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ℝ𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕘𝕖 // Baby Saja
// DATE // 23rd of June 2025 -> 26th of June 2025 // WORDS // 16.7k+ // SUMMARY // Reader is a member of Huntr/x, Rumi's twin sister to be precise. Y/n doesn't want to hide who she is anymore. Wanting to prove to Rumi that Mira and Zoey will trust them, she shares what she is knowing Rumi will back her up. Only they don't trust her and Rumi sends her to her death or so she thought, now it's time for revenge.
- Everything below this until the gif can be considered as spoilers. Be surprised and skip straight to the story or read the rest in this section at your own risk. MDNI! PS. This whole story is a spoiler for the movie if you have not seen it yet! -
// PAIRING // Baby Saja x femHuntrix!reader, Rumi x Jinu, Zoey x Mystery, Romance x Mira x Abby // WARNING // angst, fluff, (soul)mates, explicit smut, again, minor do not interact with this post, dom!baby/sub!reader, p in v, unprotected sx(wrap it before you tap it please), fingering, oral fem receiving, praise kink, biting, mating, possessive behavior, (I think it is) slight humiliation kink
// Main Story // Bonus Chapters //
“Rumi?” I start as I pull on the costume for the Golden promo with her. Did she release Golden maybe a bit early. Most definitely but I will always support her decisions.
“Yeah?”
“I want to tell them,” my voice is quiet, a little afraid of what her reaction will be.
“Y/n, Celine told us to wait,” she almost hisses, fear clear on her face.
“I know, I know,” pulling on the tight white shorts. “But they know us, they know were not like the other demons. Hell, all the other ones are ugly,” Rumi chuckles at that, shaking her head.
“That’s true, but I still think we shouldn’t tell them.”
“Okay, what if only I tell them about me. You don’t have to get involved. I’ll prove to you that they’ll accept us and then you can tell them too!” I tell her with full confidence. No doubt in my mind.
“Okay, I’ll back you up,” I squeal as I pull her into a tight hug.
“Couch! Couch! Couch! Couch!” I hear Mira and Zoey chant as they shuffle their way to the couch arms filled with snacks. Dropping the snacks on the white fluffy couch. Dropping right next to snacks.
“Oh, yeah. That’s the stuff,” Zoey sighs.
“So relaxing,” Mira murmurs sinking into the couch.
“Hey. Have a good break?” Rumi asks appearing behind the two.
“Huh?” Mira looks at her bewilders. “What? No. We literally just sat down!” chuckling I walk around the couch and take a seat on the coffee table.
“Why are you two in your new costumes?” Zoey asks as both sit up, eyes shifting between the two of us.
“Rumi, you didn’t,” both Mira and Zoey turn to Rumi, knowing if it would be either of us it would be Rumi. “Did you announce the new single?” Rumi's only response is a wide grin.
“The promo starts tomorrow- Tonight?”
“Tonight?” Mira and Zoey say in surprise. “Rumi, no! No!” the two start to whine playfully with a sense of true disappointment lacing their voices.
“No!” I hand Zoey her costume while Rumi hands Mira hers.
“But before we leave,” I begin, as the two of them begrudgingly start pulling on the costumes. Their eyes going to me as they keep getting dressed. Not bothered at all about changing in front of us. “I have something to share,” my voice goes from excited to nervous. My eyes flickering between all three. “It’s hard for me, but I don’t think I can hide it for much longer,” I stare down at my shaking hands. Zoey takes one of my hands, squeezing in reassurance.
“We will always be here for you,” she says, a gentle smile gracing her face.
“Well, I-” shaking off the jacket from my costume. The patterns slowly coming into view, drawing gasps from Mira and Zoey. Who pulls away her hand. Both of them drawing their weapons making me jump back standing up at the other end of the coffee table. My heart beating faster than it already did.
“You’re a demon,” Mira’s voice is angry as she spits the words out like she’s disgusted by the sight of me.
“I thought you would-” my voice is shaky and quiet as I stare in disbelief. “Rumi…” my eyes lock on my sisters, a desperate call for help. Zoey and Mira turn to Rumi with a hint of betrayal in their eyes.
“Did you know?” Zoey asks Rumi threateningly. A tone Zoey has never used against us before.
“No,” Rumi’s voice is cold. Detached. But her eyes burn. Drawing her own weapon, pointing the long end of the blade at me as she jumps over the couch. “I can’t believe you would betray us like this,” it’s like she’s saying it to herself for betraying her sister like this. With no other options, she steps up onto the coffee table - like it’s a stage. Like this moment has been building since the day we were born. Driving the blade through my chest. Tears in both our eyes as I shudder. The pain from the tear in my chest making me scream silently and then I implode, collapsing inward in a burst of magenta smoke - silent and final.
I didn’t die like I expected. Instead I found myself leaning on my knees, crying into my arms in front of Gwi ma. The flame entity laughing at my despair.
“Y/n, Y/n, Y/n,” he tsk’ed like he was disappointed to see me. “Guess you should have kept it hidden,” he laughs again deep and evil. “Now you’re my demon!” his voice booms across the crowd of demons who start laughing with their king. The events of tonight start playing over and over in my head loud, feeling like it gets louder and louder. I had no control over it. I couldn't stop them, couldn't dampen them. My hands cover my ears but it doesn't change anything.
I don’t really notice until I open my eyes again. The laughter has died down after I had been moved by Gwi ma, is my guess, to just beyond the crowd of demons.
I tried walking away but kept being dragged back. Making me sigh and stay at the edge of where I was apparently allowed to be. I could barely see any of the other demons through the smoke and deemed myself alone enough. If this was all the space I was allowed to have now, I would take it. Sinking to the lava rock ground. I pull my knees up to my chest. Wrapping my arms around them.
The ground wasn't comfortable. Far from it. But sitting was better than to stay standing. The moment I thought everything settled the voices came back louder than ever before, making me bury my face in my arms.
“Did you know?” “No.” “Okay, I’ll back you up” “I can’t believe you would lie to us like this.”
The voices sounded like screaming, ringing in my ears. Tears running down my face again filled with the pain of betrayal. The feeling of her sword driving into my chest solidified the feeling of betrayal. If there was someone I thought I could trust it would be Rumi.
I don't know how long he tortured me for like this. Making it go silent, giving me a false sense of control before returning it in full. But it feels like an eternity.
Little did I know I was being observed by a group of 400 year old demons who looked awfully human compared to the others. Nor did I notice when one of them approached me. First the male just sat beside me, keeping a bit of a distance. Almost like he didn’t want to startle me.
It was like his calm aura surrounded me, softening the voices that were screaming at me. Blinking away my tears in confusion. Looking right, then left. Finding him sat there. Leaning back on his hands, left knee up, his right leg stretched out.
I couldn't stop my brows from furrowing. Shuffling a little further away from the male. Demons are bad. They can’t be trusted. I tell myself, my gaze falling onto my own patterns. Right, I am one. The patterns hadn’t spread this far before I was sent here. Now I looked like a full demon, even if I knew I was only half a demon. My hands turning into fists realizing I would be stuck here forever.
I didn't acknowledge him. Turning away from him. But it felt like he was too far away. Shaking my head I tried to ignore it. Though it didn't take long for me to break the silence we sat in.
“Why are you here?” I dare to ask. Hating myself for going against everything I believed in.
He doesn't say anything making me sigh. Turning back to him my body relaxes, just a bit as the distance becomes smaller. Loosening the stiffness in my legs. Not understanding why I’m suddenly feeling relaxed, I continue. “Here to mock me? 1 huntress down 3 to go.”
“No.”
It’s short. Stopping me from continuing. I look at him, eyes wide. Taking in his pale purple skin, bright golden eyes, blue hair, traditional black Korean attire. He didn’t look at me. Instead staring off into the distance, not that there was much to see. The area mostly covered in smoke.
“I’m here in case you need someone who understands-”
“Understand? You’re a demon, you feel no emotions! How could you possibly understand?”
“That’s where you’re wrong,” he stays calm even after my accusation, like he was expecting me to react this way. “We feel double that what humans feel. We feel extremely. It might shock you, but Gwi Ma keeps us pushed to the edge, so far into madness that we seem numb. But we do feel...” his voice is gentle as he speaks, shifting his gaze away from the smoke, to me. His golden eyes drawing me in.
“What do you feel now?” I ask cautiously curious. Shifting to sit on my side, leaning on my hands - closer to him.
“Sadness,” he confesses. I sense no lies in his eyes. “Seeing my m- you like this, it hurts.”
“You’re what?” he closes his eyes, grunting in annoyance at himself for miss speaking. He doesn't answer, instead he disappears. Immediately Gwi ma's power returns in full force. Falling to my side, my hands cradle my face. Eyes shut tight. My screams are silent at the pain the events cause me.
It feels like I'm in pain for days. My throat hoarse from my crying. I open my eyes suddenly. An unexpected calm falling over me again. He's stood over me this time. I can't read his expression.
I'm not sure what to say, or if I should even say something. Last time he disappeared on me. My eyes follow him as he returns to sit in the same spot as he did before.
"I guess it's in our best interest if I just tell you," he sighs, not facing me just yet. I find the strength in my arms to push myself in a sitting position. Subconsciously dragging myself closer to him. “Give me your hand,” I hesitate a little. Not sure if I should trust him even though he had revealed something I never knew about demons. Something I don’t think a demon would easily confess to, either. His gaze meets mine as I shuffle closer. Carefully placing my hand left hand in his right hand.
A slow ripple spills out from our connected palms. Like black stardust unfurling beneath our skin, soft and shivering. Leaving goosebumps in its wake. Light and shadow dancing like twin spirals up our arms. Disappearing into our chests where our hearts sit. Creating a magnetic pull. A sudden blast surged outward like an orb tearing through the smoke around us. My head seamed to clear only one word occupying my mind.
“Baby.”
“That’s me,” a gentle smile played on his lips. “And you, Y/n, are my mate.”
“Mate?” I repeat it, stunned, like saying it out loud might make it make sense. For years I was told demons didn’t have feelings, that they were all bad, that all should be killed. And now I was mated to one?
But I had to be honest. I didn't mind. He made me feel calm. I don't think I've ever felt this calm. Always on edge. Scared to reveal my secret. Regretting that I shared my secret. I was pretty much powered by anxiety.
“Yes, I understand it’s hard to believe-”
“Oh, no, I believe it’s just… unexpected?” he chuckles soft and gentle making a blush decorate my cheeks. I started to make sense the longer I looked at him. Really took him in. He was my complete opposite, perfect to soothe my racing thoughts.
“Cute,” he says squeezing my hand which he still held.
“Also, I thought all demons were supposed to be ugly,” the bluntness of the comment gets him to full on laugh, the sound low, warming up my chest. I crawl closer without thinking, like the space between us suddenly became unbearable. Now that I know we’re mates, distance feels wrong.
“We are sad to have to share this news on the day of our new singles release,” Rumi tells the host. “But Y/n has left Huntrix.”
“Oh no, what happened?” the host asks with concern, genuine curiosity behind her words.
“We don’t know, it was unexpected,” Mira says, there is sadness in her normally stoic voice.
“She decided she didn’t want to do this anymore,” Zoey adds to the lie.
“We couldn’t convince her to stay.”
“She is your sister, I suppose you’re still in contact with her at least?” the host asks making Rumi’s hard hammer in her chest, the face of her sister silently screaming as she killed her.
“Ah, no,” Rumi keeps it short.
“Golden is the last song Y/n will be featured on from now on,” Zoey quickly takes the attention away from Rumi.
“We will be going on hiatus for a little while to get used to the loss of our member.”
"So, do you..." I start, eyes up at the sky. Baby and I laid on the ground, I used his stomach as a pillow. Forced to even, he would not let me rest my head on the lava rock surface.
"Do I what?" he asks while we watch souls dance above us. None of them flying in the direction of Gwi ma, thankfully.
"Do you get to go up there?" my voice soft, afraid of the answer. He pauses, stilling. Turning my head I look at him. He has his head propped up by his arms. I can just see his golden eyes. Watching them shift ... anxiously?
"No," he finally says. "I'm glad for it," he adds softly. Turning on my side, I can tell he doesn't want to share just yet. So I reassure him in the only way I can think of. Sitting up, I place a gentle peck on his dark lips. Smiling at the way his eyes widen just slightly at my action.
That's not the last peck we share. Far from it. I can't stop stealing them. He doesn't give me them nearly as often, but I know that every time he does, it's sincere.
He lingers, holding on to me like I could slip from his fingers any moment. Whenever we meet his friends there's always this possessive arm around my waist. Not that I mind.
I still remember the first time he introduced us. "Y/n," Baby starts, his arm not leaving my waist. Sending pointed looks at the four demons before me. "These are Jinu, Mystery, Abby and Romance," gesturing from a black haired, smirk wearing one, to a grey haired, not looking at me - I think. To a taller pink haired one who wore a smug look, to the last one. Another pink haired one, this time long flowing locks.
This hand had dared to step forward. Taking my hand swiftly pecking my knuckles before he got smacked in the face by Baby. Who pulled me behind him. Growling possessively.
Laughter bursting within the group and I wouldn't lie. I couldn't stop myself from giggling either.
That moment was pretty much the start of my friendship with the group. There was obviously not a lot to do. But when they showed me they could pretty much create things out of thin air. I asked them if they ever thought of creating game pieces.
Which they hadn't, like how.
In the end they had created game pieces for games out of their time, but I wanted to play something newer. Like UNO. When I asked if they knew what it was, Baby sent an image in my head of something. Confusing me to the point I looked at him like he had just sent me a unsolicited dick pic.
"How did you do that?" I ask after recovering from the random image.
"We're mates," is his simple answer. I arch my brow like, 'okay, so now I'm supposed to understand how that works'. He chuckles at my expression, pecking my cheek. "I just think of what I want to show you, and I sent it to you."
"Oh, okay, I wanna try," instantly thinking of the UNO game. Looking at him wide eyed like that will do it. "Do you see it?" he shakes his head. Thinking... louder? "Am I doing it?" my voice stressed, eyes closed.
"Uhm, no, but you do look constipated," I gasp, opening my eyes at his words in offence. Smacking his chest playfully as the others laugh their asses off. With that I gave up on the whole image sending for a while.
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While we spend most of our time all together, I did steal Baby from them a lot. Wanting to spend time with him one on one. Get to know him more and more.
He wasn't much of a talker, so it was tough at times. It seemed enough time had past as I could go further than before. Allowing for us to have a private space between a few rocks.
Never the comfortable place of course. Pressing my lips against him hungrily. Sat on the ground, his back against a rock, a tight grip on my hips where I sat in his lap. Keeping me from moving them against him.
"Why are you holding back?" I ask breathless when I pull away. I stare at him, eyes shifting from one to the other. Anxiety rolling over me like a realization. "Do you not-"
"Of course not," his voice gentle as he cups my cheeks, staring loving into my soul. "I just don't want to loose control," I nod, not entirely believing him, my gaze falling from his. "Hey, listen to me," he caresses my cheeks so gentle, getting me to look back up. "If you think you need to pleasure me to make sure I love you," my eyes widen at the fact he can read me so well. "You don't," he waits till I nod. "But," he smirks. "If it's pleasure you want, I'll be happy to give it to you," my cheeks darken at his words. Warmth spreading to more places than one.
To the point I can't stop myself from nodding eagerly. Anxiety, completely forgotten.
"Okay, darling," he pecks my lips. "Turn around," I follow his command like a life line. Leaning my back against him, his arms circling my waist. "Knees up, either side of mine."
Again, like an obedient pet, I do as he asks. Shaking with anticipation. His left hand, caresses the bare skin of waist. Owning just my Golden costume in this realm. Other hand smoothly slipping under the waist band of my shorts. Gasping when his fingers find my heat.
"So wet already," his voice is a sin, whispering in my ear. I can feel his smug gaze on the side of my head. I enjoy it. Just two of his finger play with the slick that gather on my outer lips.
"Please," I'm not even sure I said anything with how soft I spoke. But he heard, loud and clear. Chuckling evilly.
"What do you want, darling?" he teases, sliding his finger tip over my slit, but not parting them. I bite my bottom lip, cheeks red with embarrassment. I felt so filthy having to say it out loud, but I knew I had to. If I didn't he would just tease me for all of eternity. He lays a gentle peck on my neck as if to encourage me, putting light pressure where my lips cover my clit with his fingers.
A moan like gasp and I finally utter. "Touch me."
"Hmm, not precise enough," just those words have me whining in desperation. "But, I'll let you have it this time."
Before I can exhale in relief he parts my lips. Slipping a single finger straight in. Thumb landing on my clit, a shaky moan escaping me instead. Instinctively my legs start to close around his hand.
"Hold them open for me," with shaky hands I hold my thighs open. Breathing heavily at the slow pace his fingers are using. A second had joined inside me, but it wasn't enough.
"F-faster," I beg, head rolling onto his shoulder. A dark chuckle and a third finger gets added. Along with a faster pace. I'm gasping like I can't get enough of this feeling. I'm surprised that his sharp claw like nails don't seem to scratch me, but I'm not complaining.
Moaning at the way his fingers curl inside me, stretch me open. Thumb rubbing smooth circles on my clit. My ears pick up his own grunting. Are my feelings causing him to enjoy it just as much as I am?
The hand that held a grip on my waist, moves up. Slipping under my top. Fingers finding my pebbled buds, squeezing, first testing the waters. The action causing me to subconsciously squeeze around the finger inside me.
"So sensitive, aren't you?" I'm not even sure what exactly I'm nodding to, but I do it anyways. Reaching the edge quicker with every squeeze, every thrust of his fingers. "Go on darling," he whispers in my ear, pointy tongue flicking against my jaw teasingly. "Cum for me."
