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Feels so good to get into writing flow in a POV I haven't been writing for a while
#writing#fanfic#1st part of chapter was rough#brain starting to work......#getting back into his mindset#main char after interlude#main piece toward end#intensify#awfulify
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"On your knees."
Your strangled gasp barely passes your lips as you are pulled down all of a sudden by his Evol. You struggle to move, the gravity around you is much heavier than it should be. Kneeling before him, you hear the sound of a zipper being pulled down, and then seconds later, his cold voice commanding, "Now suck."
When you hesitate, he reverts the gravity around you, and you nearly tumble forward, unprepared for the sudden lightweightness again. Little fluttering gasps escape when his gloved hand just barely touch your chin, the pads of his fingers touching just enough to tilt your head upwards and your eyes focus in on his hardened cock, already dripping with precum.
For a moment, you swallow, the taste of his cum already registering in your brain before your mouth instinctively part enough to take in the tip, slowly taking in more and more of him. He tenses briefly, his own breathing unsteadied, almost as if he was unprepared for how good this felt.
"That's it," he groans as you take more of his cock in your mouth. His large hand cradles the back of your head as he praises you. "What a good little cocksleeve you are."
He smiles, amused, when you seem to preen with delight at his words. "Do you like it when I praise you?"
You moan in response around him in your mouth, his immediate shallow, slow thrusts have your eyes brimming with tears as you let him use you for his pleasure. When he yanks your head back by a fistful of your hair, you peer up into those beautiful amethyst eyes of his, ready to drown in them and submit to his will completely. When he spoke again, you could feel yourself pulsing, aching to be his in body and soul.
He could see your desires in your eyes, always knowing you better than even yourself. He smiles again, and croons, "Then be a good little fucktoy for me, and I will praise you more, my pretty little slut."
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace caleb#love and deepspace x reader#caleb x reader#caleb smut#lads scenarios#so when i found out his evol is actually gravity manipulation#i kind of....did some thinking 👉👈#(i was gonna post this the other night but the devs dropped another caleb trailer so...priorities amirite)#listen i'm getting mean!caleb out of my system (actually need him in my pus—)#because i know i will be writing more soft!caleb in the future and might not get back to this mindset 😭#just let me be pathetic for him in peace 😔🫶
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like you guys know warwick is supposed to be a metaphor, right?
and by 'you guys' I am talking to the writers of Arcane S2 (2024), who appear to have forgotten this.
like warwick, in a strictly plot sense, is something that is done to vander. but warwick, in a narrative sense, is supposed to be a metaphor. you understand that, right?
it's a metaphor for the monster within the man?
the hound of the underground?
the way suffering breeds cruelty breeds monsters - the uncaged wrath of zaun?
the sins of his past come back to haunt him?
the violence he tried to leave behind, but never could?
"i knew you still had it in you."?
Sometimes, as he fed in dark alleys on stray gangers, the flash of knives would remind him of an old blade covered in blood. Blood passing from the blade to his hands. From his hands, to everything he touched. Sometimes, he remembered the girl again. And still there was blood. It had always been there, he realized, his entire life, and nothing he did could wash it off. He'd left so many scars that even if he didn't remember his past, the city would. When he peered into the eyes of Zaun's criminals - the gang bosses, murderers, and thieves - he saw himself.
that's the warwick we should have gotten in S2. vander the grey, not vander the unproblematically whitewashed. vander the revolutionary who brought his gauntlets to that bridge to fight for a future; the base violence necessary for change. vander with blood on his hands, just as much as the partner he scapegoated for it; tried to bury in the pilt along with his own guilt; not just vander who felt aw shucks real sorry about the attempted murder that one time. vander the complex. vander who sold out zaun's resistance to ease his own shame. vander the reckoning with his own complicity; his own violence; his own original sin. vander whose murkiness helps vi unpack her black and white worldview, and let go of the rose-tinted past to which she clings; understand jinx, even understand silco; understand that it's not just about Individual Bad People doing Individual Bad Things to Individual Good People, and Individual Good People who have to defeat the Individual Bad People, but that this is something far bigger and far older than any of them, a whole rotten system of misery and oppression that turns people into monsters. that the thing that turned vander into a monster, METAPHORICALLY, happened long before he met singed.
vander the monster, as well as vander the man.
instead, we got whatever this shit is:
#arcane#arcane critical#vander#warwick#LET VANDER BE FUCKED UP AGAIN#BRING BACK MY MORALLY COMPROMISED BEAR WITH AN UNDERCURRENT OF VIOLENCE STILL RUNNING BENEATH THE SURFACE#HAUNTED BY THE SINS OF HIS OWN PAST#THE BLOOD ON HIS OWN HANDS#how did the writers forget what made vander such a good character in S1#(spoiler: it's because they need to jettison any lingering notion that active resistance is valid)#(and double down on the idea that u just gotta FORGIVE! u just gotta walk away. u just gotta get out of that oppression MINDSET u guys!)
