#how does obi wan cope

[jennasvamp]

rereading labyrinth of evil and obi wan is constantly at the end of his tether with anakin im giggling

“and who’ll worry about you if i don’t?” poor baby😭😭😭

“without a head i wouldn’t have much mind left now would i?” OBI WAN😭😭😭😭

[professional-rat-eater]

I love Anakin as a character but I think Star Wars as a whole needs to be less forgiving of him and his actions and I think Rex is the perfect character to explore this idea.

Rex wants to save his brothers more than anything and we know that he fails and never recovers from the trauma. It was an impossible task but he fought so hard for it. The clones don’t become a thriving community after the Empire falls. Few live to remember their sacrifice or that they were even there to begin with. They’re wiped off the map and that’s it and Rex just has the live with it.

Imagine realistically how you would feel if you were him and you learned that a huge reason why the Empire was even allowed to rise in the first place is because of the man who you trusted, who was one of your closest friends for three years, who convinced you that he thought of you as a person unlike the rest of the galaxy. I wouldn’t ever be able to look past it, and I don’t think Rex would or should either.

Obi Wan considers Anakin metaphorically dead because it’s the only way to cope with the grief.

Ahsoka has a more complicated view of him because of the distance leaving the Jedi order put between them.

Luke is able to forgive him in the only way that is narratively compelling, because he sees him as his father and not as the monster everyone else does.

Leia never forgives him (nor should she) but grows to understand him more over time.

Padme uses her dying breath to vouch for him even if he doesn’t deserve it.

If Rex didn’t forgive Anakin, it would offer yet another perspective. He is someone who loved Anakin, but Anakin is a huge reason why his brothers are dead. Anakin is the one who used his brothers as the tools they had always been told they were to march on the Jedi temple and murder the Jedi, the only allies the Clones ever truly had. Everything that happens during the reign of the Empire, including whatever goes down in the Bad Batch finale, is part of a huge domino effect because of Anakin’s choices. It would be tragic to see their friendship end this way, but Rex’s entire life is rife with tragedy. Ahsoka is the only positive result of his friendship with Anakin left. They only have each other.

I want Rex to be angry at him. Anakin’s actions are abhorrent and to downplay them only does Anakin a disservice as a character and denies his agency. Yes, he’s a victim of Palpatine’s grooming. He is also the perpetrator of a literal reign of terror and there are few groups of people who are bigger victims of the Empire he helped create than the clones.

[cosmicdahlias]

🍄ford x reader headcanons🍄

part 7

• very proud of his jewish heritage. loves teaching you about the traditions.

• writes you love letters

• you showed him the star wars prequels and he LOVES them. was really happy to see more of obi wan as he’s his favorite character

• does that dad thing where he walks into the room and just stands there watching tv instead of sitting down. drives you absolutely nuts, like the couch is RIGHT THERE

• encourages you to get on his insurance. he considers your health very important

• if you’re an artist he’ll pose for you… sometimes sans clothes 👀💦. lowkey got triggered when you called him your muse one time

• you got matching cryptid tattoos. it’s the first tattoo he’s proud of

• loves how you get along with dipper and mabel

• his love language is quality time

• sleeps significantly better if you’re there next to him

• teaches you how to play piano. you love it because he guides your hands with his

• library dates are a must

• writes poetry for you

• constantly yapping about nerd and science stuff. you don’t mind, you just love hearing his voice

• leaves you notes telling you how much he adores you

• loves hugging you from behind and resting his head in the crook of your neck

• if you have freckles he absolutely loves them, calls them your “little stars”

• stan is constantly telling you guys to get a room

• tries to use modern slang, it makes you laugh

“y/n, do i have rizz?”

• you ask mabel to teach you how to knit so you can make ford a pair of 6 fingered gloves for the winter. he loves them so much

• loves to smell the top of your head when he hugs you

• literal human furnace. great for cuddling in the winter, summers are a different story

• for the first month and a half after you met he would get super flustered if you even looked in his general direction

• thinks the twin towers are aesthetically pleasing. had a mental breakdown for a couple of days when you broke the news to him

• if you sleep with a blanket or a stuffed animal he never makes you feel bad about it

• you ran into a bear on a hike once, he was very protective of you

“make noise and back away slowly, y/n. if anything happens i promise i’ve got you”

• gives you his coat without a second thought when you’re cold

• loves waking up to you in the morning. pulls you close and kisses you

• has a habit of moving silently after his time in other dimensions. has startled you on more than one occasion

• (this is a continuation of a previous headcanon in part 3)

used drinking to cope after you fell into your coma. felt like what happened to you was his fault, if he had never befriended bill all those years ago he wouldn’t have hurt you

[galactic-rhea]

The thing with Anakin TCW is that I try to reconcille both "versions" of Anakin, but because I keep in mind that at the end of the day, TCW is a serialized kids show, and he's also a general and in charge of a padawan so he must be really charismatic for that to work (long rambling ahead)

This show came in an era where shows ran long, with very random plots per episode and just very few that advanced "a plot", so characters that are new for the show get more development (since they were at zero), and Anakin with already three movies (technically 6 if we count the original trilogy), a mini series, and a bunch of books and comics, feels more flat for the very short narrative purposes.

The way i see it, TCW can be like seeing Anakin from someone's else eyes, like that's probably how Obi-Wan and Ahsoka and Rex saw him, cocky and sassy and fearless and daring and untouchable and cool and sometimes with anger coming from apparently nowhere, and the movies are the actual "omnipresent" look, we see how actually deeply fucked up and scared Anakin is!

TCW gives like a very pink tinted glasses view of him, a very standarized version of him, since the "otherness" that he has in the prequels was really hated (and with otherness i mean that he acts alienated and tormented, is because of the trauma, but also because he can be so easily read as neurodivergent and/or queer; movie Anakin looks like he might as well be a giant walking target for bullying, so to speak), so TCW Anakin looks like he totally would have never ever been bullied, he's the cool kid.

If I don't constantly keep on mind this is probably Ahsoka's POV, it can be a bit hard to connect, like the last episodes in TCW, when he sees Ahsoka, he's like 2 days before ROTS, and he looks so cheerful and normal and sassy, but then if you look at ROTS, he looks so tired and beaten up and just depressed after that battle. But Anakin, in AOTC and ROTS, in general, is a person that looks like doesn't even want to be there at all, he looks like he would rather turn invisible.

I don't have that many problems with Anakin in TCW except for certain arcs (looking at you clovis), because many things in the show do add to Anakin's narrative and character (or more like, pilling up even more trauma onto him for the big moment), but it's not a complete look because by the point we should see how he's dealing or coping with something the episode ends and the next episode is about something different. TCW is plot focused and there are very little "breathing" moments before the action, and is not very character focused. Which leaves the audience with the task of remembering that whatever happened in the show is another piece of the puzzle that may or may not fit perfectly with the character that was presented on the prequels.

