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Kind of whelmed
#isgh. like i dont try to dwell on it much#but i really am so incredibly envious of people who have good relationship with their parents#i havent had a good relationship or trusted mine since i was thirteen#NC is great its fine im doing great#but mentally theres a part of me that cant get over it its fucking ass lmao#an extremely childlike part of me that really needs an older person to tell me its ok???#i guess?#dont really have anyone like that#so i exist as i am and i hold no love for myself and i hold too many expectations#and im like does this make me happy or accomplished?#idk#not really#not really so why do i have the expectations in the first place#its a disgusting culmination of identity crisis and lack of self esteem/love idk#augh.#i just want to be a little beast#like bog witch turns me into a frog kind of thing id be so happy#maybe#anyway thats dramatic its nothing important#ill put it away and think about it again in like four months time
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smth i honestly recommend everyone should do is like. keep a private folder of art u like on ur computer lol. and like. download art u like when u see it. ur gonna lose stuff Forever if u just like it, u know? and like, discord archives arent really enough lol. I have been downloading art since like 2016 & I have a LOT of art that was scrubbed from the internet otherwise, especially due to like. the antics of deviantart & twitter. And on things like twitter theres Barely a way to save art to begin with (bookmarks is Not good enough)
u do kinda lose Credit a lot of the time (unless u save it with it named? which i do sometimes but not always) and often like, it won't be the Perfect HQ or itll have a massive watermark on it. but like. since it's not really for Sharing as much as its for my own personal enjoyment, these things don't really bother me at all... Having a collection of art that i love that I can look at offline & like, On My Computer is so nice. And I back up a lot of it on hard drives when i back up my own art! Again, like, a lot of these pieces this is the Only way i can look at them anymore, and Maybe the only archive OF them.... I've had pieces from my friends Before they were my friends, that i just saved as a "fan", that THEY lost years later... I have pieces they hadn't Seen in years. And every year I Probably save at least a few more pieces that will become like, totally scrubbed from technology otherwise. idk. i think it's nice to have an archive of this art that is in my taste but also like, that i'd likely Lose otherwise.
i Hope people save my art. I don't honestly Think anyone does, but I Hope that like, if my shit ever blows up and all my accounts get scrubbed, Someone has at least one drawing I made saved to their computer 2 remember me. u know. Its like a scrapbook. I remember these ppls characters, i remember the communities at the time, i remember how i felt when i first saw the piece. Its really inspiring but also genuinely like, really Important to me and sentimental. I kinda think everyone should have their own collection but I think people are genuinely Scared to right click & save ppls art LOL. Genuinely where is the harm, though.
#idk i really think ppl are afraid of it and like#i think. some artists might at first think “ew no i dont want ppl doing that to my art”#y#like why#like actually.... whats the difference between them looking at ur art on a social media feed vs on their own pc#its beautiful and inspiring and doing a part to archive ur work#cuz like we've been shown time and time again that social media degrades#why wouldnt u want it except like. Just out of kneejerk Fear of people having too much access to ur work#they arent Stealing from u...#thats not what this is LOL#idk maybe this is a hot take but i dont think its a take anyone has any real opinion on cuz i think most ppl dont#like... think about it that hard#but i think ppl should do it#have ur own personal collection 2 refer to#i still have like... my favorite pieces from when i was in middle school#do u know how much that Means to me?#its better at holding my memory than like... anything else... cuz i take it with me#i have art from my Friends back then and my favorite artists#and i can see how clearly my spaces and my tastes have changed over time#i can always draw back the lines of inspiration and hold them close to my heart#idk. im rambling. hi . are u reading the tags. probably not . LOL#im talking to myself#whateva#text post#text
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the forecast calls for - an 100% chance of deltarune tomorrow !!!
higher res pic of the duo under cut
#deltarune#deltarune chapter 3#deltarune fanart#utdr#weather duo#el nina#la nino#deltarune tomorrow#art#uh uhm uh uhm .. to be fair i couldve put more work into this but i lost motivation and felt this was good enough#but i was planning to post this today from the get go. i started a few weeks before to ensure i will finish something !#granted i understand this upload may not get a lot of traction because i wasnt anticipating there being leaks#way to ruin it for the rest of us ugh (i have all the deltarune tags muted and i dont blame anyone else for doing the same)#still - i deserve to say deltarune tomorrow legally AT LEAST ONCE#i might possibly repost this a bit later on if i feel like it. i might not. i did put in a lot of effort into this#but i also dont really check my note counts out of mental health reasons. i just like to share my art regardless#i also did intend to have a forecast pun or whatever but. im not particularly clever (edit i did add something in im corny)#maybe it would be something like - todays forecast calls for a 95% CHANCE OF YOUR DOWNFALL 👍#they deserve to get a lil evil i think#i also scheduled this to fall on the final 24 hour mark heres hoping it works
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warmth.
a comic about not being alone.
