#ejwrites

[theredrenard]

Brainstorming and plotting with @bornunderabluemoonbaby in the tevan server while we’re on the topic of supernatural creature Bucktommy AUs but neither of us writes smut so this concept is free to a good home if anyone wants it!! <3

Repressed incubus Tommy, who is perpetually starved, getting with Buck who, as we all know, is a sex fiend.

Like… Tommy was basically starved when he was with Abby, because his nature as an incubus is tied to his physical attraction and he's gay so. it got a little better when he was able to come out, but he's been living off one night stands and a few longer relationships, but the one time he thought it was for real and he was going to tell him the big secret, buddy popped off with "you're my first not my last," just for funsies.

Anyway, fast forward to after getting with Buck. The man’s never been better fed in his LIFE.

After the breakup, though, Tommy falls back into his barely-getting-by days, to the point where he’s grounded for everyone’s safety and his coworkers are starting to get worried.

Lucy puts the pieces together and is like “Dude. Just talk to Buckley, PLEASE. He wants you back and you look like you’re gonna drop dead any second now.”

It’s a bit melodramatic, but sue her, she’s worried and he looks like shit.

Read more below the cut bc this got kinda lengthy!! <3

Tommy reluctantly agrees and goes over to Buck’s and IMMEDIATELY Buck catches on that something is wrong because you look dead on your feet, Tommy. what the HELL.

(His eyebags have eyebags and his shirts don’t fit right anymore. It’s BAD)

and then they have the most heartbreaking, self-harmy sex EVER because it's not what they want, not even close, but they have to- Buck can't stand a world without Tommy in it and Tommy just wants that with Buck one last time.

after the very first post break up hook up Buck ends up slinking out the door before Tommy wakes up— going without means sex with Buck lays him out— and Tommy wakes up alone thinking he's such a terrible person because he's making the man he loves have sex with him just to stay alive and clearly Buck is only doing it because he's a good person. it has nothing to do with the fact that Buck's a masochist and will literally give pieces of himself to receive scraps in return.

They continue to hook up periodically when Tommy needs it and hurt themselves in new ways. Tommy’s no longer in danger of dropping like a fly, but at what cost? (He and Buck are both miserable because they have each other, but they don’t HAVE each other.)

Tommy insists that Buck is allowed to go sleep with other people if he wants to. They’re not dating, it’s not a big deal. Not like Tommy can catch or give anybody anything, anyway. (Because woo, sex demon logic)

(Tommy’s trying to help Buck get over him and instead triggering that sweet, sweet RSD. Does Tommy not want him? Is this purely transactional? Is Buck only good enough to fuck, never good enough to love?)

Tommy suggests that one night, and if you listen closely, you can hear the sound of Buck’s heart shattering into a million pieces.

One day Buck just snaps and is like “either we’re together or we’re not, but I can’t do whatever [*vague sharp hand gesture*] THIS is anymore, Tommy. I can’t. I’m sorry. I know that this is literally life-or-death for you, but this will be the death of me if we do it much longer.”

(Tommy immediately jumps to worst case but buck grovels instead and they end up together properly again and in MUCH better moods. And the sex is significantly less sad.)

[ravens-words]

••••••••• ● 9-1-1 OG ● •••••••••

• 《 Timeless 》 •

Everybody Knows [Buddie. 14k]

5 Times Someone assumed they were together and they were wrong, and the one time they weren't.

to watch you fall [Buddie/Buckley Siblings. 12k]

Maddie POV. 5 times they were oblivious idiots and the one time they weren't.

In Your Arms [Buddie. 4k]

Hurt Buck. Caring Eddie. Love Confessions.

nothing safe is worth the drive [Buddie. 3k]

Buck is Christopher's second dad. They're idiots in love.

i will write the stars for you [Buddie. 4k]

Family Feels. Emotional Hurt/Comfort. Some Chim & Buck Feels.

A Box Full of Memories [Buckley Siblings/ Pre-Buddie. 3k]

Eddie plans Buck's birthday.

you're my favorite [Buckley Sibling. 0.9k]

Moment from their childhood.