I do, shuddering franticly as my orgasm rolls over me. Taking over my entire body as he keeps the movements up until my hips move in shocks against the touch. Suddenly overstimulated, breathing heavily.
"Good girl."
Curiosity strikes Abby one random day, while we're playing games again.
"By the way, how did you get here?" it's so out of the blue. Everyone's eyes shooting at him. Baby and Jinu glaring at him like a warning. "What? I'm curious."
Baby tells me I should not feel forced to tell them, his glare not leaving Abby. I place my hand on his thigh, reassuring him that its okay.
After explaining it is when the revenge plan start brewing to life. I don't think I've ever liked feeling this evil until now.
There once was a mighty demon king Stop me if you’ve heard this one before He was in total control He feasted on souls The world trembled when he roared But then some Hunters sang some songs Now all he does is starve Can’t get at the souls, and his flame grows cold Just a whisper in the dark And will he let the fire go out? Is this the end of him now? Dying king with a crumbling crown? Will he let the fire go out?
“I let you keep that voice, Jinu,” Gwi ma says as Jinu approached him with his song. “And you dare to mock me with it?” I stayed near Baby as we slowly followed Jinu closer to Gwi ma.
“I’m not here to mock you. I’m here to help you,” Jinu tells Gwi ma. “It’s time for a new strategy,” the six of us fly up the long staircase. Them in their traditional attire, me still in my Golden promo costume. Safe for the jacket. “We fight the Hunters where they least expect it. Go after the very thing that powers the Honmoon. The fans.”
“A demon boy band?” Gwi ma questions. Bursting out laughing, the crowd following awkwardly. “What makes you think that could work?” Transforming just enough to make them look more human.
“I can help,” I speak up, appearing from behind Baby. “I am from that world, I know how it works. I can be their manager. I won’t be seen. I can make sure they become big.”
“You?” Gwi ma chuckles evilly. “What makes you think I’ll trust you.”
“They betrayed me,” I tell him. “I might not be doing it for you, but that doesn’t mean I won’t pull through if it gives them what they deserve for stabbing me, quite literally.”
“Hmm, alright," he says. "But, that can't just be it, what is it the rest of you expect out of this?" he hums, impatiently waiting for an answer.
"Our memories from before this life, erased," Jinu speaks for them.
“Okay! I have planned for your first performance to be just around the corner from here,” I tell the five as we walk down the alley. Romance, Abby and Mystery walk in front, Jinu following behind them. While I walk with Baby, his arm wrapped possessively around my waist, not that I minded. I wore one of Baby’s sweaters, and a cap to hopefully hide my appearance enough. “You guys know the song, I’ll make sure to make it go viral. Flyers have been handed out and people have already started gathering,” I had my phone out while Baby guides me safely. Making my twirl suddenly before holding me in front of him.
“uh… watch yourself,” I hear Jinu speak to someone. Baby’s hold on me leaving me unable to check to who. But as we walk away I recognize who.
“Watch my… Watch yourself!” Rumi. Looking up at Baby he turns me to face him and places a gentle peck on my lips. As if saying ‘I got you’. Returning at his side we continue walking to our destination. “Oh, Jinu! After the performance don’t forget to announce that you’ll be at everyone’s favorite variety show.”
“Yes, I’ll remember,” I peck Baby on the cheek and let them do their thing. Staying close and keeping my eye out for Rumi, Mira or Zoey. I film their performance. Posting it on social media, creating edits, shorts, posting a prerecorded video of a dance practice I had them do. Watching as the numbers went up and up. The Saja Boys getting more popular by the minute.
Looking at the crowd I could see how much they were enjoying the Saja Boys. The moment they started it had drawn even more people to come check them out.
I couldn’t stop myself from clapping with the crowd when they were done with their performance. Giving Jinu a pointed look as I pulled up the slide for on the screen behind them that showed the variety show they would be at tonight. Jinu first wiped his shoulder clean of nonexistent dust while staring at Rumi who stood scarily close to me.
I thought I had paid enough attention. I catch Baby’s eyes who with just a flick of his eyes moved me away where our eyes connect again. A sigh of relief leaving my body while he sends a wink which has the crowd around me going wild some more. That’s my man, I think I hear a chuckle in my head as I return my gaze to his where he smirks his lips forming one word. Mine.
“That’s it for now. See you tonight on everyone’s favorite variety show,” selecting the slide on my phone it appears behind them as Jinu speaks. “Saja Boys love you!” posing for just a second longer before disappearing with the magenta smoke. A second later, a hand slips into mine before I’m ingulfed in that same magenta smoke. The smoke dissipating around us when we appear in the apartment I got the band.
“You guys did so good!” I clap with excitement, pulling my phone out as I sit down with Baby like a magnetic pull to always be close to him. Baby wraps an arm around my shoulder pulling me closer to him.
“Of course,” Abby smirks. “We’re charming,” as if to prove his point he flexes his arms making me roll my eyes.
“Barely,” I tease, sticking my tongue out at him. “The fans like you because 1, the song is catchy, you’re welcome by the way. 2, you’re hot, we’ll figure out if you’re charming on that variety show. And 3, you guys dance really well,” Abby sticks his tongue out right back at me. Quick learner, I chuckle. “Anyways, we have a bit of time before the variety show-” I don’t even get to finish before four of them literally poof out of existence. “Wha-”
“Don’t worry, they’ll be back,” Baby speaks up besides me. Shifting my gaze to him, his now nearly unnatural blue eyes half lidded. Taking my phone from me, I try to protest, but he just tsks, like I’m a child testing limits. “No phone for you,” he says, voice stern making me shiver. “You have to be able to get out of sight from the Huntrix. Without me.”
“But you can do it,” I pout and he sighs, getting up from the couch, pulling me with him. Then he smirks, just a little. That smug, knowing tilt of his mouth that makes me want to punch him and kiss him at the same time.
“You get a kiss for every step further you are able to make,” he knows that will make me comply. He’s not shy about kissing me, but it’s not nearly as often as I wish it was. So if this is how I can get it, I’ll take it.
“Okay, okay,” I nod vigorously. “How do we start,” I had told him that I obviously knew how to fight, but I didn’t know how to teleport like they can. Not like I could learn that from Celine. All she ever did was told us to hide our patterns. No one could know what we were.
“It’s a lot about visualizing where you want to go,” his voice calm as he starts to explain. Giving me examples by teleporting around the room as he does. “Now you try, don’t start off difficult. From where you stand, try to go in front of the coffee table.”
“And if I do it,” a little smile tugging at the corners of my lips. “I get a kiss, right?”
“Yes,” he chuckles deeply. “If you can do it, you get a kiss,” he nods. “More if you behave and make it to me,” excitement fills up my body in more ways than one, the smirk on his lips not helping in stopping the heat from forming between my legs. Nodding I focus on the rug under the coffee table. Visualizing the edge where I want to go. Closing my eyes, I take a deep breath. Hoping that I did it when I open my eyes again.
Nothing.
I was still stood in the same place. “Ugh,” I shake my head. “Okay, one more,” Closing my eyes again. I visualize once more. Maybe it needs to be more detailed. Edge of the rug. The rug is red, the border fluffy, the rectangle table white marble. That is where I want to go. Opening my eyes once more. Nothing. “I can’t do it, if I can’t even get 30cm further how am I meant to get to yo-u,” in the blink of an eye I’m in front of him. Eyes wide in confusion and surprise. A smirk plays on his lips as he leans down and pecks my lips.
Recovering from my initial shock, I shake my head before crossing my arms.
“Nah ah, you said I would get more if I could make it to you.”
“That’s true,” his voice deeper than before. His strong hands reach my hips. Placing a nearly bruising grip on them, my knees weakening. Reaching for him, I wrap my arms around him and pull him closer. Our lips connect, gentler than I expected. But I turn the kiss hungry within seconds. Tracing my tongue over his lips asking for entrance, which he gives only to quickly over power it. Showing me who’s boss, not that anyone would ever question that. He pulls away making me whine. I don’t let go and neither does he. “I will let you have this, cause you have no idea how much I need you, but we will continue practicing after this,” the whine turns into a moan at his confession. He trails kissing down my jaw to my neck, making me bend over backwards.
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His hands slide up, under his sweater over my bare stomach. Lifting the sweater as he goes, leaving goosebumps in his wake. Pulling back long enough to throw the sweater away before lifting me up. A squeak leaving my lips, returning my hold around his neck tighter as he moves us to the bedroom. I kiss and bite his neck as well as I can with his outfit still on. Trying to get his sweater off him is a struggle. I only manage it because he tosses me onto the bed and I yank it off mid fall.
He at least helps me by taking off his blouse himself, crawling over me right after. Our lips connecting in a heated kiss. My hands roam his toned chest, nails scraping his skin with need. His right hand cupping my face while the other held him up right. His sharp teeth tugging at my bottom lip, pulling away with a grin.
“So needy,” his voice deep, eyes flashing golden. A needy whimper leaves my lips. Watching him back up, just enough to unzip my shorts. Tapping my ass to make me lift off the bed, I quickly do as he asks. Sliding it sensually slow down my thighs, his own nails trailing after the fabric. Every inch they drag lower sends another jolt up my spine.
I want him so desperately at this point I want to drag him back up to me. I don’t even care that he’s still half dressed. I just need him, right now!
Shorts finally gone, abandoned on the floor. He holds my ankles, pecking both. With a strong grip his hands slide back up, followed by more pecks. Turning into bites, along with creating hickeys on my thighs. Marking me his. I loved it.
The moment his head is within my reach I try to pull him back up, but he denies me. An impatient whine leaving my lips though it quickly turns into a gasp when he surprises me by blowing air on my damp panties. Swiftly sliding the fabric to the side, the cold air of the room momentarily startling me. Though my lips are quickly engulfed with his. Legs almost instantly turning to jelly.
Pushing one thigh up, he spreads my legs, giving him more room to explore. My breathing turning into desperate gasps. Sucking on my clit like it’s a life line, plunging his tongue so far inside me it seems impossible. Leaning up on my weak trembling arms, I look at his head between my legs. His eyes open shortly too look me in the eyes. His eyes golden, his patterns showing. He’s half shifted. It all made sense now. He had shown me before that his tongue was longer when in demon form, teasing me with it. This was just half of what it could be and this was already sending me to heaven.
I couldn’t hold myself up anymore, falling back down with a heavenly moan. I could feel that he was enjoying this just as much as I was, being this close allowing me to feel his emotions just like he did mine. My hands find his hair, gripping tight on the strands. Drawing a groan from him, the vibrations of his voice only getting me closer to my release.
“So close,” my voice soft, laced with desperation. But I shouldn’t have said anything. The second the words leave my lips, his leave my heat. A wet smirk curls on his lips, glistening and smug.
“Didn’t think I was gonna let you cum that easy, now did you?” he arches a brow, the wicked look in his eyes making my body ache even more. He licks his lips, groaning at the taste of me. In an instantly his completely naked before me, his patterns beautifully on display. My denied orgasm forgotten, I find the strength to get up. On my knees in front of him, my lips just able to reach his strong collar bones.
I start there, biting hard. I can tell he enjoys it, his eyes stay on me watching me as I claim his body just like he did mine. Smirking my way down, leaving hickeys and indents of my teeth. Marks that say mine in every shade of red. Following one line of his patterns, all the way down the length of his chest. Though he doesn’t allow me to reach my destination.
With a rough push, I’m on my back once more. Somehow, while falling back he was able to remove both my bra and my panties. Demon magic, I'm sure. My legs pulled up into the air, a single hand holding them together against his shoulder.
“Think you’re ready for me?” It’s like his voice got even deeper, like he was growling while talking. That same smug smirk curves his lips as he teases me, pressing the tip between my thighs. My eyes widen the further he pushes, realizing just how big he actually was.
While I’m terrified, I don't control my head as it nods repeatedly with need.
Leaning down he folds me in half, the stretch in my muscles an ache I crave. My legs pushed up, pressed tight on either side of my head. “Use your words, darling,” he whispers, face to face now. His breath brushes my lips, voice thick with command and something darker. The tone betraying just how close he is to loosing it all.
“Please, please, please,” the words are breathless. The pressure on my chest makes it hard to breathe, but not enough to stop the begging. “Fuck me,” it’s rough, more like a demand. Desperate to get him inside me. Now!
He lets out a low, wicked chuckle. “Good girl,” instantly thrusting all the way in. The stretch punches a high-pitched gasp out of me, more squeak than moan, and I clamp down around him without meaning to. My body’s trying to slow him down, fighting the pace I just begged for. All air leaves my lungs when he bottoms out. It feels so good I could cry.
“Sooo… gooooood…” the words slur right out of me, brain to far gone to care what I say anymore. A hitched gasp slips past my parted lips as I feel him pull back. Not all the way, but enough to start making me feel empty. His lips join mine in a surprisingly gentle kiss. His kiss is slow, loving, completely at odds with the way he’s wrecking me. Caressing me with love as he slowly starts to thrust back in. Keeping the pace slow but deep while I gasp into kiss. Barely able to kiss him back.
To the point I just give up, wrapping my arms around his neck. Pulling him impossibly closer. The ache in my legs starting to make them tremble, but I don’t care. I need him, crave him. The angle of our position getting me closer to edge with every thrust. My entire body shivering from the intensity.
“You’re doing so good,” his voice cuts through the haze, sudden enough to startle me. Though I relax almost instantly. “Just a little longer,” his right hand caressing my trembling leg, seemingly soothing the ache. Reaching between us in the impossibly small space between us. Pinching my clit between two fingers making me spasm and squeeze around his thick length. “Cum for me,” it’s like a command that breaks the dam. Squeezing his shoulders once before my arms go lacks at the feeling of ecstasy.
Both his arms secure around me as he thrusts a few more times. He moves my head to the side, just enough to give him space. With a low groan, which is quickly muffled by my skin, he cums inside me. A gentle peck where my neck meets my shoulder. Then a scream leaves my lungs when his teeth tear my skin.
The same black stardust seems to ripple over us, starting from where he just bit me. Suddenly I’m overwhelmed. I freeze up. A gentle lick over the wound, then a peck before his eyes come into view.
“Now,” he whispers. “You’re completely mine,” and I feel it. I feel him, not just physically. Our souls completely connected.
Slowly the shock fades, as does the pain. He starts to pull away, but I don’t want him to. Letting him leave just enough space for me to lower my legs before I pull him right back.
Connecting our lips, exploding with emotions. So much raw emotion of both him and me.
We had just finished showering, but he had been done getting dressed quicker. Pecking my lips as he left the room. A lingering feeling of adoration from him warming my chest.
“Wow, you look thoroughly fucked,” Mystery points out the obvious when I enter the living room again after what had just transpired in the bedroom. I hadn’t tried to hide the marks Baby had left on me, but they were relatively hidden. But I guess not as hidden as they had seemed when I looked in the mirror.
An instant flare of anger washes over me. But it’s not mine.
“Watch it,” Baby hisses at his friend. I just stick my tongue out at Mystery and plop myself down on Baby’s lap, who instantly wraps a possessive arm around my waist. I peck his cheek before turning my attention to the rest of the boys.
“Okay, but, we should actually get going,” I say while I look at the time on my phone, now that I have it again. “We don’t wanna be la-”
Before I can finish, magenta smoke slowly reveals we arrived at the studio.
“Ah! Saja Boys!” we get greeted, the second we get spotted. In panic I touch my head, glad to find the cap there. My eyes meet Baby’s, he’s already staring, handing me tinted glasses. Which I quickly put on.
They get called on stage not long after our arrival. The studio filled to the brim with press and new fans. I stay on the side, out of sight of the crowd. Instead focusing on my phone where I check their social media and their growing popularity.
Unbeknownst to me, three pairs of familiar eyes had spotted me. Unsure and stunned all the same. I should not be there and yet I was.
“It’s a dead heat between my handsome co-host and Baby Saja,” my attention drawn to the stage, at the mention of Baby. Surprised he’s so casually drinking hot sauce like it’s water. “Can our host catch up?”
“So spicy! So spicy!” the co-host utters, giving up.
“He can’t! Baby Saja is the winner!” the crowd cheers.
“Goo goo, ga ga,” Baby mocks, unable to stop me from giggling at the idiocy of it. Shaking my head.
“Hard to say goodbye when we’re having fun.”
“So hard. So hard,” to my shock I watch Jinu take the mic from the host. I’m about to scold him from the sideline when he speaks.
“Then why say goodbye when we have extra special guests coming up?”
“What is he doing?” I mutter. Little did I know that Rumi muttered those exact same words.
“Please welcome Huntrix!” stunned I follow the spotlights as it highlights the - now - trio. Shit.
“We just wanted to stop by and congratulate our hoobaes on their debut and-,” Rumi waves awkwardly, obviously caught off guard.
“And of course, Play Games with Us! Bring out the slides!” Jinu cuts her off. The other four grabbing the slide from my side of the stage.
“This is not a good idea,” I hiss at them. Baby just winks as a feeling of reassurance waves over me.
“Slide! Slide! Slide!” the crowd chants, I watch anxiously.
“Oh no. We couldn’t possibly,” Rumi tries to back out, to no avail of the crowd. Their chants changing to ‘In the balls!’. Which seems, you know, just a little in appropriate, but oh well… “Sure,” voice a little higher now. “For the fans.”
Though its immediately met with more regret. Their leather pants stopping them for a smooth slide. An ear-piercing sound echoing through the studio. Just like Baby I cover my ears, dampening the double effect of what this sound does to us.
