#falsisystem

[falsisystem]

Feeling yourself falling down inside of you. Deeper and deeper, slowly being pulled into the underground, the void inside of you you’re strangely not that familiar with. It’s you, you should be familiar with you, right? Slow in motion but you feel it happening, not being able to quite understand it, or take it all in. In fact, every second that passes there’s less and less to take in. Your vision is blurred, your eyes are like windows you’re seeing through from inside a dark house, only you’re still falling, further and further away from those windows, the light becoming smaller and smaller and out of reach. You don’t think to check your other senses. Maybe you hear something, there’s noise all around you, but you can’t process it because your body is a mile away, there’s an ocean of pitch black nothingness between here and there, and the only thing grounding you now is the belief that there is a surface somewhere. There is, you were there seconds ago. But now you’re not. Do you want to go back? Do you want to go back? Do I have a choice? Do you?

[falsisystem]

Does anyone else kinda wishes there was a “how to DID” guide online so you could be one of those more organized systems I’ve been seeing online or is that just me