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these two never fail to make me SICK

#i just finished the epilogue#everything feels so empty#i miss arthur#come back to me#my shayla#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#red dead#arthur morgan#rdr2 epilogue#rdr2 john marston#john marston#rdr2 arthur morgan#rdr2 arthur#rdr2 john#rdr2 mary#rdr2 mary linton#mary linton#they shouldve ran away together#guys please
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having my love being reciprocated would be nice
#everything feels so empty#and i'm like o(-( ok#i have such a big heart full of love and i just want to share it around
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Sooo I just finished Cobra Kai…
#ᯓ★ 𝓓𝖾𝖺𝗋﹒𝓓𝗂𝖺𝗋𝗒#I’m still excited because of the ending but#everything feels so empty#it’s actually done…#no more episodes…#no spin off for the spin off…#that’s it…#I have to wait a few days for the fanfics to get updated#I’ve waited for so long and I’ve binged watched it all in one sitting#Cobra Kai
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i do think the "dark age of the law" thing in dual destinies was perhaps the stupidest thing imaginable. why's everyone suddenly freaking out about corruption in the courtroom. do you think manfred von karma got that forty-year win streak out of nowhere. do you think miles edgeworth got HIS win streak out of nowhere. do you think damon gant's control over Fucking Everything came out of nowhere. do you think furio tigre's ability to masquerade as a defense attorney and nobody saying a damn thing about it came out of nowhere. do you think franziska von karma holding up a photograph and being like "i know this picture is illegal but what are you gonna do? Unsee it? <3" came out of nowhere. The three-day "guilty until proven innocent" trial system. The sheer sway prosecutors held over the entirety of the court, up to and including shit like being able to assault the judge and opposing defense attorney with zero consequences + tailoring witness testimony to suit their case and threatening said witnesses if they said anything too revealing. Hello. Can anyone hear me. I'm going nuts
#THERE WAS AN ENTIRE TRILOGY ABOUT HOW FUCKED UP EVERYTHING WAS.#i'm trying not to be a hater this year because quite frankly i've got more#important things to worry about but please understand i think dd is genuinely one of the worst games capcom's ever#come out with and its most blatantly attempted cashgrab to boot. i mean goddamn#how do you make a game that feels so empty you could hide a whole pocket dimension in there
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11:49, december 2, 2019
#you know that feeling when you get hit with a wave of nostalgia so extreme that it makes you physically nauseous haha. no?#this moment i think was perhaps the number one time in my life when i felt most at peace#i was walking home from the art studio after working on my thesis project for 12 straight hours#and the streets were empty and everything was so quiet#but i could still see the warm lights from people's homes reflecting off the fresh snow#it literally makes me cry just remembering it#simple joys#illustration#original art#artists on tumblr
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sally and percy were always each other’s constants, they became a bit more distant once percy found out he was a demigod, but they were still each others firsts
then estelle was born
percy loves estelle so much, so much it physically hurts
but he sees estelle and how happy she is, how she had a mom that doesnt work the night shift nearly every night and instead is home nearly all the time, and she has a dad that’s present and there and is safe and percy is so so happy that she has what he never did
but at the same time he knows thats the exact reason why it hurts
estelle has what percys wanted his whole life
and now estelle has the only thing percy had his whole life
being his mothers first and top priority
he knows why, he understands why, estelle is a baby and needs to be cared for constantly, and percys nearly 18 and doesnt need his mom all the time anymore
but it hurts because all the food is no longer blue, it hurts because he sees estelle grow up and get help, it hurts because he sees estelle with the life he always wanted, but knows he will never had
and it hurts because hes no longer his mother’s constant.
