#been in this fandom for 7 years and never really interacted
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practicing osomatsu-san art style …this is hell ;w;
#osomatsu san#mr osomatsu#osomatsu matsuno#osomatsu san fanart#osomatsu fanart#おそ松さん#osomatsu kun#practicing the art style…i hate this#kiki try not to suffer challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)#I could draw him in my art style but that’s boring..#also kinda new to tumblr ;w; but I do lurk a littleeeee teeheee#been in this fandom for 7 years and never really interacted#but if anyone has any advice on getting the art style right errrrmmm i would appreciate it! i just used official art#official art being NEET style book cover… used ichi choro and oso pose ^_^#need to master this art style#my art style is kinda messy..sorry about that! !#hc that oso has some facial hair and just messy/bed hair all the time..heheee if you haven’t noticed that#also hc he has some beauty marks#but forgot to add that in..;w;#but it’s mostly on his body so ..bleh#okay …enough talking I’ll try to post more :3
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this thing i do when i have not consume anything about a media but this guy who makes art about that media is really good and im gonna follow them. And also its probably because of the sunglas- [I AM SHOT DEAD]
#.this tumblr user is having a certified category 7 insanity#I should never have watchh that old first media i consume. Strangling my 10 years old self WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME#Even if that fandom is the first introduction to gay people young me have seen and normalize gay people so much for me#Fandom did lots for me tbh its good for my 10 yrs old self. Despite that fandom havibg a bad rap#It actually didnt do what people accuse it of doing at all it did not do it to me at least#I was young and all i care about was how stupodly funny it was and holy god good animatics#I LITERALLY DONT CARE ABOUT THAT BAD PART i literally dont even know it exists until later on in my second relaspe#But like i only consume it on youtube when i first interacted with it i dont have social media at that time#And due to it i have been pointed in a VERY good direction#Thank god i didnt become brainwashed by a random evil channel as a kid on unfiltered youtube#And was instead too busy watching gay dudes kissing#Thank GOD for that fandom it did a lot of good for me. BUT IT NOW FUCKED ME OVER SO BADD ALSSOOOOO#I dont know if i ever will admitwhat it is except to a few close people#But i will forever curse out the main guy FOR INFLICTING ME WITH INSANITY WITH SUNGLASSES FIGUREEEE FUCKK YOUUUUUUU#And the dude hes shipped wwith DAWGGG FUCK YOUU TOOO FOR AFFECTIBG ME WITH YOU DISEASE TOO#Except the second guy? You gotta be really specific to get the dude right. And its rare to find a character similar to him that i actually-#-like! Its a whole weird thing with a second dude. I have conflicting feelings about him#But basically the first dude impact on me is much more obvious (see: sunglasses) but yeah the second guy did numbers on me too#TL;DR: WHATEVER! IM GOING INSANE! ^_^
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
special birthday post 💜
[very long yap incoming 💥]
Edit : this was supposed to be released on midnight yesterday right when it turns 20th in my country but I didn't have time so yeah, kinda upset <=[
IT'S MY BIRTHDAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
By the time I post this my phone will be well, closed and I will be unable to access it since it's past 9 and it'll turn back on at 7 in the morning.
This was made one day before the bday btw I did not prepare 💔
Anyways..
Todays the day I turn ▒▒ years old! Oh. Why would I tell my age? Gotta keep that a secret!
Funny fact, the 20th of April is also the same date as when the prophet of Islam Nabi Muhammad was birthed! Crazy amirite?
But anyways, I've gone through so many things. Both sad and also wonderful. Life sure is full of possibilities isn't it? I'm in a fandom about beans and suddenly I'm in a fandom about a Saturday morning cartoon mario shitpost? Never thought that would happen but it did, somehow.
The thing is, you'll never know what ever happens next! Prepared or not, you'll always be hit with the most unexpected occurrences. And that's the wonder of life! It's what keeps us interested and curious!
It's okay to change. I used to promise to myself that I would always stay in the among us fandom! But look where I am now. I used to think that I was a bad person for doing that, but now I realize that, it's okay! It's not like the end of the world happens when you leave a fandom you've been in for 3 years!
Looking back at old things may be cringe to most, but it's always nice to feel that nostalgia that you haven't felt in a while! It really shows how much you've grown for the past few years!
I used to be really terrible with animation. Like- really ass. But since 2024, my animations have started to become much better! It just takes time and patience. Thing won't always go your way and you shouldn't rush everything! [ Ironic considering that I always rush stuff 💀 ] Taking your time slowly but surely will pay out and you'll have a good result in the end!
Now those few past paragraphs I literally said earlier made no sense whatsoever considering I just talked about life but in a non rearranged order. So I'm sorry for that one 😭
But anyways, all I wanna say is, thank you. For everything. To everyone here! Involved or not, I could NOT be here if it weren't for you all! You can't BELIEVE how much it has impacted me! I sincerely love you all! 💜 <=3