Wait until the morning light (we'll all be alright) [Buckley Siblungs. 1k]

Maddie asks for help with Jee.

Shelter [Buckley Siblings/Pre-Buddie. 1k]

Buck and Maddie get into an accident.

to have and to hold [Buckley Siblings. 1k]

Pre-Madney Wedding. Maddie has something to ask.

5 + 1 [WIP]

5 times they needed an excuse to share a bed, and the one time they didn't.

•• 《AUs》 ••

Trouble [Buddie. 1k]

Different First Meeting. Eddie has a sexuality crisis upon meeting Buck.

••• 《Episode Related》 •••

let it all rain down [Buckley Siblings & Buddie. WIP]

Buck gets his sister back. He also gets a boyfriend, ft. Angst, Pain, fighting and making up (possible making out 👀)

Set after 5x10.

Distance [Buddie. 0.6k]

Post 5x06. Eddie takes Chris to see Buck.

Stuck In Love [Buddie. 2k]

Stuck in an Elevator 5x01 Spec Fic.

feels like there's oceans (between you and me) [Buddie. 5k]

Post 4x13, 4x14 Spec Fic. Hurt/Comfort. Bobby & Buck, Christopher & Buck feels.

you were not made to be loved in parts [Dad!Bobby/Buddie. 2k]

Post 4x05. Emotional Hurt/Comfort. They're in love- they're also oblivious.

to live for the hope of it all [Buddie. 6k]

4x05 Spec fic. Buck is trapped.

help me remember to forget [Bobby & Buck. Pre- Buddie]

Father/Son moment needed after 4x04. Also ft. Bobby Knows TM.

heaven can't help me now [Buddie/Buckley Siblings. 11k]

4x04-05 Spec Fic. What the Buckley Secret could have been.

Everything's gonna be okay, kid [Buck & Bobby. 1k]

Post 3x05. Father/Son moment.

Wait For Me to Come Home [Buddie. 5k]

Post 3x04. Eddie gets hurt in a street fight. Buck takes him home.

Couldn't see it coming, love [Buddie. 10k]

Post 3x01. Tsunami Episodes Spec. Getting together

••••••••• ● 9-1-1 LS ● •••••••••

《 Timeless 》

the only one I love [Tarlos. 3k]

Alex comes back.

my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand [Tarlos. 2k]

TK is attacked at a scene. Carlos is there for him.

all I see is you [Tarlos. 9k]

5 times Carlos watches TK with a kid, and the one time it's theirs.

all I need [Tarlos. 2k]

Carlos has a few things to say to Owen after an argument between Owen and TK.

And I love you. Easily. [Tarlos. 0.9k]

Emotional Hurt/Comfort. Insecurities. Fluff.

come back (be here) [Tarlos. 5k]

TK spends what was supposed to be his happiest day waiting for Carlos to wake up. Angst.

if my wishes came true, it would've been you [Tarlos. 8k]

TK wakes up in an alternate reality he starts to believe is his life. Angst fest with a happy ending.

hold you till I hold you right [Tarlos. 3k]

TK is sick. Carlos wants to take care of him. It does not go well.

you and I will be safe and sound [Tarlos. 2k]

Hurt Carlos. Angst.

take my mind (and take my pain) [Tarlos. 5k]

Hurt TK. Guilty Carlos. Tarlos comfort.

you're the cure to all my scars [Tarlos. 4k]

Misunderstandings, Angst and some healthy communication (eventually)

who am I if not seen through your eyes? [Tarlos. 2k]

Emotional Hurt/Comfort. Carlos is the best boyfriend. TK's addiction.

bittersweet troubles [Tarlos. 3k]

Hurt Carlos. BAMF! Medic TK. Held Hostage.

like daylight [Tarlos. 1k]

Future Kid Fic. Family feels.

your heart, beating against mine [Tarlos. 1k]

Hurt Carlos. Worried TK. Near drowning.

you can hear it in the silence [GraceJudd. 1k]

Grace leaves Judd love notes in his locker.

bring me to life [Tarlos. 1k]

Emotional Hurt/Comfort. Nightmares.