sally has paul now, she has paul to help her through her issues and she has a child that doesnt get expelled from every school shes been in
and percy has his family. but its not the same. annabeth has always been there, but she doesnt understand, thalia has been through the same childhood as percy but she doesnt know what its like to watch the bad go to good in the same household, grover has always listened but he just doesnt understand
because hes happy estelle has the life he always wanted. hes glad his mother has the life she always wanted. but hes not in that life. because hes moving out soon. and hes no longer his mothers son, at least not in the way he was before
#i would apologize but im actually not sorry#he used to come home from anything and his mother would be there in an instant#checking him over and making sure hes ok#then estlelle is born#and he loves her so so much#but now when he comes home sally is on the couch holding estelle gently#and she can only pay so much attention to her son#and listen. i love sally#i really do#shes the best mom there was#however#she can no longer be that perfect safe space she once was#to other demigods? she is still that safe space#but thats all theyve known her#but percy has seen sally risk everything for percy#and while hes so happy she longer has to#theres still that empty and painful feeling#and it just gets worse when he sees estelle living the life he always dreamed of#pjo#percy jackson#sally jackson#estelle blofis#estelle and percy#jackson-blofis family#they have so much angst potential i love it#pjo angst#percy jackson angst#reef says#reef angst#percy and sally
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"Why she had to go,
I don't know, she wouldn't say,
I said something wrong,
Now I long for yesterday"
-Yesterday by The Beatles
#What if your muse your heart your partner in everything ascended to godhood#And he deserves it- deserves it more than anything at all#He deserves to be loved by everyone. Inspire everyone. Just as he did for you#But life just feels so hollow without him and you feel your chest ache to just have him back#And then that empty hole in your chest that's filled with longing and guilt just won't go away#How can it? When the one that has been beside you for so long is *just* out of reach?#Anyways. I think Click Clack goes into a depressive episode with lots of bedrotting after Thespius ascends#I'm so normal about them (lying)#ggg click clack#click clack#thespius green#ggg thespius#ggg#great god grove#ggg lovestory#juicebox-art
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if the clocks could turn back, then I'd change everything but life don't got sympathy or second tries and nothing can save me from myself
#fhr#sidestep#fallen hero#art#mine#*25#jericho/requiem#i thought abt making the clocks move (either have there be a swinging clock/have the arms move etc) but that is so much effort#and like for what. to waste time making it and then reducing it into a tiny little gif that doesn't even look that great? pass. anyway#fate sidesteps are something special huh. what a resigned life they lead. after Everything you come out of it w/ the#mindset that you never really had any control anyways and you still don't. 'suffering for a reason' but the reason isnt even 'for you'#but its rly interesting bc jericho also has the hunger scar. which kinda just means they feel empty about everything and they can't do shit#about it anyways bc its 'fate' and they're not even sure what the hell it is they specifically hunger for except to really Live.#i looove making my sidesteps miserable yaayy
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Yeonjun about the strain he felt while preparing for his debut solo project ✙ "GGUM" MAKING FILM
#yeonjun#choi yeonjun#tomorrow x together#txt#ggum: making film#gifs#creations#userzaynab#useryeonbins#skyehi#rosieblr#megtag#hibiebear#heyiri#ultkpopnetwork#kpopccc#kpopco#this are like the rawest emotions we've seen from him... I feel... it's really sad to watch him like this#i mean I know they're under lots of pressure and stress#It's only natural when you work with so many people who you could potentially disappoint#and I know it was his choice to make this solo project happen now but i feel like the company could manage his schedule better#because why he films till 3 am and then right next day has a flight to another country for a concert...#and now we know from soobin they're super busy again#I'm worried his body will just say 'enough' one day and something bad will happen :(#and you have him work so hard and stress and then all this losers online whose biggest achievement is getting 100 likes on a post#writing the worst things about him for no reason... its not that hard to be kind and you dont need to have an opinion about everything :D#at the end of the day that celebrity you hate so much is still pretty and successful#and you're just a friendless jobless empty-headed rotten fool with likes on a post that mean nothing once you close the ap#I'm just glad all this is still fun for him and that he has such a great support system: his members family staff who care about him and us#all we can really do is support them and send them lots of love fr ;; you've done well my jjunie ily ♥
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can we talk about how before regression hyj had shj's number saved as "scammer" like this is so important to me.
#kinda spoilers in tags so don't read please#that was in side stories so if you haven't even finished the main story skip the tags#anyway somewhere in side stories hyj kinda went to the timeline before regression and he needed to call either shj or stw and he went-#“scammer public official scammer public official scammer public official” while choosing who to call#and he went “huh well it's not surprising that guy is saved as scammer I must've been pretty pissed at him back then”#also why in hell did he have his phone number. how did that happen. did he call? did the guy answer? was it his personal phone number-#that didn't go through his office? what did they talk about? how did they even spend time together???#so many questions yet so little answers#I'd like sctir 2 but it's just the pre regression timeline#with an unfortunate sad ending (either shj erasing hyj's memories or the dungeon where hyh died)#((probably the latter but anyway))#i really wanna see hyj after his memory wipe#like does he feel empty? lonely? like there was supposed to be something but he can't quite put his ginger on it?#also yerim pov please i wanna see how they got close#any scene with hyh would be super hard to read...#and would hyj feel uncomfortable hearing all that talk about stw dying and shj fleeing the country?#i wanna see all that but unfortunately everything is left to my imagination
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"oh boy, can't wait for episode 4, which will surely center around Mark's reintegration and allow us to see the consequences of the end of episode 3! I mean, there's no other possible thing it could be about!"