Being in here for less than a year and having this much is crazy! Like I didn't know you guys liked my stuff! I'm just a silly girl who just draws that's all 💜
For the last part, I'd love to say a few words to some people that I love/admire the most 💜 [ the words I'm about to say may be a bit similar to the ones said in the Christmas special so yeah =[ ]
Neptune - You were my first friend, friendo and best friend. We don't interact a whole lot anymore but I just wanna say, you are an amazing person. You were so supportive and amazing! You always made my day back in amino. And I won't ever forget about that. You've improved so much on your art too! I'm glad to see youre improving so much on your art, and to that, thank you Nep. Thank you for being my friendo. 💜
@rr3d2y - My first friend in the SMG4 community! I WANNA HUG YOU SO BAD IRL 💔 you are seriously such a kind and wonderful person! GENUINELY LIKE YOU SO COOL!!!!! We got along with each other so well like, I didnt know you were that chill smh??? I LOVE YOU AND CHERISH YOU SO MUCH A FRIEND!!!! THANKS SO MUCH FOR BEING FRIENDS WITH ME YA SILLY!! 💜❤💜❤💜❤💜❤💜
@mikchi8 - Pulls you out and hugs you and shakes you affectionately. YOU TOO MIKCHI. YOU TOO!! YEAH WE DON'T TALK A WHOLE LOT BUT GENUINELY YOU'RE A COOL PERSON!!! LOVE YA YOU FUNNI PERSON!!! 💜💜💜💜
@superluigiglitchy - I will make art of Oliver soon I'LL GET TO THERE SIDHOSHSKDKDHD 😭 PJ I love ur art and the stuff you do like- A LOT! Like that vanellope AU and also the squib! THE SILLY HIMSELF!!! No seriously how'd you make him so cute siudidjdodjdojdodhdidj /silly we don't a talk a whole much as much as we used to but I'm always interested and up for what u're cooking! Love ya ^^ ! 💜
@jmaknavigr @markboyblue - You both are so kind and sweet like JMA YOUR AXOLOTL GIFTS ARE SIYDIDHDIHDOFJF AND MARM YOUR COMPLIMENTS THEY'RE SO SIHDISHDIDHDKHDKSJS I'LL GET YOU BOTH!!!!!! MARK MY WORDSSSSS /silly /jk /nsrs /lh I'M SORRY FOR NOT HAVING ANYMORE TO SAY BUT JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE U TWO 💜💜💜💜
@tiredsmashbros @strange0-0storm @cookiepopcat @its-a-me-mango - You four have been like my main source of inspiration like HELPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!! YOU ALL ARE STILL VERY COOL TO ME. All of you fours contents are just so unique and well made?? Man that what I really strive for tbh 😭 all I wanna say is you are all creative in your own separate ways and I'll continue praise you four for that, 💥💥💥💥💜💜💜💜
@libbytwq @bear-boi-5 @coralalala64 @4thwallbreakerdraws2 - OKAY I DID NOT EXPECT TO BE FRIENDS/MUTUALS WITH ANY OF YOU. SERIOUSLY 😭. LIKE UH... HOW? You four have like, really cool stuff and people should really see that because y'all are cooking some rlly good art in that kitchen right there 💥 interacting with like all four of you has got to be one of the goofiest and silliest things. Like- sure it's not that chaotic but it can get rlly silly at times and I'm glad for that do what you four do XD 💜💜💜
@michaelscorneroftheinternet @grinnames @dorriostareyes - OH GOD YOU THREE ARE REALLY COOL TOO. Micheal and Dorrio, you boths writing are actually like top notch WHAT ARE Y'ALL COOKING UP WITH CHANGE IN SCRIPT PUT THAT GIF WHERE SOMEONE IS WRITING AND IT'S ON FIRE 🔥🔥🔥🔥 Grinnames you too I know I said this before but ur Godbox au is so interesting very excited to see how that like.. Event... Thing.... Ends =D! You three are all obviously very cool and deserve more recognition 💜💜💜
@alelathedragon - Hey uhhhhh wasn't expecting this huh? I KNOW WE HAVEN'T INTERACTED A WHOLE LOT BUT I GOTTA SAY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTING ME LEND A HAND ON THE COMPETITION!!! I DIDN'T EXPECT THAT AT ALL LIKE WHAT ARE YOU DOING AT MY DOORSTEP ALL THE SUDDEN!! Honestly I love broken star like he's such a silly goober AND LOYBOO TOO. HE'S SUCH A CUTIE!!! Man you so cool. Yeah this is what you get for interacting with me muahahhahaa 💥💜
@eliscz @meg-girumi @theclosetcreature @fbanjex @jovialoddity @bidinonsense @h4ppysoki @dakaakula @icedbeverageenjoyer @jibrilthethingart @stargus0k @hplonesomeart @scimagic @the-masked-astro @yasmin70 @fenicearts420 @mrtophat518 @alex-dolmatescu2-0 @change-name-later - YOU ARE ALL REALLY COOL MR PUZZLES ARTISTS IN YOUR WAYS!!!!! SERIOUSLY YALLS IDEAS FOR THIS SILLY MAN ARE REALLY COOL LIKE THE WAY Y'ALL DRAW HIM, HEAD CANNONS AND THE STUFF Y'ALL DID WITH HIM, ARE ALL JUST REALLY COOL!! Will adore you all till the ends of handsome tv man 💜💜💜 /silly
And these are the list of people that I'd like to make messages to but I simply don't have the time and energy to do that so yeah 😔. Just know that I enjoy you all as equally as everybody else before this!! 💜💜💜
@opossol @shygirl4991 @theartistisme24 @art-parasi-te @fruit-sy @dictatortirah @corgibuttdraws @smp-eclair @psinkaaa @rat-n-atty
And for the last bit! A recap of alllllll of my digital drawings since I interacted online! Enjoy 💜
And that's it!.. There was supposed to be a bit where I yapped more but with my real voice but that got scrapped.. =[
Anywaysssss yeah! Thank you for whoever read this far smh ig you have a good attention span 💥💥💥💥
Have a great day every body and most importantly, happy purpday to me 💜
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You guyyyysssss (fandom rant ahead)
I was off X/Twt for a long time because I switched over to bsky and have generally found it to be a much more positive, small space (like I actually have regular, positive interactions with mutuals rather than just shouting into the void and observing dumpster fires, imagine)
But I hopped back on X these last few weeks to keep a closer eye on the discharge stuff, and because army Twitter still pops off sometimes with HILARIOUS memes and takes and content even if generally it’s a hellscape.
But like.
Good GOD is it a hellscape 😫
Do you guys go on there?? Do you see the crazy?? Has it always been like this??
Like I knew tkkrs acted crazy cause I would get their asks in my inbox, but I guess I’m even more delusional than them cause I really thought the taennie “cosplayer” pics combined with AYS and the enlistment would be a wake up call. Guess not 🙂↔️🤣
The other ships are fine because I find it cute and funny — it’s a little weird because I’ve spent so much time in my jikook bubble that I forget that there are genuinely vmin and minimoni and namkook and poly truthers out there and that is so funny and odd to me? But like in an amusing, interesting way. They’re not being dicks about it.
But the solos??? THE SOLOS. That’s the worst part maybe?!?! I went down a rabbit hole y’all and they’re out here talking about Jimin like “he gives too much love to the members, they don’t deserve him, I will never respect them” you mean his best friends?? Like I’m not saying he doesn’t have other friends who he’s closer to and who I’ve never seen, and I’m glad he does! And obviously he doesn’t have the same level of connection with every single BTS member at every single moment! But like… he would choose them over you every single time? And every single member would choose Jimin over their solo stans every time? Like what
There are people out there who really try to protect him from six of his closest connections in the world? Ppl who take it upon themselves to be like “get behind me” to a grown man they’ve NEVER MET in order to protect him from HIS OWN FRIENDS. How do they say it with a straight face??? I’m laughing as I write this???
I dont even mind people being solos. Like. I think the forced-OT7-ication of all BTS fans is kind of silly. Why should we expect every single person who stumbles upon BTS to be equally obsessed with each member, or even value them all? I wish they would, but for some people, they just will never click with all 7 — they find a member they gel with, and they support them alone. Fine. Whatever. But then to go out of their way to hate on the others? To craft narratives where the members hate each other and hold each other back when they so clearly are the happiest as a team? Bro how? Why? What? BTS could have disbanded years ago and they didn’t. They didn’t have to renew and they did. Maybe don’t assume you know more about a literal stranger’s life and situation than they do???
And the crazies hide in plain sight. Because I watched AYS with my IRL friend who is 1) an extremely sweet, clever person and 2) a taekooker (she was targeted as a baby army by the bad algorithms and now she’s sucked in) and watched her say “aw they have such a sibling relationship” when jikook cuddled in bed and then watched her squeal and get butterflies when Tae forced JK’s head onto his shoulder (and I’m not saying anything negative about taekook in that moment but it was far from a cutesie coupley moment, even amongst other AYS taekook moments). I just say that to show how wild perspective can be because she truly saw alllll the jikook antics and chalked it up to friendship and saw 3 moments of taekook coexisting platonically and saw it as a grand romance.
And same for me! Like I ship/support/whatever you want to call it jikook, so that’s the lens through which I viewed AYS and the enlistment and the discharge live and all of it. And sure there are so many people who think I’m crazy for being a real person shipper but at least I’m not denying multiple levels of reality to do so?? And I have a healthy sense of self-doubt?? Idk if jikook are anything more than friends, I *think* they are but they could just be friends and I would be like “ah, okay” because I DON’T KNOW THEM.
Sorry this is such a random rant I’m just… I’m in such shock after doomscrolling on X for like an hour. I need one of those eyeball-washers that’s in a chem lab. I need a juice cleanse. I need to spring clean my brain because what in the anti solo fuck did I just read 😭😭😭
I know this is nothing new. I know if any of my followers read this you’re gonna be in the comments like “Nico it’s always been like this where have you been” but idk I guess I had time away and forgot how bad it was. Stay safe out there for real 🥹
#jikook#kookmin#jimin and jungkook#bts ships#I don’t even know what to tag this#I’m actually afraid of crazies finding me
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Hellooo
I started playing TW after years of lurking in the Fandom and boy, (re-)experiencing all the books by myself reminded me of many interrogations I had back when the translations were uploaded on YouTube
Like, Jamil. Did dude ever get chastised back home for his overbloat and coup d'état attempt?I don't remember anything of him being reprimanded except I think that flashback in Book 5 where he had lost Scarabia students' trust (but that's not a punishment)
That aside, are the OB students' families told about what happen to their son? It's normal if it's private matters but Jamil's betrayal went viral online (although it's debatable whether 5.000 watchers is actually a lot, I assume it was enough for the news to spread quite a bit). You can't tell me someone from the Asim family or their staff didn't stumble upon it at some point. Given how deadass they are about Kalim's safety, I'm surprised they'd let Jamil, who took advantage of his position and fucked him in arguably the worst way possible, remain as Kalim's intendant as if nothing happened. The point I'm trying to raise here is that they're not lacking the means nor the power to remove him. Idk, if my son was framed and almost killed by one of our most loyal servants, I don't know if I'd make his life a nightmare given his family's loyalty but at least I wouldn't let him anywhere near my son ever again.
I know Crowley does his best to keep the truth about the 6 (7) OBs hidden from the public, but they're all minors (except Leona and Malleus). He's legally entitled to call their parents and tell them about their son's 'incidents', even more so lives were at stake. I wish we could have had some interactions about it, a word about how their family handled the news. Riddle wanted to have a talk with his mother, but we never got an update about it even though it's very relevant to his character growth. Has there been anything about it now?
Hope it was fine to send my rant! I used to read your posts a lot back then and never dared interact with despite how fascinated I am with your insight. I really feel like "ohh, I finally send a question as a player to that one veteran who knows so much!" and it's quite nice ehe
Welcome, new gamer 🎮 And no worries!! I welcome anyone here as long as they’re amicable/polite and interested in Twst~
dbywbejkawbiw Thanks for looking at my posts and getting something out of them! :> I hope it continues to be that way.
Sadly, Twst does not cover the fallout of each OB in great detail. We’re only left to assume what happens, though the individual consequences are lightly touched on in the following book. For example, Riddle lightens up on the rules and tries to control his anger, Leona returns to putting forth effort in training, Azul assumes more ethical business practices at the Mostro Lounge and realizes he has to accept himself, etc.
It seems that Crowley or the powers that be did their best to contain spread of the news, but they at least had to be reported to certain organizations and individuals. For example, in book 6, Crowley mentions being chided by S.T.Y.X., the Department of Education, and the Department of Magic for allowing multiple OBs to happen under his watch.
Vil also mentions that the OB boys received counseling and treatment from medical mages.
In terms of consequences unique to each OB boy:
The second volume of the light novel informs us that Riddle receives social backlash from his peers after his OB. Additionally, he faced expulsion after his incident, but his mother intervened. It’s not explicitly stated that Mrs. Rosehearts was informed about her son’s OB, but it may be argued that it was implied. (Because the school would have had to provide a reason for his expulsion, especially since NRC, as a boarding school, is responsible for his health and safety while the students are there; NRC would therefore have told Riddle’s legal guardian and parent about what transpired.)
Jamil seems to imply that Crowley DOES tell the family members of the OBers, but does not tell the entire truth about it. For example, in 5-10, Jamil suggests that Crowley hid the true reason for his OB. This means the Vipers and Asims would have no knowledge of Jamil’s attempt to overthrow Kalim. Most likely they were told Jamil just overexerted himself while practicing spells or something.
A shame we don’t get to see any parents’ reaction to the news… I’d imagine it isn’t easy to hear.
(By the way, quick correction!! Though Jade claims he livestreamed Jamil’s confession and that there were over 5000 viewers, Azul confirms in book 5 that this was a bluff. In reality, Jade was on speaker call with Azul and Jamil’s confession was only projected to other Scarabia students. The truth of Jamil’s OB is still safe from his and Kalim’s parents!)
And no, no update (or even a mention) of what happened after Riddle spoke with his mother over winter break. I find that so strange, especially when they set it up as such an important moment in his character growth and journey to find his independence… Yet here we are, having finished book 7 in JP and STILL no meaningful follow-up on that chat.
A common critique of Twst’s writing is that the OB boys don’t take enough accountability or don’t face substantial consequences for their actions. This is true for all of the OBs, even if they came close to extremes like committing murder or world domination. It sounds silly to us, the players, but Yana has laid out the intention of Twst in various interviews. The villains aren’t meant to be wholly good or evil; they aren’t meant to be completely reformed and change their tunes. Part of their charm IS their wickedness, so the story won’t condemn them or give them strict punitive measures but rather will grant them second chances and the time + space to develop on their own. It’s still frustrating to see the lack of seriousness sometimes but 🙂↕️ I think we just gotta accept this is how Twst is…
#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#notes from the writing raven#question#book 6 spoilers#book 5 spoilers#book 4 spoilers#book 1 spoilers#book 2 spoilers#book 3 spoilers#Riddle Rosehearts#Leona Kingscholar#twst light novel#twisted wonderland light novel#Dire Crowley#Jamil Viper#Kalim Al-Asim#Vil Schoenheit#Scarabia#Jade Leech#feedback for the writing raven
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CONGRATULATIONS!!! YOU FOUND ALL 7 YEARS!!!
To celebrate the 7th anniversary, thought I’d post a little au thing I’ve always had that Baldi and Playtime have a very uncle-niece type of relationship!!
I don’t even know where to begin for how much I’ve loved Baldi’s Basics since the very beginning and what an impact it’s had on me and and my art
I’ve always adored its weirdness and silliness and I truly believe that’s such a big part of it’s charm
Here’s to many more years of Baldi!! It seems there’s still so much to come from Plus, from the massive update coming later this month and then whatever comes next after that.
It’s crazy to think when this game first came out I was in my first year of high school and now I’m in college! I remember all the edgy art, all the shipping, all the silly irl clickbait 3am videos, just the absolute impact it had at the time. I’m so happy as someone who’s never really had proper social media before getting to finally make posts like this abs talk about how much these things mean to me. Even getting to witness things like the Kickstarter getting fully funded was so much fun!!
In fact, I still specifically remember the first ever Thumbnail and Video I ever saw for this game!! John Wolfe’s initial first playthrough

