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living my best life with the new content (deleted scenes getting animated) but this part really gave my brain an itch that I've kinda thought about before and just haven't had reason to scratch at,,,
I think Blitzwing really dislikes getting dirty (or being in a space that could get him dirty), when it's unnecessary? I mean, he'll do it, he doesn't mind or care on a mission or during a fight, but he doesn't enjoy it, and don't expect him to get grease on his frame otherwise.
like, any time he's in a situation where he's getting dirty or scuffed and it's not in a fight, Hothead or Random are usually the dominant response, quickly finding something else to focus on. Icy only responds to complain, because he certainly likes to complain. he gets kind of bitchy about it! (I get it. I don't like unnecessary dirt either. I didn't authorize that. I mean this affectionately, I enjoy when he's bitchy.)
I imagine if he willingly got into a mess (for fun, or cannibalism, or both) it would be fine, but eugh, he wasn't planning on Autobot gunk or Earth grime, no thank you.

#unfortnuately chat weve reached the stage of insanity where im doing character analyses. sorry.#anyway. please discuss#i think the cannibalism would be an exception but more bc its an instict or feral response he doesnt control#at least not fully yk. thats an animal response.#and even then hes probably very thorough cleaning afterwards. idk theres something about him that makes me go yeah hes very clean#the vibe is there. i am correct about this of course. i know my conjunx. (i would like people to discuss tho)#i don't want to put a lot into this rn i have a headache. i just needed to yap bc it won't leave me alone otherwise#anyway. i suppose all this to say he complains endlessly about getting dirty until rte gives him a wash#they snap at each other the entire time. idiots (affectionate)#incessant need to yap vs terror at being perceived (i am scared to post this)#please do not throw rocks at me im scared. im doing it scared but i am scared.#transformers#maccadam#tfa blitzwing#blitzwing my beloved#blitzrat#ratkingrambles#i have to delete my account i used the wrong yap tag
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Maybe I am reading too far into things, but I was just rewatching bsd season 3, and something stood out to me.
In this scene, Chuuya refers to the Sheep as children when telling Dazai not to kill them.
It’s the fact that he calls them children as if he is not a child himself.
Yes, there probably are people younger than him in the Sheep, but he is not exclusively talking about those kids. He is talking about the Sheep as a whole.
He didn’t say, “leave them out of this” or “don’t kill my friends” or even “don’t kill the Sheep” or anything else.
It is straight proof that Chuuya has had to put himself in a role of protecting others. Much like a parent, or older sibling. He’s had to force himself to grow up faster. He doesn’t get to be a kid.
And he’s far from the only one.
Dazai too, calls them kids. Dazai too, when he first meets Chuuya, calls him a kid.
In fact, as far as I know, Dazai is the only one who ever points out how young Chuuya is. (Again, I could be wrong, and if I am, please correct me.)
And Chuuya is the same in return; he also sees Dazai as a kid.
They see each other as kids when they do not see themselves as kids. And that’s probably why they can act like the stupid, petty teens they are when they’re around one another.
When one falls out and tries to act like the other is below them for being a kid, the other simply reminds them (often rather aggressively) that they are also a kid.
It’s a reminder I’m sure they both need.
#no one in bsd actually gets to be a kid#I could yap endlessly about the other characters this applies to#like Ranpo and Akutagawa and even Odasaku#but that’s a discussion for another time#please add your thoughts#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd manga#bsd anime#bsd chuuya#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#bsd dazai#bsd thoughts#bsd analysis#this post is very condensed#ah the complexities of Soukoku
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genuinely, I'm tired of trying to talk about C3 being narratively unsatisfying because it doesn't feel like the characters haven't been given neither the full space to breathe but also I feel that the narrative didn't follow through on any consequences or set-ups, and then just being met with the thickest wall of "you're just an edgy hater for saying Bells Hells doesn't deserve their ending, they DO deserve to be happy because they suffered their entire lives and struggles and they don't deserve a bad ending"
like, that's the entire issue, isn't it. people keep thinking about "deserve", people keep treating Bells Hells like they're real, living, breathing people instead of narrative objects and elements of a story
that's been the issue from the start of the campaign, and this is all the same exact conversation we're having. at least, i've been saying this from the start, that a lot of narrative analysis or commentary on characters that is anything less than fawning is contentious because people who are reacting to those commentaries are approaching Bells Hells as if they're real people and keep conceptualizing what they "deserve" in terms of how a real person would be treated. and it's tedious.
you're all free to find me, and others of similar mind, pretentious or edgy or boring or snooty, but so long as the counterarguments rest on the idea of "what they deserve", it is kindergarten
#I remember writing this about Laudna in the Whitestone trip#and again when I said it'd be interesting if Imogen continued to run into people who weren't willing to be endlessly patient with her#and her telepathy and continued to chafe against her and people threw TANTRUMS#and now#like... maybe I don't care about “deserve” when it comes to discussing narrative structure bc they're not people. they're pretend.#they're narrative objects who are vehicles to explore and convey a story and that includes in AP.#and some of you are very very bad at understanding that and respond personally to people critiquing them bc you act like they're real#that or some of you are overidentifying with them so that's why you're taking it all personally. but then that's only very few.#Critical Role things
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as a Certified Timeloop Enjoyer(tm) I am of course already being SO well fed by Bridon Arc (posting as of ep 2) and the implications for the rest of the series.