"This episode very painfully reminds you that he was a slave, and he's angry about it, very angry...for one bit of the episode, let's go back to the fun action." It touches it, but it doesn't explore it, if you get what I mean? Like, we can only imagine if he had difficult weeks after that or how even was the conversation after all that whole mess, just as an example.

I agree that Anakin in TCW is a incomplete version of his character, because TCW focuses a lot on the Clones and Ahsoka and other little stories, however I also think it does add lots of stuff to explore, even if the show didn't explore it deeply, but touched on it.

And I understand too why it causes such a division, and why some may prefer the TCW version more, and why some may prefer only the movies version.

I mainly use the movies, and then take from TCW what I feel like it fits/makes sense for him, and shake TCW a little bit if i need to, although i still really love it : D

[littlejazzy]

Do you have good recommendations for AgeRe stories? Something really cute and fluffy? (I'm a lonely regressor and I love reading stories about really sweet caregivers.)

I do!! I adore reading agere fics, so here are some recs! I hope you enjoy!!! 💖

Gen:

Decontamination by SailorChibi - Marvel - Baby!Tony and CG!Steve - After a battle, Steve takes care of his baby - (This one is a Classification!AU/Littles are Known!AU... like, one of the very first ones. Very good and fluffy. If you ever read thorough their fics, (tagged NSAP bc agere straight up did not exist as a community yet) you'll start spotting alot of things that other people were/are inspired from.)

Picnic by SailorChibi - Marvel - Baby!Tony, CG!Steve, Middle!Bucky, Toddler!Clint, CG!Coulson, Kiddo!Scott, CG!Sam W., Kiddo!Peter P., CG!Wade, Kid!Wanda, and CG!Vision - All the Avengers have a nice picnic - (classification!au, but a different verse than the previous fic jsyk. this one is suuuuper fluffy and cute and fun <3)

Less than Five by SailorChibi - Daniel Craig's James Bond - Little!Q and CG!Bond - Q regresses smaller than usual; his daddy makes sure he's taken care of - (classification!AU, first of a series. first two fics are pretty fluffy, but the third has some angst, which makes the fluff even sweeter, in my opinion)

coffee makers and bumblebees by orchidsncrake - Daredevil - Little!Matt and CG!Foggy - Matt becomes overstimulated and after an altercation with the office's coffee maker, Foggy is there to make everything better

Small surprises by undergroundrice - Daredevil - Little!Matt and CG!Foggy - Foggy stumbles onto Matt regressing, and together they figure it out

A Second Shot by mylittlestories - MCU - Little!Natasha, Little!Clint, and CG!Coulson - Natasha didn't have much of a childhood. When she sees that having a second one is possible, she wants; Coulson and Clint are happy to make her family :) - (This one is unfinished, but what's there is just so nice I have to include it!!)

Give your Dreams the Wings to Fly by Honey_Dewey - FNAF Movie - Little!Matt and CG!Ness - Mike gets sick at work, but his boyfriend is there to make everything okay

the road to hope and adventures into the unknown (target) by romansprince - Barbie (2023) - Little!Ken, then CG!Barbie and CG!Gloria - Ken has become human... except he's never had a childhood. Sometimes he feels Fuzzy, but that's something he thinks he can keep secret. As he turns out, he can't, but it works out anyway - (Two separate fics that take place in the same universe/series. The first one/set-up is a little angsty, but the second is more fluffy)

Movie Night by mcschnuggles - Heathers - Little!JD and CG!Veronica - JD unexpectedly drops into headspace during a movie night with the rest of the teenagers; Veronica helps him through it - (Modern!AU, Everyone Lives!AU, this one is kinda angsty, but like, it's canon appropriate, lol - also!!! make sure that you check out the author's other works!!!!! lots of agere fics for a large variety of fandoms!!)

Toffee Ticking Time Bomb by GayCheerios - Star Wars - Little!Anakin and CG!Obi-Wan - Obi-Wan has to find his padawan's stuffie before the inevitable temper tantrum ensues - (classification!AU, part of a very nice and good series that, if you enjoy this fic, you should also check out)

Baby's First Bath by CyberToddler - Beetlejuice: The Musical - Toddler!Beetlejuice and CG!Maitlands - The Maitlands give Beetlejuice his very first bath - ( 👉👈 I wrote this one 😖)

Evolution by Cgetbrmj - The Last of Us (TV) - Little!Ellie and CG!Joel - Series that follows each episode of the show, and explores how these characters stumble upon age regression as a coping mechanism and how much they both realize they enjoy it. - (Slowburn agere, as it explores how it develops naturally between both characters. This one DOES contain some angst as it relates to the show, but overall is as fluffy as its setting allows)

Reader-Inserts:

The Doctor's Office by agerefandom (tazia101) - Twilight - Little!Reader and CG!Carlisle - Reader goes to their first check-up in their new town and unexpectedly regresses; thankfully, their doctor is more than understanding - (I can not emphasize enough how much I love this one. Hits all the right buttons, I'm so happy/thankful I found it before I had to establish care w/ a new doctor, it's just- so good)

Sugary Sweet by agerefandom (tazia101) - Twilight - Baby!Reader and CG!Alice and Jasper - A comfy, happy morning with your vampire caregivers - (be sure to check out the writer for more fandoms!! lots of agere fics, including gen and reader!insert!)

little life at the mansion by myworldoffanfiction - X-Men - Little!Reader and CG!X-Men (the main gang lol) - First chapter is a busy yet comfy morning while living at Xavier's Mansion. Second chapter is a fun Summer evening - (this one is sooooo sweet 😭)

Play Pretend by Vinnies_Comfort_Corner - Scream (1996) - Kiddo!Reader, Flip!Stu, and CG!Billy - You and Stu play pretend while waiting for Billy to come home - (if you enjoy this one, make sure you check out their other regression fics!!! there's even one with a petreg puppy!reader!! and other horror media!!)

