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I am still in the trenches...
#noodle speaks#excel. save me excel.#it's not even just her anymore#r studio. help me r studio#ms word too you can participate in the helping
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About to start a 2 hour coding practical for my zoology course :/
#like wtf even is āRā#excel and minitab already DO ALL THIS SHIT#desert duo save me#funny#meme#funny meme#hehe#third life#trafficblr#mcyt#last life#limited life#double life#secret life#wild life#goodtimeswithscar#grian#gtwscar#gtws#scarian#desert duo#mcyt memes#tumblr text post memes#over 1k
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like imagine them on different teams and having the most intense rivalry and itās very enemies to lovers
#my art#arcane#vi#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#arcane fanart#vi is a defender cailtyns a forward#cailtyns an excellent shot but vi is fucking incredible with her saves and itās the most intense thing ever#my friend said I should write a fanfic but the thing is#I JUST got into soccer two months ago and idk shit about the terminology#will that stop me though? no#they need to make out in a locker room and by god I will make it happen#and then draw it#I love having an obsession#soccer au
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My cheque I've been waiting a few months for and was supposedly delivered one week ago is now beyond a doubt either stolen or missing. (:
#I realize today is April Fools Day but it seems I am the Fool#USPS informed delivery said it was delivered Tuesday and we were able to get out to the old location on Thursday#and it wasn't there#or on Friday#or yesterday#it was supposed to take care of us for at least a month#I had so many plans for it#especially because April is my birth month#literally nearly $1000 just fucking evaporated#I just can't win lol#today sucked from the moment I woke up and felt an intense depressive spiral#but this is genuinely just cherry and the icing on top of this shit cake#this job was done in December#I've been waiting since then and then jumped through so many hoops to get actually fucking paid#and I literally begged them to send it to this address or make it out to Kalen so he could cash it#specifically to save myself so much trouble and avoid this exact scenario#and they said no and sent it to the faraway old address#and USPS claims it's been delivered but it's not there#so fuck me i guess#excellent fucking start to my favourite month#I'm going to rot in bed to practice rotting in hell#though i suppose I'm already fucking here lmfao#negative blah
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2025 has been the most non-year year of my life like i'm still waiting for this year to actually start, what is this mess
#sorry for being so negative i just forced to resign bc this person no one seems to like doesnt want to work with me#and they have no other shifts for me so lol!#and i was doing a good job i was excelling coworkers liked me customers liked me the manager and his wife liked me#whateverrrrrr!!!!#i promise you im easy to get along with and this is exactly what the manager said herself shes so confused by this#* the other manager#whatever luckily (since no one cares) i am really self sufficient bc i have multiple jobs and way of making money ill be fine#literally she has 3 bad reviews written about her in the past week alone...this isnt fair#thank god i know life isnt fair or i might be trying to make sense of why this is happening#i wouldnt have been able to save myself by telling them the truth bc if they arent listening to customers why would they listen to me#its so weird how no other person in the store wants to work these shifts with her like im the only one who was willing i guess?#whatever i really loved everyone else who worked there and i loved the job :(#i'm genuinely kind of heartbroken by this
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Books of 2025: OVERGROWTH by Mira Grant.
Plant-astically delighted to report that I received an ARC via Tor (Nightfire) and Goodreads! I love Seanan McGuire's writing, and my first foray into her work as Mira Grant was INTO THE DROWNING DEEP, which was phenomenal (think all the best parts of Michael Crichton--the Science, the Speculation, the Consequences--but women and queer people are Entire Characters)(we love a good sci-fi horror paced like a thriller in this house).
The premise of OVERGROWTH is basically "the pod people are coming, they've been warning you about it for decades, and no one has been listening." Stasia, our main character and (first person, past tense) narrator, has spent her whole life telling people that she's "the vanguard of an invading species of intelligent alien plants," which is confirmed via a broadcast from space.
And the chapters are time-stamped "X days pre-invasion."
Yeah.
This book was an absolute delight and all around a lot of fun--the tone was the perfect balance of funny and heartfelt and relatable and dread-inducing, and it very much read like a love letter to the genre with lots of cross-pollinated references (Seymour? Little Shop of Horrors? War of the Worlds? Jurassic Park? Hello????).
It was also very much a book about the distinction between being human and being a person, and about alienation and belief and trust and friendship, and about queerness and neurodivergence and belonging. And, y'know, mimetic plant aliens, in myriad shades of green.
