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Sae Niijima is such a good character it drives me insane a little. She's not a mother nor a maternal or doting older sister but instead a twenty four year old who was thrown into a position of responsibility that she never asked for. She loves Makoto just as much as she resents her and its so apparent every time they talk up until November. "Are you studying?" (I want you to do well) (I need you to get a job and stop making my life harder) "I'll use any method necessary to get this promotion" (Life will be easier for us) (So stop distracting me with your problems) "Focus on your future" (I know that you're capable) (I can't afford to waste my time on you, so stop wasting time on others)
Makoto is not only the sole reason she pushes as hard as she does for a promotion, for success, and the reason that she loses herself in her animosity over her fathers death, but also someone she can't stand for so long. Makoto was 14-15 when their father died. Sae was 21. As soon as she got the career she wanted and things started to look up, her stability was robbed from her and she was disillusioned with the system that her father had taught her to rely on and completely adhere to. How do you manage, the daughter of a cop, following his footsteps towards law enforcement, when you're suddenly reminded of how unfair it is? You can't quit, your little sister relies on you and she's so young and struggling just as badly with this grief. So you pick yourself up and you get moving again. You push harder, press further. You abandon your morals and your ethics because punishing criminals (guilty or not) is almost like punishing the man who killed your father.
And the whole time she's fighting for promotions, going for drinks with the SIU Director to make herself more favourable for promotions, trying to navigate being a woman in a competitive, suffocating, male-dominated field, falling behind despite doing so much where others are promoted for doing so little - all the while your little sister comes back from school and her biggest issues are so small compared to yours.
Persona 5 revolves so heavily around grief and loss and change and Sae embodies all of that so well, all of the sharp and unpleasant and jagged parts of grief.
#sae niijima#persona brainrot real#idk what possessed me for this i jsut love her#beyond her being rlly hot and such a driven and compelling character#the way that we see her on screen is so heavily shaped and influenced by grief that its almost crushing when you notice it#she focuses on work because if she falls behind it could cost her and her sister everything#yet she lives in her fathers house. works a job her father would be proud of. is praised through her proximity to her father.#her sister idolises her and relies on her like a parent. sae was never supposed to be that to her#how am i meant to be your mother and your father? how am i meant to be the source of stability in your life when im not stable in mine#and the whole time your little sister sits there and where shes actually putting on a brave face and forcing through her own grief#struggling to put a life without her father into perspective#to you she just looks ... complacent. willfully ignorant to the situation that you're both in and the struggles you're both facing#why WOULDNT you hate her?#and then you realise that shes not ignorant. shes not as stupid or as oblivious as you thought#every time she was being distracting and asking pointless questions she was just reaching out to you#and each time you had to push her hand away and tell her not now. focus. study.#they drive me insane actually#persona 5#p5r#persona 5 royal#makoto niijima
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bastard münchen game night ⚔️
#blue lock#bllk#isagi yoichi#michael kaiser#alexis ness#kunigami rensuke#kurona ranze#yukimiya kenyu#kiyora jin#bastard munchen#today i learned a bastard is a type of sword did you guys know that#am i a fool#ANYWAY bm playing dnd has become a concept very near and dear to my heart#this is post canon time skip btw#ness being a total nerd about it just very excited to have people to play with#nobody knows the rules but they’re learning!!#kaiser ESPECIALLY doesn’t know the rules#and him and isagi just keep trying to fight each other#and they both obsessively study the game for the sole purpose of beating each other#ness finds it endearing#and they are NOT having fun they are NOT they HATE each other
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[Jash's Peculiar Excursion]
for the jojo x jash competition. Ok I literally have a blister on my thumb so I'm taking a break have a good one chat THE FUCKING DEADLINE IS SO FUCKING TIGHT FOR US IN THE STATES. CHRIST DUDE AAAAAAAAAexplodes
lineart only :)
#chonny jash#chonny jash fanart#...#jojo's bizarre adventure#??? i guess???????#augh this is kinda shit + looks bad on most platforms . djxnjfjfjg anyways#was a fun style study though!! the art style's always fascinated me tbh with how stylized it is#plus being both anime and taking inspiration from western influences as well#VERY FUNKY I LOVE. probably never going to watch the show thou#best of luck to anyone else who joined !!!!! i hope you win!!!! aaaa everyone's art is so prettyyjchcjndjnfjfjfjf /vvvpos#edit: SHIT I FORGOT#...kinito for scale#gahhhh#edit 2: i fucking. 150 jashbucks . in my paypal. what the fuck How the fuck mr jash. mr jash what the Fuck#what the Fuck#honestly i don't even care about the money i /hj . chonny jash liked my art and sent me a dm What the fuck#oh my god Oh my god#OH MY FUCKING GOD ?????#i'm so fucking honoured /gen‚ pos but also. also What the fuck#nibbs crashout of 2025 (i explode. IT'S HIM IT'S HIM?????????????? TERRIFYING WHATTTT)#i think he hates me or thinks i'm rude. haha anyways#<< written on feb 28th btw. hilariously enough#no one'll see the tags dwdw
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li tianxi in my more painterly style + lu guang inplick colour study !!