Red Stained Fingers by CyberToddler - Scream (1996) - Little!Reader, CG!Stu, and CG!Billy - Unorthodox sensory play with diy-ed fake blood, lol - (I also wrote this one 😅 it's sugary sweet, I promise, lol)

[a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual]

Clone wars headcanons that I'm posting just in time for May 4th

Anakin can’t finish a movie or tv show by himself to save his fucking life like something in his brain prevents him from finishing it without someone there to talk about it 

But he’ll try over and over and over again to a point where he will have the first half of the show memorized but still not know how it ends

He needs someone to keep him there and actually pay attention and there’s very few people that actually have the time or determination to do it (Aka Ahsoka) 

Ahsoka and Anakin watching a movie or show together is very different than watching it with the group cause Obi-Wan and Rex need total silence to enjoy a show (they’ve snapped at the duo a couple of times cause they kept asking “Okay so what the kriff does that mean”)

Padme doesn’t mind the talking as much as Rex and Obi-Wan but after a while the constant talking and theorizing and rewinding gets to her as well 

Unfortunately Ahsoka and Anakin need to talk to process media so half the time they just send emotions or questions through their bond to keep everyone happy 

I once saw a post say “do you think Ahsoka remembers how Anakin’s laugh sounded” and that question knocked the wind out of my lungs and made me cry for longer than I’d like to admit  

But it also made me realize that I can’t remember what their laughs sound like cause I don’t think they do so very often which means I get to create new laughs for them 

Anakin’s laugh is a strange and awkward little thing and sometimes people comment that it sounds like it hurts him (because he’s an emo little weirdo who doesn’t like to show he laughs) 

It’s very clunky and sometimes sounds like ill-fitted gears shifting but it’s also weirdly infectious and fills a lot of people with warmth

Ahsoka’s is equally as weird and infectious it’s very animalistic kind of like a fox’s laugh (aka very high-pitched and fucking adorable) she’s very giggly around the people she’s comfortable with 

Anakin would say that Padme’s laugh sounds like a wind chime and that's true for her fake ass senator laugh that’s controlled and most of the time forced 

But her real laugh that she lets out with family is a snorty hiccupy little thing that puts a stupid smile on Anakin’s face 

Obi-Wan’s laugh is breathy sounding sometimes wheezy but otherwise quiet sometimes people will catch him off guard and they get a kinda loud “HA” out of it but that’s the loudest it’ll get 

I know we technically heard Rex’s laugh in the clone wars movie but you can’t tell me this man wouldn’t cackle 

Like fully body doubled over laughter that shakes a damn room Anakin has joked once or twice that Rex has blown out his eardrum which just makes him laugh louder 

There is one person in the whole galaxy that Anakin trusts to fix his prosthetic and that’s Ahsoka 

He didn’t even trust the arm at first which made him take it apart entirely no one asked him questions about how he got the parts to fix it they all just let him fiddle with it because they thought it was his way of coping 

He normally gets pretty twitchy and cagey when people hold his prosthetic (besides Ahsoka obvi) Padme usually gets the best reception and by best reception I mean he doesn’t snatch it out of her hands 

Obi-Wan swears to this day the first time he picked up Anakin’s prosthetic the boy almost dislocated both their shoulders trying to get it back 

The first time Ahsoka fixed his arm was also when Anakin physically couldn’t because he was in too much pain

He talked her through the repair process tho and thanked the universe that he was hyped up on pain meds because he was sure that’s the only reason he was so calm 

Even after he recovered he showed her the proper way to fix the arm and let her take it apart and put it back together a couple of times 

He would never admit it but it is kind of a relief to have someone who can fix it the same way that he does

And everyone else is grateful that it’s kind of given the young togruta something to do when her master is injured because otherwise she’d be restless 

Sometimes when Anakin and Ahsoka want to confuse Obi-Wan they’ll act like he’s their biological father and blame stuff on him and those conversations will go something like this:

“Honestly Soka it’s not your fault you have ADHD” “You’re so right Skyguy the same could be said about you being autistic we both inherited from Obi-Wan”

The first couple of times he didn’t know how to react (because how tf do you react to that) but after a while he would start telling them “You do know we’re not actually related right?”

To which the duo whips out the most overdramatic reactions that entail Ahsoka covering Anakin’s ears and him doing the same to her montrals and they usually take turns to respond with “Master there are younglings present!”

I’m fully convinced that if Tiktok existed in the Star Wars universe Ahsoka would have one and it would be 1. Strangely popular and 2. The weirdest amalgamation of stuff

You’ve got her prank videos (mostly aimed at Anakin), story times (mostly about Anakin Rex and Obi-Wan), get ready with me’s (mostly to hang out with Padme), and her favorite: forcing the boys to dance with her 

The only videos that she has of Obi-Wan dancing are the ones of them dancing at formal events (mostly cause ballroom dancing is the one kind he knows)

Anakin, Rex and the boys are her most frequent victims and my sweet baby angel’s bless their hearts are stiff as goddamn boards

They’ve got a decent rhythm down and they can all pick up routines pretty fast but Ahsoka has had to train them to let loose a little bit 

It obviously took Anakin the longest to loosen up and that process mostly took place in their shared quarters but it also made me think of a hilarious scenario that goes something like this:

Cody was woken up at 3 am by an unexpected message from Obi-Wan well to be specific it was two messages one video and a text titled “Why are they like this”

When he plays the video he sees Anakin and Ahsoka doing some silly little (obviously choreographed) dance in the kitchen as something is baking in the oven (knowing the duo probably cookies)

Cody’s laughter could be heard throughout the barracks that night

When Ahsoka finally gets her hands on that video (because she does get her hands on that video) she edits the clips of her dancing with Obi-Wan and her dancing with Anakin 

With the caption being something cute and lowkey cheezy like “How I dance with my Dad vs how I dance with my brother” which people eat up because it’s fucking adorable 

There are also a couple of videos that she couldn’t post because it’s Rex her and the boys dancing and goofing off as mission lights and alarms go off in the background

[faexfilms]

What You See in the Shadows

Summary: After Anakin comes to you for comfort in the middle of the night, you find yourself in an awkward situation when you wake up next to him the next morning. And now, he’s committed to taking you for everything he’s ever wanted from you…

Warning: Fingering, degradation, etc.

Word Count: 3.7k

You turned over in your sleep, shifting comfortably on top of your bed as warmth seeped into your skin from the sun shining through your windows. Your eyebrows furrowing when orange filtered into the darkness behind your eyelids. Taking you away from your peaceful dreams and into reality.

It was another minute until your eyes opened, glaring at the incessant sun gleaming in from the window adjacent to you. Cursing at it as the sunlight streamed across your face and into your half lidded eyes that begged for another moment of sleep.

It was then when you felt another presence next to you. A small disturbance in the force that usually surrounded the early mornings in your room hiding away before Obi-Wan came to get you for training. A very familiar disturbance.

Another small curse escaped your lips when you saw Anakin's sleeping form right next to you, startling you.

It was late last night when he had walked through your door completely silent, shuffling his feet across your floor. Making his way over to you as you sat in bed, completely avoiding the question in your eyes and the slight uneasiness you felt by the random intrusion. Only focusing on your face as he sat beside you.

You could see the defeated look on his features. How dejected and absolutely tired he seemed. His hair was in a disarray as if he had been raking his fingers through it over and over, thoughts running rampant through his own mind.

It was then when you noticed the single tear sliding down his cheek.

You never were one for comforting others. Showing emotions and helping others deal with their own struggles was never something you excelled in no matter how much you would try to ease others pain so seeing Anakin in such a way made you freeze.

