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the most difficult thing about growing as a person socially, as in getting out of your shell and noticing that you are, is that there will still be times when it doesn’t feel like you’ve grown at all! times when you can’t really connect with anyone around you, times when you fail to enter into an existing conversation, times when you say the wrong thing (or nothing at all when in hindsight you probably should’ve). but that’s also kind of the best thing, because that’s the thing that helps you realize that sometimes, it’s not you or your lack of skills or any shortcoming. sometimes certain environments just aren’t for you and certain people aren’t your people, and that’s okay. that’s human. it’s okay to not feel the progress you have made all the time.
#and that goes for every type of growth#backstory of this post:#after I came back after a few months of doing my international internship I felt so much more confident#it was easier making friends and walking up to people#i took more chances#and generally just heard it a lot from those around me who kept telling me how much i’d changed#this was further supported by my first office job that went pretty well#but then came my grad internship. and while i love the work and have met some great people I noticed it was difficult again#there was one office lunch where no one spoke to me at all! it was my first week and I didn’t know what to say#if i should even say anything#we were all sitting at the same table#not one person even glanced my way#it made me doubt myself; i was doing so well before#was that even real? why can’t I just speak up? this is not the way to connect with people#especially in my first week!#but you know what#i was still doing well. i just had to factor in the fact that these were all middle aged people talking about reality shows i didn’t watch#and bikes i knew nothing about#as well as people who knew i was the new intern yet didn’t speak to me at all even though I’d introduced myself to them all individually#and even so#people I couldn’t really talk to about MY interests outside of work either#my point being:#it’s okay to not feel a connection with everyone you meet#it’s okay to fall back into old habits even though you’ve developed new ones#it will never unravel the process you’ve made and the connections you’ve built#you’re doing fine#after this internship I will surround myself with people who reaffirm that belief#growth in the self#self love#positivity
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The narrator and the ugly ahh protagonist [Blank Scripts AU/non-canonical]
#tsp blank scripts au#non canonical art#shitpost#this is fr how people be drawing narrator and stanley.... narrator being way too handsome and stanley as a background character naahh..#honestly i just drew him like that because it was funny but then i got too attached to it like an idiot aghh#The Narrator (Black) is an entirely different made-up species originating from the ancient Arctic north#long before the Crystal Empire was even built.#The old one's tail only ever wags whenever Stanley is around. You can clearly tell who the favorite pony is#Imagine Black showing Stanley courtship behaviors like rolling on his back#showing his stomach to him#sliding his wings on his chin#trotting like a dancing mare around him#and generally just showing off to show Stanley that he's interested in him...#But because of the species difference (and because Stanley is one airheaded fella)#Stanley doesn't understand what Black is doing other than he looks beautiful while doing it.#the narrator (Black) can read Stanley's thoughts btw#so he knows what that silly guy is thinking about :)#tsp au#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#mlp#my little pony#mlp oc#my little pony oc#tsp#tspud#tsp narrator#narrator tsp#stanley tsp#tsp stanley
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what kind of frivolity would you engage in, mecha?
