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𝓫𝓮𝓮'𝓼 𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓭 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂𝓮𝓻: 𝓼𝓹𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 '25 🎧🎀💬
welcome back to the first edition of bee's record player: 2025! 🎀🎧🗯️👛🎼 (FIRST ISSUE ♡) 31.5.25 ♡
this issue, we will be recapping...
♡ 2025 spring into summer on the music scene!
🎀🎧 ྀི𓂃 ࣪˖ NOTICE
this was released a little later than i'd have liked it to be (original date was going to be may 31st), but life got there first, so we're here now! and, after being on hiatus for so long, bee's record player is officially back, making her returns as the end of each season! look out for bee's record player: summer edition droppin end of august 🗯️💋🧁
──★ ˙ ̟🎀 disclaimer ♡
bee's record player is a simple project i enjoy writing every so often and is in no way final or official. these are all my thoughts, opinions and insights that i have compiled together and are by no means definitive or final. take everything with a pinch of salt. enjoy! ♡
🎀🎧 ྀི𓂃 ࣪˖ NOTABLE ARRIVALS
and now, in no particular order...
♪ eternal sunshine: brighter days ahead, ariana grande 🎼
♡ ALBUM: 19 SONGS ♡ 55 MINS ♡ RELEASED 28TH MARCH ♡
👛 panic, beomgyu ♪
♡ SINGLE ♡ 3 MINS ♡ RELEASED 27TH MARCH ♡
♪ itty bitty, ashnikko 🧁
♡ SINGLE ♡ 3 MINS ♡ RELEASED 31ST MARCH ♡
🎀sunshine & rain..., kali uchis ♪
♡ ALBUM: 14 SONGS ♡ 50 MINS ♡ RELEASED 9TH MAY ♡
♪ hell hill, elita 🦇
♡ ALBUM: 13 SONGS ♡ 45 MINS ♡ RELEASED 25TH APRIL ♡
💄 only cry in the rain, chuu ♪
♡ EP: 5 SONGS ♡ 14 MINS ♡ RELEASED 21ST APRIL ♡
♪ so close to what, tate mcrae 👛
♡ ALBUM: 16 SONGS ♡ 45 MINS ♡ RELEASED 24TH FEBRUARY ♡
🗯️ love language, tomorrow x together ♪
♡ SINGLE ♡ 2 MINS ♡ RELEASED 2ND MAY ♡
♪ oyster, chloe moriondo 🍰
♡ ALBUM: 13 SONGS ♡ 36 MINS ♡ RELEASED 28TH MARCH ♡
🐈⬛ DUH!, p1harmony ♪
♡ EP: 6 SONGS ♡ 18 MINS ♡ RELEASED 8TH MAY ♡
♪ fancy that, pinkpantheress 🎀
♡ ALBUM: 9 SONGS ♡ 20 MINS ♡ RELEASED 9TH MAY ♡
♪ 🗯️ sources include my spotify (linked in my intro post... haha.... which u shld totally follow... haha....)
🎀🎧 ྀི𓂃 ࣪˖ PHOTOSHOOTS
in honour of fashion weeks all across the globe earlier on this quarter, i'd like to introduce a new category to bee's record player; photoshoots! my fav shoots n styles from the first quarter of '25 ♡
.⁺ ♡ KALI UCHIS: SPRING/SUMMER SHOOT, 10MAGAZINE 💬🩰🎼 ❜❜ ♡
so excited for sincerely!!! this shoot was so isolation era ♡
.⁺ ♡ HUENING KAI, LEA AND BAHIYYIH AT 2025 SEOUL FASHION WEEK 💬🩰🎼 ❜❜ ♡
the duffle coat the duffle coat the duffle coat the duffle coat the duffle coa t. lea n hiyyih r so cunty omf
.⁺ ♡ TYLA, BRITISH VOGUE, MARCH 2025 💬🩰🎼 ❜❜ ♡
okay so i don't even listen to her very often but she's so gorgeous i actually bought this issue just for her 😭😭😭icon!!!!
♪ 🗯️ sources include instagram, vogue, google images, and my photo gallery
🎀🎧 ྀི𓂃 ࣪˖ EVENTS
♡ coachella '25, april 11th - 20th: honestly just as underwhelming as always. but green day performed so that always makes everything better!
