#he does not even share with the pills...meanie...

[fionnalovesanimeboys]

I was wondering when will Sensei finally spends all his pills XD

Like bro he ate a lot ! Every single episode and he just finished the tiny jar they were in just NOW ?!

[criblovr]

hi oomfie i hav been Long Dead but rising from my grave to ask yur thoughts on itty bitty shiv roy ^-^𓈒

my little!shiv roy thoughts 💭:

EEEEE!!!! thank you for asking friend ^_^ and happi ur back from the dead!! im very shiv roy pilled. like lots…. even my siblings know about her cause i talk about her alllll the time!!!!

i think shiv stays at a 2-3 year old headspace when small. she likes to stay quiet, always observing. sometimes she’s a little meanie & is rough when it comes to playing with others. she’ll scoot over to roman & just start touching his toys. this usually ends up with roman pushing her & shiv cursing. she’ll yell & be abruptly thrown out of her headspace. “you can’t fucking share for one second?”

unlike her older brother kendall, she doesn’t stay in her headspace for long periods of time. she can’t ever feel completely comfortable & i don’t think she ever will. but on the rare occasions where she does stay down, she likes to wear footie pajamas. the ones 2000’s kids use to wear, with floral patterns and zippers. and of course— her paci. she’s very attached to it when it comes to her pacifier. you’d think she’d feel embarrassed by it, but shiv always loved her pacifier as a child. she didn’t stop using it until she was five, and not by choice. all her siblings know this, use to tease her too. connor was a teen when they had taken her pacifier away, remembered the screaming that occurred all night long.

speaking of connor— he still thinks of all of his siblings as kids. he’s like their ring leader while they’re small. this might be biased because i ship shiv & karolina but i think karolina takes care of shiv too. and it’s very different than when she’s with her siblings. because she’s the center of attention, karolina is only looking after her. she’s a bit spoiled when she’s with her <3

she’s very into pink & girly things when she’s small. she always loved girly things as a child, but she also always felt ashamed. her father always spoke badly about it. that she should dress better, wear more neutral colors. so when she’s small, she gives herself grace.

other than clothes & pacifiers, she doesn’t really use gear. maybe when she’s with karolina she mayyyyyy use a bottle, but that’s because karolina makes her feel so !!!!!! tinie tiny. she likes to color, watch tv, and nap, so she doesn’t really feel the need for other things like sippy cups. (although i like being self indulgent so i like to think she does use other gears :p)

[stormcaster08-blog]

Song Lyric Pranking Austin

What to do, what to do...?

We all know those remarkable days we have, when you get so bored out of your mind that you think you'll go nuts? Yeah, well that's​ the situation I'm in at the moment. I've been here on the couch pondering what I could do. But nothing worthy has come to mind.

I mean, I could go to my sister's and my shared room where she's currently at. But she's no fun, not one bit. A party pooper at that. My brother... Nah! He is too busy playing on his Switch 24/7, to even spare me a glance. My siblings suck! Besides, getting to them requires much needed energy, it requires me to get off the couch and walk to them. Something I'm not about to do, I'm too lazy to get up. But enough about them, I've already tried watching TV, but after surfing every possible channel out there. Nothing catches my interest.

Picky, I know.

And the sad part of it all, is that it's barely 2 in the afternoon. Someone might as well kill me! I could call up a friend to do something, but the majority of them are like either working - and get off late - or they're busy with their lives. Wait a minute! There's some wrong with that sentence! Rereading the sentence, I soon noticed the mistake. I saw the problem instantly. 'Lives'? These morons, as much as myself, don't have a freaking life. At all! Okay, so I take back the part about them having lives to be busy with, they're probably taking naps.

About twenty minutes of sitting on the couch while munching on chips, I get the greatest idea ever.

"Of course! Why didn't I think of this sooner!" I grabbed my phone out from my pocket.

"Shut the fuck up, Gabby!!" Both of my siblings roared from the two different rooms they were in.

I shrunk down into my seat. "Sorry," I whispered. "But not sorry."

Regaining my confidence to open the messages app, I instantly search for Austin's contact. "Ah-ha!! Found you, my soon to be victim!"

"GABBY!! SHUT UP, I'M TRYING TO TAKE A NAP/TALK TO MY FRIENDS HERE!!!" The two cranky siblings boomed for another time.

"Then close the shucking doors or something, you shanks!!!" I had the tendency to use vocab from The Maze Runner at times. I'm such a loser in so many levels! But I embrace it fully!

