#despite that I really like it ^w^
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genderfluid cat!!1!1! :3
#this is my contribution for pride month#I know it looks a little bad. like the transparent parts..#but idk how to fix that :/#despite that I really like it ^w^#happy gaymooooonthhhh!! B-DDDD#pride month#genderfluid#gif#glitter#digital art#glitter gif#cat#ms paint#flash warning
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Bouquets for the boys <3
#dca#sundrop#moondrop#the daycare attendant#fnaf#my art#despite their photo order i painted sun first lol#i had so much fun painting the flowers in these#i think they'd really like em <3#i also have timelapse videos for these but uhhhh#not sure if i should share em lol#perhapsity if anyone's interested i'll drop em in a reblog later#and Of Course i had to give Moonflowers for Moon and Sunflowers for Sun#w a bunch of fun lil extras for both
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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dick grayson#talia al ghul#batfamily#dc robin#nightwing#anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther#like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it#they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc#but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself#anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did#it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios#also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul#you will always be famous to me#son of the demon origin...bwahhh#anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic#but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up#so go look at that as well#anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy#i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself#it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on#I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue#i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups#so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat#mine
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i don't want to be left out, so i come here too sometimes.
#lockwood and co#lockwood & co#anthony lockwood#lucy carlyle#locklyle#the empty grave#ONE OF MY FAVORITE SCENES#we just learn so much about lockwood from such a brief scene and it really sticks with me#it's actually very nice how open he is about his feelings and like. his depression and stuff. despite not trying to say it out loud.#although poor Lucy thought she was going on a date and then got hit with that heavy ass philosophical monologue from her crush#lockwood goes. 'no there's no point in life so i'll just keep on fighting till it ends' and lucy's just left standing there in SHOCK#gagged even#ah this took me SO long but i was really really enjoying rendering this piece#ahh i envisioned a really green palette#though the cemetary doesn't look *entirely* how i pictured it i'm happy w/ this result.
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🌙💤🐵 monkees in a pile! (or, the reason why Mike gets such little sleep these days..)
#churro art#my art#digital art#illustration#fanart#the monkees#peter tork#mike nesmith#michael nesmith#davy jones#micky dolenz#HEHEHE OHHHH MY GOD IM SO HAPPY WITH THIS ONE#otherwise titled Lets keep mama up all night#exposing myself bec I literally just drew Peter in the same sleeping position I'm always in >.>#i wont lie i struggled? a lil with the coloring in the previous pajamas drawing#but this time it felt a lil more natural and like it came out wayy more smoothly!!#idk im just really satisfied with it HAHAH especially since I also struggled w the bed and everything at the beginning..#man im glad the bed sheets ended up looking like sheets cos i SWEAR they just looked like blobs of color at the beginning LMAO#im just really happy this turned out so well#i mostly drew this for comfort bec i've had some pretty stressful and anxious past weeks ngl...#so i love getting a chance to draw something goofy or silly just to cheer myself up a bit!#despite my circumstamces atm drawing these fellas has been such a joy i love em i CARE em.....#as you can tell im also addicted to drawing all of them together. they come in a pack Sorry. do not seperate.#oh and I feel like this is the closest i've gotten to achieving a legitimate looking storybook style!#everything before has felt like doodles but this feels closer to something I'd love to draw for a storybook ;P
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Made myself laugh at the little loser Johnny is when I thought about his extra as fuck way he reloads the Malorian... Him all alone sitting in his room practicing and practicing, muttering fuck to himself everytime he drops the fucking thing, accidentally setting it off a few times when it lands wrong, patting himself on the back when he finally gets it right three times in a row for the first time ever, the smug fucking arrogant smirk I knowwww he's giving himself when he finally does, all this just so he can seem super duper cool when he's in front of people, in the middle of an active shootout and bro still gotta make sure he's peacocking 😭
#dudes.. definitely got his priorities thats for sure#AND#i consider this to really be the way he reloaded his shit and not just played up in his memories#considering V also ends up reloading it just like that when they get their hands on it#also makes me think how V could do it so effortlessly despite never exhibiting this habit before and#answering that by thinking about how much of an influence johnnys engram must really be at that point#v knowing immediately how to do the fancy reload like its muscle memory to them because of Johnny#(they're so fucked)#johnny silverhand#cyberpunk 2077#ult speaking#((hes a loser but hes my little loser....filled w fondeness for this little loser even.... endearing even...))#(((god he cares sm what other ppl think of him huh)))#((***fondness.... one day editing tags on mobile will exist...#or tumblr actually fucking dies finally b4 that ever happens n puts me out of my misery))
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A little tired of people saying Moon can’t stand up for herself. Like yeah I think one of the flaws she has is she is too lenient and forgiving, but also in her situation it’s VERY HARD not to be. And it’s very situational, usually manifesting with Five Pebbles.