Finally they land. “And Huntrix is in the balls!” I notice their eyes flash gold, smirks plastered on their faces before they mask it.
“Well, this was fun,” Rumi says awkwardly as the three of them exit the ball pit. Standing in line across from the boys.
With a hand on his chest. “It was truly an honor to share the stage with you,” Jinu says, the five of them bowing respectfully to the trio. I cover my mouth with my hand to muffle my chuckle at their faces.
“Oh no. The honor is ours,” they bow. They’ll do anything to keep the fans on their side it seems.
“No, it was ours.”
“It’s ours.”
“Ours.”
“Ours.”
“Ours.”
“Ours.”
They all bow deeper and deeper. The boys quite literally folded in half in the end. Baby smirking through his legs at me, making me shake my head at them for the nth time.
Before the curtain is even fully closed, Baby grabs my by the waist, throwing me over his shoulder as they run out. Abby giving Romance a piggy back, just to rub it in the girls faces. Flicking my gaze to them, I see their anger growing.
“Where are we going?” I ask, not really able to do much, stuck in the tight grasp of Baby. Trying to peak around his head I see the bath house sign. “Why are we going to a bath house?”
I get an answer quick enough when I hear their collective voices. “Mens?”
“Wow. Did you really follow us in here?” Jinu says with fake surprise.
“I knew they would. That one’s always looking at me,” Abby says matter-of-factly.
“No we’re not,” Mira and Zoey say, obviously staring at Abby. Rumi ignores the comments completely. Her eyes finding mine where I’m stood next to Baby. A possessive and protective hand on my waist. He glares at them like they had personally hurt him.
I guess unintentionally they had, but without what they did. We wouldn’t have met.
“Y/n?” soft, filled with disbelief. Rumi’s words seem to shake Mira and Zoey out of their staring trance as they too turn to me.
“Told you,” Mira starts. “She’s just as bad as the rest of them,” Baby makes a threatening move, growling slightly. It’s enough to make them take a step back.
“I wasn’t,” I state calmly. Placing a hand on Baby’s shoulder to calm him and to tell him to trust me this time. “Not until you betrayed me that is,” I continue, sending a glare their way. “Especially you, Rumi. What a sister you are,” I shake my head with disappointment.
“So, now you’ve sent a demon boy band after us?” Zoey asks, surprised and offended at the same time. “To what? Steal our fans?”
“Yes,” the six of us state clearly, a smirk pulling at my lips. “When I came back to this plane, it was fun to see how many you had already lost. And all that because I “left”,” their eyes widen at my words. “Now we’re here for the rest of them.”
“You think we’re just going to let you steal our fans?” Rumi’s voice laced with anger. “You’re gonna have to fight us for them.”
“Yeah. Keep your hands off our Honmoon,” Zoey adds.
Jinu chuckles. “We’re not here to fight,” tears in the Honmoon appear in the baths. “They are,” demons rise from the tears.
“Water demons.”
“Oh great. My favorite.”
“Get rid of the Hunters,” Jinu says to the water demon closest to him. I can’t stop the spike of fear puncturing my heart as my eyes shift from him to the people I once called family. “Then you can eat all the souls you want,” Baby squeezes my waist, but it doesn’t sooth the pain in my chest.
With that said, the water demons start fighting. Romance, Mystery and Abby swiftly making their way to another exit. Baby starts pulling me, but I hesitate. While he’s obviously upset at what they had done to me. He understands what I’m going through at this very moment.
“Have fun,” Jinu smirks evilly, nearly slipping on a small pool of water on the tiles. Turning around he starting running towards the exit. I finally find my willpower back and start moving. Holding onto Baby’s hand tight. Letting him drag me through the door. Running through the sauna as Rumi follows us quickly. She manages to cut Jinu off from the group.
“He can handle himself,” Baby reassures me and finally we go up in smoke and appear in our apartment. Out of breath, I let myself fall on the couch. Soon joined by him. He picks me up bridal style. Sits down himself before placing me in his lap. Leaning me so my head is resting on his shoulder.
“I can’t- I-”
“Shh, it’s okay,” his voice is soft. Warmth blooms in my chest and again I’m reassured. He’s not mad at me. He knows I was meant to be one of the good guys. “You don’t have to talk.”
We stay like that, unbothered by the other three. Until Jinu returns, face laced with realization and confusion but before he can say anything. All six of us get pulled back into the demon plane by Gwi ma.
A single soul flies overhead, straight into Gwi ma’s flame.
“My Little Soda Pop,” Gwi ma… sings? “It’s catchy. Surprisingly, your plan is working,” he says to us as we get up off the ground. Standing before him.
“I know, and that soul is just a starter,” Jinu says, his expression changing to please Gwi ma. “So let me get back to work, and you’ll be feasting in no time.”
“Two of the Hunters bear my mark, one of which I now have control over,” if Gwi ma had eyes they would be on me now with how intense the air around me got. “The other I do not.”
“This is good,” Jinu says, taking the attention off me. “This means she has shame. I’ll find out what it is and we can use it to destroy her and the Hunters for good.”
“I’ve taught you well, Jinu,” with that Gwi ma lets us return to our apartment on the human plane.
“Okay, issue,” Jinu says, sitting on one of the arm chairs in the room. Leaning forward, elbows on his knees. Covering his face with his left hand.
“What is it?” Romance asks, confused. Finding himself a seat on the couch. Abby returning from the kitchen with a bottle of water. Sitting in the other arm chair. Mystery finding his spot between Romance and Baby. I stood by the large open windows which had a view of the city sky line. From here I could see the Huntrix tower, the logo lit up in the dark of the night, in the far distance. Leaning against the glass as I subconsciously rubbed the patterns on my arms.
“Is it because of the look on your face when you first came back?” Baby asks, though I know his eyes don’t leave my frame. Watching over me protectively but letting me keep the space I need right now.
“Yes,” Jinu sighs, taking his hand away from his face. “Rumi appears to be my mate,” my eyes focus on his reflection in the window. Silence engulfs the room, almost like time stands still. I don’t think anyone knows what to say with this new information. “But that doesn’t change anything,” he chuckles awkwardly.
It’s very divided. Baby and I sure as hell can’t say shit about it. Me, technically, being a huntress and us being mates. Having just completed said mating bond.
“We’re going to stick to the plan,” Jinu ends up deciding. “We have to,” the words are whispered. My brows furrow in confusion. He can’t just be talking about the revenge. Baby fills my head with images of what Gwi ma could do to us if we fail.
It’s early morning, I think I got maybe an hour of sleep before I woke up from my running thoughts. Baby was a deep sleeper, if he hadn’t been, I was sure he would have jumped awake at the same time I did. Sneaking out of his hold. I grab my phone from its charger.
3:36 am
Sighing I get up. Pulling Baby’s sweater over my head. The hem falling just mid my thighs. My sweater now, really. Exiting the room I head for the kitchen, grabbing a bottle of water. Swiftly taking a sip.
“Ah,” I sigh, walking to the living room, I just sat down on the couch when Jinu suddenly appears in front of me. Making me jump, Jinu reacting the same at seeing me awake.
“What are you doing awake?” he whisper hisses at me.
“I could ask you the same thing,” I hiss right back. He sighs and takes the same seat as before. I relax back in my seat, pulling my legs on the couch beside me.
“Fine,” he sighs. Tiger comes up from the floor. First letting himself be pet by Jinu before circling the coffee table. Jumping on the couch next to me, resting his head on my thigh. Placing my hand on his big head, I start petting him. Purrs slowly rumbling from his chest. “I went to meet Rumi,” anxiety spikes my chest, my eyes meeting his instantly. “I know, I know,” he puts his hands up. “I just, I had to tell her.”
While my heart is still running like a marathon, I sigh. “I get it. Once you realize it’s hard to keep it from them. Baby showed me what it felt like for him when he found out,” I explain in understanding. Jinu sighs in relief at my words.
“Thank you,” it wasn’t often Jinu got sincere, so I knew this was real. Just by the tone in his voice. “She did not react well,” he adds. “I shouldn’t be surprised of course, but I had hope with the way you reacted to Baby.”
“You have to understand that the situations are different. I had just been banished by my own family. She’s still in hiding,” I try to reason with him. “If Mira and Zoey knew, she would be with Gwi ma just like me.”
“What exactly happened that day?” the question is cautious. Testing the waters carefully. "I know you told us in part, but..."
“I wanted to tell Mira and Zoey about my patterns,” I state, my voice void of emotion. “I didn’t want to hide anymore. Rumi didn’t want to. Which I understood, but she said she would back me up,” I glance at him before focusing my attention on Tiger as I continue. “They reacted by drawing their weapons on me,” I pause for a moment. Throat swelling up with emotion. Unable to stop the betrayal from taking over me. “Rumi was the one to send me to Gwi ma,” I croak out, my hand trembling as I continue to pet Tiger as a distraction. Taking a deep shuddering breath. Baby appeared behind me suddenly. His calm aura settling over me. Looking back, up at him, his gaze is focused on Jinu. Glaring at him.
“What are you doing?” he asks accusingly. His hands settle on my shoulders. Comforting me.
“It’s okay. I’m okay now,” I smile gently at him, squeezing one of his hands. “It’s not his fault really,” he doesn’t seem to fully believe me. Tiger had looked up, almost offended that I had stop petting him. Though this did give Baby the opportunity to sit down himself and hold me close.
“What happened then?”
“I may have asked what happened that day,” Jinu explains.
“And this became a topic, because?”
“He apparently met with Rumi,” I tell him. “Telling her about them being mates, and it did not go as he hoped,” Baby nods, waiting for more information.
“I also may have offered to let Rumi talk to Y/n,” Jinu confesses, awkwardly scratching the back of his head.
“WHAT!?” Baby and I say at the same time. Baby out of worry, me out of anxiety.
“Yeah, well,” Jinu sighs, struggling to find the right words. “I thought, since you’re sisters. And you being mated to Baby. You could maybe, I don’t know. Convince her it’s okay..?”
“You want my mate,” Baby’s voice is stern, threatening even. “ who got sent to Gwi ma by yours. To talk to Rumi?”
“I know, I know.”
“No, I don’t think you understand,” Baby’s eyes turn golden. “Her anxiety just woke me up, I am de deepest sleeper you know this. I will not allow Rumi to meet with Y/n.”
The conversation ends there. The next few weeks a filled with award shows where either the Saja boys winning or Huntrix. All the while I see the secret longing looks Jinu sends Rumi, and Rumi tries to hide the new pull that the mating bond created.
It’s conflicting with everything.
I want Jinu to be happy, and I hate that I want Rumi to be happy too. Becoming Baby’s mate has made me so happy. While I still hear Gwi ma’s voice it’s not nearly as loud as it was before we completed the mating. It doesn’t rule over me. I wish that for Jinu. I know his past haunts him, more than he dares to show.
And while it obviously hurts to be betrayed by my sister, I still cared for her. Can I still go through with this?
“Let’s bring ‘em in,” Bobby’s voice announces as the doors to the signing open. Hiding in the crowd, I watch as the guys waddle in. “Hey, single file, no pushing.”
“And who should I make this out to?” Rumi asks, grabbing the stack of her posters, closer to herself.
“ 'To our biggest fans' ,” Jinu says, all of them casually revealing themselves. No longer hidden by the sleeping bags.
“It’s the Saja boys!” while everyone is focused on the boys, the frustration of the girls doesn’t go unnoticed by me.
“It is an honor!” Bobby regards them politely. “Table, now!”
“Joint signing!” while the room splits into two sides. I teleport behind the Huntrix banner, having practiced a lot since that first try.
“We lose half the fans?” I can just hear Rumi’s murmured words. “The Saja Boys will sit with us!”
“What? Rumi?” Mira and Zoey react quietly. “What are you doing?”
“Huh? Same table?” the crowd joins together again as the table gets moved next to theirs.
“We need every fan,” Rumi tells the other two.
“Hm. We keep meeting like this,” Romance says, sitting down next to Mira. Draping an arm over her chair. Leaning his head on his other hand. Staring at Mira while she glares back at him. Abby taking a seat on Mira's left, smirk tugging at his lips.
“I am not sitting with no Saja boy-” Zoey cuts herself off when Mystery sits down next to her, giggling like a high school girl with a crush. “What’s up?”
“I didn’t think you liked sharing,” Jinu whispers to Rumi when he sits down beside her.
“I love sharing.”
“Oh, so you shared your secret with your friends?”
“If only I could smash your demon face in right now,” Mira hisses quietly. Her eyes shifting from Romance to Abby as she signs her poster. “Thanks for coming!” she puts up a sweet face as she hands over the signed poster.
“Should I tell them?” Jinu asks.
“No, I can’t tell them,” Rumi reminds him.
“Are you whispering?” a fan suddenly cut their conversation. The two of them stuttering as they frantically sign the Rumi poster and hand it to the fan. “Your secret’s safe with me,” she says pointing at her shirt which has a drawing of the two of them along with their ship name; Rujinu. They chuckle awkwardly. “Oh, so cute!”
“Thanks for coming!” Zoey speaks with a sweet smile on her lips, while Mystery sits next to her. Arms crossed, pretty much staring down the Huntrix fan in front of them like he had seen them kick a puppy. Softly growling. “No! Bad Saja Boy!” Zoey scolds him which surprisingly stops his growling.
“I’ll sign first,” Mira fights with Abby and Romance over who will sign the cast of a fan. Dragging his foot from left to right on the table like he isn’t struggling to keep his stability on his crutches.
"If Y/n were still with Huntrix," I catch the whisper of a fan. An image of said fan being sent to me by Baby. The fan standing directly in front of him. "I would ship you," he doesn't reply. Simply smirks and sends the fan a wink making them squeal.
“I’m not gonna talk to someone who’s helping Gwi ma,” Rumi whispers, trying to focus on the signing.
“What if that’s not the plan anymore.”
“Like I would believe you, you have my sister helping you.”
“And who’s fault is that,” he whispers in her ear making her kick his foot under the table.
“I had no choice!” She whisper yells at him. “They didn’t accept her. If I revealed what I am we would never stand a chance at defeating Gwi ma. I’m supposed to hate all demons, like I hate Gwi ma.”
“If hate could defeat Gwi ma, we would have done it a long time ago,” Jinu tells her calmly, truthfully. “Trust me.”
“Excuse me, mr. Jinu,” the voice of a little girl cuts their moment. “I made this for you,” both turn to the girl. Jinu surprised, not expecting this in the slightest.
“Uh, for me?” she holds out the drawing to him. He takes the paper like its a porcelain plate. Fragile, breakable. The two stare at the drawing for a little while.
“Maybe listen to those voices instead of the ones in your head,” Rumi says referring to the time they met up, she’s trying to be rude about it, but it sounds more sincere than I think she meant to.
It had been a couple of days since Tiger had been at the apartment. He finally appeared again when it was just me, Baby and Jinu in the living room. The other three had been disappearing into their rooms more often than not.
Tiger sat in front of Jinu, waiting for his attention. I was stretched out over the couch, using Baby’s thighs as a pillow while he read above me. Fingers running through my hair soothingly.
“Oh, my-” Jinu’s sudden excitement has my eyes shoot open in surprise. Baby sighed but closed the book nonetheless. How he did it, I don’t know, but he would just remember the page number he left on. Not caring about a bookmark. Who does that?
“What is it?” I ask, sleepily.
“It’s from Rumi, she’s agreed to meet you,” the anxiety spike returns, just that has Baby reach for my hand. Squeezing it gently.
“I thought, I had been very clear, last time we spoke about this,” Baby glares at him. Sitting up slowly, I take the card from Jinu.
Fine, I’ll take that talk with Y/n. But not for you! She’ll know where to meet me. - Rumi
Stubborn as ever, I shake my head. “You think she’s feeling the pull?” I ask Baby. He sighs, not liking the way my anxiety melted away for warmth of the potential happiness that could come out of this.
“Yes, she probably is,” he answers me, voice gentle, unlike how he spoke to Jinu. “I’m surprised she held out this long. “
“Is that were Tiger was?” I ask Jinu, who nods.
“I’ll do it,” I announce after a moment of me just staring at her neat hand writing.
“I’m coming with you,” Baby immediately says, but I shake me head.
“No, she won’t trust you,” it’s true and he knows it. “I can protect myself. I can get away from her, thanks to you,” I peck his cheek. Lingering to reassure him that I’ll be okay.
“Alright.”
I arrive first. Kneeling in front of our moms grave.
“Hi mom,” my voice soft. “I know it’s been a while since my last visit. I’m sorry,” I apologize. A crunch of a branch tells me Rumi has arrived. Placing a kiss on the tips of my fingers, I press them against her headstone before standing up. Turning to Rumi.
“I didn’t think you would actually show,” she says, a sullen expression on her face. Hands stuffed in her sweaters pockets.
“When Jinu first told me of his offer to you, I wouldn’t have come, no,” I tell her honestly. Moving at a wide radius away from our moms grave. Giving Rumi the opportunity to talk to mom like I just had.
She does just that, I give her space to do so. This is the first time we talk to her separately. We always went to her grave together every now and again.
“Is this… mates thing… a lie?” she hesitates, when she’s done talking to mom. Getting up, keeping the same radius I had. Ten paces apart we take our seat on separate grass patches.
“It is not,” I shake my head, pulling the zipper down of my turtle neck top. Show her my mating mark that has now healed completely. Leaving holographic scars in the shape of his teeth. “Jinu did not lie to you about that, and I think you believed him. Even before you wanted to.”
She nods, seemingly ashamed that she did, but unable to deny the pull she now feels to him. “Did Jinu lie when he said he wasn’t going to help Gwi ma anymore?”
