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#can I just. scream for a second#so as is news to no one#we need to start over the entire us medical system from scratch#also I would like to be flayed alive and start over from scratch in the skin department as well#anyway for context: I've had some kind of rash/acne/infection/irritation all over my legs for over a year now#have tried various products and changed habits and products to try and get rid of it to no avail#everyone said you should really just go to a dermatologist#(I was not that inclined to do so bc the previous and only time I'd seen a dermatologist it was not a good experience. very condescending#also I don't like making appointments and stuff. girl I don't have time)#but I decided to be an adult and go (my insurance info seemed to imply I could go with zero copay even)#spoilers: that was not the case#anyway so I show up and surprise surprise: it sucked#she was dismissive and condescending imo. was literally like 'well it could be A B or C but I can't tell'#'all of those are basically impossible to get rid of anyway but the things to try are X Y or Z'#I asked to try Z since X and Y are things that I already tried and did nothing (which I had told her!!!)#but she just kept being like 'you just need to stop picking at it. that's the real problem and that's what's exacerbating your scarring'#(wow thanks never thought of that!) (she also insinuated that my scarring was ugly)#girl I'm not 5 years old I understand.#unfortunately for me that is a compulsion so strong it would probably take years of directed therapy to get me to stop doing that#what I'm here to see you about is to figure out what the problem is and how to stop it from happening in the first place#and STOP TRYING TO MAKE IT A COSMETIC ISSUE#it's causing me pain and discomfort that's the main problem! I would like that to stop!! and me not touching it would not solve that proble#also I wanted to ask her about something else but they were too quick about it. felt very Handled if you know what I mean#but anyway#she gave me a prescription for topical antibiotic which was the thing I had not tried#apparently my insurance doesn't cover it and it's also made of gold and plutonium or something#so she gave me a coupon for it#but get this#when I went to pick it up at the pharmacy they didn't take the coupon#the guy said. 'um this only works for the generic brand. and we don't have the generic brand'
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day 36 || gi-hun is so Loud about everything in s1 and i deeply adore it
#daily gi-hun#cho sangwoo#seong gihun#spent many hours this morning screaming about gi-hun#at the moment im particularly obsessed over the dae-ho thing again#i just keep coming back to it because i just. adore that plotline so much#i personally think its super important that gi-hun killed dae-ho in such a violent and purposeful way#i think that gi-hun doing that‚ sinking to the lowest depths a person can#but he still.. comes back from that.#i think it proves the mentality of “once you get your hands dirty you can never go back” that so many characters hold to be WRONG#especially for in-ho#i also just enjoy that gi-hun isnt just “inherently better”#he falls for the manipulation that the games put everyone through#but what is important i think is that he is still able to be kind after it. hes able to find some form of recovery in finding >#> something else (jun-hee and her baby) to fight for#gi-hun will always Try. that is whats special about seong gi-hun#he wasnt a great son; he stole from his elderly mother‚ but he returned to the games for her sake#he wasnt the best father‚ but the desire to stay in contact with ga-yeong was his original reason for joining the games#he was so furious with sang-woo; he almost killed him‚ but at the last second he instead gave him his hand and begged him to leave with him#he falls into the darkest place he's ever been in after episode 2. but he still resolves to help jun-hee and her baby#and he keeps his promise to protect jun-hees baby#UGH. what an amazing character. i will never ever get over him#the show explores the complexities of human nature thru gi-hun and its so beautiful#does this count as sangihun lmao?? i guess ill throw in the tag for fun#sangihun#cho sang woo#seong gi hun#my art#squid game#doodle
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did someone say a Wager…

dropping this wip here and scuttling into a corner because I used time I dont have to scribble this out of my soul holy fuck I cant part with there being only 8 more episodes of malevolent fucking fuck what has HAPPENED
#also can I just scream for a SECOND about all the parallels that first scene had with MY GAME?#I NEVER thought it would be canonized like that#fuck#and I have so much more to say but I need 40 business days#malevolent#malevolent fanart#digital painting#I also really really want to paint the waylay.#malevolent spoilers#malevolent 52#malevolent the wager#kayne malevolent#arthur malevolent#john doe malevolent#the big 3
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Robbie Daymond is so impressive. Here he is, relatively new to D&D, stepping up opposite the king of rpg romance Liam O'Brien, and delivering PEAK ROMANCE.
