#file under: body

[knotdispenser]

tag dump n.n

[knotfodder]

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[sciderman]

How did your meeting go with the surgeons?

it was memorable

[heartbeats-exe]

Jiang Cheng didn’t keep Chenqing out of sentiment. He tells himself that, anyway.

He keeps it hidden. Tucked away. Never used. He doesn’t even look at it unless he has to. But he doesn’t get rid of it either. And that’s what makes him sick.

Because it would be easy to destroy. Burn it. Bury it. Pretend it never existed. Like everyone else did. Like Wei Wuxian did to her.

But Jiang Cheng can’t. And he doesn’t know what’s worse — the fact that he still has it, or the fact that he still remembers how it sounds.

Sometimes, when he’s tired or drunk or too close to breaking, he hears it in his head — the low wail of Chenqing — and he feels like a fool. Like a dog still sitting at the door of a house that doesn’t exist anymore.

He would rather be called cruel. He would rather be hated. But not this. Not this pathetic, rotten tenderness.

So he hides it. Like a wound. Like a weakness. Like a secret that would ruin him if anyone ever knew.

[just-jayy]

So bro can handle stormy seas, flying carpets, wagon and chariot travel, but not amusement park rides???

Pussy.

I love him

[xjustkay]

do you ever think about how kevin's injury messed up more than just his exy playing for a while? like yeah obviously that's what he was most concerned and upset about for his own reasons, but as someone who's broken their wrist and been in a cast for it multiple times, i know that shit is so annoying lmao; having to shower with a plastic bag over the cast and extending your arm out of the water weirdly just to make sure it doesn't get wet, accidentally whacking it on things because maneuvering is hard when you're operating on instinct to use a hand you can't right now, it not feeling secure to do really anything with that hand because you don't have proper grasp and balance in it with it plastered up like that -and that's all just a simple broken wrist.

this boy's hand was shattered, he had to have surgery and do probably pretty extensive physical therapy. doctors told him he'd likely never use his hand again and yeah kevin heard and focused on "you'll never play exy with your dominant hand again" which came with its own internal stuff but on top of that he was a student still, just a kid really with a whole lot of life still to [in theory] live and things to do day to day. and he had a hand he probably couldn't even lift his textbooks with for a while there, or that would have muscle spasms and shake through holding a fork to eat the day after a long physical therapy session, or that would be particularly tense and sore on a random cold rainy day even months after he was released from pt appointments etc. etc. and i just know that made things worse for him to feel potentially inadequate in more than just the sport he was never supposed to feel that way in too

[samanthamulder]

Whatever you and I may differ on, I'll find him, Agent Scully. THE X-FILES — 8.02 "Without"

[ludinusdaleth]

fat gale truthers dont lose

[roseworth]

as a rule i know i shouldn’t trust straight cis white male internet celebrities. but if jacksfilms ever cheats on or hurts his wife i’m killing him then myself and probably 20 other people in the process. this is a threat btw you can show this post in court and use it as evidence if im ever accused of murder because i mean it

[gratiae-mirabilia]

it makes me incredibly sad to see young women who try to hide their figures with baggy clothes or bad posture. you should not be so ashamed to be a woman

[petitsdieu]

𝑌𝑜𝑢’𝑟𝑒— 𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑓𝑙𝑢𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 ... @eviji

[girlgvn]

💗 — open for f muses connection: someone he's snowed in with, could be a friend, could be t*boo

had been watching her sprawled out on the rug, humming along to one of the old christmas records he'd put on. wind continued to rattle the windows, frost and snow blocking them off from the outside world though tanner didn't mind. the glass in his hand lifted to his lips once more, he finished off his drink and wiped his mouth, placing it down on the small console table behind him. "you know, this morning when i woke up i heard the strangest thing." bedrooms were connected, there was a chance she already knew what tanner was getting at, but he continued to slyly bring it up. "sounded like you havin' a little bit of personal time, which, hey, no judgement here, darlin', but uh... sounded like you were saying my name."

[ourceliumnetwork]

me, the symptoms experiencer, experiencing symptoms: wow gee i wonder what the fuck is happening right now i have no context for why i could possibly feel bad, surely i'm not experiencing symptoms. me, when i figure out it's the symptoms:

[your-dads-filing-cabinet]

I forget pain meds. Work.

[petitsdieu]

[cupcakesinfedoras]

see the thing about the walrus, for me, is part of the shock value is that now I have to deal with this walrus

if a fairy shows up at my door, yeah it would be shocking to realize fairies exist, but presumably it’s sentient and can tell me what it wants

but with a walrus not only do I have the mental gymnastics of “how the hell did a walrus get to my house and knock on my door” but also “now I am responsible for this walrus”