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“no one appreciates a slow burn anymore. be patient.”
“…that’s not an admission by the way. that’s not an admission-“ sure man whatever you say.
#qsmp#fitmc#fitpac#qsmp clips#tried to post this like 3 times#either it doesn’t load into a post at all. gets stuck in processing hell. or doesn’t show up in the tags.#^ tumblr hates this video in particular. homphobic of them tbh.#but yay this time seemed to work ^^
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FORGETTABLE-AU (page 82-85)
THAT LAZYBONES!!
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#So sorry it took me almost 2 weeks to post these#I was busy irl but ALSO I had too much fun doing extra art and forgot to work on these for like 3 days lmao#NOW THIS TIME I DO HAVE SOME THING TO SAY#YAY RIVERPERSON! SO MANY PEOPLE GUESSED CORRECTLY!#It wasn't that hard#We know Papyrus knows the river person#are they friends? idk BUT I PERSONALLY THINK THEY ARE#I just LOVEEE looking at the dialogue and making connections#I referenced one of the lines from the river person here...sometimes they'll ask you if you know any game you can play with a dog...#They said they were “asking for a friend...”#And I couldn't help but think about Papyrus' problem with the annoying dog LMAO#+ Papyrus seems very excited to know if the river person is there when you call him nearby that area#Okay so... now ...some comic thing that I made up but also didn't...#“FLOWEY DOESN'T KNOW WHO THE RIVER PERSON IS?”#okay so...#I feel like#It's not very common for them to be there...#When talking with Undyne around that area it's kind of *unclear* if she knows about the river person being there....#She tells you about the river connecting different areas and that you should “jump in”#She then clarifies that's the only thing they got for public transport#AND LIKE? It's unclear if she's telling you to jump in the boat (OR IF SHE KNOWS THERE'S SOMEONE WITH A BOAT) or is she's literally telling#you to jump in the river?????#Anyways...so...that's that#HEHE Flowey and Papyrus finally arrived at the house! WOHOO#Sans is too lazy to bring his old stuff to the surface! (or does he still think he'll end up back in the underground eventually?)#undertale#undertale comic#forgettable-au-comic#papyrus#flowey
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me, a responsible being, working on the coding project as I should vs. me, a dysfunctional shithead, getting distracted by reading about brains (once aGAIN damnit (it's my favorite "I need to study my field but bc I should do that it's an impossible unthinkable feat now, so I'm reading about something else to fool my brain I'm still being productive"-topic))
#but after my thesis me & brains have been on a break bc got tired reading abt them during that (bc I had a topic that sorta allowed me to#sidetrack to brain stuff also) but seems I'm over the brain overload now#yay? i guess#also no one who actually studies medicine/brains/etc. yell at me abt wikipedia and like ''why are u studying that like that''#I'm just going through the wikipedia & reading article abstracts path; nothing serious#also my procrastination has reached inhuman levels like it's a full-time job now#bc I have like a chill week's worth of work to do and then I've done the courses for my bachelor's degree#but sending in that ''heyy i'm done with the courses let me graduate''-thing fills me up with sO MUCH anxiety & dread I'm working so slow#now (even tho couldn't send that in for like a month bc gotta first wait the courses to be graded and stuff so in actuality I should#not be slowing down even a bit bc I need to finally be done with this damn degree asap; gotta move on and should've ages ago (it's actually#super bad how late I'm with it (1.5 mf years jesus christ; I'm not even like a little bit proud abt getting a degree anymore like I'm sorta#just embarrassed if I have to tell ppl like ''yea I graduated'' bc dude ?? only now?? u were supposed to be done with that 1.5year#ago what have u been doing (fuck if I know) so I'm keeping it like ''if anyone asks'' basis)))#(the tags and parantheses started a life of their own lol sorry abt that)#studyblr#studyspo#bookblr#booklr#study#november 2024#2024
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I still have hope that AidaIro will someday use Akane's title as 'The Representative of the Present'
I am on my knees for it to mean something
