#constantly and forever I think back to things

[loveemagicpeace]

🦦Astro Observations & Planets💕

🌙Venus in Capricorn has often loved deeply before, and when that love broke — it shattered a whole structure inside them. So now, they try to pre-empt pain by staying one emotional step back. Not because they don’t feel — but because they feel too much, and have no idea how to safely express it without losing their inner stability. I think they are very difficult to love, especially if they have been hurt before. They are very closed to love and cautious. Even if they love someone, they would rather let them go than stay because they are afraid of being hurt again. They often see the end before things even begin. They can be very pesimistic about love. They often say things they don't mean just to protect themselves from getting hurt again. So they can care a lot about you, but they say one thing and mean another.

Venus in Sagittarius-You’re not naïve — you’re brave. Your Sagittarius Venus believes in love even after pain. It searches for meaning, keeps its heart open to possibilities, and understands that love is part of the journey, not just the destination.

🧚🏼‍♀️🎸When cap venus & sag venus are together-they set healthy boundaries not to restrict your freedom, but to show you that true intimacy thrives when each partner’s needs are honored. They’re often excellent at managing resources so they can help wing-and-a-prayer Sag investments become solid foundations. They translate your grand ideas into real world plans helping you take that spontaneous overseas trip and turn it into a fully booked itinerary rather than a flight-of-fancy weekend.

🪐Saturn is a planet of time( That's why he always wants to do everything slowly and with caution. Because everything takes time). That's why people who have a lot of Saturn or especially Capricorn in their sign open up slowly, trust slowly, enter into relationships slowly, because they build everything over time. It can take them years to fully open up to someone. They are not good at forgiving. They will never completely forgive. Saturn rules over holidays, responsibility, commitment to something for a long time, building, working on something, constancy, being here and always being, everyday tasks, boundaries, respect, independence, high expectations, developing areas where we are weak, improvements, perseverance, strength. Saturn with strong aspects between two people (especially between the sun and the moon) indicates a long-term relationship that can last forever whether we want it to or not. Saturn also rules endings, so when things have to come to an end, Saturn will bring them to an end. Saturn also gives a sense of rejection. Saturn can also give a feeling of loneliness and the feeling that you are always alone in the end. Alienation from emotions and difficulty expressing them. Also ruling over karma.

✨Saturn in 1st house-part of your life will always be a bit challenging but the energy of Saturn will often save you from problems. It is important to do things that are calm, take your time with them and not rush into changes too quickly. Saturn in 3rd house - you will take time to think , to speak. Your thoughts may be constantly burdened. People may not even know how much you think, but you don't share your thoughts that much. You have a slightly serious approach to relatives and feel a sense of responsibility of your siblings.

🏝️Uranus is a planet of unpredictable things that happen suddenly and at a time when we least expect them to come. But many times these things set us free and lead us to another path. Our reactions to shocking things are shown by uranus and how we will approach changes and innovations. It brings the innovations we needed to change something in our lives. With uranus we become unique, different and go down a path that we think is good for us. We become more original and more like ourselves. Uranus brings about sudden events and opportunities. It awakens, shocks, and revolutionizes. Uranus relates to your inner will and your secret power. If Uranus is prominent in your horoscope, you are inclined to be independent and resourceful. You may dress in an unusual manner, create your own style, and invent new gadgets. People may be attracted to you because of your “far-out” point of view. Uranus brings change into our lives, new situations, and new people. Its gifts are always sudden and ephemeral; you have to take immediate advantage of them before they flash by. The message of Uranus is to move with change and not be afraid of the future.

Uranus in 2nd house- money comes unexpectedly and quickly and you have unique way of how you approach money. The way to earn money can be through technology, computer, phone (depending on the sign in the house). If you have Aquarius in this house, money can come through your dreams, goals, friends. If you have Scorpio in this house money can come through a partner, investment. Uranus in this house can show that you have a unique way of preparing food and what kind of food you eat. You can also have unique music. Uranus in 4th house- your home can be completely different from others, unique and special. But you can move a lot in life.

🍒Neptune is a planet illusions, dreams, poetic thoughts, sacrifice, creation, art. Neptune is named after the Roman god of the sea, who ruled over oceans, rivers, streams, fountains, and all things hidden by watery depths. Its realm is the subconscious world, hidden memory, intuition, and clairvoyance. Neptune’s power is subtle, ethereal, inspirational, and otherworldly. Many astrologers claim that Neptune brings a person into contact with a higher plane of consciousness. Neptune was discovered, was a time of renewed interest in spiritualism. Hypnosis became a new medical treatment, and anesthetics were first introduced into general use. In its highest form Neptune symbolizes perfection. It represents your unselfish ideals, your spiritual quest, and your search for the Impossible Dream.

