#dont rblog please

[gingerisaspice]

dont tag just rblog

i have to reupload this because i made a huge grammatical error before and havent gotten any donnos yet bcs of that

hey guys in an slight emergency and need don nae shons

im trying to catch up with work and i literally cant take on more work at the moment or else im further in the hole

I need to cover 4 bills soon. my rents already been covered so i need -max- two hundo

I can offer black and white headshots in compensation for donation proof but you do **NOT** have to claim art to donate

even 5 bucks will help me along

art examples:

______donati___n link is this one:

thanks 4 reading or passing along please dont tag

[normystical]

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ykw im just not even gonna vote

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Two goldfish in a tank

Solid orange; solid black

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🎮 rixelgamer Follow

jj y do u only ever rblog those fatass goldfish things

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They are referred to as Ranchu goldfish. And I do so because I enjoy it.

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aww cmonn its tumblr!! its crazy here!! have a bit of funn get wild

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yeah post some monsterfucker shit like zerose does

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PLEASE dont do that.

[jjcocker]

i said this on a rblog to a poll but like. I wanna talk more on it. and while its smth that. quite a bunch of ppl ig, talked about- its. still a thing that pisses me off bc I Wanna Talk On It.

its really frustraribg to see sapphic posts w "MEN DNI!!!!!!" written on them bc like ....... I am men. literally even before I figured i was a boy I had a huge connection to lesbianism bc. like. Thats what it was!! queet attraction to women! and I still HAVE that, but im a man now so I cant possibly be a lesbian bc its Non Men with Non Men!! DO YOU SEE. YOURSELF. like DONT. TREAT NONBINARY PPL AS WOMAN LITE thats how some of yall see em. like .. basically made another gender binary in a way....... i say htis as someone who also did id with being nonbinary once saur. hngm |:( . Anyways what I was saying is girl When you go "lesbians HATE ALL MEN!!!"!or something then yk youre like. Excluding a lot of ppl and queet history too!! What about multigender people. What about everyone in. my case here (identified as a lesbian wayy before transition and stil holds on to the title bc It is part of us). Thats. just exclusion. some of yall eant to segregate lesbians and separate us all LIKE. IGNORANT MUCH?? sorry im a bit mad- BUT LIKE. DON'T IGNORE QUEER HISTORY LIKE THAT TOO EHAT THE HELLLL i do not know how to get my point across but like. Please. read on queer history. fauxk off ok

[miraclepills]

“ doctor , help me ! i think i’m too sick ! ”

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this is a blog for us to learn how to make graphics ! ! since i’m a just a total beginner in editblr or editing in general , please don’t expect any of my stuff to be good ;-;

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we edit whenever i feel like it , ( everything is self indulgent ) as i do it to cope with the horrors™ , but i would love any media suggestions ! mind you , i might not take them since they’re not requests , so i apologize if i don’t respond to yours… (P.S. feedback would be really nice)

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[glacioclasm]

anyways uuuuuuu hlvr ai science team gender+sexualities hc cause i want to talk about them

Gordon || Trans Male/Libramasculine  Implaromantic Asexual

Benrey || Nonbinary Gai [ze/zir + he/him pronouns]

Dr. Coomer || Trans Male/Digigender Aromantic Bisexual

Bubby ||  Stargender Demiromantic Gay

Tommy || Genderqueer/Autigender AroAce

[marshandmore]

my camhs worker: you’re such a nightmare to get a hold of!!!! you never call back!!!! how can we help you if you don’t call back!!!!

camhs: always calls when i’m in college, never follows up promptly, hasn’t even dealt with the issue that i went to them for and i’ve pretty much repressed it until i can get to someone who can actually help me properly, they KNOW i struggle with phone anxiety and phone calls, CONSTANTLY NEVER HAS MY CAMHS WORKER AVAILABKE IF AND WHEN I GET TO CALL BACK

just fucking discharge me at this point, im 18 next year anyway what’s the point in trying to get the help i needed when it was all bollocks anyway. you only NOW get round to trying to arrange psychotherapy when the tavistock and portman LITERALLY referred me with concerns of trauma and panic attacks??? and you decide that you’re going to give mindfulness therapy and call it CBT???? LITERALLY FUCK YOU!!!! get me out of the system. i fucking hate camhs. give help to someone who actually DIRECTLT NEEDS the mindfulness therapy- NOT SOMEONE WHO NEEDS PSYCHOTHERAPY FROM THE GET GO!!!!! TWATS!!!!!!!

[selfoes]

recently fell into a sanders sides shaped hole and cannot claw my way out

[datastate]

;-;

[maeborowski]

wznna vent but its useless lol aaaaaa

[bikenesmith]

if you post magnus family incest shit i will track you down and end you

[warcats-cat]

Tw long post

Tw venting

If it's a trigger just assume it's here

I'm sorry, Tumblr won't let me make a read more on mobile

I had a bad day at work and I'm still upset about it so I'm just gonna vent a little and then delete this sometime later since it's past mignight for me.