And Rose Quartz had just been revealed to be Pink Diamond, what a crazy time it was!!
I’ll always love Baldi and I’m so grateful for all the interactions I’ve had with all you lovely people here in the bbieal fandom!! 💚💚💚
#baldis basics#bbieal#baldi#baldis basics plus#anniversary#baldisbasics#playtime baldi#baldi's basics in education and learning#baldis basics in education and learning#baldi’s basics#baldi's basics#baldi art#baldimore#baldi fanart#bbieal baldi#baldi baldimore#thank you#bbieal playtime#playtime baldis basics#playtime bbieal
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You ever notice how your side akways has the same arguments that you keep repeating over and over again like that will bring your baby boy back to the show. There was a helicopter chase, they slept together once, they still loooove each other, boo hoo. Keep being pressed about all this little stuff knowing it will never compete with a relationship they have invested 7 years in! We get new proof every other episode while that man hasn't even been seen in a long time
My dear, your statement has so many holes I could use it to strain my evening tea. And let me tell you how fucking weird it is that you guys show up like clockwork every single time I make a post. Do you just camp under the tag? And if so, is this really the best you could do?
I'm not going to waste my time arguing against every little thing you said but let me tell you something really fun about this post-truth world we are living in - the bullshit is always going to be more appealing and manipulative and persuasive than the truth. We can only say they were in a relationship, they aren't now but there's a fair chance they might get together again. On the other hand, you can say they met! and they fought! and they looked! and they touched! and they stood in a kitchen and they sat on a couch and you can spin a web of lies to drag people in. But don't think we can't do that. I and a lot of the people in this fandom (because believe me when I tell you, there are some really smart people here) could sit down and churn out the most gut-wrenching tale of fate and missed opportunities and throw it at everyone and invade every fandoms space and we would have people believing BuckTommy were meant to be since the pilot episode like it's the word of god. I assure you our fandom would double, or triple in no time. Instead, however, like the sane people we are, we just shrug everything off as a happy coincidence, stick to facts, mark our theories as just theories and keep our stories limited to fanfiction. And I know there are a lot of people on your side who do exactly that and are good people and are really fun to interact with. Try to be more like them.
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i binge-watched s2 of tlou yesterday in the hopes of coming away with a more positive outcome...
i've been a fan of these games for years, going on 10 now. i've played each of them like 5/6 times, they're some of my favorites. i've been an active participant in this fandom for many years, read reddit thread after reddit thread and analysis after analysis. this is how i joined this fandom. i was watching the game awards with a friend in 2022 before s1 premiered and bella and pedro went out on stage with ashley and troy and i was like "oh, they all seem excited, this is a good sign".
what i'm saying is, i was going to watch this show if it was good or bad because i've been in love with the source material for so long.
i know, another game fan complaining about s2. but i like to think i'm a little different than a lot of game fans (for a number of reasons....... those people SUCK) because i actually welcomed and really enjoy bella and pedro's performances. in fact, i prefer pedro's joel over troy's, which is like blasphemy to those people. this is also why i'm even a part of the pedro fandom at all.
however, i think something changed from how fucking good s1 was to what we got in s2. in the hopes of not making this post terribly long, i'll try to narrow down why i thought s2 was just "fine".
1. craig mazin fundamentally misunderstands ellie as a character.
ellie's entire arc in pt 2 is about her grief over losing joel. she's lost everyone she ever loved and this is like, the final nail in the coffin, so to speak.
there's a huge shift in ellie's personality from game 1 to 2. her voice is monotone and devoid of a lot of the childlike silliness and wonder. even before joel dies this is the case because she feels betrayed by him for lying to her.
the problem i have with season 2 is that ellie still feels like she's 14 because that's how craig mazin sees her. he sees ellie as a child and even refers to her relationship with dina as "parent/child" which is fucking WEIRD. he sees her as someone that's incapable of intelligent thought.
ellie is reckless, that's true. but i never once questioned ellie's abilities in this world that she's been raised in. she spends a lot of pt2 alone because of dina's pregnancy and she handles herself exceptionally well. season 2 ellie makes me feel like she needs someone holding her hand the whole time and that's disappointing as fuck.
2. the studio had too much influence and it fucked up the tone.
this part of the story is supposed to feel different to the first game. "why do you want the depressing tone to stay?" because i thought that writing was great? because i think the show-only fans are getting an inferior experience than the one that i got.
changing an interactive experience to a passive one is hard, and i know that was always going to feel different, but they managed it in season 1! they did that so fucking well. it's some of the best tv in recent memory imo.
i don't even want a 1:1 recreation of the game, because i want to explore this world as much as i can. i can just turn the games on if i wanted that, but i'm only going to get bill and frank's story if i turn on that episode.
cutting this season down to 7 episodes takes away a lot of the meat of the story for pt2. the studio obviously didn't want to spend the money on the resources it needed to make a lot of what makes this story compelling actually work. but they had no problem wasting a fuckton of money on giant sets that didn't even get used/seen, because idk.... why not? idk, i'm annoyed.
they hit the main story beats and went "that's enough, right?" also despite wanting them to explore more, it's a problem when the best parts of the season are the 1:1 recreations.
final thoughts:
pedro, bella, and the rest of the cast do an amazing job in s2. despite the questionable writing/dialogue, there are some standout moments.
but overall i don't feel nearly as excited as i did with s1. i don't like being led by the hand in order for someone to tell me a story.
it's fine and that's... not good, imo.
i'm gonna go replay pt2 as a cleanse.
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hello mal. would you share your favourite charlos moments as teammates? i would love to know what you really think is the best
Hello! I was putting this off bc it was causing me much distress just thinking about which moments I would choose, but here we are! You didn't specify how many so I narrowed it down to my all-time top 10, with a few honorable mentions.
You did specify 'as teammates', so I'm gonna leave out the infamous singapore 2018 pool, tho it is an all-time charlos moment to be sure... The order is honestly kind of random because I found it really hard to rank them (don't ask a mother to choose her favorite child!)
10. Cookie decorating!! (2022) - I love this video so much (which is why I made a whole charlos flirting video essay about it). It's just chock-full of classic ways the two of them interact and joke around (Charles trying to blindfold Carlos for him, constantly trying to steal things out of his hands, both whistling/humming the same song at different points, touching constantly...). And why were they sitting like this?? (we know why) Anyway, I don't think we talk about it enough.
9. Monza Ferrari battle (2023) - I simultaneously love and hate this moment asfghdka which is maybe why it's down so low on the list. It's the most adrenaline and anxiety I've ever had watching F1 (I was literally running circles around my living room, yelling at the TV). But I think it also just exemplifies how competitive the two of them are, how hard they race each other without crashing. Like, their rivalry is core characterization for them, therefore it had to be on the list!!
(their tyres are literally kissing) ((this was foreplay for them))
8. Bahrain 1-2 (2022) - A classic!! Their first double podium and 1-2 as teammates! Their hug in parc ferme!! Carlos trying to pour wine into Charles' mouth on the podium!!! They were so giddy and happy, and it felt like the start of an incredible year...(we all know how it really turned out 🥴) This could maybe be higher on the list, but it feels so long ago now that I think I'd need to rewatch the race to draw back up those emotions again.
7. 'Lord Perceval' is coined (2021) - This whole moment is so cute, and it became pretty iconic since the team would go on to use the nickname a lot, and it spread throughout the fandom. It's sort of funny bc they were clearly joking around, but it caught on. They became the Smooth Operator and Lord Perceval, and I think that's beautiful.


