#finally seeing the end of the semester
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posting wip so i have the motivation to finish it eventually...surely i dont give up....
monitoring feat vero
#drdt#not putting all the tags bc its jsut a wip#artlying#veronika voice: let me see inside you#animating so hard wtf....how do people do this#i messed up the end but i dont wanna fix it oouuughhhhg#i also skipped the beginning frames where she gets up idk#what do people use for animatation is flipaclip even good?? its all i have#constructive criticism is welcomed! i maybe might be too lazy to fix it for this but at the very least ill keep it in mind lol#i love monitoring sooo much mmmMMWAHH!#lately all i want to draw is vocaloid redraws with characters it is sooo fun yay#however so often they require things above my skill level so i suffer#we power through regardless!! we on that Art Grind#ill work on this after the semester ends hopefully i am soo close#“finals week or my final week” as they say
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I got my one mermay artwork in this year
#my oc#rune#mermay#made it with 9 days to spare this year. next year? who knows#i think. i was playing frontiers. i started around this time last year#and spent the rest of the month sick cause i die when the semester ends#this has truly been a month. i graduated. it was awful. it rained. its been raining for TWO MONTHS#anywho i finally replaced my n64 so i could see if my cartridges work. half of them dont!!!!#and i imagine im on a battery countdown cause my copy of oot’s battery has died#itsreally got me down. i grew up with this cartridge. ive been late to school cause of this cartridge. i stole this cartridge from my cousin#she was there when i was late to school cause i was playing oot#but majors mask works#just found out majoras mask doesnt use a battery it uses flashram LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#NING STAYS WINNING HELL YEAH BEST ZELDA GAME BEST ZELDA GAME BEST ZELDA GAME#ahem#if the game cartridge batteries are dead anyway i guess i don’t really have a reason to get old consoles anymore#cause my point was to view my old data and maybe see what the file names are#but if the data is gone anyway…#i have interest in oot tho since its ver1.0 but i could probably find a rom#i also picked up ps1 copies of re2 amd re3. finally beat re2 on normal#cause id been playing the dualshock and pc versions so you can play the arrange mode so ive been doing that lmao#my sister has been watching yt videos of ppl playing majoras mask but she never watches ME play majoras mask#so my next thing im gonna do is i need to make majoras mask bideos#enjoy fish
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average minecraft gameplay of elementary school kids (+the og doodle of it I did like. months ago)
#re:kinder#fanart#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#my art#i must inmediately make clear to you that i believe shunsuke would absolutely loot villages in minecraft like. TOTALLY#he has that sillyness he would see like. an oven and steal it he would break the wood of houses for the sake of it#the thing that distinguishes him and yuu from it is that yuu just has to commit arson and just has to put the villagers on fire#i think the first thing yuu would do the second he enters a village is to inmediately go kill the iron golem#the iron gained from it is a bonus its more so to see the chaos that ensues without the protection of a golem#and that would be if the gamemode was survival but im gonna be so real i dont see yuu being a survival player#im 100% believer that he would be a creative player through and through#destroying villages would be sillier just place a ton of dynamite and see it go kaboom#i think i should have made shunsuke a little less confused over going to a village in this he has chaos in his heart#thing is ive been working on this very on and off for a while so i. i forgor my headcanons briefly turn brain off just . confusion💔#on that note i will be free soon i will be free to draw a lot this semester is finally ending soon oh my god😭#this semester uni has been a lot and fibro has been kickin me for no reason but ILL BE FREE🔥🔥SOON🔥🔥#id like to let you know that to make this piece i had to pray the dios te salve maria prayer thrice#my computer finds ways to get worst and that prayer is the most efficient way for it to let me do basic tasks it sounds insane but its fr😭#it doesnt like it if i pray anything else for some reason it just really seems to like this prayer#anyway ive had a whole discussion on how the rekinder cast would play minecraft but. theres a 30 tag limit#so💔 we gon save that for another day when im having a good day in terms of my fibromyalgia i need to lay down SJWIDNAKD😭😭#i should do the dios te salve maria prayer when i do my finals atp god save my cells
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being home on a weekday & living with ur mom will have u talking to the cats like "hey. hows it goin. u guys uhh freeloaders too ?"