#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#jshk#I am once again really emotionnal about him#half of what I assume is not canon tbh I am just insane about Time#someone asked why Akane was my fav and this is one of the big reason tbh rip#even If AidaIro doesn't seem to want to do more than just give him this title in the manga#they can do whatever btw I just kinda wanna see more Time stuff (not as in.. time travel) as in implications of what Time is#... or isn't :)))#(I put my hopes in hell so I am not disappointed *spoilers* it never works)#Honestly I will throw all of this once we really get the whole arc finished#but I still have hope for now with how last chapter was talking about the importance of the present time#rambling#once again going insane over Time but I can't draw I have to work on a new project dsghjds#oh the feature movie I worked on will be at Annecy's animation festival :DD I know people don't care but it's really cool I am happy yay#aoi akane#the three clock keepers#it's always about them somehow
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I don't think the ending montage had anything to do with his feelings unfortunately because we know who wrote the episode and she's not a (romantic) buddie supporter. See worst rated episodes of the seasons for reference lol I hope she won't take over again next season when tim is in nashville or we'll be stuck with analyzing eye contact again because that's all that oliver and ryan can give us
Yeah :/ Buck's scene in the ending montage literally .. doesn't mean anything tbh . It is so open ended on purpose . Giving buddie fans hope that he may not find a new place and just stays with Eddie , giving Buck fans absolutely nothing , and giving hardcore bt fans the joy that Buck's ' moving on ' lol . I said it before but . I do really hope they bring in some new writers . The show desperately needs it .. like even the best rated episodes this season were directed by New people . When a show has the same writers getting circled out for EVERY episode , it can get so muted and dull because they aren't giving the show and plots time to refresh and the writers to rejuvenate . Plus to me , it seems like the writers also just have , no communication with each other because one episode will be character heavy , good plots and conversations and then the next will just ignore all of that and move onto some huge action pact thing and disregard what was just stated . ( Ahem . 8x17 and 8x18 lol ) Like , we want more character driven episodes , we love the calls and action , sure , but we have stayed for the characters and their lives and arcs ... Season 9 really just , needs to bring in new people , writers and directors , give them and their work for characters the opportunity to shine instead of just keeping the same dull writers who do the same shit over n over again and dragging the show down because they just won't let anybody do anything new and fun .
#jation asks#911#911 abc#911 show#911 spoilers#911 season 8#911 season 9#911 speculation#911 writers#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie#Like .. when's the last time a new writer joined the 9-1-1 team ?? Lol . I need to research the writers more but it just . Seems to me#that the same ones just get circled out for EVERY episode like yeah I understand procedurals are episode to episode written and filmed#but they can't even .. talk to each other and plot out what arcs are gonna take place for who and when ? Why is it always just one#writer doing one work for one episode . That's why it just gets so messy and dull and it also doesn't help that Tim minear#was like lol throw these plots out cause we're gonna kill Bobby nash instead ! Yay ! LIKE ??? * scratches head *
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Okay everyone, help me decide which long fic I want to write for the fall. Yes, yes, I know I am currently on a break and have two long fics already in the works (which I am working on, don’t you worry) and like a bunch of one shots and stuff that I’ll be posting after the break, BUT I am too excited about all of it to not talk about what comes after that so… poll time.
I have two options, both of which I will write either way, but this may help me determine which comes first. Descriptions are below the poll!
Fives Lives - a reimagining of what the mission to rescue Echo would’ve been like if Fives had been alive. Sticky, messy, emotional, and a heartfelt reunion imminent.
The Think Echo is Dead - The Batch returns from a mission without Echo. The rest of the batch is convinced he died but Crosshair isn’t so sure. Neither is Rex. The two of them break every rule in the book to get back to enemy territory and, hopefully, find Echo. Angst, emotions, and a lot of fighting between Crosshair and Rex who both want the same things but are… not communicating well.
