#care…. is that weird. yeah. whatever

[loderlied]

how many ocs can i make for the sole purpose of getting put through the torment nexus by my favourite video game guys before someone rightfully kicks me in the head like a horse

[nenoname]

How Stan+Ford+Bill refer to each other

Stan

Ford:

Childhood: Stanley (9)

Teen: Stan (2)

Pre-Portal: Stanley (15), my brother (5), S (2)

Post-Portal: Stanley (33), Stan (13), my brother (7), my hotheaded brother, idiot (2), knucklehead, [Dipper's] uncle Stan, hero, stubborn mullet-haired frostbitten vagabond, wrinkly carnival barker, irresponsible shortcut-loving overgrown child, cheater, fraud, "looks like me if I gave up on life"

Post-Weirdmageddon: Stanley (16), Stan (5), my brother (2), Stanley Pines, hero (2), the man who saved the world, "selfish jerk", the most selfless man I’ve ever met in any dimension

Lost Pages: S (5), Stanley (4), my brother (3)

(S is a pre-portal incident Journal only thing + pre-portal incident Journals only has "Stanley" mentioned in code, tends to call him Stan when talking to the kids)

Bill:

Pre-Weirdmageddon: Stan Pines, Stan (6), old man, [D+M's] uncle, you idiot, Stanley

Post-Weirdmageddon: Stanley (7), Stan (10), Stanley Pines (2), fat grandpa, fumbling idiot con man, weaker copy of Sixer, Bootleg Sixer, mouth breathing carnival barker, gambler, lifelong loser, goofus, PTSD Barnum, side character, co-dependent, stupid, tacky, smug, unworthy, resume-inflating cheap trick loving past-denying overgrown child, pathetic excuse for a 5-sensed three-dimensional one-life spanned skin puppet, carbon-copy of a better genetic duplicate, conman clown, Lucky Stan

Non-canon shorts/Reddit AMA/That cut perpetual machine nightmare: Stan, Stanley, Stan Pines, slick

Lost Pages: inferior clone, brother (when pretending to be Ford)

(Most of the post-Weirdmageddon Stan mentions are for the "fun" facts in the Wheel of Shame, Bill spends the How not to Draw short never directly acknowledging Stan which I find hilarious)

Ford

Stan:

Childhood: Sixer (5), Stanford, Ford, Poindexter, bro, buddy

Teen: Sixer, Stanford (2), nerd robot

Pre-Portal: Stanford (5), pal, you jerk

Post-Portal: Stanford (3), Ford (8), Poindexter (2), my brother (11), brother, bro, the Author of the Journals, you ungrateful-, my nerdy twin brother, my dumb brother, know-it-all, dangerous-know-it-all, world's nerdiest old man, show-off, that jerk, stuck up son of a gun

Post-Weirdmageddon: Sixer (5), Ford (3), my brother (5), Stanford, Fordsy, bro, my nerdy bro, Brainiac, Mr Goody Nerd-Shoes

(Tends to use "Stanford" when shit's serious, yes i'm including the two getting traumatised by thrist comments clip come and stop me)

Bill:

Pre-betrayal: Sixer (2), Stanford, smart guy, Stanford Pines

Post-betrayal: Sixer (5), Stanford (2), Ford (4), Stanford Filbrick Pines, Stanford Pines, ol' Six-Fingers (2), Fordsy (2), my old pal, IQ, Mr Brainiac, Brainiac (2), [Mabel's] uncle, our friend, old man, kid, tough guy, pal, Mr Serious

Post-Weirdmageddon: Sixer (20), Ford (7), Fordsy (2), drama queen, fella, sad nerd, genius, idiot, partner, Mr Tabletop Gaming, backstabber, gallant, perfect pawn, pet human

Lost Pages: Sixer (7), Fordsy, Slick, pal, my old pal, my property

Bill

Stan:

Pre-Weirdmageddon: Bill (3), all-powerful space demon, you one-eyed demon, wise-guy