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Brozone reunion concepts for this little thing based on this ask
As stated in the ask idk fully how this moment would go, this concept was mostly building off the premise presented within the ask :D
Bonus:

#my art#trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls 3#trolls au#n2 au#trolls john dory#trolls clay#trolls poppy#trolls branch#trolls bruce#trolls floyd#brozone#look at them so silly#in the original script i had accidentally wrote John calling Bruce by his preferred name and i was like#he dont know it yet smh#and had to change it back to spruce#which is where the line 'its bruce but imma let it slide'#comes from#i dont think John in the movie and within this purposefully misnames him#i think its just like a force of habit#and its just harder for him to realize hes saying it wrong until hes corrected#cuz you see he doesnt really get mad when corrected he just gets confused the first time#and then just keeps forgetting after#which i think also was from his mindset of#'im the oldest im not allowed to change' so its like#his brains blocking out the change of spruce to bruce#this is unrelated to the comic as a whole it was just the on the spot thoughts i had while typing#but yeah#itd be a touching reunion for sure!
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Act 5 (part 2)
Previously: https://www.linkslist.app/6GFNvop
I'm sheltering an extra tiny Jayce under the cut ><
#Herald is nominated for Best Actor!#arcane#jayvik#hex token#jayce talis#viktor#fanart#art#artist on tumblr#jayce x viktor#viktor x jayce#arcane fanart#rock band au#au#jayvik au#jayvik modern au#league of legends#mine#comic#I wanted the most ridiculous break-up for them!#I think I did good haha#I've changed the original tattoo design btw it's more delicate now and more hex cored#I hope you get Viktor's mindset bc he's making sense in a way regarding his own experience and he's obviously afraid of romantic commitment#he'll get better#trust the process#let's pretend Slipknot is a thing in this universe and Jayce is wearing this instead of the usual Hex Token merch to piss off Viktor hehe#the story will be back to the musical and magical main plot next chapter so stick to me (like caramel)#I will post one page a week on X for the next chapter#because I will probably have more free time during the next couple of months#we'll see about that...
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i’ll find you in every lifetime (threat)
#average get back era interaction#further explanation in the tags#beatles fanart#john lennon#george harrison#paul mccartney#ringo starr#the beatles#beatles#j + p + g + r#OKAY SO this dumb little comic is inspired by a few posts#specifically the one saying paul and george were cain and able in a past life but they both think the other is cain#and also the one saying that in a past life john and george tried to overthrow pauls dictatorship and he flayed them alive#in order we have paul seeing himself as orpheus (super cool musican who can fight death) and john as eurydice because he’s trying to save-#their relationship (and the band) but no matter what it will end with him turning back#(also because i like inflicting pain on myself and this is foreshadowing of the fact paul will spend the last half of his life trying to-#fight the underworld and death to keep john alive in his way. idk about u but 2 me the got back tour john video is a modern orpheus moment)#john is thinking of the ides of march because he wants to overthrow brutal dictator paul 😭 (et tu brute?)#and george is obvs in his cain and able mindset#this was meant to be funny but i fear that i deeped it too much and now it’s kinda sad#if u asked ringo he would say they were all little ducklings that hatched together in a barn or something#based these off paintings which was quite a fun study!!!#idk what’s going on with the anatomy in this but I hope u enjoy anyway
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I simply think this fandom doesn't give Wei Wuxian enough credit for the various ways in which he saved Lan Wangji
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#idk man- i just see a lot of “Lan Wangji has always been protecting Wei Wuxian” posts and its like...#I mean... Lan Wangji has always certainly been trying to protect Wei Wuxian#it took him a long time to figure how to successfully do that though#rereading the books rn and noticing theres a lot of instances that could be read as lwj being frustrated over his inability to protect wwx#like he seemed ready to cry when wwx went missing for a while and then came back with the cursed leg#lwj has always been great at protecting wwx from physical threats (ex: waterborn abyss) but had no idea how to protect him from himself#meanwhile wwx has always been instictually good at saving lwj from both#like I'm 100% lwj would've become like Jiang Cheng if wwx hadn't snapped him out of the blindly following authority thing#and also like... 15 y/o lwj wasnt happy with his life. he was lonely and stressed and literally signing up to be flogged whenever he goofed#wwx is who allowed lwj to grow up by