#but no really. i cant... decide with which i should go

[noctiva]

Gonna be a lil depraved in your inbox~

I just got done buying some new underwear, and man. Toby with a girlfriend who likes the cute stuff, drags him to Victoria's secret so he can help her choose. Thrusting pair after pair into his hands, cooing over how soft the silk and lace is, "ooo do you think this color would look cute?", holding them up to see how they'd fit in that cute v between her tummy and her thighs, making him sweat bullets as he tries so hard to keep it down, be goooooood boy be good!!

Not allowed in the fitting rooms while she tries em on so he's getting selfie after fitting room selfie of all the styles like "hmmmmm I cant decide, which do you think??" And it takes all his willpower to not drool on the screen as he frantically types "both, all, yes, every single one-"

Cute absentminded girlfriend, who gets dressed in the morning in bed next to him. Leaves the pair she wore last night on the sheets next to him like a little present, just for him to fondle that silky cottony softness between his fingers as he ruts himself mindlessly against the mattress. Groaning when he lifts them to his face to get a sniff, press his mouth against the soft material, hips stuttering as he creams a mess into his pants.

Cute girlfriend getting frustrated cuz she JUST bought new pairs and now they're all gone? Weird 🤨🤨

oh this is so based.

toby is THE #1 panty sniffing freak in my brain. he’s just desperate like that LOLLLL. he’s just like, super big on scents. like a sniffer dog. he’s one to take a good hearty inhale before eating you out so yeah he’s DEFINITELY snagging whichever pair of your panties he can get his hands on. (preferably from the hamper. it’s no fun if they’re freshly washed and your scent has been all stripped clean 🙄🙄)

ANYWAY this is WONDERFUL brain food for me. Toby is such a socially awkward boyfailure that quite honestly you’d have to probably drag him into victorias secret with you by the collar of his shirt.

“Am I e-even allowed to go in there?”

“Are you s-sure? You’re 100% sure?”

“I can just w-wait outside y’know, the-there’s a bench right there-“

And once you do actually manage to wrangle him in there he’s a goddamn mess. his brain would like, short circuit. Eyes darting around at all the mannequins, all the expensive lingerie, garments that left barely anything to the imagination. Imagining what they’d look like on you. How fun it would be to peel them off of you.

He would resort to gluing his gaze to the floor, his ears burning red as he shuffles along behind you, already fighting against his own dick LOLLLL

of course though, you wouldn’t make it easy on him. where’s the fun in that!!!!

“Oh, these are cute!” As you hold up a lacy thong for him to see, forcing his gaze upwards. When you hold them up to your body his eyes go wide, and his shoulders tense up. “Imagine? And they’re so soft! Feel!”

He doesn’t really have a choice, so he curls his fingers around the material you all but shove into his hands, letting out a strained hum and a shaky; “Y-Yeah. Cute. Soft.” All while donning the complexion of a tomato.

And the dressing room?? It’s like you’re trying to kill him. You have to know what you’re doing to him, right? Sending him photos of you nearly bare, lit in the sultry lighting that the change room provided. If he had to be honest, he’s barely paying attention to the stuff you’re trying on - swallowing back drool that pools in his mouth as his shaky fingers type back replies that are riddled with typos but no less enthusiastic.

‘so prwtty. you should gt that one’

‘you said that about every single one I’ve showed you.’

‘I kno. get them all.’

And also? Yeah. They aren’t lasting a week in your home until they’re going missing. Toby keeps one pair shoved in his jacket pocket at all times. another, he swiped from you after you got dressed and drooled all over it - so he’s got to wash it first. another, because it was just so silky soft. perfect to stroke his cock with.

(he’s really not slick about it either. you’ll probably find a pair under his pillow on his side of the bed.)

(to which he’ll just go. ‘huh. wonder how that got there.’)

