#does my train of thought make sense..
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i'm not sure whether i should go back to this but mutuals, even just like, followers ((anyone i have even the slightest level of familiarity with)), your requests are respected for You i'll trigger tag anything. for Anonymous i will do nothing
#sorry that's just how i work atm#talk to me as a person or don't make requests‚ i think that's reasonable‚ isn't it?#also this is a personal blog anyone can unfollow at any time‚ no bad blood ofc‚ but some things i won't tag are gore and incest#but yeah as soon as there is a concrete need i will answer to it. i don't tag common triggers for the aforementioned reason (here be horror#and the list of the common ones seems. like‚ inconclusive and it doesn't add up for me. like i need principles#moral principles. not conventions. so as soon as it's a Me talking to You thing it's fine#i'm sorry this is an incest blog i already hold the belief that catering to randos or playing to acceptability is not the way to go 😔#so it's just like. baseline is you see what i'm about and if it bothers upsets disgusts you‚ you leave.. i guess.#so even with things other than incest. graphic stuff etc. it falls in the same category for me. but other things aren't integral so i'll#tag those if anyone wants#does my train of thought make sense..#kata.txt
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hello it's me can I ask u (if you're so inclined/have time) if you could explain further about the theory of Kane making a deal with VEGA in the finale? I thought he was talking to the Duke and that VEGA was "a myth" (in his words...)? It's ok if you can't but you've piqued my interest :)
ok so in ep 19 when the burners were 1st meeting up after kane/vega wrecked shit downtown and "saved the day", julie pulled up to the scene after doing some quick research into his identity
she said "according to the files i found in kaneco databases, he's a spy from an organization called VEGA. which is based in cleveland!"
she shows a map, pinpointing exactly where the org's HQ is among a totally blacked-out map. ofc, we know after the grand reveal that kane most likely planted that data in case employees went sniffing around in the files to throw them off his trail, because it turned out that he was "vega" after all
... but why? at this point, kane doesn't know or even really suspect that julie is double-crossing him. that info is oddly specific to be planting amongst files that are highly restricted and can be accessed by only a few kanco employees.
assuming kane doesn't suspect julie to be the mole amongst his crew, there's certainly something there. maybe kane's double role as a spy is made up, but the organization he was associated with can be smthn substantial. also hehehe kane pretending to be a spy. meanwhile julie's life is literally nothing but pretending to NOT be a spy. parallels!
and from a writer's pov it would also be a fantastic set up for future seasons and a possible overarching goal to work towards. we never saw it come to fruition bc... stupid disney cancelled this amazing show! but imagine!!! cities outside of deluxe. mike str8 up says "everything outside of deluxe should be a wasteland! or maybe thats what kane wanted us to think..."
Kane the Control Freak covering up the existence of other civilizations possibly more advanced than even deluxe? makes sense to me
plus.. the tech "vega" used was extremely effective and extremely efficient, described by dutch as "not easy to build. or cheap". if deluxe has an expiration date soon due to kane's inability to successfully colonize motorcity, would he even have the means to build something like a powerful detonator in one single button?
or would a more advanced city be supplying detroit? a city that perhaps maybe kane is indebted to, giving him yet another reason to keep pummeling motorcity with everything he's got?
