#how else are you to grow?
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Your friendly reminder that ai art needs a lot of energy to run and it needs a lot more freshwater than it should to keep it cooled down. This also includes ChatGPT. So! Instead of using Ai to make your art, draw or write for yourself. And if you really really don’t want to draw or write for yourself, commission an artist or writer.
#Solarpunk#ai#ai art#chatgpt#draw even if it’s bad#draw even if you hate it#write even if it’s bad#write even if you hate it#because it’s you who made it#how else are you to grow?#then to be clumsy and fall and fail#you get up again you find your footing and you stand#and you walk#and it’s okay to keep it as a walk and not a run#because it’s in the action of truly creating that you can feel joy and pride#and also Ai art is literally against everything that’s Solarpunk
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Something Old, Something New.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#a-yuan#Hey now! It's been a long while since we've seen that hair style!#Something old - in the way you see a little glimpse of a boy that died a long time ago#Something new in a man who has a new direction and purpose. Somehow it is still you. But you can't ever be that *you* again.#I think grief comes from a mourning of futures we lost. We associate it with love-#-but what else do we mourn if not the future we had with them? So too do we feel grief over the future our past self once hoped for.#I love the radish extra because it is so sweet and so full of small sorrows.#WWX is as playful as always with A-Yuan but there is a constant presence of how he no longer sees a future for himself.#Be it in the way he talks about the impossibility of him having children.#Or in the way he creates this silly and artificial game of helping A-yuan grow-up faster.#It's always about the moment to moment with him. Tomorrow isn't guaranteed.#His major hubris moment has yet to come but I would strongly argue that the seeds of doubt were already gestating.#It might be a bit of a 'ship tease' moment when WWX comments that his idea kid would be more like LWJ than himself -#But I consider it to be a true (if unconscious) sentiment that he sees himself as having gone down the wrong path.#It's not a 'I want LWJ to have my kids' moment. It's an 'if I were to have kid - I'd want them to never know what I went through.'#WWX is the parent that breaks the cycle. He walked for 10km through the corpse piles everyday and by god he's driving you to school.#LWJ is also a cycle breaker parent but in the opposite direction. He packs chocolate chip cookies and extra snacks in your bag.
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this isnt the first or evenn second time ive drawn myself as lucifer. this is no longer a two nickels situation now its just becoming a thing
#well. to be fair it always has been. literally picked part of my name because of it#but im now like. do i want to draw this more. i do. do i want to post this more. well. (vanishes)#this was like a uuuuuugeeee dellusion tthing for me growing up i was convinced i needed to be uniquely punished in my family#because i was the eldest and bc of being trans it was like essentially fated id always be the black sheep#growing up in a super religious family etc#so i kind of just accepted that i was so used to being scapegoated and blamed for corrupting everyone else#like oh my god so many times. even in my csa#i was like Fine Then. sure. thats how it is.#and so i think theres a part of me thats always like. okay. lets be evil. would you like to live deliciously#i looooove the idea of like. lets be bad. lets do things because it looks yummy. lets seek enlightenment like kids stealing extra cookies#from the jar
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sorry I started getting cuteness aggression over him. also take the stupid other thing i drew right before falling asleep
#guys is anyone else going to compare tenna to the experience of growing up as the accidentally “funny” autistic kid#and thats the only way that you made friends. and now that youre older you have no idea how relationships work and just act like a clown#deltarune chapter 3#mr ant tenna#mettaton#susie deltarune#kris dreemurr#mettatenna#deltarune#deltarune spoilers#art#🪼art
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watch me end up making a superdad au coz of WTNS
because!!! because i was thinking about how funny it is that Bruce's first two kids (Dick and Danny) would be superman fans, and how funny it would be if that influenced his opinion on Superman when they first met. And then I got to picking that apart, and how Danny's opinion and feelings on Superman would have the bigger impact on Bruce than Dick, since Dick's admiration for Superman (presumably) comes from the standard little kid "he's an alien and he can FLY" (and flying graysons) stuff. Which, while very very cute, is easy to ignore and disallow swaying feelings on.