6. Monaco hug (2024) - It was actually harder than I thought to choose between this one and the Monza '24 one. They both feature Carlos being super happy for a Charles win, his patented charles hair grab, as well as charlos cradling each other heart-to-heart, cheek-to-cheek. ❤️ I went with Monaco bc it came first in the year so had a greater impact on me, and bc Charles finally broke the Monaco curse.
5. Carlos' birthday surprise (2022) - Set the standard for Charlos birthday shenanigans. Charles complaining about his legs cramping in the cupboard LOL. I just love how happy Carlos looked in all those clips... Also, they were on their honeymoon that weekend or something, because there was also the 'I know you very well' hilarious lissie mackintosh vid and the 'you're doing great love'.
4. The bracelet video (2023) - Just...iconic. Charles asking Carlos for help with his bracelet and Carlos calling him 'darling,' asking for a kiss afterward. They've never been more married.
3. THE tiktok (2022) - This might be too high on the list tbh, but for the sheer shock value of waking up to it that day and the mania it caused in the charlos community, it's a hard one to beat. 😂
2. C² song challenge in Fiorano (2021) - this one gets the place of honor as #2 bc it's charlos' favorite moment together (along with Bahrain '22). They've both mentioned a few times that they fondly remember that day, and how much they laughed. It's also at the very beginning of their partnership, and it shows how immediately they acted like giddy besties.
1. Chili plushie (2024) - Okay. I guess?? This is my all-time favorite charlos moment??? 🥺 It was my favorite of 2024, so it could be recency bias. But something about it being the start of their bittersweet end...Carlos gifting him the chili...'so you remember me for the rest of your life'...Charles in his denial era...oof. I just really love these two, and this moment made me emotional about their years of friendship, rivalry, and shenanigans soon coming to an end.
This was so hard!!! But alas, I forced myself to narrow it down, and also to try and represent all of the years of their partnership, in different scenarios (racing/non-racing). Obviously, there are so many other amazing moments, so I'll consider it a blessing that we are so spoiled for choice as charlos fans ❤️
Honorable mentions (that I struggled not to include):
Drivers' parade car with swapped names
'Jazz'
Mexico balls grab
Blindfolded sim racing bdsm hair-pulling !!
Train sandwich share
Miami start-stop challenge
'jamon iconico'
Jenga challenge (my first ever f1 gifset!!)
Charles snoozing next to Carlos during football
Goggle games
'Take off your clothes, Carlos'...
There's just so many 😌
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No way! Another person who has spent way too much time on apex! Who's your main? I'm guessing BH but I don't want to assume. How did you feel about the BH/Fuse engagement? Do you have any heirlooms? Sorry, not very many people play apex on here.
Also, do you have any apex art? If not that's totally cool but I would love to see it!
you have activated my trap card!! many drawings ahead
my main is indeed bloodhound. i also whip out fuse, mirage, and to a lesser degree octane, but mostly i'm a one trick bloodhound. they were what got me into the game in the first place back in season 7 when i heard their 'i'm afraid of heights :(' voicelines (a cool hunter nonbinary character voiced by none other than allegra clark? sign me tf up), and even though i am Very Bad At Shooting and don't actually like battle royale-type games apex stayed my brainrot for over two years. the brainrot is definitely over now and these days i play it as a social thing, but that's how i acquired 2k+ hours lmao
also they released a magpiehound recolor called 'frosthaven' that i gleefully snatched up and have been wearing it ever since (ft the magpie holospray and the magpie mural on their latest map. i think they are catering to me specifically)


i am. truly Not Good. i am here just to clown and gossip and make poor life choices. my impulse control is too non existent for someone whose best skill is shooting a perfect outline around the enemy and not a bullet within

i had SO MUCH bloodhound art over on twitter good god. out of the following two drawings, the first one was bought out by allegra to sell as signed prints, and the second one was reposted onto apex's IG account, and in general this was the one time i genuinely had a blast on twitter interacting with all the devs and vas before everything went downhill both in respawn and on twitter lol. also i have to say, s10 and the whole White Raven thing fed me so. so so. SO well. the existential angst was incredible.


i participated in a couple of zines/projects as well! i have many thoughts about their canonical(!) respawn system and the resulting unimportance of death. adds to the existentialism and to bloodhound's religious themes


overall it was a very, very prolific period for me, and there are many pieces i'm still very happy with to this day




(^ the second to last one is a reference to the fusehound confession scene, and the last one is related to one of my fics, wooden bones (forest deity!bh au))
shipping!!! miragehound was my initial and most prominent ship, and i will never forgive respawn for not expanding on their backstory (their mothers worked together COME ON. they might have met as children! COME ON!!!!! i have a whole series exactly about the What Could Have Been)



their backstory with boone also fascinated me for a very long time, and my friends and i spent many a yap session dissing the dude until we stopped and thought, hey, what if he really was Just Some Guy who made mistakes, what if he wasn't evil, and that's what pulled me right back into the brainrot when i was already starting to slowly recover from it. boone now has a very elaborate backstory and lore and i hope to god respawn never puts him in the games the way we did because a) they don't GET him and b) i don't trust the fandom with him lmao. i'm super down to blabber about him though just say the word. he's everything to me, my big, sad, hairy man


we also invented in-game stuff for him. he had abilities and skins etc etc (the top row of skins is his titan pilot backstory + talos era + 'default' in-game skin)


this diptych still lives rent-free in my head, i think i really won with this one


where miragehound and boonehound flourished, mirageboonehound wasn't far behind! i wrote how it came to be and all. also Рorn. so much Рorn. seriously.