She stops talking to you if you annoy her enough, and only starts again if you win her back over. You have to put in the work. She isn’t “rolling over” and letting things happen to her, despite the fact that she is in absolutely no position to bargain. As stated by her, her kindness and her words are the ONLY thing she has. So her taking those away from you, the player, is absolutely her standing up for herself.
Everyone brings up how she handles Five Pebbles (esp the comms thing) and it is incredible to me just how many people lay this entirely at her feet when the game states over and over again that even despite Moon’s intentional feather-light influence over him, he still resents her for being his superior. He seeks out a mentor who is her opposite.
He wants to be something more than what he is, wants to be detached from her, and she can’t do anything about that but do the best she can to exert as little influence over him as possible.
She is stuck between a rock and a hard place here, and was betting on her kindness to have fostered enough mutual respect that she wouldn’t have to resort to forced communications. She was wrong. He was driven by fierce desperation, something that she wasn’t privy to. And she paid for it.
Yes, this is a flaw of hers. But it’s not a universal one. (the rest of the iterators look to her for help- she’s the group senior for gods sake- and people act like she can’t take a stand) I genuinely doubt Moon would’ve waited so long to used forced comms if it were happening to anyone else. If it were being committed by anyone else. And that just makes the tragedy even sweeter.
#rain world#looks to the moon#five pebbles#rw spoilers#This isn’t to hate on five pebbles or anything. He’s just as stuck as she is.#But I’ve seen the take pop up more and more that she should “talk to and learn from five pebbles to be more assertive” or w/e#And I’m like literally how pre-collapse could she do that.#It’s very heavily implied that despite moon’s efforts pebbles wants little to nothing to do with her.#Because she’s a reminder of how stuck he is.#One of my fav parts abt rainworld is how the pieces really couldn’t have fallen any other way. They were doomed from the start.#And how the biggest “enemy” the two really have are the very society they desperately cling to.#Anyways. I love moon so much and have so many thoughts. Tragic siblings.
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BAD SANSUARY // [26] pjs for owl-bones's event !
woken up by night terrors; who else to go to but the boss himself,, didn't want to disturb the others' sleep... fortunately, nightmare is still up. a soothing, comforting, and safe presence in the quiet, cold dark of the castle.
inspired by bonesofvaldis's nightmare art because i really like how he looks there 🥺 makes me want to lay my head down on his lap, curl up like a shrimp, and just... eep
#badsansuary#nightmare!sans#self insert#mblue art#him reading a book while his phalanges gently brush through my hair...#he might've also slowly pulled out the negative emotion w/o me knowing :] thanks dadmare#(hhaaaaa aaaaa finally i was able to draw this!! i really like the visual of nightmare being a comforting presence despite his 'role' 🥺)#(i wanna cuddle big nightmare!!! wraauauaugh!!)#(i just like soft in general 😔)
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man remember when that nyt interview w gerard dropped in 2014 and gerard stated directly that they identify heavily with woman and didnt and never could relate to men and the main reaction was people freaking out at gerard using "straight" as shorthand for "attracted to women" while discussing how that attraction was impacted by their struggle with their gender identity
#barry.txt#its also the only time outside of i think one revenge i terview where gerard used the word straight to define themselves#like i remember ppl claiming gerard was lying intentionally bc at that point there were still#huge swathes of ppl and major blogs that thought gerard was a closeted gay man#despite gerard being a not very closeted at all queer person already who shot down multiple ppl online who asked them to#''come out as straight“#and i really think that ppl just kinda let themselves white out the parts they dont like or dont interest them but w no self awareness#like ppl thinking gerards claiming heterosexuality here in whats a pretty vulnerable and complicated response regarding gender#its been like almost 10 years and im still kind of irritated bc tbh it never really stopped happening
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I hate the insistence in pushing Jason into the batfamily.