But DANNY? It's not the same. While part of Danny's admiration comes from the same "holy shit he's an alien and can fly thats so COOL" vein, it also comes from a place of feeling deeply relatable to him. Both he and Superman were/are perceived as incredibly powerful, deeply dangerous creatures that are nigh impossible to stop, they have a handful of powers that are similar to one another, and they are (one of) the only ones of their kind. Superman is (one of) the last Kryptonian, Danny is (one of) the only Liminal in existence, and they might not be the same species but the principle remains the same and they're in the same boat.
As a result, Danny would just, god, he'd find so much relation in that. And yeah they're not the same but Superman would make him feel just a little less alone, a little more seen, and he'd find so much comfort in that.
And Bruce, by the time he meets Superman, would know by then about Danny's powers and his experiences and his time as Phantom and as a Liminal. And it's easy to ignore your kid's admiration for another Superhero when it stems from a place of plain hero worship or simple appreciation. It's harder to ignore it when your kid admires a Superhero because they make them feel seen and relate to them on a level you can't reach them on.
When that's the reason, how could he not think differently about Superman? When, by then, he's seen the scars left on Danny's body from all of his fights; when he's seen him cry and break down over never being able to fly again thanks to the blood blossom poison; when he's heard all about the struggles he faced with his powers, the fear he had about being found out, the fear he had when he was first developing them; and how he was ostracized by his city for his efforts just because he wasn't human, despite how much he was just trying to help.
How could he not look at Superman when they first meet, mask-to-mask, and have a little voice in the back of his mind go: 'my kid is a lot like you'
its making me emotional. if these feeligns persist im going to end up making a superdad au
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#blood blossom au#dpxdc au#like it might not make much of an outward difference to anyone else how batman interacts with superman but WHOO boy is it there#the JLA is founded and eventually everyone starts to note that batman at least seems to *tolerate* Superman more than everyone else#and there are jokes about not even the Bat being immune to Superman's boy scout charms. and then they meet Nightingale and Robin#and both boys want to talk to Superman with stars in their eyes -- Robin being a lot more obvious with it. while his older brother lurks#nearby like a quiet shadow just like his dad. his voice softer and quieter and his questions more scientific and detail-oriented than robin#sometimes Gale's questions are more... wistful. almost. personal. in the sense that they are worded in a way that only someone who has also#flown before could ask. what it was like being on top of the clouds. if he ever got scared of falling. if he ever free fell for fun#if he ever worried that he'd fly too high and get lost coz the earth is always moving but when you're flying untethered to the axis ur#the only one not moving with them. he's very attached to superman's flying. many typically are but gale's is different.#do you ever fly out when its raining or snowing and you don't go anywhere but up just to see the rain and snow go down?#and then there are other standard questions that Superman's never even thought of. like how he doesn't have any calluses on his hands#despite what his size and stature would suggest because he's invulnerable. superman thinks about that one a lot coz it makes him sweat lmao#he remembers Gale turning to Batman and asking him if super strength would negate the need for calluses or exacerbate them since they're a#result of manual labor/working out and not necessarily a product and Batman didnt say anything at the time but Clark had the feeling that i#was going to be a topic of debate the two were going to have later. then Gale turned to Superman and said it was prolly a good thing he wa#invulnerable because that healing factor of his would clash with his ability to grow calluses and might make super strength difficult#idk what my tag count is but i might be getting close to the limit so supes cries when he finds out the full reason nightingale admires him
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this june lets celebrate bearded women. okay?
#OKAY???#self love post#this is for mtf or ftm nonbinary folks or whoever else!!!#being allowed to exist is pretty cool but people give me looks every day#so there needs to be more of us#grow that beard out increase our numbers#with YOUR help women can be hairy again 🫵#a conversation that needs careful navigation in the trans community for me is about how some binary stereotypes are embraced.#like HEY! ive been trying to kill that! what do you mean you need makeup to be a woman???#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU HAVE TO SHAVE#love yourselves my people we’re all built different on purpose#enjoy what you enjoy#but dont go enforcing the binary on yourself or others#in order to feel like you belong#do what you want because you want to#hope this makes sense#ily all
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very VERY self indulgent thing... except you can tell i got lazy
#although i kinda locked in for anything involving romeo#lies of p fanart#lies of p#lies of p pinocchio#lies of p romeo#lies of p gemini#kinda ooc? idk i did my best to portray gemini as well. gemini.#and p isn't usually so expressive ig but whoooo gafff#idk how legible my hand writing is tho#also idk if this even makes sensr#smth about having someone else memories#but theyre technically yours#but youre not you perse#but also those memories causing an uncomfortable familiarity and grief#also. p's first major change BEING his hair growing like romeo's#okay man.#dooont care#i hope this doesnt seem unbelievably stupid#as always my ''comics'' are messy....