He had never been open like this with you, had never cried or sought guidance about his sorrows. Never did he seek comfort for the weight on his soldiers weighing him down.

It was only a single minute but that time felt like endless hours. Frozen in place. The air struggling to leave your lungs as you stared at your friend, a brave Jedi knight, a man who had been there for you and saved you more times than you could ever begin to recount. A man that does anything and everything to protect and shield those who he loves from harm And most of all,  one that you cared so incredibly for finally letting his guard down in front of you. Letting the cracks of the 'chosen one' shine their light onto you. His visage of which could only be described as someone incredibly lost, buried deep within the current of their own sorrows. Every weight toppling down on them. That feeling of unabashed helplessness. Begging for any ounce of anything else.

His pleading eyes looked in your direction but you could tell his mind was completely somewhere else. In a faraway land that he couldn't help but grasp, feelings that he couldn't shake refusing to leave him. His eyes watered more, unshed tears wavering and overflowing. Threatening to spill down his cheeks.

Anakin looked like he was almost trying not to break apart in front of you. Barley hanging onto his sense of self, his pride, his whole semblance of how he was taught by the council to feel and cope. The very Jedi inside of him crumbling to bits.

It didn't take a fool to see the shame coming off of him in waves. With every second you sat frozen in front of him, he looked more and more hopeless.

A struggled gasp escaped his throat as more tears slid down his face and you were making your way over to him in an instant. Grasping your trembling hands around his body. Your own tears threatening to spill as you held him close to your chest.

You had never seen him this way. Felt him so shaken, so separated within your hands. Hands that held tightly around him unwilling to let him go. You could only hope to ease the pain. You could only hope for the warmth of your body to his own shell of a person would be enough for him to know he wasn't alone. He would never be.

He made a small sound as he wrapped his own hands around you. Holding onto you for dear life. Finally letting his worries crumble away and allowing himself a moment to breathe. To finally feel you holding him in a way he had wished from you for so long. To feel the closeness between both of you in a way you both hadn't before.

It wasn't long before his eyes fluttered open.

His deep blue eyes settled on your own as his body layed almost unmoving, the steady rise and fall of his chest being the only indication that he was still with you. Still close to you, breathing. Alive. Anything that reminded you he was here and that he was real. That last night was more than a figment of your imagination.

You guys had been instant friends since Obi-wan and him stumbled upon you on one of their missions. Tearing you away from a path of vengeance on a lower being who had taken someone dear to you. Giving you a new path to follow. One as a Jedi, another padawan for Master Kenobi. One who submitted themselves to the rules the council abade them to follow. Drilled all the very same lessons and teachings about certain emotions leading you down a path to the dark side. No anger. No fear. Compassion. Aiding and abiding orders. No attachments.

It wasn't exactly surprising that you found it hard to obey that rule.

The more you trained under Obi-wan Kenobi, the closer you got to Anakin Skywalker. In the time you spent with the both of them you could feel yourself slowly teetering off that edge.

The times you spent poking fun at both your Jedi master and his other young padawan. Laughing as Anakin's face changed and swayed as you teased him. Cackling together when Obi-wan could do nothing more than scold his young padawans who had now became Knights for failing to hold themselves together and poking fun at their superior. Smiling when you caught your Jedi master hiding that smile of his.

The times you spent speaking with him in the temple gardens as you both fed your fingers through the grass. Swapping stories of childhood memories, of regrets and mistakes, laughs and dreams you both held dear to our heart. His on Tatooine and yours on a faraway planet. Much too far for you to call home.

It was hard not to feel that magnetic pull to him. Like a moth to a flame it drew you closer, beckoning for you to follow. The force channeling its will through the both of you. The electricity that thrummed under your skin when you and Anakin found your way in close quarters. Seated on the ship, fighting side by side on a mission, trying your very hardest to beat him in combat(though neither of you wish to confirm who was the true winner when you found yourself inches from his body. Waves of heat flowing from you. Heat radiating between the two of you. Almost unbearable)

It wasn't the Jedi way

All of that feeding into delusions of intimacy was wrong. Imagining the what ifs and what coulds of every instance in which we were left alone. Unsupervised. How it would finally feel...

It wasn't the Jedi way

How many times you had to keep ingraining that into your too stubborn head.

Yet here you were.

A silence had drifted over the both of you. Eyes staring, drilling into one another. No one moving to make any small difference.

Initially his presence had spooked you...

It took a few seconds for the previous night to replay within your mind. You didn't know what to expect then and now there was no difference.

Anakin looked nothing of the the man who had stormed his way into your room late last night. The other looked broken. Lost. A whole storm brewing behind silent eyes yet this one was anything but. There was a certain calm that enveloped his body. A buzz that thrummed in the air around him and into you. A newfound focus and calamity. It was nothing  you knew to describe.

The sun billowed around his unruly dark curls through the blinds, shadowing parts of his face from total view but you could still see him. His bright eyes still focused on you. Sensing you...Reading you. Taking you in.

The light hung high over his head, sprouting farther up the walls, traveling and branching out from whence it came. Brightness overtaking the outline of his form.

He almost looked like an angel.

You guys were inches apart, your bodies intertwined in your wide bedspread you must have pulled over the both of you half-asleep not even remembering he was there.

You guys were never this close like this. Never.

You could feel your cheeks warm at the realization and embarrassment of the entire situation. You didn't even know what he was thinking. Why he hadn't backed away or why he hadn't made more space between the two of you. Why he kept staring at you like that...

It was another half a minute before he shifted, his head easing backwards a ways. A small curl making its way into his eyes before he moved again, pushing it from his vision. Angling his neck differently so he could get a better look at you. Almost inching a little bit closer to you.

You moved your head on the pillow, looking back at him. Trying to figure out what sort of game he was playing if it was any game at all.

His eyes traveled across your face, taking in your features in a way you had never seen him do. Outlining the lines of your eyes, following the curve of your nose. Glancing at your lips. Putting you together in his mind like the pieces of a puzzle. A small smile at the corner of his lips.

"You're so...beautiful..." He whispered

A part of you was screaming warning signs within your mind. Telling yourself to get up, to inch away. That this isn't a game you should play. But another part of you needed to wait it out. Begged and pleaded for one more second this close to him. For one more second in which you could imagine yourself finally closing the gap between you two.

His eyes looked down at your lips briefly before he brought his flesh hand up to the side of your face, brushing your cheek softly. His gaze not leaving you. His touch sending shivers down your spine. The emotions in his eyes as he stared over at you made your stomach turn. You could feel the biological yearnings of your human body trying to take over but you were a Jedi. You knew better.

You sat up in bed, his hand leaving your cheek as your hair caressed your shoulders. Your body now on full alert, thoughts running rampant in your mind.

His body followed yours as he sat in your bed as a well before you.