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#to all the trans men and women and anyone who feels like they have to stifle themselves for their own safety#may you never feel like youre alone in this#this comic is one of my more grounded ones#it just felt right to not try to decorate this one in a lot of symbolic fanfare#sometimes i have to go above and beyond to fit the vision. this felt right being pretty understated.#i really did my best with this one and i hope it shows#you all deserve so much joy and so much love from your partners in life#and i hope you like this and if you dont thats okay too#thats all#thank you for your support#and as always#thank you for reading#comic art#lgbtqia+#queer comics#hearteaters#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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drew some of alan beckers stick figures in keith harings style cause i thought it would be fun. and i was right
#i dont know if anyone has done this before i got into ava like 3 weeks ago okay#anyways. very different from my usual style but i really like harings stuff#animator vs animation#animation vs minecraft#ava#avm#alan becker#animator vs animation fanart#animation vs minecraft fanart#alan becker fanart#ava fanart#avm fanart#im not tagging each individual character .#aves art#if you are wondering why i am suddenly drawing colorful stick figures: i do not control what my traitorous little brain latches onto#i do have some timelooping game stuff in my back pocket though dw im not done with it yet#avam#ava/m
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Really badly need fic of ART in a human-form bot body (in some situation where there's reduced feed capacity so it can't just ride along with MB) and hanging off of MB physically the way it always does in the feed and neither of them really notice or think it's remarkable because like. Duh. They're always huddled up next to each other. But their humans are losing their minds because what do you MEAN ART-bot is just shoving into MB's space like that and it doesn't care at all. At some point Ratthi is like wow you two seem like youve gotten so much closer since that whole debacle with the target planet! And MB just stares at him blankly like what do you mean. ART ignoring my personal space so it can watch what I'm doing is normal. And so Ratthi just has to sit there vibrating and not saying anything while ART-bot physically drags MB around by the arm and MB inexplicably allows this to happen.
#really important that like. theyre NOT snuggling theyre NOT holding hands.#ART-bot is leaning over MB to look at its portable display surface obnoxiously and stealing shit out of its hands#MB is picking up ART-bot and tucking it under its arm and carting it away to safety while ART-bot yells for Seth to intervene#unfortunately tho i do think in this scenario the realistic outcome would more be along the lines of#MB having really agressive Miki flashbacks and totally shutting down emotionally and refusing to look at or acknowledge ART-bot#in a way that ART would find extremely upsetting#so theyre actually sitting as far apart as possible on the shuttle while ratthi has 'anyone who doesnt believe machine intelligences have#emotions needs to be in this very uncomfortable room right now' flashbacks#murderhelion#tmbd#i just think that the humans are soooo invested in art and mbs relationship in ne#and they dont even KNOW how all up in each others business the two of them are#so it'd be fun for them to get to like. SEE what theyre up to all the time.
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guy who only ever remembers the joy of drawing 3 seconds before he has to go to sleep
#a doodley#madge - alice#ugh but yes i dont think ive had a real crush with the intent of relationship#bc its like i dont. even know anything about you. I literally just like the idea of you.#i want to have you. anyone anybody.#me recently after getting a whiff of [_] again like yup that really is all it takes. gimme. i need you.#my brain is telling me to become fixated but thats it i just wanna have Somebody
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your tags. yeah. it's not that they are progressive or feminist or even written by women -- but they are doing something with women that is complex and worth paying attention to, and in many cases they are the reason we have a version of a particular woman's story at all
yeah that's one of the marketing conceits of the myth retelling novel industrial complex that bothers me, it's the framing as if no one has ever paid attention to these female characters who are buried unnoticed in the myths when often the most complete or the most authoritative version of the character's story that survives from antiquity is in tragedy, a genre that is notoriously interested in bringing female characters out of the house and putting them on stage in active roles, and in using those female characters to explore issues of gender and the place of women in contemporary society.