#clown horn#mi writing#motorcity#anyways hope i didn't get too rambly on this one#and i hope i make some sense#yeah there are plot holes in this ep that i believe were setups for future plotlines later on#but the more i think abt it the more questions i have lol#hope my train of thought makes sense#and also i mean realistically like... why WOULDN'T there be other cities. towns. tribes outside of detroit?#you mean to tell me that detroit was the only city on the planet that survived whatever nuclear apocalypse happened#like...? the only one?#the math simply does not add up i'm afraid
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The only way Charles could be safe from Salacia is if he died, and once he does, he learns about the prophecy, and The Church of the Black Klok. So... does that mean that MMA beating Charles in Dethrelease/Black Fire Upon Us not only drives me insane, but is a crucial moment in the prophecy?? Idk if it HAD to be MMA or if it could've been anyone who "kills" Charles. I am of the personal belief that MMA's role in prophecy is to guide (albeit accidentally) Dethklok towards their destiny. It's when he's first hired to kill DK that the metalocalypse begins, according to Cardinal Ravenwood. it's only after his attack on Mordhaus that CFO learns of his role as The Dead Man, it's through rescuing Toki and Abigail that the band first uses their powers, the Dethlights. Without ever realizing it, he's caught up in this ancient prophecy, actively being a pain in the ass for everyone involved, inching towards the precipice of an apocalypse. Listen to me, waffling on about prophecies n shit. Fire alone will save our clan, or whatever, amirite,,
#metalocalypse#metal masked assassin#I guess this is a head canon right?#seriously though guys#his and magnus' role in the prophecy#vexes me#(insert a picture of Foreman from House M.D)#Like genuinely I puzzle over MMA and Magnus#and the prophecy for a LOT of time every day#i just don't (want to) believe that their only role is to be killed#I'm looking for crumbs to give them something else#anything else honestly#to say that they are alive for something more#than to be mortal cannon fodder for demi gods to mow down#if any of that makes sense like-#mostly because I think of#“You took my brother from me” a LOT#and I just want to know that all of this was for something more#that when they fucking EXPLODE him with literal STAR POWER and when Magnus offs himself-#like maybe. there was another way#and it just turned out this way because of anger and seething#i want mma and magnus to have a good ending so so fucking badly#but the literal narritive demands they can't get over it#which I understand but fuck does it keep me up at night#he's just a dude he's not even aware he's “the man with the silver face”#anyways. don't get attached to stupid ass secondary characters#or it'll have you waxing philosophical about the ethics of prophecies all night.#and for a character who has (and I cannot stress this enough) FIFTEEN SPOKEN LINES....#and even less for magnus...#ok seriously I'm done now i'm sorry I can never keep my train of thought on one track
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OWWWWWW
#OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW#Im trying to gather my thoughts…. I have a head ache………………#im so embarassed i had to use the walk through to help me out towards the end…. I thought I got stronger since the last game#but Im gullible as fuck your honor#also my working memory isnt the best so even though I took notes on everyones train of thought in the trial#the changing theories and what we currently assume is true and isnt is really hard to keep track of!!!!!!!!!!#I thought I had the answer to one of the most important questions but I was wrong TWICE and I only had a little bit of health left#for the rest of the trial ;w;#it was also hard for me to understand godots motive since he would have no reason to stab Ami but I forgot that when spirit mediums#channel ppl their appearance changes to match the spirit.. so I guess it does make sense he didnt think of that when he was focused on#getting revenge against dahlia. damn#UGH I NEED TO PLAY THE FIRST GAME I feel like theres still so much background im missing#the DL-6 incident came up and I only know a few details abt what happened but it was nicely tied to the case#like edgeworths trauma around earthquakes and how that gave time for iris and dahlia to switch#it gives me a headache to think abt them swapping places and who was doing what though#but still really cool#im going to be thinking abt this for days#aa3 playthru#aa3 spoilers#ace attorney#aa#trials and tribulations#yapping
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hey so I'm interested in the objectifying of a man??? go on
also do you hate me or have you just forgotten to reply to me on discord??? /lh
I love objectifying men and you know I love talking about Rain
The ghock pictures need to be kept away from me for my own health. Honestly keep pictures of Rain away from me for my own health.
I saw those fucking pictures and all I could think about was how the bass must just press and weigh against his cock the whole time, must be uncomfortable at first while he's getting hard, especially when it bounces off his hips. Think he has to grit his teeth and bear it but the friction probably starts to feel kinda good after a little while.
Takes every opportunity to arch backwards to press the full weight of it against his dick when he knows he shouldn't. Can feel his boxers starting to get sticky which isn't good. It's a dangerous game that has him breathing a little heavier, panting, starting to really sweat. He doesn't trust himself but can't exactly just stand still thr whole time can he?
I think he shakes his head a little when Dew saunters over to choke him, knows damn well it's an awful idea and too risky all things considered - but those fucking hands will be his demise time and time again. Dew grips his throat and sure it's only for a second but it's enough to make him cream his fucking pants. Lets out a strangled little groan and Dew chuckles in disbelief.
And when they finally go backstage, while Papa is giving his speech about how the show is definitely over and the lot of them have a moment to breathe, Dew backs him into a corner and presses his palm to the front of his pants and smiles evily at the wet spot he feels. Just has to show off how wet their water ghoul got from humping his bass like some sexual deviant, let them all cop a feel of his semi hard cock. Some touch more generously than others but by the time they all really get to feel him up, he's straining against his zipper again.