"I WILL!!" Seriously!? What are these two, are they like capable of reading each other's minds or something? Whatever the case might've been, two doors slammed shut just right after. And if I had to guess, my sister might've put ear plugs in while my brother turned the volume up to it's full potential in there.

Okay, ignore them. They're just a bunch of meanies anyways. Concentrate. Focus on the task at hand.

After giving myself a much needed pep talk, I start to think of a song I could use on him. One he didn't really know the lyrics to.

Gabby: I'm tired of everything I called mine. I'm sick of trying to find a word that works.

A few minutes later my phone dinged, indicating that the brunette has responded.

Skittles Boy: Wait?

Skittles Boy: What's wrong?

Skittles Boy: Is everything okay?

I can tell I had already worried him, and it's only the beginning. I apologise man, but at the same time, not really. Cruel. I know that already, but this is payback for that time pranking me back in my sophomore year.

Gabby: And I'm so sick of watching the minutes pass by as I go nowhere.

Skittles Boy: Okay Lyric, you're really worrying me right now. You can talk to me, you know that right?

Skittles Boy: I mean what other reason would you have to message me? It's rare for you to do so.

It's true. I rarely go to him for things, only times I do is during emergencies. Emergencies that I couldn't afford to tell anyone to help me with. He's like my anchor during rough situations. Love him for that, but ya know, I need to be entertained at the moment. And his responses are just doing the trick.

Gabby: I got a ticket to another world.

Gabby: Some day I'm sure we'll pass each other by.

Skittles Boy: OH MY GOD GABBY!!!

Skittles Boy: Don't tell me... Oh god!

Skittles Boy: Whatever you're thinking of doing, don't do it!

"He's literally freaking out." My sister's voice called from behind me.

"GAH!!!" I jumped in my spot on the couch, my phone flying from my hands. Splat! My phone had made contact with the edge of the side table and onto the floor. "Where the hell did you come from!?"

"I've been here for like a few minutes to read the last few messages between the two of you," she shrugged as she handed me my phone.

Luckily my phone has a really good case that protects it from getting a cracked screen. Along with a screen protector. Otherwise I would have been more worried about my handheld device.

"Well you can't just come in here and snoop through my messages!" I pulled my phone to my chest. "Some older sister you are."

"Whatever." She sat herself on the opposite couch, "and I think you might want to respond to those texts, your phone is going crazy."

I only rolled my eyes at her before glancing at my screen. 37 new texts in less than ten minutes! My eyes must of widen in shock, because my sister then asked me, "what does it say?"

"I believe that Austin, Manny, and Lucas are on their way here." I slumped into my seat once more.

Veronica, only groaned. "I'm so glad, that I'm leaving at the moment. Please don't make a mess, I really don't want to face mom's wrath."

In that instant I realized she was dressed up. "Don't worry, if we do, I'll make them clean up." I leaned over, "and where's lover boy taking you to, on this fine day?"

"Eh, just out to eat and then maybe to watch a movie."

"Fun, fun,", I bobbed my head. "But don't have too much fun."

She was about to reply when she got a message indicating lover boy is outside. "I'm leaving, and remember what I said." She grabbed her purse and left.

Seconds later, my brother comes out dressed up as well. "Heading out for a COD tournament with the guys. I'll be back before ten!"

"Now wait one minute mister!" I sat up, "come here."

"What!?" He came into the living room and he seemed rather in a hurry. I swear this guy and his gaming. "As I'm the oldest one left in the house.. and you, the younger one, will have to inform me of your whereabouts."

"What is this.. an interrogation?"

"Yes!" I stood up from my seat and glanced up at my brother. He may be younger, but sadly he's taller. "So I would appreciate the names of those who you will be with, their numbers in case of emergencies, and the location you will be at."

"Fuck off!" He proceeded to exit the front door.

Oh no you don't! Using some strength on my toes, I leapt from my standing point and managed to successfully get on his back. "You won't be leaving until you tell me everything I demanded!"

With a good struggle and a couple of curse words, he finally gave in. Although it was forced, I had to admit, for being smaller and weaker than him, I put up a good fight. "There! You're so damn annoying!"

"But you know, you love me!!!" I yelled out to him as he left my line of vision. Without much to do until these idiots arrived, I decided to take a shower. After a short shower, jamming to All Time Low, and getting into some comfy clothes, I decided to head back to the couch.

"Ah yes," closing my eyelids shut, I snuggle into the pillows. "Might as we-"

"LYRIC!!!"