like to a certain degree it makes sense for the homeric women who don't appear in (extant) tragedy, like briseis or the hanged women in odyssey 22, but we have stories where clytemnestra and deianira and medea insist on make narrative space for themselves to tell their own stories from their own perspectives, refusing to be silent about the violence their society inflicts upon women and the lasting damage it does. they're called aeschylus' agamemnon and sophocles' trachiniae and euripides' medea. and maybe you want to retell those stories for modern audiences, changing things or emphasizing different aspects of them! and that's great! but framing it as if they've been ignored and their stories are as-yet-untold is just not accurate, and it's a cheap way to paint your work as innovative and subversive.
#interestingly the exception is medusa. who really is never given her own voice in antiquity *because she's never imagined as a person*#so like. the same way there nobody in antiquity wanted to look at the labors of heracles from the perspective of the hydra.#but (following ovid) modern reception tends to understand medusa as a person with interiority and her own perspective#in a way that i dont think would have made sense to anyone in archaic or classical greece#and medusa is often put into this category of 'misunderstood women' for the purposes of retellings#mine#ask#wizardysseus#retellings#reception
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really whats interesting to me is that if u stay involved in a fandom long enough u get an evolution of scrolling from: ooh! - ooh! - ooh! - OH i didn't realise this was a trope - ooh! - OH - ooh! - ooh!!
to smth more like: read that - read that - oh LOOK it's my mutual - omg that one looks SO GOOD i love the trope subversion - wrote that - read that - oh my friends have been screaming about this one - wrote that - oh LOOK it's my mutual - read that - FRESH MEAT LETS GO SAY HELLO and its
SO beautiful and joyous. being a member of a community is fun!!!!! being so familiar with a tiny corner of the internet is fascinating!!!!! seeing the connections between yourself and other people is crazy cool!!!! we're all here on the web page together!!!! i see you and i love you!!!!!!
#dont ever let anyone make u ashamed of ur interests and ideas ok? ok. we're all here to have a good time#communities are how humans work. its like anything. choirs and group gardens and team sports. and fandom. we're pack animals really#anyway all this to say i value ur presence. dont ever be discouraged. i love that i get to grow alongside this community.#and ps. irl mutuals. just like. feel free to block tags. you dont have to read all my silly posts if you dont want to.#and if you do want to for some reason! hi! please observe how brave and chill about letting u see my tumblr blog i am! (:#because although i DO want to hide in case u think im weird... i also believe what im saying... passion and enthusiasm is the way to go#being genuine and true to myself is so so important. and right now i genuinely happen to be super duper invested in a zelda fancomic. as#insane as that sentence is. anywyayyyy TAG RANT SORRY EVERYONE <3#u kno me i liek to tag talk#being vulnerable is scary etc etc#linked universe#<- normally i wouldnt maintag but like. wanted to inject some positivity onto peoples dashes or whatever#idk how maintagging works honestly 😭#🐝#delete later#ao3#technically. idfk#fandom#?#idk
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dude.... fuck yes
#this is so weird btu is anyone else likw really really hard on themself but like not in a low self esteem or self hatref way but more from#like a self obsessed perspective wherw like u DO have a big ego but because of that u hold urself to arbitrarily high standards cuz u like#NEED to provw to urself that ur the great person u think U are#does that even make any sensw#like my ego is huge but im hard on myself at the same timr ❔#idk. good morning btw SRY if this is vent ish i didnt mean for it to be im literally jolly so dont worry
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dorohedoro cover collages from the art book!
#i dont actually have physical volumes so i dont know how they ended up used in the final product lol#im also missing 12 and 19 for some reason.. they werent in the art book#if anyone has them id love to add them to the post and my archive!!#volume 10 is my laptop lockscreen and my home wallpaper is memory bubbles lol#i really like qs art what can i say#dorohedoro#drhdr#q hayashida#kaiman#not really sure what else to add#i dont really maintag my posts much
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I had been slowly working away on this drawing as a way to destress these past days but I consider her done by now so you can have it.