[isuggestwishcraft]

actually.....

now that i think about it. its kinda silly isnt it? the wish i mean.

loop said that siffrin resets because they have 'no desire to continue'; as in- its equivalent to death. i thought its the Conflict of wishes, because it makes sense, in retrospect. the vaugarde wanted to see 🅱ing defeated, siffrin wanted to be with one of their friends when all of this ends (thus requiring to defeat the 🅱ing) but He wanted the country to freeze over and remain perfect as he see fit. its objectively not a hard conclusion to arrive to- especially after hearing isabeau and bonnie discuss What Ifs of having 2 contradicting wishes, like making the world explode or letting both wishes come true, just in its own, monkey paw way

the thing that wont let me go tho is.... the very fact that loop mentioned that its siffrin who initiates loops. as well as the one being in a somewhat 'full control' (and i use that term Very Generously) of them, ergo being able to not only loop back but also Forward, and taking object with them as well. despite it being rather contradictory by nature

so i thought... huh. Huh.

what if siffrin loops back after seeing head housemaiden because..... they see no reason to continue? because they have no destination? because they have no desire to go on? because... they think theyre aimless, right after that?

im on the fence with what theory to go, exactly. theyre both plausible in their own right, as well as leaving some loose ends in both variations (why was the gang feeling pain? why siffrin thinks its aimless if they Do have a goal- meet bonnies sister? what Does happen when wishes contradict for real?)

[lucabyte]

Hmmm just gonna spit this headcanon out in text post form since A. I don't think I could exposit it well enough in image form and B. It's not actually textually/thematically substantiated and I don't like actually staking my stuff on just vibes alone*

But anyway. I'd say it's pretty evident that all the islanders forgot their names, right? King obviously. Because why the hell else would he do that, but also Siffrin No Middle Names No Last Name.

They're 'pretty sure' they've 'always' been 'Just Siffrin' 'as long as they can remember'. It's a pretty cruel twist of the knife to say that they don't even get to keep their birth name as a memento, which is why I'm saying as such.

My utterly unsubstantiated claim is I think it'd be cute to say that Sisyphus *is* the name Siffrin initially picked, assuming the myth of King Sisyphus is recontextualised as idk, just a play or something in the setting. But I like the idea of Siffrin going 'oh shit 🫵 he's just like me fr' at a tortured fictional character long before the irony kicks in.

As for how Sisyphus -> Siffrin. I think that chronic mumbler and emotional doormat Sif just did not correct people who misheard the name during their time travelling, and went through enough places with incompatible phonologies (pronounceable sounds in the language) without ever really writing it down that it just got kinda. Changed until it was unrecognisable, and Siffrin just went with it until the earlier pronunciations slipped out of their swiss-cheese brain. And they just kinda don't remember any of that.

Also, something something the horrid realisation that Siffrin also named themselves after a King. Just not as blatantly.

*(though I think there's something here about Siffrin, a guy from a belief system that seems to thoroughly disincentivise autonomy and self-motivated choice continuously having their hand forced to make changes/choices they don't want but have no choice but to... It's not solid enough to really back this up tbh, but it informs it.)

Anyway.

[hawkeyes-boy]

Jack's 'I haven't jumped off the roof yet have i?' about his therapy is so funny because buddy you were on the roof 12 hours ago. and that was the therapy was it? huh? it was ur therapist that talked u down? looked an awful lot like robby to me but whatever u say

[slavhew]

the public loves a self-made man

cleaner alt ver blows raspberry

[theunconcernedembalmer]

Purple sop purple sop purple so

[deoidesign]

Can you make a tutorial on how you world build and make ocs? I can't seem to make any people in my brain, but then when I try to come up with environments jobs, beliefs and little details to slowly come up with someone, I think: well I don't really know how people have influenced the world- it's a weird loop

To be honest, I don't think I can! Writing is an extremely personal process. The way I write is directly related to how I process things, what I find important in stories, years of my own analysis of my and other's writing, etc... The way you write will be unique to you, as well. But I can explain how I personally think of it.

The short answer:

Write. Write anything and everything, it's a tool to explore your ideas. Analyze your own writing, and write more. Then, as you discover which ideas you want to develop, write more to explore them more. You won't know what you want otherwise!

The long answer:

I think this kind of loop is common. It's easy to feel like everything needs to be done "at once," because our job as writers is to make elements logically fit with each other for our readers. But as you've discovered, developing multiple elements simultaneously isn't really possible, or at least is extremely difficult.

Personally, when I think of writing, I break it into three major elements; characters, world, and plot. As much as possible every scene explores one or more of these, and as much as possible these three things tie back into what I personally consider most important: theme.

Everything I do is in service of the themes I want to present. Without them my events feel aimless. It can take a while to discover them, but they're the core of my work. You will have to discover what you feel is the core of yours. Analyzing other media helps with this too.