“Yes and no,” she looks confused at my answer.
“What does that mean?” she frowns.
“I think, that after finding out you were his mate, he stopped wanting to help Gwi ma.”
“But?”
“But because of what you did to me-” anxiety spikes as the memories play again. Warmth spreads within seconds, allowing me to take a deep breath and continue. Thank you Baby. “And the memories that haunt, not only Jinu, but the others too. They became my friends, I know it may seem like they do all this for Gwi ma. But they don’t. They will continue if it means they can get rid of their memories. Probably until its too late.”
“I guess… I guess I can’t blame them for that…” she sighs, gaze falling to the grass in front of her, like she can’t bear to meet mine. “For what it’s worth… I am so-rry,” her voice cracks. Her mask faltering as tears roll freely off her cheeks. “… I’m so- so sor-ry…” her shoulders shake. “I- I panicked! I never-” she sniffles. “I never wanted to hurt- you.”
“It hurt… so much,” I croak out, unable to keep from crying myself. Being this close yet so far from my sister. It was agony. “Not just the betrayal…” a quick intake of breath which does little to stop my emotions from going haywire. “It was like I was- like I was being burned… in, I don’t know, hell fire,” I struggle to find the words. Trying to paint a picture she would - hopefully - never feel. "Gwi ma, tortured me... with it... making it play- over and over," I pause. "Louder, every time," my voice just above a whisper. It hangs in the air for an uncertain amount of time.
“Can I please- hug you?” her voice is so soft, I barely catch her words. Looking up in surprise. Wondering if I even heard her right. My eyes find hers already staring at me. Switching between either one in desperation. I barely finish my nod and she on her feet.
We crush together in the middle. Arms wrapped tightly around each other. Tears ruining each others clothes, not that we cared about that in the moment, or ever.
“I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry,” her voice is shaky as she whispers the words, over an over. Hiding her face in my shoulder. I feel us sink to the gravel, never letting go.
I don't know how long we stay there, just crying while we hold onto each other desperately.
“I missed you so much,” she whispers when we finally stopped crying. Pulling away enough to look at me up close. A shaky smile forms on my lips as I nod in agreement.
“I missed you too, even though I felt betrayed,” I sigh, using one hand to wipe away left over tears. “Mira and Zoey too.”
“I know they miss you too,” it surprises me. Her voice is so full of raw emotion I know she’s not lying. “We regret it so much, me the most,” she points at her own chest. “I lost my voice, I couldn’t sing anymore. I didn’t think I deserved to either way.”
We are hunters, voices strong
I start, which she quickly catches on to. Joining me.
Slaying demons with our song Fix the world and make it right When darkness finally meets the light
Our foreheads meet in the middle. It held a lot more meaning now. We weren’t singing about slaying literally demons. It was about our thoughts. How we can speak our truth to each other now. Where her darkness meets my light and we can still fix all this. “That is the first time I’ve sang since the performance before… you know.”
“Meeting Jinu, my voice returned. I had someone who I could talk about my patterns with again,” Rumi confesses. “Someone I could be completely me with, but it was different.”
“It is,” I nod, separating our connection. “Because he is your mate. I had the same with Baby. Even if I didn’t want to believe demons could be nice at first,” I shake my head, getting a smile from her. “Also, would you believe it! Not all demons are ugly like we thought,” this gets her to laugh uncontrollably, happy tears playing on the rims of her eyes. She pulls me impossible closer, letting out a shuddering sigh of relief.
“Hey, can demons only have demon mates?” I ask, still confused by Romance, Mystery’s and Abby’s recent behavior changes.
“Uhm, no,” Mystery answers my question surprisingly. His expression unreadable. “Could be a human too,” the way he drags out ‘too’, only confirms my suspicions.
“Am I correct in assuming you three have found your mates in my human band members?” it’s hard to hide the smirk that starts tugging at my lips. Abby is the first to react, his gaze flicking to me in an instant. Got you. “I knew it!” I fist pump the air in excitement.
“Why does our misery excite you exactly?” Romance asks, sinking lower into the couch.
“Well,” I draw out the word as I get off of Baby’s lap. Much to his dismay. “Because it changes everything!”
“What are you talking about?” Abby asks, confusion written on all over their faces. Except, Baby, which surprises me only a little. Maybe my feelings about this have bled into him more than I thought.
“Don’t you see,” I start, pacing in front of them. “All of you have mates on this plane. Hunters to be precise,” I explain it like it’s obvious. “If we destroy them, you’ll never be with them!” this seems to make all of them pause.
“They hate demons, remember,” Romance’s voice is edged with a depression I had never seen on the man.
“That doesn’t mean they can’t change!” my voice is almost desperate. Trying to get them to see what I see. “If- if,” my thoughts go too fast for my mouth to keep up. A hand takes mine, Baby. I breathe. “If we can convince Rumi that we will help them seal the Honmoon-”
“What!?” that comes from all three of them at once.
“Listen to me!” I snap, gripping Baby’s hand tighter. “If we help them seal the Honmoon, while we are on this plane. It will keep us here!” slowly their gaze shift from disbelief to something I can’t place. Something like… hope. Or maybe fear of even the thought of hope. “Gwi ma won’t have control over us.”
“How are you so sure?” Mystery asks, his voice soft. Unrecognizable from his normal confident self.
“Because Rumi and I were already born when the Honmoon was last sealed,” I tell them. “We stayed here, lead normal human lives. Even if we had to hide our patterns.”
“Alright, I’ll trust you on this,” Abby says sitting up straight. This gets the other two to agree soon after.
“How do we make it happen?”
“Jinu, you need to talk to Rumi. Tell her our plan,” I turn to Jinu. “She’ll do whatever she can to ensure Mira and Zoey will not harm us. I’m sure of it, but we will have to keep pretending to do this for Gwi ma,” the plan was simple really. It would all end tomorrow at the International Idol Awards.
“Two bands, one award,” the intro starts playing on the tv in the Saja Boys’ dressing room. “Every snowflake is special. But one snowflake is probably the best. Who will be the top the the mountain?”
“Is this guy for real?” Abby asks in disbelief. I smack his arm playfully.
“Hey, this is a respected award show,” I tell him. “We are five-year reigning champions, I’ll have you know,” Baby chuckles at my defense, squeezing my side.
“Fans from around the universe will decide!” The stage comes into view. The stadium filled to the brim with fans. “Finally, the moment you’ve been waiting for. Here are the five-year reigning champs of the International Idol Awards, Huntrix!”
“Okay, it’s time,” I tell them. “Fake the fight,” immediately they start arguing about stupid things like stolen shoes. Men, am I right? But it sounds believable, especially through he nearly sound proof door.
“Versus the heart-stealing newcomers, the Saja Boys! Who will win?” “Please welcome to the stage, the Saja Boys!”
“The Saja Boys, are having a fight,” I tell a staff member as I open the door just a peep. “They will not be performing tonight,” Their eyes seem to widen. Rushing away. Most likely to tell other staff and Bobby of the earlier performance of the Huntrix.
Closing the door behind me, I give them a thumbs up. “Now we just let it play out.”
Everything quiets down in the room. Watching in anticipation, hoping it would work.
“Uh, okay, there’s been a slight change in schedule,” the host announces.
Baby is sat on the arm rest of the leather couch in the room. I sit right on the edge between his legs, his arms wrapped tightly around my waist. Possessive, protective. Afraid of loosing me, just as I am to loose him if this goes bad.
Romance, Abby and Mystery actually sit on the three seater leather couch. Jinu, nervously sat on the other arm rest. Tension was high.
“Here to preform their hot new single, Golden, it’s Huntrix!”
“What?” my voice is laced with confusion. The door to the dressing room slams open. Startling everyone in the room.
“Y/n, quick.”
“When you told me to wear my golden costume, you could have told me this was the reason for it,” I tell Rumi while she throws a headworn microphone at me.
I lock eyes with Baby, portraying that I didn’t know.
“You go this,” he winks confidently. “I’ll be right here when you return,” I smash our lips together in a desperate kiss. Pouring all my fear into it along with anxious hope. “Go, darling,” his voice soft as he wipes a tear I didn’t know escaped off my cheek.
Breaking away, I watch as Rumi pulls away from a similar kiss with Jinu. A blush covering her cheeks. With that we run out the room.
“Do Zoey and Mira know I’m here to perform?” I ask on the way.
“Uhm, kind of?” Rumi admits, grimacing.
“Rumi!”
“I told them to trust me, alright!” we reach the girls just in time. It luckily doesn’t give the two the chance to ask any questions as we get lifted up to the stage.
I start my part, the crowd cheering in surprise.
I was a ghost, I was alone. Eo du wojin, ap gil sok e Given the throne I didn’t know How to believe I was the queen that I’m meant to be!
Thankfully, it all goes smoothly as we continue the song. Leaving the stage when its time for Rumi’s solo. I anxiously keep my distance from Zoey and Mira. Though I’m not too worried with so many people around.
“She’s killing it out there!” Zoey nearly screams overjoyed to see my sister sing well once more. Mira on the other hand doesn’t seem to be sure whether she should be glaring at me or feel grateful that I’m actually still alive. In the end she shakes her head.
“Let’s go finish this,” but commotion backstage draws our attention. We watch Bobby being dragged away by to people, their eyes flashing gold before disappearing around the corner. “Bobby?” Zoey turns to glare at me instantaneously.
“This isn’t us, I swear,” I hold up my hands trying to prove my innocence. “I didn’t do this!”
“Stay away from us,” Mira hisses at me as I go to follow them to help Bobby. My breath quickens as I watch them run away. The staff yelling after them that they’re on in 20 seconds.
“What is happening?” I mutter, dashing in the other direction. I crash straight into the dressing room. All five of them are still sat there, watching Rumi perform.
Baby is at my side in seconds. “What’s going on?”
“Who took Bobby!?” my voice is more confused than accusatory, but its there. Their brows furrow. “I thought we agreed.”
“We did,” Mystery stands up confused. “What do you mean, who took Bobby?”
Realization dawns on me, my eyes darting to the screen. “Rumi…” I breath, watching as the music changes from Golden to an entirely different song. One I didn’t know. Mira and Zoey join her back onstage… but something is off about them. “I have to get to Rumi!”
Emotion crowds my chest as I teleport in bursts, racing closer and closer to the stage. But I’m too late.
The fakes have already exposed her patterns.
“No!” Rumi’s voice pierces the air. Lights break in her wake. Her patterns start glowing purple. Unable to hide them anymore. She’s trembling. Frantic, scared, exposed.
Out of the corner of my eye I see the real Zoey and Mira return on the other side of the stage. Stopping in their tracks at the sight of Rumi. And slowly they step back. Back… away from her.
Rumi gains enough control of herself and runs off stage. I quickly run after her, but I’m not fast enough to stop her from running into Mira and Zoey. Witnessing their conversation from the stairs.
“How are you here?” I hear Rumi’s shaky voice. “You were just on stage. That wasn’t you?” She trembling like crazy. “Oh, thank goodness,” she takes a step closer to them. But they just take a steps back. “No. No!” her gaze falls to her hands, the patterns on full display. Not hidden like she expected them to be.
“You knew, didn’t you?” Zoey’s voice is surprisingly soft as she questions Rumi. “You knew about Y/n because you are one too.”
Her breath hitches. “Yes, but-” she stutters. “I didn’t have a- have choice.”
“You lied to us,” Mira’s voice is sharp. “This whole time?”
“No, I-” she shakes her head vividly. “We had a plan.”
“We?”
“Sealing the Honmoon,” I finally speak up. Revealing myself to them. Joining Rumi. Mira and Zoey take another step back, drawing their weapons on us, but not yet pointing them at us.
“You told us to trust you,” Zoey's voice is colder than I have ever heard it.
“And it back fired, on not just us, but on you too,” if looks could kill, Mira’s gaze would have sent us straight to hell.
“No,” I tell them, shaking my head. “This wasn’t us,” I say referring to me and the Saja Boys. “We wanted you guys to seal the Honmoon tonight.”
“It was supposed to save us,” Rumi adds, taking my hand with her shaky one. “We were supposed to become normal… and be together again.”
“How could we be together if we can’t tell your lies from your truths, Rumi?”
“I knew it, I knew it was too good to be true,” Mira’s voice is filled with disappointment.
“Mira, no! Didn’t you see?” Rumi tries once more as a desperate attempt. “See the gold? We’re so close!” instead they only back up further as she tries to get closer to them. “No, don’t leave! We can still…”
“Fix this!” my voice combines with hers makes the Honmoon ring magenta. Loosing us whatever trust that would have been left from the two. Mira pointing her woldo at us.
“Zoey, please,” my voice trembles. Tears in my eyes. It doesn’t change anything. She too readies her kunai’s. Before they can try to use them on us. I squeeze Rumi’s hand and teleport her with me.
I wasn’t entirely sure where I took us. But it became clear as our eyes followed how the Honmoon was breaking apart. Our gaze landing on the Shinmok. Celine stood there, back to us. But she knew we were there. Turning around with her nat suddenly, as if to catch us off guard.
“Rumi? Y/n?”
“I thought we could fix it,” Rumi says. Staring blankly at the ground. Voice going static.
“They know of both of us now,” my voice seems to do the same as we near Celine.
“There is no denying it now.”
“There is no fixing it.”
“This is what we are,” The slow tearing of the Honmoon had both of us looking mostly demon, mirrored glowing patterns, one gold eye each.
“Y/n, how?” they had to have told Celine the truth of what happened that night. She wouldn’t have been as surprised to see me if they hadn’t. They thought I had been dead. “I tried to protect you,” Celine continues, stepping cautiously closer to us. “When we lost your mother, I swore to protect you both. But I never thought that you would be children like this,” her voice trembles as she reaches out to us but can’t seem to touch us. Doesn’t dare to touch us. “Everything I was taught told me you two were wrong, but I made a promise. So I did my best to accept you and help you-”
“Accept us?” Rumi asks, meeting Celine’s tear filled gaze. “You told us to cover up, to hide.”
“Yes, until we can fix everything-”
“And look where that got us,” I scoff. “If we had been honest… from the start,” I choke on my own emotions. “We wouldn’t look like this now.”
“The Honmoon would have been golden already.”
“We can still fix this,” Celine mumbles she steps away from us.
“Don’t you get it!”
“This is what we are!” Rumi and I speak sentence after sentence like we had rehearsed this. But we hadn’t, we just knew exactly what we were trying to get across to her.
“Look at us,” we state when she will no longer dare to look us in the eyes. To truly see what she caused. “Why can’t you look at us?! Why couldn’t you love us?!”
“I do!”
“Every part of us!” our combined cry for acceptance creates another magenta ripple to run over the Honmoon around us. Spreading wider than before.
“This is why we have to hide it,” Celine sounds desperate and out of breath. Looking around frantically at the Honmoon. “Our faults and fears must never been seen. It’s the only way to protect the Honmoon.”
Silence.
“If this is the Honmoon we’re supposed to protect, we’re glad to see it destroyed,” with that we leave her there.
Our agreement is silent as we meet at moms grave once more. “We’re going to have to create a new Honmoon,” I tell her. The both of us pacing the ground.
“Yes, we do.”
“I have a plan, one sec,” I leave her for approximately five seconds before returning with the Saja Boys. Jinu immediately takes Rumi in a protective hold.
“Do you know, how hard it was for me to not follow you,” Baby whispers in my ear as he stands behind me. Wrapping an arm around my waist.
“I’m sorry,” I apologize, turning sideways to peck his cheek. “Thank you for trusting me,” he responds to my words with a bite to my mating mark making me shiver deliciously. “Not now," I scold him.
“Anyways, plan,” Romance asks.
“Right, have you guys spoke to Gwi ma yet?”
“Yes,” Abby answers. “He believes we are still on his side. He just thought it took too long. Sorry for that Rumi,” he apologizes awkwardly to my sister.
“We genuinely didn’t know this would happen,” Jinu adds, squeezing the girl who accepts the apology.
“That’s good, did he miss me there?” I ask.
“I don’t think he could care less,” Baby says, seemingly relieved knowing I’m pretty much not a target for Gwi ma. “But Gwi ma has everyone in a trance. They are all going to Namsan Tower.”
“Okay, we can work with that,” Rumi says, running her brain for ideas.
“Including, Zoey and Mira,” Mystery adds, worry lacing his voice.
“Okay, that makes it a bit harder,” I admit.
“Gwi-ma wants us to do a show there, to keep the people tranced,” Jinu goes to explain Gwi ma’s plan. “That way they will willingly walk into his fire.”
“Do it,” I tell them, seriously. All six of them stare at me like I grew three heads. “We can put a stop to it,” I point my finger between me and Rumi. “Trust me.”
It doesn’t take the boys a lot of convincing, they nod. Jinu leaves a linger kiss on Rumi’s lips. “Take care of yourself,” he tells her sincerely. She nods in silent promise.
“If anything goes wrong, I will protect you,” Baby says to me. “Even if it kills me,” I want to tell him no, but he connects our lips and disappears before I can melt into it.
Rumi and I meet eyes, scared but ready.
Oh!
Rumi’s voice rings loud and clear through Namsan Tower. Cutting the boys off. People clear the way for a view of Rumi. Stood there, broken but true.
We are hunters. Voices strong. Slaying demons with our song. Fix the world and make it right. When darkness finally meets the light.
“You come here like this?” no one is walking towards the flames anymore, just like I suspected. “You think you can fix the world? You can’t even fix yourself,” Gwi ma plays with her shame and insecurities.
“I can’t,” she admits, sullenly.
“And now everyone finally sees you for what you really are.”
“They do.”
