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#i’ve been thinking abt that cringe post#i think the latent feelings behind ‘cringe’ are shame and sometimes envy/bitterness#same vibes as when six year olds say ‘those toys are for babies’ if they’ve been shamed for their age by older kids#anyway. i think part of the healing process is realizing that shame puts you at war with yourself bc part of yourself is a social being!#and that part of you wants community and acceptance (maybe love). shame is the absence of acceptance#unlearning shame means learning self-love and gaining the confidence to find your people#jerma#cw jerma#(someone asked me to tag lol)
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Me drawing these after getting petty over my TikTok comment section saying Dick would never blabla because they're usually referring to TT robin and it pissed me off at the unfair comparison that I drew slightly older Dick
#dick grayson#dc comics#robin#nightwing#robin fanart#i got unnecessarily mad i think#what bitterness does to someone#i finished this in like an hour thats wild actually
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old people should be shot
#never stop blowing up#nsbu#d20 nsbu#dimension 20#d20#dimension 20 nsbu#d20 never stop blowing up#russell feeld#liv skyler#paula donvalson#troubling and disturbing#d20 fanart#fanart#dimension twenty#digital art#Bitter Content#i ADORE this season so far#oh my god. one episode. im in so deep.#i think i was made to draw russell#and paula my love. i adore her.#gotta cop that feel real quick
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ive said it before and ill say it again: not nearly enough fanworks talk about THIS part of the souyo dynamic, the weird savior complex and trust yu has w adachi directly breaching the trust that yosuke has put on him. not only here, but in the game too, when yu chooses to meet with adachi in the tv world by himself without telling the others, yosuke waits for him outside anyways bc he knew something was up. yosuke feels betrayed by the fact that yu trusts adachi not to kill him right then and there more than he trusts the team to help him, but he still welcomes him back with a smile. because yu is the leader and yosuke will trust in him no matter what, even if it means watching him walk into the mouth of the man who killed the girl he liked, knowing full well it could snap shut at any moment and break his heart all over again.
basically too many souyo fics about internalized homophobia and not enough about all the other weird shit they have going on.
#SORRYYYY THEY MAKE ME INSANE#it gets brought up in the p4a manga too w evil chie calling yosuke a sheep that will follow yu blindly wherever he goes#its also really nice how he and adachi are parallels#bc even if the game says yu could have ended up like adachi its really yosuke who was at risk#yu seems to already have accepted his isolation as a fact of life and isnt bitter towards anyone else other than himself#and his own inability to connect w people#meanwhile yosuke feels entitled to power and other peoples attention bc he thinks hes hot shit for being a city boy in a small town#hes only infatuated with saki bc shes nice to him and that HAS to mean shes in love with him too#completely missing the fact that she doesnt really like him a whole lot but has to pretend to for her job#or any of her suffering at all#souyo
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For the haunted au I had an devilish little thought. Has Optimus ever had a really bad time and when the primes try to give him advice he just shouts "you guy's FAILED!" Like for all their wisdom they couldn't beat the quintisons or see Sentinels betrayal coming?
He feels bad but in his spark he wishes HE didn't have to do what THEY couldn't.
absolutely evil thought that was inflicted upon me months ago and that i finally get to inflict upon the rest of y'all OTL
i can see it happening with the caveat that he immediately regrets saying it. but it's too late. it's the kind of thing you say in the heat of the moment and then feel the ground drop under your feet because you never meant to say it out loud. but now it's out there and you can never unsay it.
it's just. a bad situation all around :(
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#lvinvint#transformers#transformers one#maccadams#optimus prime#zeta prime#haunted au#my art#absolutely delightful ask i loved it thank you so much for sending it!!!!!#and as you can see i've been hoarding it for fucking months just so i could make art for it aksjhdka#sorry this took me extra long i don't have an excuse i've been. doing bad :)#but it's fine we're all cool#ANYWAY i don't think OP totally means what he said#at least. not the way he said it.#i think it was his anger and frustration twisting up insecurities he has of himself and exploding on this defensiveness#this however doesn't mean there's not a part of him that's bitter they expect him to succeed at something they couldn't#there were thirteen of them and there's only one of him and they had several millions of years of experience that he doesn't#so how is he supposed to fix something they weren't capable of fixing by themselves#he's terrified of his odds#and them ganging up on him to point out his flaws (which. if you'll notice is mostly just them being terrified to the point of anger#for his safety) just brings up all those ugly feelings and turns them into anger#again! bad situation all around! no one is happy here!#i'll fix it. maybe :)#tf one
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"Hey Frin? Can you tell me about the stars?"
When you can't sleep and neither can your kid-sibling so you both go sit by the ocean in their hometown and tell stories you can almost remember.