♡ TXT CAME BACK FROM HIATUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♡ pierce the veil, enhypen, pinkpantheress and skz are all coming to london this year!!!!!!!!! oh my gosh!!!!!!!!! uk gang rise!!!!!!!!!!!
♡ not an official music event, but i got to go see tomorrow x together on march 25th at the london O2! it was a dream come true and an irreplaceable experience that i'll never get again,,, i love you tubatu 💝💝💝💝💝💝💝
♪ 🗯️ sources include ticketmaster, music festival wizard, and my newsfeed
🎀🎧 ྀི𓂃 ࣪˖ BEE'S FAVOURITES & NOTES
♡ okay so maybe i'm biased because . huuuge moa over here . but txt..... love language....... panic........ absolutely devoured
♡ one of my lovely best friends @sseobrangi actually got me into p1h this spring and duh has quickly become one of my fav kpop albums like. Ever . oh my gos . im nutting
♡ i actually listened to sincerely by kali uchis right after i got out of hospital for my mental health and it was OTHERWORLDLY. this has quickly become one of my favourite albums of all time and i do NOT use that phrase lightly. i love u kali
🎀🎧 ྀི𓂃 ࣪˖ CONCLUSION
thank you for tuning into this spring's review of the music scene for 2025! this was released a little later than i'd have liked it to be, but i thank you for all the love and support no matter what, on all my posts and just in general from everybody 💝💋 i'm beyond grateful, and have a wonderful summer! until next time... 🧁💭
all my love! 🎀💬🐈⬛️🫶🏻🩷
#music player ❤︎#this has been.A Long Time Comign guys#i just finished this tofday#this took me SO LONG#but i PROMISE . i PINKY PROMISE i will be regular wtih these again#theyre becoming seasonal because im so ridiculously bad at any other time frame#but yeah!!!!!!!1 hello#im back w my super duper long shit#dont take that tag out of context#music industry#music blog#new music#pop music#music journalism#music journal#music junkie#music#girlblogging#girlblogger#this is a girlblogger#girlhood#girlworld#girl things#girl thoughts#this is a girlblog#it girl#girly tumblr#girly stuff
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genuine question am I the only one around here that sees the gman as actively antagonistic or am I the outlier
#transmission#Like besides the point of I'm so unsettled by him that I've considering blocking his damn tag like. Looks around?#Like I understand the idea of Like. Spooky alien grandpa😋 silly weirdguyyyy#And I don't want to be raining on anyone's parade and ultimately that's like fine who's cares. I don't care.#But I feel like a lot of people are missing the mark here on like. Gman as a character#Idfk I feel like I'm being an asshole this isn't to say you can't have fun#But like. Goofy shit with Gordon and Adrian and ALYX especially puts me so on edge sorry#Like I understand his motives and lack thereof I understand narratively what he's doing and what purpose he serves#But is like. Does nobody else see all of his actions as like super fucking sinister😭😭#He manipulated and coerced all of them he's using all of them as his weapons and attack dogs and it just. Feels scary#Adrian was TWENTY TWO.#Like does this not creep anyone else out#And I don't know if this is my place to speak on it. As a white dude.#But splash brought it up the other day and it's like.#The Gman. Someone in a great position of power. Actively and continues to manipulate and threaten a Black man and his daughter .#It's not lost on me and it kind of baffles me that people kind of. Look over that??????#He fucking steals Alyx away at the end of HLA . He uses her emotions against her in a very threatening and upsetting way.#He kind of all but threatens Eli in HL2E2.#I DONT KNOW. I DONT KNOW. he feels fucking scary.#He kept Gordon in stasis for TWENTY YEARS. IM twenty#Presumably Addy is STILL IN STASIS.#Like I don't know. It's bugging me#I don't mean to rain on anyone's parade or say ohh you can't do this or that like who cares .#But I feel like you need to take a step back and recontextualize his actions and how he does things .#Especially in the context of Alyx and Eli.#I don't know. Whatever. Sorry#half life
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Hey sweetie :) It’s your mother again! You did great on the last one i really enjoyed it! Hope you’re doing well! Could you do c00lkid and reader baking a cake at 3am but they are missing some ingredients?
Ty sweetheart! <333
( ◠ ◠ 。 Oh look a request!