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This is Sid Wright, and we're starting your day right!
#sid wright#tsv#the silt verses#tsv fanart#my art#doods#decided to doodle him while listening to the finale (30 minutes from the end!!!!! how else can they break my heart in 30 whole minutes???)#i thiiink i'm getting better at rendering? idk lol#also look at the hands please i spent so long getting them right#mr. wright i wanna be just like you when i grow up (kick my caffeine dependency and take lots of naps)
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Will never get over how Starscream and Skyfire's relationship is always doomed. There's never an iteration of them where they both stay on the same side at the end. They always end up being against each other, tearing each other apart (whether intentionally or not). They always end up losing each other, be it by a snowstorm, by the war, or by death itself. They never receive a happy ending together, one if not both of them is doomed to suffer.
Skyfire is doomed to be an Autobot, by forces out of his control. Starscream is doomed to be an Decepticon, by his own self destructive tendencies. They are both doomed, because of who they are. They always try to save the other, in their own way. But it never works. They are doomed to fail, whether they stay together or not.
#Starscream and skyfire are parallels of optimus and Megatron. do you understand me.#believing in someone when no one else did. seeing something worth supporting when no one else did. being the one person they trust.#they both ended up being torn apart by the war and their own ideals. losing each other because of their conflicting views.#one became an autobot and the other became a decepticon. one of them must fall.#i have lots of feelings about them yknow.#doomed yaoi shit going on here#will never get over how much g1 starscream cared about skyfire. like. he kept trying to have skyfire stay by his side#he was still a shitty guy and treated skyfire like shit but there was genuine care and emotion under it all. he still cared#i need a universe where they get to reconcile. where they get to be happy. pull an earthspark and let them be friends again#i need a skyfire who learns to love and accept post-war Starscream. i need a Starscream who despite everything still want skyfire with him.#i need them not to be doomed but rather learn and grow. accept the flaws and faults of the past and learn to move on#can you tell i love skystar#can you tell i love them#skyfire#jetfire#starscream#transformers#transformers g1#g1 transformers#the fire burns#skystar
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scrolling the rtvs tag for current standalone apologies and statements on the "situation" has me reminded heavily of what the 2021 - 2022 mcyt space was like, with the amount of teenagers in the tag going "my fave is racist and idk what to doooo :(((" like jesus fucking christ we figured this out years ago. you shut the fuck up until everyone involved is done talking and then you hear what's said and fucking listen to it. I'm sorry and I do think rtvs were very fucking awful and immature in their responses, but at the same time if your mental well-being depends so heavily on a group of people YOU DO NOT KNOW whom your only interaction with is watching them play video games online, you need to disengage yourself from that space and find healthier things to focus on. jesus christ.
#rtvs#<- for blacklisting and also because to be honest yall need to fucking hear this. I'm sorry to the writers of the letter for both how you#were treated by wayne & co and how you have been treated by the rtvs community.#everyone else involved needs to grow the fuck up.
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people who undermine the importance of izuku and katsuki's relationship throughout bnha because of "annoying shippers" or because they just don't like katsuki are insane because their relationship is literally so? important??? to the entire story???? katsuki is the deuteragonist of bnha. he was one of the first characters to show up. he was the first other person to know about OFA. so much of the manga is spent showing his development. if you deny his character development and relationship development ("relationship" does not always mean romantic relationship) with izuku, you are quite literally denying a massive part of the series. the manga starts with them and ends with them. you're allowed to dislike him but if you dislike him so much that you, in turn, start hating how izuku is a "punching bag" or a "doormat" for the entire series because he doesn't stay angry and vengeful at people even though a massive part of his character is that he's compassionate and kind even to people who aren't to him or used to not be, and you seriously think that that makes him weak, and you just start to dislike the main two characters of the series, i think you should. idk. stop reading, probably. read the revenge fantasy shit that you obviously want to read. there are like seven million manhwa available to you where the character gets the revenge you so desperately want to see.