If he doesn't wanna go to dinner, he doesn't have to. If he doesn't wanna hang out with them, he doesn't have to. If he doesn't want to see them, he doesn't have to. If he doesn't even want to contact them, he doesn't have to.
It's so annoying to read fic and always see it presented as his Family Knows Better. Jason is just being silly by not realizing how much they love him and he just needs to let them break into his home and comms and life because they want him there.
#my dc posting#jason todd#red hood#batfamily#like genuinely how do yall write this shit n not realize how fucked it is#i hear jason say he doesnt wanna do something w his family and im like HELL YEAH ASSERT UR BOUNDARIES#him being strongarmed into dinner despite knowing its gonna be a shitshow n judged heavily if he doesnt show is like. a fucking staple#of fic and im SOOO done w it#do none of you think? really do you even think??#ig its the difference in perspective between viewing the batfamily as the Ultimate Good thing. the place they all should strive to be#instead of the mess of toxicity and stalking n abusiveness it is#and even in content where the batfamily is actually as healthy as they can be jason still doesnt have to do anything w em!!!#hes completely justified to not contact them. thats his fucking choice and boundary n writing his family prancing right past all that#does Not endear me to them sorryy!!#i once saw someone explain jason as low-contact and i was like. yeah. i love that. let me have that please#its not that i hate seeing him in the batfam. i just think it should be HIS choice
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Chapter 10/Amp Plains scene will always be so famous to me for how it showcases Dusknoir casually speaking with the Kecleons, (not to keep up appearances since he’s already well-known/loved as a celebrity—) to him being genuinely so worried about hero and partner in that specific moment when he realizes where they were, rushing to get them. (And right before he knew hero. So it was completely genuine.)
And not only showing his more understanding/merciful side towards the Manectric clan. But being so willing to throw down/fight Team skull for luring h/p into a trap. I just. Love him so much.


#that and the end of main game w/ his ‘is that what you really want…?’#<<< like his mask slips up and is genuinely showing fear for a split second before it comes back on. he makes me SICK#he’s such an ass but he’s genuinely so caring despite the circumstances that make him horrible#<<<and is completely his own fault/the choice he made that /he’s/ responsible for#grovyledad was right there and I see it absolutely working/being such an amazing concept#< looking at u Azura I love Lyra and Grovyle sm#but there’s. so much more god damn drama with that ghost and his fuckass kids. hands on head#<<<<< not a diss btw this ghost is just wringing my neck#sorry Zephyr is enabling me in DMs. my dadnoir braincell is ricocheting in my mind#dadnoir#dusknoir
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he may be the better swordsman but we all know who wins the wrestling matches
(psst i'm on bluesky now i guess?)