Until the End of All Things (I Will Wait For You) [Tarlos. 25k]

I'd give you the sun if you asked me [Tarlos. 2K]

Three moments in which TK comforts Carlos. Fluff with minimal angst (practically unheard of for me)

《AUs》

Captain America: TWS AU. Angst. FireFam & Carlos. Happy ending

my sunshine in the darkness [Tarlos. 15k]

Soulmate AU. Soulmates feel each other's pain momentarily, and it gets worse the closer they are to each other.

Paint My World in Colors [Tarlos. 4k]

Soulmate AU. The color of the soulmate's eyes is the first one a person can see.

fall in love in a single touch [Tarlos. 7k]

Roommates AU.

tell me it's real [Tarlos. 9k]

Fake Dating AU. Carlos asks TK to be his date to his father's birthday. It does not go according to plan.

this time, it's really love [Tarlos. 5k]

Fake Dating AU. TK asks Carlos, who hates his guts, to be his date to his ex's wedding. Ft. Misunderstanding that is really Mateo's fault.

Fine Line [Tarlos. 15k]

Bodyguard AU. Enemies to Lovers. Celebrity TK.

I hate you (I love you) [Tarlos. 4k]

Enemies to Lovers. Firefighter Carlos.

you stole the air out of my lungs [Tarlos. 3k]

Canon Divergent AU. Miscommunication. Second Chances. Stuck in an elevator.

it's always been you [Tarlos. 6k]

Friends to lovers. Idiots in love. They get there in the end.

Amnesia AU [WIP]

Coffeeshop AU [WIP]

Tru Calling AU [WIP]

Chasing Liberty/Political Animals AU

Amends [Tarlos. 1k]

《Episode Related》

one day [Tarlos. 3k]

The Tarlos Break Up. Flashbacks. Hopeful ending.

3x02 Spec. Fic.

2x12 Missing Scene (in which they talk).

as long as I have you [Tarlos. 2k]

Post 2x12. They fight and make up.

fires burn right to the brim [Tarlos. 5k]

2x12 Spec Fic. Hurt Carlos. BAMF! TK to the rescue. Big brother Judd.

Stay for Me [Tarlos. 1k]

2x12 Spec fic. Hurt Carlos. Worried TK. Angst.

Home [1k]

2x10 missing scene. Carlos asks TK to move in with him.

can't go on without you [Tarlos. 2k]

Post 2x09. TK and Carlos are there for Judd while Grace is in the coma.

feel you in my skin in the dimming lights [Tarlos. 2k]

2x08 Missing Scene and Coda. Hurt/Comfort.

Home Is Wherever I'm With You [Tarlos. 1k]

2x07 Coda. Nancy & TK friendship. TK goes home to Carlos.

I'll hold you closer than my skin and my blood [Tarlos. 7k]

Post 2x04. Hurt Carlos. TK has to pretend he's just a friend. Angst, Hurt/Comfort.

swimming up against the tide [Tarlos. 1k]

2x04 Missing Scene. Mostly Carlos-Centric.

● CrossOver ●

• 《Timeless》 •

I could lie to you all my days (but you're the one) [Buddie/Tarlos. 10k]

Tarlos and Buddie meet up. Buddie get together.

•• 《AUs》 ••

Zombie AU [WIP]

•••••••••• ● RNM ● ••••••••••

• 《 Timeless 》 •

forget all the ways that we're broken [7k]

5 Times Maria sees Michael leave the planet, and the one time he stays.

even shooting stars must fall [1k]

Rescue gone wrong. Hopeful, but open, ending. (Heed the warnings)

Oh, when we've loved [2k]

Domestic Fluff. Malex as uncles and dads.

we burned down our paper house [14k]

The Lost Decade.

Tell me how all this (and love, too) will ruin us [2k]

Sequel to wbdoph (lost decade fic) set before S3.

To the Moon and Back [4k]

Manes Family Feels. Hints of Malex.