"AAAAHHHH!!!!"

Three males jumped on me. Crushing me underneath and blocking​ oxygen to my lungs. They instantly unattached themselves and began to make sure I was okay. That I hadn't done anything. It took much convincing that there was no fatal injury on me. Love them, but they can exaggerate.

"For the tenth time, I'm fine!"

"Then what's the meaning of the texts you sent me!?" Austin shoved his phone into my face. "You have some explaining to do!"

"Yeah!" Lucas and Manny interrupted, "because of this, we had to forfeit the Pokemon gym we were about to claim as ours!"

I roll my eyes. "It was a lyric prank. Those lines were from songs you dorks."

A chorus of 'ohs' erupted.

"Now if you don't mind, I'm going back to my nap."

The three looked at each other in a way that I hadn't ever seen them do.

"Hurry!" Manny picked me up and set me on his lap. Restraining my movements.

"How many did you take!?"

It all made sense now, they thought I had taken pills.

"None!"

"Looks like the hard way fellas."

And the next few minutes consisted of me running away from them and calling Hailey to back me up that those were indeed lyrics

[scrumptiouslyburningphantom-blog]

Open the door you Knucklehead!

When you don’t have your love you are doomed to get the Blues.  Everything seems wrong.  Nothing feels right and you think death sounds peaceful if you did not to have to endure this torture of being part from love.  I’ve been looking for that person for what seems an eternity now of 39 years of living but not as many looking but apparently many reincarnations in the process.  I’ve kissed a lot of frogs to just settle for anyone now but it’s not looking good.  Nothing looks good everything seems like too much  Nothing feels right or taste right.  My reason for living seems to be consumed with daily chores of trash, shit, piss, dishes, laundry, shipping listing, driving, smoking, popping pills for energy that do the opposite now, drinking a beer to numb the pain to only find more upon awaking and the bills are pilling up.   Where is my Sunshine?  Where is my soul mate?  Where is the one who loves a wretch like me?  where are you hiding?  When you think you find them they deny your love which is more painful than I can bare.  Why does this have to be Mission Impossible?  Why does everything have to seem so difficult?  Why is everything so expensive?  Why do I have no pie for myself?  Where is my crumb?  Where is my share?  Why is life not fair?  Why do the meanies keep winning?  Why are the crooks in charge?  Why is our media just garbage?  Why?  Why is this world so fucked up?  Why does this fat bitch have a husband?  Why are they happy and I’m not?  Why are they rich and I’m not?  Why I ask myself?  Why did I get delt this hand in life?  Why did I have to learn the hard way?  What was all this for?  What purpose do I have anymore?  What left do I have to give?  When all everyone does is take.  When will it be my turn to shine?  Or am I just a burned out star now?  This little light of mine shined too long and it’s about to form a black hole, it’s doomed for chaos, run boys! run from her seems to be the case.  The ones I love don’t love me or know know me but I love them it seems to be the only thing keeping me alive at this point is some kind’ve hope of my dream.  That it’s not over just yet.  That you have one more shot one more chance.  You aren’t a complete failure just yet.  Don’t give up Chrissy it will work out I try to comfort myself.  Nobody cares, they all keep chiving on as I sink.  They throw me  a bone but the bones get smaller and smaller,  Now I feel like it’s doomsday that they forgot about me.  That God has forsaken his promise, that I’m gonna end up worse then Scarlett.  At least she tasted love and we don’t know how it ended do we?  We don’t know what ever came of Scarlett.  Did Rhett ever come back?  Did she kill herself?  Did she get her Ashley?  Did  she die alone?  Just like Jesus we don’t know what he was like during his early life.  Maybe when Jesus comes back we will learn what happened to Scarlett.  In my life I can relate to Scarlett a woman cursed with tragedy for the price of her Beauty.  She to most is very unlikeable by her deemener, she is spoiled, mean and manipulative, Life loves to hit Scarlett and people love to watch her Sink.  Those that do help her nearly get killed in the process or killed.  What is the curse of the Scarlett woman?  Why are we all doomed for this tragedy of a unrequited love?  Why do we feel as though we are doomed to never find true love?  Why does this task seem like a dying battle?  Why did so many have to fall in the process?  Why is this love such a battleground?   Scarlett wasn’t really that bad if you think about it.  She survived many tragedies and in the process was still beautiful and had more then most.  She did what she had to do in order to survive and kept her fiesty spirit along with style and grace.  She stayed true to her nature by enduring the blows to only become even stronger and more beautiful.  I think if I were to write the ending to Scarlett it would be very easy to just have her kill herself because you’d rather her do that then to view her drown.  I mean what if Scarlett had lost everything and ended up being a whore?  We don’t want that for her.  I think I’d rather see her kill herself then to see that.  What would a happy ending be for Scarlett?  Could anyone ever make her happy?  Why is she so hard to love but so easy to watch?  Maybe it’s kind’ve like wtinessing a train wreck from a distance it may look crazy and wild but if you were actually  a person on that train or near that track it wouldn’t be so cool.  It would probably not end up good.  Instead of figuring out why these two trains are about to collide and wondering who engineered it or what could prevent this in the future.  We do nothing.  Stop the Train!  Do something!  Help!  Everyone involved in her life I’m sure will never forget her,  She made quite the impression.  I don’t think you could forget a Scarlett woman maybe that’s why were doomed.  People are jealous of the Stars the ones to stand out in a crowd.  We are treated like caged animals.  We try to escape the cage to only be trapped in a smaller one.  