#but also because i dont really... want to

[kittynugg]

sir (feminine) you could pour molten rock into my lap and i wouldnt get mad you're at that point of the friendship. i would say OWWWW hey dude you seem to have misplaced your molten rock. oh you did that on purpose. i'll hold onto this for you

i think you're like incapable of frustrating me like lets be scientific here you have literally the best takes of all my mutuals sorry other mutuals we just happen to have all the same opinions and theres no issue with having different opinions than me i dont want a fuckin echo chamber or anything but anyway we have the same takes and you're like. i have genuinely wondered if you're one of my best friends from elementary school because of how nice and sweet you are/p (also ive investigated and since confirmed that you are not in fact her but still)

i will NEVER be bothered by any reblog from anyone at any rate unless they're like. being a dick and i really sincerely doubt you plan on being a dick to me anytime soon trust me man you're good. and if i know anything about artists on here most of them share the sentiment and if they dont thats on them for. not liking interaction??

this isnt me like. trying to get you to reblog my posts or anything btw just like you're good man i really get it worrying about being annoying is exhausting and it makes you jump through all these hoops and ehenenrnaie ajekebi i drew that ford for a reason leene/lhj

reblog game put in the tags how you found prev

[psin314]

some of murat's exes and "exes???". nico, ines and fargiz. (info and little pics under the cut)

nicole (or nico) de riva, 24 yo (murat's 22-23). elf, mage, healer. after the fights young murat run to her to heal his wounds, especially he cared about the ones on his face. murat still sometimes visits her. friends but not close, mean to each other as a joke. she has seen murat naked so many times and is not proud of it. yes, they slept together. she immediately said to murat that he's not her type. but ovulation leads you to places you wouldn't even go with a gun. + a bottle of wine, and they made out a couple of times. she healed not only his wounds but also hey i have this weird rush on my well yeah... someone had to treat his stds... alive in datv. still see each other sometimes.

ines, 19 yo (murat's 22-23). murat's nice ex. there was a real romance, like in books. he saved her from some bad guys in an alley, she gave him something in return, they went separate ways and then met by chance. they started talking, falling in love, all that stuff. everything was very sweet. then ines started noticing that murat was kind of downcast, sad and decided to find out what was troubling him. she really wanted to help him. in the end, murat got scared that she would find out that he's a crybaby, that he doesn't know who he really is, and that this charismatic cool guy is just a mask and inside he's just a loser. (murat's mental stability was very questionable.) so he lied to her. like i'm a crow this is very dangerous i love you and i want everything to be okay with you so we need to break up although i don't want this but i'm very sorry blah blah. they said goodbye to each other very tearfully. ines believed that she could be in danger because of him and let him go. murat then went on a drinking binge for a week as usual. in datv ines is happily married, 3 children, a nice house, everything like that. and she sometimes remembers her wild youth with a smile. she doesn't hold a grudge against murat and hopes that at least he's alive and everything is okay with him.

fargiz (his real name is fargat, likes -iz more), 27 yo (murat's 25). half-elf, but looks very human, bard, assassin, sometimes pirate. originally from rivain, spent half his life until adulthood constantly moving back and forth across antiva. plans to move to orlais (dreams of a luxurious life), but before murat hung out in antiva. murat fell in love with him as soon as he saw him. fargiz was playing and singing somewhere at the market. after the performance, murat offered him a drink. that's how they started talking. all murat did was confusing fargiz with his behavior towards him. murat was a big ass red flag here, but fargiz didn't want to notice it cus he fell in love too. murat stated at the very beginning that he's not into guys, he's just "quirky" and very passionate man. but murat kept flirting, casually touching and drinking with him. so fargiz thought murat was just joking. they probably kissed drunk, but murat added no homo after each time. they were "friends" like that for several months. then day x happened, they were drunk af again and it seemed like things were heading towards s e x. but at some point murat stopped it, said he's not like that, joked and left. fargiz got fucking mad at murat and the next day he yelled at him for hours on the street and then stopped talking to him. and a few days later he left treviso. murat learned from their mutual friends that he had sailed away to some other antivan city port with the first morning ship. murat didn't look for him cus well fuck him i dont need this *** anyway. the next week he drank, cried and hated himself. 🗿 in datv he lives in orlais, married a lonely rich widow. he holds a grudge against murat and hopes that at least he's dead and if not he hopes that murat is a drunkard with a miserable life and his dick has fallen off.

[amnxp]

Thinkin about you

Pairing: Jason todd x fem!reader

Summary:Jason just came home from a long mission and he just can‘t seem to fucking find you in your apartment.

Warning: panic attacks, kissing yk the usual

Wordcount: 2.1k

A/N: had to pump something out since ill see you in a minute is taking a little backseat also abril dont use Frank Ocean songs as your title challenge GO all aside guys i have 100 followers thats insane!!the other day i was just celebrating having 20??? Now100????TYSM:^^

Aight Toodles!

Masterlist

ENGLISH IS NOT MY NATIVE LANGUAGE BE AWARE!

Jason kicked the door shut behind him, the weight of two weeks undercover in Narrows scum clinging to his shoulders like a second skin.

He was still in his tactical gear, boots scuffed, knuckles split, lip blood red and rse from him biting it too much and helmet hanging from his fingertips. All he wanted was a goddamn shower and to find you curled up on the couch, half-asleep in one of his old shirts, perhaps waiting on him even when he clearly told you he didn‘t know when he would return, something playing low on the TV that you weren’t really watching.

But the apartment was silent. Still. Too still. He frowned.

“Babe?” he called, his voice hoarse. Nothing. Not even the sound of you rustling around in the tiny-ass kitchen that barely had space for both your bodies when he pressed you against the counter. “You here?”

No answer.

He dropped the helmet onto the couch with a dull thud, scanning the living room- small, lived-in, your touch on everything. Blanket thrown over the armrest. Mug on the coffee table. One of your socks under the edge of the couch. The place looked like you'd just stepped out for a second. But his gut told him otherwise.