But also if it ends up being that Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi are literally BOTH repeatedly timelooping to save each others lives and hiding it from each other, I am going to Lose My Mind
#I'll be tagging these as#link click spoilers#and also#link click bridon arc#also am I making shit up or did Qiao Ling also Get Powers in end of S2 I have forgotten literally so much.#like I don't think it was confirmed but esp with new context / confirmed visual of what it looks like to be Given Power was that not there?#hopefully more on that to come in s3#link click#also qiao ling ma'am your outfits continue to serve#also also I am so endlessly amused by the lu guang // homura parallels#kind of wanna write a bit where The Crew Watches Madoka and lu guang is soooo normal about it. bonus points if lu guang homura cosplay#actually editing to add: bonus BONUS points if they ARE both timelooping and they BOTH have to pretend to be normal about madoka.#perhaps arguing over who is homura in this situation while somehow managing to avoid Actually Discussing The Situation
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i wish i didn’t have like a real fear/phobia of something tumblr/fandom in general loves to joke about allllll the time
#fray.txt#my filters and my blacklists feel endlessly useless cuz it’s just Normal so no one’s considerate or mindful#its pregancy btw#the day y’all move on from discussing getting people pregnant the day i can relax in fandom spaces
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Me when my adopted au posts reach their target audience
#said target audience is literally two people#and sometimes just one if blue and I discussed the post prior to it being made#anyway#shoutout you#you know who you are#if u don’t#blue and I do#and we thank you endlessly for ur support of our silly au
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My sister and I filled out a poly ship chart by tumblr user magpiepaws :D Except we modified some stuff because the characters featured are all rather normal, rather serious 35+ year-old adults that don't steal each other's clothes or get into hurt/comfort scenarios (and also because we are silly and wanted to modify some stuff)
This ship is called Red Thread, not as a reference to the red string of fate, but as a reference to the common thread, the common theme in a piece of writing ("red thread" in Finnish) and also the string that detectives and cops and crazy conspiracy theorists use to connect different things on like a detective clue board. It's an expansion of our shared ship Smoking Guns which is between my sister and I's serious detectivecore sorta-kinda-almost-nonhuman characters, the Man and Isaeas Sharp! Red Thread also includes their respective love interests if they were all in one polycule :)
#nothing wrong with clothes-stealing or hurt/comfort etc its just that these specific four adults do not do these specific tropes lol#i imagine they do like conferences. work email to the whole polycule to discuss what colour the midsummer-themed table cloth should be#fyi salli is definitely most chatty out of all of these sillies she just does not by definition infodump! even if she talks extensively -#and endlessly about her interests#.....i cant believe this ship chart is the first mention of the face stealer#the man#salli#red thread#smoking guns#in case i end up posting even more of them...
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03/07/2025 Progress Update:
TLDR: About an additional 1.5K drafted today. Reworked some more dialogue. Made a character motivation chart, as promised, for the character I was struggling with getting motivation down.
Yeehaw we another 1.5K deep, so about 21K-ish. Mostly fleshed out the first section a bit more, but could still absolutely use some more detail, so I'll probably be working on that heavy these next couple of days.
I said I was liking where the Rantaro conversations were, and then I re-read the second one over again today and.... erghhhhh wasn't feeling it anymore. This sorta thing happens to me constantly lol BUT I don't think it's a bad thing. Dialogue is probably the element of this fic I rewrite the most of (Kirigiri and Shuichi's conversation in chapter 4 was rewritten I couldn't even tell you how many times lol) and I try my absolute damndest to get them right. SO we'll probably be tweaking it a bit AGAIN. Whateverrrr it's fine, I want it to sound right. However many times I need to rewrite it to get it there is necessary.
I did end up making a character motivation chart, as I said in a previous update, to help me with some of the later sections of the chapter. This is probably going to sound strange, but Shuichi is the only one I did this for. I've got the hang of everyone else, but Shuichi's actions gave me trouble. There's a very particular reason for this (which I've alluded to in a comment, but I'll never tell which one lol) and it's making his decision-making a little harder to get down. Just have to balance, and that can be difficult, but we're trying!!
Didn't realize I have a fuck-ton of homework tomorrow (NOOOOO WYYYY GOODDDDD) so idk if getting a ton of shit written will be possible this weekend anymore, but I'll still try. Still no ETA on when this chapter will be done, but as you can tell I'm actively working on it lol so you don't need to worry about it happening eventually. Just takes time, which I wish I had WAY more of lol.
I hope you have a wonderful night!! Manifesting as delicious a dinner I had tonight for you (number one comfort food: broccoli chicken pasta my boyfriend and I made for like every goddamn meal when we first left home, and we had it again tonight YESSS). Reading more of the phantom thief au to him tonight too (it's like a mini event lol, reading fanfiction to him on Friday night.) We at chapter 2 and he keeps forgetting which of them is rich, so he asks me constantly lmao. I'm sure that's confusing af for someone who knows jack shit about Danganronpa, but my lovely indulgent boyfriend is tryna enjoy it anyway because he knows I love it lolll so we grateful to him <3
#thwwichphantomthief#kiwi’s void journal#i use his wealth of knowledge for all things vehicle in this fic#I have had many a discussion with him about the cars#cuz while I may enjoy cars it is NOTHING compared to this man's fixation on them#him and I talked endlessly about how dropping a Ford Bronco off a canyon onto a cushion would affect the car#also talked about best cars for certain “car people” statuses#so most of the cars featured actually do mean something symbolically at least a little bit#which cars Kokichi enjoys vs the cars his parents enjoy in particular#it's pretty subtle and not like crazy clever lol but I did want to pay attention to that
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lavender thread // a curated imodna playlist
I started curating this playlist over two years ago, and it’s still one of my favorite creations because I put arguably way too much thought into it. I soft-launched this a couple weeks ago, and I was genuinely surprised by how many people checked it out.
