-do you r-really thin-k i-i’d leave m-my master?”

syo: “get away from me before i cut ya”

yasuhiro: “i looked into your future, we’re not compatible”

junko: “umm no, i only want despair”

mukuro: “i don’t know how to love, we shouldn’t”

monokuma: “phuhuhuhu, it’s now against the rules to confess your love to the headmaster”

goodbye despair

hajime: “no but we can stay friends, alright?”

nagito: “i’m only in love with the hope you have, not you”

chiaki: “i’m sorry, but i never felt that way for you.”

gundham: “the dark overlord can’t date a mere mortal”

sonia: “forgive me s/o, but i will never feel that way for you”

kazuichi: “you’re not miss sonia”

teruteru: “no, my momma wouldn’t like that”

twogami: “i’m terribly sorry but i don’t feel the same way”

mahiru: “sorry but no”

hiyoko: *laughs at you*

peko: “i’m just a mere tool”

fuyuhiko: “what the fuck? no”

ibuki: “ibuki says no!” *plays song for you*

mikan: “n-no! i-i-i-i’m sorry!”

nekomaru: “I GOTTA TAKE A SHIT”

akane: “sorry to busy training”

usami/monomi: “we collect friendship tokens! not romance ones!”

izuru: “no.”

killing harmony

shuichi: “sorry i have feelings for another”

kaede: “only music brings me love”

kokichi: “that was a lie right? please say it was”

kiibo: “i don’t know much about the love department but the answer you’re looking for is no.”

korekiyo: “how beautiful… but its a no for me”

miu: “no but we can still hookup”

himiko: “what a pain”

angie: “atua says no”

ryoma: “i’m a murderer”

kirumi: “that’s a request i cannot fulfill”

tenko: “you’re not himiko…”

tsumugi: “is this your script for cosplaying?”

kaito: “sorry my eyes are on space right now”

maki: “do you wanna die?” (literally)

gonta: “gonta wants to be gentleman first”

rantaro: “my sisters are my priority right now. sorry”

monodam: *stares*

monophanie: “i’m sorry! but no.”

monokid: “HELL NO”

monotaro: “what were you saying again? who are you?”

monosuke: “youse crazy if you think i’d like you”

nanokumas: (ayo? 📸🤨)

#danganronpa imagines #danganronpa x reader #danganronpa headcanons #v3 x reader #dr2 x reader #danganronpa #killing harmony #goodbye despair #trigger happy havoc

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stalksbyakuyatogami · 4 years ago

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May I get Nagito with an Ultimate Hope!S/O who is so fucking gentle and patient with him? When she first met him, she was only concerned, and not freaked out, and she always gently reminds him how wonderful and beautiful and loved he is, and that she loves him more than anything else?

Nagito Komaeda With A Very Gentle And Patient Ultimate Hope S/O

Okay! She's fuckin' gentle! Geez! /j (￣3￣)

•"I am just a scum compared to you all. You all have amazing tal—..."

•You put a finger on his lip, "Shut up!"

•The first time you met this man, he was gentle. He never said anything offensive. He was always kind around you and Hajime. And of course to others.

•And you loved him for that.

•He always says I am this I am that which you think is not true. So you always assure him that he's more than enough for you.

•You couldn't believe what happened in the first class trial.

•Your boyfriend committing murder just to start a killing game? He attempted to kill a classmate? He prepared a murder plan?

•And instead of breaking up with him, the first thing that came to mind was...

•Is he okay?

•Is he really fucking okay? What can you do to tighten his screws back?

•...

•So the gang ties him up, yes?

•You always go there and feed him since the first time Hajime attempted to do it, he was creeped out and left your poor boyfriend struggling to eat.

•You two talk it out. Basically, you were his therapist.

•You realized that you can never fix this man ever again. And all you need is to put up with his new personality.

•Everytime he slips something crazy from his mouth, you advice him to tone it down. It depends on him if he listens to you, honestly. Most likely will though. He loves ya.

•Your classmates are very amazed on how gentle and understanding you are for that crazy fuck. And not gonna lie, they're starting to be creeped out by you too.

•If Nagito is having one of his crazy hope rants, you listen to all of it since you're the only one who can tolerate him.

•Although, no matter how crazy Nagito was, you knew that he still had his self-deprecating side. But you always tell him that he's not that low.

•He'll listen to you. You're his ultimate hope, after all.

•Please be patient with this man.

•Mwah.

Just a reminder. Please be more specific when requesting something so that I may lengthen the amount of headcanons I can write! The more specific the better.

-Mod Toko [Maki Shift]

#danganronpa #danganronpa headcanons #danganronpa imagines #tw nagito komaeda #Nagito Komaeda #nagito komaeda headcanons #nagito komaeda imagines #nagito komaeda imagine #danganronpa goodbye despair #dr2 #nagito komaeda x reader

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generous1ty · 4 years ago

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shhhh quiet i know i’m not working on prompt requests but let me just have this bc i’ve been having an Nagito angst brainrot while listening to Mitski

ALSO WE HIT 100+ FOLLOWERS THIS IS CRAZY BAHSJKDSKA-- t hank you guys!! aaaa i have no idea what to do for 100+ pls help

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Nobody

genre: angst warnings: painful, heartbreaking, mind breaking, insufferable, non-mutual pining. also wedding clothes(however, things are quite vague for gn purposes) word count: 0.6k

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Nagito had always waited to hear wedding bells.

to be able to dress in a fancy, white, suit; to be able to stand in front of an altar, waiting for your appearance.

to be able to smile so wide that his cheeks hurt from the widened corners of his lips, and be brought to tears because this was the happiest moment of your life.

to be allowed to hear vows come out of your mouth; to hear a lovely speech dedicated to this moment; to hear the lovely smile in your voice.

it was all something he was so happy to see, to hear, to witness.

despite his unhinged excitement, he couldn’t help but feel a small pain in his chest. it could have been the suffocating hope he could feel bubbling inside his lungs, or it could have been the crippling fear of the commitment he had to you.

and yet, when you started to walk down the aisle, he couldn’t help thinking,

wow, they look beautiful in white.

his heart raced and his hands became clammy, holding the box of rings tightly in his hand. he didn’t want to release his grip, so badly. his hands were shaking terribly, mind spiraling into this sinking feeling in his throat.

he’s been so in love with you ever since you had first met. you were charismatic; lovely. someone who not only accepted him, but loved him because of his flaws, as he did with you.

you were perfect, and not many people could see your perfect. Nagito was truly happy he was one of the people that could.

however, he supposed someone else was much more verbal and better at seeing your perfect, as to why he was standing beside the person who was to put the rings in his hand on your left ring finger.

the late nights under the starry sky, laughing as you talked about your futures; the all nighters studying for finals; the sleepovers doing nothing but playing video games and talking about the most random things.

they all meant something to Nagito Komaeda, helping his heart to grow more bigger, more warmer for you.

but in the end, he was just a nobody. no one important. not to you, not to him, not to anyone around him. he knew that all too well.

he expected that with his loving friendship with you, that sometime his misfortune would eventually find him. he was just glad he had prepared himself, or else it would have hurt too much for him to bear.

but even so, it still hurt.

he loved you. he loved you so much. he wanted to hold you, to kiss you, to tell you the vows he had kept deep inside his head. to simply love you.

that’s so selfish. how disgusting of him.

the tears would not stop flowing from his eyes. yet, he only smiled at you and your spouse,

“i’m sorry.. i’m just so happy for you, [Y/n].”

