#i cannot deny it anymore..

[olddogsofappalachia]

I WANT A BOY WHO ISN'T ANYTHING LIKE ME!!!!!!!!

[yellowheartz]

I randomly know filipino words i dont even use in sentences irl

[dailytogachako]

@himiochaposting already posted this wonderful art made by studio bones (it is a japanese animation studio. It has produced several series, including bnha). and it still hasn't sunk in... this is practically official art... i can't take it 💔💔

they look so happy,,, despite everything that's going on...,.. oh mY GOD I CAN'T

[cityselcouth]

holy fuck

[chai-en-kaadhale]

i love artists who give yjh darker skin bc there's no way he trained that much (that too out in the sun) over the course of each round to not have a little melanin

[scottstiles]

it is always better to go through hell and come out the other side, no matter how diminished, rather than deny hell exists and never reach the other side because the horizon is invisible

[wings-0f-sorrow]

Messed around w/ (mostly) grey-scale. Caelina may be just a smidge overprotective, but to be fair, being attacked is probably a daily occurrence for Pyrrha. Luckily that number goes down by a lot when you have a guard dog tall fist-slinging magical woman by your side at all times lol

she just cares her so much

[captain-astors]

Creature. (The rendered ones are referenced from manga panels)

[outrageousbirb]

tried to explain to my mother that while we both experience a similar level of Catastrophic General Depression (as in going to sleep every day hoping you wont wake up for over a decade), part of why im struggling so much at my current stage of life while she managed to find things to occupy herself is due to the difference in our situations.

I'm 26, and by this time my mother was married to her boss (an older man with an established life + experience she could glom onto) and employed by him at the only job she had ever had, where she was secure insofar as she couldnt be fired without divorce, and couldnt be divorced without being fired (small family retail) so she had managed to, in one "vector" of her life, secure herself both employment and a Life Buddy.

meanwhile, at this point in my life, i have made my peace with the fact that i am extremely unlikely to find a Life Buddy of any kind (romantic, sexual, otherwise) as i am asexual + other issues, and all of my friends are going to pair up and go off to have the more stereotypical future involving kids etc, which means i will never be anyone's Priority Person, bc at best i will be in 3rd place or lower. I have also made my peace with the fact that i cannot manage to function living alone or living with roommates, and that my odds of coping with employment are similarly low, due to the Everything about me.

so while my mother and i are in similar mindsets at similar life stages, in terms of viable options, we are worlds apart. i cannot think of anything i want for my future other than not to have one. i can think of things i do not want, but what do you do when you do not want ANYTHING? i would steer in a favoured direction if i fucking had one, instead of simply spinning in circles.

the only thing i want is something i fundamentally cannot have, so theres no point in wanting that. everything else sounds like hell. which path do i take if they all end in failure?

my mother's advice is to start doing things, make an effort, go after your interests, try new things, explore opportunities, as if i havent tried that before. as if im capable of doing that without support. as if needing the support wont hurt her or my father. as if i wont feel guilty over selfishly taking up time and resources doing something stupid for no good reason and i wont disappoint them when after all the effort and time and money spent results in fucking nothing. as if i dont fucking try already. i have plenty of "interests" that bore me to tears, and im too fucked up for social interests that might be more helpful.

i cant bear the weight of trying any longer. every failure adds up to yet another stone upon my back and im not atlas, i cannot hold the weight of the world. i am so tired. i just want to rest without the daily drudgery of life dragging like a noose around my neck at all times.

[cornbread818]

BBAU headcanons on why I think each teacher rejects intimacy — Insecurity, Apathy, Grief. There’s supposed to be 5 but I couldn’t fit all of them on one page.

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[cowboylikesel]

i also find myself having a (hopefully) tiny unrequited crush on a close friend of mine so we’re in the same boat floating down the river to hell 🙃

it’s definitely weird, especially when you can’t really talk to your friends about it (for me we’re all in the same friend group) and in those instances when the unrequited part really hits you it sucks so hard

all this to say we’re all here for you! and feel your pain :)

aw i’m sorry! especially that you can’t really talk about it with your other friends! you can totally talk to me about it if you’d like :)

him and i aren’t really that close (more like uni friends), but we have basically every lecture together, so it’s kinda hard to get over him. i do genuinely enjoy hanging out with him, but sometimes i feel like it’s really obvious that i like him and i don’t want him to feel weird about it but idk it’s probably all in my head anyway haha

i also didn’t reallyyyy talk about it with my friends because i’m superstitious and didn’t want to jinx it and now that i know it’s not gonna happen it feels kind of unnecessary i guess? like i’m just beating a dead horse. well, now you guys get to hear about it haha

[byfulcrums]

swk's staff being sentient would be a great thing. he's got a deep fucking connection with that thing, he loves her and she loves him and they're unstoppable together. he almost cried during the 500 years without her. she's still angry at him for leaving her on that mountain

she picks mk because she likes him, not because sun wukong does. eventually they might have as good of a relationship as she had with her old holder. mk screamed in excitement when he found out she was sentient. she's not swk's anymore (not yet) but she still fights with him if necessary

mk relies too much on her at first and she doesn't like it. she starts to be more cold to the touch after season 3 because of lbd. she can't talk but they understand her anyway

[apr1lias]

The correlation between my support for jorge in the championship and the more attractive he’s become to me need to be studied

[radiaking]

Coop really is so funny the way he acts like this hardass, cynical bastard in half of his verses and yet all he really wants is to love and be loved and be happy ya feel??

[vikugnavikugna]

With each passing day, as I delve deeper into Greg Stafford's rich body of work, it becomes harder and harder to deny giving into the madness and randomly dropping hilariously long Glorantha lore posts - just like Yelmalio's pathetic attempt to carry the flame after Yelm's death, so I would try to fill the spot once held by @/glorantha

[robingivesmemagic]

its funny that 2 of my super fave robins are jason todd and carrie kelley. i should be given a large sword or perhaps a gun to protect them