Encore is torture. Oversensitive and spent, he's stuck accidentally rubbing against the back of his bass till he's ready to spill again. Dew quietly warns him he better not, save it for after bows where he can ride his thigh and make a mess of himself where they can all watch him.
(Do not let him fool u btw I answered him on discord smh 🙄🙄🙄)
#me? writing rain with a dick? unheard of.#but anyways. ghock.#does my train of thought make any sense#void rambles#spicy tag#answered#nameless ghouls#rain ghoul
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a series of tweets i found helpful and informative today re: joe's performance
so in summary: he wasn't throwing deep balls and it's hard to know why. he said in the presser that the patriots D "took the deep options away" and maybe that's true. but in that first tweet you can see that both ja'marr and yoshi are in single man coverage and breaking free. but joe doesn't even try to hit them. it's tempting to blame pass protection (as it has so often been the issue) but the pass protection was actually pretty good, some of the best of joe's professional career. but he honestly just looked spooked?! which i wouldn't blame him for, psychologically overcoming injuries is just as important and probably just as tedious as overcoming them physically. i imagine that can only improve with more reps.
saw a lot of people also blaming the wrist itself, and maybe that's true! he wouldn't say he was 100% last week and said he still has good and bad days. but it also doesn't seem like it really was affecting his throws at all, shallow intermediate or deep. the announcers certainly pointed out that he was fiddling with his wrist/shaking it around (and GASP wearing a glove!), but he's been doing that all training camp. what they showed on the broadcast was likely just him breaking up scar tissue.
so who knows! a lot went wrong in this game. play calling and scheme, run defense (although i also saw some tweets about how our D-line did well, our secondary still can't tackle though!), sloppy and undisciplined plays from everyone, along with some of joe's decision making (he also had some great plays! listed above!) we start slow, it just seems to be a given at this point. and i hope we can fix it. we have a track record of doing so, and you know the boys are pissed and watching the tape to see how they can improve. maybe they can fix it by the time we get to KC?
#why yes i was on twitter all day instead of focusing on work - how could you tell#a lot of these guys are my go-to experts on twitter because they do tend to be more informed and less sensational/reactive#than the average 'twitter expert' at least#i find it so so interesting how yeah you can blame joe's slow starts on injuries#but also his processing just does not seem as good in the beginning of every season as it gets towards the end#this man needs reps! and then he becomes amazing!#hopefully we get there sooner with more participation in training camp this year#also lol i'm basically writing all this just to get my thoughts out and comfort myself#you do not need to read this and probably it doesn't make sense anyway!
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just finished chapter 4. screaming crying throwing up. what the hell
#deltarune#deltarune chapter 4#these chapters were so so so good though#and chapter five is coming next year!!!!!#hell yeah!!!!!#anyways some ramblings based on what I can remember at the moment:#I have seen people theorize that that the knight is carol and/or that carol is the one giving kris instructions on the phone#which—given what we have right now—does make a lot of sense. I don’t think I could try to point fingers at anyone else lol#(I mean the knight literally has antlers. anyways)#but I just have to wonder what her motivation could be? why does she of all people want to cause the roaring? how would that help her?#cause obviously I don’t believe any of the characters in the game are pure evil just for the sake of being evil. seriously guys#and it’s got to be something about dess right?#and since she is trying to get kris to help prevent susie/the player/anyone from interfering with whatever is going on in the bunker#and the roaring brings out the titans right?#has dess somehow been captured by a titan?#so carol just needs the roaring to come and the titans to come out to be able to find dess and quickly rescue her#and then the roaring can be banished etc etc#(didn’t the prophecy say something about the roaring having to come before a good ending too? that would fit)#and she’s using the bunker as a space to try doing that away from everyone else—either to protect them#or because she wants secrecy or both idk#so yeah that’s just my train of thought here. and maybe this is glaringly obvious but I have a bad memory ok#i need to go back and look at the fragments of the prophecy
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mercenary!carrie au, or, how bruce wayne manages 2 adopt a grown ass woman over the course of several months