I was initially surprised by the choice to tell this story in past tense and first person (because DROWNING DEEP was patently not that, and most of what I've read of McGuire hasn't been either), but it turns out that was The Only Correct Way To Do It: For most of the book, Stasia didn't have the full picture of what was going on, but her partial understanding + our readerly perspective from inside her head carried both the relatability and the horror. It was a really interesting and cool way to do an alien invasion book (from the perspective of the invader's plant)(ahaha, botanical pun). Also, the narrative frame made me pterodactyl Hunter shriek my way through the last two pages, which. OOF. WHAT A RIDE!!! I'll be rotisserie-ing over the late-game twist (page 396/465 in my copy) and the ending for a long time.
I loved that the aliens felt alien and all too much like people; I loved Toni and Hunter; I loved the biology and worldbuilding; I loved the botanical quips ("salad bar" is, in fact, the best possible term of address to an alien invader, no notes); I loved the shady government agencies and unethical experimentation; I loved the "we are the monsters you have made". I stayed up way past my bedtime several times for this, and it was worth every second. Do recommend, check this out in May!!
Half-assed spoilery content warnings under the cut (I'm not good at these because I have a weird concept of what necessitates a warning, so please do NOT consider these complete in any way shape or form):
on-page toddler death (graphic, in prologue, signposted with "look away"); transphobia (toward beloved trans character); spider (alien); bug-adjacent (alien); vampirism/blood drinking; other usual horror/alien invasion type tropes etc. (body horror? do people tag body horror?? i was an animorphs kid i'm sorry i don't know what a normal amount of body horror is but i love it all)
#books#books of 2025#overgrowth#mira grant#book photos#arc#love winning tor giveaways tbh this always ends well for me!!#Y'ALL THIS WAS REALLY GOOD I ENJOYED THE HELL OUT OF IT AND MYSELF#release date: may 6 2025#(an excellent date if i do say so myself)#(what a great birthday treat to meee)#forreal this was so much fun and very geeky and nerdy and heartfelt and did i say FUN??#wow i had such a good time#it's very much still a horror book don't get me wrong#deeply fucked up and weird and funny#therefore: I LOVED IT#side eyes The Rising on my shelf harder now#(i've been saving it for when i revisit my zombie story okay)#(but maybe. i will read it. this year. instead.)#so far both mira grant books i've read have been BANGERS#i want this to be out so i can shriek about the late-game reveal and the frame narrative more out loud they were so good#love the aliens too#love green shit
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doctor who big finish audio stories!
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you may have seen my nuwho books post and thought āwell thatās all good and proper but i wanted the big finish audio dramas >:(ā fear not, because i have a collection of those too and i am still not allergic to sharing :)
also up for grabs: doctor who novelisations (x) and torchwood big finish audios (x)
a list of whatās there + how to play below the cut x
things youāll find here:
new who + misc
the diary of river song (series 1-12)
the death and life of river song (series 1)
the tenth doctor and river song (series 1)
the tenth doctor adventures (series 1-3)
the ninth doctor adventures (series 1 + series 4 vol. 1)
unit incursions (episodes 8.04 + 8.05)
unit nemesis (series 4)
missy (series 1-4)
the eighth of march (3.01 + 3.02)
masterful + terror of the master
rose tyler: the dimension cannon (series 1-3)
the paternoster gang (series 1-5)
master! (series 1-3)
time lord victorious (008)
once and future (005)
tenth doctor adventures: dalek universe (3.02)
classic who
the eighth doctor adventures (series 1-4)
stranded series (series 1-3)
doom coalition (series 1-4) (exc. 3.02.... working on it)
dark eyes (series 1-4)
ravenous (series 1-4)
classic main range (134, 135 + 168)
companion chronicles: the second doctor (vol 1-3 / series 10, 12 + 14)
gallifrey (series 1-3)
!!! torchwood audios have moved. they can now be found here !!!
and how to access them
press play!!
if you like to listen at 1.5x speed like me, you can use an independent media player. on ios, press the 3 dots -> open with: [audio player of choice] (i use evermusic)
make and save copies of what you want even if you donāt have time to listen right now. donāt rely on this link always being here.
want something you can't have?
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if there's a particular story/series you wanted to hear that i don't have listed yet, send me an ask or pop it in the comments x
happy listening! x
#ā ļø i've said it once i'll say it again PLEASE save what you like to your own device. tumblr could bite me any day now ā ļø#anyways feel free to share with your friends. or your enemies. if that's more your speed#the excel sheet i use to keep track of these has over 458 lines of data#just in case you were underestimating what i'm working with here#doctor who#classic who#doctor who big finish#luthqrs#luthqrsdw#luthqrsresources
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if this episode was tim's proving ground that killing bobby off was for the good of the show....well.....i fear.......