Concepts in your brain exist in a state of infinite potential. But when you start writing you have to start making choices, which removes potential as you move forward... But you have to move forward anyways. If there's ideas you want to explore later, you can always explore them later.

What this ends up meaning, to answer your question, is that I don't think of my characters as "people in my brain" or my worlds as something people have influenced... Not at their core, at least. They are tools that I use to represent specific ideas. Obviously they're also my blorbos, but mostly they're serving a specific narrative purpose.

So above all else... Write. Write, and discover what you're writing about, and then start over and write with that in mind. Keep doing this. But you have to write!

[omegasmileyface]

idkkkkkkk sometimes i feel like the me that exists in happy communities like discord servers and flight rising and lives in my it/its and my byte/bit and my ^w^s and my astro boy posting and the me that goes to work and lies on my bed rotting and wants to go back on the stage so badly but cant because of covid and gets called by my given name and wears a posh coat and skirt are different people who are at war with each other.

[rabnerd28]

Listened to the latest WCD episode and I had to turn it off. Like, am I technically making myself upset, yeah. But it's like, actually making me think about how much I don't like that apparently a thing was happening, and there's less of an open interpretation now, among other things.

[collgeruledzebra]

been a while since ive had a spell of anxiety bad enough i genuinely can't tell how much im overreacting

[skyburger]

whos your favorite of the crusaders from part 3... i think i love baofu the most tbh

[ghostprinceiii]

Just unlocked the Empyreum housing district, and while one part of me is rp-walking around enjoying the vibes and looking at peoples gardens, another part of me is monkey-style smacking at my keyboard to search up 'ffxiv get rich quick schemes'

[lesbianlenas]

u may remember i was just working on my comment which was the 80 pg paper i wrote that made me lose the will to live so now for one semester i have to edit the citations of other ppl’s comments so i was like let me do it during the summer so i dont have to do it when i have classes so ok i get assigned for the summer right and then they’re like everyone gets 2 papers they have to edit throughout the process but we need someone to do three and they were let me know or i will randomly select i’m sure u can see where this is going. so i guess nobody volunteered bc now i have to do 3 papers on goddddd i truly am cursed since the day i was born WHATEVER!!!!! adhd should have made me exempt from doing the third one i’m being completely serious. let’s give the person w the can’t focus disease more work to do than everyone else okkkkk 😑 AND instead of having a week to do the edits like last yr they’re only giving us 5 days to do the edits. so now i’m going to have to edit 3 papers of horrendous citations in 5 days and every time there is going to be more citations to go over btw. and yes i KNOW they will be horrendous bc bluebooking is diabolical and u don’t truly learn how to do it until it is hammered into ur brain thru writing ur comment. AND the ppl writing their comments now have not done any spading which helps u practice doing citations bc u have to edit them in papers like how i have to do for this. so it’s going to be so bad. and i have to do THREE 😭 at least the job i got is only 10-15 hrs a week so i dont have a full time job on top of that but also as i said i have adhd this is so harsh and cruel. whatever curse was placed on my ancestors needs to give it up now i’m so over it……..free me 😭🙏

[robotpanties]

uuuuuhhh no reason just wanna see the robot get preggers because nobody is really taking advantage of the narrative consequences of the robots of ULTRAKILL having fleshy bits inside them (in my humble opinion hahahaha...hahaha....hah....). Anywhosen also a sucker for general Bad End especially when it involves a psycho-sexual (breeding) binding to a greater entity but also I wanna see the murder-robot get knocked up. And the galaxy brain bit of this is instead of calming down they just get Worse.

YEAH NO ONE REALLY TAKES ADVANTAGE OF THAT. and well i mostly assumed a very small percentage of people actually want to breed the robots like that which is why.

also i don't think this as a bad end, but a bad path that can lead to some other.. inch resting things (my stupid ass is trying to craft a plot with horror and drama from this path and how it'd change the story slightly despite knowing I will never get around to writing it in fic form except tiny excerpt ideas and art)

also i have so much to say abt the 'it doesn't calm down it just gets worse' bc its So true

[thedrotter]

we're taking a break from my usual posting so i can show you the goofy images ive created as college assignments for illustrator. my teacher's mistake was letting me have free reign this is how we ended up here (funny enough they still got accepted)

[sleepygaymerdisease]

writing silly shit with my friends is very fun i think i should do this more often