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I work a customer service job making copies/invitations/posters and stuff and I genuinely like the work. I like different paper types and binding books with coils and heated glue and I like making posters and laminating cards and cutting invitations because I don't have to just stand in one spot or sit in one spot doing nothing all day. And for the most part I genuinely like my coworkers; they're understanding and supportive of my needs with my heart condition and being autistic.

And I do have a bunch of customers I really like. I have regulars that make me smile, and one time interactions I think about all the time.

But I just can't handle some people.

I was an hour over trying to take my lunch today, and I got snapped at by some guy (probably in his 70's, veteran hat, like a foot and a half taller than me) because I put up a sign saying I had to leave. I told him someone would come help him and he just started at.me, and then started yelling. I was an hour late to taking my medicine and standing there shaking because physically I couldn't afford to take another person walking up.

I shouldn't have had to tell him I had to go take my heart medicine. He should have respected that I said someone was coming to help him. I spent fifteen of my 30 minutes break crying and shaking even harder, because I was upset and nervous that I had snapped at a customer. My supervisors will support me, but the store manager has been so mean lately. I didn't know if I was about to get written up.

I stayed late because there was so much work to do, and I didn't want to leave it all for my coworker who I really like. It's nice to have him around, to spend time together. He's fun to talk to, older than me but kind and funny and genuine.

A customer came in to collect her order, and we knew it would be difficult because she is usually very upset; she finds something wrong with every order. But I made everything perfect; no bent corners or scratches or crooked folds. I even bundled each of the seven different types of pamphlet she had into little separate bundles, so they didn't get mixed up.

My coworker had price checked another order, and our new registers didn't clear it out like we thought. So we accidentally added the poster to the order, and ran her tax exemption card and credit card through with the extra cost.

She noticed it on her receipt seconds later.

I refunded the order, gave her a refund receipt, and when she complained that she had to turn the receipts in to her church for accounting, I pulled out my phone to calculate the correct total. She called me sloppy and uneducated. She wanted me to refund the whole order.

The new register makes me type everything in by hand to refund. It would have taken a lot of time to refund everything, then re-search her tax exemption and re-ring everything. I said it would take a long time, and I got yelled at for "not being customer focused". How dare I make mistakes? How dare I not perform for her amusement?

She began barking at me and my coworker for making the mistake.

I cried again.

She works for a *church*. Someone who is claims to know and love God. Yelling at my coworker and me like we were lesser than animals.

I struggle with my sense of religion and sense of self almost every day. I can't imagine reading the word of God in *any* capacity and behaving like that.

Again, she was older; probably fifty or sixty. I'm not trying to say everyone of that age demographic is mean to service workers, but it's definitely a trend I see in my day to day.

And if I'm going to be yelled at, it's most likely by someone who is older, or who outwardly makes their religion a part of their personality.

I love the work I do. I love the people around me. I love *people* (most of the time). Maybe I set myself up to be hurt because I have a really big heart. But it's been several hours and I'm still upset. It's more than obnoxious behavior; you're literally talking to another imperfect human being whom your God has told you to love and respect and care for; you're talking to them like they're worse in your eyes than beasts.

I'm not an animal. I'm not a robot. I'm not a monkey clicking buttons for your amusement. I'm a person.

And half the time I can't even talk to people about it; my coworkers know, they don't want to hear it. I can't get ahold of the majority of my friends. I feel like I'm bringing them down anyway when I talk to anyone.

I want to do things that I know I'll fail at, I guess.

I want to believe people are kind and loving and friendly.

I want to believe my life and my time and my knowledge has value.

But I'm so tired of being treated as if I'm nothing. I'm tired of being ignored. I'm tired of being looked down on.

I'm tired.

[dilsdoes]

i want very much to be understood

[highconnor]

so uhhhh i know its late but i need a distraction so i dont r*lapse so send me some art requests or something?

[supercici64]

ahsjdjdkkslsdkndkskssl my mom and my dog arent coming with us to evacuate and im so stressed out and i think im gonna bring a bookbag and bring my game consoles and books, but obviously my bookbag isnt big enough to hold EVERYTHING on my bookshelf and what about my sketchbooks?? and other art supplies???? my figurines?????? maybe im worryinf over nothing and "high impact" =/= flooding so bad that my room will be torn up (andmymomandpetgomissing)

[cowboy]

Hii dont rblog, please don't send me asks related to sexual abuse thank you ^^

[jewishsnickets]

hey guys so uhhhhhh my bdays next week does anyone want to party w som cah on sunday or ill see if i can borrow the movie for a commentary stream or something