I, Nagito Komaeda, vow to love, respect, care, and cherish my partner until i die.

my loyalty to you, [Y/n] [L/n], will be like no other.

from the moment we held hands at the amusement park, to where we shared out first kiss under the stars, i knew i loved you so deeply that it hurt.

i want to share and create more memories with you. i want to keep loving you. i desperately want to hold you in my arms, and to keep feeling your embrace.

even though i am nobody, you are the person who makes me somebody. you are my somebody, and i will always be yours.

and i promise, that until i die...

i, Nagito Komaeda, will always-- always love you.

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nagito-kissmaeda · 4 years ago

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A Lapse in Judgement - Part 4

CHAPTER ONE: A Dangrous Present CHAPTER TWO: A Past Forgotten CHAPTER THREE: A Foreshadowing CHAPTER FOUR: One Possible Conclusion CHAPTER FIVE: Untethered

Komaeda Nagito x Ultimate Empath!Reader

Summary: Deep down you always knew that it would end this way. Contains: she/her pronouns, emotional torture, canon major character death, suicide ment Read on AO3

You should have seen it coming. Komaeda was weirdly distant after you escaped the funhouse, alone in his room and not answering even when you pleaded for him to open the door. You should have seen the signs, you should have kicked the door down. There were so many things you should have done, but did not. It made sense that someone would finally take the initiative and get rid of him after the bomb threat, you might even have forgiven them if it had been a gun to the head or a knife to the heart.

You cup his face in your hands, staring hopelessly into a set of eyes with nothing behind them. Praying that if you look for long enough you will feel something, anything to prove that he is still in there somewhere. Your throat is dry and raw from a constant string of screams and sobs that you can't even hear.

“Hey, c’mon. You have to get up.” Hinata says, reaching out and resting a hand on your shoulder.

You whirl around and the pity living behind the eyes of six different people slams into you. It only makes you angrier, “I am not leaving him.” you suck a breath in through your teeth, hot tears pouring down your face, “One of you did this .” you gesture to the empty vessel that had once held the soul of the man you loved, “Someone tortured him. You know perfectly well that he wouldn’t have resisted if someone tried to kill him. They didn't have to do this, they could have just stabbed him and been done with it, but no . The mother fucker tortured him.” you turn back to the body and brush some of the bloody hair away from his forehead, “You can do your worthless little investigation around me, but I am not moving.”

Your hear Hinata sigh behind you and suggest that everyone start investigating elsewhere for now. Sonia mutters some words of apology in your direction, but you ignore her and listen as only five sets of shoes leave the warehouse. Your fingers cart shakily through Komaeda’s hair and you ask, “Why are you still here?”

Kuzuryu rounds the body and drops into a crouch on the other side. He doesn't say anything, he just stares at you. Behind his eyes you can feel more than just pity, it’s deeper, more complex. Empathy, guilt, understanding .

“You know what i'm trying to say right?” He huffs, “I don't really understand how your weird-ass talent works, but you felt that. Didn’t you?”

“Oh.” You whisper, heart tensing with a sudden realisation, “Pekoyama.”

He turns away from you, a silent indication that these emotions were for him and him alone, “Yeah.” he says.

You sniffle, trying to stop yourself from crying again while gently stroking Komaeda’s cheekbone with your thumb, “He was scared of dying alone.”

Kuzuryu doesn't say anything, but he also makes no move to leave.

“I know i probably couldn't have stopped it but, i wish i could have been there. I wish he could have seen me. I just hate…” your breathing is raggard, it’s hard to speak, “I know he did some fucked up shit, i know! But I loved him, I did and I don't even really know why. It’s just, it's...just-” your hands are looping around on eachother, circular, as you try to explain feelings that don't make sense, “-it’s like we’ve been here before. Like I love him because I already loved him, and will love him again and again and again ad infinitum.” You’re sobbing now, Kuzurya reaches across Komaeda’s corpse and rests a hand on your shoulder. A noise more like a shriek than a sob rips through you and your hands tangle in your hair, “I feel like i'm going crazy…” you whisper.

“It’s grief.” He replies, “One day, we’ll both get over it.”

The trial is arduous. You were not around for much of the investigation, but that didn't matter to Monokuma, he dragged you kicking and screaming into the elevator and over to your podium. Everyone keeps looking at you, at the way your hair is frazzled from your grasping fingers and the barely dried tear tracks running down your cheeks. You can tell that Souda especially is just waiting for you to snap, like Komaeda once did.

Your fingers are gripped white around the front of your podium, eyes locked only on the photograph across the room. Your mouth curls at the irony, that even he is staring at you. Judging you .

Hinata is leading the discussion as usual, but there is a moment of silence every now and again. Like he is waiting for input from someone who cannot speak. A bottomless void, a lapse in more than just conversation. Hinata clenches his fist tight.

You aren’t paying much attention, your talent has been acting up. You’ve been feeling things that aren’t even there, from a past life? From someone else’s? Nervous shaky hands cupping your cheeks, one hand and one glove slowly lifting the hem of your shirt. Lips that taste like summer and lips that taste like desperation. You can’t remember anything tangible, but god can you feel . Two sets of hands, two pairs of lips. Completely differently but irrecoverably similar. You feel like throwing up.

“What do you think?” Hinata asks and you are ripped back to the present.

“Huh?”

His brow is pulled tight, but his eyes are apologising to you and begging you to stay calm, “Would Komaeda commit suicide?”

“I….WHAT? No!” You can’t believe it, you can’t believe the shit Hinata is trying to pull, “did you see the body? You think he did that to himself?!”

Nanami turns to you. Giving you a gentle smile, “It’s okay.” She says, “we’re just working through it, but we need your help.” you’re shaking with a barely contained mania, teeth grinding and tears building in your eyes. Nanami just keeps smiling, and she means it. You can feel her fear, but even more than that, you can feel how deeply she cares for you. For all of you, “You knew him the best, didn’t you? Do you think he would do it?”

You feel calmer. Taking in a deep breath through your nose, “Not without a reason. He would never kill himself just for the sake of dying, he’s smart. He was trying to accomplish something.”

Nanami nods and rests a hand over her heart, “thank you. Considering what we found in his cabin, along with your testimony, I think it was more than just a suicide.”

What they found in the cabin was poison. Taken from the final dead room. You are dimly aware that it was probably in his pocket while he was fucking you, you turn your eyes to the ground.

“We also found...one other thing.” Hinata mutters, he pulls an envelope out from his pocket and passes it over to you. Everyone is leaning in, trying to get a glimpse at what it is, “It was on the bookshelf, it’s addressed to you.”

Your hands are shaking as you grip the paper. You reach out and trace the lines of your name written in his messy handwriting. The envelope is still sealed.The trial continues.