#cipher's squawks#carrie kelley#thinking so.many thoughts rn. the idea is to get them at the same level of trust an cooperation they're at in canon#but carries a trained assassin and seasoned henchman so she ofc she is not nearly as trusting as she is as robin. and bruce proving to her-#-that he doesn't want to hurt/use her; and that he actually cares abt her well being#and just. just THINK abt her transitioning from referring to him with snarky names and holding him at an arms length#to referring 2 him as “boss” and “sir” once hes earned her respect and deference.#“i figure i owe him my life. an' well; in my book; i figure that means i owe him my respect as well.”#or her getting really injured n him watching over her; holding her hand while shes resting.#him murmuring praise under his breath the same way he does when the robins are injured#n from the outside literally no one has any idea whats going on or why he brought thjs random assassin in2 the cave 4 surgery#but then she wakes up and is really weirdly loyal 2 bruce n hes always hovering over her and its all really strange#n now she just works 4 them. acts as a sidekick like robin and no 1 questions her cuz she could absolutely kill all of them if she wanted 2#IDK DOES ANY OF THIS MAKES SENSE. IS THIS OOC. IDK#WERE REALLY TIRED AND VERY CRAZY
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An Analysis on the Season 2 Trailer on Arcane (The part that caught my eye)
(marked where I stop yapping and actually start theorizing)
I recently watched the season 2 trailer of Arcane and was absolutely mesmerized by the visuals and upcoming plot developments that hints have been dropped on. Lots of things caught my attention for a while, but the one thing that I cannot get stuck out of my head for the life of me is this:

-Who is this character??
-What do they have to do with the plot?
-How awesome is this design I mean seriously
My first thoughts when I saw this character is that they could be another new character being introduced in Season 2, like Warwick. This would make sense as a plot device, complicating the story further and adding more tension with more characters. Reasonably, they would also have something to do with one of three things- Hex tech, the (true) Arcane, or Shimmer. Otherwise, we haven’t seen any sort of world building that would showcase such a mystical being or species. Realistically, this being is either otherworldly or unnatural.
My thoughts after this were considring whether or not this character would be an ally to the main group of protagonists. (Jayce, Vi, Etc. Our stereotypical “good guys.” ) (If it interests me I may do an analysis on which characters I think survived the explosion.) -Any otherworldly tech or otherwise that has been shown on Arcane has either been created with malicious intent or turned to be used for malicious purposes. (Eg; shimmer, hextech war hammer, Arcane genocide.) This would point to this character being malicious, or at the very least a neutral party, similar to the firelights.
My focus was then turned to the creators, intentions and effects of each otherworldly material. The Arcane did not have much to bring me on this front besides the obvious information, and Shimmer has demonstrated it’s effects thoroughly and is a nearly confirmed tied up plot point, considering the production of shimmer is allegedly being stopped. This leaves only Hextech, or rather the Hexcore, which is what caught my attention at this point.
The Hex Core is a relatively transparent device, completely demonstrating in the show that over time it has been slowly corrupted and causes deep corruption, to the point of resistance to its handler. This is what leads me to believe that this is actually Viktor, gone through some sick character corruption.
-Reasoning
-Viktor is the main handler of the Hex core, and is the one who has corrupted it, and himself, using it. The effects on his body are dark purple, and like the figure in the trailer, periodically emit wispy strands from the affected areas. Viktor is also the only character we witness willingly performing these large-scale transformations on his body.
-Viktor could not be reasonably and effectively killed in the finale of Season 1 given his unfinished arc and previously expected ‘final form’ in the LoL game. His arc was not finished, and other scenes in the trailer are all signs of Viktor still being alive.
-This ‘final form’ that Viktor has, as interesting as it is, does not make very much sense to me. Despite the foreshadowing considering the hex claw, a true final form including an arcane corruption would make more sense. The inclusion of the hex claw could have been for multiple reasons. It could have been excellent foreshadowing, or It could be a nod to the original design and the LoL game. I’m not sure.
-It was Viktor’s intention from the beginning to use the hex core and shimmer to extend his own life, for reasons both selfish and selfless. This is a plausible arc that Viktor could go through considering the body modifications he’s already performed on himself.
-The actual proof that makes me think I have a shot at being correct
After thinking about my analysis, I decided to take a closer look at the silhouette figure, comparing it to Viktor’s face.

-Look how similar they are !!!
The eye shape, facial planes, jawbone structure and proportions are quite similar to each character, past the point of coincidence. The only visible features that I can point out a difference in is the shape of the ears and lack of hair. Even then, there are not many characters with a frame such as Viktor’s except for this one.