showing him what it was like to actually be a kid (shown in story whenever lwj gets drunk)#he led lwj to having a more flexible mindset. and it both let lwj relax and set lwj up to be a better parent#looking into lwj's dynamic with the juniors- he lets them break a fuck ton of the petty rules and encourages them to question authority#he also teaches them to not be married to any one meathod of problem solving#wwx is also able to save lwj from his own stubbornness#ex: carrying lwj when he broke his leg. getting lwj to cough up bad blood. getting lwj to keep the rabbits#wwx also tends to give lwj the words he has trouble saying himself. helps him communicate#wwx also protects lwj in fights a lot but thats narratively less important#except the various times wwx puts himself in danger to help lwj. those times are what made it so lwj could never move on from wwx#like with the cave incident#or when wwx helped surpress the arm instead of using the chaos to escape cloud recesses#tldr i guess: i think this fandom tends to treat lwj being the best like its natural to him when really wwx accidentaly rewired his brain#I'm looking directly at fanfic writers who act like the Lans would've treated wwx better than the Jiangs#lwj had to do so much work and self reflection post meeting wwx to be the way he is. he is not the sole product of the Lan teachings
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I like to think that Curly and Jimmy had parallel lives on earth.
That Curly was an only child and his parents died shortly after he became a captain. They got to see his biggest accomplishment but he had no one to really celebrate it with after. Jimmy has siblings and his parents and they didn’t care when he got the co-pilot job cause he’s just the back up. Sure they’re happy for him but no reason to celebrate.
They could both barely afford rent. That’s how it is that late in capitalism and the world the live. The difference is Curly could down size, Jimmy would end up down on the curb. Jimmy had flings and Curly had partners. Both fleeting but Curly pulled away and they left Jimmy.
I like to think they lived parallel to each other in a way they both noticed. Curly felt a kinship and Jimmy felt resentful. Curly worked to make a good deal with what he had and Jimmy scorned his dealt cards and wanted the hand he thought Curly had made.
#this is like purely headcanons#I like to think where Jimmy sees Curly as being ungrateful and undeserving for what he has#he misses all the reasons why Curly may be unhappy or dissatisfied or stressed#Curly gets patted on the back and lorded by superiors not knowing they grip his shoulder and breath down his back#Curly gets a nice promotion and is stuck with a company that would send him on a death mission for mouthwash time and time again#Curly gets to steer the ship and he sits bored imagining all the fun the captains having while Curly is painfully aware one wrong move and#they all die. Jimmy says his friend is living the life and Curly can’t see the life he’s lived#but he smiles anyway cause hey atleast hes got a good friend in it…#this is not to be taken as ship I just think they have a codependent relationship based on Curly having this fear of change and acute#loneliness that Jimmy doesn’t take seriously but does take advantage of cause he’s lonely in a parallel way#like I think a big point in the game is that Curly is too good a friend and colleague to Jimmy n not enough of a friend and Captain tz#to Anya but also that Jimmy is an awful friend to him before hand and he takes it cause he has like this mindset#I hate them together but they won’t let go of each other but at different times#mouthwashing#Mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#jimmy mouthwashing
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hey so you guys ever think about how master chief nearly inserted the index into the core and pulled the plug on all sentient life in the entire galaxy? you ever think about how he thought it was the right thing right up until cortana told him it wasn't? you ever think about how he stood there realising the fact he nearly killed all the people he would have died to protect? you ever think? you ever think??? you ever think????????
#this is a man so used to taking orders#sure he knows how to disobey them#we see that happen several times#but he never really gets out of that mindset of being a weapon#of being a machine#of not being the one to think#he left without one ai to depend upon and came back with another#only that the new one didn't have such good intentions#halo#halo combat evolved#halo ce#master chief#john-117#you'll have to forgive me if this is out of character#because i have very niche feelings on john#he's such an emotional character#'spartans don't cry. spartans don't feel'#except he feels everything. all the time. on behalf of everybody in the entire world#he fights and fights and feels everybody's agonies a thousand times over. then he feels his own#spartan torture sim#lucky me
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Saw this post by @chebyshevptera and didn't think this was related enough to put in reblogs but.