#someone on twitter kinda pissed me off#bnha#mha#bkdk#bakudeku#katsuki bakugou#bakugou katsuki#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#i hope this post is understandable bc i am so tired rn#also can i just mention how these people so obviously project onto izuku#how much does katsuki have to atone for you guys#i'm not saying what he did WASN'T fucked up but at what point do you guys think he “earns” forgiveness?#apparently he didn't earn it when he: apologized. took a hit for izuku. died because he became the closest person to him.#felt guilty over his actions. cried because he felt guilty and wanted them to compete forever.#spent 8 years funding a fancy expensive suit that could allow izuku to have his greatest dream back.#like i genuinely don't understand what else he could possibly do#he experiences misfortune for being the way that he is (even if not directly reprimanded for it often) and he learns and grows from it#and if you say “he could've permanently died” izuku would have Fucking Hated that actually.#the main character you project so hard onto would have hated it and cried his eyes out and mourned for his childhood friend-slash-bully#proof? see his reaction when he literally saw katsuki lying dead on the ground. he started hyperventilating.#izuku midoriya is NOT A SELF INSERT CHARACTER.
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As gently and politely as I can put this: that post I made about outliving him is meant to be an anti-suicide affirmation. It is not meant to be a blinders-on assessment of reality, of the future boiling down to whether one man lives or dies. It is meant to reassure myself and everyone else that the horrors come, and the horrors go, that nothing is permanent, that hope persists with split knuckles and blood on its teeth. Things are rough. Things will likely get rougher. My eyes are open to that, but in the end, the first thing they want from us is to roll over, surrender, die. And I will not be granting that wish. I deserve to be here. You deserve to be here. We deserve to see the sun rise. And it will. I promise.
#‘this isn’t a fantasy novel’ yes thank you if it were I’d have a cool sword at the very least#but what I have instead is a dozen tiny reasons to keep going#my wife. my pets. my stories. to see how my favorite tv show turns out.#to watch my nephew grow. to laugh with my siblings. to cry with my parents.#to see the movies I’ve missed and read books that haven’t yet been written#and above all else: to prove that I can. that I can stay. that I can see just one more sunset. one more snowfall. one more pride parade#one more. one more. one more.#it’s one day at a time. it always has been.#it will be bad. I am not disputing that. I came into this year terrified that it would be my last one on earth#but so long as I have a say: I say no. I say I belong here. i say fuck you.#it will be bad. of course it will. it will be terrifying.#and I will be here because the simple fact of my queer ass continuing to draw breath#can help ruin the day of the worst people alive
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OC stuff is dangerous wdym you just think about that guy and you feel things. You made that thing and it’s come such a long way like they’ve grown and fleshed out and you’re proud of them. And there’s an indescribable feeling of pride and tenderness and passion and fondness. That ☝️thingie is My Thing and I love them
#_text#put music on that makes you think of them while drawing them and feel one billion emotion and it’s like wow. hits you how much you care#each little brick placed being one more step to making them feel truly and wholly alive. something with hopes and dreams and fears#Rory has really been coming into his own lately and it makes me kinda emotional and I really do not get emotional about much#I really need to elaborate on some of it with art and just substantiate some of my thoughts and feelings cus there’s just so much#I don’t wanna be tooting my own horn cus this post is not just meant for me. it’s for anyone who’s going through their own process#of making a guy or refining an existing guy. be proud of yourself and step back to admire how they’ve grown!! you’d be surprised by#the various ways things form and add up to create something amazing and uniquely you. all the various sources of input and inspiration#that really is the joy of creation to me. and I love seeing how others characters grow and change and evolve. being part of that process#is especially deeply meaningful and important to me. nothing makes me happier than being a small part of someone else’s work#as someone who hates failing and loathes themselves deeply. I can sincerely say with my whole heart that just trying is an amazing step#put down literally anything. see what does and doesn’t work. get the feel for the kind of person they are and then refine that.#mix logic with your gut feeling. emotion with reason. use existing lore or make it up! creation and success is not linear and#it definitely is deeply demoralising at times and as someone pretty cynical about the whole thing. and who hates myself#I can say it really is worth it. your ideas are worth it and even if you don’t believe in yourself yet#the spirit of my post at least is cheering for you!! because seven+ months ago I was in a pit of nothingness and just.#making zero and putting her out there for the first time has changed so much for the better for me#I will always cheer on anyone’s OC stuff. they - and you - are awesome and should exist and be put out there#thank u for reading. this has been on my mind lately a few times so wanted to ramble