Jason moved fast when he was worried. But now in your way too small apart he was bumping into the walls. Bootsteps heavy as he checked the bedroom, the bathroom, the closet you both swore you'd clean out last week. Nothing. No bag missing. No note. No message on his phone, not that he’d had service the last two days. "Goddammit..." he muttered, raking a hand through his hair. The apartment barely fit him on a good day — hell, it barely fit both of you, and that was half the charm. But now it just felt... empty. Wrong. Where the fuck were you? He felt his heart start to race and his breaths start to leave him in short, quick, strong breaths that hurt. Before he could start ripping the walls off of your apartment because maybe-just maybe-you were hiding underneath them as a prank a new thought entered his messed up brain. Maybe joker got to you. Maybe Joker got to….you. And he swore to whatever entity above if joker got his hands on you he would tear Gotham from limb to limb until there were ashes left in place of the godforsaken city. His shaking hands fiddled with his phone to try and call Dick. Dick was still on patrol sround the area maybe he could go out and search for you as Jason gets every weapon known and unknown to mankind to torture any of Joker‘s goons for information because any other explanation wouldn‘t make sense to him.

He has you. He has you. He has you.

And maybe you were already dead.

His phone fell from his trembling hands as he tried to pick it up again but his heart was beating too fast his hands were shaking too much snd they were too sweaty snd everything just fucking hurt and why the fuck weren‘t you here? On his knees now his hands found his hair as he digged into the strands.

„Jay?“

His head snapped over his shoulder towards the door and there you stood. Key in hand and your eyebrows furrowed and not a fucking worry in sight about maybe perhaps being captured by the Joker. If Jason couldn‘t breathe before right now he certainly couldn‘t.

His eyes glossed over and he parted his lips to speak but before he could even think of saying anything you quickly close the door behind you, mindful not to actually slam it shut, and rush towards him as you land on your knees before him. His face contores into a small grimace as your knees scrape against the rough hard wood floor you had. Your nimble hands cradle his face and he can see your mouth moving but he can’t hear anything. His ears are ringing and everything around him was going in and out of focus. All he could actually focus on was you. Your thumbs brushed over the stubble on his cheeks as you tried to get him to look at you- really look at you.

“Jay. Jay, baby? Baby, breathe. It‘s Okay.” Your voice cut through the white noise like a lifeline, soft but urgent and in a whisper, your fingers slipping into his hair replacing his rough ones that pulled at the strands just to ground him.

His lips trembled. You were warm. Solid. Alive. And he was going to throw up.

Jason surged forward, his arms wrapping around you so tight it knocked the air out of your lungs, but you didn’t care and you were quite sure that he didn‘t either. You held him just as tightly, if not more. He buried his face in your shoulder and breathed. In. Out. In again. It was messy, shaky, and uneven, but the scent of you — familiar, grounding — was enough to make the world tilt back into focus. Slowly.

"I thought-" His voice cracked. “I thought he had you.”

You felt it then — the wet heat of tears hitting your skin. He had cried in front of you before. Many nights where his nightmares were just too real for him to bear alone. He would softly wake you up snd you would hold him as he silently weot into you and you never judged him. Not him or his past. You closed your eyes and pressed your lips to his temple.

“I just went outside for a second,” you whispered. “We were out of coffee. You always want coffee when you get back from a job. I wanted to get you some but i forgot my wallet. Kinda glad i did right now“ a soft chuckle escapes you.

Jason shook his head against you, still holding on like letting go might undo you, might unmake you and all the fragile peace you brought into his chaos. “Didn’t see a message. Nothing. Place was too quiet. I-I thought…”

“I know.” You combed your fingers through his hair again, slow and soothing, like you’d done on the nights the nightmares were too loud. “You’ve been out there too long. Everything feels wrong when you come back.” You place your chin ontop of his hand as you keep ranking through the back of his head.

“It wasn’t just that,” he choked out. “I felt it. That...in my chest. The panic. I couldn’t breathe. You weren’t here. I thought it was like that time. I thought-fuck, I don’t even know what I thought, just that it was happening again. I was there again with him..”

In that warehouse.

With death.

You tightened your grip around him.

“I’m not going anywhere, Jay,” you said. “You hear me? You could raze Gotham to the ground looking for me, and I’d still come home to you.” He laughed then, but it was hollow, cracked down the middle, his forehead pressing hard against the crook of your neck. “Don’t say that. You shouldn’t have to come home to this.”

You didn’t say anything for a beat. Just held him. Let him collapse without shame. Because you knew better than anyone that Jason Peter Todd was the strongest man known. But even steel buckles under enough pressure.

Eventually, you pulled back, hands moving to cup his face again. His eyes were bloodshot. His skin, pale. His lip, cracked. He looked wrecked. Destroyed. “C’mon,” you murmured gently. “Let’s get you cleaned up.”

He shook his head in a frenzy. “I don’t want to move.”

“We don’t have to go far,” you promised. “Just the bathroom. I’ll draw you a bath. And we can sit. That’s it. Just sit me and you.”

You guided him up slowly, carefully, mindful of how unsteady he was on his feet, when you realised you wouldn‘t get another answer out of him. His grip never left you — one hand tangled in the fabric of your hoodie, the other on your waist. Like if he let go, the floor might open up and swallow him whole and he would be back there.

In the bathroom, you flicked the lights on and turned the faucet. The water hissed into the tub, and the steam quickly filled the room. Jason stood behind you, leaning against the sink. You turned and reached for the hem of his suit. Only now did you realize that he still had it on.

He flinched.

“Hey.” Your voice was soft, coaxing. “It’s me.” Jason closed his eyes. Breathed in again.

Bruises, fresh and healing, littered his torso like a road map of violence. The jagged scar near his ribs — the one that never fully faded — was red around the edges. You didn’t ask if he’d reopened it. You already knew. He had this tendency when he got anxious that he would just sit and scratch away at all of his scars as if it would make them dissapear. He didn’t speak, not for a long while, until your fingers ghosted too gently over one of the deeper cuts.

“I thought I lost you,” he murmured, eyes distant, fixed on the tile.

“You didn’t,” you said. “You won’t.”

“You say that like it’s a guarantee.”

You met his gaze. “You’re not the only one who fights to hold on, Jason. I may not be out there on rooftops or in back alleys, but I fight every day to be here. With you. You think I’d let some clown-faced asshole take that away from me? Take you away from me? I wasn‘t there the first time and i won‘t let it happen a second time.”

He let out a shaky breath, “I love you.”

The words didn’t tumble from him often. Not because he didn’t feel them, but because he felt them too much. Too deeply. Like they were fragile, and precious, and terrifying all at once.

You stepped closer and pressed your forehead to his.

