#exploding and dying

[anarchyspider]

Torch Song, the issue that you are.. they make me extremely ill

[silvermahogany]

This is where I belong.

[gr1an]

joel’s arc in life series is sooooo good like. he let himself rely on others in wild life and it led him to the peak of success!!! obviously he worked hard himself but it was never enough in past seasons. so this one, he made the conscious decision to trust someone fully. the rest of his “allies” followed similar patterns to previous seasons, but this time he let himself trust someone to fully be his teammate.

you could argue he did this with etho in double life, but etho wasn’t loyal and wasn’t exactly enthused about being his soulmate, which understandably made their relationship a bit more rocky, at least at first. and then etho consistently went to go with bdubs for things, leaving joel alone. it’s not a value judgement on anyone, just an assessment of the situation.

with gem, he shared everything, he never questioned her loyalty, he never even considered betraying her trust. he put his effort into helping not himself as an individual but his team as a unit. it was never about joel it was about the family. he tells gem everything, is vulnerable with her in a way that lets them both rely on each other. the last session he comes up to her first thing and confesses how scared he is and gem sympathizes by expressing her own worries and then reassures him by saying it’s them against the world. she implicitly says she will always be beside him.

and gem’s role in joel’s win/arc cannot be overstated. she is the one that speaks joel’s tiny hope of winning into reality. he doesn’t bring it up until she says, enthusiastically, that he could win this. they make plans for if it comes down to them. they want it to be them. gem getting taken out by the vex was a variable they couldn’t have predicted (hence the name wild life), and though they had been able to avoid deaths from wild cards until now, it was only a matter of time, really it was just unfortunate. they both did amazingly well, and gem’s loss was clearly felt after. he technically had grian, but it was really just barely an alliance. gem was his ride or die, so when she died, he knew he had to win.

god sorry i turned this into a gemjoel post but i can’t not man.

[justablah56]

ok going to bed soon but literally just . thinking about the professional breakup . and maxim telling VR LA that he could no longer avail of his friendship *or more* (🤨🏳️‍🌈⁉️) and then immediately telling VR-LA that he didn't *want* to cut that off but he thought it was necessary to keep himself safe . Austin was so crazy for that . these are all things that he actually said only somewhat paraphrased because I don't have a perfect memory . damn .

[cuirassconnoisseur]

thinking about being a squire. FUCK

[two-crows]

IM ACTUALLY GOING TO SHIT MY PANTS AND DIE HOLY FUCCKKK

[capricioussun]

All of my skeletons guys that I can think of off the top of my head

UT - Rus, Sans

UF - Edge, Red

US - Stretch, Blue

SFR - Pup, Cherry (<needs renamed)

SF Metal - Copper, Gold

FS Glass - Ghost, Haze

VF - Void, Perp

HT - Dove, Patch

HF - Dusk, Eclipse

HS - Rust, Coal

MT - Hawk, Sparrow (AR)

MF - Boss, Snare

MS - Luck, Cue

MSF - Lavender, (nickname tbd)

MLovefell - Rosewood, Hemlock

LF - Lace, Cire

LS - Honey, Cerulean

OT - Pictoris, Ara

OF - Antares, Boötes

OS - Aurigae, (nickname tbd)

Demonfell - Elester, Raviel

Demonfell Angels (tale bro variants)

Demonfell "mortals" (swap bro variants)

Demonfell Hunters (sf bro variants)

Glitchedswap - Uno, Sky

Glitchfell - Dos

Neonfell - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Neonswap - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Invertedfell - Ice, Pin

Invertedswap - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Sweetswap - Clover, Berry

Undersell - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Orangefell - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Fairytale - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Hallowtale - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Miserytale -(nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Miseryfell - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Textureverse - Tale Papyrus, Tale Sans, Fell Papyrus, Fell Sans, Swap Papyrus, Swap Sans (nicknames tbd)

Off brands - Calcine (Tale Papyrus), Castor (Fell Papyrus), Anthias (Swap Papyrus), nickname tbd (Swap Sans)

Teatale/fell/swap - Tale Papyrus, Tale Sans, Fell Papyrus, Fell Sans, Swap Papyrus, Swap Sans (nicknames tbd)

Mer aus - Tale Papyrus, Tale Sans, Fell Papyrus, Fell Sans, Swap Papyrus, Swap Sans, vesselfell Papyrus (nicknames tbd)

Fae/forest entities - Tale Papyrus, Tale Sans, Fell Papyrus, Fell Sans, Swap Papyrus, Swap Sans (nicknames tbd)

Blaster shifters - Tale Papyrus, Tale Sans, Fell Papyrus, Fell Sans, Swap Papyrus, Swap Sans (nicknames tbd)

Genretale - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Phantasmfell - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)

Disconnected from aus, or from fic ideas

Stargazer (ot sans variant)

Comic Papyri - Comet (UT), Star (US), Solar(UF), Nova (SF)

Ties that bind - UF variant Papyrus, Sans

Everything stays - UT variant Papyrus, Sans

Caretaker of the ruins - UT variant Papyrus

My Mother's Eyes - UF variant Papyrus

Assorted uf Papyri variants from random ideas - Spice (experiment au), Shade (different experiment au), nickname tbd (demon variant au), nickname tbd (failed surface au), Crimson (talefell), Albatross

Gasters - UT, UF, US, Wingdings (tale variant), nickname tbd (runaway fell variant)

CD - corrupted swap Papyrus

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135 yeesh and I know full well I'm forgetting several, ough, but I'll add in edits if I remember to lol

[tranz-vamp1rezzz]

What if I put “minors dni” in my bio (I’m a minor)

[selfspinninglies]

Watching jjk was a mistake cause everytime I say "nah" someone in my head says "nah I'd win"

[bedforddanes75]

listening to Guys and screaming into a pillow because QHJXKWIXHIWNXIWLNV

[lesbianpegbar]

MIS MESHISSSSSSSSSSSS

[valueinn]

okay so he didn’t answer. (through gritted teeth) awesome now i just have to wait for him to notice and call me back

[frayedcircus]

THEYRE ADORABLE

[Monster High] i wanted to try merging G1&3 AND make them a bit more monstrous AND still keep the cute dorky kids quality AND wrangle the color scheme into cohesion... i just think it's fun how malleable they are

[justablah56]

hunnnngnckg me when goodbye by bo burnham on my oobtaglor playlist

[soaptaculart]

The cat and the dad she said she "didn't want"

[chloesimaginationthings]

This will be the first scene of FNAF 2 movie…