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gaesnek · 1 year ago

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You know it's bad when you can't tell if you're hurting bc you're hungry or if you're hurting from the stress of the mere idea of talking to them

#I am actually going to explode #their mysterious and unique demeanor has me feeling unwell

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twinkbasement · 2 years ago

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have no real words to express how much i hate how i always have to be on it .. i cannot have an off day,, ever!!! everyone relies on me to get all the fucking admin and beurocracy done and i get no fucking respite from it either it just keeps going and goinggg im gna have to go back to uni and flunk the year because of money im running this fucking flat myself with no one even trying to be helpful - all the bills run through me the rent goes through me the agency goes through me i get all the emails the phone calls i have to call the council and the water company and the gas company etc to sort shit out i have to keep an eye on what we need as a flat and make sure we have it i am not ur fucking mother !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#kankum #i am SO tired #i have aMigraine #i am currently in a queue for council tax on the phone (hell)#trying to get us expemptions and deductions because WE aRE duE THEM #but ofc *i* have to do it #because NO ONE ELSE WILL #my gp wont write me a letter to uni because well they wont give me a reason #i am actually going to explode

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sleepy-autism-creature · 2 years ago

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i am so incredibly normal about them and the hozier lyric is also making me feel very normal everything is fine i am normal and well

I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door ⭐️

#i am actually going to explode #my brain is microwave #no i cannot elaborate

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qulizalfos · 1 year ago

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i truly hate it here <3

#sorry abt this in advance i have made a. Discovery. (irl) and yeah #this is the last fucking straw i fear #i am actually going to explode #anyway #lol!!

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whirlpool-blogs · 5 months ago

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Jack to Quinn (in the background): Can you show them around, and I’ll grab Luke.

aka Quinn and Jack seamlessly coordinating older brother duties

#my heart is actually going to explode #it’s a well-worn habit that both of them have done for years!!!#all those chaotic rink nights and everyone’s in different carpools - ‘you grab luke and I’ll take his bag’#‘you grab luke and I’ll meet you at the car’#WAAHHHHHH #(and yes I AM deep in covid era yt videos tonite)#quinn hughes #jack hughes #post #jhughes & kids tag

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thekittyokat · 1 year ago

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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

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ask2ps · 4 months ago

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in the 2P takeover, alfred struggling to retain some level of consciousness while allen puppeteers him backfires in the end, as it only really allows him to be personally present for matthew's (permanent!) death at his own hands.

anyway i'm representing this through a discord meme redraw.

#hws america #hws canada #hetalia #2p hetalia #na bros #alfred going NO NO NO NO as allen goes LOL LOL LOL LOL #it's kind of like a battle between the two americas. whose brother gets to live? (hint: not alfred's!)#it's traumatizing enough to alfred that he loses his grip on his body and allen is able to mentally overpower/suppress him permanently as w #it's only fitting that the NA twins go together. they do everything together after all #ic #meme redraw #reference #tf2 #i guess...#just for my tagging system since it wont show up in main tags anyway 😁😁😁#1p mention #in case ur wondering... does canada go to new york.#of course he did. his brother asked him. and ame hasnt been feeling well lately...#canada is a good person (wanted to help ame) and america is a hero (wanted to fight off 2pame)#and that directly led to both of their horrific downfalls...#i mean. ame was dead from the second 2pame actually got hold of him. but he prolonged his death for so long trying to protect the others an #it just. didnt work out for him. in fact it might have just made things worse.#fun deets here:#america here is SO TENSE HES ABOUT TO EXPLODE bc . 2pame is trying sooo hard not to laugh and 1pame is TRYING TO scream and break through #2pame BAAAARELY has his grip on 1pame here... its like physically trying to restrain someone and its tough... esp someone like ame.#2p takeover au

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crystal-pvp · 9 months ago

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technically lifestealtober day 9, but honestlyi just had this beamed into my mind after seeing that one insta story zam posted

#crystal explodes #lifesteal smp #lifesteal fanart #lssmp #lifestealtober2024 #eclipse federation #princezam #vitalasy #itzsubz #if this is as crunchy as the preview is making it look when it actually posts i am going to explode badly

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cathalbravecog · 3 months ago