#���😐#the difference between my regular colouring and the inplick one is kinda insane#my regular colours look so warm but thats cause i mostly use orange-red to build up & shade😭😭#NEVER used that shade of green before so had fun stepping out of my comfort zone w the second one#li tianxi#lu guang#link click#shiguang dailiren#sgdlr#link click fanart#fanart#my art#art#style study#art practice#anyways very happy with both real talk tho i think i dislike digital painting uhhhh😨😨😨#despite thinking it looks so good#the process is so. im neutral i think im neutral but it just takes longer than slapping a multiply layer on top with a pink or a red so#i just notice how much longer it takes#and i think when shading clothes specifically like that is such a large portion of my process im less eager to do it#im starting to understand why everyone is always naked in paintings like i hate you fabric i hate you clothing folds
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peppino and noise character studies
in this essay i will explain why i am the only one to understand these characters
#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#peppino#the noise#noise pizza tower#sklart#ive been meaning to make a character study on these two for a bit#unfortunately something absurdley petty on my end motivated me to do so#genuinely it is a huge pet peeve when people give noise the twirly stache out of costume#not only does it hinder the fact that pep and noise are so visually opposite and have like 2 things in common that way#that being their skin is white and they have black hair#but it also removes another visual indicator of making The Noise and Theodore different people#noise is a character he plays#sure some aspects of said character show in theo#like his shit eating tendencies and his pettiness#but theyre Different#if an au has it then thats fine i think#and the last thing i want is people using this as a way to harass artists#but oouughhh KEEP THE FAKE STACHE ITS A PART OF THE BRILLIANT CHARACTET DESIGN#MAKING IT REAL WEAKENS THE CONTRAST#AAHHHH!!!#THE THINGS THEYRE SUPPOSED TO HAVE IN COMMON IS PERSONALITY!!!#THEYRE BOTH PETTY LOSERS!!!#THEY BOTH PROVOKE EACH OTHER CONSTANTLY#AAAHHH!!!#thank you for coming to my ted talk#as an undertale fandom vet its my biggest pet peeve when people misunderstand characters i like#no hate to anyone ever. do what you want forever#but also Only I Get These Guys#one day i will make an analysis of the similarities they DO share
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the outsiders as textposts I found while scrolling through the it’s always sunny tag:
pt 1/???
Here’s my Sylvia btw I’ve drawn her a handful of times but this is my first time posting her lol
Also it’s up to you if she’s tall or if Dal’s just short
#dally winston#the outsiders dally#dallas winston#the outsiders#the outsiders 1983#sylvia the outsiders#dallas x sylvia#they’re awful for each other fyi#they mutually see the other as a horrible person who’s so pretty they can’t help but wanna study them#they’re like uh….it’s always sunny characters actually- yk “hell is each other” kinda vibe#Dal’s either talking to Steve Randle or Tim Shepard#both he and Sylvia have messed around w/ Tim#but Sylvia just generally dislikes Steve (mostly b/c Evie’s her best friend n she hates her best friend’s boyfriend) (she’s real 4 that tbh#my art#outsiders as textposts
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These kids are NOT studying rn
#alternate timeline where they just continue growing up together and go to school together as normal#jon continues being a superboy so he's not the best student you ever saw (tired! and he's got street smarts he's fiiiine)#but dami wants to pursue a medical career so he's always studying (or in class idk what medical students actually do) he's a nerd aw yeahh#so 90% of hangouts start to happen at the library - quiet so Jon can nap while Dami gets some studying done (Jon should also be studying)#the stupid manga-esque title of this fic I'm not writing is 'The Ex-Assassin and His Delinquent Crush' or something#it's absolutely a slowburn for the ages.. spanning all the missed opportunities until they're both adults and damian can't help but confess#anyway this was kind of just a doodle that happened bc I heard a pretty song which reminded me of studying at the library but falling aslee#under the sun coming thru the windows but then it became something a little cute... hehe#art#fanart#digital art#manga style#screentone#illustrationish#jondami#damijon#supersons#jon kent#jonathan kent#superboy#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian al ghul wayne#robin damian#me vs I don't ever draw them as kids bc drawing kids is so scary#I love my kids :( my sons :( Jon they could never make me hate u u deserved to have a nice time
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Azula in Fandom
I really did love Azula. She's one of the most fascinating characters in ATLA: brilliant, terrifying, powerful, tragic, and deeply flawed. I loved that the show let her be complicated without ever pretending she wasn’t dangerous.