Your Hand in Mine [0.9k]

Outsider POV. A small, tender, Malex moment.

•• 《AUs》 ••

tell me how to love again [5k]

Amnesia AU.

Here, with you, I'm finally home [7k]

Caulfield AU in which Alex isn't quite human, and Nora lives.

Of Roses and Bad Dates [2k]

••• 《Episode Related》 •••

Meet Ugly. Enemies to Lovers.

hold on to the memories (they will hold on to you) [Malex. 10k]

The Wedding AU.

Alex comes back to Roswell in hopes of winning Michael, and instead finds out he's about to get married to someone else.

Hope, loss, angst and flashbacks.

Moments in Time [23k]

Season 3 Codas and Drabbles.

the world doesn't exist, only you do [19k]

Post 2x10 Spec Fic- Outsider POV of Michael slowly losing his mind while Alex is missing.

Bound by Stardust [2k]

Post 2x09- Emotional Hurt/Comfort. How I wish the episode ended for Michael.

The Poetry of You [2k]

Sequel to BbS. Malex get together.

won't you liberate me now [13k]

Post 1x12- Spec Fic.

Bad Things Happen Bingo Card

[writingamongtheroses-archive]

Last Line Tag

Thank you for the tag, @chauceryfairytales! This is from Bride of Loki, our first glimpse at Baldar.

A beep drew their attention. They pressed the communication button hidden on their ear. “Alpha One speaking.”

“Alpha.”

They almost dropped the tablet. “My lord!”

I’ll tag @rachywritessomething, @hannahs-creations, @dustylovelyrun, @sunlight-and-starskies, @persephonescomplex, @meteor-writes, @magic-is-something-we-create, @skyfireflight-writes, @adie-dee, @wyldlynxx, @ravenpuffwriter, @raevenlywrites, @perfectpetrichors, @thewalkingnerdx, @stories-by-rie, @inexorableblob, @ejwrites, @aliasastrid, @apricotwrites, @dreamswithadashofspice, @you-are-my-neverland, @yellowpoet, @ink-fireplace-coffee, @karriezai, and @marewriteblr.

[ejvaleros]

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A snippet of my original big band chart "Dichotomy" sight read by the Concert Jazz Orchestra at CSULB (Take 2; Take 1 was too fast and I wrote an un-sightreadable song at 170 beats per minute). Let it be known that this composition arrangement is the result of massive procrastination and sheer laziness up until 4 hours before the recording of this video. I guess one bragging right about this experience is that I can write a "passable" big band arrangement in a budgeted time constraint. #bigband #originalsong #ejconducts #ejwrites #dichotomy #bccm #bobcoleconservatoryofmusic #rhythmchanges #csulb (at California State University, Long Beach)

[ejwbooks]

Hi! Can you tell me something about your current writing project(s)?

I have 60+ WIPS ongoing that can be read on the internet! Some on my website ejsmagazine.wordpress.com, some on my wattpad ejmcwriterpants, some on my fictionpress EJwrites, and few on my blog notquitejustified(trigger warnings galore for the blog and stories). I’m also working on two visual novel games that you can follow the development of on my blog ejmakesgames! My favorite is The Strings Attached! The only characters that were actually in it in the beginning are Symeon, Snow, and Tari and I get sad because I don’t think anyone remembers Snow and Tari from the first chapter =(. 

[coshayphinelove]

#15, Shaysima

15. “…I’m leaking.”

Link to Ao3

cosima tried so hard and therefore no one should criticize her by: EJwrites

rated: M

Summary:  cosima thought it would be nice to bake some cookies for her girlfriends before they got home. she ends up getting very distracted.

