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How the fuck do people write noncon, I'm struggling so much with this
#it keeps wanting to slip back into dub territory#which isnt a bad thing#its what im used to#but im trying to branch out here#tw dubcon#tw noncon#harley talks
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I can't believe I forgot to post this. Sol, my beloved
#opossums art#my art#iwatex#sol iwatex#i was a teenage exocolonist#teenage exocolonist#iwatex art#i really like the pose i did here :3 im trying to branch out from doing boring poses
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super disorganized sketch page because i do what i want
#my art#not sure if i wanna tag these... hrm#i wonder if alt text shows up in search results.... shudders#well anyway. i wanna ramble about these!!#for willy mafton: i've been working on designing more of the human cast. mainly all the big name important ones#it's been a slow process + a little challenging but i like getting the chance to practice drawing faces! :]#in regards to His design specifically.. it's very much based off of his movie apperance#but with a reference to that Classic sprite thrown in#bc i thought making him a little cartoony and inhuman would fit him :] but idk im not an expert on his character or anything#about the rabbit lady: i forgot how i had that idea initially but it ended up looking so fucking cool tbh#im always a fan of making her design less of a feminine eye candy type of design and more of a Spooky Murderer type >:3c#it also gave me the idea to try making some similar designs for the glams...#but if i do that im not gonna be giving them that vintage rubber mask look... since they're meant to be super flashy and high tech looking#so i was thinking they could have faces with more of a silicone texture.. and that have a style based more off of their in game art work :]#so they'd be like giant dolls with weird moving faces rather than having a vintage animatronic look#also that van in the bottom middle is 100% a homage to a specific user i wont be mentioning but iykyk HFJZJFJF#ANYWAY the 🌞🌜 stuff: dont be weird about it please HFJZJG#im aware that these tags are very easy to ignore but like. genuinely pls dont be weird about them#dont romanticize it. its not meant to be ''y/ndere'' or anything like that#its actually a bit personal to me so like... interpret it as you like but be aware its not meant to be a happy or positive thing#anyway i think thats all i have to say... i've been trying to branch out a tiny bit regarding the things i draw#it's always nice to challenge yourself even if its tough... especially if its tough!!#i mainly draw just for my own sake but i hope ppl see something they like here#these tags got so fucking long oops... i'll stop now JFKZJFKSJGKSJG
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listen I just can’t find fault with a candy person for finding something that unexpectedly brings them joy and doing everything in their power to make it keep happening. I just can’t find it in me to blame them for wanting the approval of the person they love and respect more than anyone else, and wanting that approval over and over again, and I just straight up can’t blame james for figuring out a trick to make his princess smile and call him her hero. like, banana guards get her praise and approval and hugs all the time, but he’s just some random engineer with an easy smile and no one who wants to hang out with him after work. and she likes him so much, she wants him in her kingdom, even when he goes and does something stupid like push her out of the way of a super dangerous not-moving car, at the cost of his own life, she wants him back and she’ll bring him back and she'll tell him that was very brave and she loves him. of course she loves him. she loves all the candy people. but he figured out how to make her look him in the eyes and say it and give him material evidence of her pride. I can’t find it in myself to blame him for that. it wasn't good, i don't think he should have been left unchecked to keep going forever, but i can't blame him for wanting to keep reliving the nice thing that happened once. the really nice thing that happened once that came with material gifts. if she didn’t want to keep doing it she would’ve stopped LONG before there were TWENTY FIVE of them. before she was so fed up that she didn’t even spare him a kind goodbye or a chance to go home one more time.
like you’re not beating the dystopian dictatorship allegations. saying she was right to exile him from the only home he’s ever known with no recourse because he was acting weird. and the thing is, I just can’t find it in me to blame a character living in a dictatorship for getting himself into a situation because he was desperately trying to be happy the best way he could figure out how. I’m not saying he was right, he’s insane, but it just rubs me wrong, the idea that he is the one holding all this heavy blame. the idea that the princess is right to look down at him and shake her head firmly and turn him out in the cold. for chasing the rush that she gave him willingly, over and over, without any specific end parameters. for not being able to make friends, and doing something weird about it. he’s bored and lonely and this works and it’s not, inherently, bad. it really isn’t. it’s batshit, but it’s actually not hurting anyone at all.