#the way he says “Look at me. I'm here now.” my heart just melts#it's so earnest and lovely that i can actually barely get through it#i have to pause every second to just scream#dorym#cr spoilers#robbie daymond#liam o'brien#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm
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as part of the getting-worse-before-it-gets-better portion of aziraphale and crowley's season 3 relationship arc we NEED a desperate "i love you" from aziraphale met with a hissed, spiteful, and quickly regretted "i forgive you" from crowley
#good omens#ineffable divorce#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#i really want things to get as bad as they can possibly get before their relationship#is saved and actualized if you couldn't tell.#like yes i want them to make up and have a big fabulous kiss together sheltered under a canopy in the rain#and then spend the rest of their eternity together on earth in blissful love#but i also want them to be really unstable for a bit#spiteful crowley. aziraphale blurting out a confession no buildup no apology#because he thinks that'll fix everything.#more miscommunication to give more weight to their final climactic episode where they actually work things out.#crowley has to give him a lift and they start arguing and he blasts queen in the bentley#and takes them careening down oxford street at 120 miles per hour#grinning and laughing manically while aziraphale screams and hangs onto the baby basket he's holding#containing the second coming of jesus for dear life.#crowley just terrifying him to spite him.#i want them to do and say fucked up things to each other! do you get it?
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this is the end of me. this is it. im done. akutagawa regained his memories thanks to atsushi's sacrifice. a real sentence im writing. what the hell.
#dear LORD#no one does it like them#< pretending im not crying and shaking#6 years ive been here#6 years of me analysing and theorising and writing about them#how this is not just a stupid fantasy of mine is beyond me#they invented soulmatism#they did#nobody can compare#nobody like them#im sick#jm getting sicker by the second#ryuunosuke screaming 'weretiger' might as well be the end of me#it always hit me like a fucking truck when he did that but now? *now?*#cmon. cmon cmon cmon cmonnnn cmon#shin soukoku#sskk#bsd spoilers#bsd 121.5#im dine im so done#fool screams#< funny that i choose my name bc of *that* moment and now it came back in the Best way possible haha :) im so happy :)))#the eternal bond between a dragon and a tiger
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These aren't full ref sheets but I was trying to take some clear pictures of Hephaistos for later art reasons and then got side tracked doing all of the Pandaemonium bosses so here they are in order. Also for anyone following who doesn't play FFXIV and knows it as the catgirl game, enjoy this instead? VISUAL SPOILERS obviously.
Asphodelos
Warder of the Condemned: Erichthonios
Mythic Creation: The Hippokampos
Mythic Creation: The Phoinix
(+ familiars)
Hemitheos: Hesperos
(+ sexy fanfic redesign by Nemjiji)
To be brutally honest I never really liked either of these designs compared to every other Hemitheos we get, I think the really brutal black and red of the Phoinix is weakened by gold accents, but I still am always down for gay vampire surf rock. The Savage version kind of looks like Ultimalius as well if you've played XVI.
Abyssos
Mythic Creation: Proto-Carbuncle
Hrgrhhgrhrgrh
Hemitheos: Hegemone
^ My favourite detail on this is you can see the parasite's outlines in her robes and in her legs, then right through the eye holes on the mask to wrap around the torso. I'm convinced this version of Hegemone is functionally an ant being piloted by a cordyceps infection.
Hemitheos: Agdistis
She's very big
Perfect Imperfection: Hephaistos
I'm probably biased by Abyssos being the first raid I was there for day of release but these really are all fantastic. It's also when the story abandons all pretense of not being (at least partly) about family abuse and is loudly using the body horror and shackle motifs to talk about that. It's great. Hephaistos specifically is constantly bulging and twisting in and out of different forms like a highly unstable chimera and the more I look at these the more I notice parts that just should not be there. He's giving everything.
As for the Savage design It's a hard thing to rate as such but my favourite part is the veins that grow down from the eyeholes in his mask like bloody tears.
Thanks Abyssos I love you
Anabaseios
Mythic Creation: Kokytos
Dæmoniac Dungeon: Pandæmonium
It's really hard to communicate how huge this nasty tumor crab I zoomed out as far as physically possible in the game engine and subsequently ended up at a goofy angle staring up his nose.
Ephemeral Justice: Themis
Best boy. The double ended lance and second pair of arms are fantastic for this character.
Theos: Athena
In.. almost every final fantasy adventure you're fighting the real villain not at the very end but a little beforehand, the big iconic end boss is often more a metaphorical figure representing everything wrong with that first person's ideals. Athena cut out the middle man and became her own JENOVA.
I do like the moth angel, especially the hollow body full of dubious orbs, but with her eyes closed all the time it gives off the impression of this not even being the true body but some kind of anglerfish lure in the shape of a fairy... which might be true because this exists:
I really really love her twitchy anemone feelers and how the moth body ends up grafted to the rest of it waist down.