"Anakin..." You warned softly, telling him not to go further. A part of you was so confused. He had never acted this way before. Been so domineering in the way he was with you, had he sought out such physical affection. But right now, there was no question of the way you felt for him. The way you know you shouldn't feel. The burning pit in the bottom of your stomach set aflame by just his eyes on yours. This closeness with him....You already felt as if you were losing your mind.

His eyes didn't change at your hesitancy, his hand making it way back against your skin. The warmth of his fingertips brushing your cheek making your body ease slightly back from him. His eyes fixated on your full lips as his thumb brushed your chin gently. Just grazing your bottom lip experimentally before he pulled it down with the pad of his thumb. Watching as your pretty mouth parted at his touch. Only moments passing before he brought his lips to yours, not being able to hold himself back any longer. Even with his fingers on your face, his thumb against your lip. His eyes focused on you, yourself being so in the moment, you gasp as he finally closes the distance between you. Gasping at the feel of his soft lips against your own, the fire burning through your body at his very touch. How he ignited it so easily...

He kissed you like you were oxygen. Like he was swallowing you whole, tasting every part of you. As if you were the only thing he needed to live. There was such a passion to him. Such a need for you that drove you insane. That erupted goosebumps against your skin like no other. You couldn't bring yourself to fight it anymore.

You kissed him back eagerly, tasting his lips against yours. Feeling as his tongue brushed your bottom lip, begging from more. His hands clinging to your body, pulling you into him. Needing you closer. Desperately needing to feel you.

His fingers caressed the bare skin of your back through your Jedi robes, undoing them with such ease. Feeling your bare skin. Imagining what it felt like against his. Finally having you after so long.

This was like a dream.

Like those instances you couldn't stop yourself from thinking of when you lied awake in bed at night. Except it was real...

His hands ripped away your Jedi robes as your fingers removed his vest. Your lips still on his as you guys moved at a speed that seemed too fast to even be real. The passion overtaking you as his hands caressed the bare skin of your back as he pulled you onto him. The heat of his hands melding with the heat of your own body as you didn't let your lips part. Needing the taste of him, committing it to your memory. Telling yourself you would never be without it now, knowing that you couldn't be.

Now that you had him, you couldn't let him go. Months, if not even years of fantasies and longing glances finally bringing yourself to this moment. Your hands longing to feel the warmth of his skin, his beautiful lips against your own. And now you had finally touched heaven.

Felt it against your lips, a fire burning between both of you as you messily discarded of each others clothes. Rushing fingers undoing whatever fabric they could as Anakin's fingers wrapped around your bare waist. Creeping up your back to undo your bra as your fingers settled against his neck. Brushing the warm skin softly before your fingers made their way into the hair at the nape of his neck. Gasping softly as you rocked down against him. A struggled breath escaping his lips as his hard cock rubbed against your heat through his slacks, feeling you even through the material between your bodies. Wanting you even more.

You didn't know if you could even take it anymore. Your heated eyes trained on Ani's as you lifted your hips slightly, his hands digging into your hips as he looked down at your heat. His fingers playing with the band of your underwear, his eyes focused on what he wanted the most. Playing with the idea of sinking his lips against your needy cunt. Tasting your juices on his lips. Burying himself so far into you, his hips meeting your own. Images flashed within your own mind from his, a small satisfied look on his face as he did that on purpose. Your hands pulled his pants off enough you looked back up again. The lewd images that Anakin played in your mind making your throat burn as you looked at him. Breathless and surprised that he could even be this way. Your lips parted slightly as his eyes trained on yours as his fingers ghosted over your slit through your underwear. Your eyes fluttering as he pushed his thumb against your bud through the material , emitting a soft moan from you.

"Already so needy for me..." He taunted with a little smirk on his face. His pupils blown wide as he stared at you. His fingers teasing you a little more as he chuckled softly and stared into your eyes. Watching your face as he touched you, knowing just how right he was, feeling him where you wanted him the most but still so desperate for more.

He pushed your underwear aside as he covered his fingers in your slick. Touching your bare cunt for only a moment before he plunged two fingers into you, making you moan in surprise at the sudden intrusion. Feeling his fingers scissor inside of you as he stretched you out for him. Your spongy walls pulling him needily, his eyes falling to where he entered you. His dick twitching at just imaging that around him, desperate to feel you. To cover himself in your sweet little juices.

"You need me to fill you up, don't you baby? Need my cock in your pretty little hole?" He asked softly, his seductive eyes trained on you as your hips involuntarily rocked slowly against his fingers. Your breathing increasing as he moved his digits inside of you slowly. Another soft moan falling from your lips. You couldn't handle this...He was being so lewd, so seductive in the way he was with you. Pulling you apart with his fingers. Using your body for his own pleasure in the way that made you almost like putty in his hands. He wanted to see you tremble against him, he wanted to make you feel slightly humiliated when he played with you. Masterful in making you fall apart before you barely got started.

His fingers massaged that deep spongy spot inside of you before he pushed his fingers into you again, settling a slow pace as he watched your face. Smirking softly as you let out struggled breaths at the pleasure coursing through your body. Him hitting that spot inside of you that made you absolutely desperate. "Ani..."

You begged, your eyebrows creasing slightly as he arched his fingers inside of you, pushing into you further. His thumb ghosting of your clit as he penetrated you.

"Say please" He smiled teasingly as he looked down at you. His eyes half-lidded as he fixated on your body, your lips. His focus on making you feel everything he did to you. You didn't understand the effect you had on him. How he so desperately needed this, needed you all the time. You could see it now..., how long Anakin had wanted you. Thought of you like this. Imagined your thighs settled around his hips as he thrusted his hard cock in his hand imagining it was your pretty little pussy when it all got too much. How much he cared for you. He wasn't going to let you go now...

His fingers continued his assault on you, feeling you clench around him as he circled your clit with his thumb, continuing to enter you. You could feel yourself already close, the impending euphoria hanging over your head as he pleasured you more and more. Making you fall apart into a moaning mess. "Anakin, please..."

He smiled as he knew what you were begging for but he continued moving his fingers inside of you, settling a brutal pace as looked down at him inside of you. Your juices against his fingers as his tongue settled against his bottom lip. Begging to just taste you, to feel your pussy against his lips. But he knew what he wanted right in this moment first, and that was for you to come against his hand.

Your eyes clenched shut as he brought his lips to your neck, feathering light kisses before biting your soft skin. Easing the little bruises with his tongue as you were breathless against him. Feeling yourself clench around him again and he moved relentlessly into you. Yourself tensing slightly as you couldn't hold it back anymore, feeling yourself succumb to the waves of pleasure that washed over you, a euphoric haze clouding your body as you moaned his name.