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MOMMMYYYYY
Im so sorry I didn’t go according to schedule,something came up so I’m trying to rush myself🥀
Mentioned characters: 1x1x1x1x
Warning: mentions of killing,fire..remember that…mentions of stealing,cursing
Pairing PLATONIC c00lkid x Afab!parent!reader
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You lay on your bed, restless. It was 2:53 AM, and in just a few hours, it would be your time—to take down Two Time, Shedletsky, Elliot, Chance… all of them. But tonight felt different. For some reason, sleep wouldn’t come, and your body felt off. Uneasy. Sick, even. Muttering curses under your breath, you pressed a hand to your burning forehead, everything in you screaming that this wasn’t right. Not tonight. Then—*creak*—the sound of the door slowly opening broke the silence. Hand still resting on your head, you looked up. Standing there was C00lkid, eyes locked on yours. The moment he saw you awake, he stepped inside without a word and drifted silently toward your bed.
“Hey…Can we bake a cake?”
A cake… A cake? Really? To be honest, that *does* sound like him—random, impulsive, totally unpredictable—but still, why now of all times? You glance over at the clock, squinting through the dim light. Yep, it’s 3 AM. That fact alone makes everything feel even more surreal. You’re completely drained, your limbs heavy, your eyes burning from lack of sleep. None of this makes sense. It’s too early for anything, let alone cake. Your brain is foggy, struggling to process what’s happening, but despite how ridiculous it all seems, you find yourself moving. Do you get up anyway? Yeah… yeah, you do. You push yourself upright with a groggy sigh, blinking a few times as your mind tries to catch up. It’s like your body’s on autopilot. You sit there for a moment, trying to fully grasp the situation, but all you can do is stare ahead in growing confusion, unsure whether this is some strange dream—or just *him* being exactly who he is.
“At 3 in the morning? Fucking…why?…” “Pleasee?”
Here you were now, standing in the dimly lit kitchen, staring in quiet disbelief at the painfully limited supplies laid out in front of you. One egg. Just one. A small bottle of water. Somehow, against all odds, a box of cake mix had managed to survive in the back of the cupboard, as if it had been waiting for this very moment. That part almost felt like fate. But everything else? A disaster. The real issue, though, was the icing—or rather, the complete *lack* of it. There was barely enough left to coat even half the cake, and that was being optimistic. You already knew what was coming. c00lkid, with all his usual chaotic energy, was going to eat most of the icing before the cake was even in the oven. You could picture it perfectly: him dipping a spoon straight into the tub, grinning like a gremlin, acting as if it was totally normal behavior at three in the morning. You sighed, running a hand through your hair, mentally preparing yourself for the inevitable. Then, slowly, you turned to face him
“Hey buddy,try not to eat all the icing we don’t have-“
“I’ll g0 steal s0me!”
He suddenly turned and took off, yelling something about getting icing like it was a life-or-death mission. But before he could make it out of the kitchen, you reached out, grabbed the back of his shirt, and pulled him back. With one quick motion, you turned him to face you, stopping him in his tracks as he blinked in surprise.
“Number one: Quiet down,Number two:Why don’t we just do this in the morning?” “Come on! Please?”
Another skip. Now you were here, mixing together whatever ingredients you managed to scrape together, half-asleep and running on fumes. Surprisingly, c00lkid was actually behaving—he hadn’t touched the frosting, though he kept eyeing it like it was calling his name. Once the batter was in the oven, all you could do was hope it baked properly and that you could stay conscious long enough to take it out. You were standing there, swaying slightly, barely awake, your eyelids heavy. Then c00lkid shook your arm, a rare look of concern on his face. When you groggily asked what was wrong, he didn’t say anything—just pointed toward the oven, which was, to your horror, completely on fire.
“wh…wh..what…What?…WHAT?”
You snapped into action immediately, grabbing a nearby bucket and shoving it toward c00lkid, yelling at him to fill it with water. While he ran off, you grabbed a towel, ready to try and smother the flames. But just as you turned back to the oven, things took another turn. c00lkid came rushing back—with 1x right behind him. Before you could say a word, 1x snatched the bucket and, clearly confused by the chaos, threw the water at both you and the fire in one big splash. Soaking wet and surrounded by smoke, you looked at him as he stood there, eyes wide, completely lost.
“What the hell was-“ “cake.” “It’s almost 4am.” “Yeah…I know.”