Anyway there's the gang I did not specifically intend for this to be design reviews I just wanted to have clear photos because when you actually see them in game there's other things to focus on. In hindsight I can appreciate more the theming of each tier and then the series as a whole, but my only (extremely obvious) observation for now is that every character Athena had a personal hold over is decorated in chains somehow and so I should have seen the Hegemone thing coming lmao. Heph and Aggy are still my favourites I don't think that's changing any time soon. I'm also noticing that Anabaseios is now just old enough for random DF parties to fuck up severely and I find that fun so I'm going to go fight the crab mansion now.
#ffxiv#endwalker spoilers#pandaemonium#ff14#let him speak#dante plays catboy simulator#Erich's transformation is unlike everyone else here he can just do that normally#none of the body horror is present that's just what he looks like when he's not a little guy in a robe#but I do find it really fascinating that you get with these Ancient characters a second symbolic body#and his is completely wrapped up in chains there's a hole in his heart#and the little plinth on his head where his dad's mask sits#Heph's designs are all very unnatural though and I think the reason I love it so much is just how much all of it screams pain and misery#Not an outwardly depressive character but just look at this dude#fun in comparison to athena who has made herself into a glowing white angel with three different halos and one has a crown#it's such an egotistical design lmao
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Elvis was SO SEXY, SO HOT... it's RIDICULOUS!








Jailhouse Rock photo shoot. 1957.
Credits for sharing this pictures on Twitter to @hillbillycatep.
#how can someone be this perfect?#sometimes i hate him#i really do#why he keeps doing this to me? i can't understand#i just saw a video and i literally screamed after 2 seconds starying at him#it was so genuine#i guess i never had someone making me feel like this before#weird and sad... i know... but i love it#elvis presley#elvis history#elvis#50s elvis#elvis the king
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One drink and straight to bed, he vowed to himself.
“A water?” The barman scoffed. “The poor man’s choice, I see.”
Wally chuckled. “The choice of a man who just got here from a trip longer than you can imagine. D’ya got any rooms free up in this place or?”
The barman’s face softened, and he laughed as he went to grab a glass of water. Returning, he leaned in as he handed Wally his drinks. “We do, but tell me, have you ever been here before?”
A blush rose up his cheeks as Wally shook his head. “To be perfectly honest, I’m not even sure where ‘here’ is,” he laughed awkwardly. He suddenly felt very looked at.
“Curious.” The man pulled back, then nodded to himself. “Gotham usually doesn’t show herself to people who haven’t been here before, well, unless she has plans for you. Or so they say.”
“Gotham?” Wally blurted out, eyes widened in shock. “I can’t believe I’m actually here.” He laughed, not because he was happy, but he couldn’t help himself from laughing at his own stupidity. Of course, with all the weirdness going on around here, how didn’t he realize this sooner?
He did it. He found the no-man’s-land that was particularly starting to look like an any-man’s-land to him. The place he had been looking for all along.
“You know, there’s some rumors about-” The bartender started, then stopped dead in his sentence and looked up behind Wally. Right then, Wally felt two, strong hands clasp onto his shoulders.
“You’re in my seat.” A deep, bouldering voice said, the two goons behind him snickering loudly.
Wally looked around him and noticed the two chairs besides him had indeed come up empty. Still, he shrugged and tipped his drink back. “And I was having a really good conversation.” He shot back, not getting off the chair. “Please, do continue.”
He heard a couple “Ooh”’s and “Shit”’s and snickers behind him as the saloon fell silent. All eyes fell on him, or well, them, as Wally shrugged the hands off his shoulders and leaned forward.
“Funny, kid.” The man all but growled. The bottle in his hand -some dirt cheap brand of beer, Wally guessed- came into his view as Wally skillfully -although accidentally- dodged the bottle when he turned the bar chair around. The glass made a painful shattering noise as it came into contact with the edge of the bar, sending shards everywhere.
His attacker staggered back, the intoxication visible in how he tripped rather gracefully against one of his back-up buddies. Immediately, everyone at the bar shot up from their seats and started screaming. Some people saw this as the perfect time to throw some punches around, and Wally winced as he heard the rough sound of a cracking bone right next to him.