In conclusion, I think that Viktor is going to become a force of nature in Season 2. My hopes are that he will retain his sanity/humanity, and I’m not sure if I’ll be happy or disturbed if my theory turns out to be correct.
I had a lot of fun writing this theory and I can’t wait for season 2 next month I hope my theory is correct !! Maybe I’ll do another theory off of the trailers if this post gets more than like 5 notes lolz I wanna hear people’s thoughts
#Lolz this was a really long first post
#analysis#arcane#rant post#analyses#hextech#victor arcane#corruption arc#sorry for the rant#long post#viktor arcane#viktor league of legends#fiction#thoughts#my thoughts#train of thought#does this make sense#arcane theory#fan theory#theorizing#first post
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this morning i started writing a thorki au and it has already committed the following sins: modern au; thor & loki not being related; blue-collar thor while loki is posh. but i don't care because the whole concept is stupid and tailored to my very specific demands and there is as ever a good chance i will never make any real progress on it anyway. ha ha. ha haha. so there.
#okay so listen: thor is electrician BUT he is also somehow arthur king of the britons#and i have no yet worked out the mythical/magical elements work into the story really BUT#thor being the magic rightful king is V AWKWARD for loki the current king of the danelaw#(MODERN DANELAW AU YES! HYPERSPECIFIC DEMANDS!)#and so OBVIOUSLY this means they will have to get married to each other to prevent things getting too interesting plotwise.#so here i am attempting to justify my choices in this matter of writing rom-com fic.#i think frigga will love thor because he can fix things. he has a real skill! wow she doesn't know anyone else with such a thing!#probably she breaks things just so she can ask him to fix them for her. which sounds dangerous but who can say no to frigga?#i think my train of thought was 'modern au but they'd have to be from a fictional european country' to 'extra scandinavia?'#eta: and then i thought maybe it could be set in modern vinland because why not?#and from there to 'oh the danelaw!' and then that adds king arthur of course as well as there can be an archbishop of jorvik.#which is sure to charm the anglicans at least.#note to self: check if anglicans read thorki fic.#yes i know there should probably not be a church of england in this world but i am weirdly attached to having an archbishop of jorvik.#because who else can perform the wedding ceremony?#exactly my friend. exactly. this does indeed all make perfect sense.#i have about 1500 words but the worldbuildng in my head is oddly extensive for someone whose usual 'worldbuilding' in fics stops at#'well he has a car and it's some kind of car but i won't specify beyond that because i neither know nor care about cars.'#maybe heimdall can be the archbishop?#fic related#this fic would have the stupidest pun-based title of all time but i have not yet had any inspiration for what that would actually be.#also fun fact: i cannot spell archbishop i keep trying to add an extra vowel.#someone please agree that this is not the worst fic idea.
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So, the demons you posted wear modern clothes. Is there a reason for that?
for killjoy and pantheon specifically, especially killjoy, part of it is that they kind of spend a lot of time around humans in modern day for their soul-gathering and have picked up on more modern fashion trends/styles
#answering asks#responses#justanidiotartist asks#hell’s court (universe)#demon fashion in general encompasses a lot of different periods because hell is kind of outside and above the#progression of time on earth#some (i’d even say most) of them like modern fashion. some of them stick to the fashion of the time they’re from#demons that aren’t natural-borns are more prone to staying to the fashion of whatever time they’re from#usually older time periods because how much time had to pass before they become a demon#(or how long they’ve been a demon for ones made by satan)#and natural-borns are usually more prone to dressing in more modern fashion because they don’t have the experience of other periods#does that make any sense i lost like every train of thought ive ever had#the non-lore reason is because id just already had my mind set on modern clothes and what i had picked out seemed to fit them the best#/silly
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Sorry if you've already been informed of this, but in case you haven't, I just want you to know that Sam still has the teal pom pom hat! He said on the podcast that he misplaced it almost immediately and thought he had lost it, but that he found it in his bag once he got back!