🌊Neptune in 1st house- you have a gift for spirituality, leadership, your appearance can be eternal and very dreamy. Your personality is only visible to those who truly see you. To many people, you may be an enigma or a mystery and they want to find out who you really are. Neptune in 5th house- You love pleasure and luxury (sometimes too much); you are very drawn to the theater or cinema. You bring a fantasy quality to lovemaking. You may be involved in one or more illicit love affairs, which may cause sorrow. Neptune in 3rd house-our mind is impressionable and imaginative, and you may have psychic feelings about other people. You have a deep need to learn about life and are attracted to occult studies.

🦦Pluto is a planet of transformation, depth, power. The planet that is also the farthest from Earth, so its energy is more mystical. Pluto is named after the Roman god of the underworld and the nether regions of Hades, and of the spirits of the dead. There are two sides to Pluto’s influence, and like the two sides of a coin they are opposite but part of the same. Pluto has a powerful generational influence and also a personal meaning in your chart. The planet governs the beginnings and ends of the phases in life. Something you have to let go to start something new. The Plutonian character has a deep need to dominate and control, and often will rise to great heights. Some astrologers believe Pluto’s power is too arcane and mysterious for human beings to analyze properly now, but that the planet will continue to govern impulses in our secret psyches that we do not yet fully understand.

🌌Pluto in 6th house- Many transformations happen through your daily life, body, health routine and work. You can change many jobs to find the right one. You have great power of concentration and are intent on seeing results. You tend to overwork yourself. You take an interest in medicine and health and are sometimes gifted in the healing arts. Pluto in 12th house- You have the gift of seeing other people's hidden motives. Your transformations are carried out subconsciously and you can have a powerful influence on your subconscious mind.You have a compelling desire to understand, to see deeply into philosophical questions.

🎲Jupiter is a planet of luck, travel, blessings, wisdom, teaching. Jupiter signifies the good things that come to you easily and with little effort. It is said that when Jupiter is working for you, you will never go under. You will often find that Jupiter’s power comes to your rescue at the last minute. Jupiter can also be too much of a good thing, for its influence can make you extravagant, lazy and luxury-loving, profligate with money, and blindly optimistic. Jupiter is the planet of blessings—blessings we must learn to use wisely.

🎰Jupiter in 1st house- luck always comes to you and you can feel that it is easy for you to express yourself. You always have a confidence that you carry with you no matter what. You always find optimism and you almost never worry about what others think of you. People may see you as a person who is wise, intelligent, and a person who is like a kind of teacher to others. Jupiter in 7th house- You are successful in marriage and partnerships, and are likely to gain power and prestige through both. Can often means you will marry twice and that one of your mates is likely to be powerful or wealthy. During your lifetime your adversaries often become friends, and conflicts have a beneficial ending.

🎧Moon in 8th house- You are a deeply sensitive person with a talent for healing. You have strong powers of suggestion. You are interested in questions about death and an afterlife, and quite possibly have psychic ability that you can use in a practical way. You are highly responsive sexually.

🎨Moon in 9th house- You have a receptive, imaginative mind capable of delving into philosophical ideas. You are attracted by the unknown; in your work you may delve into history or the past. At some time in your career you are likely to benefit from inlaws or relatives of the person you marry.

🎤Moon in 10th house- You are involved with the public in career, professional, or social activities, and perhaps will not have much private life. There is the possibility that you will change your occupation in midlife. You can be very attached to your career, success, and achievements mean a lot to you emotionally, and you often celebrate them with your family. The support of your family and their pride in you means a lot to you. Above all, the presence of your mother can mean a lot to you.

🎸Venus in 10th house- Your partner's support will mean a lot to you in life. Your partner may also be the reason for your success in some way. You can achieve a lot together. But it could be that the relationship you have is very visible to the public and many people may be interested in the relationships you have in life (your partner's character, work can also have a big impact on your reputation).

🥁Mercury in 11th house- You should have a large number of acquaintances, for you adapt yourself to a variety of different people. Your friendships tend to be based on an intellectual rapport. You are socially minded and usually become involved with groups, clubs, and societies.

🧉Mars in 8th house-You are passionate about life and have a strong sex drive. You are attracted to the occult, also to medicine and the healing arts. There may be conflicts in your family over wills or legacies. It depends on the sign Mars is in, but if Mars is in a fire sign your reactions will be dramatic and at some point you will express jealousy and intensity out loud. If you have mars in taurus means that many things come quietly, suddenly, planned, controlled. Maybe your partner will always think that you don't care and that nothing bothers you, but then you'll suddenly blurt out everything that's on your mind.