The reveal of the poison reveals a motive. Komaeda was trying to take the traitor down with him, the poison hidden in plain sight and his luck rolled the dice. Hinata runs through everything, piece by piece but there is no way to know who did it. No way to know who the traitor is. Unless of course, they come forward.

Nanami’s smile is heartbreaking. Hinata’s jaw is clenched tight when he realises the truth, whispering her name so gently so sweetly, like he is begging her to tell him that it’s all just a lie.

You have a feeling though, twisting and turning in your stomach as Nanami begs for your votes. You try and ignore it to just vote for the traitor that Komaeda had wanted to kill, but the longer you waited the more the thought festered inside you. your fingers are still curled tightly around the envelope you don’t want to open, and his fingers are skill curled around your heart.

“Wait!” The word escapes from your mouth like a thunderclap, everyone’s eyes turn to you, “Please don't vote yet.”

Nanami tilts her head, a sweet smile on her lips that doesn't match the sorrow in her eyes “It’s okay. I need to go.”

You feel a tear spill over and run slowly down your cheek. Your hands are shaking, “Nanami. You don't .”

Souda groans, “I thought we were done! Why do you guys keep doing this?”

“Yeah.” Hinata says turning to you, “What is it? What happened?”

Your mouth opens and closes as you struggle to find the words. The room is closing around you and it feels like there is a vice affixed to your lungs, “What if he didn't want to kill the traitor. What if he wanted to kill everyone else?”

“WHAT?” Souda screams, and the room fills with noise. Everyone is arguing and talking over each other, but you don't even hear it. Your fingers are shaking as you flip the envelope over, running your nail under the seam delicately, wanting to make sure it doesn't tear. (you don’t notice, but Monokuma is leaning forward with a grin on his face). It pops open and you reach inside. It isn't really a letter, it’s little more than a few worlds scrawled onto a notecard, but it changes to course of the trial all the same.

My life for yours

I love you

You clap a hand over your mouth and a sob rips through you. Tears rolling down your cheeks in rivlets as your body shakes, you collapse forward onto the podium. Your legs have given out. It was you . That moment in the funhouse, when his smile softed and his eyes turned bright, he thought the traitor was you . Because you took the time to love him, whatever sin he believed the rest of your cohort committed he thought you absolved. Innocent. You weren’t . He died for you and you weren't even the person he wanted to save. Did you even deserve to live now? Knowing it was a fictional version of yourself that he died for and not your true self? You knew the answer, and it made your next move just a little easier.

You swallow, using your arms to push yourself back up. Breathing as deeply and evenly as you can, you force yourself to smile, “I killed him.” the words feel disgusting on your tongue, but they are true all the same, “It was me.” all the eyes in the room turn to you and you can feel them all, the confusion, the hatred, the sadness, it fills you up until you are bubbling over, crying and laughing all at once, “he thought i was the traitor. The grenade with the poison, I threw it. Nanami is innocent.” You pass the note back to Hinata, and his face pales when he reads it.

“But I thought…” Sonia starts, watching the realisation dawn on Hinata’s face, “I thought Nanami was the traitor.”

“She is.” You say, “But...I was kind to him.” You turn to Hinata again, it’s hard to see him through your watery eyes, “Will you convince them for me?”

Hinata’s face is grave, but he nods.

There is little time for goodbyes. Just before Monokuma pulls you away, Nanami grabs you by the hand and smiles.

“They told me to keep an eye on the two of you.” She says, “What happens twice will always happen a third time.

”“What do you mean?”

A tear cascades down her cheek, you notice it glitters eerily in a way real tears never would, “love transcends memory.”

“Wait- Nanami what-”

“ALL RIGHT! TIMES UP!” Monokuma yells, “And I have the perfect punishment ready for the Ultimate Empath.”

You grab Nanami’s hand tighter, desperation racing up your spine, “Nanami, what happened two times? You have to tell me please-”

A metal collar snaps around your throat and you’re tugged backwards, feet scrambling against the ground as it races under you. Your reach out a hand, Nanami’s name screeching from your lips but the familiar figures of your classmates grow smaller and smaller as you disappear down a hallway and into the darkness. Something slams you down in a small wooden chair, the room is pitch black and you can't see a single thing.

You try to struggle and a set of metal shackles clamp around your wrists and ankles. It’s quiet. You can hear the sound of your rapid heartbeat and the whirring of machinery. You’re going to die. A sob catches in your throat and you squeeze your eyes shut to keep the tears from spilling over. Then, a flash of light behind your eyelids, and something (or someone) comes up from behind you, forcing your eyes open.

“No…” you whimper, struggling against your restraints with a new determination. The metal bites into your skin and you writhe and shake, your heart is pounding and you can't breathe , “NO! Don't make me look. Don't. PLEASE!”

Whatever they are using to keep your eyes open does not relent. You are sobbing and begging and pleading, but they make you watch.

Komaeda is sticking the duct tape over his mouth. He lifts up the knife, and the determination in his eyes morphs into fear. His hand shakes, and he drives the knife into his thigh. You scream, trying so hard to escape that the chair is creaking and groaning under you. He stabs again and again and again. Knife down the arm, knife through the palm. You feel it all. Slamming your head backwards into the back of the chair, bitterly hoping that you’ll crack your skull open like an egg. You want to die.

He is just lying there now. All alone. Staring up at the spear where it dangles above him. It hurts, it hurts so much. He is all alone, you left him to die all alone. You’re like a rabid animal, twisting and turning in the chair, unhinged and terrified. He is still just lying there . You can’t stop crying, your chest is hurting from the way your breath heaves and from the shrieks that won't stop leaving your throat. Then, a door opens. Now that you know to listen for it, you recognise the sound of monokuma panels toppling over, and the woosh as the curtain catches alight. The determination in his eyes is back, but then…

“Oh god! Is he back there?” That was your voice, “We need to put out this fire, if he’s back there he's going to die!”

Komaeda laughs behind the tape. Eyes softening. He loves you loves you loves you. He’s going to miss you.

You aren't making any noise anymore, your mouth is hung open in a silent scream as you feel your heart beating in tandem with his, “I love you…too” you whisper, your voice shattered and wheezy.

His eyes open wider and for a moment you think he heard you, but then you realise what he heard was the sound of the fire grenades shattering. For the first time, during this whole ordeal, he feels regret. Just before the poison reaches him, he changes his mind, maybe he doesn't want to die. It kills you. Your very being is twisting and warping, your heart catches on a hook and is reeled back into shore, the tears running down your face begin to boil and steam. You watch him as he starts to writhe, screaming inaudibly behind the tape, struggling against his restraints as the poison enters his system....and you feel it.

Finality, relief, and a bittersweet goodbye.

His eyes glaze over, and your soul rips in half.

But then, the joke is on Monokuma, because whatever he does to you, however he deals the final blow. It doesn't matter. You are no longer there. You’re in a classroom a million miles away, sitting on the windowsill with the boy you are in love with. His nervous fingers, gently intertwined with yours.

