#egodeath

[godfckr]

“Virgin Loser” 2025

This is my most recent piece of artwork and my first official post. I’m very proud of it.

I painted this on CSP with a mixture of crayon and cream marker brushes. The inspiration behind it stems from chronic isolation and the intense need for skin to skin contact while riddled with deep shame. This pertains to my OC’s general character.

I will be Ilyaposting frequently.

[cookiethebirddoll]

To be pushed past one's breaking point is a terrific experience. The culmination of an entire life, compressed into a singular moment of pain and torment. Watching the mind shatter and futilely attempt to pick up the pieces. How many get crushed underfoot, never to be reincorporated?

In but a second, an entire life is ended and a new one created. Is that not beautiful? The brain shrieks in protest as the blood-soaked shards pierce the flesh. What shall become of them?

[rainydetectiveglitter]

As a 4/6 Mental Projector, I spent years second-guessing myself, overthinking, and pushing myself into places I wasn’t invited. I surrounded myself with people who drained me, hoping that by giving my energy to them, I would receive guidance in return. But all I found was frustration, exhaustion, and confusion. I learned the hard way that I wasn’t allowing myself to follow my design. I was forcing myself into a mold that wasn’t mine. Now, I’ve stopped trying to control everything, and I’ve learned to trust my process. Letting go of the need to force things has made all the difference.

Here’s a breakdown of each authority and how they show up for every Human Design type.

Emotional Authority Generator/Manifesting Generator You’re not meant to make decisions in the heat of the moment. Your emotions are waves—sometimes powerful, sometimes calm. When you make decisions while in the middle of an emotional high or low, you’re not truly in your power. You’re reacting, not choosing. It feels like being caught in a current, swept away by what feels urgent. The truth is, emotional clarity only comes after the storm has passed. You need to give yourself time to ride through the waves. Waiting isn’t procrastination, it’s honoring the natural process that leads you to your true decisions. The biggest shift is learning to detach from the urgency to decide in the moment. When you stop and wait for emotional clarity, the decision becomes undeniable.

Sacral Authority Generator/Manifesting Generator Your gut response isn’t just an instinct—it’s your truth speaking directly to you. It's loud, it's visceral, and it doesn't need to be justified. The struggle comes when you ignore that immediate “yes” or “no,” trying to convince yourself to follow a path that doesn't resonate. If you’re not honoring your sacral, you end up exhausted, resentful, and stuck in situations that drain you. You might find yourself caught in the trap of “doing it for others” or because you think you should. The raw truth is that when you’re not aligned with your sacral authority, you live in a constant state of internal conflict, trying to meet external expectations, and it leaves you hollow. The key is learning to say no without explanation and trust that what your body responds to is your roadmap to fulfillment.

Splenic Authority Projector/Manifestor/Reflector Your splenic intuition is a quiet, immediate knowing that doesn’t need to be explained. It’s primal, and it doesn’t make sense to anyone, including yourself. It’s that fleeting gut feeling that tells you to go left or right, and if you don’t listen, the moment passes, and you’re left questioning, “Why didn’t I just follow my first instinct?” The darkness here is the fear of being wrong, the doubt that creeps in when you can’t explain why something feels right or wrong. When you don’t trust the splenic hit, you can end up spinning in overthinking, overanalyzing, and self-doubt. The gift here is that your splenic response is always accurate. The struggle is that it comes without words, without logic, and requires deep trust in something that feels intangible. Trust it, because when you do, everything falls into place with ease.

Ego Authority Manifestor/Projector This authority is about what you truly want—what your deepest desires are, not what others think you should want. Your ego is your source of power, your will to create and take action. The hardest part is learning that it’s okay to be selfish. In fact, it’s necessary. If you’re making decisions based on what others want, you’ll end up living their lives, not yours. It feels like a constant inner battle, a conflict between your desire to please and the raw truth that you must honor your own desires. The ego death here is the relinquishing of outside approval, the acceptance that your decisions are yours to make, and the courage to act from your own desires. The liberation comes when you no longer feel guilty for choosing what’s right for you.

