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we were fucking ROBBED
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers#the only ssr i'll whale for#oh my god i loved this update. holy shit#got some ~compositions~ in mind so i'll get to the more serious stuff later#in the meantime those first couple of chapters genuinely made me question if i was perhaps trapped in my own absurd dream or not#the whole-ass video just DROPPED in there idia how long were you WORKING on that#don't forget to like and subscribe! :)#i demand that all cutscenes be animated in that style forevermore#i also demand that all clothing changes henceforth be done via magical girl transformation phrase#not just in the dreamworld. all of them.#DREAM~~~~~FORM~~~~~CHAAAA~~~~NGE#also savanarook was so unexpectedly precious! i want to protect him.#augh there's SO MUCH and i am SO PLEASED with all of it#anyway i guess we're going to be going through everyone's dreams after all!#and it's going to be a THING!!!!!!!! CLOSURE AND SELF-ACCEPTANCE FOR EVERYONE#(insert 'it's all coming together' meme)#man i hope 'please watch this video' remains a running gag it's AMAZING#also i cannot believe#i cannot BELIEVE#that the plan is actually literally#defeat malleus by inviting everyone else to the party except him#HIS ULTIMATE WEAKNESS#malleus doesn't get to be in smash bros
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Shoutout to selfshippers who have a romantic f/o that is shipped so commonly with a character that you can RARELY find art of your f/o alone. Especially if you dislike the pairing, or don't ship it. We are the strongest soldiers, gang /hj.
This being said? You, my friend, are your f/o's canon lover. The realest one 💞 and if that other character your f/o is shipped with has a good rapport with them? They're your biggest fan! They support the two of you the most. And if the relationship between your f/o and that character is more complicated? Well, they are NOT interested in each other anyway. Especially with you in the picture. So don't break a sweat! Your relationship will be the one that we, the community, know and love. And you deserve SO much support! Your f/o adores you so, so much.
Pro/darkship dni please and thank you 🫶
#selfship#nonsharing selfship#non sharing selfshipper#selfshipping#selfship positivity#self ship positivity#self shipping#selfship community#self ship community#this is... very much self catering right now. if i need it then I'm sure others could use the reminder too!!!#you are your f/o's first choice. always. don't forget it.#romantic f/o#proship dni#dni proship
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Outlaws in the Wild East ⋆。°✩
(AKA, The Habanero origin comic!)
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#lucky clover au#uty ocs#starlo uty#clover uty#ed uty#ace uty#mooch uty#moray uty#feisty five uty#the cowboy hat draws#Here it is.... the self indulgent comic establishing my UTY OCs#I never know what to put on the caption for these comics#These must be so confusing to stumble upon out of context if you don't follow me LOL#The little boar guy is a reference to Starlo's earliest design! The cactus guy is. Just a cactus guy LOL#And of course Habanero is my silly scrunkly I'm really glad people like him!#I tried to ride that line of showing that the Feisty 5 are capable when they need to be#Buuuut they're still goofy LARPers even when they're catching real thieves#Hopefully I didn't make Starlo come across too cool he's still a dork LMAO#The formatting is hell because I still cannot figure out how to format comics for Tumblr LOL oh well!#I forget everything I wanted to put in the tags on this post#Next comic will be more accessible and focus solely on the UTY characters I promise! This was more of an experimental comic
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for all the amicability in the whirlwind later on i think it's really important to never lose sight of why dru was turned and then why she in turn sired spike. she was tortured and turned for angelus' enjoyment, her continued suffering brings him pleasure. he owns her, she is a Thing to him and she has no way to escape this. she makes spike to be "her brave knight" a position that, especially in fairytales, means a very romantic man physically protects and serves a woman who is usually gonna end up being some kind of damsel in distress.
while yes dru is evil and a vampire she's still obviously very upset about what happened to her and those moments seem to be her times of lucidity, not delusion. not to mention that she's already been beaten out of the notion that she can escape angelus, she tried to as a human and it didn't work, it likely won't work now either, especially if darla sides with him. but with spike around there's someone who basically always takes her side and fights to keep angelus away from her. who is, at least, a buffer between her and her tormentor. he also takes care of her and validates her, something neither darla or angelus seem to be interested in doing at all.
