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butchfalin · 2 years ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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sashayed · 1 month ago

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eventually one has to come to terms with the fact that "conceive of myself as a person capable of tackling difficult things" is an achievable goal toward which one can take concrete steps whereas "have things be easy" is Not

#(me to myself hopefully) but maybe if i can write a psychologically healthy Post about it that will make everything easy #yg

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hinamie · 21 days ago

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growth // decay

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #sukuna #ryoumen sukuna #itafushikugi #take them take them take them im DONE #i started this 3 WEEKS AGO kms curse u job.....curse u commute......#whatever its fine bc look mom i can still draw omg i can still draw and i dont hate it!!!!!#this was th first actual insp that had hit since like. march. and i was like omg yippee finally i can not want to die while doing my hobby #regardless of th 3 week timeline (atrocious) im soosososo pleased w these #nobara in particular i am especially proud of i tried smth new with her hair and the render and i ws like!!!! :D!!!!!!#altho i kinda ended up shooting myself in th foot bc of it when it came time to move onto itfs #bc by then a whole week had passed and id forgotten how i did it so i was worried abt style consistency #esp when megumi's colour palette said it wanted to be blue all of a sudden #but i decided hey whatever ill lean in2 primaries itll b fine and fun (it was in fact not so fine and fun i suffered the whole time)#nobara looks GREAT megumi looks great in lowercase bc tht hood made me want to die #yuuji...#kinda worried abt yuuji bc of sukuna it looks pretty busy over there on the left but whatever man ive been working on this fr too long #i dont dislike it at all but i definitely think hes the weakest of th series dsgkjsfdj rip i redid his pose like 4 times #whatever we persist!!! enjoy hina draws the first years with plants and weird eye horror episode 352347 #hopefully this is a sufficient offering after my month+ hiatus gomen smile

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teaboot · 3 months ago

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Okay so the first lil clay sculpture looked good but I accidentally broke his legs off and wasn’t able to securely patch ‘em back on (it’s okay he’s gonna be part of a different project now) but I still wanted to try my hand at a human-ish figure SO WE ARE ONTO ROUND TWO

(He’s not finished please ignore how gloopy he is)

#Took like two and a half hours and he’s only started BUT I put him in some Tupperware so hopefully he’s still malleable when I get back #I don’t like how I did his shoulders as much as the first one but it’s okay he’s a different guy he can look different he’s still pretty #my art #He has no fingies YET

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k3n999 · 4 months ago

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A crossover no one asked for...

except me.

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aurosoulart · 11 months ago

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Imposter Syndrome

something I've been working on overcoming lately...... maybe others can relate

#imposter syndrome #art #artists on tumblr #art video #3d art #digital art #ar #augmented reality #figmin xr #vr art #vr #virtual reality #art process #process video #been working on and off on this one for a WHILE now #glad it's done and i can (hopefully) move on to other things

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lokh · 1 year ago

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DO YOU SEE MY VISION... DO YOU SEE WHAT THEY COULD BECOME

#laishuro #shuro #nakamoto toshiro #laios touden #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #art #dungeon meshi spoilers #PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE #ok. i can already see that the colors may be. Different. becos it was worked entirely on my tablet #hopefully its still ok 💀#namari #I FORGOT TO TAG NAMARI #ITS FINALLY DONE IVE HAD THE IDEA IN MY DRAFTS FOR LITERAL MONTHS

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henryscapon · 2 years ago

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how to ask the demon you've been smitten over for 6000 years to dance: an angel's guide

bonus:

#goodomensedits #goodomensgifs #good omens #good omens s2 #good omens spoilers #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #userkristi #userlauren #userstede #userisaiah #userelio #userhani #my gifs #im returning to my roots #(aka making gifs but adding my chaotic commentary and editing to it)#i wish i was at home i'd be able to use a better quality video but im also ~impatient~#hopefully no one beat me to the punch #because this scene is genuinely one of my favorites like look at azi look at his smile im gonna fucking cry :')))))#like michael sheen!!!!!!!! michael sheen i am banging at your door like a wild chimpanzee #the ACTING CHOICES #the way you can literally SEE his thought process and excitement over asking crowley to dance i am in shambles i really am #edit edit edit: hate that this post once brought me so much joy. because a certain someone reblogged it. fucking tainted. fuck you.#i hope he dies and rots in hell

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smoky-moka · 14 days ago

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Busy week so this is all you get

#hopefully next time I can get around finishing some of the things you asked for #you guys gave me so many ideas!!!#my art #spideypool #marvel #deadpool #fanart #spider man #spiderman #comics #wade wilson #peter parker

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verflares · 29 days ago

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be not afraid. death is not the end.