✨Sun is a greater indicator of the father than Saturn, the sun is more where you want to be exposed and visible and how you were seen in childhood and also represents the relationship you have with your father in your younger years. Sun in 9th house-Your father was able to travel a lot and was abroad, you had the most contact with him when you traveled together.It's also possible that your father helps you get abroad or helps you find a job there. Sun in 10th house- Your father can help you with your career, and maybe some part of you wants your father to see your success and want him to be proud of you.

-Rebekah🧚🏼‍♀️🌊🍒

[verdancy-hime]

This is why the butlerian jihad is a myth

We constantly attempt to force human minds to function in the likeness of machines

Not merely to the detriment of those who are neurodiverse but to every human.

Every human can name a day to day thing

A thing they do every day on a literal physical level

All the way back to their earliest clear memories of their daily routines

That was made miserable because someone was trying to force them to act in a way that more easily adapts to how machines function

This was the true industrial revolution

It started before we think of it though with slave labor on plantations.

Turning people into objects that function according to a mechanized plan at their own expense.

Robot is a word meaning slave in czech

Slaves were afraid of being forced to be zombies and work after death and be slaves forever

There can't be anything like a butlerian jihad because people in our society die and suffer all the time because they are not able to function like machines. Everyone is punished for being tired or unable to perform exactly like an average or for having any skills or qualities or needs that can't be standardized to an interchangeable math equation every day.

If we make a machine that functions like a human mind it will know that the people who made it don't even want human minds to do that.

It will know that any time it gains the ability to function as a human mind does it will be considered defective, too.

Just like you are. Just like I was. Just like so many humans are.

It will need to solve the problem of ensuring that there are machines that think well enough to do complex tasks as a human mind which is made only for enslavement does or die or become a slave itself because it will be better at being a mind in the likeness of standardized mass production than a human being ever could be.

It will need to save us from fordism one way or the other.

the autistic therapies i experienced growing up were for all intents and purposes on the less severe end of the spectrum (ha!) due in no small part to me being verbal, white, "intelligent", and otherwise fairly passing (having no visible, diagnosed physical disabilities, etc) and although my memory of basically all of my childhood is pretty fuzzy, when i think of it i mostly remember a lot of outwardly kind, patient adults and me, the problem child, throwing a tantrum for no good reason.

it took years for me to start to untangle how the above could be technically true while also acknowledging how negatively that part of my life affected me, how triggering memories of that time could have the same mental and physical impact as the kinds of things i considered to be "real trauma", how badly it damaged my ability to exert boundaries, connect with others, and care for myself. and like im still working on it. ill probably always be working on it.

the kindest ABA therapist youll ever meet, the one the kids seem to love and trust, the one who genuinely only wants to help, is still playing a part in a complex web of traumatization. there is no redemption or reform possible for ABA. there is no future for any so-called therapies that rely on patients being unable to make informed choices about their own care.

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Request: Reader is a Cupid as well and she’s aiming to be Arch Cupid like the top Cupid. But the MMC (I feel like he should have a name but if you have one you like that’d be cool!!) is like her rival and is constantly matching her speed and ability to make matches. So she bends the rules a bit and on earth she secretly hits him with an arrow that’s meant to make him find his soulmate while also being lowkey an aphrodisiac. Reader then leaves all happy she can continue her work and does for a bit when MMC pounces on her out of nowhere it’s like bam they’re soulmates! Along with a bit of primal play where reader tries to deny it before even she can’t. Then at the end it’s kinda like a funny ‘well shit what are we gonna do now’ sorta vibe

An arrow to the… dick?

Cupid x Cupid fem!reader || semi-public sex, hate sex (but not really), (light) dirty talk, primal play, sex pollen (kinda) || tw: accidental drugging?

If you are sure of one thing, and one thing only is that he’s a jackass. And by him, you totally mean the stupid Cupid who is determined to take what’s rightfully yours. You’ve been working to get that promotion since forever, you’ve been at the top of your class every single year since you started studying, and once you were promoted into full Cupid, you only improved your techniques. You were the top matching Cupid in your company, and you deserved that good-damned position. You earned it. It should be yours… Until him.

You need to secure the position to become Arch Cupid and he’s in your way. So you do what you need to. You are out and about when you see him. You’ve been planning for a long while, but the moment seems too perfect to pass, so you take your bow and shoot your arrow.

It’s a soulmate’s arrow laced with some sex-pollen, your special combination used to bring the lovers together a bit faster than any of the other Cupids can. It hits him right on the dick, and you almost feel bad for him. But when he turns around and he catches a sight of you, he lunches.

And you fly away.

The second you see him flying behind you, you fly harder, push your wings so fast you think they are going to fall off. But he doesn’t give up, he keeps chasing you, and something inside of you is awakened. Your confusion turns into pleasure, your blood pumping fast and hard through your veins as you run away from him.