#nagito x reader #komaeda x reader #komaeda nagito #nagito komaeda #danganronpa #super danganronpa goodbye despair #sdr2 #there is a happy ending coming i swear

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oatmealzz · 3 years ago

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Danganronpa Games Hot Takes (Spoilers for all Games)

Danganronpa 1/TTH:

I love the first game because most characters felt like they could be real people and were not too anime. People about their pets and stuff like studying, like a regular 16-17 year old who prob wanted to go to some top schools. The executions in this game WERE THE BEST. I LOVE ALL OF THEM. No game can beat the creativity of the first few executions.

I will say that the English voice acting overall was weak and very stilted. The English voice actors did better in their V3 characters than their TTH characters. Of course, people get better as they go and honestly I think they were just miscasted in their characters in the first game.

Danganronpa 2/GD:

I love the trials for this game. Even though, I may not care for most of the characters in this game, they were put into some creative situations.

Nagito had too much screen time and too smart among other things. I feel like he did the same thing as Kyoko in the first game with not telling the player the hints and that was annoying. I feel like he cant have it all, crazy lucky, has a huge presence in the game and is too smart. It’s like PICK ONE and split the rest with other more deserving characters. The thing is that even though I don’t have favourites in this game because most people are either too wacky or bland, there were some characters that would greatly benefit from having more screen time, helpful trial assistance or just plot armour. Mahiru, Soda, Sonia and even Akane. I find Mahiru to be helpful during the first trial, and if she got more screen time or plot armour, her character would be better because without doing her freetime events, no player likes her. I also include the survivors because I think some characters that should be smart like Soda and Sonia aren’t that helpful during trials. Some of the things Nagito did during investigations should have been given to these characters. Well maybe the ones that make sense to their characters, Nagito can keep the time he broke into everyone’s places to trace their shoes LOL. Imagine if no one told him about the game in chapter 2? and he doesnt have enough time to finish the game before the trial starts? That would give other characters needed screen time among other things like not making him be seen as much as a threat to the player because he came unprepared due to his situations. Also, Akane should just be more than one note and actually contribute to the trials.

Quick tangent, but even though Nagito was out for both chapters 2 and 3, he still knew everything and I don’t think that’s fair. I feel like he needs space to develop as a character to have that buildup for Chapter 5. Not saying that his part in chapter 5 was unbelievable but imagine him almost getting away with it because he learned from his mistakes and whatnot from past trials. He realized that he wanted to commit the perfect crime and get away with it, he needs to understand what he did wrong the first time in chapter 1 and analyse the past culprits to really optimize his plan. I have mixed feelings on this character but I always felt he had too much going for him. Also his dialogue is so repetitive, I feel like thats why so many people hate him because reading his lines can get old quickly with the hope bs.

Anyways, I like chapter 3 but just not so much the trial.

Danganronpa V3:

Okay I could go on about this one, all I’m gonna say is that I think the English voice acting in this game is SO GOOD. I LOVE EVERYONE AND THE ACTORS DID SO WELL.

Miu and Kokichi should have argued and bantered more, if anything I wish Miu fought back like she did when she called Kokichi an Abortion. I love their dynamic because they make the trials more fun and less boring to go through. I feel like they work better as a duo so when Miu died, the trials become less fun and a slob to get through. Same thing with Kokichi, it’s just I love these two characters because they make me laugh.

I sort of liked them together because I can totally see them as friends and like I’m surprised Miu tried to kill him or that people don’t ship them more.

Btw, I feel like for Kokichi, he should have stayed the same character he was like from Chapters 1-3. When chapters 4 and 5 happened, I lost what was happening and did not like how his character developed. I guess he is a really fickle character and he reminds me of Hiyoko/bully character. I never viewed him as that smart. I feel like you don’t need an antagonist character among the group. I get that no one trusts him but I just did not like how his character storyline went. His English voice actor is great thou, I remember listening to his Japanese one and not really thinking much about it.

This game has the worst cast. Love the group dynamics but woah, these characters need to stop saying their catchphrases.

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dangthoseronpas · 5 years ago

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Know what I hate?

Having to repeatedly justify my love for my comfort character just because other people grossly misunderstand his character and boil him down to the completely incorrect traits or the (in my opinion, justifiable) actions he committed in a killing game. Like a killing game. A game where people are out to kill you. Like of course that will make you do some crazy shit.

It's even better when they sit there and say that their favorite character is Nagito, Celestia, fucking Maki, or JUNKO??? Like please tell me you are joking. You are not seriously sitting there asking me why my favorite character is Kokichi, one of the most well-written, complex, and frankly relatable characters in the franchise. You cannot be serious. You're joking. I should not have to sit here and defend liking Kokichi. I should not have to listen to the same three arguments for unadulterated hatred while I am simultaneously questioned or given comments I did not ask for based around the fact that he is my favorite in the franchise.

Do I respect a difference in opinion? Absolutely. I am in no way here to tell you that you have to like Kokichi. I can respect that you have a different taste. It would be really nice to get the same respect back. I shouldn't have to justify it. Jeez these groups be trifling these days. I am just so happy that on this website I end up interacting with respectful people.

#danganronpa #ndrv3 #kokichi ouma #danganposting #danganranting #text #kokichi oma #ugh man this is annoying #honestly i think im gonna leave that group #it just upsets me #every other post is about how terrible kichi is #and im like #excuse me that is my comfort character

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theultimatefanficwriter · 5 years ago

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Can you do a Gundham Tanaka scenario we’re the two of you are dating and have an argument in the dining hall, then he says something hurtful and every pauses and you cry then runaway. Later Monokuma said a body has been discovered, Gundham gets worried sick, but it’s not your body but you’re still missing. You’re not the murderer either when the class trial ends he can’t help but pull you in a bone crushing hug and apologizes.

Ooooo angst! My favorite! Sure thing, buddy!

Justified-Gundham Tanaka x Reader

The first trial had ended, and the perverted TeruTeru was executed. You hadn’t had a great opinion of him before, but you had to say he had earned your respect. You felt sorry for the boy. He deserved better.

“My lady?”

You blinked as your boyfriend Gundham called out to you. You turned over to him. “Yes, Gundham?”

“Are you alright? You are going to return to the surface world with us, correct?” He asked, walking over to you.

It was then you realized you had been staring at the screen you were forced to watch TeruTeru’s death on. “...Yeah. I am.” You replied, turning from the screen and looking to Gundham. He had his bandaged hand outstretched, so you took it.

As the two of you walked to the elevator, your boyfriend glanced at you. “Was the brutality of the mortal’s death too much for you, my Dark Queen?”

You slowly shook your head. “No...it’s not that...” You muttered. “I mean, it was awful. But I more felt bad for TeruTeru.”

Gundham raised a brow. “You felt bad for him? He had committed the atrocity of stealing a mortal life. Of course, the monochrome bear’s punishment is much too far, but he had taken Byakuya’s life sooner than he was meant to leave this mortal coil.”

You frowned. “But you know he didn’t mean to kill Byakuya.” You reminded him as you boarded the elevator. “He meant to kill Nagito, who was going to kill someone. And he set TeruTeru up!”

“Does it matter who the victim of his onslaught was?” The breeder countered. “Let us assume TeruTeru’s plan had indeed worked and he killed Nagito. We would still have had to investigate and solve the murder.” He leaned against the elevator wall. “It does not matter who concocted the original plan, nor whom was killed.”