In the end! No cake,You let c00lkid eat all the icing before putting him to bed,then taking yourself to the couch which was only where you could make yourself too,Did you have fun? Yeah! Just wish it was when you weren’t tired
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Here we go! I’m gonna do my other request first before I do my said two time x reader
Have a good day!
#fanfic#x reader#forsaken#forsaken x reader#planton#parents#children#dont take this out of context#two time forsaken#chance forsaken#elliot forsaken#request#viralpost#viral#make this go viral#writing#idk what else to tag
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#911#911edit#evanbuckleyedit#911 abc#911 fox#911 on fox#my edit#that first gif has 210 frames#oooof#aosaoskoaskoaksoaksoaksokasokasko#i dont know okay#taking songs out of context my beloved#maisie my beloved#usercam#i need a maisie tag#911verse#evan buckley
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Man, the zukaang fandom is so mean to Zuko. He's the one-side piner, he's the other woman, he's the one that has deal with Aang dying like, smh, we love our boy so much
#zukaang#not tagging this anything else bc I dont want anyone taking this out of context#this is purely for the zukaangers#bc im right#yall put zuko through romance hell smh#i dont think ive ever seen a fic or art where aang is dealing with zukos death#and by yall i mean me too
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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.
I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?
i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...
#snap chats#thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA#ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth#obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril#charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses#he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids#of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not#charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good#even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars#so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue#we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students#he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless#im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu#obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially#tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute#i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc#if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart#'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool#i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask#so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA#idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ
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Ngl I’m tempted to animate something from that one canon au where Kusuo dies with this cover
#I will never not take an opportunity to post about Will Stetson#I typically don’t care for English covers or dubs or anything but holy shit man he’s an exception for me#I’m a little ashamed to admit he has some covers that I actually prefer to the original#Like “nothings working out”#Which is also a very Saiki brothers coded song tbh#Specifically Kuusuke coded#WHY DID TUMBLR TAG THIS YOUTUBE DONT DO THAT WITHOUT MY PERMISSION ??#Oh actually speaking of English covers (I really like the art of song translation sorry) there’s actually one that’s not by Will Stetson#that I really like#The rolling girl cover by lollia#she makes it like? Rock? It’s so cool#and back to Will Stetson he does a cover of hated by life itself that has rap and when I first saw that I was like hmmmm how is that gonna#work out yk#BUT ITS SO SO GOOD? AND IT KIND OF ENHANCES THE EXPERIENCE ACTUALLY#That song (the original moreso) is also imo saiki coded#Hey can u guys tell my brain is rotted#i love translation one of my fav external/non story parts ab the saiki manga besides Asous ramblings is the translators notes#Like them explaining how the joke works and the context behind it and why a joke might be hard to translate#its so interesting to me
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the amount of times I have potentially controversial opinions that I type up and then save in my drafts forever because I still feel them but am too shy and afraid to choose violence in any way
#wc fandom an absolute mess right now LOL#I'm reserving judgment until i read the new book. I don't believe in having bad faith takes on a book I've never read#if it's bad oh believe me brother you will hear about it when I've read it!#until then all i will do is shake my head at everyone saying ''dont read it it's bad!!!''#no! read it actually! if you want to form and articulate your opinions on something you have to READ IT#you look like a fool if you just go off of hearsay forever#something i see constantly in this fandom is people being like ''i refuse to read some book but can you BELIEVE this happens in it??''#and then say the dumbest shit about a scene taken out of context#yes yes i will never claim this series is well written. it's messy! not denying it#but sometimes y'all overreact in the most insane ways#I'm getting too old for this#sorry wait i just wanna add one more thing which is that if i avoided everything that people told me never to experience#i never would have read some of my favorite books or played some of my favorite games#currently quite obsessed with a game that so many claim is ''the worst entry in the series''#which is a wild thing to say with such confidence for any entry in a series that's been running for over 30 years#anyway i loved it. it's flawed and i loved it. so the rest of the series had better blow me away#pigeon mews#i just woke up i am extremely sleepy#i should not be posting this but I'm doing it#quick clarification: this post is not about people disliking the new book. dislike to your heart's content#this is about people (especially people who haven't read it themselves) saying do not read it because it's bad#maybe I'm just tired of this fandom being so miserable all the time. you don't have to be here if you're not having fun!#anyway. me: I'm too shy to say what i mean. me in the tags: HERE'S WHAT I MEAN lmfao#this post may self destruct (by which i mean get privated) if i feel self conscious about it once I've finished waking up
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sometimes people who struggle like to make jokes or find positives about their condition that causes them to struggle so they can escape the constant negative and struggle. sometimes autistic people will say things like "the 'tism" or use the "autism creature" or say their autism helped them have a *positive trait* to feel better about their struggles. because living your life only focusing on the struggles and negatives is depressing and makes it hard to want to live, even if those struggle take up 100% of your life and you can't actually escape them. sometimes any little seemingly positive thing can help a lot.