And I still love her, but honestly, some parts of the fandom have made it harder. Watching people erase her harm, excuse everything she did, or attack others for acknowledging her complexity doesn’t make her look better, it just makes real conversations about her impossible. Azula was compelling because she was broken, cruel, vulnerable, and human all at once.
Flattening her into a untouchable girlboss or a misunderstood victim that just wanted the best doesn't honor that story, it kinda cheapens it.
I’m still rooting for her character, and I always will be. But if I'm honest, it feels like my love for her has faded a little, not because of who she is, but because of how some of her fans behave (NOT ALL FANS, by no means all fans, but a loud enough *few* who excuse abuse, downplay harm, and treat disagreements about her online like I just killed their puppy in front of their eyes).
It's just kinda sad seeing something I cared about get twisted into something uglier ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#azula critical#atla#atla fandom critical#avatar the last airbender#low-key didn't wanna tag this#considering the loud few I mentioned earlier#and the fact that I have shit to do besides writing for funsies on Tumblr now that I've procrastinated on my AP studying this long#but fuck it we ball#speaking of AP tho if anyone knows any study resources for AP Chem lmk pls#AND if anyone knows anything for multivariable calculus PLEASE suggest stuff#I hate both of those classes with a burning passion#but anyway I digress#nobody show up and and be mean to me because of this post#or I'll post another anti-bullying draft I have saved#this is a threat#to that rando who said that I didn't get bullied enough as a child I hope you stub your pinkie toe on every corner you turn for a decade#which is what I would say if I was a bully#but I am not so I wish you great prosperity in your work and for you one day find peace that isn't reliant upon online harrassment#<3#remember when we had anti-bullying assemblies in school? some of you took “don't be a monster” personally and decided it was a challenge#wow I think the tags are longer than the post but oh well its cheaper than going to therapy again
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college AU dabihawks college AU dabihawks college AU dabihawks

(don’t zoom in it’s so blurry i cannot take a good sketchbook photo to save my LIFE)
this was my first attempt at using acrylic paint markers so it’s definitely not the best page in my sketchbook. but it exists and that’s the most important part
#bnha#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#dabihawks#touya todoroki#takami keigo#keigo takami#todoroki touya#college au dabihawks because i said so#they’re on a study date#and by study date i mean they’re both contemplating homicide#touya because he thinks keigo is annoying and keigo because he thinks touya is stupjd#important to know that they go to college in the US#because it’s fucking hilarious#keigo is half-american and bilingual but touya is full-blooded japanese and neglected to learn english#so keigo is touya’s only means of communication for a while#and keigo uses that against him perpetually#sorry touya#anyway. they’re roommates and they hate each other#i could talk abt college au forever#it’s my coping mechanism rn#college au save me#save me college au#kats art
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I'm fully convinced that Feen wasn't a precious angel and was a massive brat in his own way. If he didn't get his favorite part in a play or if his artwork would get lambasted by a teacher he'd throw the most diva fit and insist how unfair the world is. He also most likely thought his peers were less talented than him and would freely butt in to critique their work only to cry foul if the same would be done to him. He was born petty.
On the right is an imagined scenario of him and Miles being study buddies. Everyone would have such a miserable time together <3.
#ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#fanart#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#feenie#bratworth#narumitsu#wrightworth#bratfeen#I both love and hate that these clowns have so many different tags#the studying is from fucking experience#there were times in college when i god damn ugly cried from sheer frustration
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People saying Wayward Son and Any Way the Wind Blows are bad I will never understand you. I love my characters flawed and depressed and experiencing crisis and depth through personal growth.
#op#no hate to anyone but i genuinely love wayward son and awtwb as continuations so much bc they feel so realistic to me#and they are both excellent character studies of all of them
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Grabs your hand.
Hatsune Miku is not an established character with solid lore.
Hatsune Miku is only sixteen if the song calls for it. She does not have set lore, she does not have set features, she is not always a girl, she is not always alive. Sometimes she's god, sometimes she dies- she has been in love with Luka, Rin, Len and Kaito- all within diffrent PROJECT DIVA MUSIC VIDEOS.