“I love you too,” you whispered. “Now get in that tub before your muscles lock up like last time.” He groaned. “Don’t remind me.”

You helped him in and sat nearby, cross-legged on the bathroom floor. The bathwater lapped gently at the porcelain as Jason let himself sink deeper, the tension in his shoulders finally starting to bleed away.

A long silence stretched between you.

Then,

“You really went for coffee?”

You smiled. “Yeah. And those snacks you like.”

He blinked. “The spicy cheese ones?” You nodded. Jason tilted his head back and let out something between a sigh and a laugh. “I really do love you.” “You better. I’m the one who’s gonna be dealing with the tub drain full of your blood and war grime.”

He huffed. “Romantic.”

“Always.”

Afterward, wrapped in a towel and wearing the old hoodie of his you’d swiped years ago, Jason slumped onto the bed. You curled up beside him, throwing the blanket over both your legs.

Your head rested on his shoulder, and his arm wound around your waist, hand brushing against your side absently, like he still needed to reassure himself you were real. That you were there.

“I hate what this city does to me,” he said quietly.

You looked up. Jason frowned.

“How it makes you feel, Jay. How it makes you scared. That’s not weakness. That’s love. That’s being human.”

He was quiet again for a moment. “I couldn‘t stand living without you here. I think i would have gone mad.“ You shifted in his hold.

His eyes met yours.

“You don‘t have to worry about that.,” you said. “You came home, Jay. To me. Snd i will always be there for you..”

He leaned down and kissed you then. Soft. Barely there. But it lingered.

“Don’t ever disappear on me again,” he said against your lips. You pulled back just enough to smirk. “Only if you promise not to assume I’ve been Joker-napped every time I step out.”

Jason exhaled slowly, the ghost of a smile on his face. “Can’t promise that.”

“I’ll settle for a text next time you’re off-grid.” “I’ll try,” he said. And for Jason Todd, try meant more than most people’s swear.

You both layed there for a long while, tangled in each other and the quiet aftermath of panic. And while the city outside still breathed with crime and chaos, in this tiny, too-small apartment, with your heartbeat steady against his side, Jason felt maybe for the first time in weeks that he wasn’t losing everything.

That maybe, just maybe, he was allowed to have something.

Someone. You.

[electromage1821]

How do i not sound fine..? Im happy. I just dont feel trans anymore. I dont think anything could make me feel trans again either. Because i just do whatever i want now. I dont feel the need to be a girl to do something feminine. Im perfectly fine. Also the same friend convinced me to quit some really bad habits so, he has altered my identity before, but, only ever for the better.

I am so sick and tired of seeing the trans women around me being slowly hot coaled into the closet and into essentially being forced back into "Men who would really love being women but Can't because they Aren't". It is so painful stop fucking doing this to our trans women. Stop forcing them to be "Fine" with being called dude bro man he and biologically male stop it stop it stop it you are killing her. You are killing her.

[rikisbaddezire]

riding niki?

RIRIS THINKING SPACE .ᐟ

 you know whats crazy? i dont really think riki would be into cowgirl or anything like that. i think he likes when he has more control or more dominance over the situation.

i think riki would at least be trying to have some kind of control over you, like having his hands on your hips to guide you to how he wants it.

im ALWAYS seeing riki being into like getting teased during sex but i think he would be the teasing one during sex, because like when it comes to him with jake, jay, sunoo and the rest of the members, he’s almost always teasing them at least once in every en o’clock episode, or during weverse lives, or just in general.

so like while you’re riding him i think he’d edge you a lot, like he’d guide you to go fast and then as soon as you feel yourself reaching that sweet release, he’s either making you do it yourself or he’s making you go super slow.

if im gonna be honest when it comes to him making noises during sex i feel like he would feel shy to make noises so most of the time his noises would sound held back or just plain grunting. idk why guys in general do that thoooo like yes please whimper into my ear 😞

riki has that kind of look to him where he’d talk more during it than he’ll ever make noise, so while you’re riding him i feel like he’d be so lost in the pleasure that he wouldn’t even realize he’s speaking and cursing in japanese. he would definitely swear a lot tho, he seems like that kind of guy.

like for example he’d be like, “oh fuck, baby you just got so fucking tight there”

“shit, m’ so fucking close”

“just like that, just like fucking that”

“yeah? fuck, you wanna come on me? then go fucking do it yourself, show me how much you want this fucking dick inside your fucking wet pussy.”

“mhm yeah, fuck yeah, riding me fucking so good. gonna make me fucking come already.”

“holy shit, baby fuck, you feel that? fucking feel my dick inside you? fuck, you take it so well.”

im lwk thinking what im writing is corny so im gonna stop with the examples, but i think you get what im saying. he likes saying fuck and he’s somewhat teasing but also praising you at the same time.

but this is just my opinion guys, like this note if you want a story for riding him so he quite literally breaks and he’s whimpering and whining for you

— 🙄 a few words from riri !

i love ygs, i didn’t think the people of tumblr would be such freaks omg. i thought i was a freaky engene but hf you guys might be even freakier than i am with these requests.

SPEAKING OF REQUESTS…! i would rlly appreciate if you guys gave me some requests like this one because i love yapping about enhypen (even tho i mainly only write for riki)

i also have a little 5 part series coming up and i need more requests like this while i suffer with some absolute grotesque writers block even though i’ve literally only written the first part, and guys if im gonna be honest… that whole story is based off of a c.ai chat i had with a fuckass bot when i was like in grade 6 so the story might be a little childish because im basically putting the whole bot programming into my own words and what i said back then so ermmm 😭😭😭

i will be making some links and stuff for my work like a masterlist i think its called?? idk guys im not rlly good at this tumblr stuff.

i will be also making those little posts about the stuff i will not be writing about because im very picky about that stuff but yeah bye my freakazoids, i hope ygs have a great day/night/afternoonnnnn 😝😝😝

[1x1x1x1x1x1x1x1]

What if the reader is a TV host? Like full on 'WELCOME TO THE SHOW' with bright luminous lights in the background kinda guy. you can take the liberty on whether they are a desperate attention seeker or a creepy Mandela catalogue kinda host. But it's just the reader is a big yapper with bright attention seeking colors.

I'm thinking the reader doesn't really know if their killing cuz their desensitized to the show biz and just think everything 'all part of the network folk!'

They might also be one of the worst killers because they are more used to being an omnipotent narrator then an in action kinda host.