The only way out for us is death and even in that we never die.  Death is not the end.  We just come back and do it all over again and again.  When will this curse end and this curtain come down?  Why is it always a tragedy?  Why can’t we live happily ever after?  I think by having Gone with the Wind end with us left hanging is probably the best ending because those that loved her still have hope for her and those that despised her character can be happy that it did not end happily ever after.  Now if Scarlett was a terrible spoiled wretch why did her character fascinate so many people?  What would Gone with the Wind be like without Scarlett?  Would it even exist?  What would be the point?  That is why to me I find that it be most urgent for the Scarlett woman to be protected and helped. Without her their would be no point.  Life would be boring and plain.  Stop beating Scarlett women up.  They are going extinct.  God put them here for a reason just accept that most books have a main character you can’t take away that character without making it another book.  You need a main character.  That is how life should be.  Scarlett was a Queen and really deserved to be treated like one.  I wish she didn’t have to suffer by causes not her own but she was a lot stronger then you would give her credit for that’s for sure.  I hope Rhett is lost without his Scarlett and she tried to get him back.  Maybe he gave her quite the challenge the next time but in the end it only made her love him even more and everything was sugar plums, cupcakes, rainbows again on Earth because with a love that big it would effect the Universe, it would put the train back on track, it would be heaven on earth.  Come on God make all those scars be worth the price of Love.  With love they will be worth it.  With love they will tell a story so spectacular that not even the stars above have ever witnessed.  Let this prophecy come true, let the covenant of God stay true to a promise long ago.  Let love live again in the Scarlett woman, let this curse be denied and removed, let her enemies be the ones forsaken, let the Word of God ring truth and Justice in the wise.  Tell the Stars above and the heavens.  Let them see this happy ending,  Give me my love sooner than later, cupid shoot him with my arrow of love, and have a messenger bring him my way at once.  Tell him that I love him, show him that I am the one he’s been looking for, let him not escape my love, let him see only me in his heart, let my love engulf him and his body yearn to have me at once.  May his dreams guide him to me, show him now I beg of you, let him know I’m the one he’s been looking for, let him know I’m the one he’s been singing about, tell him I’m the one made for him.  If he denies my love may he feel something missing, let his heart feel my pain,  may he hear me cry for him while were apart.  May he feel like he’s dying without me.  When he sees my face may he realize that he loves me.  May his body ache for only me.  May he wonder what would have happened had he kissed me last November.    If I could redo that night I would have kissed you and showed you how much I loved but you know Cupid thinks its funny sometimes to shoot arrows at others instead.  You and I still were never really apart because soulmates can still love at a distance.  You were always with me and I with you in some way or another.  Seeing you always made me happy the only thing painful is not for long enough.  I guess i am happy to have tasted the love we shared and always hoped that one day you’d come back to me that you’d somehow figure out that you loved me.  I thought you were still with me somehow on this journey.  If you were my one true love you could feel this and know that no matter what  a love like this can only grow bigger the more you deny or run. May you know that I will always love you and wanted only you the whole time.  Cupid don’t stop shooting aim for his heart.  Why is my love so stubborn?  Why won’t my love come home?  Why can’t cupid aim right?  Cupid stop shooting arrows and confusing more hearts.  Cupid just give me my love to hold tight, give me my love to touch, cupid stop playing games, this is not funny,  Cupid if I can’t have my love you can kill me.  Shoot me next time to death.  Maybe in death he will miss me.  Maybe in death he will know that he loved me.  Maybe in death we will be together.  I’d rather have a happy ending in this please don’t let it end like Gatsby.  I beg of you to give me my love at once, let this game of love be over,  I will surrender to my love, give me my love please I beg you.  If you have to write it in the stars heavens somehow let him not deny my love.  Have the stars shoot only above my house.  Have the stars write our names and be his guide home.  May it be a miraculous event.  Guide my love to me someohow nature, show him if he is blinded, show him that i love him, show him that I’m the one somehow.  Have a birdie whisper in his ear my name, have a horse nah my name, have a donkey show up at his door with a bow tie that reads my name and address on a tag, if he is still in denial may he hear someone call my name when no one is there, may he start to hear voices to tell him I love him,  make him learn he can never escape my love, he will find only me in his dreams, may he start to go crazy and get paranoid.  May he realize he surrounded my fakes and phonies. That nobody in this world is real anymore no not one person but that girl he met at a picnic.  That girl he loved for a short time be the one girl to never escape his mind.  May he feel me when he sings his songs, may he start to see that one girl he’s been singing for this whole time was me all along.  May his love start to fill his body may his thoughts start thinking about that girl in Helena more and more each day, May he start to tingle with pleasure when he thinks of me.  May he want me more and more.  For Gods sake Cupid bring my love to me in one piece this time.   Someone shoots cupid and cupid falls from the sky. My love is a witness of this event of cupid falling from the sky. My love runs to see what just fell from the sky My love hears cupid moan in pain My love follows the voice to find Cupid laying at what appears to be a railroad track crossway.