#doctor who#13th doctor#thirteenth doctor#doctor who fanart#dr who#dr who fanart#digital art#ibispaintdrawing#artists on tumblr#demos art#as always the colors look horrid on computer compared to my ipad but such is life#also cant for the life of me see clothes with rainbow stuff and not think of her#always the goddamn gays stealing the rainbow cant have shit in gallifrey#if anyone points out a mistake on this i will skin you like a grape#i really wasnt aiming for anything with this other than calming my brain and it worked and i dont hate it so thats a win for me
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Happy pride! I hope you have a good one :)
THANK YOU!!! YOU TOO!!! taking this ask as a free opportunity to draw the Wokemas brothers /j (might clean this up when i have the time!)
#submas#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#doodle#wip#i used to identify as aroace a long time ago!!#nowadays i am unlabeled#im always figuring myself out#i used to not understand why i couldnt settle on one sexuality and it was really upsetting#but nowadays im very happy to accept that im a simple human who changes#maybe someday i'll go back to the realization of aroace... who knows!!#anyway. this is just solidarity for anyone else out there feeling as confused as i was. you're allowed to change and experience things#you dont have to know everything#oh also when i still identified as aroace i really liked how the aro flag reminded me of avocados#pride
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The soul of Wicked is randomly inventing extremely elaborate relationships between characters who barely interact at all in canon. Also Fiyero is here.
#I am never drawing Fiyero that detail again but I must admit he is slaying#Also double jointed Fiyero feels so obvious but ive never heard anyone else say it#wicked#wicked movie#wicked 2024#wizard of oz#oz books#land of oz#fiyero tigelaar#boq woodsman#wicked boq#general jinjur#art#digital art#fanart#OK so initially the thought was just that Jinjur had Boq basically kidnapped as a court jester for her amusement#I needed to figure out where to put him since Wicked ends so differently from the book and we dont really know where he goes after the movi#And. Ill be honest having him kidnapped by yet another female dictator felt cosmically funny. Man cannot stop getting into situations.#also it felt mildly less depressing then the other option which was him rotting alone in the woods until people found him#At first it was just gonna be like ooooo she treats him bad and yells go white boy go and threatens to rust him into a statue if he doesnt#Which is still basically accurate. But then I read something on her wiki. And I realized. She is a munchkin too.#That combined with the hc that munchkins have big families meant the next step was obvious. I. should make them related.#They are cousins and Boq feels kinda responsible for not saving her like he promised he would even tho he was just a kid#and he kinda didnt have that option when he was running away to Shiz#So like even tho the whole dictator thing is kinda giving him flashbacks he wants to make sure she doesnt become another Nessa 'cause of hi#Also idk if her age was ever actually stated in the book but I was under the impression she was a teenager just a little older than Tip
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Grump doodles for your viewing pleasure
#arin is so easy to chibi-fy#he's like a cartoon to me#dont know how i didn't realise until now that it was Jarvis he fought at creator clash#game grumps fanart#game grumps#arin hanson#dan avidan#10 minute power hour#his delicate wrists and constantly expanding hair have enamored me#i've been binging old 10mph episodes to destress#(it's helping)#if you didn't see my last grump post you should#I spent hours on that portrait and for what#I posted it on reddit and someone accused me of using ai and then some other person attempted to stick up for me#there was a Minor Confrontation#on one hand I don't want anyone to argue especially not in the comments of one of my posts#but on the other hand#if it gets really wild it could end up in a penguinz0 video#'The arin portrait reddit comment debate just got even goofier'#if i get shadowbanned again im gonna rage
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been thinking about something wicked a little too much lately. no harm in romanticizing the ominous dreadful unstoppable force
#ultrakill#v1#v1cked#<- unsure if ive ever officially decided that was the tag id be using but i dont recall anyone else having an idea for it#v1 and something wicked... ouhehehe#in a game like this... with conflict and violence and unceasing demand for a spectacle it is a step back to have v1 find themselves in a-#dark and quiet labyrinth belonging to a force that scares even them#idk. i think about it. its so unlike everything v1 has gone through thus far (though albeit not much as 0-S is in prelude. but i assume-#-there was some killing before they decided to drop down)#maybe it reminds them of their home? where they were built? light humming of wicked passing feels like the buzzing of bright artificial-#-lights that were routinely shined down on them for maintenance#a strange but welcome connection...#and something wicked is very lonely. i dont think it has much of an issue with this seeing as it knows its maze so so well.. im sure it-#-cares for it extensively. but a machine? coming here? i wonder if something wicked has the ability to interact with the terminals at all#terminals do really only talk to machines#but this one seems quite lonely. i dont think itd mind if something wicked happened to take a look#ok im done#gen art
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