also this was the first time i redrew the twelfth night as my otp. the second one was mouthwashing

fusehound was an absolute delight to watch blossom, especially since we know it wasn't planned and just Kind Of Happened. i felt that lmao. characters be like that. i'm a bit sadge they shelved the whole talos plotline in favor of romance but at this point i gave up on expecting good lore from apex, especially after they fired herr frozenfroh. i didn't draw fusehound nearly as much, BUT i do have one fic that was basically a dream i had lol

honorable mention goes to revhound!! this is the ship that went really hard with artists and writers. deeply painful, deeply compelling, absolutely incredible. mindblowing angst and just as mindblowing рorn, together or separately. best shit. the one ship i didn't write for because compared to the fandom's behemoths i never felt like i'd be able to contribute anything meaningful lol, i just got to sit back and enjoy


bonus: as one of my friends eloquently put it, bh and their bhitches :)

i was going to put in more pictures but hit the 30 images limit!!! my twitter is now abandoned but if you scroll down just a little you can see all the stuff that didn't make it into this post.
apex and bloodhound also REALLY, REALLY got me writing. i came into the fandom already relatively warmed up after a 170k fire emblem fic, but i ended up writing 200k+ for miragehound, mirageboonehound, and fusehound combined. i was unstoppable. it was insane. i've linked some already but you can peep them all here. bloodhound's pov was especially fun to write for, purple prose my beloved
also you asked me about heirlooms! i'm a lucky motherfucker who managed to get one set of shards from the 500th box and another from just the random 0.4% chance. so i have bloodhound's and fuse's as they are my most played characters :)
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Look, I get people being upset about Bobby dying. What I don't get is people turning around and saying "that's it, I'm done with the show" (and I'm not just talking about here among the fandom, I'm talking about what I've seen from the GA as well). But I think we all just need to take a moment and wait for a clear head once our emotions have died down a bit.
For starters, it's an ensemble show - if you were watching it solely for one character, were you really enjoying the show? I'm not quite sure how you could be enjoying any episodes where that character is in the background while someone else is in the spotlight if that was the case.
Secondly, and most importantly, a main character dying is not abnormal for a TV show, especially a procedural (I'll go into this a bit more later). In fact, the fact that 911 is now approaching its 9th season and up until now has had no major character changes since the end of season 1/start of season 2 is in fact abnormal (I'm talking about central, primarily 118/first responder characters here. Yes I know Michael left in Season 5, but I feel he was a main in very much the same way that Chris is a main - they were/are in the show enough to be classified as more than a recurring, but they aren't central to the plot most of the time and are easily left out of episodes, much like Karen). Most shows, particularly ones that have a long shelf life, get that way by rotating characters to keep stories fresh. And I love 911, but let's face it, one of the last "new" storylines was Buck realising he was bi. Everything else has mostly been a rehash/repeat of old storylines (Madney pregnancy, Henren family troubles, Eddie's inability to move on from Shannon, Bobby and the fire that killed his family etc).
And yes, I get that if they wanted to write Bobby off, they could have had him just retire, except for one small problem - his wife is also a main. Having Athena around but Bobby somehow disappearing off the face of the planet and never interacting with anyone else again, especially with Buck who is like a son to him, would have the same vibe as Grace not being around in the final season of Lonestar - very strange and off putting and overall doesn't feel right.
Now, back to main characters dying/leaving in TV shows, particularly procedurals. It happens all the time and has been going on for decades. And guess what? Despite losing beloved characters, those shows continued, some for many years after the fact. Here are some examples: Dr Greene in ER, one of the fans' favourite characters on that show, died in Season 8 - ER finally finished after FIFTEEN seasons. Derek Sheppard in Grey's Anatomy died in Season 11 - they are now up to season 21. Here in Australia, Maggie Doyle was killed in Season 7 of the immensely popular police show Blue Heelers, which ended after 13 seasons. All of these characters were original mains who were around from day 1 of their respective shows and very much loved. They were considered an important part/the heart/the backbone of the shows they were in, and people cried out that the shows would not survive without them. They did.
Now, regarding 911, it all comes down to the writing whether 911 can weather the storm they have created and come out stronger. Many of us have had our criticisms, but if this is the kick up the arse that the show needed and all of a sudden we're back to getting more rescues, more recurring characters (the disappearance/vastly reduced screen time of many secondary characters over the years I feel has hurt the show as it's made it rather insular by only focusing on the 118) and new story lines? If people are willing to give the show a chance, it might very well surprise us and be worth the watch.
Not to mention, there's no guarantee we won't ever see Bobby again. This show has not been afraid to use flashbacks (the Begins episodes anyone?) and if we ever did say a Tommy Begins episode, that could very well involve Bobby as he was his Captain for a significant period of time. Or they could go the Lonestar route, in which Bobby could appear in a coma dream, or (for example) if Buck and Tommy get married or have kids, have the spirit of Bobby watching over them (like they had with TK and his mum at the wedding). I mean, Tim found a way to bring back the actress who played Shannon, even though Shannon died 6 seasons ago - I'm sure if Peter was willing he could find a way to bring Bobby back if he wanted to (not saying they should do a Bobby doppleganger though - once is enough).
Look, I love the show. Has it been perfect? Of course not. Have there been times when I thought, "Oh, this has pissed me off, do I want to keep watching?" Yup (when Maddie and Chim decided to break up was my first, the BuckTommy break up, the second), but I still stuck around because at the end of the day it's one of the few shows I actually enjoy watching - it's quirky, it's fun (usually) and I love ALL the characters. I'm going to miss Bobby, sure, but I'm going to keep giving the show a chance - there are still so many things I want to see! I want Buck to not only get back together with Tommy but finally experience a stable relationship and see where that ultimately leads (crossing fingers for an engagement at some point!). I want to see if Hen takes over the Captain role, and if so, the challenges she has to face taking over from someone as influential as Bobby. I want Chim to have a meaty storyline again! (He was my OG favourite of the show before Buck stole my heart.) And Athena; oh I want to see how she handles her loss - Angela Bassett, the actress that she is, will KILL that story line.
My only hope is that there aren't so many people who decide to abandon the show and the ratings plummet, which triggers a cancellation. I know people are upset, but I hope that in the two weeks until the next episode, once the shock isn't as strong and the emotions aren't running high, people will have calmed down enough to give the show a chance to prove they were right in going in this direction. Because, and call me selfish for wanting this, while I understand tv shows don't last forever, I'm not ready to leave this one behind just yet. I'm not saying people should be forced to watch the show if they don't want to - if it is genuinely making you unhappy and you're not enjoying it, by all means, stop watching. But if people are making the decision to abandon the show based on this one thing, all I ask is for people to stop and take a breath. Give the show one last shot to see where they go from here. If you don't like the direction it's going, then feel free to abandon ship, I certainly wouldn't blame you.
All I'm asking is for the audience to at least give it a chance.
#I think we all need to take a breath#just like we needed to after the break-up#yes this change is more permanent#but it could be the shake-up the show needed#and considering it looks like we jumped the gun#and Buck and Tommy might be getting back together again#maybe we should see how the story pans out before we jump ship#my ramblings#bucktommy#<my people#because we've been here before#bobby nash#tw: mcd#911 spoilers#911
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hey! i remember years ago when we spoke (it's fine if you don't remember), and back then you felt very bummed out about not many people interacting with your art. i advised you then to try drawing fanart rather than your ocs. i'm glad you didn't follow my advice. your art is gorgeous and very unique and it's been interesting to watch you grow. :) i hope things are well, despite everything. sending love from czechia
Hi!!! I might remember you, did you have a fox-girl like OC? Autism makes it a bit hard to remember things, so I'm sorry if I'm incorrect!
Many people told me to do fan-art and I genuinely tried, but I could never fully bring myself to it - I have too many original ideas that I care a lot more about. I was never a part of any kind of group or fandom either, I was never invested enough in anything.
Us talking probably happened some good 5-7 years ago, I might have been a teenager still (my username was probably "morippin" or "bokafecs" around that time haha). Now I only care about numbers because art became my job and no reach = I don't eat! It's so exciting to see how far I've come.
I don't really talk to people online anymore, social media and the internet is just not what it's used to be. But I hold those memories (at least the ones I can remember) dearly! So whether I remember or not, thank you for being a part of my life!
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"If you don't see it, you hate women"
We need to discuss how female characters worth is mostly attached to the ship they belong to. To love those girls you have to love their pairings (only the pairings which associate them with men ofc).
There's actually a lot we can discuss and dissect from the way people react and engage with female characters, particularly female characters that are disliked by a big part, if not the majority of the fandom.
LONG REPLY AHEAD
There's this really interesting phenomenon that's been occurring for the past few years, let's say since late 2018, on social media where women in fandoms that are usually male dominated notice this particular distate for a specific female character and they decide to pity stan. Now before I get into what pity stanning does to the perception of the fandom about a female character I must discuss first how the male fans in the fandom interact with said female character that creates the pity stanning in the first place.
To make my point I will use characters like Sakura Haruno and also Shiv Roy from Succession as examples.
Both characters were deemed as unworthy by male fans and considered to be not-in-the-level-of-their-male-counterparts so we start to see a lot of vitriol against them. Most of this vitriol is very much misogynistic, you will see men calling them useless/dumb bitch, sluts, comments on their bodies either body-shaming them (plank/table for Sakura) or objectifying them like they do to Shiv Roy. What's interesting is that male characters that present the same undesirable writing these two women do, don't get near the same amount of hate, sometimes they're even idolized by the fandom. For example, Kakashi who really doesn't do that much in fights either or Shiv's brothers who are as incompetent as her.
The women in the fandom see this and because they're women that misogyny affects them too, y'know. It gets to the point where you can see men in fandoms use an "acceptable target" to unleash their misogyny and distate or hate for all women. So what happens here? Women in fandom try to shield and protect these female characters from the vitriol because it's also a way to protect themselves from it.
But then another interesting phenomenon happens. Women in fandom become "girls' girls". This is a type of pseudo-feminism where women can't do no wrong and we have to support all women or else we're not a girl's girl and that's the worst thing you could be. This of course, kills your ability to engage critically with media as now you see everything the female character does as her girlbossing her way in the plot. You will also start making stuff up to make them seem greater than they are.
In the case of Sakura she's now the strongest kunoichi ever! founder of a hospital or whatever! smartest member of team 7! she mops the floor with all her enemies!
For Shiv Roy it is that she's the best businessperson in the show, all her brothers are stupid and incompetent but not her! she's different! she mops the floor with all the people she negotiates with!
None of this is true, is made up by the same fans that want to protect them from the fandom's misogyny. Sakura is not that great of a ninja compared to Sasuke and Naruto and she has a bad personality. Shiv is not great at business and is just as dumb as her brothers. A character being like this is okay to happen in media unless you're a girl's girl in fandom.
You want to see that girl you chose to stan win. To get what she wants so you can give the middle finger to the men in the fandom that wronged her.
For Shiv Roy is to become CEO of her father's company (who cares that she never actually worked a day in her life there, she deserves it!). For Sakura is to get Sasuke (who cares if this man genuinely dislikes her deeply, she deserves to have him!).
And this is what I call pity stanning, they felt bad for the characters for the treatment they get so now they're making stuff up, believing it and now adopting this attitude of "you're a misogynist if you don't accept my headcanons that I've convinced myself are canon and you're also a misogynist if you don't want to see my girl win".
Now, before I get into the shipping aspect I want to get into Hinata's character. Unlike Sakura, she's a beloved character by male fans but what I find interesting about her is that she's a total blank canvas that people can project whatever they want onto, including the women who stan her.
I've noticed that for them Hinata represents this Cinderella fairytale, the pretty princess that got the prince charming over her ugly step sisters. This very "you belong with me" scenario of the ugly ducking becoming the most beautiful swan that ends up getting the guy over the rest of the girls. I've also noticed that these women talk abt Hinata in a very "not like other girls" way and this is where their distate for Sakura stems from. Hinata isn't loud, obnoxious and brutish like Sakura, she's quiet, and graceful and polite or whatever, that's why she triumphs over Sakura (on what idk). Women in the Naruto fandom have this bizarre beef comparing these two girls, which I initially didn't get because they don't even want the same man, but then it clicked for me. They want them to be respected by male fans.
Hinata although beloved isn't respected by the men in the fandom, everybody knows she's not a good ninja and outside of their infatuation for her looks and her worship for Naruto, they have nothing to say about her. Sakura well, we already know how it goes. Pretty interesting how what starts as some form of gatekeeping of female characters for "feminist" reasons evolves to the point you're making stuff up about them to get the men in the fandom to like them as people.
So now we get to the shipping part.
There's characters, mostly female characters, that were created centered around a man. This is Sakura's and Hinata's case, the very first thing we learn about Sakura is that she likes Sasuke, the very first thing we learn about Hinata is that she likes Naruto. In Hinata's case some NH shippers brag that we learn she likes Naruto before we even learn her name, how pitiful.
You want to be a girl's girl meaning you want to see them win, meaning you want to see them get the boy they want because there's nothing more for them. It's a package deal, you can't like Sakura if you don't ship Sasusaku, you can't like Hinata if you don't ship Naruhina. It's easier for Sasuke and Naruto stans to dislike Sasusaku and Naruhina because these ships aren't integral to their characters.
Of course, we have Sakura and Hinata stans that want to ship them with someone else because they feel that ship dignifies them (think of Itasaku, Inosaku, Sasuhina, Kibahina, etc.), it does so in the sense they don't seem as obsessive male-centered characters when shipped with characters that aren't the obsession and allows you to create a scenario in which they grow out of it. If you observe how these shippers talk about Sasuke and Naruto is always with a lot of resentment, because how dare they not reciprocate those girls' feelings!!! after everything they've done for them!!!
Basically shipping, at least f/m ships, has become some sort of feminist social activism lol
You can also see how intertwined that f/m ship, that female character but also the shippers own identities are. It becomes personal for them. In a way SS and NH shippers have separated Sakura and Hinata characters from the story, Kishimoto's manga and have instead made them part of their own self. Sakura and Hinata not getting what they want is a loss of identity for them, a personal attack.
Finally, I'd like to add that not all female characters hated by men in fandom are actually dumb and incompetent losers and women in fandom are making shit up about them to make them seem better. Some of these female characters are very much hated just because they're women. Mary Jane Watson from Sam Raimi's Spider-man trilogy is the biggest example
An excellent character with development, background, personality and traits of her own that's hated because how dare Sam Raimi make her a woman with a life beyond the main character Peter Parker and someone who doesn't worship the ground he steps on. They wanted a mindless cheerleader not a three-dimensional character!
She's also the reason why I believe that if Kishimoto had written Hinata beyond her crush for Naruto, men wouldn't like her that much...
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When the mission makes you human
Operation strix is by far shown to be the hardest mission that Loid has to do and is yet to accomplish, and this isn't because of the time pressure that he is being put on or even the workload but its because the mission requires for him to be human.
The mission requires Loid to break the intricate cold machine mask that he has built for himself over the years and calls for him to unearth the past he has burnt away.
Sure, Agent Twilight is good at temporary impersonations. He is good at being what people need him to be but only for a short amount of time. However, operation strix requires him to be a father and a husband almost 24/7, and with that, we get more time with the Loid Forger persona unlike any other persona of Twilight and due to that we get to see all the little cracks and imperfections in that mask. We get to see Loid make mistakes, and we get to see him try and fix them, we get to see him learn and we get to see his humanity and vulnerability that he believes he burnt away slowly coming back up filling and fixing the little cracks in the Loid Forger mask.