I just think it be really funny if reader hits the survivors with the SPARKLE ON! IT'S WEDNESDAY! DON'T FORGET TO BE YOURSELF!!!

HEEEEEELP ME THIS IS SUCH A PEAK IDEA,, wow look at me doing my first both survivors and killers,, this is why this took so long btw 😭😭

ANYWAYS I KINDA MESSED UL THE BANNER SINCE YOU SAID BRIGHT COLORS BUT ILL WRITE FOR BRIGHT COLORS COUGH

defo ooc an typos but idrc 😭

coughs ENJOY

Forsaken Characters × TV Host!Killer!Reader

Noob

well,, they are definetly scared of you, like they are of everyone else that has a job to get rid of them all.

They're not wrong for it too, better be safe than sorry!

Although you are the killer that has probably caused the least harm to them, since your,, killing,, skills are a bit rusty

You randomly pause, come up to them, and ask random questions. Like you're still on stage.

Most of the time, they don't answer, quickly drinking a cola and running away as fast as they can.

Elliot

Hes,, pretty neutral about you.

Not really worried about you being a threat, since most of the time he can easily loop you.

You definitely greet him with something along the lines of "Hello pizza boy !!" With an almost mocking tone, and to be completely honest, he doesnt even mind at this point.

When you randomly ask him questions, most of the time he just ignores you and runs away to heal Chance (again,,)

But there are times when he does actually answer, just for giggles (and he has been wondering what happens if he does)

When he answers correctly, you play loud correct buzzer noises and money sounds which are REALLY obnoxious btw,,, and for the rest of the round, you mostly spare him.

And when he answers wrong,, well,, i think you know how that goes,

Shedletsky

Ah,, its not like he can complain.

It is refreshing to NOT have the creation of hatred targetting him the whole round and making his life a living hell.

And he does find your persona amusing

Probably one of the people that mostly plays along with your stupid gameshow questions, just for shits and giggles

So most of the time when he sees you are the killer, he just lets out a sigh of relief

Also youre easy to stun,,,,, but shhh we dont talk about that!!!

Guest 1337

Its all the same to him.

Wether or not you spare him, he WILL be stunning you and he WILL be protecting his team.

Deadass refuses to answer your questions. Will not be caught interacting with a killer that makes his life here a pain. (like all killers)

Although, you are one of the hardest killers to block-bait. You can pretty much tell right away trough his facade that he just wants to get that punch in. Hes not using that medkit since you didnt hit him. even once.

He doesnt like you. Why should he?? You play games with the minds of some survivors since they see you as 'chill'. He does not like this.

Two Time

i dont think anyone can really talk normaly to this insane motherfucker,

everytime you ask them any question 'for your gameshow' they just laugh manically before STABBING YOU.

Then running away and talking about some "praise the spawn" shit,,

i think the dislike most likely goes both ways

Chance

You and the gambler get along quite well, actually!!

Well, as much as a killer and survivor can even get along.

Everytime youre the killer hes the first to run to you, hoping you ask him one of those questions and he can just chill for the rest of the round if they gets it right.

Probably the one who answers you the most, and you have to respect the gambling,, some of your other tv shows basically involve it too, so yeah

I think they actually watched one of your tv shows a while back,,, so he probably recognized you,

007n7

He actually watched your TV shows and Gameshows before all of this (like the dad he is,,,,) so he recognized you pretty quickly

He was quite shocked when you first randomly decided to stop the chase and ask him a question.

He paused for like almost a minute, completely lost in thought before you went "Time is TICKING!!!" with your robotic voice

And then he answered, wrong.

Which meant he was getting locked onto, (he died like 30 seconds later)

Although, the next time you asked him again, he answered correctly!! And you just,, basically left him. Alone with his thoughts.

Well, he cant really complain, a break is nice once in a while

Builderman

Hes Builderman. The CEO of roblox. Of course he knew you.

Actually, he made a guest apperance in one of your episodes!! So he already knew you (well, kinda) before this.

And he cant really complain that much about your whole 'asking gameshow questions' thing, since most of the time he gets them right, and can help the teammates in peace.

Even though he doesnt always answer, when he does, he gets most of them right. Probably because more than a half of them are about Roblox and its history.

You like to call him your "NUMBER ONE!!!" and he has gotten MULTIPLE dirty looks for that, since some survivors now think you guys had something going on,, not good for his image and reputation. So he was pretty quick to dismiss those rumors,

Dusekkar

DUSEKKAAAAARRRRR🤤🤤

Well, he certaintly thinks youre intresting.

Not only are you asking him easy questions, but you will also spare him if he answers correctly? He cant really complain, huh

Youre quite persistent on asking him a lot of questions, 'gameshow' questions. Which are a piece of cake to him, although sometimes you cant really understand his phrasing quite well,, You just display a blue question mark on the top of your head out of nowhere, hoping that he can redeem himself before you decide that you dont want that answer to pass.

You also call him some stupid 'charmer' nicknames, something along the lines of "Pumpkin!!!!" or even sometimes Matt (since you heard Shedletsky call him that once,)

Hes actually quite shocked, even a bit flustered when he hears you call him by some names that you made up on the spot, or even his real name,

Taph

This fella,

He tries SO HARD to answer your questions correctly in his emoji speech ((i know a lot of ppl heacanon him as a sign language user but just for this fic im using his canon speech)), but you cant really understand it, so he never passes in your eyes,

He does like messing with you!! Youre probably one of the killers that falls for his traps the most out of everyone else

((i dont have anything else to say for him,,,,

· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·Killers.

1×1×1×1｡𖦹°‧

You REALLY piss her off,

Bright flashing lights, loud sounds, and that fuckass voice of yours thats always cheerful,, it just gets on his nerves.

And the way you KEEP ASKING THOSE QUESTIONS. They rarely even answer, and she REALLY wants to get rid of you,

But he does entertain your little 'gameshow' vision sometimes, and most of the time, they answer correctly (they are a hater,, not an idiot,,)

Instead of you letting her go and not killing them like the survivors, the killers get little stupid prizes for answering correctly, and they dont really suffer any consequences if they answer wrong.

The prizes range from a stupid bright glittery pen with your face plastered over it, to just random stickers.

1x1x1x1 always keeps the little trinkets in a drawer in his cabin,, what?? you never know when they can come in handy!!