i feel like people tend to intellectually remember what happened to her but forget that it you know, has long lasting consequences when say, they evaluate her behavior in late s2 when angelus comes back. like... yeah ofc she goes back to appeasing him and shit. spike's a wheelchair and she was beaten into shape to be "daddy's little girl" (gag) YEARS before she even MET spike. her abuser is back and her defender is out of commission not to mention her whole view of reality has been actively warped by the most narcissistic sleezoid around.
and all the reasons why people love spike or point to as why he's better with buffy or whatever.... dru was the one who saw those first and picked him because of those. like... it's wild to see people act like they spent a loveless century together and spike was just used the whole time when we SEE them literally in love, he states MULTIPLE times she means so much to him and we get an OUTSIDE SOURCE CONFIRM THEY HAVE "AFFECTION AND JEALOUSY FOR EACH OTHER". we have the spike we know of today because drusilla saw the hero in him and wanted him to rescue her. and ya know, he kinda did. multiple times. over a century of deep, mutual horrifying love. you only even GET spike and buffy in the same ROOM because he loved dru so much he saved her from a mob, traveled with her across a continent (maybe 2 depending on direction) and over an ocean for even a SHOT at a cure. like... cMON.
this got a little off topic into some of my pet peeves but also kinda not because just-- i don't think people always remember that dru is still a victim and a victim who was intentionally frozen the moment of maximum despair and internal destruction. then spent about 20 years being groomed by her tormentor before she ever had anyone care about her as a priority. i think people tend to forget that it was angelus who wanted to turn spike into a monster and drusilla who wanted him to be a hero. it's dru who gives him his swagger, his confidence, his love for life, who encouraged his romanticism and adored his poetics. it's not that she groomed or built him, but just that she saw all that potential already in there and facilitated it and nurtured it. sure in a fucked up vampire way but still.
#train.txt#meta#ats meta#btvs meta#drusilla#spike#sprusilla#i got annoyed at the strawmen who live in my brain again lol#but i also just think.... people tend to forget how damaging angelus was bc he's so fucking lame in the main plotline lol#dru is like the poster child for an imperfect victim#she's tragic but has also committed her own crimes#it does not however stop her from being pitiable#or make her interactions with angelus even ones where she seems happy not insidious and bad inherently#spike could've ditched her at any time in that century if she really sucked that bad but he didn't bc he loved her#implying it's because he's just that much of a beaten dog is just... why do claim to like him as a character then?#like buffy's not gonna fucking make him LESS of one she literally uses him as a self-hate sex toy for a whole season dude#why do you want to imply that spike is forever trapped in a cycle of being sexually used and emotionally abused as a fan of the character??#when his literal best trait is his love????? why are you intent on condemning him for it??? what are you??? angelus???#are we trying to beat the manly into lil willy again like????#i'M JUST SAYING IT FEELS SOMETIMES LIKE WE INTENTIONALLY DON'T GET DRU MISCHARACTERIZE SPIKE AND NERF THE SHIP
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I was really bored and couldn't work on any of my current wips so I decided to draw Neil in my outfit.
#hoeified him#don't ask why i'm slutted out at 4am while just chilling in my room#i went through my wardrobe and found some of my old clothes#honestly this was really fun and let me draw my outfit so i might do this again next time i wear something fun#also i pulled out the height comparison website to get our height diff right and god damn#i know he's way shorter than p much everyone but somehow i keep forgetting that#actually he's the same height as my best friend#awesome#aftg#aftg fanart#neil josten#all for the game#neil josten fanart#should i make a tag for this?#uh#neil ootd#yeah sure#ootd#uhm#do i tag self insert?#eish
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"Your heart was in the right place. Don't blame your earnestness and efforts for their lack of understanding—the right people will appreciate your heart."
EDIT: i mention this in the tags already, but please don't copy my vent tags in your reblogs. thanks for understanding.