but there's so many other autistic people that hate when we do that and call it "reducing autism to a cute trendy thing" and say it takes away from *their* struggles and is bad and shouldn't be used. maybe *you* want to only focus on your struggles, but some people can't live in constant negative and need some positive or to find ways to make their condition more positive so they can feel better about living with their struggles. life is hard. I take anything I can get.
I cant get jobs. I can't make and keep friends. I can't get help and support for doing "normal" things so sometimes I go weeks without being able to shower and without eating more than a bowl of cereal a day. most times can't even do things I like. struggle to communicate. have meltdowns. i'll never be able to live independently. I struggle a lot. but instead of sitting here always depressed and having no motivation to live, i'd rather try to joke about "my 'tism is acting up again" when i'm struggling (just an example. don't think I ever actually used the 'tism thing but i saw others use it) or say "i'm just being a creature" when I need to stay in my dark room because everything is too much and I personally find it cute to be a little creature meant in a positive way. i'm not actually downplaying mine or anyone else's struggles. I still acknowledge them and that silly jokes dont make them go away. i'm not trying to be trendy. i'm not doing any of the things people say we do by making silly little jokes. i'm using the silly little jokes to convince myself life can be a little more than pointless, painful garbage all the time.
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#dont know why continuing in tags but here is more#sometimes we need to ask “why” and not just get mad about how we feel personally. because other people feel differently#yes im guilty of only thinking my feelings and situation and how it relates too and forgetting other peoples. i also need to learn#and everyone's feelings should be valid. just because something might “hurt” you it might be important for someone else#everyones feelings are valid. but we cant protect everyones feeling. so idk the solution#but stopping someone from having a small positive among a sea of nevgative seems a little mean to me#youre not being empathetic to their side. and i can turn it around and be not empathetic to your side and say stop being upset#and get over it and let people have fun. but i wont. i hear you. but at the same time maybe hear us too.#not everyone wants to live only negatively. youre allowed to but dont expect others to.#and yes i GET IT these things can make the allistics and neurotypicals be even worse towards us. but what do we do?#throw out any positivity we can find and grovel in our struggles because the allistics wont take us seriously?#DO THEY TAKE US SERIOUSLY WITHOUT THOSE SILLY TRENDY THINGS? NO! THEY NEVER HAVE#like i said i dont know the solution and everything still be used against us by those people anyway so might as well have fun?#if we focus on struggles they baby us and dont let us do things and block us from living life#if we focus on positive they dismiss our struggles and try to make us do what we cant and dont help us#we cant win! so its not “the 'tism” or whatever other things people made up that cause them to act this way#they already act that way and wont stop unless we figure out how to teach them! but i dont know how! im just a useless little creature#this is probably controversial and someone will get because i dont agree with their perspective despite respecting it#someome will comment to lecture me even though i get it. i do. but two things can exist at the same time!! idk what to tell you!#autistic#autism#actually autistic#lee rambles#words are hard so dont know if i worded it well or not. probably not#also why take away fun things because another group used it for bad? make them stop the bad not stop the good!#i also might be missing more context. i think is about tiktok using these for bad. tiktok is just bad in general and i refuse to use it#why tiktok dictate and ruin our lives now in general? tiktok is really bad 😂 but that another conversation#no one yell at me and say i dismiss struggles of struggling autistics. maybe you dismiss me needing negative thing to have positive?#not in mood for negative response. will probably cry fhhddhsjdjdjkd#today is real struggle day but if i be little creature i feel better
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college starts in 1.5hrs and ive already been screwed over by them
for context: the specific way i am doing college atm (its not officially college long story) is that the government/state/whatever pays for everything in my classes except science/language lab fees. this includes textbooks—however, they only pay for the cheapest option. so you have NO idea if you’ll get physical or digital. thats fine by me, i can work with both.
so, lo and behold, i go to find my two textbooks for today (both digital)— and yeah, no, not there.