It all happened in the blink of an eye, the way this bar fight came to be, but now everyone was in on it. Everyone, except for Wally. Shit, had he really just started this? He frantically looked around, hoping to spot a way out of this mess he had so swiftly created. Hells, he hadn’t even been here for over ten minutes and he already-
A hand slipped around his wrist, and the strong grip pulled him out of his thoughts as fast as he was pulled out of the saloon. When the cold night’s air pushed his hair out of his eyes, his mind cleared. Loud screams and thuds against the walls and floors, although a bit more muted now, made him look at one of the windows.
What just happened?
“You’re really quite something, y’know?” An amused, cocky voice startled him fully away from whatever was happening inside the saloon now, and he traced his eyes to the figure in front of him.
#small little snippet of the fic ive been attempting to write for MONTHS now#yes its a cowboy au#yes i have incredible plans#definitely multichaptered AND after this one i have two more planned#but birdflash first i love u birdflash#im thinking superbat for the second?#timkonbern for the third i have shenanigans in mind#i am SO excited however time management. the devil. evil.#its so funny how you can talk to yourself here i really wonder how many people are reading this#like im just screaming into the void#does the void scream back? maybe#who knows#anyway onto the tags#birdflash#nightwing#dick grayson#dick grayson as a cowboy#love that thats a used tag of mine slay#dc#batfamily#dc characters#dick grayson x wally west#dickwally#wally west#wally west as a cowboy#← let's also just make that a tag#western au#fanfiction writing#ao3#posting this while sleep deprived before i forget and/or lose the nerve lol
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Ash IG Story
#and there's my writing/daydream inspo for the day 😌#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#ai ig#Instagram#kh4f post#chomp munch smooch scream#arm#i just think he's neat#blah blah a broody 10am Ashton Irwin selfie is something that can actually be so personal#do u ever just sit around and praise the spirit of whoever came up with tank tops#no just me oh ok#anyways#💪🏻🫦💪🏻#🧛🏻♀️💪🏻#👹#I'm fine lmao
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what gets me the most is like... if everyone's collective feeling was that mitch marner wouldn't stay with the leafs... like all these fans and media have been convinced he's leaving the whole time and this is how they've acted since the playoffs ended, it's just a microcosm of the whole issue and probably going to be one reason for the leafs continued lack of success.
#like fans and media cant change the on ice results but their reactions to things can most certainly shape the attitude ans vibe around#the team. affect who wants to be there#for years it was bad management and now its.... this lol#anyway anyone paying attention and with any sort of impartiality knows how sour all of this is#makes it really hard to root for the leafs bc one minute ur just trying to enjoy hockey and the best players on ur team#ans the next ... lol#man i hope everyone just angles for auston next#he clearly hates that shit too and its already starting#mitch saying the love is still there even when the noise isnt the stuff you want to hear and he knows that#ans has always appreciated that in his last media... god#how bleak#i wanted the love to be enough for him to stay so bad but#everyone reacting so viscerally to this from the gta is just mad that its a hometown person who chooses to leave#when i dont get if ur in the thick of it how u dont understand#i dont even need to BE there to understand lol its very evident#anyway u can take ur ~hometown~ boys now lol. i dont have a feeling this whole saga#added an appeal to playing in the 'mecca of hockey'#i saw someone say toronto is the most important hockey place and i laughed so loud man#the self importance of shit like that.... just to turn around and scream cry theow up over quotes abt#how hockey players are deified there#lack of self awareness.... unprecedented levels of entitledment and childishness#and one last thing we're gonna do when the second best guy to play for this franchise is on his way out?#pretend like theres not a thing wrong here and hes been fucked up the whole time and could never thrive lol#like ok i suddenly understand why its easily one of the mosr hated fanbases in sports dbdjdk#when i got into hockey i was like omg damn bro everyone comes together to hate the leafs thats crazy#like a year in i saw... yeah its warranted to clown on them
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feel like when ppl talk about the xreader community, they very desperately want to keep the genre and its writers in a box of what they believe it to be. and they can’t fathom that the style of xreader by nature uses certain literary devices (specifically the second person perspective) to tell its story as a way to be immersive. like yeah whatever we can argue about the semantics of an OC vs a reader-insert forever but at the end of the day, if i put my OC fanfic in second person perspective, doesn’t it then become xreader? because of the nature of the genre and the devices it’s using? i think some folks think of these fanfic genres very narrowly and only through the lens of fandom and not of writing as a craft (which predates fanfic genre you know?)—and writing itself uses literary and storytelling devices, which we can then categorize into genres if we see them repeated in certain ways.