#in case im not being clear. because i dont know. this is about james adventuretime.#and like. he is literally no weirder than any other candy person#i cant justify this freak (affectionate) but i also simply cannot blame him for this. imagine youre a guy in the Happy All The Time kingdom#and its goofyhappy but youre bone-numbingly bored and lonely and no one will hang out with you. youre 30 something.#wouldnt it be nice if you just had some people who Get you. well. enter This One Weird Trick. with a side of Princess Calls You A Hero.#like mann id do it all the time too dude. i dont see why pb can withhold her grace+forgiveness for checks notes. him being a lonely weirdo#who freaked out (HE DIED. HORRIFICALLY. UNEXPECTEDLY.) and found a way to ask her for friends indirectly.#is it wrong to be a weird little candy guy living in a dictatorship trying your best#like come on. sure hes not DOING RIGHT. it was WEIRD! but i CANT FIND IT IN MYSELF to BLAME HIM. that's what im here to say.#i will never find fault with him for literally just tricking her into making clones of himself so hed have friends to eat with in his home#im not sorry i mildly enjoy character on tv. candy people no.1 defender.#o#he doesnt seem to need much. like. its not like he was this extravagant strain on resources. if he was she would have noticed#ok ill stop. for now. might be back. i had a HORRIFIC discord rant#and? if he really had been dying? we wouldnt be having this conversation. we'd be saying man that is tragic. get him therapy.#but instead we are talking about whether he should APOLOGIZE for taking up space in his own tiny apartment tht he decided to share.#thats what annoyed me. among other thigns. but that bit. that she has a nebulous apology waiting for her and neednt accept#thats. insane. what did he do. not die. fake save her life. not realize heroism can branch out to other folks besides his princess.#bad things but not Obviously Unforgivable things that deserved EXILE!#adventure time#for my own search purpose just in case. I think that’s low enough in tags it won’t go into main tag.maybe not. whatever
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venting onthe robot blog yet again. tw death in the tags
#sorry lol#my grandpa died in the living room a few days ago#almost a year to the day my dad died. early april yknow#we live so far out of town that it took the ambulance a long time to get here. and our driveway branches off so like. i ran out to redirect-#them but i fell in the woods and sprained my ankle lol#so they went up the wrong fork and it took them even longer#i guess its nobodys fault. i just cant help feeling stupid. i fell in a rodent hole.#but yeah my grandpa just fell and none of us could pick him up. i guess his heart gave out. we called my uncle and he got here quicker than#the first responder lol. what can you do. my aunt knew cpr but the body can only take that for so long. etc#were getting the ashes tomorrow and i guess my grandma wants to keep them in the living room. i think its...creepy#like the thought of it freaks me out. idk man i just dont have any attachment to the body that way. it feels wrong lol#but im not going to say anything about it#i keep replaying it in my mind. trying to help pick him up off the floor. everything is so freaky.#plus our financial situation is about to get a lot worse. i just feel so fucking miserable. my freelance-#work hasnt paid out in forever. i guess the grant is tied up bc of (current events)#i cant even draw. i feel useless. ive been all fucked up since my dad died and now im back at square one.#can i get a break lol. please#ok the end
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hey, image of my beasts coming up sometime tonight in like a few hours, if not check back tomorrow in my art blog, it should be there by then
#it's so fucking over for you all#i will show you my beasts and your world will come crumbling down upon you#you will love them#and if you dont. well#let's just say there won't be a happy ray over here. i will be sad and i will cry#and you will feel so bad#why am i trying to guilt y'all into it actually the bit isn't that funny#sorry im just feeling like#being annoying about things#(it's a sign im actually doing well :3)#and that i'm thriving creatively and wh#an uh#getting better at like#wht's it called#social#socializing#something like that#anyways love y'all#hope you like my art when it does come out dw about not seeing it or anything tho fr#just hope that whoever does see it ends up liking it :3#yeah so uh#idk#imma go i guess#*turns around to leave and trips on a branch straight into a hole nearby*#AAAAAAAaaa..........