John Doe

as much as you try and try, and try and try and try to get him to even say one word when you ask him questions,, he just doesnt.

Probably cause he geniuenly cant,, the bright flashing lights of your design and your loud robotic voice,, he cant really comprehend what youre asking him in due time,,

Although, hes pretty neutral towards you, you even gave him a pen out of pure pity for him,,

Noli-.ᐟ.ᐟ

You guys actually match eachothers freak really well,,

Both of you guys are loud and obnoxious, bright lights,, and 'annoying' to the others

Although he actually likes your little gameshow host persona!!

The first time you were in a round, he was watching intently, and everytime you asked a question he would immediately stand up and scream the correct answer like a dad watching football,

He really likes answering your questions too!! It keeps him entertained at least,, And the little trinkets!!!!!

You guys actually get along quite well,

Mafioso🂱⚔

He doesnt like you.

Youre loud, bright lights, and obnoxious, while hes calm and reserved,, quite the opposites.

Although HE doesnt like you, his men definetly do!!

Most of the time they all meet up in the cabin next to the table for, basically a competetive game of your questions,

They get a good laugh out of it, and you love to entertain!

The only problem is how loud it gets, instead of big red buttons to signal who answers the question first, they basically just slam their fists on the table,

Mafioso has scolded them for it a bunch of times, but he wont stop them

Its only fair that they get a bit of a break in this hell hole once in a while

And hell, you keep them off his back for once, so maybe just maybe your not that bad after all,,,

im so done with tgis 💔💔

the writing got worse and worse as i went on because i was TIRED 💔

tgis was fun tho,, (also i had to rewrite everything in the killers part because i closed the fucking window,,

also quick question,,

would you guys like me to write for the Spectre too? 😭😭 As in like the headcanons and he would be in the last part of the killers kinda

okay bye bye

[izzyfishie]

i’m going to be honest. did not enjoy that. especially not the ending.

episode 1 was amazing. 2 was also great, but devastating. 3 was good. 4, 5, and 6 were. not good. especially not 6.

i feel so robbed.

a big problem i have is how DEMONIZED the players are. myunggi and daeho completely turned into villains. i knew gihun would kill someone, but this felt so ooc. not to mention all the employees get to walk off scot-free,, like what happened to “a hopeful ending”????

also why the fuck was gihun suicidal for like 3 episodes and then all of a sudden he hit the mute button and didnt get any character. we got a suicide attempt, then all of a sudden it was baby baby BABY. how was s2 so GOOD and s3 so SHIT?

im currently writing an oneshot about gihun and sangwoo reuniting in the afterlife.

i love this show so fucking much and that’s what makes it hurt more. i feel just. awful.

i’m just really fucking upset man. this is heartbreaking to me. and i just feel like .. i dont know i just feel awful.

now before you panic . I LOVE SQUID GAME STILL. nothing will ever change that. this show means the world to me. but i’m heavily frustrated and disappointed, and tbh. im glad it’s ending 😐 and im glad my fav character (sangwoo) died before the slander. gihuns ending hurt me bad, though.

OFF TO FANON LAND I/we GO!!

now what abt vanish into you, you may ask?

fuck that. i’m not making it based off s3. either its ending w/ s2 cliffhanger.. or im writing my own ending. it’ll be hard because of my disappointment, and it’ll likely get deprioritized over a billion fix-it fics, but i want to finish it regardless.

[moeblob]

She's so wonderful, I love my daughter.

[scrapplescribbles]

oooo fun ok thank you for the tag :D (ALSO BRO I FUCKIN LOVE HTTYD HIT ME UP I WANNA FANGIRL (if u want lol))

currently reading: uhh do i have to pick one i have a stack of them 😭 i'll say dune. i really have to finish that one. i also have to finish lotr two towers. and anne of green gables and 20,000 leagues under the sea and c.s. lewis's space trilogy

last song: death valley by fall out boy

last film: alien

last series: star trek deep space 9 (bit of a side tangent but space station shows are so good. BABYLON 5 IS SO GOOD IT MADE ME CRY AND THE CHARACTERS ARE SO INTERESTING AND IM ALSO IN LOVE WITH LYTA ALEXANDER but anyway i needed to get that off my chest sorry chat back to your regularly unscheduled post)

sweet, savory, or salty: hmm depends. i guess savory but sweet is a close second

coffee or tea: i'll drink and enjoy either (coffee is better iced tho) but im partial to hot chocolate

working on: fairfable of course, that one silly little no planning writing thingy (depending on your definition of "working") and also im writing a song and for once i actually like it (usually i get one good line or one good chord progression and nothing else lol)

ok lets see here i dont think i have 9 people to tag (i was right 😭) but i'll try @woodlandstarz13 @ominous-faechild @generation-of-vipers @illarian-rambling @write-with-will @foxgloves-garden and any other people im scared to tag because what if i annoy you by tagging you and you hate me forever!!! im kidding kinda

TAG NINE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW MORE

tried to reblog the original post but it was gone so here we are i guess. thanks for tagging me leigh!!!!! @poemeater <3 i love you to pluto and back come kiss me now

currently reading: nothing actually. walk of shame

last song: man in the mirror — michael jackson

last film: captain america brave new world

last series: new girl season 3, mha season 2 (rewatch), wbk s2

sweet/savory/salty?: savory + salty!!! but i would give up both kidneys for some cinnamon sugar pretzels rn

tea or coffee: tea always

working on: packing to move states in july, weeding through some rough friendships that no longer serve me, picking up guitar again, and. well. kinktober ‘25

no pressure tags 🤍 @carminechrollo @admiringlove @madaqueue @cheralith @bouqette @mochiqa @mosskissed @storiesoflilies @toadba @tokeposts @hiraethwrote sorry if you’ve been tagged i tried to choose people i haven’t tagged in awhile/at all hehe

[crazylittlejester]

random mm au lore i mentioned a long time ago that i feel like would be funny to mention again for anyone newer to the au (because some of these are goofy):

- Time is directly (but accidentally) responsible for Twilight being afraid of the muppets

- Hyrule and Four were once traumatized by a bunch of rubber rats in Four’s own home because Four’s grandpa kept hiding them in increasingly more strange spots

- War used to be Wind’s babysitter and Wind STILL looks up to him to this day so much so that Wind also dyes his hair blond because he wants to be like War (tho he’s less particular about making sure his roots dont show, he doesn’t care if they do)