#it kinda just gets revealed to me that many ppl’s only reading they do is through fanfic and not like published lit#im not looking down on them i’m just saying that writing is a greater medium than fandom#and so when your perspective is ONLY fanfic writing….i think you start to get these very narrow-minded and (imo) asinine takes#about like OC vs reader insert#and beyond that often trying to come off as talking down to reader insert folks who are clearly ‘not doing it right’#when it’s like…..what’s not to be done right-? it’s experimental writing#and ik ik the tags…you all scream….its about how you tag it cielo!#yes yes i know…but again#if it’s in the 2nd person…..it can be tagged reader insert#right?#beyond THAT like….havent any of you read any published lit in the second perspective 😭#like its not supposed to be YOU YOU! its just supposed to be immersive ! suspend your disbelief!#for a little bit your hand is being held through this story#anyways#cielo rambles!
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Of all games why this one
#homicipher#art#mr crawling#This game brings me so much joy#By which I mean having 6 people trying to figure out if the crawling man is screaming peekaboo is amazing#Literally all of us legit thought this was gonna somehow turn out to be an otome game and boy howdy#It's a game alright#Anyways apparently I get the cat one#Neko has claimed the disembodied head#And trix is a kidnapper now I guess#Also Mr hood is best dad and I will not take any arguments on this#Fun fact we started on our second playthrough (got about 90% of the words defined)#and not only did we have such a time reading the conversations. But we were all SO SAD to pick to mean options#Like we choose the option and then expect her to say something or whatever NOT SLAP HIM???? YOU JERK????#Play this game with friends if you can. Completely blind if possible. It's pure puzzle and characterization and goofs#Also you kill god or something I'm not sure#Also if any of your friends are bilingual or an english / japanese nerd or just a general conlang nerd#They will be insufferable and that's a great thing#You're gonna need that energy 😂
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god arcane really does take the piss if you give an iota of a shit about zaun and the people living there huh
#was staring at that uuuh sev and ekko art and it finally hit me#like OOOOOOH the show just completely abandons their politcal philosophies so they can participate in the final battle#then theyre wordlessly nudged off screen the second the explosions stpp icic#then i start screaming and dying or whatever#arcane critical#genuinel despise using that tag but its appropriate
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#WHY ARE YOU HERE IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE IN THERAPY OH MY GOD#SCREAMING AT ME???? you signed up WILLINGLY this is not mandatory!!!!!!!!#you went through the whole intake process filled out all the paperwork and then show up and tell me you dont want to do this??#and when im like oh okay would you like to move back to the waiting list until you are ready?#you start SCREAMING AT ME???? THAT IM GIVING UP ON YOU????#look not to be a hater but therapy doesnt work if im forcing it on you#and like whatever mind games you typically play with people where youre aggressive to try and get them to prove they care#doesnt work in this setting???????????????????????? therapy is about being OPEN and HONEST#and i am taking you at your WORD so if you tell me you dont want to be here why would i call you a liar and make you do it????#like BYE THERE IS THE DOOR youre not gonna come in here and scream at ME for beliving you#this isnt court ordered!!!! your mom isnt making you do it youre in youre thirties!!!!#there are so many people who want in and youre taking up a spot that you dont even want!!!#gonna demand to speak to my supervisor when the whole office heard you screaming be FOR REAL#this is the second time this has happened in my career and im always so taken aback like this is a free service#that you sign up for completely willingly and if you dont want to do it like fine okay thats fine#but then just ghost like everyone else???#anyway im having a great morning as you can see#only other type of client that is more frustrating is the “i dont owe people anything but they owe me everything”#but at least theyre willing to talk and shift their points of view#sometimes i think some people just want validation that their world view is correct#without ever examining why they feel that way (therapy could help with that btw)#mb rants
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#masato arakawa#snap sketches#how many outfits can i draw masato and daigo in tune in next week to find out#i just think masato would benefit from a cropped blazer .........#all i do is come on here ramble bout Some Bull and give characters outfits i own#its cause when i WANNA go out and show everyone around me i get CANCELLED ON#im fine. really. anyways#ive made dandy progress with my To Do list today i deserve a treat. and to go outside#but there's a thunderstorm approaching and while i love driving in the rain i fear everywhere's closing in three seconds#probably. idk i live near nothing and im not wandering target for an hour#listen i do live that p4 live where going to the grocery store IS the highlight of my week but not today#it is a drive-in-the-rain-and-scream day i think tho ... thats what the weathers telling me#oh while im rambling i put a cubicle in my room. by accident#i was just rearranging things and i accidentally made a cubicle with my screen but i really like it frankly#its cozy and small... epic ...#ok bye im gonna finish up some stuff
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