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daily high roller before april toons the "'broom' roller" edition!

special thanks to an anonymous friend who gave me the image + idea for this! reference below! other outfit suggestions are welcome, im out of ideas </3

(note, since i know the comments are coming for this specific one: i'm a nonsharing selfshipper, so please keep the "my wife" comments to yourself in reblogs please. dont stone me for this ok...! do it scared)

here is the reference i was provided! i oh so wish i could credit the original artist, but due to how much this was spread and reposted around, i get nothing but pinterest reposts and twitter/alternatives to twitter retweets that... lead nowhere. so i apologize, i can credit the image for the outfit but not the person who did it. if anyone has better leads that would be great! <3

BONUS RAMBLE: i considered involving some type of veil or flower crown type garment, maybe out of hyacinths as that is my favorite flower... but i had enough wedding flower arranging from florist high school (yes i did do that. somehow.) so i spared myself the trouble. actually they made me do that only once... but i really dont wanna design and draw any flower arrangement type thing for a HR thing LOL.

#toontown corporate clash #ttcc #high roller #guz art #[2025]#[march_2025]#i still havent fully processed just how close april toons is.#holy fuck i am going to explode #actually hey fun fact i told no to going to a concert. for april toons. well mostly because i promised like #10000 separate people i will be there to fight high roller with them for the first day LOL #and also bc its special to me. and others know that so lie everyones booked me for that day SO. YA BOYS GONNA BE BUSY #i miss my wife tails.

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displaykitkats · 4 months ago

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MiqoMarch 2025 | 01. Introduction

I know not what it is you desire for yourself, nor what it was that first brought you to Eorzea, but I firmly believe that the power we possess was given to us for a purpose. Pray consider this when you give me your answer, Renoux.

What will you say?

I will go whither the wild rose blooms.

#let me just say I struggled finding a quote/song lyric that I really liked to go with this #but I think I actually really like this one since it's from when you first meet Minfilia #once again I'll only do the prompts I am inspired by.. otherwise my brain would explode #ffxiv gpose #renoux luna #ffxiv #ff14 #miqomarch 2025

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intotheelliwoods · 2 years ago

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what if... cass arc

WHAT IF I STARTED CRYING.

#2 arms left fanart #HRHRHARAAAAHHHH #AH.#funny fact this idea *was* actually kinda toyed with before #but that was back in like????????????#april????#but GOD #IM SORRY HIM WRAPPED IN THE MASK IS TOO CUTE #AND YOU HAVE POPTARTS LITTLE NEW SLEEVE THING IM :explodes:#poptarts gonna hug him #keep him very warm #actually I am just going to start crying the more I look at this #anyways hi beazle how about you update residuum 7 times a week now

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fimbry · 3 months ago

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A third bird to complete the trio, a rooster. Was going for a wall art but scientific illustration but home look for it.

#rooster #chicken #birblr #artists on tumblr #bird #Fimbry's Forge #i just hate so much bread i am going to explode actually

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ahollowgrave · 7 months ago

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PIGEON’S GPOSE WRAPPED 2024

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Gpose Wrapped 2023

WHEW! Here it is! My favorite shots from over the year, one for each month (or... close enough!) I love putting these together it's such a fun way to look back and I'm always stunned at what I was up to at the start of the year. Odette started the year surrounded by friends and she ended the year surrounded by friends! How lucky is she. I almost had enough Skeleton shots for the first six months of the year, but then I got to March and actually gasped when I remembered how we all played Mermaids together! That was such a fun time!! Man, I have so much fun taking my little screenshots!!! It has led me to some of my favorite people!! I'm so grateful I still love this hobby and screenshots.

Thank you guys for being here, thanks for making stuff, and thanks for sharing it!

(down here is a second, secret gpose wrapped)

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This year I had more than enough shots to do a second Gpose Wrapped (and then some) featuring my friends' OCs! That's wild!! These aren't in any particular order and one of them never made it to Tumblr. But I had so much fun making these and sharing them with my friends!! Thank you to the people who reached out and traded with me! Next year I want to be brave enough to do more shots with friends. Brave enough to ask, brave enough to brainstorm them, braver!!! There are people I gotta catch up with, too!