My love runs to Cupid and sees that somebody had shot Cupid in the heart. Cupid says I once loved a girl a mortal that you have known. She loved you and to.ld me to shoot you with her love but instead thought it would be funny to shoot others instead  I wanted her for myself I was wrong in that I now know.  I learned that you can’t play with mortals hearts like that.  All this playing has finally caught up with me.  For now I am dying please here me out.  Chrissy Bowers is your soul mate she’s the one you’ve been singing about.  She’s your muse and you know it she is the one promise this world has left.  You are both the ones phopetized long ago.  I urge you to go to her at once.  Stop everything you are doing and go get your love.  I am cupid a messenger that has never felt love for a mortal.  She is like no other I promise in time you will know. I tell you the truth I promise so in death I can have peace.  I pray that I am forgiven for what I did by telling the truth in my last dying breath t.  Cupid points to the sky and says see even the stars above are waiting for you to go get her and tell her you know for certain she’s the one you love. that she is your twin flame now you know it.  Cupid points and then breaths his last breath at the site above.  My love can’t believe what he’s seeing in the sky.  My love is now in awe at the beauty he sees that night that he thinks he’s dreaming that this can’t be real.   My love is now greeted by a donkey with a bowtie that has my name and address on his tag. My love laughs and can’t believe what he’s seeing. The donkey speaks and says your love is waiting for you here just hop on my back and I’ll take you to her now. My love can’t believe what he’s seeing but is now certain that he loves only me.   He gets on the donkey with a bow ties back and they ride through the night.  The donkey says see the stars they are guiding us to your love right now.  This is only a sign of a promise you must now know without a doubt.   This is the one lesson that I am telling do not ever deny a ladies love but if you do by error or mistake let it be known that the stars will always be happy guide you back.  There is always hope that love will find its way home by this story is a promise and testimate of a True love story can have a happy ending even if someone has to shoot cupid and a donkey gives you a ride.  Love can have a happy ending after all.  May nothing be in vain if in the end you get your love.  May no man nor no woman ever become between us again now that our curse is broken and covenant reunited.  Let love rule your heart not Cupid he’s dead and gone now.  True lovers are now reunited you don’t need cupid here anymore  

Cupid was forgiven but God sent him on another journey he’s somewhere following the stars in the sky to find his one true love.  Cupid is now learning the hard way for why you should never interfere with love. Don’t hate Cupid for shooing and aiming wrong sometimes he apparently doesn’t have the best vision it seems because Cupid is now lost without his love.  Now that cupid knows that God made him a soul mate too he has hope he will find her.

Funny how love works sometimes it moves in mysterious ways but the lesson like I said if a lady gives you her heart don’t break it mend it to yours and your love will get bigger each day as your love for one another grows you will see what you have been missing and now know never to run from a lovers call.  

Open the door to love next time you knucklehead.