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I am far too obsessed w crop tops. It’s actually reaching a cataclysmic point but I can’t stop wearing cropped everything help me
#In my defense a lot of effort goes into staying fit/toned and I literally just look good w cropped tops idk#But this winter I suffered bc I didn’t have anything that wasn’t cropped like a normal person except for sweaters#I’d literally wear cropped tops and sometimes they’d cover my midriff but most of the time they#Did not#Thank god spring is coming soon but I was looking thru my closet earlier like Ok I have NOTHING in here that isn’t cropped. What now .#Im trying to be okay w not wearing cropped things more idk#Also it’s NOT for other people I just like wearing crop tops bc they make me feel good and it’s just kind of my default outfit#But im trying to branch out more bc im starting to see how extreme it’s getting#like I want one normal tee shirt that isn’t cropped. I think that would do me some good
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getting back on the grind
#gonna try to spend the next couple hours drawing pets to make up for my lack of posting#nana and papa are driving back home today so i will be free for longer!!!#also there might be a surprise for yall by next week but dont count on it because there is a chance it might not happen#i will not disclose what it is until im sure#also i know yall love the cats but i do want to branch out to both learn how to draw other animals AND let folks adopt a variety of critters#you wont believe what this fuckin guinea pig's name is#anyway#posts will be here soon!!#ms paint#petfinder#guinea pig#cat#sphynx cat#work in progress#work update
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made a twitter account (unfortunately) so if youre interested in seeing me over there (i dont know how many of you actually use it) AND maybe seeing actual nsfw . actual suggestive stuff will probably get posted over there vs. over here
so heres my main vs. the nuca/nsfw side acc
#not that im afraid of the tumblr staff. i just never got the urge to post it here#nu: carnival#nuカーニバル#twitter#plus im trying to branch out again#id rather just be on bsky but i know that unfortunately twitter still has a really big presence <_>#the only other thing im particularly active on is tiktok#and i havent done anything for an 18+ acc on there yet#my tt is just all ages cause its eaiser lmfao#AND I ACCIDENTALLY GOT 30K FOLLOWERS FROM ONE VIDEO SO#SIGHS
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Improvement :3
#turns out practice does work....who would have thought .. apparently not me...#im very proud I've stayed with it#me??? actually liking ny art??? and seeing myself improve more than i have in a year within a couple months??????????#what a good hyperfixation/special interest does to you/silly#alas i need to keep branching out to the other ieytd characters because i wanna work on my fabby design#i have a hard time with costume and um she is literally THE fashion girlie so. i gotta work on that#because she DESERVES IT DAMNIT#also still working on a mental image for zor...sigh#im really into the vitti as zor theory and that 'zor' is a role/title that's kinna passed on....idk...i have thoughts.....#but yeah zor is so painfully human to me but also is trying to not be drives me up the WALL#THAT'S ANOTHER POSTS RANT how did i get here#alas#ieytd#[agent moose's art]#THAT'S IT not individually tagging these doodles? drawings? are not good enough for that#i don't have. the urge to draw in full colour rn <- so so so so busy <- leaves secondary education in less than 2 months#alas. I'm surviving. and very excited about next steps. just gotta get through. via ieytd. it's becoming my mantra#i keep saying i should make designs for solaris and redo my fabby so i can have triple threat explaining science to me on my flashcards#im. coping in my own special way
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How are yall drawing soft fat people? Mine looks so stiff I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong
#im a writer i dont belong here#branching out trying to exercise my old lady brain and im so frustrated
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i think i might just like harems when theyre toxic af
#like none of that lets get along shit and have a fair fight#or we can all share one person and be friends still (even tho the jealousy is still present????)#everyone should be trying to sabotage each other (the lvl of harm varying on the characters personality)#and put a yandere (who will kill) in the group to keep everyone on their fuckin toes too#also i think i only like harems if i personally can select who is in it!#for example me being able to block out whitney in dol (at least for now) makes a huge difference#i dont wanna engage with every person cause theres always at least one guy who bothers me#i should decide who can stay and who isnt allowed in!#GAME IDEA right here if anyone is looking to try making a dating game but something “new”#the player can also select who is the “main bitch” who is the “mistress” and everyone else can be sides lmaoo#this affects the dynamics in the group#and the dialogue and stuff#like the main li should be a bit cocky or at least they and everyone should be aware that theyre on top so theyre not as easy to target...#tho the 2nd li might be able to be more forward#2nd li should also have the fact that theyre second place thrown in their face#lol im getting too detailed here!!#i would play the hell out of this if its done well and the best format would be text based in my opinion#since there would be so much branching....#there should be dating and stuff and affection lvl raising#and i think the yandere should be violent and there should be an optional toggle to let them kill ppl#if u dont keep them in check#My biggest peeve with harems is that its just a bunch of guys cockblocking each other#and shortening time i would like to spend with specific lis#its extremely frustrating when the guy i hate drags me away from who i want to be with#and have no option to tell them to fuck off#a game where i can pick and choose and tell ppl to leave would make such a difference#and its kinda wild that dol managed to like implement it and thats not even the main point of the game!#i could make a whole post about this actually#like i just want toxic reverse harem with actual thorough choices that affect the story and who i spend the most time with#i should be allowed to neglect ppl and have the game take not of it even if its on accident
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who here is on IG? I'm going to start uploading some sims stuff on there.