Bonus points if you reblog and say why you voted for the one you did… I may even post some previews for the one that wins :)
Happy Voting!
#polls#the bad batch#the bad batch fanfiction#Star Wars#star wars fanfiction#I am steadily working on fics to post when I get back from my break#so while I post those I want to work on the fall fics#my break is currently planned to last through June#I’ll have a big backlog of fic to post by then so… yay!!#but I like planning and I like writing ahead so here we go#I wish there was like… a 3 day option…#a day seems too short but a week????#just let me customize the poll time! pls!
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i wonder if any of these angry 'unsually right-wing opinion for this website' tumblr users without userpics who i keep seeing in comment sections might, perhaps, be trolls 🤔
#tumblr dot com#people mostly don't seem to be replying to them which i take to mean it just doesn't work a lot of the time (yay!)#little bit of politics
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i am NOT making it offline god said online friends only
#IM KIND OF MALDING RN FUCK THESE PEOPLE#they blow me off like 99.99 percent of the time but i dont got no one else to ask so i still ask jus to say i tried#BCZ IM REALLY TRYING MAN !!!!!!!!!!!! MAN.#anyway they said yes for once (yay i finally have someone to go to the movies w me!)#an then there was a fire in the middle of it so um. we had to evacuate#no ones fault ofc but man. wtf#an those two are roomates so on the bus i heard them talking abt like “we can jus finish watching at home” an didnt rly think anything of i#then they got off at their stop an i stayed on cuz mine was still a few more stops away#an they seemed a little confused when i stayed on but didnt say nothing??#an then while i was on the bus one of them called me an was like CHARLIE I THOUGHT U WERE GONNA WATCH IT WITH US AT OUR APARTMENT#an i was like ?????? YALL DIDNT TELL ME THAT???? HOW TF WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW#so i was like "ok well ill jus get off at the next stop an meet yall over there its not that long of a walk to ur apartment#so i did. an then right when i was abt to get to their apartment one of em called me again an was like “sry nvm :(”#“our roomate wants the living room tv an my stomach hurts”#SO I JUS HAD TO WALK HOME BY MYSELF AN IT WAS COLD AS FUCCKKK MANNNN#WHYYY DID YALL MAKE ME GET OFF THE BUS I COULDVE HAD LIKE A <2 MIN WALK FUCK YALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im tired of them mannn i need better friends honestly these ppl dont even like me#im kinda friends w the ppl who work at the movie theater an go to the community events but um. looks like that theater might be shut down#for a while. so#i might get even more online than usual this next few weeks i am fresh out of social outlets#fuck this place i h8 this people i need to hurry up an graduate already#i miss my friends in my home town#vent 👍#charlie words
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Things Your Muse Will Notice About Mine (Repost, don't reblog.)
What they look like: Plain, worn out and and weary despite her relative youth. There is a certain look of poor health about her at this point which seems to be worsening as time goes on. She's attentive enough despite the growing dullness in her eyes and her overall appearance suggests she's trying in spite of it all. Could be mistaken as anybody going through burnout or struggling with the difficulties of working with the public... What they smell like: Usually smells like whatever's being served at Pauli's like bacon, steak and fries, strawberry milkshakes and pancakes. Beneath the pleasant aroma of unhealthy fast food, there's notes of plain moisturizer, sanitizer and cheap soaps as though she can't get enough of showers outside of work. What they taste like: Iron, cheap toothpaste and honey on rare occasions. It's not recommended to kiss her. What they sound like: Her voice is usually soft but carries a definite non-Gothamite accent no matter how hard she tries to mimic it. Due to this she speaks as monotone as possible, her speech frequently cluttered with umms and uhh's what with having become forgetful of certain words. When angered or flustered her true accent comes out as a British accent (usually accompanied by harsh words and insults). Doesn't make much sound when not talking but her breathing has become noticably laboured as of late, huffing when it's hot and/or dry. What they feel like:ㅤ Soft and strangely cold to the touch even during warm weather. She usually jerks away from others when they get too close unless she trusts them a lot to which she'll open up gradually, showing off more of her real personality than her polite/guarded persona. There's a growing sense of resignation about her, as though she's stopped caring so much about things or is coming to terms that things can't be changed. There's real patience now and perhaps a certain deal of regret, inclining her to be warmer towards friends now.