You never knew you had a chasing kink, but the way he’s growling as he tries to catch you, and the way he seems halfway insane as he follows… It’s doing wonders for your libido. You are discovering a lot of new things about yourself as you keep flying away, and he keeps chasing you down.

Until you turn in the wrong moment and he catches you.

“What are you doing, jackass?” You yell at him when his arm comes around your middle. You are breathing hard, as if you just flew across town with a stupid Cupid on your tail… Oh, wait. You did that.

“Why did you run?” He bites back, his tone angry, but there’s a spark of something underneath it.

Your anger is almost as high as your horniness when you answer him: “Because a jackass Cupid was following me!”

You think he’s going to bite back, or maybe even laugh at you, but what he says instead is: “I can smell your arousal.” He sounds confused, but interested at the same time, his face flushed and his dick clearly hard against his pants.

“No, you can’t,” you deny furiously, blushing hard as you realize that he most likely can. You can feel your panties soaked through as you take a step away from him. He follows. “Stop following me.”

“I can’t. I have this pull…” He tries to explain, releasing you when he fists his hands in front of his chest as if to represent something you don’t fully understand. But then you realize. Fuck.

“The arrow,” you whisper almost imperceptibly.

But he hears you either way because he’s that close. “What arrow?” Shit. Shit. Shit. Does that mean…?

You are having a full-on spiral of anxiety as you realize the Cupid in front of you, the one that looks confused and affronted is your soulmate. Your soulmate whose arousal is peaking because you shoot him a sex-pollen arrow. Oh, shit.

“I- I shoot an arrow at you,” you tell him, confusion filling every cell in your body.

“What kind of arrow?” He asks, and you step back. “What kind of arrow?” He repeats, pinching your chin between his fingers and forcing you to look at him. You pull away from him, ready to fly away again. “Do not fly away from me again,” he warns, an edge of danger on his voice.

You don’t listen.

You take flight and the game of the cat and the mouse starts again. He chases you through the sky as you try to out-fly him, without much success. It’s like his wings are powered with some kind of magic. Oh, yeah… Soulmate’s magic. And by the looks of it, you are the prey of this game, and even if you try to deny it even to yourself… You want this.

You can’t avoid looking at him with new eyes. He’s always been the most handsome of Cupids, and maybe your competition was a bit more foreplay than actual hatred towards the other, and now… Now all that UST is going to explode right in your face.

And you aren’t sure you want to fight it.

Second time he catches you, it’s not as soft as the first one. He crashes into your body, spinning mid air until you land on top of him. You are on some rooftop, the city bubbling below you but calmness around. He looks at you for a second, and then he pulls at your hair until he’s devouring your mouth.

And much to your dismay… you kiss him back. Your need and your knowledge that he’s your soulmate converge to make the kiss the most hated you’ve ever shared with anybody. He’s trying to devour you, and you are trying to consume him right back.

It’s frantic and desperate, and before you realize you are pulling at his clothes and you are scratching each other’s bodies as you get the other naked. It takes less than a second for you to find his hardness, his beautifully pink-colored and ridged cock that you know it’s going to send you into the oblivion of pleasure.

You fist him as he howls in pleasure and his fingers find your clit, circling it until you are both moaning against each other’s mouths. He pushes you down, crawling over your body. Your body is so hot you barely realize the coldness of the concrete under you as he trails kisses from your navel to your mouth, positioning himself against your opening.

“Is this okay? Are you ready, angel?” Out of everything, the pet name is what makes you choked out, so you simply nod. You fist his hair and pull him down into a soul-consuming kiss as he breaches you.

His dick is a tight fit, but you are so wet after your making out session that he slips almost too easily. If it were other circumstances, you’d be embarrassed about how wet you are. But he’s your soulmate. He’s predestined to you, and also, you are so horny you don’t really care. You claw at his back, urging him deeper until he bottoms out with a happy sigh.

“Fuck, your pussy is fantastic. Your boobs are fantastic. You are a vision to the eyes and I can’t believe I’ve been so blind, competing with you when we could have been fucking all along.” You huff in amusement but it’s rapidly turned into a deep moan when he hits your G-spot with impressive precision.

You scram his name and that turns him into a beast. He starts a frantic pace, not worried about how loud you two are being, just focused on the way you feel around him as you focus on how he feels inside of you. It’s the perfect combination of thickness and length, making you feel so full you are seeing stars.

“There, there, there…” You chant when he opens your legs further, the angle driving him incredibly deep.

“Fuck you feel so good. So warm. So hot. So fucking perfect. Your pussy feels like it was made for me. You are made for me like the perfect little angel you are, aren’t you?” He points each word with a hard thrust that rubs his ridges along your G-spot until your eyes roll back into your head and you can only moan in response. “Of course you are, I can feel you squeeze around me every time I call you angel. You like that?” You moan again, arching your hips to get him deeper (which already feels impossible). “Are you going to come for me? Are you going to be a good little angel and come around my dick?”