#and im still here of course but im trying to get over my anxieties of branching out on other platforms#its scary and frankly theres always shameful feelings that come with those first weeks of 0 followers lmaooo
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italians come through on my poll 💪😈
#i saw a couple ppl saying it’s how germs/sickness spread and yes for sure that’s true#but also i feel it no more increases the chances of getting sick than a hug does? faces in close proximity n all#i believe in pushing for covid consciousness and respecting personal boundaries BUT this train of thinking had me branching off a bit#into thoughts abt hyperindividualism and the current generation’s struggle against loneliness and emotional connection#there’s a big averseness to physical closeness w ppl’s friends (excitement abt canceling plans for instance)#and i think it would do ppl good to try to push past slight discomfort and just Be with ppl#hang out w ppl!! have a meal w them!! hug them hello and goodbye!!#physical proximity is so so so so so good for ur soul#i hope tumblr doesn’t misconstrue what i’m trying to say and i hope im saying it in the correct way#never break your own boundaries to accommodate someone else’s pushiness BUT don’t allow yourself to solely prioritize comfortability#bc u will never grow!! so push back against the urge to stagnate by trying minor things outside ur comfort zone here n there :-)#anyways.txt
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19!
19. What's one pairing you want to explore next year?
well. there are many. i am not and never have been an otp kind of guy, i like to explore all possible dynamics. i think the one that i've attempted multiple times that i've never been able to complete (and therefore the one i most want to actually nail) is aryna & elena, bc i feel like there's a lot of potential for fun ideas there. but unfortunately as i mentioned i cannot write from elena's perspective for the life of me. so we will see how that goes
#ask game#i mean. obviously i could just write from aryna's perspective but. im trying to expand my horizons here.#ive written 27k words from arynas perspective i need to branch out lmfao
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just tried biking all 13ish km of the road i live on right now since the weather is decently nice and funny enough
1. I've known this road since I was like 4
2. I've never seen the other half of it till today. im 27
and oh my GOD i was not expecting to be hit back to back with four steep as SHIT hills. Like I saw the first one and am like "Oh! What a nice little challenge, it's like the hill I bike up when I come home from town" and then RIGHT a couple feet after is ANOTHER and im tired but rev myself up like "I do it every day I can make it" and for a while it's all chill until i see the biggest hill of my LIFE going right down into a four-way pass and am like "oh my god"
Anyways I get pass that and there's an even bigger one right on the other side and knowing how dead it is, i decide to risk it and ZIP right through there but this bastard is so big and im so tired i have to hop off my bike like "yeah. im turning back after this" and i did 😭 i didn't make it y'all...... I had another 6km to go why is this road so fucking LONG
#gu6chan's musings#like i always wear deodorant ofc but this is one of those times I'm REALLY like 'thank God I'm wearing deodorant' my face was RED#i should not have worn my sweater though 😭#literally just laying here ass naked in bed trying to muster the energy to put on a new set of clothes im kaput#lowkey reminds me of when i visited my father at the property i grew up in whenever i went to the US and like#no one lived within MILES of that place; but he never allowed me to walk down the road?? there was one REALLY long forest trail he did allow#me to walk a little ways down though and that was the only place outside the yard i was allowed to go so i spent ALL my time there when i#lived with him (as much as i could without him batting an eye at least lmao) and always wanted to see what the end of the trail led to#anyways flash forward to now; I'm visiting him and am like 'omg i should get to the end of the trail now. i bet i can reach it' and take my#leave. skip forward a fucking HOUR and I'm three forks in the road down and expected to be home like 20 minutes ago#finally i come across a solid Y branch (till then i was just talking the straightest path so i wouldn't get lost) and am like ok. how much#further does this go bc if it's far ill just turn back here. ladies and gentlemen if i kept going i wouldn't be out of there for another#hour and would have wound up in some bumfuck cemetery in the middle of the woods in a completely different town#i never even HEARD of this town before#needless to say I turned back for the day lmao
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