Tagged byStolen From: @gnarledbite a while back, I think?? Tagging: Whoever would like to do it!
What they look like: A horrific amalgamation of knotted pale flesh, thousands of eyes, tumours and human teeth embedded throughout its vast form. A deceptively large entity, it is able to squeeze through sewer tunnels in pursuit of prey yet is tall enough to peer into second story windows when daring to venture from its underground refuge. Its head is wide and bullet-shaped, almost like a shark's snout but much more blunted and heavy. This mouth is filled with hundreds of smaller eyes and flat teeth with one very large eye situated at the back of its gullet when it opens its cavernous maw. Underneath its long flabby body are many mangled limbs that work in tandem to creep, amble and drag the creature along in an asymmetrical gait. At the back where a tail should be is a twisted lump of flesh that resembles a human female curled up in the fetal position, her face twisted into an expression of frozen agony. What they smell like: Smells like wet death and whatever fetid waterways it's been crawling around in. ㅤCuriously seems to lack much of its own scent other than ozone and a strange moist aroma when wet but spilling its dark blood will cause it to reek of ammonia and unknown chemical substances. Breath is foul and stinks of blood and/or whatever it recently ate. What they taste like: Rancid and with an indescribably disgusting flavour somewhere between bad fish and ammonia. Spitting it out won't stop the tingling sensation (or growing pain) in your mouth. Why did you taste this thing? You should never have tasted this thing... What they sound like: The sewers it inhabits echo with distant moans, rumbles and growls that, at first, might sound like like they're coming from some sort of animal but soon you'll come to realize no earthly creature those kind of sounds. Once it realizes prey is nearby, it'll Immediately switch up and start speaking juttery, nonsensical words and phrases in an odd, distorted tone, as though mimicking voices it's heard before. Occasionally forms simple sentences, usually consisting of begging or pleading for something. DO NOT BE FOOLED BY ANYTHING IT SAYS. IT IS ATTEMPTING TO LURE PREY CLOSER
What they feel like:ㅤ Slippery like a frog but oddly thick and rubbery in places without eyes/teeth, kind of like a dolphin if it were incredibly fat and bumpy? It is deathly cold to the touch and a sensation like throbbing or pulsing can be felt beneath the layers of its tumour-ridden, flabby hide. If you haven't been shocked by a lethal dose of electricity at this point, this pulsing is due to continual cellular growth occuring within the body and is not a heartbeat. AVOID PHYSICAL CONTACT AT ALL COSTS.
#🌈 || musings#🌈 || dashboard games#🌈 || headcanons#Holly tagged me ages ago and I'm finally getting around to doing something#Sorry to have been a bit quiet this week been sleeping mostly#Something nasty is going around lately and I think I got hit#Nasty sore throat and headaches/gunge abound#Feeling a little better and got one more week of work before time off this month#Better weather is coming too yay!#Anyways this seemed fun so thank you for the tag Holly <3#Wanted to write more about Mutant!Khare so.. here?
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I started working on the preprinted canvas that has been intimidating me!

I picked this up last year like awww how cute, pulled it out a few weeks ago and suddenly realized it is much more freeform than I am comfortable with. All I get are outlines D: it doesn't even come with premixed paint. There is a small example finished product on the packaging and a color mixing guide and that's about it. So I've been scared to start.