It’s in rough chronological order from pre-relationship to post-campaign. Every song goes through a fairly thorough vetting process for thematic appropriateness, accuracy, tone, and genre. For example, if there are too many references to modern technology, days of the week, months, real places, religion, etc., it will likely be cut to build the "world of the story." Imodna playlist, but make it hyperspecific. Like, corpse falling in love with an embalmer specific. (you can find the "rejects" here)
Right now, the playlist is broken into two acts, with a prologue, an epilogue, and a couple of sub-sections sprinkled in. I personally recommend not shuffling, at least on a first listen, so you get to experience the full journey. But hey, I can’t stop you.
This playlist is a constant work in progress. I’ll add new songs I find that feel fitting, and sometimes they live at the bottom of the playlist for a while before I get around to slotting them in. “Dance in the Graveyards” will always be the end of the structured playlist. Rarely, I’ll remove or shuffle a song if I think it doesn’t fit the vibe, the lyrics aren’t specific enough, or it’s just not working.
I’m making this post to share my playlist with anyone else who might want it and to write down my reasoning for every song so I don’t forget it. It’ll be updated as new songs get added. Enjoy!
I laid out my reasoning for each song mostly for my own benefit. You'll see the "section," song title, artist, a little blurb from me, and one/two of my favorite or the most relevant sections of the song. Sometimes, I just had to pick something because the whole song was perfect.
Prologue:
“Stories” - Lilli Furfaro
It’s a beautiful framing device. It’s the premise of the game, the world, the show, and the characters. Fun fact: I found this song two full years before I learned she made a whole Vox Machina album lol.
“We are stories / Bеginnings, middles, ends / Our power lies in living lives that touch a life or two [...] / In this world we’ve built on games of chance / And hours of introspection”
ACT 1
Laudna, Before:
A general note: I looked for songs that were just slightly off-putting with darker over and undertones to match Laudna’s energy.
“Old Churchyard” - The Wailin’ Jennys
Welcome to the world. Foreshadowing and a set-up for the downfall of Whitestone. Speaks to the exhaustion. I imagine a tiny Laudna being ever so hopeful that it might get better but embracing the eeriness of a graveyard in the meantime.
“I rest in the hope that one bright day / Sunshine will burst through these prisons of clay / And the trumpets will sound on the hills near and far / Will wake up the dead in the old churchyard”
“Funeral Bell” - PHILDEL
The aftermath of the banquet. The fear, sadness, and resignation. The sense of relief.
“Oh mother, I’m scared to die. / Where, where do my good deeds lie? / Oh father, I’m scared to live, / Takes more than I’ve got to give.”
“Apple Tree” - Marika Hackman
Hanging from the tree. A crowd gathering. Wanting to be remembered. Enough said.
“Here I hang for the sated crowd / To look upon my eyes, look upon my mouth / And say, ‘We were there that day / I saw a face, heard a sound’”
“Special Death” - Mirah
Asking, “Why me?” A sense of confusion and loss along with the saving of Whitestone. Concludes with the beginnings of the la-la-las.
“But it's a special death you saved / For me, the brown-eyed daughter”
“Ain’t No Grave (Sparse)” - Crooked Sill, Aoife O’Donovan
It’s a little on the nose, yes, but I chose this version specifically for the sense of emptiness it evokes. There’s an implied skepticism of seeing people you think you’re able to trust, specifically “gods’ people” (as I’m choosing to interpret it), and thinking of the clerics who saw a monster. The dismay of being resurrected into a world that hates you. We’ll see if this one sticks; it’s a little heavy on references to Christianity.
“Ain't no grave gonna hold my body down / When I hear that trumpet sound / I'm gonna get up out of the ground”
“Don’t Know Who I Am” - Rebecca Roubion
The distinct loss of identity and a surprisingly apt description. Laudna had no name and no sense of self or what she was. She’s searching for something to identify.
“Black tears on my shirt / Black tears on my freckles / I've been stung by this hurt / I've been stung by a stinging nettle”
“Lying Beast” - Run River North
Running. Running far and fast, leaving home behind. Seeing herself as a beast and being terrified of it. So alone.
“And so I flew away with myself / I was the beast all alone in my hell!”
“Drinking Song” - House Phone
What could she have become if she hadn’t been murdered so soon? We see her begin to play and fantasize and dream and grow.
“'Cause you won't rewrite history / To commemorate the likes of me / And you would not believe me if I tried / To tell you all the things I've seen / And all the places that I've been”
“Mile Magnificent” - molly ofgeography
Starting to explore her magic and Delilah’s influence in her head. It starts to feel... good? The pent-up frustration and anger have a release.