Do you think it keeps Jay up at night? The fact that before Skybound he really was pretty disrespectful of Nyas boundaries. Do you think he ever thinks about it and feel horrible becuase he had to be tortured into being a better person instead of just getting better. Do you think he wonders if he would have stayed the exact same way he was if it wasn't for everything that happened? That he thinks maybe he's not a good person at heart and that he needed/deserved to suffer to get to where he is? Do you think he'd be fucked up about that?
Because I do. If I'm thinking about it then the most panic-prone one of the group probably does too-
#and obviously its a bit more complicated than that but all of the ninja are pretty self loathing him included#i think he would have soreted his shit eventually but Nadakahn forced him to see his worst traits blown out of proporion and thrown back#at his face#that makes a guy reconsider some things real fucking quick#and i think under different circumstances nya and jay might not have gotten back together but thats a whole different tangent#i have so many feelings about them they make me insane#but yea#if jay was to have this mindset itd be flawed but i think yall get my point lol. i trust u guys#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago jay#ninjago skybound#jay walker#go white boy go
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moooore peter and norm swap stuff
I did not bring that up last post but the main idea was by @redtalics ^-^ yapping in tag. If you are curious. Hi
#space peter and factory norm in my dialtown? More than you think#norm at the plant fit so much just think about it man#And space peter???? Oh he gotta miss his family man#NOTE DESIGN wanted to make p much a alternative of both but wanted to keep much of their personality still going on.#Norm look like a florida dad#I still gave him his cowboy theme going on NOT as america much as his og is but still here#HES A HISTORY NERRRRD so he get to have that radio head. Radio. Head? Is he a creep? Is he a WEIRDO?#oh yeah tool belts instead of the whole guns n all thing going on :] he still big into america i think he'll be more about how Mingus care#About the plant and they just CANNOT fail to bring it back#peter as norm sound kinda random at first but if you think much... Yeah... Potential!#Instead of having a motivation of REVENGE he just want to get back into the past#NO matter the circumstance.#If peter at the factory sounded a bit crazy from time to time SO imagine 3 years in a forest missing your wife THE LIGHT OF HIS TUNNEL and#he kinda crazy but me think he a bit more saddy looking than usually norm always look angry#I GAVE him a axe as a alternative of the gun#The ending where you get axed and shit yourselfeand die#GINGI can motivate peter to stay in the present or to fuck around and keep him in that mindset like chapter 3 after all!#REALLY LIKE THE IDEA MY FRIEND ELLIOT MADE ABOUT HIM RIPPING OFF HIS AMERICA FLAG OUT OF ANGER#Hum I have more tobsay but i think thats enough. Tagging.#germa rambling for nothing#dialtown#dialtown fanart#dialtown phone dating sim#dialtown au#dialtown peter#dialtown norm#sgt norm allen
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Husk + Screenshots of Despair
#hazbin hotel#husk#husk hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#hazbin husk#hazbin hotel memes#screenshots of despair#gave him eight since i never got around to doing a text post meme of him#might go back and do that though tbh#👁.txt#photo#i made these memes instead of writing his chapter in the fic im STILL working on lmao lmao lmao lmao#''i just gotta get in his mindset is all'' *proceeds to make fun of his loser ass*
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jegulus microfic | a sunny morning | 354 words
just some pure fluff i started writing months ago when summer started and i completely forgot about
Regulus’ door slammed open with a bang, shocking him awake. He peeked out from under the covers, squinting one eye open and a look of groggy confusion only to jump again with the realisation that his boyfriend's bright and smiling face was right in front of his. Soft puffs of air brushing against his sleep-streaked cheeks.
“Jamie what’re you doin’” Regulus slurred, his voice thick as he rubbed the crust out of his eyes. James was crouched next to his bed, practically vibrating with barely concealed excitement. His joy was palpable, infectious, and Regulus couldn’t stop the corners of his mouth from turning up into a soft smile.
“Reggie it’s warm outside! It’s sunny!”
Humming softly and pushing himself up into a sitting position, Regulus blinked softly at James. “Wow,” he mumbled with an unimpressed expression, before stifling a yawn with his hand, “What does that have to do with me? It’s too early to be that lively.” He was clearly trying to look serious (although in the opinion of James Potter, who was always right, he just looked cute) and James pressed his lips together to make sure he didn’t let any giggles out. He did not succeed, earning himself a scowl from his tired (and beautiful) boyfriend.