- Sky, Twilight, and Warriors have a yearly halloween tradition where they wear their matching spiderman onesies, drink apple cider, and watch horror movies until either Sky’s head starts hurting or Twi’s anxiety gets too bad

- Twi drives a motorcycle, he does not own a car, and also he skateboards

- Hyrule’s nickname comes from Legend not being able to hear. When they first met Hyrule introduced himself like “Hi, I’m Julian” because that is his name and Legend heard “I’m Hyrulian” and got really confused and now it’s an inside joke that’s turned into something ridiculous

- Twilight is called Twilight BECAUSE of the Twilight movies (he talked about them a Little too much in high school and War was quick to give him a stupid nickname)

[izzyfishie]

hey sg fandom!! we’re all distraught aren’t we.

but. i have a proposal.

im really willing to collaborate as a fandom and write a new ending in the form of a fic (and maybe we could get some fanartists to make art for that as well? 👀).

i dont want this to be the end of our fandom, i dont want to lose you guys. i know we’re all sad, but we are creative people.

i’ve been in fanonland before (for years actually, i joined a rp group that got popular for bmc the musical and those was some of the best years of my life despite the musical showing ending in 2019) and it’s actually amazing because GUESS WHAT! YOU CHOOSE THE STORY!!

i’m so passionate abt squid game and so willing to do it justice but i cannot do it alone. if you know me, you’ll know i work two (albeit small) jobs, and swim ~2x a week. also i’ve been kinda struggling with mental health rn which is a rough factor when it comes to content producing. ALSO ALSO i want to write my own sg oneshots

SO if anyone is willing to help or just even pitch in their two cents, step forward. please.

i want to make a discord server for this if anyone’s interested, so we can better talk it out since twt gcs kinda suck at notifs for me sometimes. i used to run multiple small discord servers so i have some experience, i have a good track record, and i’ll do my best to make this a comfortable experience for everyone.

would anybody want that? just like a space for us writers to share our ideas and collaborate to rewrite s3. if you already have an idea or like a fully formulated fic, FEEL FREE TO JOIN bc i haven’t written anything yet, im still in a state of mourning gihun. but if anyone wants to join then reply and ill eventually make a discord server or smth if the public so wants one

[the-unnamed-artist-noname]

Oh lanyde my beloved, hey i started drawing again! Can't wait for tommorow for the New page it Come out at night for me but im real excited, also i miss hyde where is that bolnde gremlin i want him back😔😔

Im trying to experiment with it a bit, Anyways...

Hey do yall know that at first i wasnt So much of lanyde fan... Hear me out, i did not love did ship at first it grew on me like really grew on me... I think it started to grew on me some where in chapter 16...please lanyde fan dont Come at me because im one of yall now, also lying is a love languange did not help with lanyde growing on me, like I LOVE lanyde its really high on the list maybe even the top, i love their dynamic, i wish they can or Will interact more in the comic, like they only interact like two time well maybe three? I dunno but not a lot, but me want more

Anyways here's some doodle i did

This was fun doodle i drew this before um going to church which makes it even funnier for me, it remind me of a pin i saw on pintrest where it goes "tgs in the church" that crack me up (also sorry if there's any typos, im not the brightest at doing that)

And my first ever lanyde doodle, like this is like two month ago damn, ive been Here for two month that's crazy

They're kinda out off character idk what i was doing i Just got There two months ago, also lanyon look So weird, idk how to draw him two month ago and i still dunno how to draw that man, why is he So hard to draw😭

[ooliecat]

the raz vodello AU sucks because it's mostly used to fulfill the SashaMilla parent fantasy and also bash the aquatos in the same swing.

i've been thinking about this since yesterday and how i just loathe this AU based on the core premise it stands on.

lot of text below

raz in this universe becomes a mcguffin(wrong word) raz becomes/or would realistically become a completely different character so then whats the point of it being raz. huh. huh?

raz's whole character is his hero personality and his determination to become a psychonaut. his precocious, smart alec, but nice nature. if he just starts his life in the psychonauts then whats his goal here? to be a psychonaut? borrring. he just becomes a nepo baby who follows the steps of his.. mother..

speaking of her.. MILLA. the stories don't even utilize her, the """"MOTHER""" in any interesting way. the character whos surname is in the title of The Thing.

(ok i'll be real right now i've never sat down and read a single story containing this Au i've just read the tvtropes page. once. which..like. why does it exist. and i could be completely wrong and its somehow the most well written character exploration study ever but.. come on. look me in the eyes and tell me you believe that. ha. ha. ha.)

the premise just uses her stance on children in most shallow way possible. like. whatever.

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Another thing. I dont like how in some variations of the story, Sasha just becomes the 'father.' like. how. Sasha and Milla aren't even together in CANON. How does adding a child make them get closer. In fact.. i think the chances of them getting together would actually be Lower because of Milla having a kid. like like like

hyperbolic joke..lol. i think sasha would be more like "he appreciates milla and would like to get closer but she's busy and i dont think its the best time."

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could the premise even be interesting? idk.. not without sacrificing something. are the aquatos In or Out? is the story about the relationship between raz and milla or raz and his real family? are you trying to go for Disney's tangled or something. is he already ten in this story. how did the scenario even happen. was he kidnapped or abandoned. was be a baby or some other age. are the aquatos unrealistically dicks, dead or unaware. if he found the circus then would he want to join? either answer doesn't matter. how about while we're at it, Sashas mother never died and that orphanage never burned down.

I think the premise is flawed from the start. but.. haha.. but, I will say this. I think it's kind of interesting to see a younger raz and milla interact. her and her experience and.. idk u get it or u dont. it's kind of cute and interesting. but thats the end of story.

another problem with younger versions of raz is that you run into the problem that he's 10yrs old (that's actually crazy does anybody realize how insane that is) and a year ago he was 9 and then 8 and 7 and 6 and 5 and 4 and 3 and oh you're not fully there in the hair. are you even a character anymore. are you even the Same character anymore.

also if you make the story about milla then why does it even have to be raz? cause he’s the mc? eyeroll. i mean.. lili's right there. cough.

if its about rebonding with the aquatos then is it a story about real family vs family that took care of you? maybe u can explore that but i dont care. in the end it could demonize his real parents or milla really easily. again, not the point i want to elaborate on.

how about you pick Peak instead. Make oleander the parent

he is able to be nice to kids.

he has his whole world domination plan(adopting a kid would just mean another soldier)

his plan to train/brainwash raz and then getting attached or whatever

you can have raz fight against his ‘parent.'