NO!!! no one told me!!! 😭😭 thank you so much, that teal hat is incredibly important to me and i am delighted he still has it

^^^sam in that hat. to me tbh <3
#😭😭 BESTIE THANK YOU!!!! 🥺💕 i love getting asks. never be sorry for sending asks OR information i love knowing things. even reminded of ‘em#i understand the real life situation here#(person who sets down an item & immediately Cannot See It) (literally today thought my phone must’ve bounced out of the cart -> on my desk)#hOWEVER. in my beautiful mind palace. & also because one time calla was talking about what she & maria talked about with sam’s default bg#on all the seasons on his phone there is something sooooo 🤌 to me about sam who loves the hat so much but knows that people will comment or#note it and ‘loses’ the hat. the hat becomes beloved and therefore it is For Him. which like!!! valid!!!! i don’t really think any of them#wear too much of any kind of branded merch beyond like. cotopaxi stuff and their own jet lag which is good for monetizing and probably like#branding rights or stuff where they don’t get associated with another company or all of that legal libel or whatever. sorry i do not know#YouTube rules but i feel like people are (and sam seems to be very YouTube/business Savvy which side tangent i think adam has talked about#in the process of making jet lag where it was like sam was doing a lot of the work on design because he knew better what kinds of things#would be marketable on YouTube i.e. having the intro voiceover and other stuff that he insisted on that the two of them were like 🤥 about#but he ended up being right so!! definitely something i always have to be like SAM IS MUCH SAVVIER THAN YOU GIVE HIM CREDIT FOR bc i want#to be like haha train boy!! and give him qualities like my beloved Train Boy in my life and like. this sounds SO terrible if i phrase it#like this but the stereotype of the brilliant engineer of whatever: well have i met some (lovely. my best friends) idiot engineers. & this#is how i need to frame sam where it’s like yes he Portrays this character but he is in some ways a massive idiot. like all of us.#the transit is a hobby interest that he knows a lot about but he is very very good at people in the sense of content & relations to have#built this and ADAM is secretly more of that Neurotic Genius type in the way that he plays and i project ***** onto. anyway this is a very#very long aside that is not coherent and could’ve been summed up by saying i need to remember that sam is a frat boy [in spirit?] AND very#aware of how people may be able to perceive him POTENTIALLY.) so the hat is also his awareness of like. if i wear this hat this becomes#part of the bit. in the way them wearing the hats are the bit or while ben does probably dress in very fun outfits in real life his fun#outfits are a Thing. and he liked the hat enough to want it to not be a Thing for everyone. of course there is also the option#sam does not think about ANY of this in the slightest & is not nearly as (manipulative is a negative connotation but I’m not thesarus-ing)#as i am picturing him to be. plain phone screen doesn’t care simple joy of the hat delighted by it would wear it in the same wear he always#wears that bug sweatshirt. (again. could be a Thing he consciously does) & he truly did just think he lost it. bruh forgot a whole pumpkin#um. and it is now at this point that i have returned to reality & have to consider sam in his everyday life just out there wearing this hat#and i’m having cuteness aggression about it. world’s biggest NOOOO FUCK OFFFFF if i have to think about it pulled down!! over his ears!!!#his rosy cheeks!!! SKIING IN IT. although that probably wouldn’t work under a ski helmet but just like. in his daily life. Will it reappear#sam denby#liv in the replies#and also perhaps there is gender there but don’t ask me what i haven’t the foggiest. which is why i held off on saying anything
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Hehe made my faves ride a train!