WHAT HAS HAPPENED IS THAT:
The book they said they’d sent me for one class not only isn’t where they said it would be, but it straight up ISNT THE TEXTBOOK FOR THE CLASS. the textbook for this class is free online, which is also funny to me bc this teacher doesn’t allow electronics in the classroom. like buddy did you expect us to memorize the book wtf
The OTHER textbook they said they’d pay the subscription for for the semester (YES THE BOOK IS LOCKED BEHIND A SUBSCRIPTION THIS IS A CALCULUS CLASS.) is, in fact, not paid for. I have it, but it’s on a 2 week free trial. And you’re thinking, “Zerro, just pay for it!” ITS A HUNDRED AND THIRTY DOLLARS ARE YOU NUTS?! NOT WHEN THEYRE SUPPOSED TO PAY THAT!
So NOW, I have to figure out how they’re supposed to pay for the latter textbook (because the former is straight up wrong anyways) while also just straight up not knowing how these classes even WORK (the calc class… has discussion forums required. What The F—) and yeah college is going GREAT.
#zero thoughts#zerros free college year#<- tag for these shenanigans bc im confident this won’t be the first time i complain about this#IT WENT SO WELL LAST YEAR TOO#first class didn’t need a textbook teacher said so#second class textbook arrived and was working#but THIS year? ough man.#they actually did get one if my textbooks right it was a physical one they shipped to me#and my fourth class straight up doesn’t have a textbook so okay#but THESE TWO?#the worst thing is the wrong textbook class is a history class#and i LOVE history#and so far it is the worst class out of the four from looking at the syllabuses n such#also for context for my kind of college: they only offer this to hs students#so its basically “we pay for college you take college classes on top of your HS classes#and get both college and HS credits out of class”#but heres the thing#im homeschooled and have essentially finished my HS coursework. so this is basically just free college since to them im still an HS student#its great. except for the part where they dont pay for anything like they said they would.
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playing guild wars 2 has just made me realize that maybe. just maybe. i might be a sicko who unironically thinks doing repetitive mostly meaningless tasks in games is fun
#i know i know. guy who's in the middle of a FL hyperfixation realizes he likes grinding#no way who could have foreseen this etc etc#yin-thoughts#..dont take that tag out of context#guild wars 2
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Honestly Mace would have loved Luke and Leia with his whole heart.
yes!!! honestly he's like a grandparent (in the dynamic way, not age way) bc he was harsh on anakin but you KNOW he's much more caring for the twins, like how a grandparent is strict on their kid but gives their grandkid literally whatever. and anakin's like where was this for me
#i've never drawn anything for it but i think about AUs where anakin's caught or killed n rots is stopped a lot#and then the jedi take the twins and are Too Careful and the twins just Know theres smthn off abt them but dont know what it is#and all the difficulty padme faces bc the jedi fucked anakin up!! she doesnt want them having her kids!!!! the last she has left of Him!!#but whats she supposed to do about her illegal-kids-of-an-evil-jedi against an ancient order backed by the senate and law#and you have obi wan torn between wanting whats best for the galaxy (the twins are carefully trained)#vs wanting whats best for his friend and tbh his brotherwhatever's memory (padme keeps the twins)#very aggressive jedi vs human conflict for him#theres just SO MUCH in those kinda AUs#bit hard to draw to explain tho. like u gotta draw so much for context so ive never rlly tried#but i think abt mace and his relationship w the twins there sm bc you KNOW he wants to treat them coldly and w constant suspicion#but he Just Can't#cause ya know. their dad. went evil. and theyre also INSANELY POWERFUL force users#thanks for the ask!#wow ok went off in the tags abt an au nobody asked for <3#gotta get it out my head somehow ig
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ran haitani is the type of guy to take ur hand and gently kiss ur knuckles then reposition ur hand so its cupping his jaw. his hand over urs, leaning into your touch and sighing contentedly. looks at u and gives u this gentle yet still cocky smile, then turn his head so he can kiss ur palm
#HED BE KISSING EVERY PART HE CAN REACH I SWEAR#.....dont take that tag out of context.#ran wld be so touchy i swear to u needs to have a hand on u at all times#im so sick of him oml
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rewatched joseph anderson's edith finch essay the other night and got critically mind-melted from some of the comments expressing their confusion over very basic "blue curtains = depression" type analysis made by others. idk if maybe that comment section is overridden w children or ppl who simply never paid attention in english class but i could not help but feel despair while reading