#being unemployed be like#my semester literally Just ended and im instantly like OMG SO MUCH TO DO!! SO EXCITED TO GET ON MY SIDE PROJECTS!!#it took ONE day for me to be eating a waffle pantsless in the kitchen at 11am asking the cats what they do all day#wkhckwjckdjdnd#.txt#dw babes. i AM getting on my tasks. but first. gotta vibe. gotta just. breathe#i just got my final exam grade back (I PASSED!!) ‼️BUT‼️ my final grade for the course did Not go up yet#i rlly think my prof will pass me. however. however. i have fear. in my haoort.#and until i see that solid C in my school's system i will be On Edge#friendship will occur afterwards though. dont yall worry. THIS SUMMER. its gonna be SICK NASTY EPIC#OH MY GOD AND SAM'S COMING TO VISIT OH MY GOD WKCHKDJCKDJD#YIPPPEE YIPPPEE YIPPPEEEE#personal#but rebloggable. no worries ever#fr fr the first post i ever reblogged in like 2012/2013 op dm'd me and told me that i wasnt allowed to rb it and i was SO confused#and ill think about that forever#must reassure everyone that everythings good forever since#unemployed#student#cats#thats it. those r the tags thatll help me find this again if i need it. i hope
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#strongly considering taking a gap year off school.#I discovered during orientation that my program is waaaay more intense than they let on during the application process#for instance unpaid fieldwork during the final semester or two that literally does not allow you to work even part time#I cannot afford this. I am trying to move out while making minimum wage and paying for school.#so taking a step back from courses to reevaluate and work and save seems like the correct move#but I haven't quite hit send on that email yet so prayers appreciated#I've been thinking about this all week and praying. don't want to rush into a bad decision but I really don't see what else to do#also please pray for a good living situation#I am possibly looking at a room in a house later this week#really need to move out ASAP and so I can't afford to be picky at all#but again I don't want to rush into a bad situation#so yeah lots of prayers appreciated!#feeling very low about all these circumstances at the moment but also trying to remember that this might end up being better than the plan#I had originally#maybe it'll be exciting to move out before I feel ready! but right now it's just scary.#college chronicles#diary
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in the span of 2 months, april to june 2025, i completed my capstone comic after hundreds of hours of work, badly reinjured my torn ACL, went through finals, pinched a nerve in my neck from using crutches which took out my drawing arm for 4 weeks, graduated college, and will get top surgery in june. self portrait, howling. ,may 18 2025.
#my landlord is doing her 4th room inspection in 4 months and 2nd inspection in 2 weeks tomorrow#our fridge broke for 2 months and things kept defrosting#i couldnt walk or use crutches during finals and had to beg for extensions#which i got!#except from one professor but i ended up with an 85 even though i have missing work thats sitting in canvas ungraded#i didnt see my friends much this semester cause of the hundreds of hours in capstone#which i only finished 4 of the 5 chapters of because my drawing arm died from crutches#im doing better this week but its been ROUGH#and the whole while im calling insurance to get info about my day-of-surgery copay#which they HAD to generate last week but “it hasnt come in yet”#no idea if ill be paying $40 or $400 or $4000 in 3 weeks#but now that im not tied to class i can do quick doodles instead of big projects!!! so happy#ive been spriting some stardew valley mullets and hopefully i can put that out soon#also a butch sam portrait and sprite mod has been in the works for months but i didnt touch it this semester#idk ill digress i suppose#digital#self portrait#transmasc
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past couple weeks have been wild but hey! i just looked at my grades for the semester and all the ones i have are over 90% sooooo
#ngl idk how i did this seeing that i didn't try at all in two out of five classes#and procrastinated everything in the last three#but my average is over 95% atm (still need the final grade for one of my classes)#so im thinking now that maybe the gifted kid in me was just extremely extremely sick in the head and body#but who knows! we'll see how next semester ends up going#.txt
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finally finished orv after two years . . . what do i do with my life now
#started in junior year hs dropped it for a while then started reading again at the start of this semester and now im finally done !#dont know whether to cheer or just crumple up and start crying bc wow that was a ride#i thought the ending was tragic but then i moved on to the epilogue and oh my godd#the way kdj was crying and miserable bc he missed his companions and he wanted to be with them so Badly#but when kimcom finally Finally chase him down and come back to him theyre too late and hes already disspitated into other world lines#and after that like. whenever kdj pulls some shit and dies the next chapter always starts with an ‘i’#and hes back and alive and kicking and Thinking but after that epilogue chapter there isnt a chapter in his pov theres no more ‘i’s and.#it just made me incredibly sad bc we dont get to see his pov ever again bc hes truly gone unless we as a reader can imagine him alive again#anyways sad things aside it is Incredibly funny that lee hyunsung just became a wanted man in the 1865th round lmaoo#+ uriel sun wukong and black flame dragon forming a band together ??? truly the most randomest thing in the epilogue#++ yoohankim need to stop beating the shit out of e/o and learn to talk their feelings out Please#+++ sooyoung’s love for dokja has me miserable o-|-< she would wait for him an eternity write for him an eternity im so sad#three times she endlessly wrote a novel for him to read three times she waited to see him for so long <//3#you bet im imagining the happiest conclusion i can for them#they WILL live happily ever after in that big house together as long as i have something to say about it!#orv
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When I was joking that I'm waking up from my grave and emerging from my cave I meant it
#misc; ooc#//finally getting to write feels so good guys omg#//I REMEMBER WHY I STARTED WRITING ON THIS HELLSITE IN THE FIRST PLACE🔥🙌🔥#//the desert power is with me (well not really but it is HOT in here)#//I gotta make the most out of it before next semester starts#//my goal is to finally clear out my drafts by the end of this month or so we'll see if that would happen lol#//so far I have 100 (maybe less since there like a few non-thread drafts here and there). I can work with that#//also I've deleted a few things that were like more than 5 months long and kept only the ones that my brain really really wants to do#//there's a possibility I delete something else too but I'm not sure yet we'll see#//I won't touch any of my replies that have already been queued
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Actually it is SO weird to me to remember that I was an engineering student and that later on I had been pursuing a minor in statistics
I may be a IT & com person in the end, but I do have the foundations of engineering and statistics in my brain too. Wild !