#prince's gaming tag#can you guys tell who i like playing with the most? this doesn't reflect who my favorite character is bc he ranked 28 when i did the sorter#and the other one was ranked 8th#i dont have my ult fave... yet. give me 5 days#tho i am surprised that fe.ixiao was my most requested unit other people used#like shes a good unit but i thought aven would win there tbh#does perservation units being the most used make sense for someone that likes to attack until hp hits 0 and thats it?#also for the train ride the first two carts have my favorite ships but the last cart is just my faves from the new world#it was a tie between ana.xa and cas but a coin flip made the former win#but this was neat! i love looking at my stats!#amd ive been wondering for a while which of my units people use the most bc the game doesnt tell me
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confrontation
#pokemon rejuvenation#I don't like the end result. expressions aren't matching whats in my head. but practice it is.#i needed to do a full piece again cause its been a long time.#anyways. i love aero. im so glad i got them as the protag of choice. first via random quiz and second cause i thought they were perfect#for mona's whole foil#also. i think its quite funny how they have different statures and heights yet everyone perceives mona as the same look as aero.#maybe its a weird soul thing. idk hc stuff clashes w canon. ah well.#anyways character thought time. rereading aero's dialogue made me realize. wow thats almost exactly mona's train of thought.#not perfectly there but similar . which is different enough. aero is all about perseverance and mona is enduring . does that make sense.#i miss u aero i hope u show up again weh.#art#oc bracket#mona#mona's first run
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Every time I see bull red son an angel (me) loses it's wings (gets mildly annoyed)
#NOT TARGETED!!!!!#I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH#I HAVE NO ACTUALLY PROBLEM WITH IT!!!!!#okay now thats out of the way#i can ramble#it makes NO sense#his character in the book is one of the few who we get a in depth physical description of and there is ZERO mention of bull features#he looks incredibly human#which we can also use as a reference for what iron fan looks like but thats not relevant here#but lmk realistically takes very little from the actual book#so that doesn't really matter here#what DOES matter is the fact that IF red son had bull features hed never shut up about them#he idolises his father and for demon males less human traits are probably the beauty standard#the more i type the more i think that my train of thought is completely personalised#guys help i think about demon genetics to much i need to reconnect with life#does anyone want me to make a full demon genetis chart that pretty much entirely hinges on iron fan#OH YEAH IRON FAN#SHE WAS A CELESTIAL AND IN THE BOOK RED BOY LOOKS JUST LIKE HER YOU THINK THERE'S ANY ROOM GOR DBKS GENETICS#sighh this is all rakshasi PIF and rakshasa Red Son propergana at the end of the day#or rakshasi Red Son maybe but that would have to be explained in the genetics post#is there a tag limit#anyway tldr the removal of the samadhi fire probably took all the necessary hormones to get bull features#and PIF in the book (and as we can assume in the show) has genetics to strong to let bull features show otherwise#yeah that sums it up#lmk red son#lmk princess iron fan#lmk demon bull king#lmk demon bull family#sorry if literally any of this sounds passive aggressive ik its all in good fun im just a fan of the book
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I’m just gonna write a little thing! A little thought for Bloom, nothing too intense, just so I don’t forget it!
1000 words later? Whoops
Writing below the cut, major spoilers for the end of Heart of Thorns and implied End of Dragons spoilers but nothing explicit from EoD :]
Bloom
“Kill me, Commander.” Trahearne could hear his own voice tremble, as horror overtook his dear friend’s face. Around them all, their friends— Rytlock, Caithe, Canach, Marjory, Braham— were exhausted. Worn thin by the fight against the jungle dragon, both physical and within the Dream.
“What? No! Mordremoth is dead. We destroyed its mind from the inside.” The commander protested, their fingers curled around the hilt of Caladbolg.
“But I still hear its voice.” Trahearne looked down at his hands, twisted and blighted as they were. His body was not his— he was corrupted. It was only cruel fate that he had kept his mind this long. Or perhaps something more sinister.
“Mordremoth is alive. One last hateful vestige… a terrible seed, planted deep in my mind.”
Trahearne’s hands curled into fist, as he took a deep steadying breath.
“You must kill me, Commander, before that seed grows. Before… before Mordremoth reclaims what it has lost.”
He reached out now, hands on his friend’s shoulders. The tears streaming down their face broke his heart. He did not want this. He didn’t want to hurt them, to see them suffer so.
Trahearne wished there was another way.
“What is left of me can’t survive on its own, my friend.” He croaked, and felt the Commander tremble beneath his hands. Were they always so small?
“Strike now or—“
Against his will, a rage rose up. A sick bile that boiled in his stomach and burned through his chest as his mind lurched.
Through his mouth, Mordremoth spoke.
“I am the future! I am this world! You cannot destroy me!” The dragon roared, hands tightening around the commander.
“Run while you can!” It took everything he had left to force his fingers to uncurl, to release the commander even as the dragon wanted to tear them to shreds to be remade anew.
Caladbolg flashed in the corner of his eye.
“No!” The commander yelled. Strike true my friend! Trahearne wanted to yell. But he couldn’t, and his mind went dark.
There was no great explosion. There was no dying scream.
If you asked those present what happened, none of them gave any concrete answer.
Canach hesitated to answer, but would confirm that Mordremoth was no longer hounding his mind, or any of the sylvari.
All Rytlock would say was that the confrontation wasn’t pretty.