“And the Honmoon is gone.”
“It is,” Gwi ma thinks he’s won. “So we can make a new one,” her gaze grows serious.
Nothing but the truth now. Nothing but the proof of what I am.
She walks as she sings, closer. Transforming unknowingly, but I see it. Patterns glowing like iridescent glass, shifting though colors with every note she sings.
The worst of what I came from Patterns I’m ashamed of Things that even I don’t understand I tried to fix it I tried to fight it My head was twisted My heart divided My lies all collided I don’t know why I didn’t Trust you to be on my side
That’s when I join, appearing right next to her.
I broke into a million pieces, and I can't go back But now I'm seeing all the beauty in the broken glass The scars are part of me, darkness and harmony My voice without the lies, this is what it sounds like
My eyes find Zoey, who is emerging from the crowd, soul glowing bright. Rumi finding Mira just the same.
Why did I cover up the colors stuck inside my head?
Zoey joins with her own truth.
I should've let the jagged edges meet the light instead
Mira, putting her trust in us more than she ever could.
Show me what's underneath, I'll find your harmony The song we couldn't write, this is what it sounds like
“Stop this song!” Gwi ma demands. Three tears open at the center of the stage. Demons crawling out fast. But we don’t stop.
We're shattering the silence, we're rising defiant Shouting in the quiet, you're not alone
We draw our weapons. Rumi, her sword, Mira her woldo, Zoey her Kunai’s. And me, I draw my dual daggers.
We listened to the demons, we let them get between us But none of us are out here on our own
We fight through the demons with ease, continuing our song. Souls lighting in the crowd as our voices harmonize and grow strong.
So, we were cowards, so, we were liars So, we're not heroes, we're still survivors The dreamers, the fighters, no lying, I'm tired But dive in the fire and I'll be right here by your side
Meeting in the center, we hug, creating a brand new Honmoon.
“I promise you, I am on your side,” I tell them.
“We know,” Zoey breathes with relief.
“Trust me, when I tell you that the Saja boys are on our side,” they hesitate for a moment when our eyes connect. But with a nod from Rumi, they nod too.
We broke into a million pieces, and we can't go back But now we're seeing all the beauty in the broken glass The scars are part of me, darkness and harmony My voice without the lies, this is what it sounds like Why did we cover up the colors stuck inside our head? Get up and let the jagged edges meet the light instead Show me what's underneath, I'll find your harmony Fearless and undefined, this is what it sounds like
More demons spawn, crawling their way to us. The Saja boys flying up into the air. Rumi pushes forward while, Zoey, Mira and I take care of the crawling demons coming at us.
Though, Gwi ma, quickly calls them back. Abby and Romance swooping down, pretending to attack Mira. A spike of fear runs through me at the sight. Afraid she’ll attack them anyway, but she pretends right back.
Mystery lands before Zoey, staring her down menacingly. Baby, grabbing a hold of me from behind. I know he’s trying to protect me and fight away a smile that’s threatening to break on my face.
“You’re voices cannot ... defeat ... me!” Gwi ma yells, sending a blast directly at Rumi. She reacts quick enough, using her sword as a shield.
“No!” I scream out. Jinu and I seem to have the same plan.
He is there first, taking the brute force of the blast.
But I teleport behind him. Pushing him at Rumi, they both gasp. Turning to me.
“Y/n!” my eyes shift to Baby. He tries but fails to get to me. Teleporting in spurts before collapsing on the ground. Feeling exactly what I feel.
It’s not just physical. It’s like my body and soul are being torn apart from the inside out. It's that hell fire all over again, but triple the pain.
“Y/n, no,” Rumi’s voice is filled with fear. Jinu’s eyes shift from mine to Baby where he lays on the stage floor.
“I’m sorry,” I whimper. “for wanting revenge.”
“No,” she shakes her head vividly. Not agreeing with what I said. “I deserved it!” she nearly yells at me.
“It’s okay,” I struggle to smile. The pressure of the blast almost becoming to much. My heart pounds in my ears, louder and louder. Deafening me as my eyes slowly blur to a close.
But I don’t wither away like I expect. I can feel my body fighting the blast. A war raging beneath my skin. I don’t need to see it to know what’s happening.
The iridescent patterns, spread. Like veins of molten light weaving across my skin. Swallowing my entire body, covering every inch of me in the iridescent glow.
Growing brighter like a blinding radiant light, gasps ring in my head as my body blinds everyone present. Drowning the tower in an otherworldly glow.
This is what does it. All souls seem to come to life. I can’t see it, but I can feel it. From where I’m floating. The crowd sings the song. Letting Rumi, Mira and Zoey use their souls to defend themself against Gwi ma.
We broke into a million pieces, and we can't go back But now I'm seeing all the beauty in the broken glass The scars are part of me, darkness and harmony My voice without the lies, this is what it sounds like Why did we cover up the colors stuck inside our head? Get up and let the jagged edges meet the light instead Show me what's underneath, I'll find your harmony Fearless and undefined, this is what it sounds like
My eyes finally seem to open as I float with them. High, higher. My voice returns and I’m able to join them in over powering Gwi ma. Our voices sealing the new Honmoon.
My voice without the lies, this is what it sounds like Fearless and undefined, this is what it sounds like Truth after all this time, our voices all combined When darkness meets the light, this is what it sounds like
“Shit, Y/n,” Mira curses when the four land back on stage. But Y/n doesn’t stay standing. If it weren’t for Mira’s quick reaction time to keep her up.
Rumi is quick to help her keep, Y/n up. Worry running through her body. It’s Zoey who checks for a pulse.
“She’s alive,” she announces quietly. Their eyes find the Saja boys, still there, back in human form. Mystery and Abby carrying a, in a similar state, Baby.
A groan escapes me lips, turning around. Or trying to anyway, to face away from the light shining onto my face. The sharpness of it, not helping my headache in the slightest.
I finally manage to turn around in the tangles of my covers, taking in a deep breath. Snuggling my face into the pillow in front of me. Why is it so hard tho? I go to punch it, so it's soft but my hand finds a chest instead.
"Ow," it's not a sound of actually pain, but my eyes shoot open anyways. I instantly regret it when I'm hit with a sharp spike from the headache. Squeezing my eyes shut, arms wrap around me tighter. Pulling me closer to the person. Opening my eyes again, slower this time.
I look up, finding Baby already lazily staring back at me. A gentle smile on his lips. "Hello, darling," his voice deep from sleep.
"Hi..." I melt back into him. Snuggling my face back into his chest. Wrapping my right arm around him, grabbing hold of him tightly. The room stays silent for a while, apart from our soft breathing.
"Wait," I mumble, my eyes opening once me. "I'm alive...?"
"I guess we are," Baby agrees. A flash of him not being able to make it to me in time has chills running down my spine.
"But..." I'm so confused. "But how?" I don't remember anything of what happened after I closed my eyes when the blast got too much. "How long have we been asleep for?"
"I don't know, but it could have been longer had you not punched me," he smirks teasingly, making me pout. He kisses it away, his hands finding my waist, tickling me.
Laughter filling the room, headache gone with the wind.
"What is going on!?" the door to the room gets thrown open. Smashing against the wall. Startling us, our gazes turning to said door.
There we find, Rumi, Jinu, Zoey & Mira, Mystery, Romance and Abby close behind them.
"You're awake!" Zoey scream, rushing over to what I now realize is old my bed at the Huntrix apartment. Pulling me from Baby, she hugs me tight, Rumi and Mira not far behind. Engulfed in a hug of the people I love the most. Well, besides Baby of course.
"You guys," my voice muffled by Rumi's hoodie. "I need to actually breathe," I chuckle when they actually give me some room. "What happened?"
"Later, first food," Mira says, pulling out of bed. Had they put my pajamas on me? I wonder as I stare down at my llama pants. The men in the room just chuckle, including Baby. He to gets out of bed, wearing his own set of pajamas. Not once I had ever seen before though. They matched mine too, only his were black and white, while mine were white and black.
Before I can ask anymore questioned we're being ushed out the room. Straight to the living room where I'm made to sit down. In an instant I'm being handed my flavor ramyeon. I don't question why they had it ready already. Baby taking a seat next to me, being handed a cup of my flavor ramyeon.
They all gather around us, just staring at up with grateful smiles which kinda creeps me out. But I let it slide for a second when I notice Zoey sitting close to Mystery. My eyes shooting to Mira, happy to find her as she takes a seat between Abby and Romance.
"... Okay, now tell us what happened," I demand as we eat slowly. Wanting them to stop gawking at us.
It's a story told like a disoriented bird. It goes left, right, up down, never straight. But it's nice to hear them talking. I sink against Baby.
Listen to them explain how they all thought we were dead, pointing at both Baby and me. Relieved when they found a pulse on both of us. "Going to a hospital wasn't gonna do anything," Zoey rambles, shaking her hand dismissively. "So we brought you here."
"And we waited," Mira adds.
"And waited," Rumi adds, grinning.
"And totally did not prepare two ramyeon for you everyday in anticipation or anything," Zoey continues. Making my eyes widen. Turning my head I look at our kitchen. Stacks upon stacks of opened, hopefully empty, ramyeon cups stood on the counter.
"Oh don't worry, thats only like, idk 50 cups," Jinu shrugs.
"What!? We were OUT for 25 days!?"
"Uhm..." Rumi, Mira and Zoey both count on their fingers. "No, 26 days," they say casually, pointing at the cups we were currently holding.
"Wha-" I look at Baby whose eyes are just as wide as mine.
"We knew you two would be fine," Romance says, shrugging his shoulders. "The fact that you two sealed your mating bond protected you."
"You can feel each others pain, yes," Jinu continues. "But you also take. So while yes, you took the full blast of it. Baby over here, took half if away from you."
"That saved you from it being a lethal blow," Mystery finishes. "It just took a while to recover," he smiles sweetly.
"Okay, wow," is all I can think to say. Leaning forward to put the now empty Ramyeon on the coffee table, taking Baby's before he can protest. "But I'm still confused, did we ... win?"
"Yes," Mira chuckles. "You actually sung with is, do you not remember that?"
"No, I don't remember anything that happened after I closed my eyes. and thought I would die," Baby sat cross legged. So I swiftly placed my self between his legs. Instantly his arms wrap around my shoulders. Pecking the top of my head, lingering.
"It was so cool!" Zoey goes off. "You turned like fully iridescent! It was blinding! But that is what let us defeat Gwi ma."
"Okay, one more question," I state. "Is everything good, are we good? Did you guys tell them...?" instantly Zoey blushes and Mira turns surprisingly red. A rare sight.
"Yes, we are mated," Mystery smiles lovingly at Zoey, who turns to him. Pecking his lips sweetly.
"Us, too," Abby smirks. "We managed to tie this beauty down," he says squeezing Mira's waist who sends him a playful glare. Romance chuckling and pecking her cheek.
The end!
// Main Story // Bonus Chapters //
#kpop demon hunters#saja boys#baby saja x reader#Rumi x Jinu#Rujinu#Zoey x Mystery#Romance x Mira x Abby#plot with smut#minors do not interact#english is not my first language#I poured my heart and soul into this#please don't crush it#femhuntrix reader#huntrix reader#huntrix reader x baby saja
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bruises and a backache
max verstappen x teammate!reader
summary: hiding an injury from your teammate and then proving yourself beyond his overprotective-ness || warnings: bruises, past injury || word count: 1790 || masterlist

Max was pounding at the bathroom door, his blood rushing hot and fast through his body like he’d just stepped out of the cockpit mid-race. His palm slammed flat against the wood again. “Y/N,” he said, voice tight, bordering on frantic. “Open the door.”
The sound of the shower was still running, steam curling out from the cracks in the doorframe, but it wasn’t enough to drown out the noise he’d heard, the unmistakable sound of you stifling a scream. “I’m fine!” you called out, your voice thin and shaking as you tried to steady it. “It's just… a spider.” You try to make it sound casual but it comes out confused and as an almost question.
“A spider?” he repeated, disbelieving. “You’re not scared of spiders.”
You paused, eyes trained on your reflection in the fogged-up mirror. “It just surprised me,” you added quickly, the lie tasting stale on your tongue.
But Max wasn’t letting it go. You could hear him draw in a slow breath through his nose, trying to rein in the panic in his chest. “Please just… unlock the door,” he said, softer now. “Let me see you. Are you hurt?” Your words did nothing to calm Max's racing heart, only serving to make him more concerned. His body slumps forward, trying to be closer to you as his forehead rests on the door. "Can you unlock the door? Let me check you're alright?"
You stared at the lock, heart thudding. You didn’t want to lie to him. Not really. But you also didn’t want the storm you knew was waiting on the other side of that door. “You can't come in,” you tried again, voice light, teasing, desperate. “I'm changing.”
“It's nothing I haven't seen before. I’ve seen you change,” he shot back. “You've got to lie better. What's happening?”
There was a moment of silence before you gave in with a small sigh, walking over and unlocking the door with a soft click. Max watches the shadow retract and as soon as the lock is turned, he was already pushing it open.
You stood there, in your underwear, staring into the mirror, eyes flicking to his reflection as he entered. His gaze dropped to your skin instantly, like it always did, but instead of wandering hands and a smile, all that crossed his face was alarm. Your back still had the scars of childhood races etched onto it but it was now a mess of blooming bruises, angry purples and fading yellows. But Max could instantly tell which ones were new.
You hadn’t even made it into your shower and you were frozen in place like a deer caught in the beam of his attention. Max didn’t say anything at first. Just stared.
Then, quietly; “Where did you get those, schat?”
You closed your eyes for a second and reached for your shirt, fumbling with it as you gave up on pretending you were fine. The ache in your muscles was too much tonight, and your stupid scream had ruined the last of your cover. “They’re from the crash last week,” you said softly. “It’s nothing serious. We checked everything- the medical team checked, everything’s okay. I just knocked them weirdly when I was changing.”
Max’s brows furrowed hard. “We checked?” he echoed. “Who’s we? Does Christian know?”
You hesitated. That was enough of an answer.
“Are you kidding me?” he barked. “Everyone knew except me?”
“I didn’t want to hide it from you-”
“Then why did you?”
“Because you would do exactly this,” you said, voice sharp but tired. “You’d panic. You’d hover. You’d worry and forget how to focus. And I couldn’t do that to you.”
Max exhaled harshly, scrubbing a hand over his face. “You should’ve told me.”
You looked up at him. “I didn’t want you to stop seeing me as your teammate first. I didn’t want to become a problem to manage.”
His expression twisted at that, something between frustration and heartbreak. He stepped forward, his hand brushing your arm carefully.
“You’re never a problem,” he said. “But you are my-" His mind jumped for something that didn't compeltely give the game away to his feelings. There were the countless nights of binging tv shows with you, culred up on on sofas and slipping away into each other's motorhomes. "You're my person. Do you get that? If you’re hurt, I need to know.”
Your shoulders dropped, the weight of the truth finally settling between you. “I’m sorry,” you whispered.
Max pulled you close, one hand cradling the back of your neck, the other ghosting over your bruised skin like he wished he could draw the pain out of it. “You don’t have to be sorry,” he murmured. “Just don’t make me find out like this again. I want to worry with you. Not because you shut me out.”
You nodded against his chest. His heartbeat thudded steadily under your ear.
“Okay,” you said. “I promise.”
The paddock buzzed with its usual pre-race energy, mechanics moving like clockwork, journalists circling like flies, engines humming in the distance. You walked toward the Red Bull garage in your race suit, helmet in hand, eyes focused ahead.
Max, of course, was already there. He spotted you immediately and beelined across the garage like a heat-seeking missile. “Morning,” he said casually, walking beside you. “Sleep okay?”
You raised an eyebrow. “Yes, Max. Still fine.”
He nodded once, like he didn’t quite believe you. “Did you take the painkillers Christian gave you?”
You gave him a look. “Max.”
“Just checking.”
He hovered as you moved to your station, watching as you adjusted the strap on your suit and flexed your shoulders, testing the pain quietly, discreetly. It twinged, sure, but nothing that would stop you from racing.
Max narrowed his eyes. “Was that a wince?”
“No,” you lied with the confidence of someone who’d already practiced it twice in the mirror. “Just adjusting.”
He didn’t look convinced. “We can still switch you out for Liam, you know. It’s not too late.”
You scoffed and turned to him fully, jabbing your finger into his chest. “Don’t start with that again. I passed medical. I’m cleared. I'm racing.”
Max lifted his hands in surrender but stepped a little closer. “I know. I know. It’s just… I watched the replay again last night.”
You paused. “Why would you do that to yourself? It wasn’t anyone’s fault. It was just a racing incident.”
He looked at you like you’d said the dumbest thing imaginable. “Racing incident or not, I nearly lost you.”
The words hung in the air between you, heavier than the sound of pit tools and shouting engineers. You softened, resting your hand on his forearm. “You didn’t. I’m right here.”
He looked down at your hand, then at you again. “Yeah, but I also wasn’t there. I didn’t know. You were hurting and I didn’t see it.”
“And now you do,” you said. “So let me drive, Max. Please. Don’t let this be the thing that makes you forget who I am.”
He stared at you for a moment, searching your face like he could read every inch of emotion you weren’t saying aloud. Then, reluctantly, he nodded.
“Fine,” he said. “But if you so much as blink weirdly on the radio, I’m calling it in.”
You rolled your eyes, lips quirking. “Deal.” You're both hiding small laughs as you part.
As you turned to leave, Max called after you, “And don’t worry about carrying your helmet and your pre-race things again. I told the interns to do it.”
You turned over your shoulder, walking backwards with a smirk. “Max, are you trying to seduce me with team orders?”