#speculation nation#if i hadnt liked coding so much i probably wouldve still been an engineer.#like my school does a first year engineering track where u learn the basics and then explore different engineering options#so by ur second year u choose your official track and that decides the rest of your schooling.#and id been thinking about computer & electrical engineering. often goes hand in hand.#guys i couldve been an electrical engineer. honestly that wouldve been so cool. wasnt meant to be tho 👍#i took a coding class my 2nd semester. first experience with coding. it was in C. i LOVED it.#and it got me comparing computer engineering and computer science and i decided that i wanted to do computer science#but well the intro course for that fucking sucked. didnt wanna go back to engineering either bc i hated engineering lol#im smart enough but it's fuckin soul sucking man.#eventually tho i found my way to my current home. im a techie :3 and im happy with that.#anyways do i seem like the kind of person who was into engineering and statistics? sometimes it's weird for me to remember.#but i did spent Years assuming id end up as an engineer. my grandpa was one. my dad was studying to be one b4 he dropped out#and my sister is one. just kinda runs in the family i guess. & so i was So Sure that was where i was going.#took. an engineering class in high school and everything. taught me some good foundational skills in modeling#also was the class that let me develop my signature. bc we had a notebook we had to sign the top of every day#so me doing my signature over and over again. i decided to use it as an opportunity to make it My Own. rather than just my name in cursive.#so yeah im a techie that talks good but i do have that math brain. engineering basis. statistics knowledge.#kinda feel like a jack of all trades (master of none) with it all. but see thats a good thing for companies (i hope)#ive got foundational knowledge of many things. and i am Adaptable. they can teach me the in depth shit i need to know themselves.#and i Also have my work experience in management... which i hope will help my case when applying to companies too.#aaaahhh!!! so many things to think about!!! but at the end of the day i am smart & educated and i will be a good asset to any company i join#i just need to convince them of that 😂 but i can probably figure something out. something !!!#i will graduate college and get some kind of IT job that pays decently & work my way up to maybe someday being an IT manager or smth#i can finally start. truly growing up. instead of being stuck in forever college unable to drive myself anywhere.#have my IT job and a car and the ability to do Whatever i want.... god i want it so bad.#im just daydreaming by this point. god im so excited to finally graduate college.