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#mecha sonic#scrapnik mecha sonic#scrapnik island#sonic fanart#sonic fandom#arting#msab#good MORNING. i have given myself many emotions about mecha's big stupid cape. like a fool. such is the way i suppose#god ive been dying to get to this one. do you get it. do you understand#victories; if not on your own terms. achievements; if not the ones you thought you wanted. childhood dreams that never die.#which on that note yeah this is also my favorite one for showing eggman-era mecha as like#''yeah hes hes the most arrogant and murderous jackass on the planet but hes also like 17.''#& therefore kind of a lame little nerd by default. he thinks capes are sooooooo coool#we were all stupid kids once but sometimes u get older and u still wanna paint your house purple. and sometimes u still want a cool cape#it occurs to me that actual 17-year-olds may see this and to that i say: sorry. you guys are fine do ya thang.#its just that im 29 and have grey hair and shit so i have a certain Perspective on being 17 is all. & scrapnik mecha is like mid-30's to me#i knoooowwww he loves his big stupid cape so much. look at the refsheets with his dumbass spines poking holes through the the hood#tell me he has not made a COMMITMENT to wearing that hood despite being built in a way that makes that incredibly inconvenient#u look at nathalie fourdraine's christmas scrapniks post and tell me he isnt having so much fun#being all decorated and swishing around in that Even Bigger And Stupider Cape & shawl w/ his friends#hes so funny for that he's generally such a serious kinda character but on god he does also love some showmanship and flashiness.#i want to make it clear btw i also think capes are awesome i literally cosplay a guy with Two [2] capes.#& mecha is basically the coolest ever. but also hes still funny for that
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amazing digital circus would be so alright if it was good
#juney.txt#it's not a show i hate but wow the writing just isn't there#there's a whole lot of#shit just arbitrarily happens. we're doing this emotional scene where we SUBTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:tm: hint at lore or character development#uhhhhh just because the writer says so i guess. it doesn't really feel natural or properly built to it usually just kinda happens.#there are moments it *doesn't* feel like that. the kinger and pomni stuff comes to mind as a rare exception#but for the most part it feelsss. cobbled together. inelegant.#half of episode one is just characters going ''huh?? what??? what is happening i don't understand???''#and it's usually to things the audience has figured out the general gist of within two seconds of seeing it. it's very awkward#idk i'm too sleep deprived to put my criticisms more concretely and into words. hence putting all this in the tags#writing is hard. the team behind the show just kinda don't have a grasp on what to do with it.#everything else about the show is technically competent#editing. cinnamon topography. animation. sound design. lighting and colour.#acting is a little rough but to be fair. like i said they're not working with the best writing#and also find me literally any piece of media from the past ten years with good acting#it's a dying art i tells ya
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When one decided to draw a childhood crush
#danny phantom#he's a phantom#yo danny phantom he was just 14 when his parents built a very str- *SHOT*#revisiting childhood show#i miss this twink#and his hunky evil future self#can you tell whats my favourite ep#dan phantom#i love his evil self so much you don't know#xync silly moment
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Excsue me, a protein shake full of DEER ANTLER gave you BLOODY PISS?
#asks#sainttheosylas#the annoying thing is in the years that follow dipstick tests will always show trace blood in my urine#even though there’s nothing there under a microscope#so I tell docs if it gets flagged they gotta do a microscopic confirmation cos I throw false positives all the time#I’m just built that way I guess…
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are you hesitant to volunteer information out of fear of no one caring and brushing you off bc you grew up invalidated and neglected or are you normal
#time and again I’d tell my parents about something that lit me up and time and again that light would be smothered#and it didn’t stop there oh no the trend carried on through my toxic friendships I built off my parents#and I’m tired of being deflated when ppl don’t show interest#rebloggable
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big fan of watching writing advice videos or reading stuff about dos and donts about writing just so I can try and write a story incorporating as many donts as possible out of sheer spite
#writing#writing stuff#writers#writers on tumblr#writer things#writer stuff#the sheer amount of times I've done this is really really funny#my entire writing style is built around things I was told can't be executed well and decided to learn how to execute well out of spite#I write 2nd person stream of consciousness that does about as much telling as showing#and it's SOOOO FUN#normalize writing stories with aspects of plot or style that are entirely built on you being pissed about advice that you don't like
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man rewatching teen wolf and i just....have a hard time believing stiles and lydia actually like each other and I don't mean romantically like I just mean as people