“We bloom beneath the blessings of a goddess with no face [...] / All my better demons have gone the way they came”
“Stolen Roses” - Karen Elson
Digging into the anger, searching for a purpose. Too old and too young at the same time, forced to grow up too fast.
“There once was a time when I was a girl / That darkness hung in my sky / I was old before I learned to be young / Stone cold till I learn how to cry”
“These Bones” - Azrai (ft. Momo O’brien)
Searching for a home, a place to rest. Crossing the sea to Marquet. (The intro, as you’ll hear, foreshadows the pluckier sound of Imogen’s section.) Skeletal imagery.
“I am a long time finding home / I have only ever wandered before / It′s a savage sea we're made to roam / Every tide can turn to haunt us / But the ocean reaches past these ghosts / And I will always sail for more”
“Mountain Song” - Little Chief
A beautiful, adventurous musical introduction. Open to the possibility of new things, still weary, but there’s more here.
“I’ve been living in a hole in the mountain / Ain’t no sins in there / Oh, these memories they keep on following”
This is our transition into...
Imogen, Before:
A general note: I tried to seek out songs with more of a folky-bluegrass vibe for Imogen to match her background.
“Second Child, Restless Child” - The Oh Hellos
I imagine a very young, carefree Imogen. Well before her powers kicked in. I like to think she thought she was a bit of a troublemaker, but anything she did was so endearing and mild that it was sweet. A happy kid with big dreams until the signs of something else started to appear.
“With a spirit running wild, running free / And they saw trouble in my eyes / They were quick to recognize the devil in me”
“I’ve Endured” - Tim O’Brien
Growing up with her father in the mountains and in the fields. The nightmares begin. But this is fine, right? She can handle this.
“I've seen the lightnin' flashin', I heard the thunder roll / I've endured, I've endured / How long must one endure?”
“Wander. Wonder.” - The Arcadian Wild
The powers are coming on strong. Post-nightmares and in pain, nothing she did was good enough. She felt trapped in her own home, shackled by her mind and father, perhaps, as she tried not to let on that she was changing.
“Half awake I wander through this house / Lost in a labyrinth and left with no way out / I built this hall of mirrors all myself / Faces staring back at me look like somebody else”
“Lost in My Mind” - The Head And The Heart
Everything is So Much. Thoughts of leaving but–
“Momma once told me / ‘You're already home where you feel loved,’ / I am lost in my mind / I get lost in my mind”
“Trouble and Woe” - Ruth Moody
The voices are awful, and the world is so bleak. People are cruel. Getting worse, and hoping it will get better.
“This world is full of trouble and woe / All I see is trouble, everywhere I go”
“Little Bird” - The Weepies
People have noticed. Trips to town are much harder. The voices are louder.
“Sometimes it's hard to say even one thing true / When all eyes have turned aside, they used to talk to you / And people on the streets seem to disapprove / So you keep moving away”
“Storm Comin’” - The Wailin’ Jennys
It’s getting worse. Nightmares getting more frequent. Control is slipping. And, you might notice this song is by the same artist as Laudna’s first. I do love a bit of symbolism.
“Will you listen to that thunder roar and let your spirits soar / When that love calls, open up your door [...] / No, don’t run from the coming storm, ‘cause it can’t keep a storm from coming.”
This leads us to…
Connection
General note: a blending of both genres and styles.
“Mostly” - Vian Izak, Juniper Vale
A prelude, almost. Are you real?
“I've bought up all my dreams and sold off most my heart / I'd been lying to myself just to bury all my thoughts”
“Maybe” - The Henry Girls
The timid hope of meeting someone and realizing you feel like you’ve known them all your life. Suddenly, things might be okay.
“I feel like I should know you / I feel like we have met before [...] / And all these things that I don't really understand / Would be much simpler if you'd only hold my hand”
“Dandelion” - Heather Maloney
A moment of peace. I like to think of this as Laudna’s adoration of the natural world and its beauty. Her will to bend the laws of the world to give Imogen what she deserves. And, on a more literal level, to offer Imogen the gift of flowers because Laudna has little else to her name. This song also begins the recurring flowers-in-hair motif.
“I have nothing but these weathered hands / And I live nowhere on this wild land”
“Rain Clouds” - The Arcadian Wild
A connection over shared struggles from both sides. A mutual agreement of trust.
“I’m being frightened by the people / They look at me like I’m a scar upon their perfect skin / Perfect to only them / I’m being shadowed by my past / Reminding me of what I was and what I could become”
“Daylight” - Watchhouse
Realizing that this person might’ve saved you.
“My search was unending, and my soul was bare. And darling you came to me like a midnight flare.”
“The Devil In You” - The Haunted Windchimes
The joy of being seen. Of being known.
“I've walked a long long way it ain't new / Here I sit face to face with the devil in you / It looks a lot like someone I've spoken to / We were broken together it's true”
“Curses” - The Crane Wives
The fear that neither is good enough for the other. Basic choice? Maybe. But it’s too good to pass up.
"Every word I say is kindling / But the smoke clears when you're around / Won't you stay with me, my darling / When my walls start burning down, down, down?”
“Wildflowers” - The Wailin’ Jennys
You deserve better. You deserve the world, and I can’t give that to you. The feeling that this is too good to be true. Surely, it can’t last.