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Can't fucking believe that I just spend hours researching about palliative care and lung cancer for a fic when I don't even do it when I'm learning about it last semester 💀
#finally i decide to put my degree in use#but its about oncology of all thing like im not interested about it at all 💀#if only i am this dedicated to my studies i would have had perfect GPA for all my semesters lol#like i dont even spend this long when i do my part of case study 💀#this is all because of the survey i need to fill for my senior who is doing their research about knowledge level of paliative care#was doing it and suddenly thought of a cool idea BUT my ass let it marinate so now i don't remember most of it#i also didnt write down the song i was listening to when i got that idea so im fucked#so now its most likley going to be one of my wip that will never see the light of the day (completed until the end)#anyway now i got a headache thanks to reading about the medicine and i was reminded on how i hate pharmacology bruh#personal.txt
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going from having a SHITTON of stuff to do, to having nothing to do, is an incredibly strange experience
#like??#i was Hella behind on everything all semester#and now we're at the end of the semester#two of my classes are over#and all i have for the other two are the final#which i cant do yet cuz theyre both scheduled for Not Today#and i did both study guides#so like#what the Fuck do i DO now#i speaks#like if you see pls
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learned that i was the curve for my bio class that just ended so im feeling on top of the world
#oh that sweet sweet academic validation#teacher send an end of semester email basically just announcing that grades were out and saying good job to everyone#and he said the highest score for the course which i realized matches my final score#and he said that to make that 100% he was going to give everyone 6 extra points#so i reloaded my page after checking the grade for my final exam to see that i received a 100.02%!#will be riding this high for at least a little while#jae’s thoughts
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i can’t simply have a break, i need to be going to school, working, AND finding time to do chores in the house
#I’M GOING TO FUCKING LOSE IT AND I’M DEAD SERIOUS#you didn’t need to give me a talking to like i know my life is a fucking mess in the one living it#*i’m#i’m sorry that you have to see it every day i guess#this is my pda acting out i’m going to do the thing i’m just angry bc everything is a demand on my time and i’m having a fucking breakdown#i’ve been having a mental breakdown since last week and it’s finally coming to a head#spring break cannot come soon enough#i don’t even know how i’m going to make it through these next two weeks#let alone the second half of the semester#i’m working myself to the bone but i guess if i have a little bit of fun it’s a problem#and i need to apply to this fellowship#by the end of the week#like i’m just gonna start screaming
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Deep in my soul I do not want to write that essay
#and the worst part? i dont have to. there's no punishment for not doing it. there's no reward either#and to me? that means there's no reason#i dont think it will affect my grade either way. the semester is over and my professor grades so slowly that i wont get my grade back#i still dont have my grade for the essay i wrote in october. and last year i never got to see the grade for my final paper. the class ended#so i dont have to#but if i dont. ill feel the Shame#and it's deep#but god. i dont want to#i wrote 250 words tonight. i need 1250#i need two sources. it was due at midnight - three hours ago - and i know if im going to finish it i have to do it tonight#and i havent been letting myself go to bed for that very reason#but god. im so tired. so ready to be done#i cant stay up all night. tomorrow isnt the do-nothing day i had hoped for#its three AM. i think all i need is permission#because i often feel like this when what i need to do is push through. so it's hard to tell. is this like that? or is it one of those#times when im allowed to give up? just walk away?#because right now i have a solid A in the class. but I don't my grade from the final exam and don't know when i will#i trust it's fine#finn says shit#collegeposting
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Sometimes college professors like to hop on my posts lamenting the sorry state of syllabi these days and joke about how they haven't thought that far ahead in the course themselves, or talk about how they struggle to complete a schedule for their students.
With all due respect, that's your job. If you can't do your job, you should have a different job. If you need help, ask your colleagues or your department chair or *someone* because I know that professors aren't given a hell of a lot of education on how to educate, so you probably *need* help.
But every single time I make one of those posts I get anywhere from ten to thirty messages, replies, reblogs, and asks say "oh man, that's exactly why I had to drop out of school; I couldn't keep up with the assignments because I didn't know when they were due until the week they were due."
I have been a college student in three separate decades, and "not having a schedule of assignments in the syllabus" is new to my experience. That shit didn't fly in the 2000s or 2010s and I think it likely has to do with professors being overly reliant on apps.
AT A MINIMUM your syllabus should have:
Contact information (including preferred method of contact) for the professor
Office Hours
Grading Policy
Assignment schedule.
Your assignment schedule doesn't necessarily need to have the exact page numbers of every reading or a full assignment sheet for each project, but it should have things like:
December 1st - Major Project 3 second draft due December 9th - Quiz 10 December 12th - Major Project 3 final draft due December 15th - Final Exam
If you end up presenting a more thorough schedule with readings and homework later, that is acceptable to present a week or two into the semester but it is absolutely insane to me that students these days don't know what homework they're going to have to get done over Thanksgiving break during the first couple weeks of class.
If I had three professors at once who didn't give me a schedule, how on earth would I know if I was going to have to read three chapters of a novel, take a midterm and turn in two stats homework assignments, and complete a history research paper the same week that I'm planning to travel to see family? If I'm aware of this from the beginning of the semester I can make sure not to pick up extra shifts, or I can plan to leave a day later to accommodate the midterm, or I can start working on the paper early to complete it before the due date but if I don't know what's going to be due when, I'm going to have a big problem.
If you don't give your students a schedule you are communicating that you don't care about their schedule, and that you think it's their responsibility to contort their life (and their job, and their other classes) around your class, and honestly my advice to students in that situation is "drop in the first week and pick up another class". That's actually part of why I recommend signing up for one more class than you can really manage - if you get a professor whose class looks like it's going to be a disaster because they don't have a schedule, you can bail before the withdrawal period and get a refund for the class.
I'm only in one class this semester but the professor's response has fully dropped me into "Fuck it, I guess I'll fail" mode and I don't even know if I can pull myself out of my current D grade because I don't know how many assignments we have left in the semester.
This is a shitty way to run a class. If you can't do better than this, you shouldn't be running a class.
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