But! I have learned a trick recently to getting started with painting projects and that is to lay down a base coat! That way you remove the hypothetical (anxiety-inducingly unattainable) perfection without "ruining" it. Because...I know the branches and the pinecones are going to be brown. So I paint them brown. Like I can only do one color and one layer at a time so I have to start with some kind of brown. And then from there it's so much easier to add one more color at a time.
So... that's what I'll do. One color at a time.
#YAY#look I painted shitty pinecones and the world didn't end!!!!!#I plan to do the greenery next then the berries then the bird last#although I should probably break the greenery down and do one type of leaf at a time#GOD starting this has made it seem sooo much easier which has been a consistent theme lmao#and also. like. if I decide I hate it or don't want to do it anymore I can shelve it or just. give up. I'm allowed. it's fine.#2025 is about smashing my anxieties with a hammer. like a peppermint pig.#thats a good analogy actually because maybe I will never be a non anxious person but maybe I can make my anxiety smaller and more manageabl#do I know how highlights and shadows work? no <3
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i've ripped all the CDs i got from the library (plus downloaded a few extra mp3s from yt) and now i'm ready to start burning them! hopefully they turn out okay, i haven't burned any CDs with this specific set up before
#key speaks#HEATHERS#IN MY CAR!#i can't believe i didn't think of this earlier actually#there's a bunch of other music#but after i finished the library's CDs i realized that i would actually LOVE to listen to Heathers on my drive to class#fingers crossed it turns out okay#it was giving me some errors when i tried to burn it the first time but now it seems to be working#if it didn't i'll have just wasted a CD. these are not rewritable#oh well#i have a lot left and they're super cheap anyways#hmmmm... what do i burn next?#probably figure out which P!atD songs i want#i really love their first album and like. a fifth of their songs after that#!!!! my CDs done!!#really REALLY hope it turned out good#moment of truth...#IT WORKED#YAY!!!
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just fully finished a journal for like. probably the first time in my life. and im starting a new one today <- which doesnt seem like a huge achievement but journaling has majorly triggered my paranoia since i was like. 10. i mean literally i can go back and read old journals i wrote in for a month or two and u can see the mental decline and spiralling start and then it just cuts off. but ive been working on it <3 and its paid off !
#honestly im still a little (lot) paranoid about it but its like. a pocket sized notebook#that i keep on my person pretty much all the time#which seems like it just enables the paranoia but like. its what works for me#and journaling rly helps when im not spiralling about the possibility of being spied on via my journal#anyways. small wins 🎉Yay#clem.txt
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Me> [struggling to unravel a very annoying UI bug]
My brain, entirely unprompted> H E Y. IF JAHEIRA HAD USED SOME MORE MINOR VERSION OF THAT RITE OF THE TIMELESS BODY ON RASAAD TO EXTEND HIS LIFESPAN, IT WOULD RESOLVE THE MORE FINICKY TIMELINE ISSUES ABOUT RION BEING THEIR KID.
Me> ...ok? I didn't ask right now but thank you for working that out I guess.
#bjk talks#i need some sort of ship name tag for them so people can ignore my ramblings about it XD#i loved astreamofstars's headcanon that rion actually is jaheira's biological kid and named for gorion#which in my worldstate headcanon would definitely make her also rasaad's#but given Rasaad is human and definitely seems at least in his thirties in bg2#and rion is a half elf but is definitely still a young adult which feels like she's 50 at most#the timeline gets funky bc rasaad would have been like 80 :P#which is like physiologically possible but unlikely in the normal run of things#i had been speculating that J originally researched the rite in the first place at least partly to extend their time together#and her dialogue implies she never figured it out completely (and also had more altruistic intentions for its use at full power)#but no reason that there couldn't have been some lower-level version involved#bc it's magic XD#and i can do what i want#anyway ty for coming to my self-indulgent ted talk#i need to start working on the next chapter of Open Your Eyes#ETA: zenjestrr just pointed out to me that as a monk Rasaad would have Timeless Body feature which simplifies things physiologically XD#yay DND#it's more complicated than just that of course and now i'm resisting writing a whole essay about jaheira's thought processes#XD
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Good News for me, it seems like my application to the new apartment is being accepted :]
The leasing coordinator messaged me to say she's sending the lease to me to sign tomorrow, & so long as I submit the payment by the start of the term (April 30th), then the apartment will be Mine.......!!!!!