“But he did it to protect us!” You argued, looking at your partner from the opposite wall. “Nagito is obviously crazy. If he had died, we wouldn’t have to worry about him, as awful as that sounds.”

Gundham narrowed his eyes and met your own. “Then why is it he did not come forward?” He retorted. “If he truly wished to protect us all, then he would turn himself in, would he not?”

“He was scared!” You exclaimed. “Anyone would be in that situation! And you heard him, he wanted to check on his mother and his diner. Sure, it’s a selfish reason, but can you really blame him?”

The elevator came to a stop, and Gundham pushed himself off the wall, walking towards the exit. “Perhaps it best if we part ways and rest for the night.” He suggested. “We will most likely be on better terms after being well rested.”

You nodded in agreement. “Yeah. Sounds like a plan. Goodnight, Gundham.”

“Goodnight, Y/N.” You frowned when he called you by your name and not a pet name. However you said nothing, and the two of you made your way to your separate cottages.

~~~

The next morning you woke up still feeling a little bitter. You tried to push the feeling to the side as you got ready and left your cottage, heading to the restaurant. When you arrived, you saw that Gundham had already arrived. You took a deep breath before sitting beside him.

He looked up at you and gave a small smile. “Good morning, my paramour.” He greeted you. So at least he seemed to feel better about the little argument the two of you had last night. “Are you recovered from the previous night’s...incident?”

“Good morning, Gundham.” You returned the greeting, then began picking at the food in front of you. “...Not really.” You admitted. “I’m still thinking about it, and I still feel the same way.”

Your boyfriend let out a sigh. “My Queen of Darkness.”

You looked up to him. “I just don’t think it’s as cut and dry as you say it is, Gundham.” You began. “Like, what if I was in danger and the only way to save me was to kill someone?”

“Clearly I would obliterate the fool who dares harm you.” The breeder answered. “But it would still not justify my actions.”

“You don’t think there is any justified reason to kill?!” You said, exasperated. “Yes, killing is wrong and should be avoided, but there are a few times where I think it’s acceptable. TeruTeru’s trial being one of them!”

“Murder is murder no matter the reason, Y/N.” Gundham said, his voice clearly agitated. “I am not saying there are not reasons where one could be pushed to slay another, but it will never be justified.”

“What about killing a known murderer?! Or someone extremely dangerous?!” You asked him, your voice raising to the point a few of the others turned to look at the two of you. “Is killing someone like that not justified?!”

Gundham narrowed his eyes. “No, it is not.” He said bluntly, almost glaring at you. “Killing a murderer does not reduce the amount of killers. The amount remains the same.”

You clenched your fists, getting irritated. “Then what if I killed to protect you?!” You snapped out. “Would that be justified, or would I deserve death like TeruTeru?! Would me being executed be justified?!”

Something in Gundham seemed to snap. He glared directly at you. “Just because you kill for protection does not make it right, you damn fool!” Your eyes widened at that, and you heard a few gasps from the others. “If you truly look for any reason to commit a murder, then yes! Your death would be more than justified!”

The room was deathly quiet.

You looked at Gundham for a long time as tears filled your eyes. Gundham’s face softened slightly as he realized what he had said. Before he could say anything, you turned and ran out of the restaurant, crying heavily.

Gundham watched you run out, guilt filling him. He hadn’t meant any of what he said. Why did he say that?

“Dude...” He turned at the voice and saw Kazuichi looking at him, along with the rest of his companions on this island. “That was...so not cool.”

“Yeah, I thought Mikan was a nasty pig shit, but what you just did was even worse than how that skank smells!” Hiyoko agreed.

“You should probably give her some space.” Chiaki said to him. “Then after a little while you can apologize.”

Gundham nodded. ”Yes. That is...most likely the correct action to take.” He stood from his seat and walked to the stairs. “I believe I will make my exit. Farewell, mortals.” And with that, the breeder left through the hotel.

~~~

Gundham was unable to relax, even as he walked down the first island’s beach. He felt completely terrible for what he had said. He had no right to get so upset, and should never had said such awful things.

After a while of worrying, he couldn’t take anymore and made his way to your cottage. When he arrived, he knocked on your door. “My dark lady?” He called out to you. “I would like to formally apologize. It was very wrong of me to speak to you in such a manner.” He waited for you to respond, but there was nothing. He knocked again, louder this time. “My dearest fallen angel? I understand your anger, but if you could please open the door...”

No answer again.

Gundham began to get really worried. “Y/N? Y/N, are you in there?!” He called desperately, attempting to open the door to no avail. After a third time with no answer, he bit the inside of his cheek and rushed off, beginning to search the entire island.

~~~

He had just finished searching the first and central islands and was on his way to the second when it happened.

Ding dong bing bong!

Gundham’s eyes widened, and his blood ran cold. No. No, it couldn’t be.

A body has been discovered!

Without a second thought, Gundham began running to the second island, it being the only one he hadn’t gone to yet.

“It’s not her. It’s not her. It can’t be her. Don’t let it be her. Please for the love of everything unholy don’t let it be her.” He thought as he sprinted across the bridge. He noticed others running to the beach as he got closer, so he began making his way there as well. He pushed through the crowd that had formed around the beach house until he could see and....

It was Mahiru.

Mahiru lay dead against the wall.

A wave of relief washed over him to the point he had to lean on the doorframe to keep from falling over.

Sonia looked over at him worriedly. “Gundham? Are you alright?” She asked, grabbing onto his arm to steady him.

He nodded and straightened himself. “Y-yes. Yes, I am. I was just worried the announcement was for Y/N. I cannot find her no matter where I look.”

The princess gasped and covered her mouth. “Oh no! That is awful! We must assemble a search party at once!”

“Um, Miss Sonia?” Kazuichi spoke up. “There’s kinda been a murder? We need to investigate that.”

“But if Y/N is missing, she could be hurt!” Ibuki pointed out. She then gasped. “Or worse! She could be dead too!”

That statement caused Gundham’s blood to run cold.

Hajime looked over to him, then to Mahiru’s body. He sighed in slight annoyance. “Alright. Gundham, Sonia, Kazuichi, you three go look for Y/N. The rest of us will investigate the murder.”

Kazuichi gave Gundham a sideways look, but at the moment the breeder was too worried about you to care about his “rivalry” with the mechanic.

The three of them left the beach to go search for you.

~~~

Ding dong bing bong! It’s time for the trial! Make your way to Monokuma Rock!

Gundham’s head shot up at the sound. “What?! No! It cannot be! We have not found her yet!” He exclaimed.

“Dude, we’ve looked everywhere.” Kazuichi said in annoyance, leaning against the ranch fence. “I dunno where she is, but she clearly doesn’t wanna be found.”

“Do not worry, Gundham! She has to appear at the trial, so we will see her then!” Sonia assured the breeder.

Gundham perked up a bit at that, though worry still remained in the back of his mind. “You are right, Princess of the Dark.” He began to walk in the direction of the trial grounds meeting place. “Come. Let us rendezvous with the other mortals.”