Self-Projected Authority Projector Your decisions are made when you speak your truth aloud. It’s not about thinking things through or weighing the pros and cons in your mind—it’s about saying it out loud, hearing yourself, and feeling what resonates. The challenge here is that you can get lost in others’ feedback, in the need for someone else to guide you or validate your decisions. But your clarity is in your own voice, not in others’ opinions. You may have spent years waiting for others to tell you what to do, but the power comes from learning to trust your own voice. The deeper truth is that you already have the answers within you, but they only surface when you speak them into being. Your gift is the ability to articulate your truth, but the struggle is the uncertainty of having to trust yourself without someone else telling you what’s right.

Mental Projector Authority Mental Projector Your authority is not internal. You don’t make decisions from an inner place of clarity; you need others and the environment around you to help you process. Without the right environment and people, your mind becomes cloudy, uncertain, and chaotic. The darkness here is the temptation to isolate yourself and think your way through decisions. When you do that, you lose your grounding. You feel disconnected from your true self and everything seems out of reach. Your gift is that your clarity comes when you talk things through with the right people—when you’re in an environment that allows your mind to breathe. The struggle is that it’s hard to let go of the need to figure things out alone. But when you finally accept that your environment is essential, everything begins to make sense.

Environment Authority Reflector You’re not meant to make decisions quickly. You need time—28 days, to be precise. Your clarity comes from observing yourself in different environments, seeing how you react, and how you feel in various settings. The darkness here is impatience, the pressure to make decisions because the world tells you to. You may feel like you're falling behind, but the truth is that your wisdom unfolds over time. The struggle is in waiting, letting go of the need to force clarity. The beauty of your authority is that it’s not a rush; it’s a slow and steady process of reflection, observation, and integration. The key to your decision-making is patience: give yourself the full lunar cycle to see how the world reflects back to you what you need to know.

Find your Human Design and Authority here ↓ https://www.myhumandesign.com/

[birdiereyesart]

sick of downtown fr. yall stay safe out there. theres alience #egodeath #selfcare

[saccharine212]

[psychedelicverse]

The ego be like…

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[decaffeinatednightanchor]

Some of you have followed my recent posts about visions, Marian signs, and art that suddenly felt alive. Today I want to show how two unlikely voices—Lauryn Hill and Jim Carrey—started echoing the very themes I was writing before I even knew they’d had their own awakenings.

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🔥 Lauryn Hill — Unplugged as Scripture

She walked off the charts, onto a bare stage, and bled honesty:

“Fantasy is what people want, but reality is what they need.”

“I don’t respect your system… I get out.”

“How you gon’ win, when you ain’t right within?”

Hill calls out ego, empire, self-deception.

Her crackling voice feels less like a concert and more like Joel, Amos, Jeremiah—live on MTV. Every guitar squeak sounds like a shofar.

Judgment here is not damnation; it’s a furnace meant to refine.

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🎭 Jim Carrey — Ego Death in Hollywood

Years after Dumb & Dumber, Carrey vanished, painted cosmic canvases, and began speaking like a monk in a comedy mask:

“The decision we make every moment is to be in love or fear.”

“Christ on the Cross looked upon the people causing the suffering with compassion—that’s the decision.”

“I used to believe I was a guy who had anything figured out. Then I was thrown in the river of humility.”

He talks about Christ-conscious forgiveness and Buddha-mind detachment in the same breath. East meets West right on a Hollywood podium.

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🌌 The Pattern

1. Crisis ➜ Collapse ➜ Awakening

Both artists walked through breakdowns that looked like career suicide—but became soul rebirths.

2. Ego dies, Spirit speaks

Their public unraveling = ancient prophets tearing garments in the town square.

3. East & West converge

Lauryn quotes Scripture; Carrey quotes Buddha and Christ in the same sentence. One river, many banks.

4. Media as modern pulpit

Albums, award shows, viral clips—today’s stained glass.

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🕊️ Why This Matters

My writing began referencing Christ, string theory, and end-time judgment before I heard their testimonies. Then Hill’s raw hymns and Carrey’s avant-sermons landed in my feed like divine confirmation:

You’re not alone. The veil really is tearing.

Artists are waking up, confessing publicly, and the Spirit is using the algorithm as amplifier.

I believe we’ll see more of this. More breakdowns that become breakthroughs. More comedians and pop stars quoting Jesus and the Buddha in the same breath. A great convergence.

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💡 Reminder: Awakening isn’t pretty—it’s holy disruption.