He smirked right back, eyes gleaming. “Wouldn’t be the first time.”
When you cross the line in first place, the throbbing of your back seems to fade away with the joy of the occassion. Max rounds off the podium but when your parked up in parc ferme, his first thought is to crouch by your car, take your helmet in his own hands and his eyes scanning you like he was reading telemetry. He didn't say anything at first, waiting, not with champagne or celebration in mind.
Just walked up, hands hovering until he gently pulled you into his chest. Not a crushing hug, he knew better, but a steady one. Solid. Careful. Like he was trying to hold you together without hurting you.
“You’re walking a little stiff,” he murmured near your ear, voice just for you.
You let out a soft breath, arms around his waist. “It’s fine. I’m just sore.”
Max pulled back to look at you, eyes narrowed, like he could spot every lie beneath your skin. “Sore how?” he asked, tone more measured now. “Like regular ‘I just drove 300 kilometers’ sore, or ‘I haven’t told my teammate my back’s killing me’ sore?”
You sighed, cheeks flushing. “Don’t do that thing where you read my mind.” He didn’t smile. Not this time. He reached out and gently, so gently, brushed his fingers against your side. When you flinched just slightly, his jaw clenched. “You shouldn’t have pushed it that hard,” he said softly, not angry, just concerned.
“I needed to prove-”
“You don’t need to prove anything to me,” he interrupted. “I don’t care if you finished first or dead last, I just need to know you’re not hurting worse because of it.”
You looked down at your hands, pulling your gloves off gently. “I never need to prove it to you. But it wasn’t that bad, I paced myself, I didn’t take risks. I just… I needed to feel normal.”
Max exhaled slowly, running a hand through his sweat-matted hair. “You are normal. Taking care of yourself doesn’t mean weak.” His voice dropped even lower, quieter now with the noise of the crowd fading in the background. “If you’d told me it was too much, I would’ve been proud of you for stepping out. I need you to remember that, okay?”
You nodded slowly, eyes flicking up to his. “I was careful, Max. I promise. I know I’m not back to 100% yet.”
He searched your face for a long second, then finally gave a small nod of his own. “Alright,” he said. “But you’re icing your back the minute we get to the motorhome. And I’m carrying your suitcase. And I’m not negotiating on either.”
You huffed a quiet laugh. “Yes, Captain Verstappen.”
He smiled this time, just a little. “You can win the race, but I’m still calling the recovery strategy.”
You lean in and almost want to kiss his cheek. “Thanks for watching out for me.”
“Always.” He tilted his head to your waiting team. “Go get 'em.”

#max verstappen#max verstappen x reader#max vertsappen x teammate!reader#f1#formula one#formula 1#f1 x reader#formula one x reader#muxsh#muxshwriting
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Amenable
Summary: Arthur teaches you a lesson. Pairing: Arthur Morgan x female!reader Word count: 2,251 Tags: smut, soft kink, dom Arthur, doggy style Warnings: 18+ MDNI
An: A request fulfilment for anon that's been in the drafts since March lol. Dropping freak shit today, getting married tomorrow 🤪✌🏾
Amenable: readily yielding, submitting, or cooperating
Earlier in the evening, you’d emerged from the double doors of Shady Belle glowing like an emerald shining through rock. Arthur had briefly debated canceling the night he’d planned all together to free you from the confines of that green silk and have his way with you.
Hours later, a one-dollar shot of whiskey mocked him as he sat wondering how the hell he’d become the fifth wagon wheel on his own date. Though, with you looking like that, there was no wonder why Hubert had settled in so comfortably beside you. The man soaking up your attention was everything Arthur hated about Saint Denis: overly shined expensive shoes, perfectly pressed and fitted suits, and the pungent stench of arrogance. Even at his most polished, Arthur knew he could never compete.
Self-hatred and doubt nagged at him constantly. Somehow, somebody like you had let him court you, make love to you and claim you as his. One day, you’d see the light, and he’d lose the best thing that ever happened to him—he just knew it.
He knew it that evening when he’d combed his hair back with pomade, when he changed into a tuxedo, and when he adjusted his bow tie in the mirror. Dressing up felt like wearing someone else’s skin—just wrong, but he’d do what it took to keep you, and all he ever wanted was to keep being wanted by you.
And now, from his side of the bar, he felt completely invisible. The cowboy’s knuckles itched with the urge to pound into Hubert’s ribs, but he hammered them into the wood instead, beckoning another shot of whisky to satiate his pang for violence. So far, he’d kept a lid on his temper, but when he caught the image of your gloved hand snaking up the inside Hubert’s coat from the corner of his eye, he’d had enough.
His whisky glass crashed like thunder against the bartop, drawing your attention away from the other man. You didn’t get a second to process before Arthur was spitting venom from his chops.
“You don’t got yer own woman to hold up, feller?”
Hubert’s features tangled with confusion—only for a moment—before he doused Arthur’s blaze with cooling water.
“No, sir. Was hoping I’d find her tonight.”
He couldn’t have responded any worse.
“Then how ’bout you fuck off, and go look for’er somewhere else?”
The refined man held Arthur’s gaze for a few seconds before excusing himself from the bar.
“Have a good night, miss. Good luck with your—” his words hung as he looked over your shoulder at Arthur, postered like a rooster puffing his feathers. He decided to say nothing and nodded at you before disappearing to the second floor of the Bastille with the gold pocket watch you were eyeing still attached to its chain.
You forced air through your nose and shot back the rest of your own whisky, trying to drown your frustration. Arthur could feel your eyes on him, disapproving and judging.
“What?” he drew out, playing dumb as ever.
“He was my mark, you jealous fool!”
“Yeah, well—” he waved dismissively and stared down into his empty glass.
“You’ll only prove people right—snapping like a damn dog. I ain’t your bone to guard. Keep on that way and folks’ll see you exactly how you see yourself.”
He heard you—sure—but he wasn’t listening.
” You finished? I left my ma’ in the grave, and I ain’t lookin’ for somebody else to stand in for’er.”
“Yeah, you’ll have her rolling in it going on that way.”
Without saying anything else, Arthur stormed off. You were quick on his heels as he made his way up the stairs and into his rented room. You followed him in, slamming the door shut behind you. The cowboy pouted while you continued scolding him.
“Grown men don’t throw tantrums when they hear something they don’t like, Arthur!”
“Tantrums?” He repeated incredulously. “You ain’t seen a tantrum, yet.”
The whites of your eyes multiplied in size as he stalked toward you, a lion about to pounce on his prey. A calloused thumb and index finger dug firm into the bone of your jaw as he forced you back against the door, pinning you to it with his leg between your thighs. Though he spoke through clenched teeth, you could swear you saw the corner of his mouth turn up for a fraction of a second.
“You thought I was just gonna tuck my tail while you was feelin’ up on some dandy right in front of me?”
Hot puffs of air burst from his nostrils as he searched you for something—some kind of answer—some kind of reassurance, but you only stared at each other, frozen like prehistoric creatures forever fossilized under icy pride.
Until those two pools of electric blue flame drifted to your lips, melting the glacier. They settled there for a long while, then roamed upward and stopped on yours, scalding still but asking despite his anger because all he wanted was for you to say yes—to always choose him.
You were a block of stone as if you’d gazed upon Medusa herself, but he felt something—a subtle shift of your hips, a hot dampness in your center, and friction: you giving into him.
He felt like an animal, being so possessive over you, but you were his, and the thought of somebody else sweeping you away felt like an anvil crushing down on his chest. He didn’t know how to voice that and wouldn’t even if he could, so he settled on a language he knew you’d understand.
As rough knuckles raked down your neck, he adjusted his knee ever so slightly, giving you more of the friction you silently craved. You tried to rock your against him, but a firm hand on your hip held you in place. Spores of goosebumps ran down your arms as his lips brushed against your ear.
“Next time, instead of rilin’ me up like that, just ask for whatchu want, alright?” He removed the pressure of his body from you, stepping back and twirling his finger in command. “Turn around.”
Obeying, you turned, and the desperate sound that escaped you made his dick twitch in his pants. It took him no time to hike your dress up around your waist and expose your bloomer-clad thighs. In an attempt to stifle a moan, you curled your lips inward as he snaked a hand between your thighs.
“This here?” he cupped your vulva through the fabric, “Mine. Mark or not, don’t even give a bastard the idea that this-–” the tips of his fingers moved in slow circles just on top of the most sensitive part of your anatomy. “—is up for grabs.”
You nod once, small, and suffer another failed attempt at pleasuring yourself against him, whining as he robbed your clit of that sweet pressure. Arthur sneered and huffed as he slipped his fingers under the knot of the bowtie resting snugly on his neck.
“Damn thing’s been irritatin’ me all night.”
In a couple of seconds, he undid the cloth accessory. You were so distracted by the ache between your thighs that you didn’t notice him winding the line of white silk around his fingers. You stared down at the wooden planks on the floor as he all but monologued behind you.
“A man plans a nice night for his woman, puts on a damn suit and tie, and how does she thank
him? By tryin’ to emasculate him? You wanna be treated like a princess? Like a queen? I ain’t a historian, but what I know about queens—” he cupped your cheek, beckoning you to connect with his eyes full of mischief, “—is that they sit pretty, and let the men do the talkin’.”
His thumb on his free hand pushed through your lips, and he pumped it in and out, groaning at the sight, relishing in how it reminded him of those times you were on your knees doing the same to his cock.
Arthur presented the white wad of fabric like an engagement ring, holding it at eye level so you could get a good look. Though he wasn’t down on one knee, he was asking—asking yet again for what he knew you’d let him do.
He wasn’t even surprised when you didn’t make a fuss. Though he knew he’d be in trouble later, the feeling of his blood rushing to his cock overpowered any guilt he could feel as he stuffed your mouth full of the cloth.
“Good girl,” he whispered, then planted a kiss on top of your head.
His pants and your bloomers hit the floor faster than either of you could think, and he guided you into an arch as you braced for what he was about to give you. Your blood ran cold in the best way as he rubbed the blunt tip of his cock at your slit.
“Sh—shit.” He gasped as he pushed forward until he couldn’t anymore and adjusted his feet so he didn’t topple over from the sheer ecstasy of your grasp. You’d never not love the fullness and the stretch of him carving his place within you. For a few minutes, you let him make love to you, controlled and steady, but after all of the build-up, it wasn’t enough.
You steadied yourself, spreading your feet wider apart and readjusting your hands on the door. Then you took the reins, fucking yourself backward on his cock, finally able to use him like you’d tried all night long. Arthur watched himself appear and disappear between you, eyes hazy and glossed over with pure ecstasy. His speech came out slurred, and he lost himself in you.
“That’s it, darling, that’s it. See? Coulda’ had you bent over an hour ago if you woulda just asked.”
You muffle something he doesn’t catch through the gag, but he sinks his thumbs in the divots of your back and flattens both of you against the door. Your strangled moans almost lull him to the finish line, and he slows, damn near pulling out—only to rub your clit with a vigor that causes you to nearly suck him right back in.
“Now,” he huffed, pumping himself in and out slowly but keeping his pace on your clit steady. “Before you go squeezin’ the life out of me and gettin’ yourself off, I need you to tell you something. You listenin’?”
You nodded vigorously, grinding in time with his fingers.
“Here’s what’s gonna happen… I’m gonna fill you up, then you’re gonna go out there with me drippin down your legs and rob that bastard clean. Can you do that fer me?”
Your vocal cords scream, “Yes, Arthur!” But to his amusement and your dismay, it comes out illegible. He half laughs and half moans as he teases you.
“Didn’t—Mmph—Didn’t catch that sweetheart.”
You whine something fierce and squeeze your eyes closed, ready to let the waves of pleasure wash over you. He keeps circling, keeps trusting, and finally pries the bowtie out of your mouth.
“Now, whaddya’ say, darling?”
“Yes, Arthur!” You get out at last, so loud that your voice vibrates the door in front of you. Despite the loud piano music filling the establishment, you were sure anybody outside the room could hear you. Arthur Morgan, that bastard—that’s exactly how he wanted it.
“There you go. C’mon now. Let me have it.”
And you did, your orgasm exploding through you like a chain of dynamite. He wasn’t long after you, fulfilling his end of the deal by filling you up.
When it all died down, both of you stood there unmoving until he went soft and pulled out. His hold on you turned into a hug, and your turn to snuggle against his chest. You could hear his heart still racing, and you were proud of yourself for it until you looked up to see him frowning down.
“I–I didn’t mean what I said about—I—I got carried away. I can get somebody to draw you a bath, and I’ll clear it out out there so you don’t feel—”
“Arthur, hush up ‘fore I give you the bowtie.”
His eyes widened, and his brows crinkled together at the thought; then he chuckled through his nose, relieved to hear the playfulness in your tone. You brush your fingers across his cheek and watch the shame for what he just did dissolve away with your touch, “S’okay, Arthur.
"I didn’t mean to humiliate you like that, I never want to—”
"Arthur,” you repeat sternly. When you’re sure he’s listening, you speak with a tenderness only reserved for him.
“It’s just you I want. It’s just you I’ll ever want. Okay?”
He only inhaled deeply, letting the words settle in his gut. You thought that was the end of the matter, but he redressed and slipped away, mumbling something about needing another drink.
Your lover came back empty-handed a few minutes later but opened the door wide enough for you to see the vacant foyer. He’d cleared the entire floor, just like he said he would, for you to walk three feet to the bath unaccosted. You sauntered across and looked over your shoulder at Arthur, postured like a soldier outside the door.
“I’ll stand guard.”
“Don’t worry ’bout that,” you said, grinning.
The twinkle in your eye as you tugged on his sleeve and pulled him inside made him believe—for a little while, anyway—that you loved him just as much as he loved you.
#rdr2#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2#rdr2 community#rdr2 arthur#arthur morgan x reader#arthur morgan smut#arthur morgan x female reader#arthur morgan x you#requests#zaefic
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☆.「 Jotun x GN! Reader 」.☆
As I was doom scrolling through TikTok, I came across a video on seals. Specifically the silly little sounds they make. Then a headcannon bloomed. Yautja’s making the same barks, huffs, and growls as these furry tubs of lard 🥹.
Like imagine just hanging out with your yautja, y’all are just doing some everyday chores or training and all you hear is this 👇
Coming from this absolute unit 😭

Like what?!!? Does anyone else find their clicking cute or is it just me? They’re menacing under scary situations but outside of those circumstances their little trills and clicks are so unique and adorable to me.
Deadass I have a whole YouTube playlist I use to lock in just on yautja ASMR’s 😋!
Brief summary: You live with Jotun (Idk if thats his canon name) and in this scenario y’all share some fruit!
Notes: There’s literally zero dialogue and it’s all fluff!! Also please excuse my grammar. English wasn’t my first language, Spanish is 🙌🏻! Also if you have any questions then feel free to ask. If you have any constructive criticism or tips on how to improve my writing, please let me know! I’m always open to new suggestions.
It’s been exactly three years since you were snatched up from earth and dropped onto the unfamiliar terrain known as Yautja Prime. A desert landscape of vast, arid expanse where the heat is top of the chain. The land is filled with shades of ochre, rust and pale sand. Jagged rock formations sculpted by centuries of wind erosion. Sparse vegetation clings to survival by a thread. The alien biology resembled earth’s own flora but these had a more volatile twist to them. More spikey, bigger and had stronger defense mechanism. No wonder the yautja were so deadly, everything was out to kill them. They HAD to be deadly to survive such a hostile world. Everything was larger and more ferocious just like the natives here.
Honestly you were shocked you were even alive but here you were currently strolling through the village with Jotun. That wasn’t his actual name of course but it was the nickname you picked out for the rotund beast. It just fit him better.
Using both your hands you carried a large basket of fruit, your limbs struggling just slightly to support it’s weight. Arms covered in scratches from retrieving these juicy treats. Defiantly worth it! these were especially sweet this time of year when the sun was practically cooking you alive. Jotun helped you with most of it since the skin of his hands were naturally more thick and suitable for the hostile vegetation.
He walked slowly in front of you carrying two baskets, each woven vessel containing diffrent fruits. You haven’t tried either yet actually. The massive yautja before you walked with a hint of excitement and anticipation in his stride. He took great delight in watching you react to new things. Like a curious puppy he’d sit beside you and just watch. Eager mandible clicks and funny seal-like sounds coming from his chest filled the air after you responded. It always shocked you to hear the various sounds yautja made.
As of now, your feet padded against the scorching sand, even wearing protective feet pads you could still feel the sting. Not as intense but it was most definitely there. Jotun and yourself were currently heading back to his home. A place you shared with him through out all three years.
Upon arrival, the three woven baskets were placed neatly on the wooden counter. You and Jotun immediately got to work with the fruit. Meticulously scrubbing away the dust from the fruit’s thick skin, Jotun separated those ready to be eaten from the ones better suited for storage. The ripest he placed carefully aside, while the rest were tucked into a makeshift cooler lined with scavenged insulation and chilled stones.
Yautja were primarily carnivorous, their culture steeped in the thrill of the hunt and the taste of fresh kill, but they weren’t above drawing sustenance from other energy sources when the opportunity presented itself.
Jotun’s favorite was a watermelon sized fruit—red skin, green frills and white flesh, it bore an uncanny resemblance to a rambutan. Only this one was freakishly large.
He sank a claw into the rind, splitting it into half with a satisfying crack. He held the other piece with one hand and waited for you to transfer it over to yours. His mandibles clicked, a purr rumbled from his chest and with that you knew he was happy.
