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kino-der-joon · 12 days ago

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💫 A nice calming game of zombies, I say at 3 am, round 32 on Kino with randoms, palms sweating over my controller, hands shaking, breath heavy and face pale.✨

#THERE IS NO SUCH THING #AS A NICE CALMING GAME #OF ZOMBIES #Though I did get to play as Richtofen so that was a W #cod zombies #edward richtofen #richtofen #cod richtofen #call of duty zombies #codzombies #call of duty #ultimis richtofen #joon yaps #randoms were nice too #I dced after I got downed for the fourth time bc I couldn’t keep up anymore #but I hope those gamers have a nice night

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jonathanbyersphd · 1 year ago

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There's something so interesting about how Steve says "Jonathan when he comes back" like he's waiting for him to home

#like sir you didn't even see him off #please calm down #he's a civil war wife waiting for his husband to return from the war #... I'm aware I'm reading to much into it but it's funny to me #Steve really said when bestie gets back we can go for milkshakes #Even though the last time we saw them together was Russians Russians #... we could've had something nice but noooooooo #stranger things #stonathan #jonathan byers #steve harrington

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mushroompollution · 3 months ago

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this is where I post from

#ooc #tbd #I cannot take a photo that does this spot justice though #you can just barely see the highway across the water #its so nice to watch the cars go by from miles away #and the waves lap this little peninsula and sound so calming #there's always herons and seagulls flying around #sometimes eagles #sorry for so much ooc today writing broke my brain and Im just trying to reset before ai try to move the plot along tonight #bc i csnt do much else until then w how I set things up lol

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regular-lord-reckoner · 11 months ago

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i’m home !!

procedure went real well, everything was really smooth and almost as soon as they said, “you can count backwards if you want,” i don’t think i even said ten before i was suddenly in recovery and sipping some ginger ale.

honestly the worst part was the iv because they had to do it on the side of my wrist because apparently my veins are crooked ?? i just hate ivs anyway so that’s no surprise but other than that no complaints.

everyone was real nice and made sure i was well taken care of (my nurse even had me pee one more time before so she wouldn’t have to do a catheter which with my history…..thank you)

but yeah, i’ll have a follow up in about a month just to make sure everything’s good and the iud is doing its thing !!

i do have some cramping and bleeding but that’s normal, although a little funny because i literally just stopped my period yesterday but…oh well !! hopefully in a few months i won’t have hardly any so this we can handle and i hace some medicine (and my ~medicine) that’ll help so i’m all set.

mom had to go run some errands so my little recovery buddy is keeping me company. also, a moment of recognition for my new favorite shirt (thank you as always, Boss Dog Art; i’ve already got my eye on another one that says, “i think therefore i am against transphobia around the world” or something like that and it’s got a cool skeleton on it; this is my third shirt from them and they’re really comfy and good quality so not sponsored but check them out, they seem cool):

#It’s been a rough week leading up to this i’m not gonna lie #one of my neighbors was shooting on Sunday when i was in the pool #which i’m used to at this point #but for some reason i got triggered into a panic attack #and could not catch my breath #could not calm down for several minutes just scream crying #had to dunk my head underwater a few times and splash myself in the face #eventually i just buried my face in my towel and screamed cried until i physically had to stop #because i thought i was about to have a heart attack #so that wasn’t so chill #spent the rest of the day shaking #guess you just never know when it’s gonna hit!!#another plane has hit the ptsd towers #sorry #not for nothing though but the shooting stopped so there’s that #they probably thought someone had a fuckin’ ari aster movie turned up over here #nope just a mentally unstable bitch doing her best which clearly isn’t great but what can ya do!!#it was kinda funny though because i’ve been hesitant to go back out there since #but finally yesterday i had even worked longer the day before so i could really enjoy it #it had been sunny all day #no signs of rain #i’m ready to get some exercise in because i knew it might be a while #before i can again so i was really looking forward to a nice 30 minute run #damned if it didn’t start raining as soon as i got out there #and that was fine #i still ran a little got my water weights in #but the kicker was i looked at the weather on my phone and it looked like it was going to keep raining #so i said okay let me just go take a shower and settle in for the night #it didn’t rain and the sun came back out so oh well!#but point is…today went well and i’m doing okay and things could always be worse so no worries <3