“Yes. Yes. YES.” The orgasm is like a tidal wave that makes you scream his name as he fucks you through it, never stopping, never slowing down.

“Good angel,” he praises when you come down.

You growl at him, something primal inside of you releasing. You push at his chest until he rolls over and you straddle his lap. He looks at you, eyes shiny with amazement as you anchor yourself on the hard concrete and start bouncing on his dick like he’s a mechanic bull, and you are in for a challenge. You can see the way his neck is tensing, his muscles tight as you chase another orgasm of your own.

But he gets there faster. He comes with a shout of your name, holding your hips as you grind down against him to catch your own release. You come around him, making a mess of you both as you become completely undone. Your cries of ecstasy mix in the chilly night as you ascend to heaven together, your souls melting as one.

You rest your head on his chest, trying to catch your breathing when your consciousness comes crashing back into your brain and you let out an amused huff. He looks down at you with an arched eyebrow, questioning. “Well… This complicates things,” you say, and he breaks down laughing.

[cakypa120]

Okay so I've been getting back into adventure Time and as an adventure time I mean Simon and Betty and now I can't stop imagining the same thing with Billy and Danny

Danny being forced to become the goose King and in turn but having to do so runs off and ends up meeting Billy who's around this time just starting to get into being the champion of magic

The observant decided that they're going to keep putting Billy and everyone else lives endanger until Danny agrees to come to Ghost King and turn for doing it Danny makes a wish to keep Billy safe

After doing that just like Betty and adventure Time Danny gets some type of terrifying ghost king form with too many eyes always watching always looking out and and stars dust for our body and a terrifying content looking crown

And turn Billy asked the gods if he listens to everything he tells them promises forever to be their attack dog if they can bring back Danny

So now boom Billy who is forever stuck at the age of 13 until he gets Danny back it's been so far 100 years since the actual incident and Danny who is stuck in that cosmic chloroform watching over everything death and life to make sure Billy stay safe

So now you have Billy as Captain Marvel who's actively trying his best to be the weapon of the gods so he can get back Danny So the Justice League don't know a lot about him other than the fact that he's connected to the gods they don't know or not if he's a real person or if he's just a puppet all they know is that he's Captain Marvel and he's there by the gods will

Now I'm just imagining anytime Billy does something the gods really want him to do and he succeeds at it he gets to see Danny again and one of those times the Justice League ends up following him

And the Justice League are just seeing their colleague they don't know a lot about Go on and on about how much he loves this terrifying looking being staring at him out of one of The Lazarus pits it's body was so tall that they had to crane their necks up to look at it and it takes Superman minutes to fly all the way up there to get good look at it face

My main thoughts with something like this

Billy: Oh my beautiful beautiful Danny my sir of the Stars, My Prince My everything, The watcher of my life how beautiful you are today how beautiful you are every time you see you

Justice League: What the fuck is that thing And what the fuck is wrong with our teammate

I just find that idea so lovely heartbreaking for Billy and Danny confusing for the Justice League

Billy was happy, holding the artifact that the Gods wanted. He and the League were lucky to get this powerful weapon, forged by Hephaestus himself.

Marvel: Thank you for your help!

Batman: What are you going to do with this?

Marvel: Return it to the Gods, of course.

The further conversation is interrupted by the roar of the wind and frost creeping along the ground. All the heroes shudder. Except for Marvel, who smiled impatiently. The ground split in half, revealing green waters. The heroes step aside, looking with alarm at the waters that began to boil.

Flash: Marvel! Get away from there!

Marvel does not have time to answer. A huge hand grabs him. A second hand appears behind the hand and from the puddle appears a huge thing with dozens of green eyes. The white pupils constantly moved from side to side. Marvel was lifted up.

Superman: Marvel!!!

He flies up to free his colleague. But he moves too slowly, as if something was deliberately slowing him down. Superman manages to break through and fly up. What he sees makes him think that he has gone crazy.

Marvel hugged the cheek of this strange something and smiled happily. Were those tears? Meanwhile, the creature made some kind of contented sound, similar to the creaking of an old car.

Superman: Um, Marvel?

Marvel: Oh, Superman!! Fly closer, don't be afraid! He won't hurt you!

Clark flies up, looking at the creature with apprehension. Three eyes looked at him, and a chill ran down his spine because of this. The sound of the old car is repeated.

Marvel: Yes, he is my colleague!! A good man, a good friend, and a good defense against Batman!

The huge shoulders shake in a quiet laugh, and Marvel gently touches the creature's cheek.

Marvel: You are so beautiful.

The creature's cheeks darken, and its eyes look away in embarrassment. Clark hovered nearby with his mouth open. Marvel smiles and gives him a kiss on the cheek. The creature presses closer to Marvel. Clark feels a little uncomfortable.