#he's into it. btw. in case it needed to be said#i'm on thousand orcs now and i'm sooo happy to see them again <3 my babies i missed them#although. well this is a long story but#one time i had an oc. a repressed teen boy redditor. and in-universe he made some ocs of his own#and a friend of mine said of those ocs 'oh the girl oc would be a super compelling character on her own#but when interacting with the main character boy oc she'd suddenly become really flat and boring'#and i was like 'haha yeah' but i didn't understand the depth of the words for i had never encountered this in writing before#now i have.#not that she's terrible but it does kinda feel like there was a character named catti-brie in starless night who i really enjoyed and then#they had a falling out w the actor and had to bring in someone with less charisma to replace her#upside down smile emoji#but despite all that i LOOOVE her and drizzt's relationship#their dynamic is really good. my main complaint i wish we got to see more of them#but they're sooo good i love them. he's her wife <3#they're so weird about it. they both know they're in love but for some incomprehensible reason they choose to just be like#permanently pair bonded best friends who do everything together instead#idiots i adore them#legend of drizzt#lod#drizzt do'urden#catti-brie battlehammer#catti-brie#dnd#forgotten realms#cattidrizzt#is that a ship name?? i don't think i've ever seen it used as a tag#i love that they're basically straight people doing the queerbaiting 'their relationship is too deep and complex to put into words' thing#iconic#i wrote these tags on my phone cuz i ran out of time to post this at home so i hope nothing glitches fingers crossed#i was gonna post this on bsky as well but it will have to wait til i get home
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seeing people be proud of being so overly dependent on chatgpt genuinely fucks me up because... the whole point of being human is to think for oneself, to enjoy creating and to have original thoughts. why would you be proud to outsource the one thing that ties us to our ancestors generations ago? why would you be proud to use something that causes so much ethical and environmental harm? are we collectively losing the things that make us human?
#im losing my mind man#its fucking everywhere and people are so. proud of it.#not even feeling bad about fucking. not being capable of basic thought#its just sad honestly.#i have like. 6-8 writing assignments due kn#less than 2 days#but im not gonna use chatgpt despite how convenient it would be#because theres no fucking point to it. id much rather miss the assignment and get yelled at for it than resort to just#being incapable of the bare minimum creative thought#ignore the rant okay im just very very annoyed about ai today#fuck our world is genuinely completely ablaze and so many of us are pretending its a safe little controlled bonfire#remaining ignorant and finding joy in avoiding any sort of smart or clever thought is such a common trait and its hard to watch#ugh#sleepys postings#back to the grind i guess i really do have to finish those writing assignments along w a bunch of other work or im cooked lol
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Honestly? Good anime imo! I really enjoyed Aileen. I enjoyed Claude. I enjoyed Isaac and Keith and Rachel and Almond and Ribbon. I enjoyed Belzebuth and the flock of ducks (Walt/Kyle/Auguste) and Jasper.
#i'm the villainess so i'm taming the final boss#aileen lauren d'autriche#hey so i love her and that show was really cute#i really enjoyed the interactions and despite the huge cast for a 12 episode show i was endeared to most of them#however im also just incredibly biased to liking side characters so you can have a small role and i love you#but i really enjoyed how things that happened in like episode 3 for instance w keith were resolved#BUT in a later episode he brings it up again and how he still felt guilty#and i just really like that while people do bad things it shows motives and stuff#and those that deserve forgiveness (keith) can get it even though it isnt like... full redemption cause he still holds it against himself#and then those that are undeserving get to go to prison in ep12#im on an otome kick lately bc i havent been able to game much due to low energy#but i managed to do some otome-ing#so then i was also like yeah time to watch an otome isekai bc im living up to my outed at work weeb life#get you a villainess who can cross dress for four episodes and dress up like a duck and kick butt#technically there is more of her boysona in more than the 4 but there are just like#5-8 she presents as a boy For The Plot#sorry this show has actually absorbed all my brain for a couple days if im honest#also i have like zero energy and probably will have low energy for the week bc holidays stress me out even tho#we do not really celebrate much at my house and its really casual#its just so much busier on the roads and driving is exhausting
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Could you create a headcanon for ‘Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles’ about what kind of fathers Leo, Raph, Donnie, and Mikey would be? I find this idea fun. :3
Headcanon: Rise!Turtles being dads and sweetest husband to the reader (Separate) (Requested prompt)
A/N: I'm still uncomfortable with the idea of aging up the guys towards "mature content."