He heard Kazuichi scoff as he pushed himself off the fence and walk slowly behind him. Sonia however nodded excitedly and walked beside him. Gundham paid neither of them any mind. He was focused on getting to Monokuma Rock and finding you alive and well.

They were the last ones to arrive.

As Gundham looked around, his stomach dropped when he saw no sign of you. He noticed the others’ heads shoot over to the three of them, and most of their expressions turn to worried ones when it was just the three of them.

“You didn’t find her?” Hajime asked, sounding concerned now that the stress of the investigation was behind him.

Gundham shook his head, and he began pulling at his scarf worriedly. “No, I did not. I...do not know where she could be...”

“But you didn’t find a body either?” Hajime questioned. “There were three of you, so if you had, there would have been another body discovery announcement.”

Gundham flinched at the very thought, then shook his head. “No, thankfully we did not encounter her body.”

“Maybe someone tossed it in the ocean?” Fuyuhiko suggested, sounding less than interested. “No body no trial, though. So maybe someone just hated the bitch.”

Gundham’s head shot over to the Yakuza, glaring at him. Before he could even open his mouth however, Monokuma suddenly appeared.

“Nope! No bodies are allowed in the ocean! That would be ruining this island’s beauty, and that would break one of the school trip’s rules!”

The breeder looked down to the robotic bear. “Then where is my dark angel?”

Monokuma gagged. “Bleh! Gross, young love is so cute and wholesome and gross!” He sighed. “Don’t you worry your weird haired little head! I’m going to go get her now!” And with that he disappeared.

The wait seemed longer than it probably was, but eventually you were seen being dragged by the wrist by Monokuma. Gundham let out the biggest sigh of relief he had ever had before.

Monokuma released you in front of the group. You glared at the bear, and purposely avoided Gundham’s gaze.

He took a step towards you. “My dark-”

“We’ve wasted enough time already! Everyone get your asses in the elevator now!” Monokuma interrupted him. The escalator appeared, and you quickly boarded it.

Gundham was cut off from you as the others stepped onto it as well. He sighed before following suit. It seemed you were still angry at him. You had every reason to be, of course. He just wanted to apologize.

The elevator ride seemed longer than before to the both of you. You were on the opposite side of the elevator, not wanting to see Gundham right now. Ibuki was talking to you, surprisingly softly. She was making sure you were alright and telling you how happy she was you were alive.

“Gundham was like freaking out so much!” Your friend told you. “It was like totally killing my vibe, but I couldn’t blame him! I was worried as hell too!” She gave you a hug, and you chuckled softly. “But seriously, that man was running around so much I thought he would pass out! He was worrying himself sick!”

You smiled softly at that. Gundham was that worried about you? You knew he had knocked on your door, your cottage is where you had been this whole time after all. But you had just ignored him. After the third time he knocked he just...went away. So you assumed his apology wasn’t that important to him anyway.