Jotun bit down on his half, clear juice dripped down his tusks as another purr erupted from within. You couldn’t help but giggle at his purring. It reminded you of a seal but only deeper and coming from a mountain of a man. He turned his gaze to you, slightly lowered himself and gently pushed the fruit you held up to your face. His scaly hand dwarfing your own.
Puppy dog eyes, glowing with a beautiful red hue, gazed up at you with a mix of fondness and curiosity. A soft chuckle slipped from your lips, unable to resist the innocent plea in that look. You couldn’t keep him waiting, How could you with a look like that?
Your teeth sank into the tender white flesh, the sugary fluid flooded your tastebuds. A soft moan surged from your chest as you chewed on the fruit. The texture was tender, almost melting, and the subtle coolness contrasted with the warmth of the air around you. He watched intently, anticipation shining in his eyes, as if sharing in every bite. Water-like juice ran down your chin similar to when jotun bit into his own.
Then a completely new sound filled your ears. Almost like a purr, but different—rougher, deeper, with a strange rhythm to it. You bared your teeth in a wide grin as laughter bubbled up uncontrollably. The sound was quirky, no doubt, but so unbelievably precious, especially coming from muscle man over here, whose usual demeanor could be carved from stone.
Jotun turned his head to the side like a confused pup, his brows knitted together, face shifting in that slow, deliberate way he always moved. Analyzing, observing, puzzling it out. What was so funny? Had the fruit triggered some odd chemical reaction in your brain? Some euphoric side effect he’d overlooked?
Then it dawned on him.
The realization hit him with a slow-burning certainty. Jotun’s eyes narrowed while his mandibles pressed back into place. A low rumble filled with annoyance mixed with your laughter. That noise he made—a gentle trill, part rumble, part something new was his people’s way of showing they were very happy.
Yet without doubt here you were laughing. Not at him just at the silly noise he made. There was no mock, no malice, nothing that deemed your laughter as teasing. It was just laugh of pure joy.
His grumble of irritation shifted to deep laugh. A moment of vulnerability between two souls from diffrent origins, cultures, and most notably—diffrent planets. To one, the other was alien and to the other, the same.
Two beings sat on soft furs while enjoying simple, mundane fruit. No words were ever exchanged. No shared tongue was needed to find comfort in each other's presence. Only shared laughter.
#yautja#predator#predator killer of killers#killer of killers#yautja headcanons#headcanon#sillyposting#writing#fluff#jotunn#viking predator#yautja x human#yautja x reader
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Hey gang..I’m gonna need more of that yandere rumi you had posted. It was so god damn good🙏, Could I possibly request yandere Rumi x gn!reader where the reader is a demon that isn’t subservient to Gwi-ma.
Rumi x Demon!GN!Reader
a/n; HEY GANG... thank you so much 😋 that rumi one shot is my favorite out of everything i've written
WELL, demon!reader would be similar to Jinu, the same song and dance — except you end up meeting her earlier — and omg i ended up character exploring here😭😭😭
sadly there's no yandere aspect 😞 i realized i had to analyze the whole movie before i could reach it — so i gave up my bad 😭 LOTS OF CONTENT THO I THINK
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Rumi was supposed to be alone. Alone to scream her emotions, alone to hide herself.
But there you were, standing on top of a street lamp, glowing golden eyes fixated at her. Her patterns exposed to the chilly wind. Exposed to a demon like you.
You simply stare at her, unmoving.
... It doesn't matter. Rumi summons her sword.
She throws her sword once. She jumps, stumbles on her own feet, and slashes twice.
"You hunters," you say, clicking your tongue as you dodge her attacks, "all the same."
Rumi's face shifts with anger. "Shut up, demon. You—You're not supposed to be here!"
You leap, making sure the distance is far enough for you to mock her with a smile. "What does that make you? Hey, I wasn't even doing anything."
With a shout, she launches the tip of her sword at you. You easily avoid it with a tilt of your head. That was rather weak.
"A demon hunter," you hum. "Doesn't Gwi-Ma speak to you?"
"Why should I tell you anything?" she hisses, running toward you with a summon of her sword again.
"Because I'll tell you this," you say, blocking her sword with your own hands. "If all demons are to be killed, then why do you still stand?"
Rumi grunts, breathing heavily, pushing her sword as much as she can.
You scoff as your arms start to tremble. "Because you're a hunter? Please. You have his marks. You're one of us, Rumi."
She gives a final push before leaping backward, positioning herself into a defensive stance. Her eyes tell you that you're right — but, no, no no no, she's different!
"Don't look so disappointed," you cross your arms, glancing at the full moon. "Being a demon isn't so bad. I'm a demon. My best friend's a demon. You know what we usually do? Play Ddakji."
"Shut up," she snaps. She's shaking in anger, but she doesn't move.
"Yeah, you're right," you sigh. "I'm embarrassed to admit that I'm terrible at Ddakji."
Rumi's fingers tighten around her weapon.
You smile. "What? Think other demons have no feelings?"
She takes a step and swings her sword — but you disappear before it touches you.
— 🌪️
You're here again.
Rumi watched the Honmoon flounder for a moment. She knows it opened a tear here. A sigh escapes her as she slides on her jacket.
"Don't hide them," you mutter behind her. She whips around and calls her sword, her eyes narrowing. "They should be free more. Besides, they look sick."
"Why won't you just die?" Rumi mumbles, her voice cracking. She's not looking at you anymore — she didn't see the way your face scrunched.
You let out a long sigh. It draws her attention enough to glance at you. "Die? Is that the first thing you think of when seeing a demon?"
She suddenly runs, slashing her sword. You jump in time to avoid it.
"How could I not?" she snaps, cutting the air again. "Demons steal innocent people's souls!" Again. "The amount of missing posters—" Again. "Your people has done nothing but—!!!"
"Survive," you say. "That's all they're trying to do. I get what you're saying, Rumi, I really do."
Rumi pants, widened eyes scrutinizing your every move.
"I don't know why it's come to this either," you continue. "Maybe that's why I don't do anything for Gwi-Ma." Her breathing pauses. "But, seriously, at least drop the 'demons are evil' mentality."
You make eye contact. "It's hurting you, too."
— 🖤
Nowadays, it seems like Rumi is waiting for you to show up.
She finds herself thinking about you a lot more often. Your words echo in her mind. It shouldn't feel so comforting — messages that came from a demon. A demon who... knows about her predicament... a demon who has such a different perspective.
The Honmoon trembles above her. She buries down the shudder of excitement.
"I hope you won't raise your sword anymore," you snicker, your voice ringing in her ears. She turns and spots you sitting on a building just right beside hers. "You should be used to my visits by now."
"Why?"
You pause. "Why what?"
"Why do you," she stops for a moment, glancing away in what feels like shame. "Why do you keep returning?"
You contemplate for a moment, opening your mouth but —
"Why don't you work with Gwi-Ma? Or are you lying? ...Why would you?"
You stare at her blankly.
"Why did I have to end up being a demon?" she croaks.
Rumi jolts and freezes when you suddenly appear in front of her, your face plastered with deep sadness.
"Maybe because your mother saw something in demons the previous hunters couldn't," you answer quietly.
Then you were gone.
Rumi falls to her knees.
Shit.
— 💔
"You have a wonderful voice. Anyone ever tell you that?"
You asked that as soon as Rumi started singing to test her broken voice. Her patterns are reaching dangerously close to her most important function — singing.
So, of course, she gets defensive. "Are you mocking me?"
"No, no," you exclaim, shaking your head as you raise your hands. "I meant that. I guess it just sucks that the demon part of you is breaking the one thing that has you going."
With a choke, you cover your mouth and meet her eyes. "Sorry! I didn't mean it like that."
She balls her fist and lets out a loud, frustrated groan. You stare at her, cringing.
"Uh... any idea why that's happening?"
Rumi glares at you.
"Just curious," you shrug, standing over the edge with the wind dancing with your garment.
She doesn't respond, her eyes carefully watching you.
You smile. Taking in the details of her eyes, the carving of her patterns, and the way she looks so inwardly desperate.
"You're beautiful as yourself, Rumi."
— 🍃
[bonus]
The next time Rumi meets you, you say something strange.
"They have a new plan," you mutter, swinging your legs over the edge of the balcony. "Demon boy band and stuff." You start chuckling, turning to Rumi, "the whole thing's so funny, actually, but it sparked hope in the underwor—"
Rumi has her brows furrowed in confusion, mouth agape.
"Look. You'll see what I mean, okay?"
She fidgets with her hands. "What— Can't you stop them?"
"Why would I?"
Rumi snaps her head to you. You curiously cock your head.
She chokes. "What kind of question is that?"
"A serious one. For real though, I can't do anything to help you," you shrug, skimming the view. "I'm pretty neutral. Thought you knew that already—"
Aaaand she's gone. She's back inside her humble abode, most likely thinking about the next step.
Oh, well.
Jinu's definitely going to pull his hair out when he finds out Rumi is a demon.
--- 🌙
In the time of the reckoning, she comes to find you.
For comfort, mostly. You happily give her what she needs.
She just had to make sure you're on the other side.
— that's all i got, thanks for reading :)
i wanted to put more plot points like;
"where do u think demons come from?"
"jinu was a human once. he sold his soul."
"demons are humans."
unfortunately im tired and fellow writers are free to explore this!!!! more drama!!!!
#iloverumi#x reader#rumi x reader#kpdh x reader#kpop demon hunters x reader#i went from “im gonna make ts short”#to “oh shit ts crazy”#huntrix x reader#rumi kdph x reader#rumi x reader kdph
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maps - chapter one
Carmen Berzatto is your best friend—well, was. You’ve begun to distance yourself from him, and he is determined to figure out why. When he finally confronts you, he finds it’s not quite what he thinks it is.
depression, angst, 18+ only
🐻 Ten years ago 🐻
It went on for months.
You took the same class at different times, or maybe different classes altogether. You weren’t quite sure. All you knew was that the first week of senior year, someone in an earlier class began inscribing little doodles onto your desk. The word “doodles” didn’t do them justice. Not in your opinion, anyway. Whoever this person was, they were a much better artist than you. The amount of detail they were able to create using just a pencil on a wooden desk was downright impressive.
You hated to ruin them, but out of sheer boredom, you began to add onto the drawings. A bit of foliage here, a butterfly or two there. The first time you did so, you were delighted to find the next afternoon that the culprit added onto your doodles. Not only that, they seemed more than happy to continue obliging you when you erased and replaced them.
You had no clue who your anonymous “pen pal” was, but you began to look forward to whatever they would come up with next. You eventually started to make specific requests.
Can you draw a surfboard?
And they would.
Can you draw Jupiter?
And they would.
Can you draw a birthday cake? (It’s my birthday today)
And they did—this time, with a little happy birthday! message and a smiley face along the side.
One day, you got up the nerve to ask the question you’d been dying to ask.
Do you know who I am?
Your heart skipped a beat as the girl who sat next to you excitedly ushered you over to your seat the following day. On your desk was a small, simple sketch. Basic but well done, and very obviously in your likeness.
You had to know.
Who are you?
The next day, you were disappointed to find that they hadn’t responded to your inquiry. Maybe they were absent that day. You underlined the question this time, struggling to sketch a giant, three dimensional question mark underneath.
Days passed.
The lack of response left you with a strangely intense feeling of disappointment. You kept underlining the question, adding more and more question marks to the background of the sketch. And then one day, you got fed up and erased everything.
Maybe they had dropped the class. Maybe they got expelled. Or maybe you ruined it. Maybe they preferred to remain anonymous, and you messed things up by being nosey.
You decided to throw in the towel. You erased the question and drew a very squiggly looking olive branch, tired of waiting. Beneath it, you wrote I’m sorry. None of my business. Truce?
The following afternoon, you were surprised to discover a new doodle. They were back! Your old friend had not abandoned you, after all.
A bear. A bear beside two houses parallel to one another, one marked with an X.
Take a guess.
X marks the spot.
_ _ _ _ _
Your brow furrowed as you stared down at it.
Bear.
Bear?
And then it hit you.
An image of the shy boy who lived across the street from you flashed through your mind.
You smiled to yourself as you etched out the name.
C A R M Y
🧸
💌 Present day 💌
If you viewed anger as a denial of reality—a deeply held frustration with life as it truly was—it was safe to say that Carmen Berzatto was a pretty angry person. Downright miserable, in fact. Carmy simply could not accept the present circumstances. He simply could not accept that you—his best friend since high school—wanted nothing to do with him. It started with a few unanswered calls here, a handful of canceled plans there. And then came the final nail in the coffin: a three word text message, barely even a sentence.
That was really all your friendship was worth to you? Three little words?
Leave me alone.
He proceeded to call you in a panic. Not once, but twice. He then sent several texts, including but not limited to:
Call me.
Please tell me what’s wrong.
If I did something, I’m sorry.
If you need space, that’s fine. Just please tell me what’s going on.
If you need me, I’m here. Alright?
Fine. I get it. I’ll leave you alone.
He didn’t exactly make good on that promise. As the weeks passed by, slowly but surely turning into months, he would send you little texts here and there. If anything, just to remind you that he was still there.
Sorry to bother you. I just saw this and it reminded me of you.
I know you don’t want to talk to me, but Syd invited us all out. She told me to tell you that you’re welcome to come.
Richie is acting like a total asshole tonight. Nothing new or surprising, just thought you should know.
Happy half birthday 🎉
…sorry. That was stupid.
Can you please call me? I miss you.
Sug asked me about you today. She said she hopes you’re doing okay.
The most he would get in response was a heart reaction to his messages, if that. He felt pathetic, continuously reaching out to someone who so obviously didn’t want to hear from him. But he couldn’t just stop. Because, well.
It was you.
He spent an unhealthy amount of time wracking his brain for answers as to why you suddenly despised him. He replayed the last night he saw you in his mind over and over. Nothing seemed particularly out of the ordinary. Nothing seemed off. You had a drink together at your favorite restaurant, then spent some time together at his apartment; talking, watching tv. As always, you somehow managed to get him to crack a smile. Several, actually. This was just part of what made all of this so much worse, so much more painful. You were one of very few people that could cheer Carmy up when he was feeling sad or anxious, which had pretty much become his baseline mood the past several years.
Not to mention, he was absolutely in love with you.
Everyone seemed to know about Carmen’s little (or more realistically, massive) crush on you. Richie mocked him mercilessly about it.
“Cousin, it’s so fucking obvious. You act like a little puppy or something whenever you’re around her. Drawing her all those weird little pictures.”
Everyone except you.
Or maybe you did know. Maybe that was why you were avoiding him. Maybe he made you uncomfortable without even realizing. He cringed at the thought.
When you didn’t answer any of his calls or texts on your birthday, that was when he finally had enough.
Hey, happy birthday.
Nothing.
I know we haven’t talked in a minute, but I got you something.
Nothing.
Can I maybe come drop it off?
Nothing.
This isn’t like you. Please just tell me what I did wrong.
Carmy was very self-conscious and could be sensitive to rejection, that much you knew to be true. You figured that would be enough for him to stay away. But what else did you know to be true?
When your best friend dedicated himself to something, he refused to give up.
And there were very few people Carmen was more dedicated to than you.
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ᝰ.ᐟ UNTRUSTWORTHY



𖦹ׂ ₊˚⊹⋆ tommy shelby x fem. reader. ~1.5k words.
❚ ❙ ❘ flirty. implied nsfw. borderline smut. sexual innuendos. rivals.
: ̗̀➛ In a room thick with smoke, sharp glances, and unspoken desire, you challenge each other’s control -- and find yourselves surrendering in ways neither expected. A slow burn of power, wit, and heat, where trust is dangerous and attraction is undeniable.
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You arrive at the Garrison on a Monday night, dressed like you’ve got nothing to lose and everything to take. Your heels click with intention against the floor, your coat tailored just sharply enough to look like armor, and your chin tilted as if the world should move aside. It usually does.
The pub is a haze of smoke and low murmurs, the kind of place where secrets get traded for whisky and the shadows do most of the talking. You move through it like you belong there -- because you do -- and spot him immediately, seated in the far booth like he was poured into the leather and told to wait for trouble.
Tommy Shelby doesn’t blend in, no matter how quiet the room is. He doesn’t need to. He occupies space the way a fire does -- slow, warm, and slightly dangerous at first glance. The second glance just confirms it.
He catches your eye before you’re halfway across the room, his gaze sliding over you like he’s assessing a fine weapon. He doesn’t nod. Doesn’t smile. He just waits.
You slip into the seat across from him, ignoring the spot he gestured to beside him. That was a test, and you passed.
“Late,” he says, his voice low and even, a hint of steel beneath the smoke.
“Fashionably,” you reply, sliding your gloves off one finger at a time, making a small performance out of it. “Didn’t think you’d mind. Or are you the sentimental type now?”
He takes a slow sip of whiskey, barely a reaction, but the smallest tug at the corner of his mouth betrays some level of amusement. “I don’t. But you will, if you make a habit of it.”
“Lucky for both of us,” you say as you settle deeper into the seat, legs crossed, “I don’t make habits. I make money.”
Tommy leans back, fingers wrapped around his glass, his eyes fixed on you like he’s trying to solve a riddle no one else has quite understood. “Same thing.. at least, in this line of work.”
You smile with the kind of sharp edge that’s gotten you into and out of a hundred deals. “So, this is business then?”
He watches you for a moment, completely unreadable. “You said you had a proposition. Thought I’d let you make it in person.”
“And what if I told you I just wanted to see your pretty face in the flesh?” You hummed as your fingers traced the glass he had set out for you.
He doesn’t bite, doesn’t flinch.. just watches you calmly. “Then I’d ask what you’re really after.”
“Maybe I’m after your horses,” you say, lips quirking slightly as you lean forward.