However, this idea was really cute. It only made sense for this prompt where the guys are aged up with some reference to their bad end!future selves. I went with around early 30's when the turtle of your choice and the reader are in a committed relationship and currently raising a kid at the moment.
So please have common sense and think before typing some snarky response with 'oh aged up content is bad lol' (Because I will put those ideas on the 'do not write list' if people get too weird about it...)
Raph
You know how he has the habit of that one baby voice with Mayhem. (and a bit of the hey buddy tone towards Mikey or Donnie)
- His kid is never gonna escape from it. (even by the time the kid is a grown up)
He definitely panicked for a bit when his kid (during the energetic toddler phase) enjoyed climbing over a big guy like him.
- So he had to ask Donnie to make a battle shell specifically as a soft cushion. So the spiky shell doesn't accidentally scratch the kid.
Part of him is worried anytime he has to scold his kid. And only when you're around is when he feels okay to do so.
- He definitely does the "Did you ask (Y/N) if you could have another cookie?" sort of question. (Sometimes willing to go along with what his kid wants or following (Y/N) if he got caught spoiling the kid)
You're getting at least one peck on the cheek by the end of the day.
- Or earlier in the day if he accidentally woke you up.
Compared to his younger self who slightly whined about chores, he grew to enjoy it when both of you worked on it together.
- Laundry being one example where you're usually folding clothing fresh from the dryer. And he stacks a pile back into the clean basket/hamper.
His eyesight in the right eye has gotten a bit worse. (not as bad as his bad end counterpart where he needs an eyepatch) But, you often act as his extra set of eyes and call out to any surprise attacks.
- Which earned the title of you two with a tag team couple and he still blushes thinking about it.
Leo
Every few hours before a night patrol, he always checks in to see what his kid is up to and often gives a hug before leaving.
Often gives bedtime stories through retellings of Lou Jitsu's movies or Jupiter Jim's comics.
- Even acting out of some of the scenes before a yawn decides its time to sleep.
Gave one of his spare bandana scarves to his kid.
- Had the biggest grin on his face when the kid realized "Oh hey! We're matching!!!"
Almost similar to the night patrol part, but if you can't make it because of work or some other boring life detour.
- Its a portal away for a light hang out sesh. For both of you to take a breather away from the grown up life.
Late night conversations are just a regular thing between the two of you.
- Especially when he couldn't sleep. By the time he almost dozes off to sleep in your arms, he still playfully teases you that your voice is soothing to him.
When light conversations about the bad end future was brought up during a casual match of video games, he was never used to the idea that he had a prosthetic arm.
- You instantly hugged his right arm, jokingly reassuring him.
"As long as you can crack a joke in the most serious moment. I'll still know that its you Leo."
"Even in a timeline where, me and the guys were raised by Draxum?"
You gave the red slider turtle a 'really?' pout before he hugged you into his lap.
"Nah I'm just kidding, but for real though. Draxum's former henchmen are still goofballs that know their way around the city. I'm pretty sure that Leo could get a couple of one liners and maybe from you as well."
Donnie
Almost went into a frenzy trying to child-proof the lair. (Especially the month before the kid's arrival changed the atmosphere) But eventually settled down.
- Realizing it would have stressed his kid out by any sudden new changes (and a bit of his family and your help explaining the reasoning as well)
Leo's showboating energy transferred to him but, in a way that, the softshell turtle is very grateful. That he has you as a spouse and both of you raising a kid along side his sentient inventions. And will try to bring it up in any conversation.
- The whole wallet photo gag of him showing family pictures. You love this silly turtle but, usually lightly pinch his face if its the wrong time for that.
He lights up whenever his kid goes to him for any sort of question.
- He slightly restrains himself to avoid going overboard with the answer. But, his kid is smart enough to know that and sometimes tells you that he's not being himself again.