The elevator came to a stop, and as you all went to your podiums, you looked at Gundham for the first time since Monokuma dragged you from your cottage. He looked exhausted. He looked completely drained.

~~~

You watched as the ambulance carried Fuyuhiko away. You sighed as you looked over to the screen where you had watched another of your friends die. And once again, you felt yourself feeling it was justified. Maybe not for the same reasons, but Peko only wanted to protect the only person she really cared about. You could understand that.

You went to walk to the elevator, but before you could take a single step, you felt two strong arms wrap around you tightly. You let out a surprised squeak.

“Oh, my fallen angel.” You heard Gundham murmur. “I am so terribly sorry. I should have never spoken such cursed words to you. It was entirely wrong of me.” He held you protectively to his chest. “When you would not answer your door, I feared the worse. I began to search, but i could not find anything. And then the announcement. I...I feared...”

You felt your should begin to become wet, and you realized Gundham was crying. You let out a soft gasp. “Gundham...” You gently hugged him back, and this only caused him to pull you closer into his chest.

“I thought...I thought you were gone.” He continued. “I thought I had lost you. All because I lost myself.” He pulled away from you for a moment, and you looked into his tear stained eyes. “I mean none of what I said. I promise, my precious sparrow.” He told you. “You are the most important thing in my life, and there would be no reason I’d allow someone to take you away from me.”

You smiled softly, feeling tears of your own forming. “I know, Gundham. I...I’m sorry I ignored you. I was just so upset. I thought you didn’t care about me. I never meant to make you worry so much. I...I’m sorry.”

He shook his head. “No. The fault lies entirely with me. If I had not said what I had, you would not have felt the way you did.” He hugged you tightly once more. “I shall never make you feel as if you do not matter to me again, for it could not be further from the truth, my dark queen.”

You looked up at him. “I love you Gundham. So much.” You told him, caressing his face gently.

Your boyfriend smiled at that and pressed his lips against yours passionately, almost like if he stopped you would disappear. You returned the kiss eagerly, closing your eyes as you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer to you.

After a short while he pulled apart and placed his forehead on yours. “Would you mind accompanying me to my abode this night?” He asked softly. “I do not wish to be alone after the ordeal I went through today. I wish to be with you.”

You gave him a small smile and nodded. “Of course, Gundham. I’ll gladly do that.”

He gave you a grateful smile and took his hand in yours, leading you to the elevator. While waiting for it to reach the surface, he pulled you into another soft kiss, his hands rested lightly on your waist.

You smiled into the kiss, humming happily. All the anger and doubt you had had before was long gone from your mind. You knew Gundham cared for you. And you loved him.

#danganronpa #danganronpa 2 #sdr2 #gundham tanaka #x reader #reader #female reader #request #angst #kazuichi soda #Sonia Nevermind #hajime hinata

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princesskokichi · 5 years ago

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makoto, gundham, hajime, and izuru with an s/o who’s ahoge reacts to their feelings

kokichi said he wanted to be a part of the ahoge club, so here he is

he’s now the main protagonist, everyone beware the adorable babie protag :D - mod kokichi

( sprite edit here )

[ M A K O T O ]

- to be honest, originally he never noticed that you had an ahoge in the first place

- he was literally like, cool, ha i r, , ok

- it's not that he didn't pay attention to you, it's just that it never dawned on him what the piece of hair was even called

- for you, you didn't notice it showed off your emotions

- it's your hair and you can't really see it on a day to day basis

- the first person to notice that your ahoge shows off your emotions was yasuhiro, and even then he said it as a joke

- turns out he was right, your ahoge tells exactly what emotions you're feeling, regardless if you want it to or not

- and since then, it's literally been his main way of knowing exactly how you're feeling about something

- AND his go to thing about you to tease you with

- makoto : " aw, looks like someone's happy to go on our date, aren't they ? "

- s / o, putting their hand over their head to cover the ahoge : " no one asked you. "

- makoto : " i speak without needing someone's permission. "

- when he's in a teasing mood, he will go to every length to tease tf out of you

- purely because he likes seeing how you react

- ahoge and all

- your ahoge twitches like crazy when you're irritated, which was the cutest thing ever

- he can almost hear the " shwip " noise it makes as it flicks itself

-so he teases you pretty often about it, if we're being real

- but in a polite kind of way that's not meant to hurt your feelings

- he usually apologizes after, to be fair

[ G U N D H A M ]

( unfortunately i wrote this one with a female s / o on accident and i can't really change it cuz lazy, i'm sorry ! )

- ah, so you possess a curse from the devil ?

- what must you have done in a past life to be cursed in such a way, he wonders

- black magic was how he explained what your ahoge does

- most of the time, he finds it amusing and will find something witty to say about it

- he's very interested into why it does what it does more than anything

- it's very peculiar after all

- before you met gundham, you were pretty good friends with hajime, chiaki, and nagito

- sometimes you still hang out around them

- since they are your friends

- plus, hajime and nagito got together recently and chiaki doesn't like to third wheel

- he saw the similarities between your ahoge and hajime's, and drew the wildest connection

- gundham : " I am more than aware of your precious secret, s / o ! "

- s / o : " ah, i wanna know too ! let me in on the secret ! "

- gundham : " you, my partner in blood and death, committed sin with hinata-kun in hell. for thou sins in the last life, you've been given a curse from the devil himself to lift off once he sees fit. "

- you were ??? confused ??

- wait was gundham trying to say you were involved with hajime in your last life

- more importantly

- was he,, jealous ??

- s / o : " you think hina-chan and i were together in my last life when i was in hell ? "

- gundham : " if the crows dare speak. "

- s / o : " gundham, remember how we talked about how it's in the soul to be homosexual, and it's not something that changes from every life ? "

- gundham : " yes, indeed. you had proved me wrong that day. "

- s / o : " hina-chan is gay, gundham. "

- o h

[ H A J I M E ]

- ah yes, ahoge twins !!!

- he just thinks of it as one of your many many adorable traits

- he sometimes gets caught up thinking about it too much, and all of your little quirks

- how it jumps with you when you're scared

- or how it flips across your face when you're incredibly embarrassed like a windshield wiper trying to wipe off the blush around your cheeks

- those cute little reactions just make him simp for you so hard

- it's a miracle that he keeps composed so well when around you and doesn't have a meltdown whenever your ahoge does anything at all

- when you're going through a strong emotion, the first thing he looks at is how your ahoge reacts

- actually sometimes your ahoges react with each other ??

- yeah for real

-if yours flicks to the left, his will flick to the left

- yours is a little more wild and noticeable when moving than his is, but you once called him out for mimicking your flicks and he never got over it

- sometimes he gets embarrassed himself and tries to stop it

- but it's hair, do you expect it to do what you want it to ?

- and that is pure joy for you

- he gets flustered and tries to hold his hand over the hair so it will stop moving on its own

- sometimes he swears you've learned to control yours and makes yours move just so his will

[ I Z U R U ]

- he uses it to taunt you ??

- it's so mean of him but it brings that little spark of happiness into his life so he does it anyway

- and deep, deep down you really enjoy seeing him smile, even if it's just for a moment

- but just because he's got the cutest smile in existence doesn't mean you let him off with just a slap on the wrist if he messes with you too much

- you're not afraid to get sassy with your intimidating partner if need be

- originally, he scared you completely on accident

- he literally just, walked out of a bedroom

- but you didn't hear him !!

- in your defense, he's as silent as a shadow, and always seems to be there

- you were just chilling on the couch, being a bit of a night owl

- and deciding to spend time with yourself while your partner was asleep in your bed

- he just walked out and said hi

- but you weren't expecting him and literally jumped out of your skin, spilling your drink everywhere on your shirt

- you got his shirt for reconciliation , ,

- while you were changing clothes, he notices that strip of hair that always sticks up wiggling around like crazy

- when he asked about it, you just shrugged

- s / o : " sometimes it does that. i don't really know why. "

- he especially loved standing in your hallway with his hair covering his face

- lord knows how long he stands there, but eventually, you come to the hallway and he CHASES after you ??

- izuru : " your hair is moving again, i scared you, didn't i s / o ? "

- it's those times that you can see that slight smile of satisfaction on his face, where he almost acts his age as a childish teenager

- and even though he's a little annoying at times with it, you love him very much so it's alright

#danganronpa #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #danganronpa 2 goodbye despair #goodbye despair #trigger happy havoc #danganronpa izuru #izuru kamukura #danganronpa hajime #hajime hinata #danganronpa gundham #gundham tanaka #danganronpa makoto #makoto naegi #danganronpa imagines #mod kokichi

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aj28gaming · 4 years ago

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How post-game SDR2 should've been like

BTW THIS SHIT IS RUSHED AND DEFINITELY NOT MY BEST WORK, JUST GO TO MY AO3 FOR SLIGHTLY BETTER WORKS

https://archiveofourown.org/users/AJcooper28/works

"I...almost got Junko to take over everyone's bodies and spread despair to the entire world."

He finally said it. He finally admitted it

After realizing everything, from how Nagito was right all along to how everyone else was and is far far worse than Nagito could ever be

And that includes Hajime, who just admitted to being the worst of everyone on this island.