#fnaf eclipse#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#traditional art#bright colours#self-insert#my OC Esther#nearly didn't colour this because i was really happy with the lines#but i'm glad i did#please don't copy these tags i'm just going to vent a bit#sigh i've been really feeling it lately#just very discouraged when my efforts to help are dismissed#i know i'm a people pleaser and i just want people to like me#but like#sometimes we just don't click#and it's not worth trying to work myself to the bone to convince people to give me a chance#and it's not fair to blame myself for the friendships that never came to be#they're on their own journey and i'm simply not a part of that journey#just as they are not a part of mine#and that's fine#it's easy to forget when we can connect with so many people online#that we have a limit to how many quality relationships we can realistically maintain#what does it matter if you have so many friends who “like” you#but have no one close enough for you to be open and honest with?#so i will save my heart for those who appreciate it#for friends who will celebrate with me as i celebrate their achievements#who i feel comfortable enough with sharing our troubles and sorrows and supporting each other through it#those are the friends who are worth my heart
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"romeo and juliet" okay? but could shakespeare write whatever the fuck church and texas had going on? i dont think so
#“Don't say goodbye; I hate goodbyes.”#church/the director never accepted that tex/alison was gone because she never said goodbye#tex/beta brought down an entire spaceship for church/alpha#tex acts cold towards church because his jerkass personality is a reminder of how she couldnt save alpha#tex was a shadow; church was a shell of his former self#their love language is insulting each other and arguing#tex proves that women are just as good at doing all the things that men can do; like being a shitty boyfriend#they were destined- no... literally made for each other#and destined to wear each other out chasing each other#“She died in her real life and that's all the Director ever remembered of her. So now no matter how tough she is...”#“no matter how hard she fights she is always going to fail because that's what she's based on."#“I forget you”#AND CHURCH/EPSILON AND TEX/BETA WERE MADE FROM THE MEMORIES OF THEIR LOVED ONES#CHURCH SAYING “I FORGET YOU” AND LETTING TEXAS GO WAS HIS WAY OF SAYING GOODBYE BECAUSE SHE NEVER COULD#THE FREELANCER SAGA IS ABOUT GRIEF AND LETTING GO#AAAAAAHHHHHHHH#red vs blue#rvb#rvb church#church rvb#leonard church#rvb tex#rvb texas#texas rvb#tex rvb#agent texas#chex#rvb chex#chex rvb#church x tex
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do you ever think about zemo's plan to break the avengers and what exactly it says about steve rogers?
he clocked steve rogers so hard (and tony too but this isn't about him).
he wanted the avengers to destroy each other from the inside out so he found the exact pressure point to press and that pressure point was that steve rogers isn't entirely reasonable when it comes to bucky barnes.
(this isn't about the accords exactly. they were just a means to an end for zemo).
and i actually think it lends credence to what many of us already suspect about the end of the first avenger. steve was at minimum passively suicidal when he went down with the valkyrie and that his actions were directly connected to the loss of bucky.
and that this connection is able to be drawn as a matter of historical record in the mcu if you're looking for it.
even if one couldn't draw that connection from steve's actions during the first avenger the hydra files that natasha dropped might've lent some clarity.
(what would i give to know the academic fighting over steve and bucky's relationship in the mcu.)
also, maybe controversially, at the end of civil war steve admits in his letter to tony that not telling him the truth of howard and maria's deaths was sparing himself but was it? or was it another attempt to shield bucky? because in protecting himself from that hard discussion it also protected bucky. but the point is that again and again and again we are shown that steve's emotional core is defined through his relationship with bucky.
#my blog#stucky#steve rogers#heather versus the mcu#will there be a day when i'm not mad about what endgame did to steve?#spoiler: no#even in endgame steve himself uses bucky against his 2012 self#[stares into the camera]#what was that then?#don't forget rumlow's unhinged your buddy your pal your bucky#mcfeely and marcus meet me outside!#zemo truly researched steve and went 'that's a bit gay'#otp: not without you
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If he wanted to, he would. Stop making excuses
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sue me but I think Shen Yuan as an old man with crow's feet, laugh lines, and gray streaks in his hair could cure Bingge completely. It would just fix All of his problems.