“It means we get to do something fun! Go on a walk, have a picnic, a footie match, the opportunities are endless!” James gushed, speaking a mile a minute. Immediately, a horrified expression overtook Regulus’ face and he began shuffling backwards, pulling the covers with him and stretching them over his head. A dumbfounded whisper of ‘footie match? who does he think I am’ leaving the blanket cocoon.
A valiant attempt at hiding, James thought, though not enough to stop him, who immediately pulled the sheets off the bed and held them behind his back with a chuckle. Regulus hissed at the sudden attack of cold, curling up tightly and still in the process of shuffling away, though now also shooting a glare towards James. Yeesh. If looks could kill he’d have at least a million gravestones, but every single one would be worth it.
#a little easy and fluffy microfic to hopefully get me back into a writing mindset#even though i wrote the majority of it months ago...#but anyway! it feels good to have something to post again honestly#i've missed jeggy so much#it was nice writing them again too *sheds tear*#ANYWAY ILY ALL HI ITS GOOD TO SEE U <3#jegulus#jegulus fanfiction#james x regulus#marauders era#jegulus microfic#marauders
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For the Bond goes to Q's night club and does bdsm badly [tags: bdsm, s/D AU, subspace]:
I sometimes indulge in reading the s/D alternate universe fics. I'm sure they are super problematic; subs sort of have to go into subspace regularly to be healty and yada yada. So all of this is, ya, know. Not how it works irl. Don't take sex-ed from fics kids, but here's a thing, yeah? Cause I like you sprinkling up my dash with wild little 00q ingredients, and so I baked some trashcan cake for you:
He's hanging from the cross in one of the private rooms. Q has just managed to clear everyone out and is now standing here studying Bond and his disconcertingly back-to-normal breathing pattern. He can look his fill for once; Bond's eyes are closed.
His mind is still buzzing from the confrontation with the other Dom. From the way his thoughts had screeched to a halt when he recognized exactly who was at the cross.
He's come to some rapid realizations, the major one being that Bond is, in fact, a sub. All those times he's donned that macho agent persona have somehow been an act.
It boils Q's blood to know that--
To know what exactly? It shouldn't change anything. 007 is one of MI6's most competent agents; his denomination doesn't change that. Of course not. It makes it more impressive, probably.
But as Q watches the tightly controled way Bond counts each breath, his eyes tightly shut, inches from subspace but unable to quite reach it, he can't help but burn.
Bond must have been so fucking desperate to seek it out like this. He shoudln't have had to. Q should have figured it out. He should have stepped in. Should have known.
There's always been something there. The way Bond--James, really--would sometimes look all washed out, eyes snapping to Q as soon as he entered the room no matter how tired he was. The way he'd buckle against orders, but then relent beautifully when Q laced his voice with command just so. The way Q hadn't been able to stop himself from watching him, even knowing--wrongly, it turns out--that they were incompatible.
Standing here, now, Q feels like he's been cored out by a lightning strike. His insides burn with the realization, with how possessive he feels, how much he needs to be the one taking care of him. To make this right.
All in due time, though. First he's going to take care of this mess. Then there will be time to take them somewhere more private (home). To give Bond care and safety and what he really needs. Q is going to make that happen even if he has to bend the whole of reality to his will, he knows this the way he knows he could take apart nations. He's going to get what he wants and there will be nothing standing in his way.
He takes a breath and centers himself. He can do this.
"James," he says, the name feeling oh-so-right on his lips, "Open your eyes for me."
HELLO. HI. HELLO.