He loved the way you already looked fucked out as you came down from the high. The way your hair messily caressed the sides of your face, falling down your bare shoulders. Almost all of your skin on display for him as you looked into his eyes, relaxing against his body. His arm wrapping around your waist as he held you to him, his other hand gently caressing the side of your warm cheek as he looked at you deeply. Pulling your lips to his as a reward for being so good for him. His soft lips breathing in your own in a gentle kiss.

Out of all of this, that's what took away your breath more.

All of the emotions behind the gentle kiss, the love he shared with you as his lips met your own. The need he had for you...How relieved he was to finally have you in his arms.

It made you more emotional than you wanted to admit. Being wanted that way was something you never thought you could have, nor was it something you had ever really began to imagine. Such a drive to love you, to be with you was almost inconceivable to you...Yet it was there. And the man you wanted more than life itself had it for you...

His eyes traveled your face as your lips parted, his hand still caressing your cheek softly as he looked down at you. His heated eyes traveled your body as a smirk formed at the corner of his pink lips.

"You don't really think this is over, do you?"

[skywlker-sluvtt]

Just thought of Ani on a mission in a bar and sees his secret gf dressed hot and they have a quickie in the bathroom while Obi Wan is distracted

stop because i've had this stewing in my inbox, you don't understand how excited I get when I see ur user pop up 😭💕

lil nsfw anakin drabble below <3

this is like the most anakin coded idea I've ever seen in my life. I just imagine (padawan 😼) anakin finding out he and obi-wan are steaking out a few people at a bar. so he very secretively comms his girlfriend his location and gets you to come over.

when he sees you walk in the door he loses his shit and starts blushing n getting all hard right next to obi-wan. you lock eyes with him and wink at him before getting a drink. obi-wan see's the wink and looks at anakin's flushed face "nervous anakin?" "n-no master" he lies. "focus this mission doesn't need to involve your hormones" obi-wan tells him. but like dawg how's pretty little anakin meant to control himself when you're wearing such a short skirt?

his eyes are glued to you the entire time as you have a drink at the bar and dance for a while. he gets angry every time a guy nears you and you politely decline his advances. obi-wan gets sick of anakin's incessant staring and moves to the bar to get a better view of the criminals they were watching.

you walk over to the bathroom and nod your head toward the door signalling for him to follow. he eagerly does jumping from his seat and secretly (it's actually really obvious tbh stealth skills are lacking) goes with you. he spots the red panties hung on the last stall door and finds you in there.

"hello jedi" you tease but he can't even think of a reply before he's kissing you and pressing you against the wall. "you're so pretty" he whines lifting you into his arms. you giggle and kiss him feverishly. "you better be quick before your master finds you in here" it's a challenge for him and he makes quick work of removing his robes to fuck you.

he barely has time to tease you how he likes before he's inside you making you bite down on his shoulder to keep quiet. anakin continues to pound you against the wall whispering jibberish into your ear, something about how hot you look and how desperate he is. he's trying to be a gentleman and use the force to assist in holding you up to play with your clit.

the messy sloppy sounds echo through the bathroom as he slams into you repetitively. "close?" he asks. "mhm, good boy" and that in itself sends him over the edge. cumming deep inside of you while your walls clench him hard, coming down from your orgasm.

anakin doesn't want to put you down, he'd prefer to carry you home but he's currently meant to be on jedi duty. he helps you stand up straight and you give him one more sloppy kiss before shoving your panties into his pocket. "baby...i don't wanna leave" he whispers. "don't worry my darling, I'll keep your cum inside of me till you get home" you coo wiping the lipstick marks from his lips with your thumb.

he rushes to the sink to scrub his face, almost completely hard from the last thing you said. "anakin! where have you been?" obi-wan asks with furrowed brows. "I needed to use the bathroom" "for 20 minutes?" "it's not my fault the cafeteria food makes me sick" anakin lied. obi-wan knew what that dirty little fuck just did and stormed out unable to cope with him tonight.

you made it even worse by sending anakin a "good luck" photo of your tits after <3

[thegingerwrites]

E, 11.5k obikin,

omegaverse, omega obi-wan/alpha anakin, established relationship

Summary:

Mating was supposed to fix Obi-Wan's heat cycle but a month after confessing his feelings for Anakin, he enters a mating heat en route to a joint mission.

A short follow up to short cycle in which Obi-Wan and Anakin cope with balancing their feelings for each other with their responsibilities as Jedi

Excerpt:

“Can we talk?” Anakin asks.

“About what?” Obi-Wan strips his shirt completely, the fabric beginning to cling to his skin with sweat. He can feel Anakin’s eyes on him, taking him in appreciatively despite how familiar the sight of him unclothed has become. Despite the clear frustration he does little to conceal.

“You didn’t want me here,” Anakin says. “If it weren’t for the fact that I might go into rut soon, you would have sent me away.”

“Of course I want you here, Anakin.” That much at least, should be obvious by now. “But we have responsibilities. We are extremely lucky that the circumstances our mission are not more dire, that there aren’t immediate lives on the line, but if there were I would fully expect you to leave me.”

Anakin scowls. “What kind of mate would that make me, if I couldn’t put you first? If I couldn’t be here when you needed me?”

“It would make you a Jedi and the man I fell in love with. Someone capable of making difficult decisions for the good of others.”

Obi-Wan is panting now, his symptoms coming on in earnest. He can smell some of Anakin’s irritation and confusion in the air, the faint scent of smoke amidst his usual pine, and it prickles beneath Obi-Wan’s skin.

“I don’t know if I can do that,” Anakin says. His eyes are drawn back down and away from him, shadowed by his furrowed brow.

Obi-Wan can feel a whine rising in the back of his throat at the knowledge that his alpha is upset, but he refuses to give into Anakin’s anger. “Well, you’d better figure it out soon because someone needs to fuck me. If it’s going to be me then I’d rather get on with it.”

[staycalmandhugaclone]

Star Wars Rant - Take 2!

Guys. Guys, I’m sorry. I had a thought on the way to work today… and now I’m going to force it upon all of you, too, so that at least I won’t suffer alone.

Kaminoans do not value emotion. They value perfection. In fact, the social demand for genetic perfection is what led them to cloning and thus gave us our lovely copy/ paste cornucopia of delicious potential for OCs, wartime angst, and brotherly shenanigans. We know each clone ended up developing a unique personality even as cadets, but imagine the first batches. They didn’t have older clones to look up to, to learn that becoming their own person was okay. They had asshole mercenaries, the legendary original source for their DNA, and, most abundantly, the Kaminoans to raise them.

Children learn through mimicry. They see their guardians interact with the world, and that’s the initial outline for who they become. If they spent most of their time around the Kaminoans, that means they would likely view emotions as a detriment, with some interplay offsetting that from Jango and the mercs.