Post-Weirdmageddon: Bill (3), Bill Cipher, little wise guy, Pointy, jerk of the week, narc

Non-canon shorts/That cut perpetual machine nightmare: you creepy triangle, guy (3), nacho, cop

Ford:

Pre-betrayal: My Muse (19), a strange being from a higher plane, being (3), strange whimsical creature, true friend, Bill (2, however!! this is from Dreamscaperers long before J3 was properly written)

Post-betrayal: Bill (default way of referring to him), My "muse" (3) Bill Cipher (10), Cipher (10), the demon (2), my enemy (3), you insane three sided--, The Beast with Just One Eye, the devil, liar, monster, angular psychopath, nightmare in disguise, king of nightmares, the Triangle, a has-been, a needy theater kid

Lost Pages: Bill (17), my Muse (11), Cipher (18) , Bill Cipher (2), extradimensional deity of knowledge, Cill Bipher, this Bill guy

[moeblob]

So there was going to be a lot more but consider this a part 1? For OC Lore Drops.

(none of this was drawn today but because it was storming earlier and I got some rest, I feel like I really want to knock out commission work and do not have time to draw something to post today without messing that rhythm up.)

Also a little bit more: Simeon is a romance novel writer and his hobby is people-watching. His ability to sense the supernatural entities is so exciting to the hellhound who just adores /trying/ to get the jump on him but always ends up 'sniffed out' before she can.

[drawbauchery]

it's that guilt-ridden touch-starved kinda life

[smilesrobotlover]

I hope side parts are in again cuz my hair doesn’t want the middle part anymore lol

[moonshynecybin]

valentino rossi voice well risky racing is okay if you hate the guy enough and also maybe fucked him and then he betrayed you. then its fine.

[irlplasticlamb]

okay but i’m so happy people like my dany design because i love her so much :( i really wanted to have a balance between targaryen otherworldly dragon beauty and her velaryon roots

[to-fall-or-not-to-fall]

there were SO many better ways to defeat sauron

number one just find a large dog and send arwen out to go do literally anything idc if sauron's "just an eye" and "thats incorrect anatomy" and "he's a maiar anyway who knows how their biology works" he would instantly go into cardiac arrest fight me

speaking of his being a maiar GUESS WHO ELSE IS A MAIAR GANDALF TALK TO UR COWORKERS GANDALF FFS IF MAIRON IS DEPRESSED AND CONSIDERING JOINING THE DARK SIDE U TELL HIM MORGOTH IS FULL OF POO AND GET HIM OUT OF THERE

also elrond wtf ur an elf well half-elf but close enough you can take a human even one straight from numenor literally just jump isildur and yeet the ring iNSTEAD OF STANDING THERE AND YELLING AT HIM TO MAGICALLY OVERCOME AN OBJECT SPECIFICALLY DESIGNED TO CORRUPT AND THROW IT IN THE LAVA OR ISILDUR IS ONE HUMAN AND YES I KNOW MURDER IS WRONG BUT DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY OTHERS DIED BC YOU COULDNT GIVE HIM A LIL SHOVE go on count the dead in the siege of gondor the battle of the pelennor fields the hobbits killed in the scouring of the shire (indirect but if the ring had been destroyed that early saruman probably wouldnt have turned and started screwing with a bunch of hobbits)

do you see what we could have had

no necromancer to avoid for thorin and co

not having to go through mirkwood and wash up in laketown so no absurd amount of fanfare about the king of erebor returning

meaning no goblins getting wind of it

no elves either which would hopefully lessen the effects of the dragon-sickness

and the goblins would be less powerful without sauron's Vibes™ boosting them

so

thorin (and probably fili and kili) wouldnt have died!! most likely even if there had been a battle in the first place

but mostly thorin becaUSE THEN HE AND BILBO COULD HAVE GOTTEN MARRIED SHUT UP I CANT EVEN READ THE HOBBIT ANYMORE WITHOUT CRYING IVE READ TOO MUCH FLIPPIN BAGGINSHIELD

ok bye

[jamiebluewind]

Today has been one of those "Sorry! I couldn't hear you over the texture of my socks" days.