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im done but do you ever so engrossed in a piece of media that when you look back at the source material you wonder How Did We Get Here.

[szilverer]

forbidden matching viric set for a nightmarish shady duo

i made a simple parabolan fit design for Reisz with their in-game items :D inspired by the neathyfashioncoalition prompt but uhh i went so ham with the original piece it mightve ended up too eyestrain-y to submit :[ still figuring out what to do with it but for now have these. adjacent doodles

anyway anyhow. smol loredrop below :]

after LF one of the first things reisz did aside from going insane was getting this quality:

the whole deal with the sun was A Misunderstanding and they did Not want to stay on bad terms with the native inhabitants of Parabola, so they really put work in building a reputation among the general snek populace. Reisz also generally sympathizes with the Fingerkings because well. they just want to Exist. they find that admirable, yknow? in the end it's not that different from their own motivation of Feeling Alive

(the Boil still won't see them, but never bothered them again either, so they tentatively assume things are ? at a truce of sorts. i have some loose ideas abt the boil & eddie to explain why they seem to leave the pc alone in-universe but theyre still all over the place tbh)

so yeah Reisz arranged 364758 vessels for the sneks and irresponsibly set a bunch of them loose in the Is. they are greeted by hisses of approbation everywhere & often have little schools of possessed fish following them around in Parabola. at some point there was a whole queue for guided trips to London

they hiss a little, some days more than not, but well, when you speak whispering/trying not to move your mouth the sibilant sounds can become quite marked. they don't think this is because of their Connections.

the split tongue definitely is though but its cool so they dont mind it

i must note, bc this is rly funny, we (me and rei) did not know fingerkings possessed people by the time we maxed Connected bc we hadnt gotten to that part of the Labyrinth/Dangerous MYN yet. LOL

as you can see i drew them separately and couldnt resist quickly applepenning the doodles bc. theyre a fuckign set apparently ??? (side-eyeing the blorbos merging in my head) disgustang... i know no peace...

I feel like moonmilked eddie would happily scramble to match his spousey (reiddie voice: why wont u wear your smiling mask my love... breaking my heart every single day......) but mine wouldn't currently. Darling That Is Not My Colour And It Is Not Yours Either. maybe in the uncertain future......

[ihavenoideahowtodream]

I love Bones the character for many reasons

1- Its hard to find respected scientists in media that also actively use their southern accent and culture

2- hes an absolute bitch that complains about everything and everyone and everyone loves him for it

3- he has had an enduring character through all the shows movies and is so loved in all of them

I love Karl Urban's depiction of him for even more:

DeForrest Kelly left westerns and and picked up Bones the Country Doctor in Space. He was from Georgia so the vocal patterns he used for Bones' no nonsense and interpersonal relationships was natural for him. Bones doesnt have a customer service voice he has a listen to me or die voice that he really doesnt change up for anyone even when he is saying the kindest things to people (hes a bitch but hes your bitch). Which were and still often are very common vocal patterns for greatest generation and younger southerners. I can still hear my Pappaw's who was born in Kentucky around the same time as him having similar no nonsense ways of talking.

During the 60s when TOS was originally aired and Kelly was playing Bones, said Pappaw realized my grandma (his daughter) was sick and hemorrhaging on a sunday morning. So he went to get the doctor who was conveniently at the same place he always was on sunday mornings: the saloon. After Pappaw sobered him up the doc saved my grandma's appendix from needing an appendectomy. This kind of care was common throughout rural america at the time and has barely improved in parts of appalachia in general. That is what "Country Doctor" ment to Kelly. I currently deal with chronic health issues that could have been abated or dramatically decreased when I was a baby and through childhood as a result of being born there even though it was the 90s. I know doctors to this day still have to ride horses or mules to patients some times cause cars cant make it in the part of the world Kelly came from before his family relocated to Atlanta.

This was the kind of medical care context DeForrest Kelly was coming from when he crafted Bones. Especially notable as he wanted to be a doctor but his parents couldnt afford med school for him. I know that this kind of medical care and access isnt unique to the american south ofc then or now. However, I have lived outside of the south for nearly a decade because the medical care is leaps and bounds better in the state i live in now than KY. And so few people seem to grasp just how ridiculously unachievable reliable healthcare is there now let alone then.

And southern accents themselves are frequently used by intelligent and educated characters but the character playing opposite them are usually surprised when they are intelligent and/or educated (like Ashe from SPN being an MIT grad). When the New Trek movies were coming out I was in college doing an anthro major and ling minor. my midwestern linguistics professor saved me a world of confusion and grief when he told me my southern accent likely wont be very respected in academia. He didnt tell me to change it or code switch, but him giving me a heads up made it helpful when I did have to hear people talk about how something someone said was academically sound or well done or liberal thinking "despite" or "even with" their southern accent/background. and recently there are so many people writing off the south as ass backwards red states full of racists and rednecks that dont know their ass from a hole in the ground. During the election i heard a friend ask, "i wonder when Jimmy Cater stopped being racist?" I didnt even know how to begin to figure out the layers to that question. The political environment is different now but Bones still was important in the 60s as he was a white southern man treating Lt Uhura and subsequently DeForrest treating Nichelle as an equal on the show and publicly when Jim Crow laws wouldnt be formally removed for another 10 years.

So someone from the other side of the world who was much younger than him with a such a different medical and cultural context getting the accent, movements, sense of urgency, annoyance, and deep deep caring that Kelly put into Bones down so fucking well that the only reason you know its not Kelly is hes slightly taller, buffer, and has brown eyes, fucking Floored me.

Urban getting the character so Correct makes me so goddamned happy. It would have been easy to just make him an ass or just a man who's only character trait was nurse maid. But his balance of sarcasm, loathing, moving heaven and earth to heal, and equally taking care of all of his patients regardless of who they are was so well crafted. Plus the way his relationship with Spock is depicted as important and caring as his with Jim but also looking completely different would have been so easy to unbalance but it was done so gracefully and seamlessly in this movie in particular but also in the two previous as well.

Ugh I love bones and the two men who have played him.

sorry I didnt mean for this to turn into a novel but also this deserves it

A potato for your time 🥔

Wednesday: Enid wears a Vokaya amulet which I presented to her as a token of my affection and respect.