#As bitter-sweet and emotionally complicated thinking about them may be#isat#siffrin#bonnie#isat art#skywardsylphina art
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its always important to give your polycule enrichment
#pet postal#hungry hermits#pearlescentmoon#hermitblr#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#hermitcraft smp#hermitcraft season 10#hermitcraft 10#fanart#bitter content#ethoslab#tangotek#etho#tango#pearl#pearltek#tangoslab#ethotek#pearletho#ethopearl#they have too many names ugh#hermitshipping#hermit shipping#ok i think im done. yeesh
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The thing about Dick and Cass is not only that Dick resents Cass' closeness to and understanding of Bruce, but that Cass resents Dick's closeness to and understanding of Babs. They both make each other feel insecure in their most fundamental relationships, which is why they fight so often, and why many of their fights feel one-sided. Essentially, they're mutually beefing with each other over different people, but because they'll never admit it neither of them ever know what the other is mad about.
#cassandra cain#dick grayson#bruce wayne#barbara gordon#2000s era dick cass was so fun#what is really important to understanding dick and cass is that their beef does not stem from a dislike of each other#they can't dislike each other. their problems stem from how much they idealise the other#idk might do a longer dive into what dick represents to cass in horrocks run because it is actually really interesting#suffice it to say that 2000s dick would've been online saying 'um actually cass is not bruce's daughter'#and cass would've been posting dickbabs hate everyday#(i actually think they love each other and get along but there will always be this history behind them which makes everything a bit bitter)
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the thing that drives me absolutely crazy though is that gortash is presented as this commanding dominating tyrant and yet it's consistently shown that the thing he appreciates about durge (or tav for that matter) is when they're not willing to submit to him & when they are strong enough to either stand against him or to stand with him & when they are his equal.
an insane thing for someone like him to want. you'd think he'd want to rule alone and yet the insight checks all show that he actually prefers to share so long as there's someone around worth sharing with.
"Half a smile shows he is teasing you. He doesn't think for one moment you'd fully submit to him. Nor should a spawn as formidable as you."
#bg3#durgetash#enver gortash#the dark urge#they put actual cocaine in this ship and they didn't even realize it 😂#the funny thing too is as far as i can tell this doesn't go against bane's doctrine at all and is actually a good representation of it#banites as a whole seem to be diplomatic charismatic manipulative network-building scheming mastermind types#tbh lawful evil fucks#unrelated but this is always what i think of when i'm writing valerie locke in “secure your soul” since she's fundamentally lawful evil#she's highly ambitious and ruthless and she'll kill you or take from you without a moment's hesitation but#if you successfully defend yourself from her she will not be bitter at all. she'll be excited. she will appreciate your strength.#and then she will either ally with you or redouble her efforts to take you down#she's essentially immune to the emotion of envy because she's too self-assured and she just doesn't think negative emotions are useful
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I hate the "as a girl whose grandmother was a slave, can I just say not cool?" line from hazel in moa it's the worst line of dialogue rick has written in his life. But like what the fuck. what kind of insane lore drop is that. hazel's grandmother was an enslaved woman. marie levesque cast a spell to meet the god of riches so that she could finally know what it was like to live beyond the indigence and suffering of her mother. marie wanted to be a queen, not a slave like her predecessors. she wanted pluto to give her all the riches beneath the earth

and then the earth enslaved her body. gaea possessed her and through gaea's influence marie forced hazel for six months to overexert herself to the point of collapsing to raise and reanimate alcyoneus. gaea worked hazel like a slave

it's so explicit here. this is SLAVERY. gaea was using hazel's forced labor for material wealth and power. she was only 13. her grandmother was used and her mother was used and hazel herself was used, they were black women exploited for what their bodies could provide in service to the hideous intentions of monsters in power over them. hazel broke free from the cycle and saved the world all by herself by choosing death - it was the only way out

and even in her second chance at life she's actively fighting to die again. she's an instrument of the gods being used to achieve an end that is supposed to kill her. she was convinced that freeing thanatos would result in him taking her life. she didn't know throughout hoo if her father would kill her when the main quest succeeded. even nico didn't think hazel was going to live. she didn't WANT to die a second time. but she fought for the world and for her friends anyway


by the end of marie's life she was only skin and bones. gaea used her body until she didn't need it anymore. marie was the daughter of an enslaved woman who dreamed of being a queen and instead the earth goddess robbed of her life and dignity. and her soul would have been tortured further in the fields of punishment if not for hazel's unfathomable selflessness and bravery to negotiate for mutual asphodel. hazel never even saw marie again after that. what was it that doomed the levesque family? that marie asked the god of death and riches for too much? she deserved even more than what she asked for. I'm fucking sick no one talk to me
