#bpdstuff

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

lmfao

[gbcjulian]

[babygirlcastiel]

like if you hit read more

drug and alcohol tw under the cut 

borderline is so not fun

i  took a bottle of ativan,  did some shots went to sleep, and when i woke up, 17 hours later,i had no memory of what actually happened, just  video diaries on my ipod of everything that happened and its actually terrifying 2 see yourself like that

[actuallymagsdump]

[abandonedsandwhich]

What is this validation that you speak of?... I don’t know her?... where do you find her?

[imgaynotcool-blog]

normie: just be yourself :) me: *is a hollow grey void which feels nothing save for impending doom*

[fauxbergine]

Trying real hard, crying real hard

[sihacide]

no one cares about me

no one has ever cared about me

no one will ever care about me

[felyshere-blog]

9 times out of 10 it's the second one #bpdstuff #dbt #guiltyofthis

[omgwtfdondake]

tfw you wake up with eyes sore because you cried yourself to sleep and the frustration that you still don’t even know why then the realization it’s happened the past 3 nights in a row

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

I had to learn in therapy what’s appropriate to share 🫶

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

I legit remember this convo with my dad at age 12

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

🫶

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

Me: why does everyone want to leave

Also me:

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

All day, errr day

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

I’m not sad anymore. I’m filled with rage. That small child needed an adult, now it’s up to me to be that person I needed when I was young.