a majority of the time (and im on season 3b atm) both of them genuinely look so irritated with each other and when lydia is in distress stiles yells at her and shames her for not acting how he wants her to act and any time stiles gets ideas to try and help the situation with the plot lydia always dismisses them and brushes him off, further looking irritated that he would even suggest such an idea (seriously pay attention to the episode where stiles tries to get her to channel her banshee powers to find deaton, she dismisses him and some of the looks he gives her is just y i k e s)
it's the strangest thing ive ever seen like I've seen good banter with ships, a lot of my favorite ships are centered around banter/rivalry/enemies to lovers/etc and a key thing with banter is that both parties have to be enjoying it on some level, there has to be a mutual give and take, a balance from the banter to soft genuineness that positively progresses their relationship consistently st***dia has none of that (no the panic attack kiss doesn't count)
its also irritating that we're supposed to accept it because stiles is the 'sarcasm is my only defense' character and yet half the shit he does and says when it comes to lydia isn't him being sarcastic, it's genuinely how he feels but no because stiles is sarcastic and funny and lydia is...lydia...we're supposed to ignore that and be like 'oh my god they bicker like a married couple so cute # goals'
#anti stydia#teen wolf rewatch#this is not a slow burn ppl idk what to tell you#and this isnt even discussing the level of inconsistency with their relationship#thats a whole separate post#like i dont even believe these two are clsoe friends#but yet im supposed too because the show tries to tell me it and puts them next to each other during plot related scenes?#three and a half seasons in and only now am i starting to shift and be liek 'okay are they ACTUALLY REAL friends now? or...'#for the record im a huge advocate for platonic st*dia#i always thought the show wouldve been so much better with a better message if those two built a strong platonic friendship#aquarius watches teen wolf#for the billionth time
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no actually I’d like to hear your thoughts on the isat ending
Like i said it felt really tropey and by that i meant that it’s just Everything Good Happens forever and…..that’s it ? like idk we were building up to this huge catharsis sort of thing and then we got to it and it was so sudden and not a good payoff and just kind of nothingburger of an ending . the fact that everyone just forgives siffrin bothers me, or at least the fact that they don’t confront them about the shit they’ve said and done. call me a mental illness villainizer but i think if you’re a fucking asshole and doing the most insensitive things to the people you care about then hey, i think those ppl have a right to fucking tell you off for it. likeeee idk being at your lowest point …… not an excuse …. not feeling it chief ……. like sure the message is to move past your mistakes or whatever but ? that doesn’t mean just getting away with it ??? and i just really don’t understand Why everyone forgives him. honestly at the end of the day the ending is just one problem, the root of which are the characters. everyone feels like trope cardboard cutouts. oh, this is the smart one. this is the smol bean. this is the himbo. and they all care for each other btw. Did u hear that? they all care for each other. we’re not really going to explain to you why these people are so close or what they went through together but just trust me man they’re sooo found famy. like …. okay. i’ve played 30 hours of this game and not once did i buy that any of the characters really cared about each other. like??? why???? You’re telling me everyone super cares about siffrin even though they barely know them?? you’re telling me siffrin cares about everyone sooo much even though he never even bothered to find out their problems before ? Wat ? and this just breaks the ending more because literally whyyy do these people care about him so bad. and then it’s just whyyy does siffrin Have to tell them anything he doesn’t even seem to know them that well. everyone feels like colleagues and Just Friends at best. and so the ending just seems really forced. like it was written by that type of tumblr user who’s always talking about aww why does the found family have to break up after the end of the journey :( which is like fiiiiine. i guess. but u guys know that u have to build up to it right?? you can’t just tell me they’re Family Members(tm) 102829 times and that they super care about each other source: trust. you can’t just do that and then expect me to believe it ….. It feels unearned. the ending feels unearned and i don’ttttt understand what i’m supposed to take away from it . that it’s ok to fuck people up because you’re traumatized and insecure?? that you have to talk about your deepest problems with people you barely know??? i just dont know. Like i said if im being honest the problems with this game’s writing are more than just the ending, it just stands out so much because there’s a lot of build up and then just …… That