#sibyl speaks#like it COULD have been a really good episode#it could have really sold me on bobby's death! by giving us a really well done original emotional send off that dug deep#but instead!!! it was so subpar. perfunctory almost.#and even angela's really excellent emotional scene with hen could not save the weak writing......#anyway this more than anything has me back on alivebobby train. because if this is really it then.....uhh.....
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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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happy birthday serizawa love of my life who is sooo canonically trans he was born on trans visibility day can you believe that
these trinkets our man is sporting double as gifts i headcanon the spirits and such post canon gang would give serizawa AND things i wanna add everytime i draw him (if i remember, fingers crossed)
uhh so yeah i suck at words and i'm so very tired but shout out trans people, we are so cool and awesome š©µš©·š¤š©·š©µ
#okay long ass directors commentary incoming after the tags beware#fran-art !! ā#serizawa katsuya#mob psycho 100#mp100#mp100 fanart#mob psycho fanart#katsuya serizawa#serizawa fanart#this is art i finished too late on april 2024 so i decided to save it for this year !!#all this time and i JUST realized you could read this as him being trans in any direction! love that for them#trans day of visibility#y'all today i've been so busy and tired and fucking SICK of the a * i trend going around (i mean always but today specially)#and i kid you not i think serizawa himself manifested something good for me cause the second i posted on insta i got EXCELLENT NEWS#and im so much less stressed now happy tdov to me and to him and to all of us fr fr#undescribed#for now!#OH also my other username is on there cause i made this back when i used to post on twitter dkhdkd#too lazy and to late to erase now oh well
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dudeeee I just met the best horse in the universe I need to be convinced not to buy her-
#Iāve been riding for a bit now n I always ride the same horse for the most part. N I like him but heās a bastard n legit bullies me#but this new horse I rode to day is the SWEETEST CREATURE ON THE PLANET and sheās very fast which is an excellent combo#and Iām in love omg#the thing is that her owners r selling her from the stable soon and ohhhh my godddd I wanna start saving money for her SO BAD DUDE-#I definitely should NOT do that Iām plannin on moving to California for college in a bit more than a year- but fuck dude I adore her#I want her so bad you have no idea#rambling#personal stuff#I will be crushed when they sell her#unless itās selling her to me
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#galarian slowpoke#picture this. this was the first pokĆ©mon revealed from the new DLCs for pokĆ©mon sword and shield. the pokĆ©mon company#up until this pointā has never done DLC for a pokĆ©mon game before. youā having been jaded by shitty DLCs for other games in the past#now have a distaste for the phraseā and imagine this can't be good. thenā in their teaser for the new DLCā they add a little event#into the game where they reveal one of the new pokĆ©mon that is going to be added in the DLC#and it is a galarian form. that is identical to the original pokĆ©mon. but with a yellow head#are you imagining it. now how fucking disappointed are you. how little faith do you have in that DLC that it's going to be as good as it wa#for the most partā the pokĆ©mon company has demonstrated that they do absolutely excellent DLCs. proper expansions#basically an entire other game on top of the game you already have. and they typically take up the release cycle of a full game#scarlet/violet's especially. WONDERFUL dlc. i never really properly finished the crown tundra just because i was so late to the party#because i avoided buying the dlc for so long because of this experience that i've just described to you#that by the time i bought it and played itā it was just because SV had been announced and i wanted more pokĆ©mon to tide me over#and i never finished it. one of these daysā i'd like to go back and finish itā but i'm playing through pokĆ©mon xd gale of darkness right no#and i prefer to play. one game at a time. and i don't know when i'll ever really get back to it#or if i'll ever get back to it! 'cause without resetting my save file all the way i'll just have to Remember what it is that already happen#which i'm. notoriously bad at when it comes to coming back to games that i haven't played in a while#plus i know sv is like shitty performance or whatever but the movement in that game is so much better#it feels so much more freeing than going back to gen 8 where you can still just. run. and that's it#i know nobody likes scarlet/violet but i still. like it. performance aside. like yes the performance is terrible but i still had a great#time with it. i just praised its DLC for fuck's sake! its DLC was fuckin wonderful! it has kieran in it so it like can't be bad
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how it feels going to sleep knowing i dont have to watch a fuckass episode of 911 or doctor odyssey tomorrow


#really saving me so much anxiety š#im JOKINGGGG i miss these shows so bad already.... and i cant believe dr odyssey s2 is still in cancellation purgatory. hello???#some weeks we even had 'competition with who' followed by athena grant on the odyssey. and it was beautiful. most weeks we didnt though#march 21st 911 & doc od episodes you were so excellent i still think about you sometimes#personal
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Julius Grief as a character is so fascinating for me. Like, so much unexplored potential there. Did he know that day that Jack wasn't being killed so it was just a joke to him????