#i'm gonna do a spoilers in these tags so if u care go play edith finch or wtv i'm not ur dad#anyway. especially when anderson goes on to explicitly spell out that edie is a neglectful parent and/or opportunistic death monger#in her own family. . . . . let me take for example:#one of her sons decides to liberate himself from his own trauma-wrought agoraphobia by mining a tunnel instead of using the door right#he chooses the physically harder way bcus the psychologically harder way (going upstairs and confronting his crazy mother)#would be worse for him#and he writes 'monster on the other side of the door' or wtv in his own journal from his perspective right#and someone thought that meant his mother thought HE was monstrous and i'm like ????????#and then someone said that 'every finch is buried somewhere in the library' takes on a darker meaning now#and there were ppl confused abt the metaphor the commenter pointed out#context: every literate finch is a prolific diarist they write like no tomorrow#edie is obsessed w their deaths and keeping records and basically making a finch death museum/shrine out of their home#is the metaphor truly that hard to parse ?? this feels like eng101 to me where am i#and i dont wanna be mean and i would never reply to comments like this but#my god these ppl are stupid !! AUGH#when i hear 'media literacy is dying' i try to stay optimistic but it's hard when it's delivered fresh on a video that is years old#i recommend the essay but i say avoid reading comments the psychic damage is not worth it
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y’all are writing mpreg like you don’t even know about the colostrum smh
#i'm putting this in my queue#and regretting it#and the second someone asks me about it is the second I delete it#ao3#yeah i'm tagging it as ao3#dont look at me#for context I'm cleaning out my drafted posts#not sure why this one survived and not “miles edgeworth builds trucy a small library in his home”#but that's just the kind of world we live in#but seriously folks#is your mpreg pretty boy taking folate?#is he going to his regular ob appointments?
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FEEL YOUR SKIN
One-shot comic from the past year about my experiences coping with gender dysphoria and assigned binary roles. Feat my birdsona Maggie and Acantho (early design, changed a bit since then).
… practically I'm baring my heart and brain here; also my views are not facts, I know talking about these themes in public can help others to realize and reflect on their own views. Something I find pleasant and one of my main objectives when sharing my comics!
From my side: I always felt uneasy about my gender because, since my teenage days, I saw how different girls were treated than boys. Because I was a "girl" I needed to look like this or that to be treated like one and UGH.
I felt sad and angry with myself for not falling properly into my assigned label so I practically rejected all of it to the point of hating everything "femme" coded… I was so wrong.
It wasn't the fault of the label, the clothes, aesthetics, colors, etc, or even the roles but of society for imposing them without any flexibility or room to question and reinvent them.
The script for this comic is from October 2022 during a time when I was questioning if I was non-binary and--. I thought: if someday I wish to use that label, first I need to make peace with this other part of me. And in the next months, that's what I tried to do and I found I didn't hate it as I used to do.
That doesn't mean I will go back to it by default just that now I understand and cherish its existence as another option for me to choose when I feel like it! And even… I want to let some traits of it be part of my new gender expression in the future.
And to keep admiring and loving people that surround me and identify with it.
And because I have gotta admit: IT FEELS SO GOOD TO JUST BE SEXY FOR YOURSELF.
Feel your skin: make it yours from the inside out!
#myart#cw gender dysphoria#gender dysphoria cw#personal comic#comic art#windy ocs maggie#windy ocs acantho#windy squeals#know me better#please dont take any of those quotes out of context lol#i play a lot in figurative and metaphorical ways when i write my comics x'D so they would read weird without everything else#still i wanted this to read as personal and bold defiant even#because thats how i feel when i wear this skin#this is a programmed post so#if someone finds typos or wants me to tag something more#ill check it later!#posting this now for international woman's day#PS I cant remember from who or where is that last quote but is not mine if you asked yourself#windys birdsonas
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