IT DEPENDS ON THE
PRODUCER!!!!!!
Project Sekai literally shows this- there's like 6 Miku's and each one is different depending on the group MAKING MUSIC WITH HER.
SOMETIMES SHES AI- SOMETIMES SHES THE DEMON KNOWN AS SLOTH- SOMETIMES SHE HAUNTS THE NARRATIVE- SOMETIMES SHES JUST EMO!!!!
MUCH LIKE REN AND LEN SHE HAS NO SET LORE. NO SET FACTS. SHE IS SIXTEEN SHE IS 1000 SHE IS A CAT GIRL SHE IS DEAD SHE IS A MURDERER. SHE IS IN A MENTAL ASLYUM SHE IS AN AI SHE IS THE CONCEPT OF MUSIC.
MIKU DOESNT EVEN ALWAYS HAVE BLUE HAIR!!!! (IN Mekakucity Actors 2014 ‧ Drama- SHE GETS BLUE HAIR EVENTUALLY YEAH, BUT HER CHARACTER STARTED WITH BLACK HAIR)
The only constant about Miku....is that she has pigtails- SIKE THERE'S LIKE 10 DIFFRENT MIKUS IN BASE GAME PROJECT DIVA THAT DONT EVEN HAVE PIGTAILS!
MIKU IS A VOICEBANK- HER DESIGN IS EVER CHANGING- SHE IS NOTHING MORE THEN A VECHICIAL FOR STORY TELLING.
CULTURAL MIKUS ARE FINE- ADULT MIKUS ARE FINE- NON-HUMAN MIKUS ARE FINE- MIKU AUS ARE FINE- MIKUO (BOY MIKU) IS FINE.
SHE IS A PAPERDOLL THAT IS YOURS TO CHANGE. HAVE FUN!
THE WORLD IS HERS AND SHE'S THE WORLDS!
#I am so sick of modern vocaloid fans coming in and immediately hating on rabbit hole and acting like there is one miku#LIKE THESE ARE PROJECT SEKAI FANS!!!????? YOU KNOW MIKU IS NOT A MONOLITH#YOU KNOW SHES SUBJECT TO CHANGE#GO FUCKING STUDY BEFORE YOU SAY SOME DUMB SHIT#hatsune miku#In my mind shes my oc and shes literally the godess of music and creativity- and guees what? im both wrong and right and stupid and not.#cause thats how vocaloid WORKS!#vocaloid#DONT EVEN TALK TO ME UNTIL YOU STUDY TWO MAIN VOCALOID SONG SERIES AND SEE HOW DIFFRENT SHE IS#DAUGHTER OF EVIL- EVILLIOUS-MEKAKUCITY-LEAD PRINCESS-DARK WOOD CIRCUS? ALL DIFFRENT- YET MIKU ALL THE SAME#THE WORLD IS HERS!!!!! SHES THE WORLDS- THATS THE POINT?
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I'm so immersed in my jason grace new rome uni fic that I'm studying ancient roman law terms using this as an excuse. help.
#I'm COMMITTED fr#I become smart just for these fanfics i swear. i thank the fanfic and fandom community for my thirst for knowledge 😮💨✨#I also remember listening to latin asmrs and learning latin words for reyna and jason :) I need help fr#i hate how I feel the need to want to know EVERYTHING tho 😭 like why do I have to overthink everything#I'm not sure if I should include ancient roman law or common law for jason tho#or he could just learn both as separate classes. the roman law can come under the history category#so he has to learn a bit of everything#political science criminal law economics history civil law corporate law banking law#I'm tired. law students I have always had nothing but respect for you#I won't go TOO deep into what he's studying in the fics tho like I won't mention his lessons in the fic every 5 mins#prolly just him doing presentations and projects then and there#bc like if I go too deep in then I'll get into a writing slump again#bc info dumping is EXHAUSTING it would feel like a school assignment not a fic#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#jason grace#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa#annabeth chase#leo valdez#piper mclean#frank zhang#hazel levesque#jason grace x y/n#jason grace fanfic#jason grace x you#jason grace x reader#࿔‧ ֶָ֢˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢ ‧࿔ elora's PhD in overthinking
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i might just go insane
i *need* to know everything ever about their marriage was it toxic did they love each other was it only a marriage of chance/ convenience or did they find solace in one another or even grief was it one sided unrequited love met with disinterest from the start or did he lose interest with time was it all of the above or none i- *explodes*
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fr tho im reading plutarch's alcibiades (internet archive classics my beloved) and the would be meet cute is hysterical to me idk why. was it love at first sight (and who could resist such ethereal beauty?) or was there any sort of doubt or disdain for his ways? and if so did she fall for him despite herself or was she willing to let all notions leave her in favour of devotion to her husband? did she care at all? did any of it matter when she was the wife of the most beautiful man ever?