[ezratherobat]

Friendly reminder that if your not reading any of my multitude of ongoing queer fantasy stories you're missing out! So check out my website ejsmagazine.wordpress.com , my wattpad ejmcwriterpants , and/or my fictionpress EJwrites , as well as my writing blog @ejsmagazine or my blog for the visual novels I'm working on which is @ejmakesgames

[ao3feed-cophine]

cosima tried so hard and therefore no one should criticize her

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2zriIGI

by EJwrites

cosima thought it would be nice to bake some cookies for her girlfriends before they got home. she ends up getting very distracted.

from the prompt: "i'm leaking" on tumblr

Words: 1951, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 21 of Tumblr Is A Hellish Landscape Not Fit For Fic Writers

Fandoms: Orphan Black (TV)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F

Characters: Shay Davydov, Cosima Niehaus, Delphine Cormier

Relationships: Shay Davydov/Cosima Niehaus, Delphine Cormier/Cosima Niehaus, Delphine Cormier/Shay Davydov/Cosima Niehaus, Delphine Cormier/Shay Davydov

Additional Tags: Fluff, Christmas Fluff

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2zriIGI

[theredrenard]

“Come on, Tommy! C’mon, don’t do this to me, please-“

Desperate cries tear their way from Buck’s lips, his hands slipping in the warm stickiness oozing from the gash in Tommy’s side as he frantically tries to staunch the flow without cutting his own hands on the massive shard of glass protruding from between his boyfriend’s ribs.

“S’not-” Tommy’s eyes roll as he weakly lifts his head, bleary gaze fixing on Buck’s soot-smeared face. “S’no use, Ev’n-” he slurs, pawing weakly at the younger man’s arm.

“Don’t say that. Don’t you fucking dare say that. We’re gonna get you help. You’re gonna be okay.”

Buck prays the waver in his voice doesn’t give away what he already knows. What they both already know:

Only one of them is walking away from this.

[thisisej]

The Lord of Musutafu cordially invites you to an evening filled with frivolity, anonymity, and dark decadence...

When Izuku and Ochako receive mysterious invitations to a ball on an estate that hasn't opened its gates to the public in over 100 years, Izuku has his suspicions.

But the truth, and the Lord waiting just beyond the manor's wrought iron gates, is more magical, and more frightening, than anything he could have ever imagined.

Read Thirteen Pretty Brides, my gift for Kas for this month's Alpha/BNHA/Omega round, on AO3.

CW: Omegaverse, Alpha BKG, Omega DK, Regency/Victorian AU, Horror, general eeriness, minor Togachako, and suggestive content. No smut, but it is rated T for titillating.

[onetwistedmiracle]

fic rec friday

Rules: Share your top fics no matter how big or small - give us the links to your wonderful words with the Most hits/Most kudos/Most comments/Most bookmarks /Most words/Least words

Also share your fics with the fewest hits/kudos/comments/bookmarks to give them some love!

My addition: if one fic would by rights hold multiple spots, go to the next one on the list!

Most hits, kudos, comments and words!!!: Appearances (Harry/Draco, E, 103k) - Lucius Malfoy has come up with the perfect way to put the Malfoy family back in the sun. Draco will simply have to do as he is told.

Fewest hits: Rufus Wainwright in your trousers. (Harry/Draco, G, 100words) Harry has a mobile and Draco has agreed to a coffee date.

Next most kudos: Will the Circle Be Unbroken (Eric/Jack, T, 6k) - part four of the Folk Songs series. Uncle Thomas and Eric finally get a chance to sit down together and talk.

Fewest kudos: Brazen (Harry/Draco, G, 100w) Harry's back from the USA and everyone comes to the airport to greet him.

Next most comments: Tainted Love (Harry/Draco, E, 31k) First Mother wanted her wand back. Then Harry returned his hawthorne wand, but it didn't really… work. Not well. So he went to France and bought a wand from the very best French wandmaker. What the hell is he supposed to do when that one doesn't work right either? The private Healer had better be able to help him with his sluggish magic.

Fewest comments: Don't Look Back. (Harry/Draco, T, 425w) Draco's fled from the war and is now hiding in the Muggle world. Draco can't think about anyone other than HIM. Will he even know when the war ends?