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sleebyconfy · 5 months ago

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#difficult day today :'((#i can imagine and think of nice good things though...#fancy soap in fun shapes... glass block windows... stained glass lamp in earthy colors....#um sandstone relief patterns in the wall like the ones at the second childhood pool...#um it is raining and windy outside which is a little scary but it could also be nice and calming especially if still happening when go sleep #um my foster cat lets me pick her up and hold and hug her and she hugs me back and purrs extra hard to help calm me down...#um little ceramic bowls and cups and platters with paintings on them...#i could make herbal tea and put it all together myself i could even go out and #try to find tea bags and make some individualized tea bags for friends #but oh i wanted to do similar a while ago of making sensory keychains and then forgot and got overwhelmed oh no :'((#well maybe next time go to favorite tea store can buy their empty tea bags super easy...#my post #today scary and hard but will rest and stay home even if don't want to feeling ashame....

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legendaryjarcollection · 1 year ago

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Appointments are of the devil

#chiropractor today and optician tomorrow because words✨ are going✨✨ out of focus✨✨✨#my neck feels better though and yesterday I only had a normal headache instead of the migraine in the right temple and cheekbones #which was nice #AND THE ECZEMA??? THING IS ALMOST GONE. slapped some medical tape on that sucker and it calmed down

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yaburnaee · 1 year ago

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i’m also. SO annoyed that that bts fighting clip going around of a.ustin b.utler is so painfully az

#annoyed. SO annoying dude #me watching the edits: FINE. i get it. I GUESS #good thing he was bald bc i didn’t get it watching dune 2 LMFJDBDNDDN #the bts clip? in that 5 short seconds? FINE I GUESS #the part where’s hes holding the knife like half an inch away from his eye and grinning. yeah. Yeah. azriel fr #the fighting style in the arena……SIGH. yeah #the calm and collected predator stalking into up close and personal hand to hand with the blade….nice #weapon honed from birth blah blah blah #not the other freaky shit though don’t even come for me obviously not #but the fighting………idk i think he can be feral a bit when he fights. as a treat :o)#this is also. completely separate from who he is as an interrogator. feyd is nowhere near as horrifying #as when the blade behind the throne is interrogating someone. i have…..so many thoughts about it actually #his interrogation tactics and style and the way he uses his shadows……WHEW

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onrainynights · 9 months ago

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I'm about to be so annoying btw

#by this I mean I'm going to talk about my job until it's no longer new and exciting sorry guys #but this is literally the first good thing to happen to me in MONTHS #shit has been so bad like SO unbelievably bad for a WHILE #like. not only do I have a job (!!!!!!) but it actually seems like a really good fit for me and what I need #like. the hours aren't horrible and in fact I could stand to have more of them #the pay isn't *good* but it's not the worst I've ever made for sure #the work environment though... that's where it gets me. because I get to just be one guy in a store interacting with customers and literally #nobody else #for most of my workday #like. no small talk except for with customers. no learning about my coworker's stupid life. no trying to get along with someone for the sake #of work #like. I just get to be alone and sell shit and when it's slow I get to organize shit like. hello??? yes please #I don't have to be micromanaged because I'm literally alone. like. god I'm so excited #plus it's similar to work I've done before. so. yay #I do really like the coworker I've met before though. he's very sedate and has excellent customer service.#which I know bc every time my mom shops there and he's the one working he's very genial and nice #definitely good at his job. but I wouldn't be surprised if he was getting high in the back or something lmao #he's just so calm ive never met a dude more chill like. he seems like the exact opposite of anxious #and then my other coworker I haven't met yet but I'm sure she's fine.#I do like my boss though! and she's only my boss until they get another manager bc she's actually the manager at another location too #she's just filling in here while they look for another manager #but I like her she was extremely up-front and no-nonsense and plainly stated exactly what she needs from an employer #employee*#which is honestly such a relief like my last job I felt like I had no clue what people wanted from me and it was horrible #but this seems better so far #also I know for a fact I beat out two other people who had interviews the same day and I was so much the preferred choice #that she didn't even wait to decide or anything #she called me like a few hours after my interview ended like. that 3rd person left and she immediately hired me instead lol #which I have to admit does feel good after so long feeling inadequate and unhirable.#I am more hirable than at least two people. so THERE

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ofichinose · 11 months ago

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reminder: i love u all, and you are very important. stay safe out there, and I hope all is well. expect me around here in the coming days, so feel free to leave requests or things in my inbox.