“You’re not,” he replies without hesitation, his eyes narrowing a fraction.
“Your guns, then.”
“Closer.”
Your smile stretches, slow and deliberate, like a slow draw of a knife. “I want in on the north docks. You’ve been circling them. I already have people inside.”
He doesn’t blink. Doesn’t even glance at the map you slide across the table. “And what do you want in return?”
“A seat at the table,” you say, the words landing like a coin dropped on marble. You wanted to make sure that this exchange was sharp, clear, nonnegotiable.
Tommy’s gaze darkens with something unreadable, and when he speaks, it’s quieter than before. “You don’t want to marry into it?”
That earns a real laugh from you, low and unrestrained. “Jesus Christ, no. I��d rather slit my wrists with a broken teacup.”
There’s a flicker at the corner of his mouth again -- something like approval, or maybe amusement. “Good.”
The word lingers in the air like smoke. “You know... I don’t trust you,” he says, eyes steady.
“And I don’t trust you,” you reply easily, almost fondly. “But I like you.”
He tilts his head slightly with an eyebrow quirked, “You like dangerous things.”
“Only the ones that don’t apologize for it.” You shot back, tilting your head to mimicking him as your eyes met.
That earns something close to a smile from him that was brief, sharp, and gone too soon. “Only the ones that fight back,” he corrected, and it hangs between you like a match waiting to be struck.
You reach for the cigarette he offers without hesitation, and he lights it with the same casual grace he uses to order a killing. His eyes are steady as the flame flickers, the smoke curling around you both like it knows something you don’t yet.
“You always this charming to your 'rivals'?” you ask, taking a long drag.
“Only the pretty ones,” he murmurs, and the way he says it isn’t coy, he just states it like it’s simply true.
You exhale, slow and controlled, watching the smoke drift upward before you speak. “Then I’ll take it as a compliment. Even if it’s manipulative.”
He shrugs, it was the smallest motion, but somehow weighted. “Compliments usually are manipulative... just because they're said doesn’t mean they’re not true.”
“And manipulation’s just conversation,” you say, finishing his thought. “With higher stakes.”
He doesn’t disagree. He just watches you like a man who already knows the next ten minutes and is willing to play them slow.
“You still want a seat at the table?” he asks, voice like gravel rubbed smooth by time.
You tilt your head slightly. “You offering?”
Tommy doesn’t answer. He stands instead, slow and smooth, the kind of movement that’s more command than invitation.
You meet his gaze and hold it. And then, without a word, you rise and follow.
The walk upstairs is quiet.. not the awkward kind of silence, it was something heavier, something full. You don’t speak, and neither does he because there’s no need.
When he shuts the door behind you, it’s not gentle, but it’s not rough either... it’s just final. Like a move in chess that ends the game before anyone else realizes it.
You turn to face him, already knowing how this ends.
“This isn’t about business,” you say, though your voice is softer now, there's less armor, more heat.
“No,” he replies, stepping closer until the space between you feels like a fuse. “Not anymore.”
He doesn’t kiss you like he’s unsure.. he kisses you like it’s the only thing keeping him from unraveling. His hand settles on your waist, thumb dragging upward, and you swear the air in the room bends around the pressure of his mouth on yours.
You respond in a hungry but measured manner, like a woman who’s known want before and never let it conquer her. But Tommy Shelby is not like the others. He doesn’t touch to take, he touches like he’s memorizing, learning, and maybe even earning.
Your coat slips off your shoulders in one clean motion, and you feel his hands on your back, slow and warm and utterly unhurried. He pulls you toward the bed, and when you reach it, he doesn’t throw you down. He just watches as you sit, your blouse half undone, breath shallow, eyes sharp.
“You still don’t trust me,” you whisper again, but the words aren’t a challenge now. They’re something more dangerous.. they're honest.
“I trust this,” he murmurs, and his hand finds your thigh.
The breath you let out is shaky, involuntary. His lips follow the edge of your jaw down your throat like he’s tracing the line of your power. He unbuttons your shirt slower than he has any right to, each one undone with a look that says he’s already undressed you a hundred times in his head.
And somehow, he still wants to take his time.
Your skin is warm under his touch, the kind of warmth that makes you forget yourself. He kisses down your chest, across the slope of your stomach, and when he finally lays you back against the bed, he does it like he’s handling a weapon.. carefully, reverently.
You’re not sure when you stop pretending this is part of the game. Maybe it’s the way his hand slips under your thigh and anchors you to him. Maybe it’s the way he murmurs your name like a secret only he’s meant to keep. Or maybe it’s the way he pauses -- just long enough to make sure you’re still with him -- and then leans in again like he plans to stay there forever.
Later, when the heat has faded and your body hums with something more electric than exhaustion, you rest your head against his chest.
You don’t speak, but neither does he.
His hand strokes slowly along your hip, almost absentminded, like he’s thinking of what comes next. Or maybe he’s thinking about you.
You wonder if this changes anything.
And then he says, voice thick with sleep and smoke and something you don’t dare name, “You’re not walking out of here thinking you’ve won.”
You smirk against his skin. “Like hell I will.”
He laughs, a soft, low sound that rumbles through his chest.
“You’re trouble,” he murmurs.
“And you,” you say, pressing your mouth to his neck, “like trouble.”
His hand tightens on your hip.
Neither of you sleep quickly. But eventually, the room grows quiet again, the city outside breathes, and for now, that’s enough.
#fanfic#ao3#dawgpound#edawgz#writer#wattpad#x reader#imagines#peaky blinders#tommy shelby x reader#tommy shelby x you#tommy shelby x y/n#tommy shelby imagine#tommy shelby fanfic#thomas shelby#peaky blinder fanfic#cillian murphy#tommy shelby smut
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atp i would snort reeve tuesti fic like cocaine.
if anyone knows any fics that put reeve through the blender like “Son” by She_sees_in_the_dark or “Through Another’s Eyes” by CorsairOriginal—
i need to see that man under enough pressure to make a diamond crack. For my health.
#reeve tuesti#ff7#ffvii#txt#nah if anyone’s got fic recs PLEASE slide them my way#even if you’re like ehhhhh it’s not exactly what OP was thinking#because i WAS NOT JOKING ABOUT SNORTING REEVE FIC LIKE COCAINE. ITS GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE IM CONSIDERING SYNTHESIZING MY OWN REEVE FIC#LIKE WISH DOT COM CRACK. ALIEXPRESS CRACK. THE KIND OF CRACK THAT MAKES YOU RECONSIDER YOUR LIFE CHOICES.#fluff is great and all mad respect to our confectioners in fandom#but i think i’d actually suck dick to feed the part of my brain that needs to see Reeve pushed to his limits#comedy is great too love me some comedy. but yeah i’m fiending for reeve fics and i don’t think that’s even an exaggeration.#*deep breath* SO IF ANY REEVE TUESTI FIC WRITERS ARE OUT THERE LISTENING#IVE GOT 50 BUCKS AN ENGINEERING DEGREE AND I WORK AS A FIRST RESPONDER.#hit me UP#stg ill answer any question you have abt those topics.#idk if i’ve made it clear how desperate i am for reeve fic#I’m writing some reeve fic myself but i’m not a particularly fast writer when it comes to fiction#OH#i can also draw! the pfp is my work but that was like a rly short thing#not exactly representative of my full abilities.#so if you want to see what some of my high effort work looks like hmu i do digital and traditional.#i’m dead serious abt all of the above. i’m kind of broke so i got maybe 50 $ a month to drop on this at most.#but everything else is a free resource baby.#hi you’ve made it to the end! thanks for reading my deranged tags#i’m clinically unwell about reeve tuesti.#anyways live laugh reeve!
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IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT I 💥 HAVE 💥 BEEN 💥 💥 RESCUED 💥SAVEDB💥 SALVATIONED 💥 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU legal guardians for leaving for aroun ten minutes so i could reach out and BE SAVED!!! SMALPIN IS!!! NOT GOING TO DIE TODAY!!! /GEN!!! RHAHAHSHSHHSHDGSGXZGZGZ /VPOS
#now i can elaborate#long story short my legal guardians have ALWAYS BEEN MY BIGGEST HATERS IN EVERYTHING EVER!!! NUMBER ONE BIGGEST!!!#maybe theyre just jealous (theyre not)#okay but today marked the day when they found out that i was still secretly (hush hush (fifteak mention (im insane))) enjoying life#byyyyy DRAWING!!!#YEAH 💥 THEY HATE THE FACT THAT I DRAW 💥💥💥 VERY HEARTBREAKING EMOTIONAL AT 3AM#buuuuut they found out i was still drawing after the 97104000th time they told me to give up#so their epic plan was!!! to force me!!! to delete everything!!! ever!!! right in front of them!!! with zero free will because i dont deserv#so that wasnt going so good (i was shaking the entire time (im genuinely surprised i wasnt sobbing but at the same time the last time i#cried for anything ever was when the first few minutes of tpot 16 happened to me but other than that i never cry for anything ever))#WHATEVER mobing on#out OF LUCK!!! they left for ten-ish minutes to COOK (I LOVE COOKING its too bad they the legal guardians made it SUCK)#ermmmmr emmmerrmmm uh#found out how to back up everything to the secret (hush hu) work tablet that i have before it was too late#so when they came back it LOOKS like they won BUT THEY DIDNT!!!#anywhooooo im on my cell phone again#uhhhhhhhhhh only problem is that i dont have most of my ibis paint files anymore#......that MIGHT be a problem ermmmm................uhhhh......#i guess its a-okay ⁉️⁉️⁉️ at least i have anything at all 😋 we're silly#but anyways DID YOU ENJOY THE SMAL LORE!!! smal lore drop make sure to like and subscribe /silly#and for everyone's information im A-OKAY NOW!!! /gen /silly im home alone right now anyways FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION!!!#jm not american i promise#smal's occasional talk show#WE ARE SO BALL
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brah it looks a bijillion times better irl 💔

#Lightning is ass. That’s probably why.#Too lazy to edit the lightning……. Ghhh……… shitty room light……#Coloured paper bro….. somehow it just magically makes me want to draw#West coast by Lana Del Rey I heart u sm. Thank you.#He deserves a boyfriend. I might give him one. Someone needs to match his freak.#How I feel after creating characters and talking ab them like yall know everything ab them#Like no diva you haven’t said that much ab them.#Especially this freak (his name is Serce btw. I just need to say it again.)….. no data ab him#I think he likes playing basketball in a rlly annoying way. Lay up lover. Probably doesn’t care ab being sweaty ewww ew stupid freak#Yes actually. He lives to do lay ups. Why? Because I love lay ups.#When I was in a basketball team I was so successful at lay ups#But then I got bullied out of said team by the other girls bc I’m white passing and I was going thru a lot mentally. Goddamn.#But I’m still great at lay ups at least#Anyway that was an unnecessary thresher lore drop.#Once again I think he loves kissing men. He deserves a boyfri#I will. Worms calm down. I will give him a boyfriend. Ok.#How I feel after yapping to myself SHUT UPPPP SHUT UP 😠😠#Going insane (not that bad)#Oc#original character#traditional art#sketch
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Inspired by this post by @artpro86, I wanted an excuse to draw my latest blorbo, Cindy Bear, in a similar fashion... it didn't take me too long to be struck with an iconic reaction image to redraw with her instead.
#⭐ Star's Art ⭐#Cindy Bear#Jellystone#Hanna Barbera#Meme Redraw#Medibang Paint Pro#Coolness#I haven't been in a huge mood to draw as of late though just last night I drew with my tablet for the first time in a long while#Seeing as everything I have drawn in the last few weeks was drawn by mouse I wanted to make this drawing particularly special#Who better to center a drawing around than my latest fictional crush... (Unreasonably long dreamy sigh) Cindy Bear... 💖💖💖#I've only ever drawn in Jellystone's artstyle once over on my self-ship blog though I decided to really step up my previous effort here#I quite like the turnout too! I even put my own little spin on it by giving her a faint 'cel drop shadow' too#Sometime soon I do intend on whipping up a self-insert for Jellystone. Originally I wanted her to be a rat...#... though I do like the idea of her being a sheep as you don't tend to see a lot of them in the Hanna Barbera shows#Want to hear me rant and rave about Cindy more? Check out my self-ship post I linked above; I go OFF 💖💖💖💖💖
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there is no greater joy i experience then when i receive completed commissions from artists🤍 i genuinely sit and take a moment to stare at the finished product like:
#── 𝒚. ♡#followed by a crash out over how lovely and amazing everything turned out hehe#even when i’m sent updates on the sketch/coloring phase like.. the giddiness i feel is akin to a child being told their parents are going ..#to buy them their favorite toy or an lollipop from the candy store like aaaaaaa#as someone who cant draw a circle to save her goddamn life i appreciate and love every artist i commission so much ..#they quite literally have brought my selfships and sona to life in ways that i cant even begin to comprehend .#in a strange way it makes me feel more connected to them in a way which again is strange considering they were thought up by me one silly ..#afternoon when i decided ‘hey this selfshipping thing is cool i wanna do it too :D’ like ..gosh..#i know that for a selfship to exist it doesnt any any kind of art to it but genuinely i wouldnt be going down this fun journey had i not ..#commissioned artists to bring my blorbos to life — that’s a tad of an exageration lol i would definitely still be here ..#but updates and musings about my blorbos wouldn’t be as frequent as they are now .#shout out to all the artists i have commissioned over the past few months they’re all such incredible talented and ..#the most loveliest people i’ve had the privilage of getting to work with and support ;; my wallet may be crying but i know damn well ..#my money is being invested in the right people and i will never regret it 🤍#also yes ;; i do have another comms i received HELP although this one will be a while since im planning on showing it the same day ..#that amé’s character notion page is completed which should be expected around mid-may if all goes to plan#( aka i dont lose motivation/procrasinate ) but yea anyways ;; just wanted to post this small unimportant ramble#oh right i also appreciate those who randomly gifted me an art of my selfships: ayame im looking at you specifically 👁️#EVERYONE MOVED ON BUT IM STILL HERE ADMIRING YOUR LOVELY JAW DROPPING KAZULIE PIECE#but those are just as precious and dear to me and one if these days i will find a way to force you to take my money in return because ..#wdym its free ?? no i refuse. TAKE MY SHIT AND GO. /lh /hj#tldr; i love artists <3
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im breaking the one rule ive set for this account to do the tumblr equivalent of screaming into my pillow. this jis the best bytyhing ijve dever seen un mynb whole life
It's crime that they didn't let me pedal tea to Chelmey
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whenever I recognize behaviors and issues within myself I change my discord pfp to a select rotation of my most insane fictional men i kin like a mental illness cone of shame
#shitboxposting#the cone of shame is postponed for NOW. bc she was like 'yea I'm a biter' & now im like wahoo yippee yay 😍😍😍#but I may be doing that thing where I designate someone to be The Person I can Dote On to make myself feel good w.o really caring about#them as an actual individual person. someone likes me& is willing to be close to me? WOW! drops everything to act like im in love with them#we're gonna hang out tomorrow so i'll see if i still feel insane afterward. lets be real ill probably get worse But whatever#therapy can't come soon enough but i also need to put myself in situations that lay bare my mental illness so i hve shit to talk about#anyway currently drinking beer so ais is calling t o me like green goblin mask but who needs that faggot#i need more pfp-able ais images but i dont want to draw anyyyyy waah waah.#...society if i made pfp-able jangle images??
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✨pond theories✨
#I don't have pond theories I have commentary on the latest episode which I got around to watching today#because I was watching gran turismo on sunday (amazing movie) (maybe an even better soundtrack I'm listening to it for the third time today#I just really love kat and thomas's dynamic I'm not saying I ship them I'm just saying they're just really fun to watch together#I know it was unrealistic to expect kat to smash a bottle of rum on thomas what with jacob dying in the background but can you#can you just imagine. if she did. can you imagine how great that would be.#and can you imagine how great it would've been to see him unceremoniously drop her into the ocean like. get drenched idiot.#the way home hallmark#also NOAH we finally got a NAME my word#it's so strange they waited this long to mention it like did I miss it before??#right now he's barely interesting but idk after that scene where they're singing in alice's room#I feel like he might have the potential to be a friend#I just don't want them to make it a ship because good grief do we need it (no)#and not everything has to be a ship#and also girl. alice. you barely know him. why??#alice asking why guys can't just say what they mean is the most relatable thing I've ever heard lol#I think it'd be interesting if nick put the pieces together that his alice and this alice are the same alice#it'd add to the chaos which would be fun#that look elliot gave nick at the fire on the beach was soooo so tired. he's just so tired.#and please WHAT happened at the estate WHAT went down at the party and WHAT happened in the past that elliot's so worried about#the way they're drawing this out is sublime#also how painful this is for kat?? and for del?? but especially kat in this episode?? wild#what a good episode#earl crow ramblings
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Fun fact following that last ask, that yugioh ask blog is how I discovered undertale in the first place c:
#Charlie Stuff#UTDR#Somebody sent them an ask asking if they'd played undertale yet#So I looked it up on youtube and watched Mr iplier play the start of it#And as soon as it got to Sans and he did that stupid lil zoom in ba-dum-tssh with his joke#I closed the video and went to go buy the game#My little pun-loving ass was like ''I have GOT to know more about this guy''#And now here we are almost exactly 8 years later#Back in undertale drawing all the time and making stupid jokes#Despite everything it really is still me#Shout out to my friend Robbie from school who got me into yugioh abridged#Because apparently that's influenced every part of my life since then#Anyway these tags got long sorry#I just looked back a lil through the blog and found the ask and it kinda struck me funny#Accidental Charlie lore drop for you guys
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