#honest to god if you want a Good Example of a story like this just look at dungeon meshi#we start the story from the end of the characters’ journey. they all don’t know each other very well and they’re just working together#hell they don’t even like each other that much. And then as the story develops and they go through their journey we get to see them bond and#get closer and fight and make up and admit they care about each other and still be mad at each other#nobody even gives a fuck about laios at the beginning of the story but by the end of it they’re all willing to die for him. THAT feels#earned. when marcille super fucks up and everyone tells her off for it but still wants to just make sure she’s ok That feels earned#like honest to god i’d take marcille’s arc any day than whatever’s siffrin going on#i just feel like this game suffers from a chronic Tell Dont Show syndrome. we get old over and over again that these characters are close#told*#and that they care about each other. And that’s just ….. not a way to write a story ………#when all the characters exist just to comfort the Whump Main it’s like how am i supposed to get invested. in any of this#u know when the dev replied to someone who was asking them how to write a story and they just said ‘glue your fav tropes together until it#becomes a story’? Well i think that is isat’s main problem. it’s not really a story. it doesn’t really have characters#it’s just a bunch of tropes in a trench coat. And let me tell u that is notttt how you make a story. at all. at all#anyways this was supposed to be about the ending but this story just has so many inherent problems i could critique it forever🤷♂️ my badddd#it’s fun as a game and it’s Fine as a story but at the end of the day it just reads like fix-it fanfiction to me#which is not Bad on its own but i wish people would at least recognize how the story is kind of built on sticks#cramswering
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I like to pretend that the reason why Freddy's brows stay the same in all his sprites is because wolves dont have eyebrow muscles and thus he cant move his brows at all instead of it being just because the devs didn't change them

#dislyte#freddy dislyte#i like to think people only understand what freddy emotes bc of how extra he is#like if he was calmer no one would be able to tell what hes feeling bc his face is built to not show much emotion
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Quickly put this together today, I hope you like it! I'm really happy with the textures and emotional storytelling in this :3
#pmatga#pacman and the ghostly adventures#pacster#cylindria#pmatga fanart#art#my art#pmatga comic#Here I am with another ramble on the show and its ✨missed opportunities✨#Cyli grew up surrounded by nature (from what was alluded to at least) since she grew up in a treehouse#and I'm choosing to believe that her family's treehouse was actually not the stereotypical wooden box held together by branches and screws#but an actual livable house that's big enough for a family of four that just happens to be built into a big tree#anyway so Cyli clearly cares for nature and has a sentimental attachment to it#and going to Maze High in the city meant that she's been far away from home for the longest time ever#You can't tell me she won't get homesick from time to time#She WAS shown to feel a bit embarrassed about growing up in a treehouse though#so perhaps she hides it well and just pretends to not care over it#but deep down she misses that treehouse dearly#So missed opportunity from the show to explore her background in a bit more depth like WHY she cares so much about nature#because to her#nature is her home
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I have to clarify that I don't like the DMC Netflix show in general so uh please interact with consideration for your well beings. 🙏
#washi's yapping#im sorry I have read most of the lore and i refuse to see the show for the plot#update: why I dont like the Netflix show despite reasons#first is that I came for Dante. it's specifically advertised that he is the MC#some may debate that Dante here is in his Tony Redgrave era and I say#his backstory has been changed too much. the key element of what making Tony. R isn't there anymore#and even though the 1st novel and DMC5 is decade apart but what Eva told him before she died was very important#iirc the novel correctedly it makes sense why Dante is Tony#he was told to go into hiding and he did.#again the Nf show changes his family's background VERY drastically to the point it shift the narrative of theirs character very drastically#Dante is a good guy but not the devil hunter Dante#Vergil is not the straight forward guy anymore instead he got someone to do his bidding and idk how to tell you how off that sounds#Sparda suddenly catches the absent dad allegation despite being just ded in canon#don't get me start with Lady and the White rabbit#I'm sorry the Dante i fell for is a charming and whimsy guy but also just very highly masking guy#who also has a good level of emotional intelligence#even as Tony he has displayed that he is witty yet also considerate of his surrounding#he has rules of how he takes jobs#no it's not that we take Tony character and put it into a military AU. This is a different kind of Dante.#it's more like a very bad mixture of Dan3+Dan5+Nero5 memes#I also feel bad he got thrown around like crazy with little to no time to actually voice his own opinion#he was kept in the dark then lacking Dante's detective skills as well#nobody come to me and say hes stupid you will catch these hands#Nf Dante is stupid because the plot built him like that... he's the dansel in distress in this show#His reasoning for most of the questions thrown his way is incredibly weak because nobody god damn tell him anything#but in canon he knows because he was made aware!! of his heritage and everything!!#im sorry for saying Nf Dante is stupid boi just lacking a chunk of government-guarded contexts that he should have made known.