Cannot force himself to sleep unless you're beside him. (or if you have to drag him to bed yourself)
- The few times where he woke up while you were still sleeping. He always gives you a light hug and a kiss on the forehead before getting out of bed.
He subtly took interest in one of your hobbies. (Either an ongoing or a new one) Just so he can step away from a tedious project that was going nowhere and not bother you with the boring details about it.
- Sometimes mentioning a fun fact to impress you.
You gave into his idea of letting your kid have a similar weapon like Casey Jr's.
- Only when they reached their 13th birthday and learning the basics of: constructing it and fixing parts along side their dad. How to use it defensively, offensively, and etc.
Mikey
Considering how his future self had some hair on his head, he kept it long so he can do a few matching embarrassing baby photos to his kid.
- Like giving the kid a tiny ponytail and etc. He definitely cried a bit while having his signature grin when the kid pulled too hard on his hair, laughing at one of his jokes. And you had to step in to help him.
He knows how to work around some of his kid's picky eating habits. Usually making sure his kid is having fun or decorating the plate in an artistic manner.
- However, there are times when the kid can hide the veggie or fruit out of plain sight. Or his kid asks his uncles for help when Mikey's focused on some other thing.
Absolutely does that peek-a-boo trick with hiding his face or whole body into his shell.
- He was nervous at first, if the trick might have scared his kid but, no the kid was giggling. Curiously crawling towards him in awe of it.
Will sometimes make meals ahead of time. (often being, if you returned from work, too exhausted to greet him)
- Either leaving a note on a plastic container in the fridge of: [(Y/N)'s breakfast: DO NOT EAT unless you want an surprise session with Dr Delicate Touch </3] (this also applies to lunch as well)
On very rare occasions, he will temporary wear a cloaking brooch. If you're at an area isn't very friendly towards mutants and/or yokai.
- The one time that happened, is when you forgot to bring your lunch at a job that barely lasted a week. (Stuff that was out of your control but, he was relieved that you got out of that place before your coworkers decided to physically fight back at the manager)
Spends at least one day in the week with you to do some light meditative exercises.
- On the really bad days, he doesn't mind letting you hold his hand as a stress ball or just have a quiet moment to relax while his brothers babysit your kid.
#rottmnt x reader#raph x reader#rise raph x reader#leo x reader#rise leo x reader#donnie x reader#rise donnie x reader#mikey x reader#rise mikey x reader#I added the husband part because I couldn't think of anything else#like without making the dad portion too similar to each other#despite some of splinter's questionable parenting habits he really raised good turtles#so I went towards more lighthearted goofy stuff because my heart cannot take angst (bad end future was already enough for me lol TT w TT)#I already have a biased who's my favorite but this is the first time I'm struggling to write about f!leo#I need help lol
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One makes him up, so the other can break him down.


This is a little terrifying but hello!! Posted my first fic on ao3!! I would've saved the illustrations for the fic's eyes only, but I'm too happy with them haha. Hope you'll still go on to read regardless!!
As always, my thoughts and progress, since I can't help myself:
I'm soooooo proud of these. I never ever really do dramatic lighting, so I'm really surprised that I pulled it off.
It's surreal actually posting this because for a while, I've thought about how if I ever post a fic, I'll have to make illustrations too because I can't do anything not full force. Look at me now! I'm shocked. Also didn't think I'd finish it tonight, but here it sits before you nevertheless(though as always, I'm writing this past my bedtime before class, time efficient as always.) So with that being said, here are some notes, though if I had known I'd be writing this so soon, I would've prepared more lol.
First of all, I hope it's clear both of these are Mark's perception. Gah, the fact that his face is the only one you can see clearly. The first is obviously him unwillingly fantasizing about what exactly went down last night.
Aghhhhh the difference in colors and settings of the two drawings is so important to me. The warmth and intimacy of the bed behind curtains in the first one, and the coldness and openess of the second. It's so clear Mark feels like he's been distanced, like he's been ousted. It's like he's been thrown outside on a cold winter's day, no longer able to feel the heat from the comfortable warm stove inside.