Wonderful News!!!
#speculation nation#honestly that's really not far from now. it's the last day i could have it start where id get the discount tho#dancing a little jig as i realize my apartment search is OVER!!! and i got my absolute first choice!!!!!#the 2 bed 2 bath WITH the rent discount!!!! yay!!!!!!#it was the last unit of that model available so i got nervous. but it all seems to be working out in the end :]#im gonna be living by So Many Things........ ehehehehe#i will also hope that i can in fact fit my bike in my car. bc i will not be within easy biking distance of the woods at new apartment#but i dont want to give up my woods bikes. i havent tried sticking it in there but it's got a decent size back so ??#if i put down the back seats then Hopefully..!!!!#gonna be by so many other things tho heheheheheh. and i'll have a GARAGE and IN-UNIT LAUNDRY and AN ICE MAKER!!!!!!!#and a walk-in shower!!!! walk-in closet!!!!! deep kitchen and bathroom cabinets!!!! the biggest bathtub ive ever owned!!!!!!#and the leasing coordinator mentioned how i could switch out the shower head if i wanted to. said while i was testing the water pressure#ougugjhghg and im gonna have that 2nd bedroom for my Workshop Room. which is to say. the room where my cats wont be allowed in#so i can get up to whatever i want in there without worrying about my cats mucking it up#maybe i'll even get into dice making like ive been wanting to!!! who knows!!!!! the world's my oyster!!!!!!!#once the apartment is 100% confirmed mine (and i also have the time for it) i want to take stock of all of my furniture#and make a plan for where i put everything in my new apartment. it should be Much less cramped than my current apartment is#i hope i have enough room to get a new bed frame tbh. idk when id do that but i wanna go to IKEA or smth and find smth that's like#like it's been my dream for a long time to have a bed with some kind of shelving attached to it. or drawers. a bed that is also storage.#IKEA seems like the place to go for smth like that that wouldnt entirely break the bank lol#probably a full or even a queen size... like i like my twin size top bunk but. i kinda do wanna have smth a bit more. adult i guess.#id still keep the current bed. put it in the spare room maybe. top bunk could be extra storage space lol#bottom bunk as an extra lounge area i guess. but also keeping them so i have an extra place or two for people to sleep#if i ever have anyone sleep over. hasnt really been a thing But who knows!! i could become the type of person who has guests overnight!!!#man now i wanna go look at IKEA beds. i dont even know if i'll be able to fit that bed yet (w/o it ending up cramped)#but im daydreaming..... very excited about having this new apartment.....
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idk if it’s good or bad that my mental health increases drastically when im back at work
#I love having breaks from work#im so fortunate to have them#but my mind goes rampant when I have breaks from work and it makes me feel like I have no purpose#and that I’ve missed my true calling and that I’m not living up to my potential#but then I get back to work and im like YAY WORK I LOVE MY JOB PLANNING FOR THE SPRING#all my problems seem further away when im working#which is great I just wish I could enjoy my rest time without fighting demons#I need to secure work for this summer bc a. money and b. mental health#lol#cadence rambles
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itchy throat and cold sores... finally we met again, my devoted companions. cold (in both meanings) season has officially begun
#yay#honestly... for the past few weeks i've been dreaming of being sick w a cold#just laying down feverish coughing and sweating and struggling with throbbing headache#you know why?#cuz i'm burnt out and tired of working all the time#and also living tbh#and being a workaholic as i am sickness seems to be the only escape cuz i can't let myself rest properly#and the funny this is that i'll probably continue working no matter how bad i feel#it's so fucked up isn't it...
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