#marie wasn't good mother but she was NOT greedy#son is just a top 3 book in the series and it's because of hazel and marie's story. this is the most tragic and devastating thing I've#read in the pjo franchise. god........... the levesque family lore goes crazy. I can't even take this much angst I'm too soft for this#pjo parents are so rarely nuanced in the text. there's so often a firm binary of good and bad. especially with the mothers#but marie is so different. she's so nuanced. the text does acknowledge that she loved hazel but she was still flawed. and she abused her#anyway but marie was abused too. she was bitter over her fate and took it out on hazel#and she couldn't get past that feeling until the end of her life. and hazel is so unselfish in the present because she knows what#bitterness and “greed” can do to a person. I'm always thinking about those two.........#rr crit#hazel levesque#marie levesque#nico di angelo#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus#hazelposting#pjo character analysis#riordanverse
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You know I love the classic cultural misunderstanding trope but consider my favorite alternative:
Bilbo knows EXACTLY what Thorin is doing but Thorin is too embarrassed/prideful to say it outright so they start playing relationship chicken where bilbo really emphasizes being JUST FRIENDS while doing explicitly relationship-coded things in terms of both dwarf and hobbit culture in an attempt to get Thorin to break and call him his boyfriend already
#sorry for low quality traditional doodles it’s just a long boring day at work lmao#anyway Bilbo is so cunty and bitter in the movies I 1000000% think he would do this#the hobbit#bagginshield#thorin oakenshield#bilbo baggins#doodles
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Okay can I be a bitter Anders fan for like. Just 2 minutes here lmao
Cause bioware released some game stats for veilguard and apparently 72% of players redeemed Solas which is like. Okay yeah the game kinda pushes you towards that. But when I think of all the shit I used to have to put up with just for enjoying Anders like at all and…
(This is not me being anti-Solas, I do not care if you love or hate him, but I am gonna say what he’s done is like. Objectively worse than literally every other companion so lmao. And that’s fine! You can still enjoy him! I’m not saying you can’t and it’s important to me that people understand that! I’m just saying he did in fact do objectively morally worse things in game than Anders did and I don’t think that’s really debatable. And I can’t really make my point here without saying that but I do want to make it clear this is not some moral condemnation of Solas enjoyers cause it’s not)
Getting anon hate on the regular, being told “oh you’re allowed to like Anders as long as you regularly talk about how much he sucks”, people gleefully describing how much fun they have killing him ON your posts about the fact that you like him, the devs making jokes about shitty fates for him when fans asked innocent questions about him, the absolute audacity of his writer to say half the shit she did in interviews (about bisexuality and mental illness, most critically), and then being beaten over the head again in inquisition about how Anders is the worst character to ever exist and there’s no redemption for terrorists who lie to you one time in the entire game and he deserves death or worse and that’s it
And now… 72% of people are down to redeem the guy who lies to you for 2 games straight and who did a lot of questionable things that includes creating the fucking blight and. Like. I guess I’m glad that Solas fans can live in a world where they aren’t constantly harassed and can give their ship like. A pretty damn good ending all things considered. And that the devs love Solas and actually give the option for that happy ending and have characters go to bat for Solas throughout the game and the most annoying thing they have to see are people making scrambled egg memes. I would not wish anyone to have to deal with the shit Anders fans had to put up with back then cause it sucked. It really sucked. And I’m glad it’s not being repeated with a different character, if nothing else
But like. Man there really is a difference when the writers actually like the character who does the thing, huh
#shut up nerd#anders#I’m sorry it’s just. really hard to not be bitter tbh#like the shit we as fans went through#just for liking a damn character#tbf I do actually think if the game came out today perceptions would be different#I think people would be more comfortable with revolutionary action now than they were then#but even still#it’s not even about that you know#it’s about people (both fans and at times the actual devs) being mean when they really didn’t need to be#and the DA trenches are probably why literally no harassment phases me anymore lmao but#that’s not a good thing slskd it’s just a useful consequence I guess#so yeah idk#am I jealous that Solas fans get to have a better experience?#yeah I can’t deny I feel a bit of that#but I’m also just. idk tired and sad for what that time was. and also glad that it seems to be over#but also a little bitter that I had to go through it when it didn’t need to happen at all#idk just feeling a lot here in this chili’s tonight lmao#(why do I say that I don’t think my country even has chili’s)#ANYWAY#dragon age#veilguard spoilers
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She's getting the hang of it-- Jinx no-- oh dear god
#i just remembered i have free will and can post anything i want#parentbomb i am obsessed with you#this was actually made a year ago but shhhh don't tell anyone#thinking about them all the same#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane timebomb#timebomb#jinx arcane#jinx#ekko arcane#ekko#ekkojinx#paperclip draws#this one is especially funny to me look at that baby's face. she is NOT happy to be there. fresh out the womb and bitter 😭
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samus the protector of space pride
the girlfriend in question:
#if you dont recognize the pink woman (gandrayda) in these images PLAY METROID PRIME 3. theyre like exes (trust me)#you cant be a woman and call samus “sammy” and hate her and not expect me to think youre bitter exes#anyways so i think they broke up because samus kept stealing her kills#samus aran#metroid#loneart#gandrayda#metroid prime 3
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hi clover die trophy
heavily inspired by @pepperpepi s art of them !