Fast-forward a couple generations to the discovery and implementation of said clones, during which time the Kaminoans have likely done away with anyone who strayed too far from their ideal soldier, furthering the general understanding that emotions are dangerous and something to be stifled. Then, suddenly, here are these Jedi Generals who fall all over the emotional spectrum! Shaak Ti shows them compassion. Yoda shows them acceptance (and chaos, let’s be real). Anakin shows them fun (also chaos. So much chaos). Obi Wan, the biggest flirt in the damn galaxy, just completely upends whatever textbook definition of romance may have been briefly taught to “prepare” them as cadets.

What I’m really getting at, though, is that clones were brought up without love. They were created by a race that pretty much bred out any tendency toward affection, trained by a man who regarded them as lesser copies of himself, and *decommissioned* if they displayed too much independence (I know there are caveats to this, such as Alpha-17 and the CCs, but they had much less patience for the CTs). And here are these Jedi who love in such a blindingly open and overwhelming way. How do they cope with that? How do they not become insanely loyal to these kind, generous beings that don’t treat them like numbers for the first time in their lives??

And then there’s the other side: the squads that have the misfortune of being paired with Jedi less prone to  that innate goodness, the squads trapped with Krell and Ki-Adi-Mundi. They never get the chance to feel valued as anything other than a tool. They may have heard the word “love” but would never be allowed to experience it, platonic or otherwise…

I don’t have any grand ending thoughts here beyond the absolute tragedy that those men suffered, but I will say, it does tempt me with some utterly angsty and beautiful thoughts for emotionally crippled clone OCs and emotionally traumatized reader OCs accidentally find each other through various whumpee ways… be a shame if someone was inspired by this and tagged me in whatever may or may no come of it...

[circle-around-again]

The Wrath of Darth Maul by Ryder Windham. Notes & Quotes.

Prologue.

*This is something I have been thinking of doing for a while. I'm a weirdo who likes deep reading texts and mining them for meaning. I have been doing it for this text for some time. I thought I might share it, but more importantly, create a catalogue for myself of notes. I don't know how this will be received, if it will be at all.

This catalogue will present interesting quotes, running themes, headcanons, and an exploration of Maul's experiences. Feel free to browse or use at your leisure. Spoilers ahead.

[scene: spidermaul in the tunnels].

"The prong-nosed rat knew that the dark heap lying in the tunnel was a dead man." (Windham, 1).

This is the first quote of the text. First quotes often hold thematic weight, and frame the story that is to come. It is interesting that Maul is described as a "heap" -- an object, not a body, and that he is specifically described as "dead." This narration establishes that 1) he is worthless, and 2) he is doomed. Fitting for his character, I think. Obligatory world-building: he ate rats to survive, scavenged waterproof fabrics to sleep under, and was an ambush predator who played dead to lure in prey.

"The legs were unevenly jointed, cannibalized from the parts of ruined droids, each leg ending with a tapered point." (2).

Cannibalism mention :3. Interesting that what is cannibalised is a droid, a being in star wars that is not even considered alive. For Maul to cannibalise a droid, on some level, he must thematically be considered a droid. Obligatory world-building: Maul doesn't remember how he got there, how he got his legs, where he is or who he is. He lives as an animal, but with one thing added: "pure and total hatred" (2). Note: unlike The Clone Wars, Maul does not speak and rave. In this depiction, he is silent, as he was in The Phantom Menace.

"He knew that he wasn't a man anymore, that he hadn't been one for years. He was just a creature in a filthy tunnel. And then he remembered the object of his hatred. A man... the man who left me for dead." (3).

Gendered reading: Maul states here that he doesn't consider himself a man anymore. One reading is that, without the bodily aesthetics, obligations and power of conventional masculinity, Maul considers himself worthless (toxic masculinity). Perhaps, he has been drawn towards another gender expression. Maul notably, doesn't even consider himself to be "human." This is a very sad glimpse into Maul's sense of self-esteem. He has also internalised Sidious' vision of an absolute hierarchy of life. Obligatory world-building: Maul has a tantrum when he can't remember things, and destroys his surrounding environment. This does not satisfy him at all. It is interesting to note his coping mechanisms at his lowest point.

"It was then, while he felt his hatred burning within, that a spark ignited in his mind. And he saw a sea of fire..." (4).

A couple of thematic links that I would like to point out: "hatred" and "within" encapsulates Sith philosophy; the inverse of kindness throughout. What begins this journey through his memories is a "spark" - a common phrase I know, but also one intensely linked to Sidious and his primary element of force lightning. Sidious is a catalyst, and the secret at the centre of his being. The oxymoron of "sea" and "fire." This is his literal childhood home, of course. But, later in this novel, Maul's beloved memories of friendship will occur by a sea. I believe it intertwines the characters of both Maul and Kilindi. HC: the previous page ended with Maul remembering a Man to blame... yet this novel begins with the memories of his time in Mustafar under his master. It is of my belief that this unnamed man is Sidious, not Obi-Wan Kenobi.

[aew-kun-age-regression]

Can I have some care give Obi wan kenobi and Leia organa Headcannons please? 😊 love your page.

Hiii!!! :0 EEE I LOVE GETTING STAR WARS REQUESTS!!! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠��⁠)!!! Imma do some caregiver Obi-Wan for now and another time I do some Leia headcannons!!!

Caregiver!Obi-Wan Kenobi Headcannons

@geekgirl-33

He is so so so patient. Like no matter what this man is not raising his voice, he will gently help with any situation.

Emotions are important, idc what the Jedi code says, without expressing emotions it gets bottled up. That's not right. It's okay to be angry or sad and Obi-Wan will make sure you know that.

If you get overwhelmed (for whatever reason) he is extremely rational and will figure out how best to calm you down.

He's a little cautious about how much affection in public (he's just nervous about the Jedi council finding out but in all reality they already know and are aware that both you and Obi-Wan cope better due to your regression and him being your caregiver)

Cuddles with Obi-Wan 🥹

He can sense if your having a hard time, struggling with some negative emotions and he will absolutely help you!!! <333

He's not strict with rules but he does have some in place to keep you safe. A big one is absolutely no using/being too close to a lightsaber. (His or your own if your a Jedi)

^ He will make sure you eat, sleep and drink. He can and will use bribery if he has to.

He's not really sure how he became your Caregiver, he found you regressed and the rest kinda just fell into place.

Stargazing >>>

He lets you hide behind him/in his Jedi Robes.

Joint pinkies when walking around.

Omg is he peaceful to be around, like his presence alone is so very calming.

Wanna hear a story? He'll happily read you one. Want to watch a movie with him? He's already got it set up.

He can be a very playful Caregiver and no one can convince me otherwise. Definition of ' :0 '

Tells you about missions he's been on.

^ Brings your souvenirs from different planets/systems!!!