and yea just to repeat what I said before- anon if bdsm aus are bad then I dont wanna be right dot meme. I love bdsm aus and like. cmon are they any more ""problematic"" so-called than, like, A/B/O, or like what ppl have turned Sentinel/Guide AUs into (like the ones where there's an invented society where guides are systematically oppressed dare I say, even, rather like trafficked or enslaved?) etc etc
but um 😳😳😳😳😳 the fact that u took the concept & made it a BDSM AU.... and Bond is a sub that no one knew is a sub, and the way it being BDSM adds an Edge to the "needs the relief of subspace but Can't so seeking like a brute-force override via an excess of pain"....... ough ough ough. i feel like im chewing on a live wire zzzzzzzzztttt. kisses on the moutb for you too mwa mwa ough ough woof
#asks answered#anonymous#00q#listen. listen if u feel so inspired. i would not mind this expanded into many many more *eyes emoji*#ao3 has an option for you to post anonymously if that's giving u pause- u can post to the Anonymous collection#hrrrrghghh this setup actually gives a good excuse for Bond being out of it and not rly recognizing Q and snapping at him#like with his teeth owo Iii think anyway lol#and then Q risks taking his hand around and petting down Bond's hair and neck and shoulder.... (like when ur trying to socialize a spicy cat#and they kind of warn u but u avoid their mouth and teeth and get ur fingers between their ears....#and they maybe hiss reflexively but then are like hm. okay maybe this is nice)#and THEN once Q's got him gentled down. he starts coming around and recognizes Q maybe#at which pt Q can safely (for his own safety lmao) uncuff Bond and etc#hopefully I didn't leave a dangling parenthesis somewhere#Q gets him home and salve gently massaged into his back and maybe some gauze or a soft shirt or sth to protect it and bundled up in sooo#so many soft blankets... & then ofc cuddles and a lot of skin to skin contact still while he's coming out of his not-really-subspace mindset#lots of soft kissies to his head and gentle pets#and Bond kind of makes a rumbly grumbly sound but it's kind of like when cats don't learn to meow so they kinda grumble growl#but on a human it COULD also kind of sound like a purr <3#and also yes Q makes sure Bond is fed & hydrated to replenish fluids and make sure his blood sugar doesn't crash and etc <3#ye... ye
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Day 93!! Happy Pride!!
#papr daily#mafukasa#some hcs that are very important to me :3 (agender Mafuyu and aroace Tsukasa btw)#Like Tsukasa!!!! I do like the bit of “if not aroace why aroace colored?” for hcing him as such (his 2024 bday card is literally the#aroace flag and just generally you can colorpick the flag from him in most images) but it does go a lot deeper#I highly resonate with him finding romance boring/being uninterested in it (as seen with him removing romance in every story they adapt)#since that's how I grew up being!! And even now I do find myself more interested in a story if romance is entirely out of the equation!!#growing up not liking romance and especially just never having a crush is a rather alienating experience if I'm being so fr#“who do you like :)” asked by everyone really but if you say “no one” you're lying???? fucked up#I strongly believe Tsukasa is so aroace-coded (whether intentionally so or not) even in his actual management of romance!!!!#He still keeps the romantic aspect of Romeo and Juliet in the first ever cultural festival event BUT it is not as important as the action#which is something at least I can relate to as an aroace creator? Where even the pairs I make intending for their to be a romance/romantic#undertones it's STILL not the most important aspect of their relationship by FARRRRR (cough Goldenlily cough iykyk (only Grey knows))#and in the Wondershow Valentine's Day special live where he tries to brag about getting chocolates from girls#it feels (imo) really forced? Considering other dialogue I'll get to later? but it seems like something that I personally haven't done but#I know is somewhat of a common experience in the aro/ace communities of trying to overcompensate/force yourself to feel a certain way#to match your peers? E.g. pretending you have a crush on a specific person when you don't#it kinda feels like that to me + a little bit of wanting to seem more popular with his peers than he is but that's unrelated#and then the most relatable moment ever in Pandemonium when Tsukasa doesn't understand why one of his classmates being popular#with girls is a big deal (which directly contradicts the mindset he has in the aforementioned live) and like!!!!!#“So what? He's just interacting normally with his classmates” ME EVERY TIME I FAIL TO RECOGNIZE ROMANCE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME#If you asked me to tell you who is likely to be in/to become part of a romantic relationship I would fail no matter how close I am to the#person like unless it is said TO MY FACE I will NEVER see it coming (speaking from many many experiences)#anywsys Tsukasa aroace realness this is my propaganda (/silly y'all can have whatever hcs you want as long as it isn't illegal/harmful and#as long as y'all are respectful to other hcs and don't speak over people trying to share theirs)#but yeah!!!!! Agender Mafuyu is 100% a more simple story LMAO#back when I had Insta I had the very poor decision-making to follow a prsk opinion account (tho it honestly wasn't ALL bad)#BUT!!!!!!!!! There Was A Post#where someone said that they hced Mafuyu as agender and like.#They defined agender as (very much paraphrasing here btw) someone who essentially would rather be seen just as an individual
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