#and by cure I really mean that all of his life problems would be solved#all of them#also don't forget the bad back#shen yuan complains that his back isn't what it used to be ONCE#and emperor bingge offers up his arms as shen-qianbei's personal step litter#skeletonmobile got nothing on him#svsss#the scum villain's self saving system#stilton speaks#shen yuan#binggeyuan#i was kind of iffy about binggeyuan at first#because bingge/early 20s sy as he would have been at the start of svsss#just wasn't doing it for me#but then. BUT THEN#i unlocked sy as an actual old man#and i've shipped binggeyuan ever since ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡#stilton squeaks
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See, this is why I can't trust myself. I had an important paper that I needed to sign for a school activity, so I specifically taped it onto my table, where I could clearly see it and I wouldn't forget about it. And then I forgot about it. My eyes just glossed right over it as if I didn't put it literally RIGHT THERE for that exact reason. I genuinely thought I lost it and was considering sending an email to the teacher to send me a new copy. This is far from the first time this has happened </3
#why am i like this#self help organisation tips online be like: “put important stuff in places where it would be hard for you to ignore!”#very nice advice op- unfortunately i am a fucking IDIOT who is WAY TOO ADAPTABLE and the moment I put my important stuff somewhere where I#couldn't POSSIBLY miss it#my brain is instantly like: welp- since that's there now- I don't have to put in the effort of remembering to do this thing now- since it's#RIGHT THERE- and I couldn't POSSIBLY forget about it now if it's RIGHT THERE. I'll be reminded of it everytime I see it being RIGHT THERE!#(<- spoiler alert: she forgot about it even though it was RIGHT THERE </3)#my abaility to just. gloss over things is. frankly baffling.#my post#sput chatters
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Im real again it's against my will but au where jason todd is just dani that's it that's the post its a sure fire way to have danny todd
Context I was just laying here and went "hey yknow danny todd as danny fenton because of dani" and I was thinking about the "danny fenton is trans" headcanon and just what if dani was too?
Dani: I'm the only stable clone because I'm a girl
Dani later after without learning danny is even trans: yknow what I think I want the name jason after jazz
#dcxdp#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc#I just think it'd be intresting even if danny isn't trans but dani is#We can have bad reveal or good reveal but giw fucks everything up#Please know that Dan is named Jordan he changed to that immediately after dani came out just to fuck with danny#Danny: yknow my clone and half future self used to have similar names to me#Danny: they abandoned me for jazz#Danny: I don't know whether to be happy my name is my own again or offended#Why are jazz and Dan not there? You choose bc I am TIRED and I forget LORE when I'm TIRED#I thought about jazz and Dan being Catherine and Willis as like a cover#But they die and 1 Dan probably won't with his everything and 2 they'd probably kill someone if jazz died#So that got scrapped
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Realest Intentions
#Instagram#mental health#mental health awareness#therapy#positivity#positive mindset#positive affirmations#positive mental attitude#healing journey#self healing#self awareness#self growth#self care#note to self#self improvement#self love#positive thoughts#positive thinking#don't forget#always remember#ed recovery#pro recovery#green aesthetic
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#okay this is the last preview you're getting until I'm done (maybe) (probably)#because it's funny when paired with this image#this is my new favorite image.#im on the final smutty scene of the fic#I'm gonna try to finish it this month but don't hold your breath lmao#the scene was supposed to be short but. you know me#thank u for your patience this fic is very very self indulgent and mostly involves pampering the machine heralds wires#because I MISS HIM.....#but I hope u will like it. please don't forget about him
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it's been a full year since i crossed the rubicon (started writing vianca fic, thus dooming myself to all this nonsense)!! what a wild ride it's been <3
#vip#very important people#vianca#my fic#star maker#'peeled_oranges' being the placeholder title for star maker#it's very funny that i made the doc at 11.30 (which is past my self-imposed bedtime). you can tell this shit was Haunting me#and now they're like ?? vaguely canon maybe? and there are so many more people around to share in the horrors!#Thank You Season Two#if you ever see me referring to vianca as something i Hoarded like a secret#it's because of the ~6 months i took between Getting It and getting all my ducks in order enough to share the vision#i'm throwing this post on a Schedule so i don't forget about it. we'll see if it posts right fhadkjfhdksjf
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pei sijing get behind me. your moral code is too unyielding your values are too straightforward your speech is too candid your protection is too loyal your love is too self-sacrificial your heart is buried too deep and the darkness and overwhelming loneliness that rests on your shoulders and the haunted look in your eyes is too close to consuming you. they’ll kill you
#defending her on the internet isnt enough i need to start filing lawsuits#it has to be understood that her values are actually very simple. if she considers you a friend/ally/loved one etc she will do what#she thinks is in best interest for you. most often this includes protecting you in the way(s) she knows how. to the audience this might#not always please us. re: people thinking she was too harsh on zyc (i don't though. i'm not people!) but in her mind she was considering#the bigger picture + commonfolk too like wen xiao said. and zyc needed someone to embody his values and morals in that moment too#psj did what he would've done. anyway the rest is pretty much self explanatory. she'd truly and honestly die for those she loves. she never#forgets that she's human. but she doesnt treat it so much as a weakness but as a reason to be stronger. to fight harder. i just love her sm#fangs of fortune#pei sijing
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