#another year another dragon... oh my goddddd i can finally post it. (got tired of working on it)#loz #zelink #light dragon #link #zelda #princess zelda #botw #tears of the kingdom #totk spoilers #legend of zelda #my art #the scope of this definitely got away from me so as a result im not that happy with it but u knowwww it is what it is #and i still enjoy the lines/concept so u know what. maybe the real drawing was the friends we made along the way #its a semi-redraw of one of my first pieces of them too and i'm happy with the improvement from that #but yeah hopefully ppl like it. or dont. im not your dad etc etc. im gonna go play final fantasy now

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pemprika · 1 year ago

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a love so eternally bedeviled 🌏

#madoka magica #puella magi madoka magica #madoka kaname #homura akemi #a new print for anime expo and anyc 2024 #happy yuri day #so so excited for the new movie release walpurgisnacht rising #i watched madoka years ago but the series is still very memorable to me... i love the series #hopefully i can draw the other girls very soon #pemprika

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youve-become-obscene · 2 months ago

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#feels like this crosses the line juuust enough to where i don't wanna put it on 'main' so here into the void it goes #this is just a dumb joke about my personal headcanons. you can live whatever penis life that you wanna live forever ��#to tell the truth i made this while i was FEELING SAD WEH WEH I AM SAD BOY MY LIFE IS SO HARD I HAVE TO MAKE ANIME GIRL PENIS JOKES ABOUT IT #it made me chuckle at least for a moment. hopefully it'll bring you some levity as well #-i say to the 2 people & the tumbleweed who will actually see this 😆

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limbcom · 4 months ago

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"Holding your hand doesn't have to mean that I accept your friendship," the liar said to the truthful, trying to lie in front of the only person who understands his intentions.

He knows, of course, that the liar did not lie. For the liar is also the truthful.

#saying that pure “i forgave my best friend that created the evil woman who almost destroyed the world” vanilla cookie wont forgive you #is like saying humans can have five legs #(statistically possible but very very rare)#anyways what i was quoting is meant to refer to shmilk never actually lying to vanilla for the whole comic #(except the “pretending to understand” bit but is it rlly lying if they both know its a lie and know that the other knows)#yes he could do this and that. but he never said he would. and pv knows he wouldn't #they understand each other <3 for they are one and the same <3 #i have notes on this comic so if anyone wants me to yap just come yell at me at the tags or sumn #wanted to render this tbh but i got lazy so take these ugly doodles ig #smilk drawn from memory while i barely used references for pv (like.. halfway through making this LOLL)#hopefully this is readable ;w;#admittedly i feel like some parts can be quite ooc and if so i apologize im still wrapping my head around these two #i just want to put them both in a jar and shake them around grr #my doodles #pureshadow #shadowvanilla #shadownilla #not ship but feel free to interpret whatever #pure vanilla cookie #awakened pure vanilla cookie #shadow milk cookie #cookie run kingdom #crk #alt text available

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egophiliac · 5 months ago

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don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers #sorry it's even scribblier than usual :') hopefully my chickenscratch is legible #anyway come here and join me in the corner where we go to be embarrassing about anime characters #just. between riddle and trey's dreams i've been thinking a lot about how #trey knew this kid for like two months when he was nine and then never really got over him or how their friendship ended #which. honestly. understandable given the circumstances #and then when they finally met again riddle acted like they'd never met before and neither he nor trey ever intended trey to be his vice #but every time riddle talks about his childhood post-incident it's basically #'oh yeah i constantly thought about trey and che'nya and fantasized about still being friends with them! this is fine and normal'#(there's a bit in one of his birthday cards where he talks about crossword puzzles and shit man that one got me)#idk. i can't put this into words very well #just...the implications that riddle was actively resisting trey's friendship #(presumably because it ended SUPER badly last time and he's learned that if he shows he wants something it gets taken away from him)#and trey had to work REALLY hard to just to get to the point they were at by the time canon starts #that was progress somehow #y'all can call him boring all you want but trey's defining feature really is that he keeps being like #'everything's fine :) this isn't a big deal :) i don't care that much'#(trey on the inside: THIS IS THE BIGGEST DEAL THAT I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT AND I WILL NEVER LET IT GO)#anyway i continue to be absolutely murdered by the timing of riddlepunzel directly after this #riddle's line about not wanting to keep standing in front of a door that's never going to open...#hey. hey silly gacha game about anime disney boys.#you are not actually allowed to do this to me #oh shit oh damn i'm out of tags and i haven't even talked about cater yet. NO BUT I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS THERE TOO --#(i am crushed under a falling safe looney tunes style)

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katsinspats · 1 year ago

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Thematically appropriate comic for Make a Terrible Comic Day!!

I saw the original post this morning and it made me get out of bed to make something, so thank u Pseudonym Jones mission accomplished

#makeaterriblecomicday2024 #comic #comics #sketch #does this count as horror like comment subscribe down below #Ever since I stopped being on social media as often/stopped taking it deadly serious I've been able to fall back in love with the process..#...of art which is fantastic!! I do enjoy taking my time with things but it's still very easy to get caught up in making something Perfect #ESPECIALLY WITH COMICS #As a comic maker and comic enjoyer you have to remind yourself people speed through reading them. It's ok to take shortcuts #Every frame does not need to be a painting #Anyways this was a great way to make something after falling into an MMO hole for a few days...#unrelated did u guys know Wizard 101 is still alive with an active player base #Ok hopefully I can get back on track to finishing my next short horror comic in the next month or so wish me luck fellers

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