Next most bookmarks: (Everyone Wants the) Happy Ending (Harry/Draco, E, 36k) Harry is trying awfully hard to do the right things in the wrong place, but no one is listening. Draco is in the right place doing the right things, but no one is paying attention. Something is messing with Hogwarts, and only Harry and Draco ever seem to notice. When things start to fall apart, can Harry and Draco manage to do the right things, in the right place, at the right time? Together? Art by shiftylinguini Text by twistedmiracle

Fewest bookmarks: A Difference of Opinion, Argued and Resolved. (Harry/Draco, M, 203 w) Draco is studying and Harry wants attention.

Next most words: Remaking Him, Part 4 of Breaking Him. This is a story of brokenness, pain, sadness, manipulation and hope. It contains enslaved prostitution and lots of explicit sex, both heterosexual and homosexual. (mostly Harry/Draco with plenty of Harry/Pansy and a little Charlie/Pansy as well. Explicit. Part 4 is 54k, series is 76k) Summary: Harry has claimed his two favourite prostitutes. Now what?

Fewest words: Sentimental old Fool (Harry/Draco, G, 100w) They've got kids and I feel sappy. Summary: Who knew you could be such a sentimental old fool?

tagging: @justlookfrightened @ejwriting @theorangedead @sunshineandalittleflour @shiftylinguini

[ravens-words]

Buckley siblings 😈 forced to watch

Mads!! I hope you like this, my friend 💛

Two firefighters killed and ten injured so far, in what police think is a targeted attack on the LAFD.

Live footage.

Her phone slipped through numb fingers, and she felt as if her chest had caved in.

"Oh God, Evan,"

Post 5x10. In which Maddie returns, and Buck and Eddie figure things out.

On AO3

AN: this is a two parter. This one is mostly Buckley Siblings and Madney, but the next part will be Buddie and FireFam heavy.

[ao3feed-orphanblack]

cosima tried so hard and therefore no one should criticize her

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2zriIGI

by EJwrites

cosima thought it would be nice to bake some cookies for her girlfriends before they got home. she ends up getting very distracted.

from the prompt: "i'm leaking" on tumblr

Words: 1951, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 21 of Tumblr Is A Hellish Landscape Not Fit For Fic Writers

Fandoms: Orphan Black (TV)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F

Characters: Shay Davydov, Cosima Niehaus, Delphine Cormier

Relationships: Shay Davydov/Cosima Niehaus, Delphine Cormier/Cosima Niehaus, Delphine Cormier/Shay Davydov/Cosima Niehaus, Delphine Cormier/Shay Davydov

Additional Tags: Fluff, Christmas Fluff

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2zriIGI

[hikelesbian]

shay davydov appreciation week day 5: previous works

part of a machine (not a human being) by FreshBrains/@freshbrainss

Definitely one of my favorite Shay fics. A very realistic Cosima POV that shows sincerity and caring between them both. The characters are all filled-out wonderfully as we get to see the little slice-of-life scenes they share. 

Accidents will Happen by TheLittleAddiction

Half hilarious, half adorable, and the characterization is great. I don’t want to spoil it, so that’s all I’ll say.

C'est L'histoire by hauntedd

Shay starts to catch on, Cosima deflects as well as she always does. Really, though, it’s cute but also serious, which is something that works well for canon Shaysima fics.

Normal Girlfriends by notherhappyending

I think this is probably the first non-Shaysima Shay fic I read, and it opened my eyes to a whole world of shipping possibilities. This is sweet and so unexpected and it works so well. 

barista fights by EJwrites/@coshayphinelove

No pressure at all EJ but I am eagerly awaiting the updates for this one, whenever they happen to be done. I am so here for Coshayphine rivalries that aren’t really rivalries - sorry, there’s just too much cute flirting for me to believe they won’t all end up together. 

wing-men by EJwrites/@coshayphinelove

Another funny/sweet fic. As much as I love everyone loving Shay, I do have a soft spot for Shayphine because they’re just so considerate with each other.

[ejwbooks]

I posted Chapter 1 of By Coincidence on my Fictionpress EJwrites.

[coshayphinelove]

Shay Dayvdov Week Day 1: Favorite.

Summary: cosima winds down after work and thinks about all the things she loves about shay.

Rated: G

Shaysima