“Go away somewhere bright and new / I have seen no other / That compares with you”
“Bruised Feet” - Haunted Like Human
Laudna’s invitation to leave. Together. An escape from mistakes and the past.
“Do you want to hear the stories these bruised feet could tell / ‘Cause I’ve been chasing sunrises, throwing change in wishing wells / And I’m running to and I’m running from and oh Lord knows that I ain’t done / Running for the sake of running wild, so come with me child”
Unless...
ACT 2
On the Road
“Light in the Sky” - We Banjo 3
And they’re off on a search for knowledge and freedom.
“So if you’re lost in the night / Stuck between the demon and the knife / As it traces a line across your heart”
“Apple Pie” - Lizzie McAlpine
Transient, finding solace in one another. Home after home. How long can this last? This one has a few more references to modern things than I’d like, but I can’t pass up the vibes.
“Every house looks the same in my dreams / Every house feels like home for a couple weeks / I've been runnin' 'round trying to find a place where I can breathe...Home is wherever you are tonight.”
“Almost Home” - Keston Cobblers Club
In search of a person, a place to settle. As long as they’re together.
“The clouds will break the wind will brace these sails of stone / And I have never known a journey take this long / But I'm almost home”
“You and Me” - You+Me
They fit together.
“They say everything, it happens for a reason / You can be flawed enough but perfect for a person / Someone who will be there for you when you fall apart / Guiding your direction when you're riding through the dark”
“Witchcraft” - Vian Izak
I like to think Imogen is... realizing some things, and getting attached. (We all know she fell first.)
“It's witchcraft / And I've got no defense for it / The heat is too intense for it / What good would common sense for it do?”
“For My Emablmer” - Emily June
Laudna’s turn. Still seeing herself as a dead thing, a little confused by Imogen’s friendship but embracing it all the same.
“I hope you know I won't complain / If I decompose and you're to blame / Abandon your duties, lay down next to me / Grab my hand, feel no shame”
“Home to Me” - The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea
Keep coming back to each other regardless of what other people think.
“How dare you love me like you've never known fear / You've got more troubles than minutes in the year / And a voice like your father's tells you nothing good's for free / Well, that may be / But you're walking home to me”
“The Moon Song” - Brittin Lane, Mitchel Morse
Foreshadowing the importance of the moon later. For now, it’s peaceful.
“We're lying on the moon / It's a perfect afternoon / Your shadow follows me all day / Making sure that I'm okay”
“You Are My Sunshine” - Lena Hall
Contrasting the last song, when the moon becomes too much… there’s the sunshine. Specifically for Imogen constantly fighting the pull of the moon, Laudna is the sun, her spark, her light. What happens if she disappears?
“As I lay sleeping / I dreamed I held you / In my arms / When I awoke, dear / I was mistaken”
“Two” - Sleeping At Last
These two self-sacrificial, loyal, dedicated characters. Bonus points for “I will love you without any strings attached.” A double meaning for Laudna and Delilah.
“No, I don't want to talk about myself / Tell me where it hurts / I just want to build you up, build you up / Till you're good as new”
The Campaign
“Growing Up” - Run River North
Apt for both of them as they come into their own. Growing together as they explore the world, adventure with their friends, and learn to take what comes.
“I used to close my eyes / To what stirred under my bed / Now, they're open wide / To the monsters in my head / Instead of claws, they whisper lies”
“I found my way without your help / With broken family / I'll take my breaks with my sins / Do as I do, please / With my friends 'til the end / There lies my loyalty”
“Anything Can Happen” - Tors
Imogen is being pulled.
“But even when I start to dream / Every little piece of me / Gets a little close to the edge of darkness / I know I've been here before / Long as I'm not falling off / I'll be fine”
“Crawl In” - Upstate
Things are getting harder, but they’re seeking comfort in each other after nightmares and bad days alike.
“Crawl in my head tonight / Read my thoughts so I don't have to speak / It's been a long, long week but I'm tryin’ / To make do and stop fussin’ and fightin’”
“Bottom of the River” - Delta Rae
The crickets chirping continue the nightmare-ish theme of the last song. However. Shit’s getting real. Holding onto each other as they sink deeper.
“Hold my hand / Ooh it’s a long way down”
“Raise Hell” - Brandi Carlile
Can’t believe Laura Bailey beat me to this song by 2 days with her Imogen playlist. It’s the perfect mix of angsty and bluegrass-folky. Being born cursed and learning your strengths. May or may not stick because of the substantial references to Christianity, but I do love it for Imogen coming into her god-like power.
“It came upon a lightning strike / And eyes of bright clear blue”
"I'll Bend But I Won't Break" - Red Moon Road
First of all, could that band name be any more perfect? Second, this song is such a good tribute to Imogen's character. The tempo is quick; the drums like rolling thunder; and allusions to dreams, storms, the dark. "Still I will endure" calls back to the second song in Imogen's section, "I'll Endure," and "Still in the eye of the hurricane" is both great storm imagery and foreshadows "Hurricane" which is a song further down the playlist. I imagine this during Otohan Round 1, but it may shift around the playlist depending on how I feel about the flow.
"Lighting lights the sky like it's looking for me / Flashes of the forces the dark has set free / Thunder strikes the land / With the mighty heavy hand / It rocks me to my core / I won't fall down / I'll stand my ground / I'll bend but I won't break"
“Bury Me Smiling” - The Ballroom Thieves
Laudna’s second death. Love and loss.