#we obviously need to see how this works in the context of the season so im withholding full judgement but the vibes this episode were off?#like in general i'm finding the whole fake helly thing kind of bleh so far and the pacing here isn't really helping#maybe its just because helena plays helly in a very sauceless way and that's what's making me apathetic about it#but even separate from that this ep felt really...empty? idk i'll have to see how i feel about it once we have the full season#i think its also how this episode is hard to place in the timeline. like this has to be happening prior to marks reintegration but we had#no indication at any point that he stayed severed overnight so it feels really removed from everything else#and like. there's plenty in the show that's disorienting and that's on purpose but this doesn't feel like that#idk its just not hitting#severance#severance season 2#image description in alt#severance spoilers
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I’ll shut up about it after this post but I think I finally nailed why jayvik and the fandom sometimes make me feel like all dopamine left my body
Their canon journey still makes me so viscerally sad and depressed that even fanart that depicts them in their S2 appearances makes me sad
I feel nothing but comfort and happiness when I see AU art of them and I read AU fanfics like my life depends on it, but the moment I am confronted by anything resembling canon I get so sad I want to distance myself from them altogether lmao
Unless I feel sad and need a good cry, then I love the canon fanart
#ive never had a piece of media that had me obsessed to this level but that also gives me so much misery that i want to distance myself#from it entirely#its so weird and frustrating cuz i love them i really do i love writing my fanfic and everything#but i sometimes avoid fanart bc it makes me feel empty??#arcane#viktor arcane#jayce talis#jayce x viktor#jayvik#netflix#jayce arcane#league of legends#fanfiction
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one of the interesting things about writing original fiction is that eventually you develop a sense of what is meant to be on the page and what would fare better remaining inside your skull. it is a skill to take a pause and think to yourself - no. this would be misplaced.
and it's not even about purple prose or anything of that sort, it's just that some things are for the author to silently Know, and for fanfiction writers to pull from a bunch of sideline implications later
#writing#writer life#writing skills#writer stuff#there are some things that work in fanfiction that do not work with an original novel. and vice versa#with certain genres plot must take precedence#and i don't mean trim Everything down#bc that's a surefire way to make your writing Boring and empty#i mean there are certain things that will make your passage heavy for some reason. or feel like a different genre#and you will Have to ditch those#even if the characters Could believably do all of that#going from writing fic to writing original stuff is fascinating bc it IS a different genre oh my god#it is so different#fanfiction is its own skill and craft
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#I'm sure things will be okay with the babies#I'm sure things will work out#I'm sure everything will be all right#it's just going to take time#I've barely adjusted and I'm a human#my boyfriend is barely adjusted at all and he's a human#fancy has a lot of adjusting to do and she's just a little cat#a little gray cat who lost her very best friend in the world#the house still feels so empty without them because even though the babies are here#the babies are still not in the spaces that the boys used to be in#Raleigh used to sit in my window in the mornings and bring me the sun in his fur#he used to meet us standing on top of the washing machine and ask for hugs#I just miss them#just one and I could bear it#this year's been so cruel and I'm so afraid#but I'll find a way to be all right#I'll find a way to stay safe#somehow#I don't know#we'll find a way
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I should be sleeping but I can't, I feel nervous tonight
But I'm gonna thank you for the birthday wishes, thanks a lot 🥺❤ I hope you guys have an amazing day as well ❤
#I'll vent in the tags a bit because it feels safer#to be honest with you i never thought i would get to 25#it feels so alien to me#never planned for future years#i always “joked” saying that i would never reach 25 and yet I'm still here#these past years have been hell#and the tough of actually ending it all is floating around in my head since 2019 ...#never acted on it because lucky I'm too scared#and despite everything I'm kinda glad i never acted upon it#even toh I'm tired and i feel empty inside#the little sparks of joy keeps me going#tomorrow I'll go out fr for the first time in MONTHS#I'm starting to develop a fear of going outside... I'm scared of people lol#but tomorrow will be fine#and I'll be fine even if it rains#sorry I'm just exposing myself here#idk it makes me feel better to just throw up my thoughts#better than just bottling up
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So fucked up that obimaul is a rarepair. What do you mean not everyone is obsessed with enemies to lovers with a Force connection, where one side is completely obsessed with the other who barely acknowledges him (but is just as affected)
#hm i should make an original post tag#obimaul#like. say what you want but obi-wan saw a random dathomirian zabrak and immediately went 'maul?? alive??'#he DOES care about maul he just doesn't actively seek him out like maul does#post prompted by this song that makes me think about Maul in his crime lord era‚ all the luxury of the world within his reach‚#but none of it satisfies him because what he really wants is to find (and kill) kenobi#'another night up in the best suite; everything's gone wrong already‚ my body admits; dreaming so high the floor is the limit;#once again i got lost.. [...] another night i give myself‚ top of a skyscraper; i'm the king of the world‚ dreams for rent;#and when i look at myself i sigh with a low voice‚ 'i don't feel bad i just feel nothing''#(<- song is são paulo‚ 2015 by jão)#it's a song about feeling dissatisfied with the life of fame because there's an emptiness he can't fill with sex drugs or luxuries#and from the context of the album it's likely he's thinking about a past lover he's still not over#so. imagine with me.#i might make something out of this. maybe.#but like. posting about songs that make me think obimaul thoughts. not very productive. almost no audience.#... and while making this post i've been attacked by yet another song with a very obimaul words#'lie to me‚ run from me‚ we swear it doesn't count‚ in this way of ours‚ but it's not because i hate you that i can't kiss you anymore'#<- pilantra by jão and anitta
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