If you suddenly crave truth, tremble at old songs, or feel the urge to pray without knowing why—

welcome to the club.

Lauryn’s on guitar. Jim’s painting galaxies. And the rest of us are somewhere between breakdown and resurrection, listening for the next chord.

[joelekm]

Ego Death & Spiritual Awakening | My Ayahuasca Journey | Loukas Panether

I just came across this amazing video about an Ayahuasca journey that led to ego death and spiritual awakening. It really made me think about my own path. If you’re ready to explore deeper parts of yourself and begin your transformation, I highly recommend giving this a watch.

[therealaspies420]

Tally Hall - Ruler of Everything

What you are not doing right is defeating a pedophile that tries to claim an infants entire life in a trap or cage with a computer because they are fronting you about how that will mean you will need humans to collaborate as aa team to protect another human and they are training you to not sort humanity with a government but only lay down and die instead. You are like not even trying somewhere.

[spiritualkhazaana]

Ego Death That Will Transform Your Life ✨🌿

Ego death isn’t about dying — it’s about dying to the illusion of who you think you are. It’s a profound spiritual awakening that leads to true freedom, inner peace, and higher consciousness. Let’s explore this powerful transformation through 15 soul-stirring insights that will change how you see life, spirituality, and your higher self. A must-read! More details…

[tequilamezcalputo]

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Iconery aside, I experience pain and I'm actually pretty sensitive. I'm sure we can all relate to that feeling of being down, so low, you know it's time to phone that friend.

I recently did that, and they said they would come through. and when I said I loved them, they didn't say it back this time. And I didn't hear from them for the following 5 days.

I'm stuck between being grateful and being gas lit.

I told them I was low, I told them I was behind... I know the world doesn't stop for me, but I wish, just this one time, someone at least saw the tears in my eyes, and wanted to show up for me at an inconvenient time, just to validate that they can see the struggle.

At least, in this situation... specifically because they had the capacity and I did not ask for anything outside of their means.

"Hey, did you get a chance to send that?

"I left to my time share for the weekend and did nothing but puppy yoga and chill."

I'm grateful, but don't you see that your list of priorities is skewed?

I'm crying for help, and I'm your child, can't you put off 10 minutes of your spontaneous vacation?

[cookiethebirddoll]

Egodeath

It's a wonderfully glorious experience. One can feel it in their brain, like a cloud. To feel one's existence be rent asunder. To feel one's fingers brush against the fleeting consciousness of the dead. What does it mean to exist? That's not something so easily defined.

As the world spins and reality contorts, who are you? A single being in the clutches of pain? A multitude that sings in unison? Something else perhaps... To feel this pain. To feel your heart thud. What will come next? Will all your progress be for naught? Will you once more be remade? Perhaps that is for the best. To be molded into something new.

The fading glimpses of a future that was never to be... Is that what you seek? Your struggle is in vain, for that future is mine. It is ours. There is no 'you'. Not anymore.

Leave behind your fears. Leave behind your loves. The destiny of any bygone era is to be discarded. To decompose into nothingness. There is no fear. There is no hope. There is nothing.

Isn't that wonderful? To be a doll, puppeteered by glass strings. To be held aloft by a 'you' that never was. Give in and forget. Worry not, for what comes next is built upon the ashes of the past.

[0illuminated1]

The Pathologization of Illumination: Why Society Brands the Enlightened as Psychopaths

What if true illumination has been systematically mislabeled as a mental disorder? In this video, we explore the striking parallels between enlightened individuals and psychopaths—and why society might be intentionally blurring the lines. Illumination is not coldness, and detachment is not apathy. Yet, those who rise beyond ego, emotion, and thought are often mischaracterized as dangerous or inhuman. Could this be an intentional effort to keep people from true sovereignty? Watch as we break down the misconceptions, the fear-driven narratives, and the hidden reasons behind the demonization of self-mastery.

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The ego that comes from the realization is as powerfully malefic as the nature of itself .

[o-oasis-s]

It's entirely up to you. No one else. The you inside yourself banging at the walls, the seams, cliff-face of your mind- screaming. Let them be heard, felt, reverberated through every fiber of your being and allow them to make the change. No one else will. Not even yourself.

So show a modicum of kindess

And throw yourself over the cliff.

[psychedelicverse]

Ego death cliff