“I stood in silence / A mind's worth of violence / Strung me a short rope / Round my neck / A love like an old home / Breathes in these dry bones”
“Afterlife” - Haunted Like Human
Laudna on Imogen’s desperate search to get her back. Asking Imogen not to waste her time. The choice to return. I particularly love the chimes. Musical thoughts and the reflection of death.
“So darling don’t go digging up graves / When love is lost the afterlife is a choice you gotta make / So put the nails in the coffin, let them rust in place / But darling don’t go digging up graves”
“The Mountain Song (First Dance Version)” - Tophouse
The “I would do anything for you” of it all. Resurrection. Hope. Bonus points for flower-in-hair motif.
“Well the clouds rolled in / There was lightning there was thunder there was rain / As we hid beneath our shelter / All the doubts that we had felt / Came pouring in as a flood we had to face”
“Flowers in My Hair” - Wes Reeve
Yearning. A bit of good old fashioned wanting what can’t be had. I imagine this is the last of the first Whitestone visit and the orange tree is the golden glow of the sun tree. Whitestone Andy mention? Continuing flower motif.
“I had a dream of a boy who loved me and / We danced in the leaves of an orange tree [...] / Then I went my own way, and you crossed the highway / But just maybe someday we’ll be, my pretty”
“Haven” - We Banjo 3
The Rudius arc is kicking into gear. “You have the biggest spark of anyone I’ve ever seen” vibes.
“The moonlight's a path we can travel down / River runs wild with what has gone before / Cast aside for new and more and more and more and more and more and more / Let me be your haven / Let me be your light”
Moon Arc
“Wax & Wane” - Alana Henderson
Oooh tension. The drama. The moon is affecting the relationship. We’re starting to see a shift to a darker mood around the Solstice and all that’s around it. Mirrors “Moon Song” - “There’s nothing I’d keep from you.” Oh yeah?
“But we bent and we broke and I meant what I spoke / And the blame game does not produce a winner / We went as far as we could go we had to go that far to know / That we had nowhere left to aim / And no one left to blame but / The moon’s wax and wane and the turn of the tide”
“The Moon Will Sing” - The Crane Wives
This reminds me of Laudna during the separation and immediately after, starting to question everything, seeing herself as dark. That extreme co-reliance. Clinging to each other. Is it a good thing? Laudna starting to lean back into Delilah’s burn.
“The moon will sing a song for me / I loved you like the sun / Bore the shadows that you made / With no light of my own / I shine only with the light you gave me [...] / I want to feel the fire that you kept from me”
“Always You” - South for Winter
The rush of reunion. The high-pitched start, disbelief. Then: the warmth of returning to Your Person. Being able to rely on them. A bright spot.
“Should the blood red tides run o’er / Should our nightmares all come true / Should we lose this holy war / I know there’ll still be you [...] Oh my love / The skies are growing colder / Oh, my love / I need you more than ever”
“Tether Me” - Galleaux
In addition to the obvious tether relation, they’re both feeling pulls in different directions: Imogen to the red dawn; Laudna to the darkness of her mind. Being tied to her limbs earns you more puppet symbolism, particularly after Delilah's resurgence.
“For a moment, I was gone / The speed of light into the red dawn / In this space, do I belong?/ It’s dark out here in my own thoughts / Pull me back out of my body / I’m tied to my limbs”
“Blood Moon” - Saint Sister
The moon sure is tempting. The pulls for both of them are getting stronger. Things are getting darker, harder, more intense.
“And so I wonder will those scattered pits / Take root behind your cracking lips / They are always doing that [...] / The hunter’s moon was bleeding red / The night you left our thorny bed / You were always, always”
"Stay" by Haunted Like Human
I try really hard to avoid repeat artists because I feel like it keeps my bias toward one band in check. However. I'm a little convinced this artist is straight-up writing about Laudna at this point. This song isn't quite as musically dark as the other songs by the same artist that have made the playlist. It's a little more acoustic/has more guitar as a connecting bridge to Imogen. Plus, it hits all these specific marks: 1) reassuring that the voice in her head hasn't got the best of her yet 2) begging [Imogen] to stay and to not give up on her 3) apologizing for the weight of her sins and that they're not [Imogen's] to hold 4) addresses [Imogen's] feelings about the voice in Laudna's head.
"Darling you don’t hold me close the way you used to do / And I wonder what you’re thinking when I’m reaching out for you / You’re trying to be patient, yea you’re trying to be kind / But I know that you’re still running from the demons in my mind / But I promise this thing in my head / It ain’t got the best of me yet"
“If We Were Vampires” - Baggio & Hannah Kol
The looming sense that one of them won’t come back. As the end draws near, even if the upcoming fights don’t kill one of them, Imogen will out–age Laudna.
“It's knowing that this can't go on forever / Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone / Maybe we'll get forty years together / But one day I'll be gone or one day you'll be gone”
“Hesitate” - The Harmaleighs
They’re hiding things from each other as the tension builds.