Because he just now admitted to Nagito, his friend that he hated and abandoned throughout the killing game all because of a misunderstanding, that he almost caused the worst nightmare Nagito could ever dream of

Total, utter, despair. To the entire world

Again.

It took some time for Hajime to accept it, to accept, with the help of his multiple analytical talents of course, that he was probably the worst possible friend and person anyone can ask for.

Sure, Nagito was "weird," but boy was he right about almost anything.

His "hope" is truly the literal definition of hope.

As his "Ultimate literate" and "Ultimate English Major" would say,

hope /hōp/ 📷Learn to pronounce

noun 1. a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen. "he looked through her belongings in the hope of coming across some information" Similar: aspiration, desire, wish, expectation, ambition, aim, plan, dream, daydream, pipe dream, longing, yearning, craving, hankering 2. ARCHAIC a feeling of trust. "our private friendship, upon hope and affiance whereof, I presume to be your petitioner" verb want something to happen or be the case. "he's hoping for an offer of compensation"

Everything checks out

No wonder Nagito called Peko Fuyuhiko's hope. No wonder Nagito said that Teruteru's hope was to see his mom and save the culinary family legacy.

No wonder Nagito said Mikan murdered for despair, after all her beloved was Junko Enoshima, the ultimate despair herself.

It's crazy how right Nagito was all along, how much empathy and understanding he has had for every one of their classmates.

It's just that, sadly, no one understood how right he was all this time.

Not even Hajime himself.

He always thought Nagito couldn't be trusted, that he was always scheming something or up to no good. Trying to plan something to mess with their heads or trick them once again.

Once again...

Hajime would laugh. Because, now, he finally realized how wrong he was with that mindset.

And he only developed that mindset after the first trial.

And what did Nagito do during the first trial?

Everyone thought Nagito tried to kill Byakuya out of pure insanity but failed thanks to Teruteru killing him instead. That's why everyone started to change their perception of him.

And what made it worse was that "maniacal laugh" he did during the trial, it amplified everyone's fear and hatred of him even more.

But that couldn't be farther from the truth.

You see, and Hajime has just found this out thanks to his observations and ultimate talents, Nagito doesn't laugh out of joy or happiness. No, not at all.

In fact, he laughs when he gets surprised, not because he is having fun. And considering the situation he was in, from indirectly causing two murders to being ganged up on by everyone else because of being suspected as the culprit, who wouldn't go crazy and stressed at a predicament like that?

He wasn't enjoying any of that one bit, in fact, it was quite the opposite.

Thinking about it now, it's starting to become painfully clearer. Nagito wasn't at all enjoying the killing game, he was terrified. He hated it more than anyone else, it was his personal hell after all.

That's why he kept clinging to hope. After all, it's normal for a person to cling to a shining hope in a despairful situation. A beam of light, a tiny spec of happiness.

A good ending. That's what Nagito wanted.

No wonder he kept talking about hope, he was desperate for it, everyone was.

But god did they mistreat Nagito.

And back to what Nagito actually did during the first trial.

You see, he wasn't actually trying to get anyone killed.

He was trying to become the first victim himself

It may seem weird at first because that would mean kickstarting the killing game, but it makes sense the more you think about it.

The killing game would've started regardless, and the murders and trials after the first prove that.

And Nagito knew this, which added to the reasons he was paranoid during the start. It was his personal hell, after all, seeing death surround him and his classmates once more.

As if his luck cycle hasn't already tormented him enough...

And so, that's why Nagito did it. He knew that no matter what, someone would've killed someone

He just wanted it to be him and no one else. So no one else has to die like the victims of his horrid luck cycle.

Damn his selflessness...

And that includes his stunt during the 5th trial.

Who can blame a guy, who just found out he is stuck with a bunch of terrorists and remnants of despairs that terrorized the entire world for god knows how long, for wanting those very people dead?

Those very people, that tortured, murdered, manipulated, brainwashed, blackmailed, amputated their bodies, for the sake of despair.

Who wouldn't want them dead? Who wouldn't go crazy at that revelation?

No one. No one at all.

Not even Hajime. After all, he did go crazy after finding out that very same fact that Nagito found out.

So crazy that he almost did the complete opposite of what Nagito tried to do and nearly got everyone to get taken over by Junko and to spread despair again.

To torture, murder, manipulate, blackmail...

All that to happen again. All because Hajime didn't want to die.

So much that he was about to commit the biggest mistake in human history, causing everyone's greatest fears to come to life once again.

All because of his stupidity, his uselessness.

Maybe he really was just a useless reserve course student after all...

No wonder Nagito hated everyone, no wonder Nagito hated Hajime the most.

Who wouldn't?

Damn Hajime's selfishness...

Damn him for thinking about himself instead of everyone else.

Damn him for not being there for his first friend who was the most stressed and vulnerable throughout the killing game.

Damn him for his uselessness, his stupidity.

Damn him...

And so, that's why Hajime admitted it. Despite knowing that what he almost did would've caused Nagito's worst fears to come to life again.

Despite knowing that this would give Nagito even more reason to hate him and despise him for the rest of his life.

Despite knowing how much despair Nagito is already in after finding out he is still trapped with the very people he hates and fears the most

Despite all this, Hajime still pushed himself to be honest. Because he couldn't take it anymore.

After everything he and the others have done to Nagito, how they treated him like a psycho when in reality he hated the killing game more than all of them combined, which was the main reason he went crazy, Nagito deserved to know the truth.

To know how despairful and horrible Hajime really is.

And so he said it, and the boy's response from the inside of his cottage was to be expected of course.

"What?" he barely croaked out, of course too shocked to even understand what he just heard.

Despite his heart-wrenching guilt already clawing the back of his mind into the deep crevices of hell, where he truly belonged at this point, he still pushed on.

"I..."

"You could've caused despair!?" It was louder this time, the interrupting scold almost hurtful and loud enough to make Hajime want to cover his ears and walk away, to pretend like none of this was happening.

"I-"

"Do you...have any idea what you could have done!?" Nagito took a quick breath in the middle, he was hyperventilating.

Makes sense, after all, it's not every day that you get told by your supposed "friend" that he almost caused everyone's nightmares and despairs to come to life by a press of a button.

It's not every day that you find out that same "friend" of yours would've picked causing terrorism and mindless torture to spread throughout the entire world instead of suicide.

It's not every day that you find out this "friend" of yours, who you helped and cared about the most throughout the killing game, would've caused you the most despair and trauma that your luck has ever given you in your entire life.

It's not every day that the person you care about the most, is also the person that would hurt you the most.

And Hajime knew this. Boy did he know this.

Which explains the protruding and continuous sweat dripping so much that they began to sting his eyes, the aching chest covering a heart beating so fast that he wouldn't be surprised if he passed out on the spot.

But he couldn't, he had to push through.

After all, it's all his fault. And he had to take responsibility.

And Nagito definitely deserved to know everything.

But still, it didn't stop him from facing away slightly, like a kid scared of getting punished by their infuriated mom.

"You...you could've caused despair! No! Complete terrorism! Everyone and everything would've been in total chaos and despair all because of you! You...you monster! You absolute monster!"

Every word followed by a broken and betrayed sob. Despite him being "prepared," it didn't stop Hajime from wanting to cry in shame and kill himself to just end all of this already.

"You...I...Why? Why would you do this?" Nagito begged, almost on the verge of tears.

"W-well...it's not like I went along with it in the end!" Hajime "reasoned."

Then, he realized his mistake far too late. Of course, it didn't matter if he did it or not, what matters is the fact that he considered the idea. And that fact couldn't be more true for Nagito.

So Hajime tried to backtrack his mistake, realizing soon after that his destiny was sealed, "Nagito, I didn't mean-"

"Do none of them matter? Countless people, murdered, tortured, manipulated into despair for despair, all because of you. Do they seriously not matter? You think it's okay just because you 'didn't do it in the end?' Of course not, just the fact that you considered it is horrifying enough!"

"WELL WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE!?" Hajime snapped, realizing too late that due to his impulsiveness and anger, he asked the dumbest question anyone could ask.

"WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE IF-"

"I WOULD'VE SACRIFICED MYSELF!" Nagito snapped back.

"I WOULD'VE SACRIFICE MY EVER USELESS, DESPICABLE SELF NO QUESTIONS ASKED IF IT MEANT PREVENTING THE WORLD FROM TOTAL DESPAIR! I WOULD'VE GLADLY LAID MY LIFE DOWN, BE TORTURED ENDLESSLY IF IT MEANT SAVING THE WORLD FROM TOTAL ANNILATION!"

Nagito was breathing heavily now, so heavily it's practically an asthma attack mixed with tears and hyperventilation. Hajime could almost hear him trying to keep himself stable while his mental state continues to worsen the process.

His saliva spitting out of his mouth from him trying to breathe properly and lashing out in anger, agony, and betrayal.

Nagito was in tears so much that he almost can't see anything because of the number of tears accumulated in his eye sockets. He hated this, he hated this so much. It hurts him so much.

And what hurts him the most is that despite all of this, he still can't stop loving Hajime, he can't stop having him deep inside his heart...

(OKAY TO BE CONTINUED CUZ I NEED TO WORK ON OTHER SHIT BUT HERE IT IS IN CASE YOU GUYS WANNA READ ABOUT IT

I MIGHT CONTINUE OR FINISH THIS SOON)

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