[cloudmancy]

clone wars era obi-wan voice: well killing yourself never solved anything, now did it anakin

also what do you think of au’s where someone else ended up being the one to take on anakin as a padawan? and i guess star wars canon divergence au’s in general

clone wars era anakin later finding out about the rako hardeen mission: 🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍

I like canon divergence aus! ppl tend to like aus where qui-gon lives and becomes anakin's master as he originally planned but can I say something? that guy would've definitely fucked him up worse than obi wan 😭😭😭😭😭 I think anakin being given to a different master is interesting but realistically I can only see it working out with like... mace windu... obiwan is so lightsider I really do think mace windu could've connected with and understood anakin on a more visceral level and got him some coping strategies. anakin getting taught vaapad is so near and dear to me.

aus in general I love when people take a canon/extended universe book or event and tweak it juuuust slightly to detangle the collision course of everything that happens later... I love interesting 'what-if' plots I love minor canon events being changed just slightly in a butterfly's wingbeat sort of way I love time travel aus. star wars prequels is one of those tragedies where it's completely preventable from the outside but utterly unavoidable from the inside and that makes it really delicious to me. and because of that I will say I cannot understand when star wars fix-its have anidala happily stay together like sorry they're actively so terrible for each other 😭😭😭 get padme a divorce and custody of the kids OR talk about how absolutely miserable they'd be without The Horrors Of War! romeo and juliet was not a romance it was a tragedy... and I think that's true here as well.

this is a tangent but I'm like... genuinely really fascinated by every author's interpretations of anidala in most of the star wars books I've read. because it's some variation of 'I CAN fix him' or 'well I don't think I can fix him but I'm too invested to stop' or 'wow. he's got nobody but me :( nobody understands him but ME.' and it's all so incredibly funny to think about long term NEITHER of them have the foundations for a stable long term relationship with each other at all. padme is at her most fascinating to me when she's treating anakin sort of like a guy who finds a beautiful baby deer covered in the blood of 50 different people on the ground and takes it home and does not call a wildlife rehab center or leave it alone and then it grows up and starts killing people. but not her. so shes like ohhh this is rather worrying but he'd never hurt me and I like that (he does. lol!) it's genuinely very fascinating to me because both padme and obi wan are anakin's biggest apologists but to obi wan that's like... a puppydog he raised. he is not threatened by it and that thing is not going to bite him. for padme it's also a puppydog she raised but that puppydog was actually a wolf cub and she knows that but she's too enamoured with it to give it up and also it's too fucked up to go back into the wild now.

[random-writerings]

OHC2024 Trick or Treat Questions. Trick: What scares your current muse the most? How would they cope if they were confronted with this? Treat: What is your current muse’s favourite type of treat? Is there a specific food they love to have but don’t have too often? Or do they do something for themselves?

Ooh I'm going to go with Maia for this one because I'm working on her fic again.

Trick: I think what scares Maia the most is not being able to protect her loved ones. In terms of how she would cope, Maia does actually confront this fear in her fic so, without giving too much away, all I'll say is that she doesn't cope well.

Treat: Maia usually treats herself by going to Dex's Diner. She goes with Obi-Wan often, and she takes Anakin and Suria there on special occasions. She even takes her parents there when they visit Coruscant because she loves it (and Dex) so much.

Thanks so much for the ask! Hope you had a great Halloween! 🎃

[jessepinwheel]

For parasitic extraction: could you please expand on 'every single mandalorian character’s Massive Issues including how Intensely Abnormal jango is about obi-wan in particular' 👀

yeah let's just go down the list and name a few

jango's obsession with obi-wan is basically what's allowed this entire plot to happen because all this could have been avoided if he would just kill obi-wan instead of trying to make clones of him in a weird fucked up power play. he hates obi-wan so much it's become like 70% of his personality but obi-wan is so intricately connected to his own sense of worth as an emperor that he can't give up on trying to break him. he is pretty much the epitome of "he wants to fuck obi-wan so bad it makes him stupid"

cody and rex are both fucked up because jango pretty much disowned them after they let a jedi go because they didn't want to kill a child. cody has the worst hatelationship a person can have with their dad and still trying to be a good soldier so he can regain the affection from jango that he never had in the first place. on the other side rex has a huge complex about being a clone and how he needs to be better than them, and also he's traumatized by that one time he had to kill anakin

ahsoka is a mandalorian jedi who blames the rebellion and the jedi for imperial forces slaughtering her entire family. she has absolutely no healthy coping mechanisms for anything except murder until she meets an obi-clone

padme is fucked up about jedi, mandalorian or otherwise, because of that one time anakin drank too much dark juice and started killing his own teammates, resulting in her losing an arm and a leg

anakin was a mandalorian jedi up until his obsession with padme led to him going off the rails and murdering a bunch of people and rex having to put him down

bo-katan is trying to plot a coup of the empire because she and her buddies are mad about jaster (and jango) strengthening the mandalorian middle class instead of keeping all the power with nobility. satine is also stuck in this assassination plot but also she decides to be sweet on her obi-clone because he's cute as well as a status symbol which is extremely uncomfortable for everyone involved

dooku, mandalorian jedi, is retired from active duty and doing intelligence work and drowning himself in old jedi texts because he never got over that time maul killed qui-gon

cin drallig is a disabled mandalorian jedi who ends up being sent to kamino to train the clones and has so little social support and is so depressed that the obi-clone hive mind accidentally absorbs him in an attempt to make him feel better (which, to be fair, it does) so he's been mind controlled by 2000 children for like six years

myles is probably the least fucked up mandalorian who gets focus in this story, and he's plotting to assassinate jango because he watched jango torture an obi-clone in front of obi-wan and was like holy shit this is going a little too far.

what I'm trying to say is that mandalorian mental health services are not very good

ask me a question about parasitic extraction, the role reversal mandalorian empire au that I have

[bunnywan]

did you grow up listening to 1D? i was aware of them but never really listened much myself as i was a little too old for that. i did watch a multi-hour youtube video at one point on their come up on x factor but that was the extent of it. how are you receiving the recent news about liam?

oh baby. i was a DIRECTIONER directioner. 2013 stan twitter directioner. i was all in. went to concerts, bought all their shit, stayed up all night when they dropped their albums so i could scream and cry about them with my friends online. they consumed me in a way that i never felt again until obi-wan haha. it was very intense, and also very fun. i loved them so much and they were my favorite coping mechanism before i even knew i was mentally ill.

it fizzled out for me when the band did—after zayn left the writing was kinda on the wall and i just grew out of them, i guess. i haven’t kept up with them much besides harry bc he’s harry.

as for liam, i can’t say im very distraught cus of all the shit with his ex. the only good abusive man is a dead one. that being said, it does feel very weird and yucky. he very obviously took the extreme whiplash of being in the most popular group in the world to being pretty irrelevant so quickly veryyyy hard. the substance abuse … the drinking …. it’s just all very jarring to watch and real time and then have it end like this.

ok i’m done yapping.