"Hipparete was a virtuous and dutiful wife, but, at last, growing impatient of the outrages done to her by her husband's continual entertaining of courtesans, as well strangers as Athenians, she departed from him and retired to her brother's house. Alcibiades seemed not at all concerned at this, and lived on still in the same luxury; but the law requiring that she should deliver to the archon in person, and not by proxy, the instrument by which she claimed a divorce, when, in obedience to the law, she presented herself before him to perform this, Alcibiades came in, caught her up, and carried her home through the market-place, no one daring to oppose him nor to take her from him. She continued with him till her death, which happened not long after, when Alcibiades had gone to Ephesus. Nor is this violence to be thought so very enormous or unmanly. For the law, in making her who desires to be divorced appear in public, seems to design to give her husband an opportunity of treating with her, and endeavouring to retain her."
so many feelings here. she loved him but how much of it was love for what was and not what she saw or chose to see? (i mean to say was it love or infatuation on her part). im well aware women had little if any choice and say in the matter and that they had pretty strict societally ordained frameworks to fit in, but like. them. what were they like.
did he see her as his wife (beyond property) and care for her to any degree or was it his image only that mattered? would a divorce lead to his name being potentially tarnished even in the slightest (ngl kind of doubt it would hes too pretty lol. but also misogyny. would anyone bat an eye?) did he fall out of love? was their any love to begin with?
did he at all abstain from seeking courtesans or did the marriage not get in the way of his previous life style? did he care that she was fed up and wanted to leave him (had anyone ever left him before?) and no longer worship the grounds he walked on (has that ever happened before?)
did he feel hurt? offended? did he care at all that a posession of his demanded freedom? was he upset? amused? did they talk about it? if he were to reconcile would she accept of her own will or be coerced? by him or herself regardless. did he humor her? did he laugh?
was there no further word on the matter when they reached their home? their bed? she was his until he saw fit, bound to him by marriage and maybe love still. was his choice to keep her born of ill will or affection? or even duty since she was the mother of their child. if the word held significance to him at all. was he a good and present father? i have no idea lol. assuming they had a kid i also dont know lol
*explodes again*
#skdkjfkglkfdjnjfglfd#idk what im saying ignore me pls#alcibiades#hipparete#i need to draw them both#like holding hands or something#KINDRED GO STUDY#hate it when blonde men consume my thoughts#its so embarrazzing#LION METAPHORS!!!
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I’m obsessed with David and Brad in whatever format they’re presented to me, but I do wish they could’ve had a work and play relationship so badly.
I thought Anna was extremely interesting, but with the limited time we get in each season I still think Brad x david could’ve been actually built upon in a way that made sense. A friends with benefits not actually unrequited loved that’s never really resolved?
#they’ve shown that Brad genuinely gets invested in things that if that dynamic had been something we saw each season#especially with this season being so focused on the work relationships crossing the line of what’s just at work and what’s personal#come on man#sometimes people act like the ship is just projection of wanting more gay rep#and it’s both my dudes#we want more gay#AND good story#I’m also obsessed with Dana and Rachel I just love when shows can have more than one token gay couple#queer people flock together#and something about a healthy sapphic couple with the chaotic queer men would just be *chefs kiss#it just would’ve felt right and it’s upsetting it wasn’t actually a thing#in the same way that the study group on community all give queer in some way#in no way am I hating on Anna I very much liked her#but there’s just not enough episodes to of worked in the way it could’ve been interesting#mythic quest#david brittlesbee#Brad bakshi#Danny Pudi#lesbian#community nbc
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ghost.
#reupload#i loveeee v's nose rendering in this sm#almost all the face rendering is perfect like augh#idk what i was cooking to make this decent looking#i basically studied both of my references lol#i fucking hate johnny's eye on the camera like idk that man#but im coping#its supposed to be him but ummm dont ask me to draw eye accurately#i struggle#can you tell i said fuck it on most of the rendering after the face?#this just shows you that my rendering is inconsistent af#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk#johnny silverhand#silverv#cbp2077#johnny x v#fanart#cyberpunk 2077 v#cyberpunk v#johnny x male v#zevs v
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