“You keep saying you love me / You keep telling me you’re proud / But you don't know who I am / 'Cause you're not even living out loud”
“Soothsayer” - Haunted Like Human
Not gonna lie this is my favorite song on the entire playlist. It is peak Laudna-Delilah. I would quote the entire song if I could. It’s dark, thematically perfect, and haunting. It's also by the same artist as "Afterlife," Laudna's "death" song to reflect that link. I imagine this is late C3 as Laudna continues to feed Delilah. My favorite line: “The thing that you hate / Is the thing you've become.”
“There's a price to be paid / But ain't that every trade? / You're just looking for strength when you're weak / Oh you know there's a flickering darkness / And it sings out like sirens to you / Yea it's sickly sweet and elegantly violent / But these debts that you take / They will someday come due / Hungry hands reaching up / Crave for more, lust for blood”
“Hurricane” - Bandits on the Run
While still being them having to navigate their relationship in the midst of the impending end of the world, this song brings to light Imogen’s relationship with her mother, too. She meets her mother in the storm.
“They told us run for cover / Stay close to home and mother / Don’t seek out any other”
“Chasing Twisters” - Delta Rae
It’s time. Make or break.
“I was born with lighting in my heels / Sewed a spur onto my ankle / Bit a horse under the steel / And I lost hope when I was still so young [...] / I’ll take you to the grave / The only love I’ve ever known / The only soul I ever saved / And I went home”
Epilogue
At the time of writing, we’re around C3:E95, so from here on out this is even more so my reinterpretation or guesses about the future. I’m hoping to flesh out this section and the middle/end of Act 2.
“Oh Mama” - honeyhoney
Our transition song. The cacophonous high of the last song into the unbelieving stillness of the piano, the end of a battle. The world has shifted. There’s no going back.
“All covered in mud the day is done [...] / Oh mama look at my heart / I’m useless now that it’s dark / We’re praying for rain a thunder of change / And lightning to lighten my way”
“If She Ever Leaves Me” - The Highwomen
Alright, this one’s a little self-indulgent, even more so than the others. But don’t we deserve a little wholesome “we made it” energy? I think it also nicely circles back to and reflects the shift away from the early-on Laudna "I'm not good enough for her; she's going to leave me" vibes we get in songs like "Dandelion," "Curses," "Stay," and even "For My Embalmer."
“I’ve loved her in secret / I’ve loved her out loud / The sky hasn’t always been blue [...] / She loves wild horses and tumbling dice”
“The Time for Flowers” - Emily Scott Robinson
The bookend and parallel to “Dandelion” from much, much earlier. This time, from Imogen’s perspective. Conclusion and continuation of flowers motif. “The skies are clear now. The moon is new.”
“I came upon a woman in a field on her knees / Singing ancient songs and sowing wildflower seeds / Tell me what the point in planting pretty things / In these days of darkness and disease [...] I have witnessed funerals and wars / Worried mothers, empty shelves, and empty stores / The storms will rage and the winds will blow / You are gonna find out that you're stronger than you know”
“Dance in the Graveyards” - Delta Rae
I always knew I was going to end the playlist with this song. It perfectly mirrors “Old Churchyard,” the first of Laudna’s songs. It's also by the same artist as the "climax" of the playlist. The drums give me Laudna, while the folksy sound gives me Imogen. Finding joy in death, in life, in love. Life will go on, new friends and old will come and go. And that’s alright. She’s happy. They’re happy.
“When I die, I don’t wanna rest in peace / I wanna dance in joy / I wanna dance in the graveyards, the graveyards / And while I’m alive, I don’t wanna be alone / Mourning the ones who came before”
If you're listening to the playlist on a loop, you'll return to "Stories." It reminds us that it was all just a story. It will happen again. Stories and characters and people will move us, make us feel and hurt and love. It is an ending just as much as a new beginning.
#imodna#wow sure would love if this showed up in the tag…..#laudna#imogen temult#critical role#am i a little bonkers for this one? maybe#feel free to comment reply interact send an ask etc etc#i have playlist brainrot so like. would happily discuss it endlessly#bonus: you might learn about new artists! bc no hate to anyone but i refuse to put generic love songs on here#cr3#Spotify
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the most flattering comparisons made about me of all time (mostly looks based; a little bit vibes based) are:
1) that I look like Nancy Wheeler
2) that I look like young Helena Bonham Carter in A Room With a View
3) that I look like the girl in this painting
4) that I look British Theater Actress Ellaline Terriss
#this is about cate’s tag lolololol#NO BUT ACTUALLY IT MAKES ME AND MY VANITY SO HAPPY#they are all prettier and cuter than I am tbh. and they also all look very different to me ultimately. but there’s some passing similaritie#and/or a collection of vibes#and it makes me soooooo happy#I love a collection of vibes related to myself on which I can reflect#gives me such a stable place to REST my sense of self#which. yeah. I know. can be such a flaw. I’ve really had to divest much of my self-worth/self-obsession from what other people say of me#about me. trying to just have everybody else read my personality and discuss it with me endlessly#because a lot of what I suffer/experience has nothing to do with that and my weird delusion that it does HAS TO DIE#it’s just—LIFE. and the human condition!!!! and understanding myself perfectly will not solve that#but still. I looooooooove when I feel like I have been given the gift of something to reflect on about myself from the outside#it just. it helps calm the turbulent waters of my mind and heart that are just always endlessly and cruelly analyzing myself#this has gotten away from me hasn’t it
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lmao I was thinking in the most traditional way of romance like going on dates, giving each other gifts, pet names, etc... I'm now thinking about all the interviews from the 90's and early 00's where noel is very sweet about liam and their relationship, so I think that counts as well
so the thing is - yeah, they went out together to the pub, they surely did do stuff just the two of them, Noel is on record saying Liam is the person he most likes to hang out with, yes they gave each other gifts, and it’s likely they had cheeky nicknames for one another. yes, all of it yes. but at the same time, it sounds like you’re asking if they did any of that stuff in a Boyfriend Way, knowingly and with intention To Be Romantic, purposely and consciously performing acts of romance for one another - to that, we regret to inform you, no, lol. not even kinda.