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trying to make bg3 work for me today got me like

#the bg3 adventures#i ain't touching that shit for a year i s2g#whatever they mixed into that patch 7 sauce it got everywhere#on my saves on my mods on my load orders#i downgraded to patch 6 that didn't do dick (my mods would just not appear in the game no matter what)#so i figured imma put my big girl pants on and tackle every challenge that patch 7 + mods has to offer#let me tell you how i spent 3 hours mud-wrestling the bg3 executable#only to go back home crying covered in shit head-to-toe#and yes i've reinstalled bg3mm and the SE and deleted and reloaded and restarted and updated the mods that had newer versions#it's just the built-in mod manager is an absolute nightmare to fucking work with#the back-and-forth between the mod manager the menu the saves the mod page while loading the saves#the random mods showing up that are not even in the mod folder/??? i'm-#and then some other mods showing up like... 20 times? dsdfdsf#yeah nah take me back to the peaceful pre-patch days#when i could just load in play around with pretty dresses then spend 2 hours taking pics or game footage#anyway where was i? ah yes period crying at my desk before any of this sdfdsfgfdg#maybe i should log off and just go write#yea
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hmmmm i get the goh joke (pokémon go) and i haven’t watched anything near it yet but yghhh its rubbing me the wrong way. ludonarrative dissonance to the max. the further i get into the og anime the more frustrated with TPC walking back any interesting critiques of the world just so players don’t feel uncomfortable
#like cmon. pikachu himself represents the question of whether it’s ethical to catch pokémon just to catch them#and i like goh! as a concept! incorporating a different player behavior into the show format is a lot more interesting than half the side#characters usually are! but also i hardcore bounced off pkgo for that exact reason: it is built for you *not* to be emotionally attached#and i’m sure the show uses goh in a more interesting way than just playing the trope straight#but the fact that i’m sitting here pondering how weird it must be to be in a pokeball and miss 90% of what goes on in your trainers life#BECAUSE the bye bye butterfree episode implies this!!!! and in twenty years they just. drop that aspect almost entirely and play everything#straight :/ . hm#why am i posting about goh. sorry zeno robinson i do love ur voice work . have not watched a full ep of it#can you tell black was my introduction to the series 💀#text✨#pokémon
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Pretty much all creative choices Disney has made with the Star Wars property are inane, but the one that I feel a particularly petty disdain for is the attempt to make Mon Mothma cool. Mon is not a cool character, okay. She's just not. She exists to be a rebel leader who knew Padmé and can therefore react with proper surprise to learning Leia is Vader and Amidala's kid in fanfic. That's her 'point.'
#anti disney star wars#star wars#i basically see the rebel alliance and the empire as just set dressing for the skywalker family shit show#but if you MUST choose#obviously the empire is objectively cooler#obviously the old eu did develop side characters#but i still felt like it was basically built around the core family#the disney eu basically just has a bunch of tangential side bs as the main event#no offense to andor but i literally feel like the existence of rogue one and this show misses the point of the ot#if there was story worth telling it would have been IN THE EFFING MOVIES
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