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Kara turned, her brow crinkling as she noticed a well-dressed woman heading her way. In a world of dirt and mud, the woman’s high-end loafers made little sense. “Can I help you?” Kara asked. “I’m hoping you can,” she said, holding out her hand. “My name is Lena Luthor.” “Luthor,” Kara said, her eyebrows raising as she took Lena’s hand. I didn’t know Lex’s sister was so pretty, she thought, fighting the odd skip of her heartbeat. “I guess you’ve paid attention to the news,” Lena said. “I would like to hire you.” “To do what?” Kara asked. “To be my jockey. I have a horse, and I want to win the Kentucky Derby.” “The Derby?” Kara sputtered. “You know I’m just a claims jockey, right?” “I do,” Lena said. “And, frankly, I barely know what that means. But I do understand statistics.” “... Statistics.”
Lena is on the verge of losing everything, and Kara is a jockey who has nothing.
For the Roses is a one-shot Horseracing AU 🏇🏇🏇
#I'm so excited to release this one#you have no idea how much of a horse girl I was growing up#and much like the aviation AU it is time for me to make this everyone else's problem#supercorp#karlena#mel writes fic
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i don't think the jokes about the "kids" being too old now are ever going to be funny to me. of course they're older? we're lucky they were ever age accurate to begin with, the way things usually go. but just looking at natalia, charlie, and joe -- they were literally in their 20s playing teens in s1. none of the people making these jokes ever mention that. if anything, to me, this just brings it even more full circle considering the "kids" this season are going to be closer to nancy, jonathan, and steve's age when the show first started. and the six of them are young 20s. as if teens in Most other shows aren't being played by people in their 20s and 30s. it's such a weird thing to fixate on
#looked up the yellowjackets cast for example and the Youngest of them is 24#most of them are late 20s into 30s#what are we doing#lex talks#like. stop thinking about them as kids#stop being stuck in s1#the show has Told you that they're growing up#let them grow up#and don't worry about how old the cast is when it very clearly isn't that much of an issue anywhere else lmao#s5#st5 spoilers#i guess for the bit about how old they're going to be this season idk#i'm just tired of seeing this everywhere
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I do think some of the handwringing I've seen about "hate" is funny because from what I can tell, even on twitter people are being surprisingly civil. The cast hasn't even had to make a big announcement clarifying a situation because everyone misinterpreted something and worked themselves into a furor. It took less than 12 hours after the c2 finale before Matt and Liam were like, "Uh, what do you mean, we literally said on stream Caleb and Essek get together." But there's also been a significant shift online since then to the point where anything short of "the precious baby blorbos were treated so niceys :3" is considered vicious hate, for some reason*, so I can't say I'm really surprised.
#*narrator voice: the reason was anti-intellectualism.#god tbt when everyone was like 'I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY DIDN'T COMMIT TO THE GAY SHIP. COWARDS'#WHILE beauyasha existed. first of all.#and then when they clarified suddenly everyone was like 'UM HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO PAY ATTENTION TO THAT I WAS SLEEP DEPRIVED'#and it's like look. at a certain point if you know you're exhausted and prone to crankiness you gotta take a step back my dude.#you have to be like 'well I will check if I missed something later when I am not falling over' and then like. go to bed.#instead of spiraling out of control on the dash and getting everyone else worked up#like you are allowed to do that you are your own person on the internet and I don't control you but#if you get defensive when called about it I am allowed to tell you you should take some fucking responsibility for your choices#and also grow the fuck up.#cr spoilers#cr discourse
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