The Loid Forger persona surprisingly has always been deeply interconnected to Agent Twilight's roots as a character ever since chapter 1.
It is the Loid Forger persona that unearths Agent Twilight's memories as to why he became a spy in the first place. His interactions with Anya unearth his motivations as he so clearlingly sees a bit of himself in anya. His interactions with anya when he is in his loid forger persona is when we see both of these characters connect and parallel each other the most. It's their continuous parallels that we see as the readers that starts to make Loid seem human to us.

As we see, Loid slowly gains back a few memories, and Anya is usually the catalysts to this. The whole reason we got the chapter 62 flashback is because of Anya as she was a catalyst to it.
It is through the Loid Forger persona that we see most of what's left of Redacted come through, and we see how his childhood experiences impact him to adulthood. We see just how much Loid Values friendship and how haunted he really is by it. I think it's interesting that Endo has shown us the progression of Loid's memory and how he is remembering a lot more from his past than he would like to remember.
The progression of Loid's memory going from him not remebering how his friends looked like but knowing that a group of kids on a random street evoke a certain emotion in him in chapter 3 to him clearly remembering his past friends faces in chapter 108 and the uncanny resemblance that jeeves and the other caretakers have that remind him so strongly of the past, of the connections he had and the human identity that he swore he burnt away.

In a world where Agent Twilight wears masks every day and disposes of those masks every day. The mask that is Loid Forger seems to have stuck, its slowly becoming his real identity as agent Twilight the man who burnt away his previous identity and swore to never be more than just a spy, more than just an agent is slowly forging, creating a new mask. A mask that is him, a mask that is so similar to Redacted, and it scares him.
It's something that he doesn't know how or why he is doing but it's a process that is taking place and funnily enough for such an introspective and analytical mam Loid Forger doesn't realise that he is doing this. No, it's actually nightfall that realises this and quickly points it out in chapter 30. She can see it, and the fandom can see it. We have had hints towards agent twilight losing his cool and his true nature emerging. We see this when he gets angry and punches the desk during the Eden academy interview, we see this in every little small and big gesture that he does towards his family lamely justifying it to be for the mission. We see this when he quickly retorts that they shouldn't kill yuri because it would harm the mission.
We see it. We literally joke about it. Everyone is almost aware of it, but Loid isn't, well, that is until he is. The aftermath of the wheeler arc we get conformation that Loid is aware to an extent about his care and he so deeply tries to push it down but for the sake of the mission he can never really destory it. He needs to be human, but at this point, it seems a bit like torture, and we see how the guilt builds up on him whether that be through jeeves saying that he wishes for these children to stay unburdened and we see Loid looking at Anya or whether that be through Loid hesitating to actually shoot yuri because it would hurt yor and Loid himself is shown to really value Yor and Yuri's relationship even from the start.

Tragically, it seems like Loid has trapped himself in something so beautiful so human so delicate and he knows he has to pull away he knows that it's going to end he knows that it's now actively effecting him a man who is supposed to be hardened by war a man who is supposed to do the unspeakable for the greater good now hesitates at merely taking a human life.
At the end of the day, Agent Twilight must abandon what he had forged when the mission is complete he must again burn away that humanity and that identity, but this time it's going to hurt. This time, it will feel like grief, and he knows it.
However, there could be an answer, and I think it's within nightfall character. The wheeler arc seems to introduce nightfall as a direct contrast to Twilight as she is someone whose strengths are highlighted and are even stronger when she is protecting someone that she cares for. Twilight views emotions as weaknesses, but nightfall strength that saved him comes from those emotions, and it's very likely that twilight would come to that same conclusion as he is also someone who is shown and was hinted at being very emotional even when he wasn't supposed to be his conversations with franky show this best.