#( super depressive tonight so I went ahead and got off dis.cord )#( because I'm not in the headspace to talk to anyone. )#( dissociation vibes are very real and the urge to just delete things is strong )#( it's nice to have this space though; the nostalgia is calming. )#( and guren is a good outlet for that sort of thing. )#( unarmed. )

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madigoround · 1 year ago

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Catch me convincing myself it’s fine that I’ve spent money today because I could drop dead at any time and then my money would be of no use to me anyway

#this is how I’m calming down the rising anxiety attack from the four dollar sonic purchase I just made #I have been really good today though and got lots done and it’s nice to have a little treat #other things I’m using to convince myself it’s fine #I did just spend 115 dollars at Walmart before this for things around the house 😬

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exopelagic · 1 year ago

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I need to go to bed I’m just gonna shout a lil

#ice hockey needs to chill the fuck out #I had such a good night tonight!! was ssosososossososososo happy #but afterwards people started shouting in the group chat #and they all have very valid reasons for being angry but my god the us vs them mentality is STRONG #I am concerned abt how much people want to escalate things and how quickly they’re moving to do that #I am aware I am a doormat and a people pleaser or whatever but #I mean for one this is a tense political situation and we don’t wanna burn bridges #(there is no real politics i am being dramatic to be clear)#two clubs. alike in dignity. in fair Verona where we lay our scene #and I am personally managing at least 4 fragile egos that are all highly volatile #as well as an internal divide that’s threatening to cause problems very soon #I also should not be part of this anymore! and yet.#also why are specifically men who play team sports so dramatic when you get them all together #like that’s a whole shitstorm that is so easy to set off #anyway with my club I can’t blame the committee for being dramatic (different way to what I just said they’re not the same people)#bc I sure as fuck was overdramatic which fed into other people ramping up BUT that normally snapped me the fuck out of it #so I tempered the worst of it yknow. but I don’t think this new committee has that #/is not willing to listen to the person who would play that role #anyway if people don’t play nice it’s going to start some actual shit which will be deeply unpleasant for everyone #particularly the people who are in both clubs and do not deserve this bc they’ll be getting it from both sides and theyve done nothing wrong #anyway! bedtime now <3 I’m just frustrated bc the person who maybe would’ve calmed everyone down is out of commission #and I should not and am not willing to have the power to tell people to stop even though I probably still could #it’s whatever. sleep #luke.txt

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neverendingford · 1 year ago

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#tag talk #I think one of the reasons therapy is so hard is that it's not like I show up and talk about the problem I have.#I show up and have to list all thirty seven problems and explain how their separate and how they're intertwined #I had my third hour-long appointment with my therapist who I feel genuinely hopeful about and there's still issues I haven't talked about #and I get that a lot of these separate issues are really just a basket of extreme symptoms from a few core issues #but it's been so long that they've grown and rooted on their own so it's not just a matter of digging out the original roots. not anymore.#and I do feel like I've made progress. I've made immense progress. the mood stabilizer alone is giving me loads of new data to process.#without it the mood phase I'm in right now would be morose and gloomy with manic energy turned inward to self loathing.#I started that direction a day or so ago because I forgot/didn't care to take my meds and started slipping #but I took my pills and bam I leveled out. and that's nice. I feel calm and serene.#hmm. I've been like this before though. after some sort of emotional high which I did have for a bit.#idk. I'm hopeful I'm positive I'm optimistic but still #I need to talk to my therapist about the feeling like a joke. I'm weird I'm interesting I'm novel I'm strange I know it already.#I'm lonely #I'm tired of being different. of being set apart. of being holy. divine.#I want to be normal. not a spectacle to gawk at or even appreciate. I want to be unremarkable. I want to fit in.#my therapist has enjoyed talking with me. I'm very funny. very charming. tough to keep up with apparently.#those things are intended as compliments but they also just remind me of how alone I am. different. set apart.