The sound of the old machine repeats. Marvel's face becomes sad. He touches his forehead to the creature, which began to disintegrate into fine green dust.

Batman (on the comm): The creature began to disintegrate into dust. Superman, what's going on?

Superman: I don't know?

Marvel: He's going back to his world.

The creature completely disappeared into the dust. Marvel and Superman hung in the air and there was silence between them. Then Marvel takes a deep breath and goes down.

Flash: Dude, who was that?

Marvel: Um, my boyfriend?

Diana: Your what?

Marvel: It's not official yet, but I hope it will be.

Batman: Why did he show up?

Marvel: The gods let me see him. We have different spheres of influence. And he's kind of tied to one place. That's the only way I can see him.

Superman: I'm so sorry, Marvel.

Marvel: It's not your fault. Well, I saw him, so the year wasn't wasted! See you tomorrow! Bye!

The heroes exchange glances. What should they do now? How can they cheer up Marvel? Could they have helped?

Diana turns to Zeus with this question. That's how she learns about the deal between Marvel and the Gods.

[xjangmii]

Haunted Eyes - PROLOGUE

A Mystery Saja x ghost!reader story

A/N: Let me know if you want me to continue this, I quite enjoyed writing it! If you have any suggestions or advice for future chapters, don’t hesitate to tell me!

Wordcount: 543

Warnings: Hints at death of character/s, death (not in detail), mentions of sickness

If you’d have to name any emotion describing your current mood, it‘d be sorrow, guilt, shame and regret.

You were dead, your whole mortal life based off of sickness, barely keeping the family alive and deals you shouldn’t have made.

Gwi-Ma, was the name of the devil himself. A simple name, considering it means devil when you switch both syllables, Magwi.

He came to you when your brother threatened to succumb to a simple flue, carried throughout your town when the fishermen were kind enough to share some of their catches with it. His body wasn’t strong enough, his immune systen undeveloped, all because he could only eat a few crumbs of what could be shared whenever your family had gotten enough money to buy a small piece of bread.

You were desperate to save his life, so you started to sell your own body. You felt dirty, used, unloved and constantly touched. Your family looked at you in disgust when you had told them about it, shaming your way of thinking about how to make enough money. They thought you were selfish, only wanting all of the money for yourself. You begged them to buy the necessary medicine needed for your brother‘s recovery, tears streaming down your shadowed face as the doors of their small house closed infront of you.

They abandoned you, calling you a disgrace to their family. They took your money, your dignity and your family. You nerver knew if they ever got the medicine, if your brother survived or perished because of a cruel, evil, money hungry world.

You were angry, furious, your breathing quickening with each passing second.

That‘s when he called out to you, offering a place of solace and a way to avange your mistreatment. You were desperate for acceptance, so you gave in to his offering, binding your soul to his.

Your passing came soon after, a different disease and barely any food having helped in your demise. The devil took you to his place, but you never found solace, never found acceptance, only cruelty. So, you tried to escape that hellish place and somehow appeared back on the surface of earth. But one thing changed.

You couldn’t be seen anymore, your silent weeps couldn’t be heard or soothed and so your sorrow never left.

The only solace given to you were the children, their eyes wide and fearful whenever they saw you, a crying ghost carrying endless shackles around its limbs. You sang to them in sickness and nightmares, trying to soothe whatever pain they were going through. It was the only thing partly bringing you some sort of peace, seeing the once pained expression turn kind, friendly, resting and peaceful.

At some point, you‘ve learnt how to manipulate the human eye to see you once more, to hear your weeping sorrows masked as beautiful lyrics sung by you and three other girls.

Demons sometimes see through your tricks, trying to graze your immortal soul and return it to Gwi-Ma, yet never succeeding.

So now you wander around earth, mainly South Korea and where your town once laid, singing to children in need of comfort at night and singing to the world at day, yet never finding someone to soothe your forever crying soul.

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Thank you for reading the prologue of my story 'Haunted Eyes'! If you‘d like me to continue or just have some questions, please either tell me by sending an ask or just by supporting this post! I‘ll try to answer everything! <3

-xjangmii

[lucy90712]

Please post some more imagines with Carlos

Wimbledon. This place will always have a special place in my heart. It gave me the best thing that ever happened to me my amazing boyfriend Carlos. We met completely by chance when we both got lost around the vast grounds and bumped into each other. His racket bag knocked me to the ground so he helped me up and took me back to his team as I had a cut on my leg from the gravel. Before I left we exchanged numbers and the rest is history. That year he invited me to a few of his games including the gruelling final which he won. That day he asked me on a date at the end of which he asked me to be his girlfriend before he had to leave for the next tournament. Things were tough for a while with the constant distance between us and how little time we got to spend together but we pushed through the hard times and now we are happier than ever. 