[nuvomica]

okay FINE i'll peg bbno$

[bayetea]

the real shame I need to unlearn is rarepair posting. I need to Not Care if it makes people weirded out or confused or angry when I draw or post about a given rarepair kissing because like no offense but this is tumblr why should I care what tumblr fandom bloggers think

[alaskan-wallflower]

personally i don’t have an opinion of either ship. obviously ship what you want, i really couldn’t give a shit less-but how come people are so pressed on people shipping cherry and ponyboy romantically because cherry is sixteen going on seventeen and pony has been fourteen for a month but no one bats an eye at people shipping johnny, who would canonically be almost sixteen and a half, with ponyboy who’s been fourteen for a month? it honestly doesn’t make sense.

[bigheartyradish]

ok oops I think one of my meds has stopped working for real :(

[fingertipsmp3]

Maybe I did this to myself but it does irk me when people see me knitting and they ask who it’s for and I say it’s for me and the immediate reaction is “you should sell it” yeah… let me spend at least a week’s worth of my free time making an item I like, want, and would wear just to sell it on etsy, making at most a £2 profit on materials and not being compensated for my time whatsoever 👍🏻

[1loer]

just a sudden brainwave I had, but I think I'd be a lot more drawn to Kamu- -koma if Kamukura didn't have luck. I think it'd be a very cool dynamic to have, where Servant actually, in a sense, has a one up on him. But refuses to use it, and allows Kamukura to exploit and test his luck for his own curiosity.

[wackywatchdotcom]

ok. ok im thinking about episode 4 again and its my favorite episode and like. im putting this under a cut bc this is sorta heavy but i wanna ramble abt smth w this episode cus its one that really hitss close to home in a really meaningful way for me

the thing is like ive mentioned before i have ocd nd stuff. and a few yrs back i got put on qelbree for my adhd except apparently it can be really really bad for people w like anxiety and ocd or smth. this waas 100% the case for me. i already have pretty prominent ocd, w a lot of existential and moral themes. and being on qelbree cranked up the fear enough that what would normally be already kinda bad ocd turned into genuine delusions and generally not being able to stop being scared at all times

this is tangentially related. but to me the mask gangle gets reminds me a lot of the feeling of getting a new medication that makes everything worse. not all medication is so bad, mind you, but sometimes you try one that makes you much worse off than you started in a really bad way

but then i have a distinct memory of when i was on qelbree that i kept thinking i could genuinely turn of my negative emotions. this was absolutely not true but in the moment i really felt like id figured out how to do it, like i was never going to have problems again in my life. and i remember going a whole day like this (i wasnt unfamiliar w this like masking nd stuff and ive obviously pretended i was ok when i wasnt many times before this but this was... far more extreme. it also had to do w the fact that i genuinely thought i really, really wasnt human at all which added a bad element) and like. by the end of the day i was doing so bad. bc id decided i just didnt experience negative emotions anymore even when i obviously did

during this time it was very common for me to just stop being able to talk or type properly (which still happens but its extremely uncommon. its not like a 'losing words' thing cus not being able to speak isnt too uncommon for me but i genuinely cant type full sentences or even think full sentences when this happens) and one of the most notable instances of that was absolutely after this day. i felt tired and upset and like id gotten hopeful over something that made no sense

anyway like. i think gangle can be interpretted in a lot of ways. this EPISODE can be interpretted in a lot of ways. and i certainly dont think that my takeaway from it was like... the end-all be-all for how the episode is meant to be interpretted. but this episode makes me think of this when i watch it. and it was genuinely a deeply frightening part of my life. it was thankfully not long but it still heavily impacted me. and seeing gangle in ep 4 could theoretically be like... unsettling or triggering but honestly it feels reassuring in a weird way. 'representation' or whatever but like. its such a specific type of experience that you do not forget and having gangle go through smth kinda similar is just. man. it hits really hard for me