His accent??? Afrikaans-german-ish with french lilt? The fact that he thought that he could gel in with the big bad by drinking.....beer? And it worksā
That time in prison where he tried peeling his face off? The heavily implied sexual assault by that one creepy guy in nightshade?
The shoddy welding job on purpose? Beginnings of the escape plan?
Being trained to be a literal genius?
The possibilities were endless
RIP Julius you'd have loved gua Sha and changing your face to have a different jaw than Alex.
#julius grief#alex rider#him mogging alex is so funny to me#also that one time Alex didn't want to save Sabina's father from the flooded car#they are both victims of being put in moral box#i wonder how his rehabilitation would have gone#he was a genius something or other in canon.#alternatively William in nightshade makes also for an excellent character#so did Nile in a way
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Hair of the dog

#its been so long since ive drawn him........#disheveled and deranged is an excellent look on him#my thirst for him is the only thing saving me from The Horrors#jade herrera#fromblr#from epix#from mgm#my art#from 2022#from s3
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while I expected lots of cute moments with bb-8 and pew-pew adventures in Poe Dameron: Flight Log (which, donāt get me wrong, I definitely did get and was very happy about!!) along with lots of cool ship specs and tech detailsā
what I wasnāt expecting (a surprise, to be sure, but a welcome one) was several instances of incredibly heartfelt, evocative, and sweet introspections from Poe on his family, upbringing, philosophy / ethics, the resistance, and love š„ŗ so many sweet characterization tidbits in this book, I really enjoyed reading it ā”
if youāre interested in reading it as well, I borrowed it (for free!) on internet archive which I highly highly recommend, it was such a fun read and itās very easy & user-friendly to borrow books from them!
#sw feels#poe dameron#Poe Dameron flight log#did you know his mom was a rebel alliance pilot and after she died he wore her wedding ring on a necklace?!?#and said he was āsaving it until he found the right person to give it toā?!?!?? what the hell man thatās so sentimental and sweet?!?!?? Iām.#and one of his earliest memories is sitting on his momās lap in the cockpit of her a wing as a toddler and her showing him how to fly?!?!#and that she went on missions with Leia who admired her greatly?!? and that his dad lives a quiet content life on yavin?!?#with a. oh my god. with a tree that was grown from part of a tree rescued from the Jedi temple on coruscant by freaking Luke Skywalker?!?!?#and. AND. his dad is an excellent tracker who would climb trees and track local fauna ā not to hunt but just for fun?#the Aragorn codingā¦. dear lordā¦.#OH ALSO Leia personally sent a letter to Kes (his dad) and Poe when Shara (his mom) passed with her personal condolences#and Shara flew in the battle of Endor#that means Poeās parents probably met if not were good friends with#hera syndulla and so probably also chopper?!?#Iām. this book was even better and more fun to read than I expected thank you internet archive ily internet archive#would love to own the physical book but until then Iām so glad I got to borrow it from internet archive#but owning the physical book at some point would/will be SUCH. a good reference for fic writing too and not just for sequels era fic writing#because incidentally several of the ships included are either OT or PT era originating like Poe at one point was flying a pre-TCW era ship#in one of his logs so like. idk this is the first tech specs star war book Iāve read so far but itās really fun to have all of that info#laid out on paper in a physical book. would definitely recommend if you like ships and specs#also great fic writing reference point for several minor character info sheets and specs on droids and star fighters and such and also for#the main character characterizations#on the whole just a really fun short book and I only wish it was longer#book quotes#<- not quotes exactly more like book discussion but thatās the tag I use for booky stuff for org purposes#oh also after reading this book I no longer care 0% about kylo ren. I actually care negative 100000000 million times forever about that#āmasked maniacā as Poe called him. Poe described the interrogation/ torture he endured before Finn broke him out and yeah I despise kylo eve#n more than I did before now. that part made me really sad
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