anything sweet, considerate or generous they ever did for one another was done on an instinctive and subconscious level, borne of whatever level of fondness they felt for each other at that time, built on a lifetime of experiences as siblings. in a larger and more meaningful sense, their relationship was, at times, a romantic one for sure, and much deeper (and juicier) than performative, traditional Boyfriend Behaviors. whatever their respective love languages are, they are both painfully aware of them and acted accordingly. but no, it’s extremely unlikely that they ever knowingly behaved “romantically” in the way you’re asking, or remotely thought about it in those terms.
#communiques#not to mention that anything sweet or loving that ever occurred between them#had to be done under 40 layers of plausible deniability#if they ever discussed it explicitly or looked at it directly it would disappear#they WERE romantic but in a deliciously tangled way#which is the exact reason they’re so endlessly compelling as a pair
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i am not med school's mascot i am everybody's favourite pastime
#jo in the tardis*#people be discussing my personality and telling me i shared an info with them. honey. i didn't and you are lying#this is ENDLESSLY amusing.#like we don't even talk lmaoooo
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Astra you're SO PRETTY!! (Sorry I need to say that ^^) I have a question, well, it's more curiosity, but what similar characteristics do you have with your dad? On the "surface" you're a your momma's copy, but you probably took something from him, right?
Mothra Astra:
"Ah gee, thank you!"
"Well, that should be more interesting for you to discover. Precisely if you took the scientific explaination: crossbreeding the DNAs of different species like for you to say. After I hatched out on the egg, Dad's first compliment is that I look like my Mom. But Mom says I do have the slight colors of him and small nubs of his dorsal plates. I don't mind being different because they love me."
And yes, I may have my Mom's beauty, kindness, graceful, feisty if you included, sharp wit, and generousity alongside being the 'savior of mortals'. But, I also inherited my Dad's stubborness, strength, anger issues (I managed to control it by myself), sarcasm, intelligence, and pride. Which is why some says that I was Daddy's girl or Mama's girl, nah step aside, both actually. One time after I reached my imago stage, Dad joked about having "eyebrows" like himself; and I do not take that joke kindly. I also have his dorsal plates which is rather dazzling because one day, I would probably shoot down my enemies with the heat ray."
"Thank your for your question!"
#Her parents' combined DNA and one of the Star Goddess' DNA is the main reason why she have two roles and is probably the most rarest Titan#Godzilla and Mothra discussed having traits to their future child before the birth of Mothra Astra#The Shobijin knew that after a talk with the Star Goddess about the decision the child of Titan Rulers will inherited both powers#Point is that her traits and attributes are endlessly perfect but don't think about mentioning a future son-in-law because#Her Dad would testify this reason...#godzilla#mothra#oc#original character#mothra astra#kaiju#monsterverse#godzilla king of the monsters#godzilla kotm#Princess of the Monsters#Eternal Angel of Stars#asked and answered#anonymous#adm starblitzsteel 4305
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i’ve not linked the Ganja squad server on here recently for The Usual Reasons but i currently have a free trial of fancy nitro so i boosted the thing and, by member request, immediately added a completely irresponsible amount of new emojis that will most likely perish in a few weeks. if you like the gang weeders ganja squad characters join us and use our ((checks)) …S I X DIFFERENT Despairing Belaf emojis while we have em. (link) (note: please be 18 or older!)
#vueko#belaf#wazukyan#belavue#wazubela#pakkovue#irumyuui#pakkoyan#it's been really active lately but goes through laid back periods but we collectively can't calm down this week idk why#'The Usual Reasons': feeling vaguely awkward- yet resolute - about it being 18+ andalso i’m not at all lookin to grow it for growth’s sake#but i hope anyone who Needs It can find it. it spotlights fanwork/discussion of a very special arc/group with sparse but devoted fans#though short and concluded their story is (to me. maybe to you?) endlessly analyzable and interesting. like a shakespeare tragedy is lmao#this is the approximate reason i have tagged this post with character and ship names#if you like this gang enough to be looking up charas by name or even KNOW these ships (note: they have their own channels) you may like it#If You are also Abnormal about Vueko And Belaf And Their Child and Friends. Join Us.#orphan hole tag
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i'm an ace lesbian but david tennant is my girlfriend hope this helps
#tbd.#his muppety looks and cartoonish demeanor captivate me endlessly#just spent three hours discussing doctor who with my friend as one does.
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actually write the script👎👎👎🤢🤢🤢 draw random scenes n post them out of context👍👍👍🤩🤩🤩


вторая сцена буквально
#anyway context for the 1st one bc i love it endlessly:#leo thinks bout carlo who just became capo -> leo discuss him w moretti#avart#а мы в домодедово зарина
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