Caithe mourned Trahearne, in her quiet and melancholic manner, and asked not to push the matter further.
Braham would scowl, shake his head, and shove his way past, unwilling or perhaps unable to describe that final blow.
Marjory Delaqua, normally so elegant and clever with her words, who could see the twists of a plot before anyone else— when she was asked, she could only shake her head and reply ‘I don’t know’.
The Commander didn’t answer at all, because no one was able to find them to ask.
Eventually, researchers at the newly established lab of Rata Novus confirmed what the entire world held its breath to hear.
Mordremoth was dead. He had to be, to explain the slow steady trickle of magic escaping the jungle, supposedly as the dragon… decayed wasn’t the right word, but it conveyed the idea well enough. It was a slow death, they said, not quite the explosive reaction from Zhaitan, who had gorged itself on magic before its death, but a gradual decay. It changed things, about magic, about how the people of Tyria and the soon to be established Dragon’s Watch understood the flow of magic around and through the Elder Dragons. But it was dead.
It had to be.
He woke up. His body ached, as it always did, as he woke. A consequence of being too bigsmall. He stirred slowly, limbs stretching out and tail dragging behind. He had buried himself beneath massive vines this time, the weight of them both familiar and restricting. These conflicting sensations, the constant disagreement with himself… it was the only thing he could rely on. Even his name escaped his memory, although he could hear whispers of it on the edges of his mind.
Traherdremaneth.
It didn’t matter, really.
He moved slowly, not truly wanting to rise, but knowing he must.
He was something in between, and there was no stillness for him. No place of his own.
His one companion, if you could call it that, would be upon him soon. A dogged purserer, both a thorn in his side and a trusted ally, trailed behind him. For a time he thought they left him— and the feelings that had wrought left him stationary in a deep cave for nearly a week before they had reappeared.
He didn’t want them close, he knew that much, but they were one of the few things he had, a consistency. He couldn’t see them well, not with the distance between them, but he could always make out the broken blade at their hip. The one that made the scar across his chest ache.
He wondered what would happen if he let them get closer. Would they strike? Would they know him?
They were his enemyfriend. What would they make of him? Caution kept him at a distance from them.
The longer he was awake, the more memories he could half-remember.
The Orrian landscape stretches out before him and it reeks of his sibling, twisting beneath the dirt. The undead don’t notice him, not yet, and he can take a moment to look closer at the coral. It was neither alive nor dead. Not unlike himself and yet so different to him or anything he had ever encountered before.
He missed his siblings, their quiet talks among the then empty roots, among safe coils with their constant presence around him. They were too distant to feel or simply gone now and it unnerved him. This was wrong. Perhaps they could help him make it right.
There was one other thing, other than his sort-of companion and his unsteady roiling mind, that remained constant. And this was the true constant. A steady beacon, that he could not see or hear, but simply felt in a way that he could not describe. A magnetic sort of pull that had him orbiting closer and closer.
It drew him in, out of the depths and dark underbelly of the jungle and the cave systems, towards the strange golden stones, the elegant walls meant to keep out creatures that wished to destroy the beacon. He was not welcome there, not yet, even though he meant no harm. He just needed to be closer.
He didn’t know how he knew that. He just knew it.
#gw2#guild wars 2#batsy writing#bloom my beloved#i should sort out a proper tag for him#the bloom dragon feels too generic but I hesitate to tag it trahearne#even tho technically it is#in a sense#gw2 spoilers#should include that one#im on mobile and i wrote this on google docs in uhhh#two hours? two and half? give or take#tumblr doesnt like my formatting at ALL lmao#i will tag this but with#trahearne#gw2 trahearne#tho bc he does technically appear as himself. briefly#during the painful bit#that dialogue i did go to the wiki for to make sure i remembered it right#so thats. anet dialogue w some batsy flavor for the actions#i tried to keep the commander vague bc i still have no idea who bloom has as a commander#and if ppl wanna imagine their commander w bloom in the meantime then go for it#i used dyraoi for that one drawing but she doesnt fit bloom as well as i hoped#so he continues to just have vague commander shape#which#is a fun challenge#to write without giving too much detail about them#this could be so much longer but i both reached the end of my train of thought and havent decided how i want to handle some stuff#me? rambling in my own tags? more likely than you think#if youve made it this far in the tags hi
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