Mark was probably assigned to Seb bcs he has a much greater appreciation for the Spanish etiquette, which Seb has very little interest in. He'll abide by it when he absolutely has to. But he's just a very non-typical Emperor. People find it charming so it's not a public death sentence for him, but it is an issue. Thus, Mark is there to keep him in line. Though important to note that when Fernando, who has an equal if not greater respect for the showmanship of etiquette, realizes Mark is interested in that as well, they start warming up to each other.
The inherent disrespect of Fernando just. Throwing Seb's clothing onto the floor. Meanwhile he probably took like, 20 minutes folding his up(that's what Seb was gonna tell Mark at the end of the fic.) Borderline ripping off Seb's clothes only to edge him. Its not even like the ripping off the clothes is because of passion or anything, he's deliberately being an asshole. Don't worry Nandl, Seb's turned on by it!
So sorry to marknando fans if their dynamic feels like a complete 180 haha. Its not like I'm like, they actually hate each other!! It's just their relationship under completely different circumstances. They're like two dogs in a dog fight, they don't have any real reason to hate each other, but they're put against each other regardless. They don't understand their hatred, just know that they have it and that they're supposed to have it. The inherent hatred the mistress has for the spouse, and vice versa. If they actually were able to talk without barriers, they'd realize they actually get along pretty well. They kinda just hate each other because of their respective relationships to Seb. And then there's Seb who's mostly completely oblivious to his effect, though of course plays with it a bit.
Seb's marriage completely recontextualizes their relationship in Mark's eyes. Though there's something incredibly sado-masochistic about the way he can't blame Seb for it at all. He's a loyal dog after all. But when it was just them, he was obviously Seb's main companion and lover. Seb definitely slept with people on the side, but Mark brushed that off: 1. Bcs its very period typical. 2. He was the main, they were the side, what more needs to be said! But now *he's* the side piece, and is left wondering if their relationship was down to proximity alone. Not to pull a Mark and completely excuse Seb, but it's not. Just very different perceptions of love and relationships. And again, as I've mentioned before, he was raised to always be the most important person in the room, so he obviously has very different understandings, especially since he's always the center.
NANDL!!!!!! In my Habsburg book I've been reading lately, they randomly referred to one of them affectionately as "Nandl" and it's stuck in my head ever since. Can we start a movement to canonize that as an official Fernando nickname? I'm sooooo fond of it, I litrally ended the fic that way just so I could shoehorn that nickname in.
Speaking of the ending. It was really tough, I almost wanted to have Fernando burst in, looking for his ring, and then coming across whatever that is. But I didn't want to disrupt their moment anymore, it felt cruel. Though shame I couldn't mention that the reason why Seb's pants are nowhere to be found is because Fernando accidentally put them on and didn't realize till he was out of the room.
*I FORGOT TO POINT OUT ONE OF MY FAVORITE PARTS! Truly the danger of writing a post while falling asleep. There's something so incredibly funny to me the way they're talking so refined and then Seb just throws out: "that guy." It's a way to show his own disrespect of Fernando, not even using his name, implying he's just some guy(nur ein Kerl.) I laughed writing it cause it reminds me of the random dry humor anecdotes I've read lately.
#GAAAHHH WHY DO I ALWAYS WRITE THESE WHEN I START FEELING SLEEP DIZZY#haha anyways. first fic!!! so terrified icl#i really cant tell if this makes sense or appeals to anyone but me#BUT I LIKE IT AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS#im ngl i started feeling way too existential and self critical of it so i somehow pushed myself to finish it despite#working on it w a lot of delay and fuss for the month prior#yay for being anxious and self hating i guess....?#waugh anyways please reblog/comment and let me know what you think!!!!!!!#im desperate to know how others perceive this slddsfjls#though im a little scared this fic is too mean LOL#f1#formula 1#mark webber#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#catie.art.#boy king au#sebmark#martian#vettonso
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