Bianca: You gave your girlfriend radioactive jewelry?

Wednesday: The emission is harmless. But it's unique signature makes it very easy to identify.

Bianca: So you gave your girlfriend a tracking device?

Wednesday:

Wednesday: That was not my intention.

[hollowed-theory-hall]

Hi, I'm curious about why you think that voldemort wanted to recruit lily potter as a death eater. Is it because the prophecy said "thrice defied him"? (defy also means escape, defeat, challenge, disobey etc. but i dont think it means deny) I don't get why someone would try to recruit a muggleborn to commit a genocide against other muggleborns and muggles. Like, nobody asked hermione to join in the 2nd war. And how would the other pureblooded death eaters react to that? wouldn't voldemort lose a little bit credibility with that? Make it make sense?

Hi 👋

First of all, "defy" can 100% mean they chose not to join the Death Eaters:

As they resisted/disregarded Voldemort's offer, I think this is a valid usage of the word.

Second, this idea came from this JKR interview:

MA: What about the three times-- The thrice-defying of Voldemort? JKR: Of James and Lily? MA: Of Neville's parents. Well, James and Lily, too. JKR: It depends how you take defying, doesn't it. I mean, if you're counting, which I do, anytime you arrested one of his henchmen, anytime you escaped him, anytime you thwarted him, that's what he's looking for. And both couples qualified because they were both fighting. Also, James and Lily turned him down, that was established in "Philosopher's Stone". He wanted them, and they wouldn't come over, so that's one strike against them before they were even out of their teens.

(Source)

Now, I tried to find the PS quote JKR referenced, and this is what I could find:

“Now, yer mum an’ dad were as good a witch an’ wizard as I ever knew. Head boy an’ girl at Hogwarts in their day! Suppose the myst’ry is why You- Know-Who never tried to get ‘em on his side before…probably knew they were too close ter Dumbledore ter want anythin’ ter do with the Dark Side. “Maybe he thought he could persuade ‘em…maybe he just wanted ‘em outta the way. All anyone knows is, he turned up in the village where you was all living, on Halloween ten years ago. You was just a year old. He came ter yer house an’ — an’ —”

(PS, Ch4)

So, we know Hagrid didn't know of any recruitment attempt, if it happened, or why Voldemort went to Godric's Hollow. And it's another case of JKR not remembering what she wrote in post-book interviews, and another thing she didn't really think through.

Because Hagrid really doesn't know much, his statment isn't all that relaiable, and even then, he suggests Voldemort would've wanted to recruit Lily if he thought he could, so really — it's up to personal headcanon and wheather you take JKR's word of god on the matter as canon or not.

All the "thrice defying" has a lot of space for headcanon and speculation to come in since JKR didn't really think it through. Personally, I am not a fan of the idea that "every arrest of a DE" counts as "defy", but I'm not opposed to the idea that Voldemort offered James and Lily to join him as teens (when they were still at school, probably).

What's important to note for further speculation is that Voldemort doesn't really believe in blood purity.

He's a half-blood, and he thinks he's better than all his followers. Voldemort repeatedly shows he doesn't actually care about implementing anti-Muggleborn laws, his followers are invested in no, is he interested in ruling at all (a. He wasn't in the UK when the ministry fell. b. He remained so unpresent that Umbridge could walk around with his Horcrux and claim it as her own family heirloom without dying. c. Lupin implies all the muggleborn registration laws from DH weren't around the first time, again, Voldemort isn't there, these are laws his followers made. He, personaly, doesn't give a shit and doesn't care if muggleorns, muggles, purebloods or whoever lives or dies. It doesn't concern him in the slightest. He actually personally kills more purebloods than muggleborns). If he found a muggleborn talented and powerful enough to be worth his time, he wouldn't mind that he's/she's a muggleborn. Voldemort cares first and foremost about power:

There is no good and evil, there is only power, and those too weak to seek it…

(PS, Ch17)

If you have power, anything else doesn't really matter. And even power is optional if you're useful to him in some other way. Talking about PS, Quirrell was a weak wizard and the Muggle Studies Professor — but he was useful, and in the right place at the right time, so Voldemort recruited him.

Hagrid clearly believes in PS Voldemort would recruit muggleborns, and JKR mentioned it in other interviews, so she is pretty consistent about that:

‘Snape’s ancestry is hinted at. He was a Death Eater, so clearly he is no Muggle-born, because Muggle-borns are not allowed to be Death Eaters, except in rare circumstances.’

(Edinburgh Book Festival, 15 August 2004)

By the time he would be potentially recruiting super-talented muggleborns, he would have a lot of control over his followers. We see he has no problem torturing and punishing them, and from how Karkaroff and other DE respond to Voldemort in GoF, it's clear his treatment of them we see is nothing new.

So, if Voldemort says the muggleborn stays, some DE are definitely going to feel various ways about it — but none of them are going to question him, that would be suicide. It would cause some unrest, but the likes of Lucius Malfoy would shut up out of self-preservation, and the likes of Bellatrix Lestrange would justify Voldemort's behaviour in their head somehow.

So, I don't see that part as contradictory at all, actually.

And I don't think Hermione is a good analog here. Hermione is known to be good friends with Harry Potter, and she has done nothing to attract Voldemort’s attention besides being around Harry — Lily, as a young witch, probably didn't do anything noteworthy either, but my headcanon is that Snape vouched for her.

We know Voldemort recruited as young as 16-year-olds:

and when he was sixteen years old, Master Regulus joined the Dark Lord. So proud, so proud, so happy to serve . . .

(DH, Ch10)

So, it's possible, and likely, Snape and Mulciber, and others were already getting involved with Voldemort in their 5th year. By SWM (end of the Mauraders' 5th year), Snape would've already been 16 (born January 9th, 1960), and possibly already a Death Eater officially, or about to become one that summer. Lily's talents might have been vouched for by him, the fact that she was part of the Slug Club, which Voldemort would be familiar with, will be another mark on her talent.

(James is easier to explain why he would be a potential recruit as a rich pureblood who likes hexing people)

So, I can see it working, though I don't think it's super likely. But I like the idea that the first time James and Lily defied Voldemort was each on their own separately, before they were a couple — I don't know, I just like that as a concept. That they defied him on their own and not just together.