#sxf meta#sxf#spy family#spy x family#sxf analysis#loid forger#the recent chapters heavily show how the mission is changing loid#albeit that Loid isnt a good person per say but i find his character interesting#sxf loid#thinking about it Loid himself is so contradicting#I am predicting that we are gonna get more Loid angst.#maybe his interactions with melinda may remind him of certain people#spy x family manga#spy x family analysis
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Hellooo! I'm new to your page and to the Blue Lock Fandom. I was wondering if I could get some headcannons on what boys you think would have a black gf and how they would interact with her and her family. I hope this is okay! I haven't been able to fully check the rules yet, so I understand if it's not something you want to do. I love your page ✨️
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BLLK. MEN + BLACK! F. READER
𝙨𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮 ; blue lock boys with a black gf and meeting her family !!
𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨; fluff, skin color is not mentioned but black reader, that mean ass auntie everyone has in chigiris and i think sae’s , that’s it i think and ignore how every scenario has something to do with food, i’m a fatass
YOICHI ISAGI
come on now… ik y’all saw this one coming
i feel like isagi is that boyfriend that loves soul foodddd, like i’m talking he will beg you for it everytime you cook
he could eat an entire pan of cornbread after a rough practice i’m telling you and maybe a lil chili on the side
everytime you get your hair done, he always looks at you like he’s never seen you before and you were light itself
“wow that’s so good! i saw this one style on instagram, you should get it.”
when it comes to meeting your parents, he’s literally shitting himself and on top of that, you chose to bring him to meet your family during easter so that means all your family was there
and they all saw him being so fucking competitive with the little kids to get the eggs, it started as a game but then the little kids started calling him poop head and he cannot let that go
speaking of, he is a baby magnet. all your little cousins wanted to play with him
“hi…i’m yoichi.” isagi muttered while standing beside you nervously with a red solo cup in his hand full of a caprison, he didn’t know if he was allowed to get the sodas. your baby cousin told him only for adults.
your mom smiled at him with a laugh “nice to meet you, i hear good things about you.” she says and isagi nods while trying not to seem too nervous as your dad hasn’t said anything yet. “yeah, nice to meet you man.” your father says raising a fist for a fist bump.
isagi smiled non-nervously for the first time and returned the fist bump. you leaned on his side comfortingly but the conversation was cut short when your baby cousin ran up and tapped your boyfriend’s leg. “play with me! help me find eggs!” she yelled jumping up and down and isagi looked at you for approval and you nodded before watching the two scurry away toward the yard.
“better start cooking, he’s gonna work up an appetite.” your mom said to your dad with a laugh making a deep belly chuckle come from him while you sweat-dropped. isagi could be really competitive when he wanted to and lord knows that those little kids took this egg hunt seriously. he was gonna be the designated babysitter for the rest of his life.
and wouldn’t ya know it? five minutes later, all you hear is isagi screaming with your younger cousin at all the other ones “move you little shit. it’s mine.” he grumbled pushing a 7 year old to the ground to get the egg but when they tried snatching it out his hand, he picked them up and started to threaten them to their face.
“yoichi!” you yelled from the porch glaring at him to tone it down and he sighed and dropped the child but only whispered his threats now. ever since then isagi loved going to your family gatherings, he likes the children games.
SAE ITOSHI
sae is a traveling man, he’s all over the world so he’s vaguely familiar with dating women of all different races
he likes taking you on dates and spending hella fucking money on you
that being said, he likes to pay for all the things you want. he likes to pay for your hair, the products, your clothes, if you want your nails done, he’ll drop a band right there for whatever design you want
sae kind of has a fascination with your body also, like whenever you get out the shower he likes to rub lotion and whatever other products you use on you but not in a sexual way
that’s just a gen hc but whatever
sae really likes to watch you do your hair, not because he doesn’t know anything about it, he just really likes to watch. it’s also good for you because whenever you get too frustrated he just calms you down and says he can get someone to do it if u want
really bad at doing your hair and not just curly hair, any type of hair. straight, kinky, wavy, it’s doesn’t matter bc the most he can do it probably a ponytail
anyways he’s probably very chill about meeting parents, he’s a very classy guy so he has nothing to worry about especially bc he met them during christmas, so he bought hella gifts
that being said, he’s also not going to let any disrespect to you slide
sae stacked two plates with macaroni and cheese, turkey, greens and other foods he knew that you liked as he occasionally said hi to the people that passed by him in the kitchen. once he was finished he trodded over to the living room where you sat chatting among your family while trying to avoid the children running around.
he swiftly dodged one of the soccer balls he got one of your nieces as a gift and made his way to you and your mom. “here baby.” sae muttered handing you your plate and then your mother hers. you thanked him with a smile but the smile didn’t last long when you heard the huff of your aunt beside your mom.
“honey, i feel so bad for you. you had to make her plate.” your aunt said with a small chuckle as the boy sat next to you with a confused look on his face. “why is that a bad thing?” he asked already not liking where this conversation was going. the entire car ride, you were complaining about this aunt and how annoying she was toward you but how you never said anything.
you grabbed his hand to tell him to just let it go but you should’ve known better, if you weren’t going to do something, he was going to do it. “well you’re the man, she’s supposed to be serving you.” sae rolled his eyes very obviously with a ‘ugh’ leaving his throat.
“if i’m the man i should be serving her. she shouldn’t have to move an inch.” he muttered glaring at your aunt and looking her up and down with disgust and that’s when you decided to stop it. you put your hand on the side of his face and turned it toward you to whisper in his ear. “be quiet.” you muttered and he only rolled his eyes again.
you took a spoonful of food and shoved it in his mouth before kissing his cheek to thank him for standing up for you. “you’re annoying.” sae said beneath his breath and you just told him “thank you.”
RYUSEI SHIDOU
idk how to explain it but i don’t think you being black would change how he acts in the relationship
he buys you things, clothes, food, anything you’d like
doesn’t care much for your hair and not in a disrespectful way it’s just he wouldn’t get it if you said it looks bad when it looks perfectly fine to him??
does like watching you do your makeup and commenting that your concealer shade is so much lighter than you and laughing about it (he barely understands shit abt makeup unless it’s eye makeup)
when meeting your parents, he was not nervous but you warned him that he needs to tone it down just a bit afterall this is the first time they’re meeting him
he didn’t want to do it but he did because you asked him to although despite this, he still fits right in with your uncles
and not the sports fanatic uncles, the uncles that try and upstage each other during every family gathering
you watched as shidou laughed with your uncles in the backyard, all of them with a drink in their hand due to new years just coming around merely minutes ago. “you play soccer right? must be flexible as hell.” one of your uncles asked shidou as they lightly punched him on his shoulders while he laughed.
this was shidou’s opportunity to show out. to show how flexible and amazing he was and of course, he’ll never miss an opportunity to show off his talents. “hell yeah i am! watch this.” he mutters making motions for everyone to make room for him and they did. seconds later, shidou began to do a backflip that just turned into him doing other flips until he felt like stopping.
“wooo!” “damn man!” the men whistled as they gathered around your dear boyfriend who just laughed extremely loud. then his stomach started to growl and he immediately looked over to you who watched the entire ordeal “babydoll!” the tanned man shouted immediately gaining your attention. “can you get my plate please?” he asked still yelling. usually you would’ve told him no and that he can get it himself but he was having so much fun, so you nodded and went inside to get his plate
when you came back from retrieving his plate, he was sitting at the table on the porch waiting for you breathing heavily. “you have fun over there?” you asked sitting next to him and he nodded with a laugh “yeah and now i’m hungry, feed me.” shidou said with his words coming out as a jokingly beastly sound making you grin.
“nah, you have hands.” you said pushing the plate toward him but he let out a groan as he threw his head back. “my bones hurt.” you sighed at his pleading and picked up the fork before scooping mac and cheese on it and of course, shidou had to give you instructions. “get some of the barbecue from the ribs on it.”
RENSUKE KUNIGAMI
pretty much a combination of everyone on this post
child magnet, parents love him, uncles love him, just really loved by your family overall
he likes soul food but mainly the desserts, he loves that shit
kunigami doesn’t really know how to do your hair but he tries his best but he’s really good at doing your edges for some reason…
knows so much about you that he can go into the beauty supply store and they recognize him and already have all your skin stuff ready
unlike everyone else on this list, he met your family when they came to one of his things and even tho he talked to them for only a few minutes, he managed to make them accept him into the family already
kunigami sat in the empty locker room drinking out of his water bottle with heavy breaths leaving his throat. the game was very stressful but it was fine because he saw you in the stands cheering for him like always with the addition of your parents.