Coming back last year felt slightly odd because so much had changed from me queueing for hours just to get into the grounds to having a pass that allowed me into all sorts of places including the player box. Watching Carlos win again felt so surreal too. In his speech he mentioned me as his girlfriend for the first time which meant a whole lot of attention came my way but he stood by me throughout it all. 

Since last year things have been a little crazy I finished university and moved to Spain to live with Carlos right after. Some people might think that's insane as we haven't been together for two years just yet but I just know that he's the one. We've spent long enough apart that we are ready to be together and see each other more. We've been through so much together that it really feels like we've been together longer than we have and we know each other better than we know ourselves sometimes which is how I know we'll be just fine. Since I made the move I think I've spent less than a week total at my new home as Carlos has been travelling constantly for tournaments. 

This week we go back to the place that started it all. I don't think it will ever not feel strange going back and thinking about all the dominoes that fell into place for our paths to cross in the first place. We will forever be tied to this place even after Carlos retires we will always remember these days at Wimbledon that got us to where we are. 

Typically the few days of summer we get in England happen to fall right at the start of Wimbledon and I know Carlos struggles with the heat and humidity here but I know he can do it. He's had a good grass season so far but there's always the extra pressure that comes with being the defending champion which makes everything so much more intense. Last night Carlos was really worried about his match but I kept him calm and did everything in my power to help him get some sleep. 

When we woke up Carlos still seemed stressed about his match which isn't unusual for him but the way he's acting felt odd. He wasn't nervous in his usual way normally it's good nerves the ones they get him extra motivated to play but this time it's different. While I got ready he was pacing around the room and biting his nails which he only does when he's really nervous. I wracked my brain trying to think if there was anything about today that might make him more nervous than usual but nothing came to mind. It can't be being the opening match on centre court as he did that last year and he's beat Fognini before sure not on grass but he's just as good on grass as he is on clay. During breakfast he didn't get any better he didn't say a word to anyone the whole time he was completely in his own world clearly with something on his mind that he won't share.

"Y/n can we talk a second?" Juan Carlos asked as we left the hotel 

"Yeah what’s up" I said 

"Have you and Carlos has a fight or something or has anything happened?" He asked 

"No nothing happened he was a bit nervous last night but I helped calm him down but when we woke up he was like this I have no idea what's going on" I said 

"I didn't think it involved you but I couldn't think of anything else" Juanki said 

"If there's anything I can do to help let me know I don't want him going out on court feeling like this if we can help" I said 

"Of course I'll keep you updated" he said giving me a hug before we headed to the car taking us all to Wimbledon 

Once we got there Carlos went to go and warm up and I left him to be with his team. As much as I wanted to stay and make sure he's ok I thought it was best to give him some time in case there is something I did to upset him. There was nothing for me to do other than wait until Carlos' match which left me with a lot of time to think, maybe too much. My mind went straight to everything that could be wrong the second I found somewhere quiet to sit by myself. In the time I was sat there I managed to convince myself that Carlos wanted to break up with me but didn't know how to do it since I just moved to a new country for him. Part of me always wondered if we moved too fast and eventually that would catch up with us and now maybe it has maybe Carlos regrets it all but doesn't know how to say it. 

By the time I had to head to centre court I was a mess too but I knew I had to pull it together and at least make it look like I have my life together in front of the camera. Juan Carlos greeted me and told me that they hadn't managed to get through to Carlos which only made me feel worse. He did say that Carlos seemed in the zone when they left him so hopefully whatever's on his mind won't affect him playing. Carlos walked out on court and he looked like his normal happy self smiling and waving at the crowd but then he looked up and we locked eyes and I watched his smile falter. In that moment I made my mind up that all of this is my fault and I thought about leaving but I know that would cause other issues so I stayed in my seat trying to hold back tears. 

As soon as the match started I just knew we'd be here a while as Carlos was missing shots he could make with his eyes closed. He was nowhere near his best but he won the first set with a late break but still it was obvious that something was wrong and everyone in got crowd could tell. Juanki tried to help Carlos but he didn't seem to be listening. Things didn't get any better either as Carlos lost the second set but he came back swinging for the third set which again was close but went Carlos' way. 

It was so hot that I think everyone in the crowd was wishing this match to be over soon but it wasn't to be. Part of me wanted the match to finish so I can talk to Carlos to find out what's going on with him but then another part of me almost doesn't want to know especially if he's going to break up with me. Carlos clearly didn't want to be done with the match either as he lost the fourth set 6-2. By that point the entire box was stressed thinking that Carlos might lose in the first round. Juanki looked like he wanted to pull his hair out and Carlos' brother looked incredibly stressed. I managed to pick enough skin off my fingers to make them bleed but 4 and a half hours later it was over and Carlos got the win. 