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paging-possum · 2 years ago

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Guys pro tip don’t burn urself out because recovering from burning yourself out sucks so bad

#feel like shit just want her (my ability to draw) back #I’m slowly recovering but it’s taken a month just to acknowledge that I burnt out in the first place so like #it’s VERY slow going #I have been reading a lot of comics and looking at art though and that’s been helping a ton!#this is the first week I’ve actually wanted to draw and been able to draw a bit and it’s nice but still very tiring #I’m hoping college helps and doesn’t make things worse but we’ll see #and I have learned a big lesson about time management #also in my free time instead of drawing I’ve gotten into transcription it’s very satisfying!#I would like to add this is not necessarily one specific thing thisbis the product of a LOT of various stressors building up #during a long period of time #but things have calmed down a little bit now and I’m actually acknowledging the issue and getting somewhere 👍

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readyfreddy · 1 year ago

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#I started seeing someone and it's going well. I've gone on three dates with him and it's nice overall.#i was nervous wreck the entire 45 minute drive and I wanted to throw up and/or drive into a ditch.#Thankfully I managed to get there in one piece and got there early and was able to calm down a bit and have a good time.#My friend third wheeled for me and I'm so incredibly grateful that it worked out as well as it did. I'm such a wreck.#Walking back after with my friend was good and I realize that I'm still struggling with the insecurities I had growing up.#I'm getting better but it's probably something that'll stay with me forever. I'm slowly working through these issues but progress takes tim #I haven't told my parents that I'm gay even though they probably know and they're too polite to say anything (who knows at this point)#But I had a realization that I'll probably not tell them unless things become more serious.I don't want to lie to them.Like I can't even sa #“oh me and *** went to the gallery this weekend. You would've liked this exhibit” or like they eventually meet him #I just don't feel comfortable saying it and at the moment it's not worth it.#I'm happy for the most part and thats the important part

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dootznbootz · 2 years ago

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...It's kind of wild when the terf that you got into a fight with and had to write an essay on "Why violence is wrong" back in high school now works at the pharmacy where you get your medication from...

#I'm sorry for the vent I just am mad that she could be in a PHARMACY. I hope she's at least changed her ways.#she should not be working in health if she still thinks this way.#She definitely remembered me too. I don't think she could forget honestly. neither of us was injured btw.#It wasn't a “fight” in the way you think most fights are. she called this sweet trans boy the word rhymes with maggot (that's what she is)#a maggot.#while she was moving around a lot and idk. rage took over and I twisted her arm and she happened to fall and then I cussed her out #I probably over did it but moving her arms around while ranting and then calling him that just pushed me over. I WAS calm at first.#He was a shy and quiet kid and he “didn't want to make a big deal about it” so I tried to follow his request but... you know.#it was in theatre behind the curtains during rehearsal and everyone heard/saw so yea. I got into trouble. no detention surprisingly #it was a long time coming. she would constantly harass him with shit about how “You still look like a girl”. and using wrong pronouns #and teachers were told but they didnt' do shit. She also was just a mean person. This guy wasn't the only person she bullied #I only wrote on why VIOLENCE was wrong. not about what I did. The only thing I feel bad about is that I scared the poor guy I was defending #I don't remember what I said (I was that mad) but apparently I "picked her personality apart like a bunch of lego bricks and then told her #why the “lego brick” is fucked up“ He was just 14-15 and she was 18 btw😒literally harrassing a sweet KID.#was convenient though because all I had to do was give her a look and she would immediately back down. idk what I said when I yelled #at her but it was nice that I could do that whenever she would start shit #Mad rambles #idk y'all I'm scared that she's in HEALTH. if I know anything I'll see if I can report her because while I hope she wouldn't fuck with tran #folks medications idk for sure. she was really cruel back in high school.#vent #rant #I try not to post shit like this but I'm worried you know?

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ratsketches · 2 years ago

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Definitely thinking of moving off Twitter onto here and Inkblot :/ it’s been getting worse and worse over there, and now with this even bigger push for AI bs they’re doing, I don’t want anything to do with the site

#so damn frustrating #going to try and follow back everyone I can on here and other sites #to be honest I prefer using tumblr so much more anyway #even if my posts aren’t like massively popular I don’t mind it because it’s nice and calm over here #Twitter just make me anxious posting stuff and even though I’m still trying to be more active on sites and talk to folks online #it’s just hard sometimes but tumblr is definitely helping a lot more #so idk I might set up some side blogs for stuff and just see how things do over here #and like I know there’s bots on here but at least it’s not the c/ry/pto ones forcing it down your throat 247 and adding you to lists #idk if I’ll still use Instagram because I’m worried it’ll go in the same direction with ai stuff but we’ll see #this is frustrating for everyone but especially freelance artists #it’s so damn hard trying to get your work out there and protected at the moment

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