#bit of context this is mostly silly happy joyous but i kinda put some clover angst into that#cuz i was just thinking abt how her luck probably extends on artistic things as well somehow#n we know her luck can make her turn out well in photos regardless of anything#so she would possibly never be able to know whether shed actually be good at creative hobbies if it werent for her luck#n on top of that she would also make insecure sore losers like trophy feel rlly bitter n threatened over her natural talent#which isnt rlly her fault at all but i think she would feel like it is#so after discovering using her luck to make a good photo for trophy backfired what clover does#is just use her butterly friends to give him smth to photograph himself which i think would be cool#since i think her powers dont extend onto butterflies ? so every picture of those butterflies wouldn't magically turn out amazing i mean#kinda yapping um whatever#inanimate insanity#ii#clover ii#ii clover#trophy ii#ii trophy#osc#osc art#art tag
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Everytime I think about Obi-Wan and Anakin it’s like- I don’t ship them so much as I think they should be together at all times. I think tcw had a point, actually, and the two of them should just. Always be together. I think Anakin is Obi-Wan’s hope in an increasingly difficult life and I think Obi-Wan is Anakin’s tie to humanity when he most feels like a monster. They are intrinsically combined, from the very first movie where Obi-Wan dies at Vader’s hands with a peaceful expression.
It’s Obi-Wan begging Luke not to see Anakin in Vader while Vader searches Luke to see some sign of Obi-Wan. It’s Obi-Wan calling Anakin another pathetic lifeform to Obi-Wan being unable to process the idea of Anakin being anything but good. It’s Anakin awkwardly (adorably) shaking Obi-Wan’s hand to Anakin awkwardly (adorably) bringing up Obi-Wan during conversations with the woman he wants to seduce.
It’s Obi-Wan knowing how to fix Artoo and Obi-Wan teasing Anakin about Artoo. It’s Anakin’s first thought on losing his lightsaber being “Obi-Wan’s going to be mad at me again” and Anakin laughing when Obi-Wan tells him to drive better.
The prequel trilogy is so fascinating because my favourite parts are always Anakin and Obi-Wan. The parts I think about the most often are those parts with Anakin and Obi-Wan. The relationship between these two drives the entirety of the plot of the prequels, to the point that the literal birth mother of the main characters of the original trilogy is all but forgotten in the third movie.
It’s. Obi-Wan spending years watching over Luke because Luke reminds him of Anakin, never approaching because what if Luke really does turn out to be like Anakin…?
It’s Vader assuming that Obi-Wan taught Luke to fight, because who else could teach a Skywalker?
It’s Obi-Wan accepting all the blame for the people he knew best, the people who were basically his family, all dying.
It’s Vader keeping Obi-Wan’s lightsaber in a parallel to Obi-Wan keeping Anakin’s.
They are just. Mutually Obsessed. Obi-Wan held up Anakin and said “this is my whole personality now” and Anakin responded with “neato, same.” They bicker like an old married couple. Anakin can’t imagine even thinking about leaving Obi-Wan behind. Obi-Wan tells Anakin point-blank that he’s a good Jedi who deserves to be a Master.
I ship them because like. The universe? Does?? They are destined to be by each other, in life and in death. They support and sustain each other. There was probably eepy Force magic stuff that made Anakin into a Force ghost because Obi-Wan wanted him to be one.
How else can I explain it? They were made for each other. Like. Literally. They should never be separated. Look what happened when they did separate in universe. They are a nuclear bomb. They have to stay together or the galaxy gets the worst of it, and that’s just canon, somehow.
#the inane ramblings of a madman#star wars#anakin skywalker#darth vader#obi wan kenobi#obikin#vaderwan#long post#every time i see someone say the ship is unhealthy#all i can think is#‘and their platonic relationship is healthy???’#they are the most married couple to ever suffer a bitter divorce#rotj is the custody battle of luke and leia#and obi wan only wins because they get remarried#like come ON#this is beyond soul mates#this is like#legitimately impressive#‘these two love women’ oh and those women aren’t at all like each other??#obi wan doesn’t fall for the literal opposite of a jedi who pisses him off constantly?#anakin doesn’t fall for a diplomatic expert at making people do what they want who calms him down?#i don’t even know what to say anymore#they’re absolutely batshit and i love them
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