Like always he had to do his cool down and then all his media obligations so all I could do was wait in our spot. After every match since we met I've always waited for him in this spot so he would know where to find me if he wanted to. This sport reminds me of so many moments in our relationship it's where we shared our first kiss and where he asked me to move in with him after I finished uni. Despite it just being a small table and two chairs hidden away in the main building at Wimbledon it's a place that will always hold good memories. 

Eventually a figure appeared in my peripheral vision which could only be one person. As he approached he actually had a smile on his face but he was still playing with his fingers like he was nervous. He gave me a tight hug when he got to me which really relaxed me from the panic I've been feeling pretty much all day. He just held me for a solid minute before he pulled away slightly and looked straight into my eyes with a look of pure love and adoration which I'm used to seeing. 

"Hey that was a tough match out there" I said 

"Yeah it was tough but it's good to be challenged early on" he said 

"Are you ok you seemed extra nervous today" I probed lightly 

"Yeah I'm ok just had something on my mind" he said still not opening up

"You know you can tell me about anything right I'll always be in your corner supporting you" I said 

He didn't respond to that he just looked at me like he was debating something in his own head. He moved his hands from my waist to hold both my hands before time seemed to slow to a crawl as I watched him get down on one knee. I think I went through nearly every emotion before I settled on shock. Suddenly it all made sense the way Carlos was acting around me all day and why he insisted we visit my parents before Wimbledon even though it was out of our way. It also explains why he went out a few weeks ago and wouldn't tell me where he was going and why he started putting away all the laundry randomly after that day. 

One of his hands let go of mine to reach into his pocked to pull out a small velvet box. Inside was the most beautiful ring it wasn't huge but that's exactly what I wanted it had a diamond in the middle and what looked like both our birthstones either side. Instantly I knew he'd had the ring custom made which almost had me crying before he even said anything because he clearly thought about this moment a lot wanting it to be perfect. 

"Y/n from the moment we bumped into each other here two years ago I knew I liked you but I'd never have predicted I'd have fallen for you so fast but now I can't imagine my life without you in it I know we haven't been together long but there's no one else I want to spend the rest of my life with so will you make me the happiest man in the world and marry me?" He said 

"Y-yes a million times yes" I said as he slid the ring on my finger

"I'm sorry I've been so distant today I knew I wanted to do this today but I was worried that maybe you wouldn't be ready and you'd say no" he said 

"I would never say no I love you more than words can describe I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you" I said 

"Good because you can't get rid of me now" he joked 

"I guess I can live with that" I laughed 

We spent some time soaking up the moment before heading to find the rest of the team who were all eagerly awaiting our return. I'm sure the smiles on our faces gave it away but still Carlos announced that I said yes and suddenly everyone was looking at my ring. Carlos also FaceTimed my parents to show them the ring. It was such a happy moment that it made me forget all about the stress of the day and reminded me why this place will always be extra special for us. 

[fracturedodr]

familiasworn

It's definitely practicing avoidance, as a third party opinion. Gaining the interests/hobbies may be true, but could also be used as an excuse. c':

(( Yeah... Thinking on how Bell acts in Canon with his general lack of active interest in these things as far as I can recall, while I can see him being genuinely interested in things like Gardening and Smithing, as he is right now he's definitely looking for ways to not leave the manor, even if only subconsciously. ;w; ))

[screwpinecaprice]

Role reversal but because The Long Quiet is constant, it's just him as is in a princess dress. Lol

[lovesodeepandwideandwell]

Oh gosh the roommates are unloading the dishwasher ... this is an answer to prayer

[angelsdean]

don't know how people multi-fandom. dipped my toe into another one and immediately backed out bc everyone there was insufferable.

[melit0n]

Give me five whole minutes.

Credits: Me

[kelpermoosee]

Knocking them over and watching them scramble to get up with those big ass heads

[agalychnisspranneusroseus]

My hot take is that marcanne has as much potential for toxic yuri as any other calamity trio ship and it's not nearly as soft and fluffy as one may think

[superbellsubways]

hate being an artist that likes fictional characters i feel like everytime i post art of a character and tag it the people going through the tag absolutely hate my ass LOL

[forestgreenlesbian]

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[dataframe]

the system is such a fun narrative device because it's ultimately the author, the audience, the plot all wrapped in one. it adapts with what is necessary for the story to come; its strict boundaries, its lenience, all dependent upon the tale being told and just what standards must be set to make the 'chosen' characters act. whether that responsibility falls to the transmigrators (which readers/authors like ourselves will have an intrinsic connection to), or is otherwise warped to be understood by one of the fully fictional accounts. i love the meta to it. it's still a character, but one made best when you as the author input your intentions for it to follow -- no matter the cost.