his attention turned to the door when he heard it opening and he saw you and your parents standing there with smiles on your faces, you had on one of his extra jerseys with a corny smile. “you did so good!” you screeched hugging him as your parents laughed at how excited you were.
“i’m not a huge soccer guy but you are good.” your dad said walking over and putting his back comfortingly making kunigami smile. then came your mom with a styrofoam box in her hand. she practically forced it into his hands “here, i thought you’d need it after allat running.” she said and your boyfriend smiled not overwhelmed one bit with all the attention.
kunigami opened the box and ate a spoonful of one of the food portions and immediately hummed in delight. “mhm! this is so good. you either have to give me the recipe or make me my own tray.” the ginger boy said with a hearty smile on his visage.
you kissed his cheek “okay we’ll leave you to get dressed, see you after.” you said with a smile before you and your parents walked away with kunigami bidding his goodbyes to the both of you. safe to say, they loved him.
HYOMA CHIGIRI
just like he’s obsessed with his hair, he’s obsessed with yours
like obsessed obsessed, if he didn’t know how to do your type of hair before, he learned how to like he might as well be your hair stylist because he can do whatever style
silk press, ponytail, simple straightening, literally you name it and he can do it. certain hairstyles he can’t exactly do well like box braids and shit, you’re better off going to someone else but still
if you wear wigs, he knows how to lay that shit DOWN. and by this i mean he watched so many tutorials and can only glue it. so don’t expect him to do the whole thing
beauty supply store knows him by name, he’s always in there buying stuff for you (and him) like he knows everything you need and use. mielle, carols daughter, he knows it all
he also likes when you do his hair, he really likes when his hair smells like yours because of the oil but don’t fw his shampoo. he got that routine down.
he wasn’t nervous meeting your parents, he didn’t really care too much for it so he went there and acted like his usual self. his pretty princess self.
“c’mon get on that grill, show us whatcha got.” your dad said slapping a hand on chigiri’s back that hurt a lot more that he’d anticipated. he looked at your dad and your uncles standing around him unaware of you watching from the porch.
kids ran around wanting to light the fireworks for fourth of july already as you sat next to your aunt. “when are you going to get a man? it’s been years [y/n]?” she asked turning toward you and you looked at her confused while trying to figure out what she meant by that.
“he’s right there, what are you talking about?” you asked tilting your head and your aunt merely scoffed as she rolled her eyes. “please, he looks like a girl and can’t grill nuthin’.” your aunt said a little too confident for someone that’s been single since you were little. “he doesn’t cook with his hair down.” you said with your nose scrunched up irritated as if he was the devil, chigiri appeared in front of you with a sheepish smile.
“hey babe, hope i’m not interrupting anything.” the redhead said looking between you and the older woman and you gave her a passive aggressive smile before turning back to your boyfriend. “not at all, what’s up?” chigiri smiled and turned around with his back facing you.
“can you put my hair up? i’m gonna cook.” chigiri asked and you hummed in response before beginning to put his luscious locks into a high ponytail with the hair tie on your wrist. “thanks babe, come over with me. i miss you.” chigiri said turning around and kissing your cheek. the whole reason he was asking you to come over there was because he could clearly see your hatred for your aunt in this moment.
plus he really did miss you. “okay, bye.” you said waving to your aunt not even looking at her before you and chigiri walked off the porch and to the grill. your aunt did not like him but after he cooked the food, your dad did.
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you know i've been thinking about the consequences of malleus's actions in book 7 and i realized how much he's fucked everyone over including his grandma. bc like other than the fact that he ob'd (which literally has NEGATIVE connotations one of which being is idk ""UNSTABLE"" which isnt necessarily a good look for a crown prince is all im saying) he's literally causing terrorism (??? can you call it that idk how else to call it) which is going to setback his grandma's efforts (and lilia's and baul's, and every supporter of his and his family) in keeping peace in their kingdom and the favor of the humans towards the fae. Like. i feel so bad for grandmother draconia rn i can only imagine the stress and pressure she's under.
Then theres also aside from PHYSCIALLY compromising everyone's healths in sage island (BECAUSE THE MAJORITY ARE HUMANS OR AT LEAST THEY DONT LIVE AS LONG AS THE FAE). He's also fucked everyone mentally twice over!!!! By booting them straight into a world where none of their problems exist. Now that wouldnt sound bad if it weren't for the fact that dreams have to end, and life isnt kind. It rarely ever is, and i can only imagine how distraught i would be if i were to say, hypothetically lost someone a year before and the wound is so fresh and raw and, in my dreams, they never died and everything is okay, then i wake up and realize that it was just that. A dream, they are still gone and i wish i never woke up which would be a LITERAL DEATH SENTENCE. This isnt just an event that takes place in NRC either BUT THE WHOLE ISLAND and that domain is GROWING, GROWING. I can't imagine just how many would be so emotionally ruined after this. Like.....
If Malleus does not suffer the consequences of his actions istg i will be so pissed, at least REMOVE HIM FROM THE PREMISE OR SOMETHING GODDDDDDD this cannot be remedied with a slap on the hand!!!!!
(Note: Sorry for the long rant. I felt the need to get this out of my chest bc i dont mind malleus's archetype actually nor do i actually hate him, bc i enjoy him interacting w other characters a lot (my fave ever vigenette is him giving deuce the equivalent of minecraft diamon for fixing a retrobit gaming toy) BUT GOD DOES HE MAKE MY BLOOD BOIL)
Yeah, I do feel like the scale of Malleus's actions cannot be understated. I know it's kind of a fandom joke that the OB boys are left off with a slap on the wrist + maybe some social ramifications at school, but this is the ONE time in the main story where things are getting super big and the effects could be cripplingly long-lasting.
I don't know if TWST will seriously address the consequences after book 7, but I sure hope they do!! There is a lot of interesting ground to cover (many points which this anon has already brought up) in a follow-up main story arc or the next book.
For example:
Malleus obviously has to regain the trust of his peers and staff. He didn’t really have it before but now has to work twice as hard to make connections since he just took a drastic action that confirmed the rumors some were already spreading about how he’s a monster.
He’s the sole heir to the throne and has just betrayed the trust of the people of Briar Valley. How are they feeling about him now? Do they still trust him to lead them?
How does this impact their relations with other countries (since Malleus himself stresses how he represents Briar Valley)? This is a problem visible on a global scale, and surely this would damage their rep with other nations, particularly the predominantly human ones. It’s setting back what is hundreds of years of trying to fix the broken trust between their races.
Malleus’s UM potentially puts his victims in physical harm; in book 7, Ortho suggests that since everyone is sleeping, their bodies are not getting the food or water they need. As a result, they may physically waste away and then perish. (We have seen that there are sleep blessings that keep people sleeping for hundreds of years without detriment to the blessed though, such as the one cast on Silver—so we cannot be entirely sure if Ortho’s theory is correct or not.)
There is the possibility that Malleus’s dreams may traumatize or retraumatize his victims, particularly those with deep rooted troubles. An example of this is Idia, who had suffered the loss of his brother when he was like… 8 years old??? But then in his dream, Idia is living a happy false reality that Ortho never died. When he finally comes to this realization, he has to relive the trauma of the discovery all over again and breaks down sobbing. We also see in the most recent book 7 update that Vil had to face the evilest aspects of himself and a dark reality; Rook became very emotional upon waking himself. Admittedly, Idia and co. coped with it well enough—this is proof of their character development and the strength of the new friendships they’ve formed. However, all the people on Sage’s Island/Twisted Wonderland may not react so positively or be so accepting of their cruel realities.
Again, just the overall moral dilemma of one person robbing all of Sage’s Island (and soon all of Twisted Wonderland) of their autonomy.
Potential extra work for STYX and whichever countries Malleus’s magic manages to spread to (repairing any physical damage caused by the thorns + mental damage done to those that fell asleep). That’s money, time, and resources that aren’t going toward other everyday endeavors.
How will Malleus himself mentally and emotionally cope with what he has done? Is he going to show remorse and shame? How does he plan on rectifying his actions, if at all?
Will this change how his dorm members + family view him? For example, will Sebek become disillusioned with his liege/realize Malleus is not as perfect as he seems? Will Maleficia blame herself for not being there for Malleus? Will Lilia feel guilty for not teaching Malleus right from wrong? Etc, etc, etc.
I’d honestly love to read all of these! 🤔 It would add a lot to the lore and history of Twisted Wonderland, as well as serve as motivators for Malleus to change, “be better”, and actually earn the respect he’s so used to being handed by default. This would be huge for him, especially seeing as he has not really faced significant backlash or consequences for any other missteps he was responsible for or involved in. (I know I bring this one up a lot, but Endless Halloween Night is one such major example.)
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