#grrrrrr. angry

[qrevo]

i wish your skills didn't degrade over time. i wish i could put my skills in the freezer encased in ice and get them back when needed

[ro-bee]

i love that sims 4 is so broken that it made me ragequit now i can be normal

also wip orz ... i have so many now

[sebek-zigbolt]

Thinking about how fucking GOTHIC twst can be, especially in early marketing and first impressions of the game only for it to go back on it for 90% of the game Ends up super bright and saturated and most fits are not goth at all A lot of sportsy stuff too?? Idk

Ig thats y I love masquerade so much, it kinda feels a little like its back to goth for a bit. For a game whose main icon is coffins and mirrors and ravens and stuff it is a little jarring to see how cutesy and non consistent to the aesthetic a lot of things are. In my biased personal opinion and my allergy to saturation ofc ofc

Idk And i feel like the aesthetics r indecisive. The backgrounds r cartoony and lineless, the maps are gorgeous and inky and detailed, the sds are like paperdolls, the icons of any item is ink like, the groovy color is my enemy, the card art Can be super pretty gothic black butler or it can be like weird disnyfied face (jamil harveston groovy my enemy) , the sprites feel more average anime style. And I wont say its bad, but I dream of a timeline where they went ALL IN for the dark aesthetic. Thats kind of what I expected, like an edgy take on disney ig? Hmhm rambles rambles

[mysticruinedme]

i’m full of RAGEEE now i need to stop

[loonarmuunar]

Something to consider

[genderjester]

When will my internal organs stop being at war with me. Please

[fivetrench]

Parents to their transgender children: “I’m mourning the loss of my son/daughter, I need to grieve.”

So, you’re telling me that your perception of your child is so entirely dependent on their gender that a change in that status constitutes their death. You’re telling me that the way you view your child is so intrinsically tied to the roles associated with their genitalia that you need to grieve when they diverge from those roles. That’s what you’re telling me. You are saying that your fundamental understanding of the person you raised and cared for their entire life hinges totally on the indefinable concepts we associate with penises and vaginas. Not their personality, not their mind, but the made up bullshit you’ve ascribed to them because of their junk.

Do you not understand how fucking insane that is? You don’t “grieve” when someone changes career paths, you don’t have to “mourn their loss” when someone gets a haircut. The fact that gender is so infinitely important to your view of the people around you is a massive fucking problem. Tell me, do you go up to people on their birthday and tell them that you’re mourning their loss because they aren’t the same age anymore? Because that is no different than telling your goddamn child that they’ve died and you’re grieving them because they want you to use different words to address them.

As someone whose had their parent say this kind of shit to them, I genuinely do not know how to describe the feeling of having someone tell you, to your face, that you’ve died and they’re mourning your loss. It is so unimaginably fucked up.

Nothing about my fundamental being has changed because I use different pronouns now. I didn’t get replaced with a different person because I want top surgery. I am not dead because I am transgender. There is nothing to mourn, you haven’t lost anything. I am still the same fucking person. All you’re doing with those kind of statements is making your child feel like shit for existing as their genuine self.

“I’m mourning the loss of my daughter/son” Yeah, well, people are about to be mourning the loss of you when I put you six feet under for being such a piece of shit.

[omnic]

hey guys i'm seeing red rn FDLKMFDKMFD

just sent this massive message to my case manager for the mental health clinic detailing the situation because i am Unhappy. part of me is wondering if i should try something more official, complaint wise, but i'm gonna see how this is replied to first.

ok so he tends to have bad memory which, y'know, i get. i've had multiple situations with him where i've let it slide because i understand how hard it is to wrangle the brain sometimes, especially if you have a bunch of things going on. bad memory sucks, my memory sucks so yeah i get it. he'd asked me to contact reception last week to try and get a booking earlier than the 24th regarding getting antidepressants with the psychiatrist. so i did. the receptionist said only the 24th was available, so i got back in contact with my case manager, and he was like "ok i'll ask her on thursday (last week), it's in my diary, we'll get it sorted :) it might be on friday because she's busy!"

i suddenly got booked an appointment for tomorrow at 3:15pm. i had not been informed, i'd only received the reminder text which is different from the "hey so you have a new appointment :)" notification. i cannot make this appointment because of work. i'd informed him that wednesday, thursday, friday were my only options for this week.

you know, whatever. i wasn't happy at this but i called up saying i couldn't make it due to work and if there was anything else during the select dates. the receptionist said she'd call me back because she'd have to talk with the psychiatrist because she can't change the dr appointments without prior approval. sure.

she called back and told me the 24th was the earliest date i could have, which sucks. HOWEVER: i was told i should "definitely attend this appointment because she needs to see (me)" and that i've had "multiple no shows".

i've had one no show. and it wasn't even a true no show. i'd quickly texted my case manager the day before, before work as i didn't have time to call reception and negotiate another date, that i couldn't attend it because of my manager declining the time off for me. he'd acknowledged it.

i was incredibly angry. i was shaking as i held the phone and while i didn't yell or get overtly pissed, i do think my anger was slightly audible in my voice. my words were polite, but my tone was just a smidge short and sharp. i didn't want to risk getting too angry because i feel like she was just mirroring the words of the psychiatrist, but bro WHAT

you can't just exaggerate my responsibility for this when it's a two way street. could i have done things better? yes. but the clinic could've also done a bunch of things better, and i am NOT pleased at the insinuation that it's all my fault. fuck that. sorry michael but you're gonna log into work tomorrow with a Long As Fuck text message because it hasn't been received yet because he's turned his work mobile off for the day

me rn

[yell0wrabb1t]

Give me The Puppet/Charlotte and the MCI kids (Gabriel, Jeremy, Susie, Fritz AND Cassidy) being sympathetic characters NOW or KILL ME!

[jasperyourmutt]

The weather really do be fuckin wif me… how is it going to be 65 and then snow the next day.. I’m supposed to be running around outside shirtless but it’s too damn cold…..

[stemroses]

No bc Sam just went to his brother and said “actually dean I think that nice monster nurse lady was on to something. I need help”

And dean bitch ass really did just say “no one cares about your mental health. Shut the fuck up about it and burry it like every one else”

And I don’t think I’ll ever forgive him for it.

[thereareeyesinsidethetrees]

ae fuckin love how mystic flour's dialogue to burning spice completely backfires

mystic flour: destruction is a cycle that leads to nothingness

burning spice: nothingness? oh, awesome, that's something new! TIME TO DESTROY EVERYTHING :D

[crownshattered]

|| Me: I received so many asks today!! That makes me so happy!! 💖💖

Me: What’s this? Another ask? Yay, another ask for me to reply to!! 😊💙

……

it was a fucking bot.

[drhooves]

[arklest]

I HATE TAGGING POSTS

I HATE HATE HATE IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH IT MAKES ME NOT SKIBIDI

[lightly-buttered-balls]

Squishes you in between my fingers from far away hoping my redhead powers make it happen